vent post edition qott: what’s something you’d like to vent about? trans related or notprev - >>41327125
i literally just thought about how there's no vent thead up so thanks. anyways i
>>41336211>qottI'M FUCKING GAY
>>41336223that’s okay nona. being gay is just as morally neutral as being straight or bi
>>41336211>qottI'm gay. Oh, and get this: my penis is small.
i’m a bug. but i have an excellent center left podcast
>>41336211i'm close to a sh relapse. i want to lacerate the living hell out of my leg tonight. i'm a perverted autistic male. a crude caricature of a woman
>>41336563i won't if you won't
>>41336572i actually started crying after seeing this. i know that sounds stupid, but i literally feel like nobody's given a shit about me lately. i won't if you won't
>>41336594i don't like to see people actually hurt so it's good that i can at least put someone off from doing something
>>41336604i really appreciate that. things are just really rough and i'm struggling to see any value i have as a person rn. i just want to be confident in my identity and not feel like a blight on society
>>41336640me too, it feels like the days are blurring and i trapped myself in a prison of my own making the feeling doesn't really go away desu
>>41334524so i checked this and the solution is to add b-complex, magnesium, choline, and zinc supplements. if anybody itt was curious
>>41336687i understand that feeling deeply. i can't change reality and it aches. i'm the uncanny valley of gender.
>>41336744where did you find the info? i saw powers mentioning b i think but not sure about the others
>>41336827he has a wiki up on his subreddit
thread been so boring lately I almost want to post myself so people have something to laugh at. almost
>>41336901it's not worth it
>>41336901do it
>>41336949you replied to yourself
>>41336901I won't laugh at you
>>41336901its because i stopped posting
tfw iwnbaw EVER tfw i will always be a hon tfw i looked even more disgusting as a normal man on testosterone tfw there’s no other option for me but manmoding and there’s nowhere to go but here tfw i look fundamentally dysgenic tfw i coyld hsvs been a youngshit and avoided all of this
how is it possible to look like a pooner but not a woman
I'm not gonna do it
i need ffs first and then idk a LOT of other changes too
>>41336835i see thank you nona
once I get ffs, ba, bbl, vfs, rib reshaping surgery, and clavicle shortening surgery, it's fucking OVER for all of you
i need ffs
>>41337022Add height reduction to that list
what do i do if im too dysphoric to go outside or talk to people or work do i nust kill myself
>>41337030I'm 5'5" that's thankfully the one thing I don't need
>>41337056i'm going to kiss you on the mouth.
>>41337045mocking me btw
i will solve my comt issues and get ffs and lose weight and be happy. HAHA
>>41337063please do I'm so lonely
>>41337078will that help it though?
i will never be happy i will always be ugly nobody will ever love me. why? because i didnt take estrogen when i was younger. why? because i thought it would ruin my life so that id never be happy always be ugly and nobody would love me. but my genetics are retarded. im like a from birth pooner. something is very very wrong
>>41337089maybe for just a little bit, which is good enough
>>41337056So you don't really have any problemsI'm 6'2 and even if I get all the surgeries in the world I will never come close to passing as well as you will
>>41337106practically speaking we are in the same boat because I am a college dropout and will literally never be able to afford a single one of those surgeries until I die
>>41337093good answer, that's how i see stuff like this now anyways
i hate myself
how is it possible that i have rimantic success (excusing that i ghost everybody and never went further thanthe early dating stage) but look SO ugly in most candid photos. is it just dysphoria and being chubby? Or is it the reality? both? ffs must help
nobody has ever kissed me on the mouth or anywhere for that matter
being ugly doesn't matter if you can find love. I know I have to remain a neverpasser until death, but maybe if someone could love me all the same I would be ok with that
>>41337162mwah
>>41337120Kill yourself
the scariest fucking thing is seeing another boymoder/manmoder and you both realize as soon as you make eye contact
im 27, been on hrt for 3 months, i am moided but have a pretty face and white and skinny. my parents are rich and going to spend infinite money on the best surgeons to give me everything (100k-200k+ worth of surgery, money doesnt matter to them). will i still make it? i just want to live out my 30s as a woman. atleast a trans woman. im worried i will end up looking like a medical freak but i see the potential to look like something like a girl. my expectations are not high but im lucky to have my parents. has anyone here had significant changes around this age with massive amounts of surgery?
>>41337162my favorite most romantic kiss was with a woman and i dont know how to process that
>>41337180I hate you and hope you die in a fire. yes I am a bitterhon. fuck you.
>>41337186you don't...? not sure how it being a woman would change anything
>>41337186thanks
the fakemoders are at it again
if you've ever felt the touch of another you're a fakemoder
>>41337193sorry. i know i am incredibly lucky to have my parents. just wanted some 2 cents. you probably mog me anyway.
>>41337211what if it was pre hrt because i was a mini chad
>>41337217EVER
>>41337219hmm
hrt turned me into an incel
>>41337215no you're fine honestly. with enough surgery you'll probably be fine unless your face is extremely fucked. vfx is kinda fucky though so you should work on voice training or you'll be clocked regardless
>>41337233*vfs
right now im a fat man with breasts and an ugly masculine face. if i become a thin man with breasts and a cute feminine face then j will be happy
worst kiss of all time was with a woman never again
>>41337233thank you. voice training months prior to hrt and going well. i dont think i need it. mum was keen about that one but i said the same thing to her.
I would never kiss a woman because I don't deserve to be her because I'm a fake failed woman. and kissing another trans woman just feels pathetic because we're both fake
>>41337271what about kissing another person, an individual even
>>41337283I like kissing men because men are hot
i just wish someone ever liked me enough to want to kiss me
why is this just a boymoder general now
>>41337302i have never malefailed, like i genuinely look disgusting
>>41337313I don't believe you
some people just have all the luck
I bet it feels really good to malefail
>>41337316you dont know what anyone here looks like
>>41337336I do
>>41337337you probably mog me, shut up
sage
>>41337351;)
the boymoder cries about being mogged as he mogs you
i need to kiss someone on the mouth now
>>41337385hi
ive experienced complete annihilation of the self at the hands of others and myself what do i do now that i am nothing and nobody
>>41337388hi hurry up
Manmoder is the nigger of the world
>>41337399sorry im coming
>>41337409thx
people look at me like im hideous
>>41337438same. I deserve it.
>>41337444yeah
>>41337503this is a boymoder general
>>41336563>>41336572hope you anons were able to make it through the night, it has been a very tough time for a lot of us this past year, I am proud of you for doing your best to not relapse
>>41337503this is the failed transition general you havent even started yet
>>41337551yeah
I don't watch porn anymore because it feels agp and cringe
people keep fucking lying to me and telling me i look feminine but i look at the hons that are mocked nonstop and i look just fucking like them structurallyi wish people would just stop fucking lying to me instead of enabling the delusion that i can live as a woman is there anyone on the planet that isnt a fucking faceblind hugboxer im so fucking tired of it
btfo fakemoder
fuck you
i can't relate to anyone here
I'm not a failed tranny I'm a "cis man looksmaxxing on HRT"
yeah yeah get in line buddy
>>41337982transmaxxing
>>41336211the entire medical system keeps cucking the shit out of me ive been trying to get on hormones for the better part of this year and every step i have tried to make has been met with impasse after impasse after impasse. and im still nowhere close.
used my dark sign and life has been so much better, use your dark sign
>>41337879i dont even look like a hon i look like a man
>>41335939 i guess?? i used to hate mirrors and used to take zero photos of myself pre hrt
>>41338035fuck doctorsD I YIY
>>41337180big soph 2: bigger soph
>>41338047Keep repeating it to yourself and you're gonna stay stuck as a man forever
i wish i were disintegrated
>>41336901don’t worry nona, in a few days i’ll post myself to liven up the thread o7
>>41337180can you give me $200
>>41337180I hope your surgeries are apart of the most incredible botch jobs in history and that there is a Fox news story ran on it, talking of the dangers of trans related surgeries using your body as footage for the story
>>41338070whats your problem
>>41338074I hate the fakemoders that come here to gloat
>>41338057I AM A MAN, A MAN
>>41338088Shout it from the rooftops!
>>41338076meds
>>41338093i’m always saying the first part. never been proud though
>>41338095Ok are we supposed to just be ok with the gloating? Like there's a few other threads this "person" could've gone to to get actual advice, but instead they came to mmg where despite all effort, we are still perceived as men? Let's be real here for a moment anon, they came here with the intention to make everyone feel more like shit than they already do, why should we be passive towards this "person"?
i am a normal adult human male
>>41338111Take pride in yourself anon, no one wants you anyways, who cares if you're ugly, make the most out of your life and fuck everyone else
>>41338118sure you are sweaty :) how's hiding your manboobs going?
>>41338119my friend does (did) want me. i’m somehow not completely unappealing to people, i have a few exes i dated for a while and some others who had crushes on me that i didn’t reciprocate. i just think they all have bad taste and recoil when i see myself
>>41338123very very poorly
>>41338112ok cool. yesterday a store clerk called me cute and asked if he could have my number
like I fucking hate men but some of you like these beasts so i guess that could make you jealous or something :3
>>41338137im going to secretly enter your life just to kill myself in front of you and ruin your life
that's a bit boisterous
I am not over exaggerating when I say I look like this
>>41338156 same bro
>>41338145a month ago I was hanging out with a friend of mine while she was waiting for her boyfriend to come home from work, when he arrived he came with a friend and the guy immediately started flirting with me (constantly making sure i knew he was wearing a patek calatrava). the guy was like tall and squared and kept doing that stupid dreamworks eyebrows, talking to him genuinely almost made me want to vomit lol
>>41338172squared jaw*whatever
>>41338131lol @ the self imposed limitations you're placing on yourself
>>41338137Did you give it to him?
>>41338184give him what? my disgust?
>>41338181because i don’t want to date everyone who wants to date me?
why aren't you methmaxxing nona?
>>41338304too expensive and i already have bad spending habits as is
>>41338304real
built like a moid. move like a boid.talk like a droid. never dress like a foid.hugbox me get sent to the void.step to me your ass getting toyed.tit mogged by a dude starting roids.smoke till im saner than the Noid.
my moobs wont stop growing :/
feeling kinda nauseous over the fact that I'm a manmoder today
>>41338607same my nipples hurt all the time now
im stuck at A-cups :(
>>41338608every day
>>41338607>>41338621this is so erotic
>>41338674actually it's not
>>41338607lemme see em
>>41338531Banger post anon>>41338304Got prescribed with 80mg of meth today woo
any manmoders fuck with emo and pop punk music?
>>41338702sometimes i stab my ears does that count
>>41338702yes
>>41338707the band i’m listening to right now gets described similarly by all my friends, so i’d say it counts>>41338713hell yeah, check these guys out https://youtu.be/VVWt41E5qAg?si=Fs7McNXqkRXaJmkG
not a fan of gay people
i like gay people :)
I am gay people
I have too much life to my eyes today apparently, got ID'd to buy my white monsters >>41338718Sounds pretty good anon, thank you for sharing!
>>41338874it’s a legal requirement
>>41339012Since when? I've never been ID'd to buy energy drinks, rarely ID'd for even alcohol
fem gays are finemasc gays are disgusting
ugly womanmoding today
i wish i was brad pitt having sex with brad pitt
>>41339176the wife beater guy?
>>41339251i dont care i wish he beat me
I’m sorry for appropriating transness by being a fake trans failed human being
>>41339286you're the problem
being faketrans feels so good when you aint got a bitch on your ear saying it's nasty
>>41339300Okay
>>41339251never happened
>>41339346kys
>>41339346he also (allegedly) choked his kid :/
>>41339459make me bitch>>41339470nope, didn't happen.
I wish I could just dieit's never going to get better
should have hit the gym and been a normal faggot, maybe pretended to be straight and date a mannish twinkhon to cope
another morning straight to the scale instead of drinking water
what are your manmoder trvkes most people don't want to hear
>>41339567you NEED to lose weight being fat(>18 bmi) is an indication of bad character and a wasted life
waow i really don't feel like working todayhow do i get myself to wageslave better
>>41339575as a fat man with a bmi of 22.9 i must concur. feminine fat distribution does not exist
>>41339575>>41339591very funny, now say something beautiful and genuine
>>41339575>tfw 19 bmimy male ribcage is in full display if i go any lower
i’m a stupid fucking hon (obviously). i look gross and masculine and haven’t malefailed since pre-puberty, but that’s not the main thing i want to vent about i guess. everything else about me and my life is also a problem. i’m a worthless blight on society. i have no skills beyond being a good test taker, which isn’t useful unless i try and get a “job” taking standardized tests for rich teenagers. i’ve had one job in my life i graduated high school in 2020, so i finished that with a lethal amount of senioritis exacerbated and enabled by online school. my dad also died early on in covid, and i ended up going to college 700 miles away, yet again during covid lockdowns. long story short, i did nothing the back half of the semester, flunked every class, and lied about it for months, then enrolled in community college when i was found out and worked at my family’s funeral home. when it was clear they weren’t gonna enroll me in the classes i needed (and give me a shit foundation if they did) i transferred to a 4 year university and did alright for a little, and then last fall didn’t do great, and then got another 0.0 semester due to doing nothing in the spring. since the start of the fall semester, i’ve just been faking it again. i don’t know what to do. i fucked up royally again and don’t have the dead dad excuse this time. but even the first time it rung a little hollow for me. i kept “going to school” after, and never really was affected. that’s its own issue. i’m completely apathetic and devoid of emotion. i haven’t cried in a fucking decade. even these emotions i’m telling you about, i’m pretty easily distracted by. my life is good. i have friends who love me, a family that loves me (but hates trannies) and supports me. but i just keep making completely self inflicted errors. i know i could turn it around, but any amount of effort feels like too much, and killing myself feels so tempting as an easy way out
>>41339611there is beauty everywhere for those with eyes to see
>>41339611my gut is disgusting, my ribs are strange, i cant recognize my face, there’s a penis between my legs
sorry for the wall of text, btw. i trimmed it down a lot and it’s still too long. and don’t sympathize with me, i don’t deserve it for fucking up my own good foundation
>>41339611i need to be beautiful when i die at the very least
>>41336211QOTT Whats up niggas, i start wage slaving for full time tomorrowSuicide cancelled I hope everyone has a blessed week please take care of urselves guys <3https://youtu.be/JKJDW_TG_Ww
today's the first day i don't have anything in particular i'm supposed to do in months and i don't know what to do with myself
>>41339738get high and jerk off
full throttle kinda sucks donkey dick but god i miss it i wish it were in my area again
>>41339629Damn i'm srryMy gf dad died during covid too and flunked out of school at the same timeNow she works for the city and got a promotion recentlyWe are both depressed rn especially with the state of the worldWe don't know the answer but here is some sympathy, shit is rough in these streets frfr
went to the dermatologist and found out im not balding my hairline is just genetically bad and not round and it would be like that too if i were born a cis woman :(
>>41339765already jerked offcan't get high because i'm a dwug addict and i'll welapse and wuin my life
>>41339823play video games? listen to shitty emo songs i link here
edating schizophrenic trannies and ghosting them after getting nudes
>>41339922i'm listening to the new Weatherday album rn which isn't actually particularly new but nobody told me about it when it droppedit's pretty good!
im so fucking ugly
im sofa king wee todd ed
>>41339930kys
Aym faw mow aww test ick den youuyy
finally stopped procrastinating on ordering the ultra black monsters from amazon, excited to try it, even if it turns out to not taste great
>>41339708congrats on the job homie, big things coming your way>>41339738play battlefield
I was such a retard to believe my ex boyfriend when he said we'd stay close after he moved away. I'm like a stranger to him now, and he's successful in life and probably fucking a new cis girl every week. I wish I was dead.
>>41339930that’s pretty evil
>>41339930me next
lump under my nipple is gone, guess i’ll have to kill myself if i wanna die instead of hoping for sudden 23 year old breast cancer
how do i get a job as a visibly gay autistic smelly neet
>>41340196can i sniff you
but i havent showered in 5 days
if i'm 6'2 should i bother even attempting to transition or do i need to take more permanent solutions to my dysphoria?
the hair wont stop growing
>>41340233transition and become my tall wife
we all attempted it, why not you? if your ratios aren’t bad alongside the height, you might even be better off than us
>>41340233that's fucked up, i'm 5'6
>>41340253so that's a yes to permanent solutions, i see>>41340249i'm too scared to measure myself, but i was fat all throughout my, admittedly terrible puberty (only really went up and not much else happened), so i must have proportions that make bodybuilders jealous
>>41340249you're a bad person
>>41340057never been in any sort of relationship so i dont feel bad for you
iwnbaw and i am a gross moid that cries at cute things
>>41340319why?>>41340353iwnbaw and i am a gross moid that cant cry
>>41340382lol
nobody above 6 feet should transition and you're a bad person for giving them false hope
seeing lots of "yes"es to a permanent solution to my problemsi'll figure something out
>>41337211this isn't incelgen
>>41340233your dysphoria doesn't care about how well your height or other traits may or may not let you pass
I am a non personI trooned too lateI learned about trooning at 15 when I read about hentai artists transitioning and I did nothing, cause I felt nothingI ruined my life by dropping out and not working: neeting for years.I avoided trans themes cause I was on that anti-trans koolaid. Thanks redditI’m subhuman sissy hypno agp fetishist and I kms after my bf abandons me for his new crush(he is not my bf I was lying he is just my fuck buddy I send Hentai to when I goon)
>>41340233find a retarded cope and a distraction
I haven’t cried in monthsMy levels are zero, and I’m remasculinizing. I didn’t do my shot last week I’m now a week and a half with no hrt. I’m dyingI’m a manI deserve this. This is my birthrightPlease kill me
>>41340466>monthsthis is nothing to a nevercrier moid like me
>>41340492You are femaleDon’t speak to me like thisI’m a trumale
if i was someone would’ve mistaken me for a woman. gaze upon my moid form and weep
>>41340409that's just misogyny
if you don't cry then you don't soulpass
that’s exactly what i’m saying about myself!! despite people on this gen saying i soulpass for other reasons, my inability to cry reveals my painfully male inner soul
I have a plan to fix everything
please enlighten me, i need to fix everything
nicotine + vyvanse
>>41340569same bestie
>>41340600I'm going to study medical books and textbooks and see if there's any possibility for me to at all pass ever, according to current knowledgeif it's impossible, I will kill myself
>>41340429yes is it
>>41340632?
>>41340628study those books and then become a nurse/doctor/paramedic and help people!! :D
>>41340439LMAO
>>41340641I'd need to get an actual degree in that case
>>41340652i believe you can become an emt with just a fairly short emt course, and then work your way to a further up career if you enjoy it. that’s what i’m considering other than killing myself or saying fuck it and being poor
I <3 being a fakemoder
>>41336211anyone religious here? im struggling with my faith and why God would give me these feelings. its legitimately tortuous to see everyday my body decay and age losing every single feminine trait and every possibility to pass. to know that ill never feel happy or even normal, and that my only path to this feeling is through worship of the Lord. im familiar with the story of job. why would a God who loves me so much do this to me? what did i do
>>41340672god isnt real retard
>>41340652>>41340666EMT is a single college semester followed by the national registry test. paramedic is like 2 years of college.>>41340674you're not real faggot
>>41340666but what's there after EMT? you still need to get a degree to become an actual doctor (so you could do research and other things)I'd love to help other people though, obviously my favorite field would be endocrinology
not in the slightest. i used to be an annoying reddit atheist, now i’m a less annoying atheist
>>41340637im an incel AND im dyslexic it is beyond over
>>41340672I grew up religious and I am literally begging you to reexamine your faith. assuming you are Christian there is little evidence for the historicity of what the Bible claims, you deserve better than to suffer for something that isn't real.
>>41340672your god is dead and your faith is death, cultist
>>41340692the bible isn't a history bookstop dragging other people into your misery, let people cope
>>41340672like everyone on this planet I follow the religion of money
ngl i looked in the mirror this morning and kinda liked how my body looked in a gamp way
>>41340645you're gonna need that sense of humor
>>41340703never happened to me and never will
>>41340718im sorry anon i just needed a place to share because i have no friends
>>41340700bit of a shit cope doesnt seem like its working
>>41340700how is it coping if the belief is clearing causing you stress. if the Bible isn't historical then it is not valuable as moral law either.
>>41340692>there is little evidence for the historicity of what the Bible claimsnot even true, there are extrabiblical accounts proving the historicity of Christ's life and crucifixion.
>>41340700people should stop treating it like anything but a form of control
>>41340728me neither buddy should i feel bad for you
I will never soulpass because I didnt experience real dysphoria until my 20s and didnt troon out until my late 20sI’m fake
>>41340734it's historical fiction
>>41340738no i was just responding to you responding to me.
>>41340692its not the biblical law part im struggling with. i dont really believe that transitioning is a sin. what bothers me is that God created me with a deep all-consuming desire thats impossible to fill. i see cis women and i so badly want to be like them, but the gap between man and women (physically and psychologically) is just too far to bridge
honestly there's probably no cope but studying would at least keep me occupied and distracted
>>41340743>attested to by 1st century Jewish writers>attested to by Roman contemporariesbut they just made it up in spite of being diametrically opposed to the early Christian movement because???
lets have a good day today!
i somehow want a vagina and a bigger dick at the same timethis isn't even bottom dysphoria this is agp vs agamp fighting for dominance in my mind
>>41340834kill yourself please nobody wants to hear about your fetish
>>41340762if she’s responding to you, and you’re responding to her responding to you, who’s flying the plane!?
>>41340834tell me more about your fetish
>>41340849the pilot or copilot
>>41340851samefag
>>41340870:/
she stroganoff my beef till its wellington
>>41340873
>>41340789dumbass
>>41340894look ma, i’m in the screenshot!!
>>41340834I'm getting the non-binary penile preserving vaginoplasty so I can live out my coomer dreams like this even though my libido is nothing like it used to be
>>41340898if i'm so fucking dumb then prove me wrong nigga
>>41340913shhh we're not having the same exchange as each other
>>41340873please lurk moar
>>41340917explain what you mean by that or there will be dreadful consequences
there is no hope
>>41340923wait nvm i just figured it outbut i stand by what i said anyway because i'm still right
>>41340049Thx>>41340672God is real but maybe not in the cultist way people are indoctrinated to believeEverything in this world is born and decays, it is the cycle of lifeDoesn't mean god isn't thereEvery human has their struggle and life isn't supposed to be amazing all of the timeHow you live your life and treat others is more important than the constraints of the flesh and body ;p
Jesus had his struggles and who knows what internal demons he suffered with, still found a way to preach love and radical acceptance..... what is the thing they say in AA meetings "accept what u cannot change"......
And Jesus entered WPATH HQ and drove out all who were buying and selling there. He overturned the tables of the money changers and the benches of those selling 2mg sublingual estradiol tablets. “It is written,” he said to them, “‘My house will be called a house of prayer, but you are making it ‘a den of robbers.’”
how do I avoid roping?
>>41341150just don't tie the rope into a nooseyou can't hang yourself with a rope that isn't tied!
>>41341150Go to the rave and dance, u will feel better after
>>41341150best i’ve managed to do is continually making sure there’s something to look forward to, mostly albums and concerts in my case, sometimes movies/tv shows too
I did and I made out with hot men but now it's monday and I'm lonely and hungover but drinking again at the same time and I have eaten one small meal all day. I just want to pass
i have never and will never make out with hot men
I'm gay but it's not enough apparently
my dick is small but i think it could be smaller
Anyone want my penis I don't need it or want it?
Gonna be a 10-year SRS manmoder. Is this the bright future everyone was telling me about?
my agp is back after quitting HRT hurray unironically its all i have
>>41341296looks reminiscent to an anime girl here
want to consoom man penis orally rn and have semen spurting on my face
>>41341300kek you got me identified?
>>41341302gay ass nigga
>>41341311too much time on this website yes
yeah I'm gay
yeah WE gay
i am notgay
gonna celebrate this comradery with a beer rn
I'm bratty when I'm horny btw
Drunk manmoders should be getting a dick up they mussy by muscular hairy men with large hairy knuckles feeling up they exposed boobs
i'm a muscular hairy manmoder with hair on my knuckles
>>41341296yikes its over
You are clean shaven and have a non-functional primary sexual organ sis
>>41341414neither of these things are true sis
Are you genuinely retarded?
should i kill myself if i accidentally detransitioned over the course of six months and my skull masculinized in that time
you should manmode but you already know that so I have nothing to add to this conversation
I NEED A BOYFRIEND
i dont like manmoding
I haven't looked at or touched my penis in more than a week idk if it's even there still
>>41341453how can women be straight
I would seducingly lower those pants and hold their contents to my anal orifice making intense eye contact with their beholder, telling him>yeah fuck mein a husky fagcented voice promptly
>>41341473because men are hot
men are so gross
they are not
Women are hot and men are hot too and trannies are also hot and old people are hot and 18 year olds are sexy
I wish I could have a bf
anyways time to make shrimp pasta
>>41341539i, however, am not
tfw no bf to make shrimp pasta for while he gropes me under my apron
>>41341414my dick only goes soft when i look at women
injections are such a meme got my levels checked and tried all sprts of dosages but my t was never suppressed for a single secondwhat a waste of my fucking time
>>41341579what kind of sauce? sauteed or fried/breaded shrimp?
>>41341414I have hairy thighs and lower back fuzz and some little bits of dark hair on my upper lip and my dick still gets hard sometimes
prolly just buttered with some curry i'll post a pic
>>41341612this is me and why i've never gotten a hormone test. if my shit isn't suppressed i'm gonna rope asap
>>41341620me af
>>41341620>some little bits of dark hair on my upper lip
>>41341414i need to buy an epilator so bad ;____;idk if i should buy phillips satinele or philco aqua deluxe ;___;
>>41341635im stuck between dropping 200 bucks on pills and bica or just killing myselfwords cannot express how mortally disappointed i amgo go tested though so you can actually do something instead of mindlessly worrying about it
get ready for pain
>>41341663years of laser and there's like 5 or 6 tiny hairs that refuse to die
>>41341622i should make butter chicken soon
>>41341670i don't worry it's not like estrogen is gonna make me shrink or fix my baldness or shrink my 32 inch underbust at a 19 bmi or make me feel better in any way whatsoever - blissful ignorance to my body is keeping me alive atm
>>41341688i might try orange chicken soon it's so tasty
>>41341690lmao mine is like 34 and i forgot the last time i was gendered male
>>41341704get off this gen then lol
>>41341713i dont wanna :3
let's see your bmi
>bmi
total fakemoder death
big boned brickbodied ffs with a sawed off shottycute core corpse, haughty
lol I'm fat and I don't know if the pio is helping it go where it needs to because I have a giant moidy beer gut
is weight cycling honscience
https://www.theguardian.com/us-news/2025/oct/10/peter-thiel-lectures-antichrist>What am I supposed to do – give it to my children? I certainly can’t give it to my trans daughter; that would be bad. You know, it would be much worse to give it to Bill Gates.
idk i can never put on weight i just look like anorexic stan smith
Height is the only thing that matters
>>41340196no one cares about all that rlly, just shower daily, wear deodorant, and perform your job duties
>>41341823yes
>>41340466Your birthright is to die on the battlefield, not by indulging your self wallowing misery
>>41341869>Your birthright is to die on the battlefieldbeen there done that i did my time and im a far worse person for it
>>41340604add in caffeine>>41340637Uzicels fuck off
>>41340672heed this anons wisdom >>41340990
>>41341150weight gain will detract you from the possibility of roping, as your body will be too fat to feasibly hang yourself
>>41340851>tell me more about your fetishevery day i think about what i want down there and can't decidei just wish i were a cis woman with a vagina and absolutely zero conflicting feelings about my body>>41340904i don't think that would help because it's all mental for me
>>41341296You will be welcomed back when you inevitably go back on hrt>>41341579Post pics when you finish making it, would love to see it
>>41341883Why haven't you taken your shot yet anon? Why are you procrastinating on it?
need to feel a man's lips on mine
SAME
my life is worse for having to read the posts of andr*philes
it has been 10 years since i kissed a man, six since i kissed a woman, and three years hrt with zero male fails
how consistent are you with your shots? i’m pretty good with doing them on the correct day (sometimes i forget and do it in the morning) but the hour varies by like 8 hours, somewhere between 8pm and like 4am
so here's my manmoder slopfood of the day
>>41341987as an aspiring woman it is my duty to be attracted to men
>>41342003not consistent at all
>>41342003im pretty good at hitting the same day. my shots tomorrow and i try to do it before work so it limits how much drift i can induce.>>41342007would eat and say "yummers"
>>41342007this looks really good wtf
>>41342033i love saying yummers
>>41342043its goated
>>41341884>Uzicels fuck offI'm not who you think
>>41342007based
thanks ^^ cooking is one of the few things I seem to just be naturally quite okay at (next to interior design and learning languages)I used to cook quite a lot for the whole family and would prepare elaborate 3 meal courses over the Christmas holidays. Never had anyone tell me my food doesn't taste great. I just wish I had a bf to share with :(
if you cookpass you're a woman. and you cookpass. fakemoder
>>41342138most chefs are men
>>41342157professional ones. shes an amateur chef and these are women!!
>>41342138what if i bake like 3 things pretty well?
can someone pay for my ffs so i can be normal
if my hips were two or maybe three inches larger i would pass as a woman. the three years i soent as a eaped terf made it impossible did yoh know
>5'10.5>34 inch hipshahaha
i have quite possibly the worst profile anyone has ever had
>>413422415’737
>>41342241>5'8>31i'm such a moid
>>41342256whats your problem :/
>>41342265we are both ngmi why can i commiserate
>>41342287what is your problem tho
>>41342336im a traumahon and i need to make it everyone else’s problem
>>41342007looks really good anon! would eat your "slopfood" with you over a glass of wine :)
>>41342226if you become my live in manmoder wife, then sure
>>41342250Post profile (if you post yours I'll post mine, mine is a driving factor of my suicidal ideation)
>>41342367ill do literally anything im so serious
should i nap in my rope
you don’t have a rope you just want attention
my new gloss makes me want kiss myself >_<
i’m getting high :D
>5'8 tall>45'' hipsit's joever
>>41342695napping now
>>41342379unsee cc/album#JSN7VeJFlzYTit's dire. i try to hide behind my hair as much as possible. i don't think even surgery could fix me
>41342708didnt get any replies last time buster?
>>41342710>:D
my new resin cart tastes like burned rubber :D, the rope left a red mark, my hips are tiny, i have zero motivation, im filled with sorrow, christ is my only salvation
ugh
i hate you
>>41342763tfw chuddys boomer memes are the best thing being posted here rn
it’s never enough is it disgusting
>>41342833you don't know
Ketamine made me trans and gay
>>41342971many such cases
I should've just accepted being gay when I was ten instead I got this whole tranny shit to deal with now more than a decade later
>>41342745so when are you killing yourself?
>>41343012i did that and im still here
but I will forever feel like there was a way out and I would much prefer that
that’s what i thought
>>41343133meds
shaved my disgusting male body award
>>41343185now you're gonna have to wait for 6 months before you can electrolyze the hair away permanently. congratulations.
>fakemoder detected
in the following day im already hairy
I actually got off HRT for three weeks to live as a male homosexual but then I thought to myself>hey I might just take HRT again cause I'm such a fagand here we are again seriously what's wrong with me?!
>>41343233meds
why would there be fakemoders in the manmoder general...
bump
Newton was a trvemoder
>>41343253i don't have anyone to talk to :/
i look like that.
>>41343275We're past the bump limit some1 needs to cook a new thread
no
>>41343287the what?
>>41336211new >>41343340
>>41342545wya?
>>41342745Sorry was at dinner! Didn't realize you'd upload so fast :( I missed it
>>41342840have you started your eva 30th anniversary rewatch?