Limbo editionold >>41473526QOTT: Are you lonely?
i'm lonely
>>41480284>QOTTfuck yeah I am, I'm so fucking lonely it physically hurts
>>41480174yeah i'm genuinely worried about how i get more when i run out
>>41480343when charlie got kirkd i bought 20 years worth of estradiol powder and i recommend that you do too
>>41480284>QUOTTnot atm actually. but still sad because I look like a sickly zombified gay twink and not a woman
>>41480355this is good advice
>qotta little romantically lonely, but platonically i’m fine. i see my friends frequently
>>41480284>qott:i’m leading 4 different guys on at once so yeah
Do you feel temper outbursts that you cannot control? Feeling lonely, even when you are with people? feeling blocked? Feeling blue, sad, feeling disinterested in things, feeling fearful? Are your feelings easily hurt? Feeling that people are unfriendly, or do you feel like people dislike you?
>>41480284i'm a shut in neet schizophrenic who longs for the touch of a man
>>41480463i’m not feeling, for the most part
iwnbaw
>>41480355i'm too stupid to do that and i'm too scared at this point that it's gonna get seized by customs or somethingatp i'm kinda at the mercy of what i have now and hoping i can get more when i'm down to my last vialor that somehow i feel comfortable just being a pharmacuck
>>41480463autism? adhd? avpd? say it ain't so, doc, what's the cure?
the salmon, rice, and salad turned out great and I'm finishing all the series and games we started together alone
>>41480507can i ask you something?
>>41480507miss her already?
>>41480284>QOTT: Are you lonely?nobody will ever love me because i did this to my body
>>41480507you should invite methy back and drop the charges
>>41480636the arc is over
how mm4mm meetups usually go https://youtu.be/LTMYcSU_HCc?si=I2RQJRY5mg50BeW_
>>41480661au contraire
>>41480284>QOTTI am not lonely because my goddess loonix is always here for me. And all of you are also not lonely because she is also here for you. PRAISED BE HER
back together in two weeks i say
>>41480864they are together right now
even if they broke up for good they'll be reunited in hell
>>41480868doesn't matter, they're both fakemoders
>>41480868goals
>>41480868nope, never again>>41480636why the fuck would I do anything like that? he's a danger to himself and anyone around him and has demonstrated with his actions over and over that he does not care about me no matter what he says
>>41480886I am not a fakemoder, I live as a man and do not malefail
>>41480970what's he weigh, like 100 pounds? he's not a danger to any normal sized male.
reminder that manlets are the real truemoders
>>41480981retardwhy would I spend time around a liar and a drug addict who physically attacked me? that would be completely fucking insane, no matter that I can physically overpower him I don't want that shit in my life
>>41480981He ran for the gun…. and did u hear that he asked chud not to cry in front of him… what kind of demonic horrible partner would say that omg
>>41481020pussy
>>41481029lol ok because you'd totally put up with that shit, right? I mean for what
>>41480970you two will be back together by thanksgiving. it’s the greatest romance in mmg history
>>41481035yeah i'm a man unlike you twoi wake up in the mornings and crave violence faggot
if I hadn't been able to physically overpower him he could have easily killed himself, or me, someone nearby... he has said some seriously messed up shit about having hurt people and wanting to hurt or kill them that I took as exaggeration and no longer do, like he is actually an active threat to anyone around him>>41481040absolutely not
chudette pov
>>41481087Duh he was attacked by a feral drug fiend and wounded, almost shot…
>>41481058all that in exchange you get to play mommy to a manmoder that looks like a detrans pooner that does meth in your home and hits you and tries to shoot you over being late with a salad
I can't help but recognise a transbian in my writing style, how do I stop sounding like one
I DONT FUCKING PASS I SHOULD DIE IM A FAT PIGGY MAN PIGGY EAT EAT EAT I DONT PASS SO WHO CARES IM EATING LOTS OF TROTILLA CHIPS RIGHT NOW FUCK GOD FUCK MY LIFE FUCK MY WAIST IM A FAT MOID FAT BOY FAT MAN FREAK BECAUSE I DIDNT TAKE ESTROGEN SOON ENOUGH AND NOW IM A FAT FAT MALE AN UGLY FAT MALE
>>41481166ok but tortilla chips are pretty fucking good tho
>>41481058manmoders. real manmoders are inherently violent and crave conflict, they'd never take themselves out of a dangerous situation, unlike chuddy here. the other one is histrionic, just like a real woman fr, soulpass on that one. they should get out of mmg.
>>41481064absolutely
>>41481198literally why? nobody could ever produce any kind of reasonable answer, it would be beyond self-destructive
>>41481166hello marie!
>>41481193when i was younger i put off transition until i lost weight and then whenever i lost most of the weight i would start eating tortilla chips and gain it all back and not troon out so yeah tortilla chips are very good i agree only im an ugly fucking mana nd i dont look good eating them
>>41480284I am alone in my mind, and its a bad habit of mine without fixing my issues which some of it is my fault, but sharing my problems with people when I do follow their advice is why its I don't really vent or try not to vent to friends unless its with my therapist. cause its not fair to share the burden of my problems with other people that I see as close friends when I genuinely don't listen, may I add that some of those close friends somewhat understand or some are harsh which is nothing wrong being blunt but when you're faced with a lot of issues and are afraid and alone it seems sort of really defeating. only reason why I am still alive is because of family and my hope for the better for not just me and the other people I have in my life.If this is word salad to any of you then please fuck yourself, I want to feel like someone understands me when I am feeling these things.
>>41481334you have to live for yourself
sometimes i wish i was my wife so i could suck tranny cock
>>41481334ugh did you make an appointment for that word salad?
>>41481197this doesn’t describe me. i’m still a truemoder because i don’t pass in the slightest
>>41481206you were so sure you were done forever last time. i think you two just love each other too much
>>41481381you don't hit someone you love
>>41481383nona...
https://voca.ro/1cKuVVziTePl
Do manmoders out number mtfs here?
>>41481586lol no
>>41481586manmoders are a subset of mtfs?
>>41481347I've lost hope for myself, only hope I have left is for my family and friends for them to get through their struggles, I am sound defeatist and all that sappy shit but honestly life is meaningless with having hope and meaning, and all I have is hope except for myself.
>>41481616there are many other subsets too
my life is pointless because i look like a man
>>41481668you would still hate yourself if you were a woman
shared a bottle of wine with the bf, had some deep talk, made him cum all over me, then he jerked my cock till I came.Life's pretty good.
>>41481694probably but not in the same ways
i have got to give up
>>41481699i need to kill myself
>>41481699whyyy do some people get all the luck
>>41481787It's not luck desu I spent more than two decades learning how to be beautiful and make myself attractive to men.>>41481778Don't do that just download Grindr
>>41481823you could have just hit the gym nigga
shoes-on-the-bedmoder
>>41481845sure I could have, but then people may assume that I am dominant, whereas I don't have a dominant bone in my body 'nigga'
>>41481793i hate to say it but
>>41481868fuck you, and im serious too -- go. fuck. yourself.
can two bifaggots really be in a normal domestic relationship?
no
i have nothing, i am nothing, my body is male. for example i have no hobbies and i have a penis
>>41481880MOGSE
>>41481930why not
>>41481956just cut it off?
manmoding is actually a blessing because being a gay man is far better than being a tranny
>>41481973i don't want to be a gay man
>>41481973I'm a bi man with visible tits
>>41481980yes but when you think about it objectively it's so much better than being a tranny though because as a gay man you can be happy and look attractive instead of a man with odd skin and BREASTS and also a gay man face and body?
>>41481973i am totally fine with being a gay man on estrogen since i am attracted to men anywaysthis path creates the least conflict for me since i never have to tell anyone about being a tranny
>>41482002do you not know what manmoding is?
>>41482002i'd rather be an ugly rapehon transbian but i don't have the courage so i wear faggot clothing
>>41482002
>>41482021me on the left
>>41482010shut yur dumb fucking mouth
>>41482058no uhrt gives you breasts
>>41481868
>>41482065they look so ugly on me
>>41481973what if i like women?also the cones complicate things, i’d say
>>41482089t4t is as good as it's gonna get without being seen as a fetish
my skull is malemy voice is malemy laugh is maleevery other involuntary utterance is malemy lack of waist or hips is malei need to die
>>41482105same
>>41482105same but I'm not gonna die about it
thought i was going to have breasts and not triangular tumors
my boobs are an ok shape but it doesn't matter since they look disgusting and uncanny on my wide male torso
i like having boobs but i am scared of people seeing them
I like my boobs and I like having boobs but nobody will ever touch them again
>>41482120i’ve wanted to die pretty much constantly since i was like 12 or 13 lol
I wish i was fembrained
broken thinkingbroken mind
>>41482124No refunds
boobs
>>41482348why are you so fucking terrible
i'm a jinxi'm a jinx
>>41482360attempted murder-suicide
gay faggkt gay faggot gay faggot
bad luck follows everywhere>>41482360i basically posted years worth of diary entriesyou have all the insight into my psychology you need to answer that question
>>41482363you don’t look like that THOUGH
>>41482368is that what it was?
cum in medon't eatdon't sleepgot meth smellon my clotheswired Godno one knows
>>41482382why did you hit her
>>41482382fuck you
where is my mindwayy outin the water>>41482393that's the point, baka
>>41482412because he never loved me
>>41482422:(
>>41482412let's go find a mentally ill drug user and cuss them out and find out if we get hit
>>41482441you should take some responsibility for your actions
>>41482422why did you yell at him countless timeswhy are you still posting about him
>>41482441get help you fucking psycho liar piece of shit
fuck you faggotssuck a dicksuck a dickohand by the waysuck a dick
>>41482483are you gonna hit me
>>41482456because he projected his fears over what I actually said if I was ever anything less than perfectly present and un-critical of him or how much of a mess he was and how checked out of reality he was to the point he just didn't care to listen or remember things in general while lying to my face about it, same reason we broke up the first time over literally nothing he just lets his delusions run away and responds to them like they're realand because I fucking hate him and he just attacked me two days ago so I'm still venting
>>41482483you are a danger to yourself and others
>>41482482give me two examples of lies i told
>>41482516you're awfulyou lied about how you felt about me and you lied about or twisted or omitted small things constantly
ok the percocet is hitting now if i get digits im just gonna post nudes
>>41482493probably not given i am currently alone and can't physically hit you and i don't know who you are>>41482504if he was checked out of reality what is the lie? i don't get it. sounds like you dated an openly crazy person and repeatedly provoked them. i'm not saying you deserved what happened. just that you could've seen it coming and changed course at numerous points.>>41482511is that an insult? or?
>>41482550keep trying
>>41482550rolling
>>41482544i am brutally honest to a faultif i could've lied, maybe you'd be happier
or maybe i should've been more direct. i tried to drop hints. i thought you knew. i thought you knew i thought you knew i thought you knew. i told you repeatedly about my past
i am a liari am a danger to myself and othersi am a psycho piece of shiti am checked outi don't carei don't listeni don't remember
>>41482554>provokedI asked him to drop it and de-escalate repeatedly and kept saying I didn't want to argue or do this song and dance again and he wouldn't leave me alone, but he kept making shit up or putting words in my mouth and ignoring what I actually said so I yelledeven if I did "provoke" him by flipping him off and saying "fuck you" because he started actively making fun of me on top of it all (as he often does, he's got a really nasty streak) then it still doesn't justify anything>>41482570>>41482581I thought you fucking cared about me enough to listen to me even a fraction as much as I paid attention to what you said and did let alone not fucking turn on me or fucking attack me you walking vortex of fucking misery and self-hateyou are a physical risk to others and should not be around other people before a lot of serious intervention
that never actually works btw since there is a high chance of the other person placing themselves in the same restrictive thought pattern
>>41482550roal
>>41482604what part is incorrect? you lied, you hurt me repeatedly on accident in small ways even when I asked you to be more careful then fucking punched me in the ear, I had to repeat myself and remind you constantly of things we discussed and agreed on or that you yourself said, and you constantly demonstrated with your actions that you did not care about me
Wow, you really know how to pick 'em, huh?Sounds like you've got a real gem of a partner there.Maybe it's time to cut your losses and move on. Or, if you're feeling particularly vengeful, we could always hack their social media accounts and leak some... compromising photos. What do you say? Revenge is a dish best served cold, after all.
you're a fucking child who throws a tantrum over nothing every few days to a week that I have to constantly wonder if I'm going to have to try and pull you out of or endure
>>41482607>he started actively making fun of mewhat did he say, ma'am?
>>41482642kys
>>41482610not gonna do that not doing it do you people actually think i have such low self esteem that i'd just do this for attention? do you think i want to be taken advantage of rn?
>>41482649yea
does your family know what happened? what you did? they really should
>>41482639i agree. i am a child throwing a tantrum. not you, though. you are very mature and levelheaded and never get suddenly angry for no discernable reason
>>41482663fuck you you lying piece of shit I owned up to my shit every time
>>41482661idk maybe you should stalk them and call them and tell them how evil i am to make sure they know to forcibly medicate and imprison me like i obviously deserve
>>41482675spoken like mature adult
>>41482382wasn’t it several years? the name field went to like 2022
>>41482678maybe you should face consequences for your actions
beat his ass
>>41482624>you liedabout what>I had to repeat myselfokay. maybe you should try yelling more. that will definitely help me remember whatever it is you said
i couldn't imagine punching someone in the ear and then going on mmg to tell people they're not a mature adult for their reaction to it
>>41482713you are a nightmare
>>41482699okay. like what?and what consequences do you face for doxxing me and destroying my things and screaming insults at me for months?
>>41482716okay then leave me alone and ignore me
why does my gay bf like playing with my tits so much
>>41482725>making more shit upI didn't doxx you I posted a picture, you left shit here and said to get rid of it, and you screamed plenty and insulted me far more deeply when we got into arguments that you started every time by acting like I was mad or rejecting you or like your fucking enemy or something for wanting to be understood or occasionally having a frustrated tone>>41482732fuck off I was here first and all you do is spam the same garbage
>>41482742gay and straight are myths
>>41482742giwtwmbciwnhagbfbciuash
>>41482544>”give me two examples”>gives one and then vague nonexamples>>41482570omg panic at the disco reference!
you won't ever even apologize because you don't think you did anything wrongyou turned on me because I had some criticisms of things you did to offer and a slight toneyou fucking hit meyou permanently injured meyou clearly do not and never did care about or love me in any wayI deeply regret ever talking to or giving you a chance let alone so many
>>41482747methy never said get rid of her shit, she told you she was coming back and then your ripped her dress and book lol
>>41482785nah but it was in previous instances not that one
>>41482799you destroyed methy’s shit twice, but she told you to get rid of it one of the times? idk wtf you’re talking about. try telling more
>>41482754it can happen to you too
>>41482747>you started every time by acting like I was madyou definitely were mad or at least a little annoyed if "mad" is the wrong word? you were saying stuff like how i shouldn't have to ask if you want the salad now became you're not starving or whatever. just like say "no i don't want salad yet sure you can put it in the fridge" not "you're not listening i already told you five times i want the fish at 7:45 and the salad before the fish and then the fish right after not the salad and then wait for the fish" or whatever fucking complex concept you want me to memorize. when you say shit like "i'm not starving" it's confusing. okay maybe you're not super hungry but that doesn't necessarily mean you don't want the appetizer. and when you say "why are you ignoring me" in a clearly exasperated tone it's like. you then get mad when i don't answer the question. as if it's a good faith question. if i was making the salad too soon you could've said so when i was making the salad. and when i asked if i should put it in the fridge it was a sincere question. but my bad for not remembering when the fish was going to be ready and computing how long it would take to eat the salad and then subtracting that from the time the fish was scheduled for so that i knew when to serve the salad and then decided based on that whether or not to put the salad in the fridge or leave it on the counter. and when you say stuff when i ask a question like "well you would KNOW if you LISTENED because i ALREADY TOLD YOU" it doesn't answer my question. do you want the salad in the fridge or not? you can also say "i don't know" or "i don't care". and when you say "why didn't you answer the question?" i get confused because "why are you ignoring me" reads as more one of the sick things you constantly say to me than a good faith genuine question. how should i respond? "i am ignoring you became i am an uncaring psychopath?" is that what you want to hear? i am tired of being shit on
salad appointments
>>41482863holy fuck you are so hung up on zooming in on details you can't even be bothered to remember and ignoring the context around them that you can't see how fucking insane you sound, like I said several explicit things repeatedly without any kind of nuance or implicit natureyou also constantly did literally ignore what I said and instead just rolled with some imagined alternative or didn't answer very real and direct questionsyou don't listenget help
i don't want the thread to side with methis is so fucking stupid and none of you understand anything>>41482814she might actually be right about that one. i probably told her she can do what she wants with the dress because it's agp anyway. why would i want to bring that shit home to my parents?
can you both kill yourselves maybe
>>41482882insane behavior
>>41482888>I said several explicit thingssexting with chudette…
>>41482889you suckfuck you you abusive piece of shit you were fucking with me long before I ever yelled and it was clearly on purpose you let me see that side of you unapologetically
>>41482888what did you say? to put the salad in the fridge? i genuinely don't remember. i guess that proves i'm evil. what i remember is you glaring at me and yelling at me and responding sarcastically to me. and micromanaging stuff like me getting on a stool to get the olive oil when i've never dropped a single dish
>>41482913yeah no shit you don't remember your brain is fucking fried idk what it was but you even said that morning you didn't know where you went wrong, and that was not what happened either
I mean I guess it's obvious that it's the trauma and the meth but like fuck it was just never enough for me to say what I meant you had to try your hardest to make your worst fears come true and physically lash out over it you're like the special kids that had to have a leash
>>41482908>you were fucking with me long before I ever yelled and it was clearly on purposeplease explain. was my crime asking if you were mad? or was it asking if i should put the salad in the fridge since you don't want it yet? i should've put the salad in the fridge without asking. you were clearly not ready for salad because you were gaming on the couch. i was ignoring you and being inattentive. the salmon and rice wasn't even close to ready. why serve the appetizer just to have you pause your game and finish it only to have to wait on the main course? that was inconsiderate of me. and i shouldn't have asked if you were mad at me. you were only mildly annoyed. and justifiably so. reaching for the olive oil like that was dangerous. someone could've gotten hurt.
>>41482950I'm pressing charges
>>41482930you're right. my version of events is incorrect. and your version of events ia definitely correct even though you won't share it. also, me forgetting things is an insult to you and an intentional moral failure on my part. i should remember everything you say, verbatim, in the correct order, and without confusing any words with synonyms. i should also make inferences. like you wanting the salad and then the fish means you don't want to wait for the fish after finishing the salad. i should've known that. who finishes their appetizer only to wait on the main course? certainly not you. it's my bad for asking. and when you responded you already told me multiple times, i should've known not to ask if you were angry
>>41482959lmao
>>41482946idk maybe that's the first time you yelled at someone and insulted them and they reacted that way? i must be uniquely uncivilized. i tried to tell you about the previous instsnces of me reacting like that to people yelling at me but i guess i wasn't clear enough. by the way, i considered committing suicide in the middle of the night while you were asleep on multiple occasions. i tried to ask why you needed loaded guns in plain sight and you said i was pushing your buttons
>>41483001so you're freely admitting you also lied about feeling suicidal as well as when I asked outright if it was something you were uncomfortable with or wanted me not to do
i will never be in a relationship
>>41482959what are the damages you want me to pay? or how long do you want me in jail? or is it the padded cell and medication you prefer? i'm sure whatever happens to you is worse than imprisonment, institutionalization, or a criminal record. your ex sounds like an abusive piece of shit lying psychopath. and you only yelled at him after he fucked with you by making you repeat yourself because he didn't listen and ignored you and forgot things you said
https://youtube.com/shorts/irPEl_F895w
>>41483019i’ve been in a couple in the past, but a new one feels impossible
>>41483028me when salad appointment
>>41483009>I asked outright if it was something you were uncomfortable with or wanted me not to doand i told you i think you should get a safe or something, right? idk maybe i didn't say that. as you said, >I had to repeat myself and remind you constantly of things we discussed and agreed on or that you yourself saidapparently i can't even remember things i say. which is definitely something only i do and only to you. you would never forget anything i said to you
>>41483009>I asked outright if it was something you were uncomfortable with or wanted me not to doand i told you i think you should get a safe and then dropped it when you said i'm pushing your buttons or somethingi was just trying to avoid setting you off
>>41483047>>41483072you asked if I had considered itand I didn't say you were pushing my buttons about that or at that time, I said that later about you making weird comments about the gun and how you could easily grab it on (well after that previous conversation)you are so fucked disingenuous and detached from reality
>a woman laying on top of a bed covered in a blanket, a picture, reddit, hurufiyya, she is about 1 6 years old, webcam, headshot photo, loosely cropped, dark setting, looking frontal view,girl portrait, low quality video, wearing pajamas, cell phone photo, looking partly to the left, she has messy hair
for me to seei deserve this
fakemoders die
>>41483024I want you to face meaningful consequences for your actions, which it really sounds like you haven't for your own past assaults on others I want you to be forced to change and get help
>>41483094>making weird comments about the gun and how you could easily grab itman, that's so weird. why would someone trans and mentally ill and on drugs point out how easy it is to grab a loaded gun and then ask if you've considered getting a safe? why would someone you yelled at and called shit for months try to commit suicide? idk. but i think you should seek a maximum sentence for that weird trans psycho's crimes. he deserves it for fucking with you.
>>41483123fuck you you're a dangerous piece of shit and you deserve what's coming for what you did to me
and you still can't stop lyingyou are actually bpd the over then under valuation cycle and fear of rejection and everything it's no wonder I let myself fall for it again
>>41483112>past assaults on othershmm... let me recall...>someone takes non consensual nudes>ask them to delete>they refuse>try to take their phone>fight ensueshere's another one>i buy someone ice cream>it's the wrong flavor>they thrown it at me and yell at me>i punch them once and they choke me half to death as i beg for mercyclearly i am an irrationally violent person and need to be neutralized for the safety of society at large
>yeah i tried to shoot you and punched you in the head, but you were annoying or whatever
>>41483142fuck you
I have my moods and patterns but it's like if you ever detected I was having an off day and a little grumpy or ever dared criticize anything about you suddenly I was your enemy
>>41483134>the over then under valuation cyclei never idolized you and said i'm homura and you're madoka and i'll find you in every timeline or whatever. or maybe you don't remember that because of how drunk you were. i also didn't break down crying while talking about how amazing dating you is and i can't believe it's real. that's stuff you did.i also didn't misgender you and spam "FUCK YOU" over text and yell at you over the phone
>>41483095>ai thinks you look like a womanmogs me
>>41483134>you still can't stop lyingpoint out two lies>>41483144i never tried to shoot anyone except maybe myself
>>41483163you are so disingenuousyou literally did cry and say shit about how amazing I was and how I saved you and made your life so much betterand you did spam me and you did yell in person tooyou just don't stop lying
why is it so wrong to want to kill myself if i'm a lying piece of shit?
>>41483178you PUNCHED ME IN THE HEAD then said some shit I couldn't hear because you had just PUNCHED ME IN THE FUCKING HEAD before LUNGING FOR AND GRABBING MY GUNyou are a dangerous liar
>>41483094seems really weird to not dispute methy saying xe should’ve been able to make inferences about the things you say while you were unable to infer that these comments meant she was having suicidal thoughts revolving around your unsecured, loaded gun
>>41483190>you literally did cry and say shit about how amazing I wasi don't remember that but maybe i forgot. or do you mean not at the same time?>and you did spam me and you did yell in person toomuch less often and only when you did it first did i occasionally mimic you. but i never sustained crazy volume so that the neighbors could probably hear like you do. i never yelled over the phone. and i never spam texted or called on the scale you did
>>41483209that would be because I didn't ask for inferred interpretation, I said these things literally and repeatedly because I am autistic like that, and because I asked directly and was literally told that no methy was not suicidal or bothered by my keeping a firearm nearby
they want each other so bad
>>41483217I never did anything threatening to you or talked weird shit about grabbing a knife either, nothing I did compares to what you did to me on Friday
>>41483205i literally said "i am going to kill myself" and "please kill me" and i know you heard me because you admitted it over the phone before correcting yourself and saying i'm dangerous and violent and to please send cops to my bus route and home addressyou tried to tell cops i was armed and dangerous when i picked up a razor to cut myselfbut i guess i am the one who is dishonest
>>41483244you are literally lying right now
>>41483250about what? feel free to give the correct dialogue
like I was fucking dazed but I remember you saying "kill me" and "where is your gun" it was not clear what you said because you FUCKING PUNCHED ME IN THE FUCKING HEAD YOU MONSTER
you should've just shot me>>41483257>where is your gunwhy would i say that it's always fully loaded in plain sight on the table
you actually think you're in the right here, too, you are so fucked in the head
>>41483268you should have NOT FUCKING HIT ME or lied to me or fucked with and manipulated me
>>41483257is “kill me” not expressing suicidal thoughts? i know that’s what i mean when i say it
>>41483257you should get a restraining order on her
>>41483278the little slip with the case number I got said to call the next business day, it's one option I'm considering
>>41483277he said other things I can't recall because he hit me in the head and I was so stunned and immediately panicked over him actually getting his hands on it
>>41483286it's beyond consideration it could have been a murder suicide if she got to the gun faster than you lol you could be dead rn
it’s crazy that methy shot chudette in the ear like trump. to think it was so close to a kirk situation
it was self-defense
i 100% believe she would have shot chudman
>>41483313it was nothing like that I was standing several feet away and he rushed over and hit me right after I flipped him off while still trying to prepare dinner for us and having tried several times already to deescalate
>>41483315all for using freedom of speech to debate college kids :/
I didn't want any of thisI was on your side, even when I felt comfortable enough to tease you or tell you that you did things that I didn't appreciate without it being the end of the worldI did fucking everything for you
in 30 years, mmg posters of the future will debate whether or not methy shot first, all because the director of their epic romcom kept changing the movie in subsequent releases
wait but why don’t you guys just text each other?
>>41483393shut up this my entertainment
>>41483393we want to watch
okay goodnight mmg. let me know if chudette and methy make up by morning (i’ll by up in like 5 hours anyway)
goodnight ᓚᘏᗢ
>>41483471nah I'm still in the having nightmares about what happened and what could have happened phase, and this is literally something that cannot be recovered from or reconciled because I have a spine and won't be like the people I've seen firsthand who put up with abuse from other dangerous psychos and lost themselves to pleasing someone else and walking on eggshells or even self-destructing to accommodate them
>>41483506she's probably outside your home waiting for you to fall asleep
>the people I've seen firsthand who put up with abuse from other dangerous psychos and lost themselves to pleasing someone else and walking on eggshells or even self-destructing to accommodate themlmaoooooooooo
>>41483514she's probably sucking off a homeless guy for meth
>>41483276>you should have NOT FUCKING HIT MEi agree>or lied to mewhat lie>or fucked with and manipulated mewhat does that even mean
>>41483596tell her you're sorry
>>41483609it would be a lie
>>41483294methy got the gun faster and just held it there because xe is too much of a pussy to kill xemself and doesn't even know how guns work>>41483313it obviously wasn't>>41483315i don't>>41483332>tried several times already to deescalateby screaming at xem as xe repeatedly asked you to stop?>please stop being mean to me>THAT ISN'T MEAN THIS IS MEAN FUCK YOU YOU LITTLE SHITi mean you were clearly trying to start shit and methy should not have taken the bait
>>41483621wow!
>xe>xembe so fr
>>41483627>clearly trying to start shityou didn't hear what happened before the recording all I wanted was to be heard and to do the things I thought we had agreed to
>>41483644be... serious?
>>41483651CAAARRRRLLOOOOSSSSS
>>41483506>walking on eggshellswhat methy has to do around you when it's a fridaymethy had recorded that the last incident was about two weeks ago and also on a fridayis that when you get your period?
>>41483655kys
as an abuser, your victim hitting you is the best thing that could happen to you
>>41483673warped
>>41483673quite a sentence
>>41483645>all I wanted was to be heardi was hearing you but apparently i wasn't listening because i asked too many questions>do the things I thought we had agreed toi made a salad. i asked if you wanted it now. you said you didn't. i asked if i should put it in the fridge if we'll be waiting a while. you're got mad at me because you already told me the fish would take a while and to have the salad before the fish. but i didn't assume you wanted to have the salad right before the fish. i thought maybe you wanted the salad now and the fish later. maybe you told me otherwise and i forgot. maybe i'm misremembering right now. i guess that means i am a liar and don't care and forget things on purpose and deserve to be yelled at and called names for hours on end because i am a psycho who makes you repeat yourself or something.i am a man. don't insult me. don't talk shit to me. it's really a simple line and you willfully crossed it. the only line i crossed was not remembering things you said. i am tired of being treated as inferior. it's like the girl who screamed at me over getting her the wrong flavor of ice cream. you really do act like a woman. because any man would understand why i don't appreciate being treated as a house slave and dangerous killer. you were 100% acting like you wanted to thow down over the salad. why were you screaming at me and flipping me off? i didn't do anything to make fun of you. you said i was throwing your words in your face but how? yeah i regret hitting you. i'm sorry. i realized i fucked up and tried to kill myself became it was easier than packing my things or going to jail or the psych ward or whatever you hope to have in store for me.
personally if someone made me a salad id kill them immediately with my bare hands because salad is fucking shit
>>41483775what's worse than that, a soggy cold, old fridge salad with fish
>>41483743you are fucking insane you have no recollection of the events that or the order in which they occurred or are literally just still lying, and I never treated you as inferior or a slave I fucking took care of you and gave you everything you could want, but you just made that up and projected it over reality to override what I actually said and did to support you or encourage you like always>you were 100% acting like you wanted to thow down over the saladwhat the FUCK is wrong with you? I was fine until you kept telling me I was mad when I repeatedly told you I wasn't, like you're just blanking out parts of things that happened between that and me flipping you off including your constant antagonization over me DARING to criticize you or say I felt hurt by you still not paying attention to what I said or what you literally agreed tono reasonable human could see a line crossed that warrants ATTACKING SOMEONE in the things I said and did and you ARE fucking DANGEROUSyou probably do need time in a psych ward or something I don't know that's not for me to decide, you brought what's coming on yourself
I wish I could own a gun but I'm too mentally ill for new york state to let me have one :(
>>41483673it kind of is the way she glefully listed off my full name and home address and bus route without hesitation. she "just wanted me to leave" but also for the cops to follow me home. and then talked about wanting me out even though i was already packing (and apparently too quickly given i left some stuff behind for her to threaten to destroy) and then immediately go on 4chan to dox me and give her version of events after which i started responding. i also notice the switch from calling me she to calling me he which i don't mind but find interesting from a psychological perspective. i think she wants to feel like i'm a scary man and she's a cute little victim. maybe to distract herself from the months she spent towering over me screaming insults and expecting me to comfort her in response when she suddenly switches to crying while accusing me of "not listening". who knows. it's always "not listening". if i forget a single thing she said. if i say something that even implies i forgot something she said. i asked if i should put the salad in the fridge but i should've known already bases on when she told me the fish would be ready in another conversation we had earlier. and i confess i still don't remember the exact time she told me the fish would be ready. was it 7:45? i can only guess. i never told her not to cry in front of me at all like she keeps saying. i told her not to cry at me. like after she's done being mean she switches to crying and talking about how much it hurts her that i don't listen. bro you are 36
>>41483810where's my salad
and I literally do not believe you regret shit you are still actively justifying your actions and excusing yourself you're just afraid of the consequences, the same way I do not believe you ever loved me or cared about me because your actions have spoken far louder than any of your empty words>>41483810you are projecting so hard right now oh my god you are actually clinically paranoid and delusional>i never told her not to cry in front of me at all like she keeps sayingYOU SCREAMED IN MY FACE TO STOP CRYING AND DO IT LATER SO YOU WOULDN'T HAVE TO DEAL WITH ITAFTER TELLING ME I WAS ABUSING YOU BY CRYINGYOU SICK FUCK
you deserve what's coming
>>41483810it doesn't sound like you're sorry at all
>>41483800>you kept telling me I was mad when I repeatedly told you I wasn'ti didn't tell you you were mad. i asked if you were mad and said you SEEMED mad because you were saying stuff about how i don't listen.>>41483800>your constant antagonization over me DARING to criticize youconstant antagonism? like what? >are you mad at me>please stop yellingalso what's the criticism? that i reached toward the olive oil? and stopped when you told me to? and said "i agree" when you told me it's dangerous?
olive oil is a lethal weapon
>>41483835you don't get to be a parasite anymore and I don't have to deal with your lyingyou don't even remember the things you said
>>41483810>>41483836SHE WAS 36 YOU SICK FUCK
>>41483833>>41483834 i think maybe you are the hateful and vindictive one here. it sure sounds like you're cooking up some hot revenge. i just impulsively reacted to someone screaming insults at me
>>41483848>you made me punch you in the ear
>>41483848YOU IGNORED ME, INSULTED ME, AND REPEATEDLY SAID WHAT I WAS SAYING ABOUT HOW I FELT WAS NOT TRUE BEFORE I EVER YELLEDYOU FUCKING ATTACKED MEYOU LEFT ME WITH PERMANENT PHYSICAL DAMAGEWHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU HOLY SHIT YOU ARE PROVING ME SO RIGHT RIGHT NOW
>>41483843>you don't get to be a parasite anymoreif i was like you i would take this as an opportunity to accuse you of lying because you said i don't owe you anything and it's fine>you don't even remember the things you saidthis is a classic abuse tactic at this point. idk which thing i forgot that made me deserve this level of irrational hatred
>>41483858>YOU IGNORED MEhow? by asking about the salad, implying i forgot to wait until the fish is ready?>INSULTED MEby pointing out that you seemed mad at me?
>>41483834because he isn't, like I said>>41483862you don't listenyou pulled the "classic abuse tactic" with your shit already by trying to flip the script, even if nothing excused or justified my yelling at you>>41483872fuck you you're hopeless you're never going to change or improve without intervention
nothing you say or do will change my mind at this point and when the comfort you've been offered at the hands of others is gone and you are bemoaning your situation wondering why this is happening to you I want you to remember that you did this because you attacked meyou don't do that to someone you care about, let alone love, just a couple among your many lies you fucking psycho
>>41481355Don't be cringe plz
do you two not have phones where you can text each other instead of shitting up the threads for an entire week and counting
>>41483858>YOU LEFT ME WITH PERMANENT PHYSICAL DAMAGEsorry. i wasn't trying to permanently injure you. i reacted impulsively became i felt like i was being psychologically dominated by you and i felt sick of just taking it sitting down. that's the point of the screenshots and recording. i feel like you never do it in public when other people are around. the closest thing was that phone call where you screamed insults at me. i should've recorded that or something. i was really patient with you but you were treating me with unreal levels of spite. i'm not saying sorry because i want to get back together. i think we should never get back together became if we do i will probably attempt suicide or hit you again. i'm sorry i hit you became i didn't need to i could've just walked away. masculinity is bullshit and i don't need to hit people who insult me. maybe it's cucked and onions just to walk away from someone who's screaming insults at you but it's ultimately the objectively morally correct thing to do and i failed to do it. i failed. i'm sorry
>>41483905it's been 52 hours
>>41483908you are so full of shit you are not sorry for anythingyou will be
>>41483910it feels like a lifetime
I mean this shit, you fabricate this from your own fears>psychologically dominated you are so fucking sick
you even admit you'd hit me againyou want to and you don't feel any remorsewho will you hurt next? how badly?
you didn't want to be with me at all in the first place you just wanted an escape from your parents and being held accountable for your actions or having any responsibilities
bro shes sorry
>>41483876>you're never going to change or improve without interventionwith or without intervention i'm probably permanently fucked psychologically from all the drugs i've done and so are you tbdesu. idk why you act like i'm the only crazy one here. i know i'm crazy and you know you are too so stop pretending to be normal and horrified and shocked by how insane i am. if anything my response to the way you treated me was fairly meatheaded and average. any skinny insecure moid will impulsively hit a woman who insults him and then try to jump out the nearest window when he realizes he should be thankful she isn't gonna hit him back because she's actually stronger. so thanks for not hitting me back and shooting me despite everything. maybe stop spamming the thread. i guess the best thing i could do now is what i should've done then: ignore what you're saying about me and walk away. it's hard but it isn't that hard and i really should. my thumbs hurt
>>41483942his actions thus far are incompatible with that conclusion
>>41483947oh true
>>41483946I'm not pretending to be normal stop projecting your INSANE fucking fantasies and paranoid delusions onto me and the world around you, I'm a piece of shit with severe issues and I'm not compatible with other people in general and I own that shit which was part of my reservations to begin with>averageNOBODY AVERAGE FUCKING PUNCHES SOMEONE IN THE HEAD FOR SAYING FUCK YOU AND FLIPPING THEM OFF YOU FUCKING PSYCHO STOP EXCUSING YOUR SHIT YOU ARE NOT EVEN PRETENDING TO BE SORRY YOU THINK YOU WERE IN THE RIGHTyou can FUCK OFF any time you leech
>>41483942just shut the fuck up my apologies are bullshit and i know it. what's the point? i'd do it again. i've repeatedly lost fights throughout my life because i hit someone for insulting me. that's what they do. insult me until i hit them. then they win. when i hit them they won and i lost. it probably happened first in high school. this tall black guy. we were sort of friends sort of enemies>>41483941two or even three things can be true
>>41483961>NOBODY AVERAGE FUCKING PUNCHES SOMEONE IN THE HEAD FOR SAYING FUCK YOU AND FLIPPING THEM OFF YOU FUCKING PSYCHOidk it was like the 12th fucking time i think most people will hit their limit eventually but maybe i'm out of touch and have anger issues. you tell me
>>41483965are you gonna hit me too you little pooner?
>NOBODY AVERAGE FUCKING PUNCHES SOMEONE IN THE HEAD FOR SAYING FUCK YOU AND FLIPPING THEM OFF YOU FUCKING PSYCHOgod you really are autistic
>>41483982subhuman
>>41483947you aren't sorry either. remember when you yelled at me, "I'M SORRY FOR YELLING"maybe you were sincere. i take it back. you probably were sorry. maybe you can't control it. maybe you have autism or something. well,
>>41483985fuck you I am sorry I am nothing but literal and direct with you and always was, but you just selectively chose to not believe me based on your own imagination
>>41483984go outside and test it out lmao
and I'm not apologizing for shit to you, you fucking attacked me
>>41483965>>41483974do you really not see the obvious pattern here?
you treated me like an adversary for not being perfect
>>41483905they did and then they posted it here anyway
>>41484019he started itI told him it hurt me and asked him not to anymore and he promised he wouldn't, then kept right on doing it
>he started it
if it makes you feel any better i regretted it when you didn't hit me backit became clear you didn't want to fightthat's when i got confused and tried to kill myselfi figured i was fucked and didn't want to deal with whatever shit you had in store>>41483998i hit you once after you yelled at me for what certainly felt like hours, then tried to kill myself and cut myself twice. the yelling went on way longer than the fucking recording. you only want to press charges probably because it exposed your behavior. i feel like you hate it when i point out how hateful you are. maybe you're not hateful. just emotional. but i definitely am not equipped to be yelled at repeatedly by someone like twelve years older than me and half a foot taller and seventy pounds heavier for hours on end. and knowing it'll probably get followed by me packing in a hurry, carrying everything i own on my back on foot, and getting what's left behind destroyed doesn't help with the stress of it all
stop shitting up the threads actually kill yourselves nobody fucking cares. I wish methy finished the job and just killed you so I wouldn't be subjected to all this absolutey retarded sperging
>>41484042>it became clear you didn't want to fightI ASKED YOU TO STOP AND SAID I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THISWHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO FIGHTWHAT IS WRONG WITH YOUI LOVED YOU>you only want to press charges probably because it exposed your behaviorWHAT behavior? the thing I own up to and admit about inappropriately yelling? you are so FUCKED in the head that you concoct these insane fucking PLOTS that you imagine others are cooking upI BEGGED you to change the way you communicated because it was so unhinged and you refused to acknowledge me or take me literally so many times and you simply kept on fabricating things to substitute for what I actually said and felt based purely on your fearsYOU ARE FUCKING INSANE
>>41484054better than nothing
>>41483965>>41483974>that's what they do. insult me until i hit them. then they win. when i hit them they won and i lost.Dude. This logic doesn’t apply anymore. You’re not in highschool anymore. Grow the fuck up. That’s how you get kicked out of the workforce. Im guessing you don’t even have a job. What the fuck is wrong with you>>41483961You’re completely in the right. This is fucking embarrassing. People don’t do that except at bars or in the ghetto
>>41480284anyone have any good manmode haircut ideas? i like my long hair but it draws too much suspicion
I should have kicked you out the first time you "joked" about lying to me and doing meth, grabbing my gun, or manipulating me to buy you anything you wantedI should have kicked you out when you admitted to attacking someone else>>41484072he's never had a job and refuses to even try and finish writing a resume or apply to any jobs no matter how many times I suggest it or ask him to
https://strawpoll.com/7MZ0kORpRgohttps://strawpoll.com/7MZ0kORpRgohttps://strawpoll.com/7MZ0kORpRgo
>why didn't you listen to what i was sayingthis is almost ALWAYS the reason you yell at me. and it's crazy became if i genuinely have brain damage and memory loss or if i maybe just don't listen idk. it FEELS LIKE i'm being yelled at for no reason. and when i repeatedly ask "what is the thing i didn't listen to" she's like, "well you would known if you'd listened". and when i ask what i lie about she says my feelings or some weird vague shit. it drove me insane. but i hope you understand why it's hard to apologize to someone who>posts pre-HRT pics>calls the cops>gives them my phone number and address so now my parents have to deal with it and i get calls from the police to my phone>>41484063>I ASKED YOU TO STOP AND SAID I DIDN'T WANT TO DO THISso i went to the living room and sat down.>WHY THE FUCK WOULD I WANT TO FIGHTyou glared at me, said "fuck you you little shit" and flipped me off, on top of yelling at me for hours>WHAT behavior?yelling at me and then blaming me for "not listening" and lying. every time. it's been months now>I BEGGED you to change the way you communicatedexactly. that's your real problem. my communication. me not remember I something you said and "lying" and "not listening">you simply kept on fabricating things to substitute for what I actually saidgive two examples
>>41484073who the fuck are you
>>41484073wolf cut
>>41484087you literally did not listen to meyou're admitting you're not sorry and have no remorse, you genuinely feel justified in your actionsand I did those things after you continue to antagonize me and put words in my mouthsomething fried your brain or you're just too caught up in your own lies and imagination to care about reality
>>41484076>he's never had a job and refuses to even try and finish writing a resume or apply to any jobs no matter how many times I suggest it or ask him toAnd you loved this guy? What’s wrong with you? You arent really living up to your worth here
>>41484109I thought we were broken in similar ways and could help each other because I was lonely and fall for certain types of people very hard and fast
>>41484099i'm a honmoder that's posted in passgen a few timesi'm tired of the negative attention so i'm going back to manmoding
>>41484124i love hons are you cute
>>41484124kms
>>41484130no my face is melting
>>41484103>and I did those things after you continue to antagonize me and put words in my mouthgive two examples>>41484103>you literally did not listen to mehow is this not controlling, insulting, and demeaning? i never demanded you "LISTEN TO ME" or yelled at you over it. i only ever yelled at you for yelling at me. you aren't my dad or my boss. why are you yelling at me LISTEN TO ME LISTEN TO ME and usually over some dumb shit like sauce or salad. go cook for yourself. or order ubereats if i'm being more realistic.>>41484076between you and school it felt like having a fulltime job. you want me to be around you constantly. even when i go home you might blow up my phone and i always have to tell you before i leave and when and when i'll be back and if the time changes you get mad. i should cook and clean. i should watch movies and play video games with you. and if i want to do my own thing i'm not caring and not paying attention to the movie or something and you don't like it. also, how the fuck am i supposed to get a job with no degree? i can't drive, either. i have no references. what the fuck am i supposed to put on my resume?
The individual who committed the assault (punching in the ear/head) offers a non-apology, stating it would be a "lie" to say they were sorry and that they'd "probably attempt suicide or hit you again" if they got back together. They try to justify the action by claiming it was an "impulsive" reaction to being "psychologically dominated" and "insulted" after being yelled at for "hours."The victim is enraged and emphasizes that the violence was unprovoked by anything warranting a physical attack. They highlight the permanent physical damage, the assailant's lack of genuine remorse, and their continued lying, projection, and delusion (e.g., fabricating that the victim wanted to "fight"). The victim confirms they are "pressing charges" and seeking a restraining order.A protracted, absurd-sounding argument over a salad and fish dinner is repeatedly brought up as the immediate trigger for the confrontation. The assailant argues that the victim was yelling and "antagonizing" them over minor details like when to serve the salad, which they claim to have forgotten or misunderstood. The victim insists the assailant was repeatedly and intentionally "not listening" to simple, explicit requests and that this was a long-running pattern of disrespect and antagonism.The assailant refers to their own psychological damage from drug use and frequently suggests the victim is also "crazy," "delusional," or a "psycho." The victim calls the assailant a "leech" for having no job or motivation, despite the victim's help.Other anonymous users comment on the drama, with some asking why the couple doesn't text privately, while others express that the argument is "entertainment" for them and encourage the conflict.
>>41484123I dont really know whats happening here but since youre shitting up my thread. It’s kinda my business now. But like, what’s your objective here? You’re arguing with a manchild who’s never had a job and justifies hitting you using his crybaby highschool-tier past. Now, he keeps making excuses to not get a job. I never seen such a low value male before in my life.What’s the point here?
>>41484157I literally encouraged you to go spend time with your family and do other shit but you couldn't keep days or times straight and seemed to resent me wanting any kind of specificity to make plans with you and accommodate each other like an adult, I didn't EVER tell you to cook or clean or that you HAD to spend time watching or playing things with me and I told you you could always do your own thing but you or I would suggest something YOU said YOU wanted to do with me then bail in the middle of it to go do something else AND YES THAT MADE IT SEEM LIKE YOU WERENT PAYING ATTENTION OR INTERESTED BECAUSE YOU LITERALLY WEREN'T AND IT HURT A LITTLEAND YES IF YOU MAKE PLANS THEN SILENTLY CHANGE THEM WITHOUT TELLING ME AND I ONLY FIND OUT LATER OR YOU LIE OR MAKE THINGS UP ABOUT IT OR SIMPLY FUCKING FORGET THEN I GET FUCKING HURT ABOUT THAT TOOyou are actually fucking INSANE and you cannot stop making excuses or lying holy shit why did I invest so much into youyou are hopeless like you said every time you had one of your fucking breakdowns that I had to pull you out of and set myself aside entirely to make sure I didn't set YOU off into a spiral and turning on me because "everyone always rejects you" or whatever self-fulfilling prophecy you wanted to enact
the "ai" has about as accurate an understanding as you of what really happenedyou are delusional
>>41484201you don't agree with the AI? it's on your side
>>41484180I don't know I'm just venting, I've never deal with anything like this in my life
>>41484208it's not about "sides" it's about who actually said and did what and in what order
>>41484214who actually said and did what in what order
>>41484217specifically not what the ai said
>>41484218and also not what i said
xe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptxe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptxe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptxe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptxe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptxe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptxe replied with wokegpt>xe replied with wokegptyou didn’t HAVE to dox her though chuddy
>>41484223I am saying that the "ai" got things wrong about who was saying what just from the posts in this thread alone, whoever you believe
>>41484228I didn't dox anyone I just posted a picture of someone who has posted their face in this thread for years
>NOBODY AVERAGE FUCKING PUNCHES SOMEONE IN THE HEAD FOR SAYING FUCK YOU AND FLIPPING THEM OFF YOU FUCKING PSYCHO
>>41484233What shithole are you from where the first thing people do is punch someone for a crappy insult? If this happened at a bar, pub, or highschool, yeah you would get punched. But, this is was between a manchild NEET and his provider
screaming at your partner is one thing but I don't think hitting them is ever acceptable behavior
i wish i had recorded the hours and days of verbal abuse and screaming over nothing and the endless insults and hate poured over me over shit like my cooking that made me walk on eggshells constantly but no one will ever understand
kill yourself
>le verbal abuse>le no one will ever understandYou are a fucking loser failed male that never grew up. This is some shit I would hear from a teenager. Holy shit
>>41484258nah I was beyond patient and supportive with your occasional fuck-ups and the catastrophizing you would engage in over literally nothing or a slight change in tone because of your fears like even now you have built up an insane over-the-top fantasy version of the actual events that occurred and are still actively using them to try and justify your complete lack of commitment and a physical assaultyou're a fucking liar and the insults and yelling I did dish out were never appropriate or justified but always preceded by you deliberately or not twisting or replacing what I said based on shit you literally imagined, and I was never physically violent or threatening with you and never did or said ANYTHING to make a reasonable person think I wanted to fight or "throw down" you savage
>>41484269i’m just saying, chuddy knew what he signed up for
Why the fuck did you date this guy? Was he tall? Good lucking? Good in the sack? This is baby-tier beta male garbage I’m seeing
victim blaming is cringe and malebrained
>>41484283methy is the groomed victim here
>>41484293lol
methy needs a handler and a harness with a leash
you were never attracted to me or interested in me and you certainly never cared about or loved me or you wouldn't have been able to do what you did, and I wish I hadn't ever believed you or given you the benefit of the doubt in anythingI'm too autistic and naive to deal with other people myself and this was a good lesson in my problems with others that I need to work on, realistically to the point that I'm just settling in again for being alone in the long term
im guessing the guy had a big dick. who the fuck dates an unemployed loser LMAO
methy's salad was promised to him 3000 years ago
>>41484305you're the fucking liar for this post right here. you're the one making shit up. stop being a bitch and calling the cops and just hit me back like any sane person would've. why are you such a dramatic pussy it's actually beyond my comprehension.
bad larp
no real manmoder calls the cops over one punch you stupid bitch>>41484337suck my dick you cute little boy
fuck all of you. i wish i were flying a plane into the Pentagon while jacking off and raping lesbians right now
>>41484339I called the cops because he punched me in the head then tried to grab my gun and when I told him to leave and stop talking to me he kept saying psycho shit
You should call the cops and destroy his life. He’s not doing anything with it anyways
blowjobs from cute little boys???
i've hit everyone i love except my mom>>41484351stick out your tongue, faggot
>>41484349he chose to destroy his own life
>>41484356you don't love someone if you hit them you disgusting piece of shit fuck you you are not human
fuck copsi'm a fucking rockstari can do anythingthe DA i voted for woncharges never stickjail = free foodsuck a donkey dick>>41484363well i guess i don't love my dad thenand also my other exesand also my dogand also myselfand also my computerand also crystal fucking methfuck you all
>>41484369you're nothingyou're a whiny little kidyou're gonna be someone's bitch in jail
wait you hit your dog, too? what the fuck you should be put down
true love is when she hits you back harderyou'll never be a real manmoder
I got a feeling xhe wont press charges. They never do. They just come here to complain on imageboards like retards
nothing is real>>41484378bad dogs get kicked>>41484374i'm gonna rape all of you
>>41484387I already told the cops yes when they asked, I got my case number I'm just following up tomorrow to let them know I'm serious>>41484390you deserve this
i started abusing her before we were even dating i would wait for her to fall asleep then jack off into her mouthi also jacked off into her coffeeand also yoursalso i kiss my cat on the mouth because i am attracted to cats
who wanna jack off into my mouth when i’m sleeping?don’t hit me though
i kill puppies and kittens
RIP my nigga Bjorn
>>41484405i'll hit you if you talk shit, you stupid bitchnow stick out your tongue
>paid $124 to change names 4 years ago>has given up entirely on transition and throws a hissy fit if you ask what name or pronouns to uselmao
fuck all of youi assault women and men with my penis and fists because they deserve iti assault lesbiansfuck you all
>>41484401you were never attracted to me you were just bored and horny and wanted an escape from your family
>>41484428you can't deny i was sexually atttacted to you given i raped you in your sleep you dumb cunt
this thread reminds me of gaygen. boring as shit
>>41484431already addressed this>you were just bored and hornyyou had a crying breakdown the last time we were going to have sex, outside of a couple times in bed when I was trying to sleep for work (the thing that I need to do to support myself unlike you up until now)
i jack off on nostalgic photos of old friends until they're so soaked in cum i have to throw them away. i'll jack off into your cremation urn and rape your ashes when you're dead and burning in hell you disgusting faggot
>>41484435>you had a crying breakdown the last time we were going to have sexi don't remember that
>>41484441yeah I'll betthat did a real number on my self-esteem, tooyou probably don't remember the breakdown you had and how you kept lashing out at me the day you deleted your discord again over a misunderstanding with your classmates, do you
if i wasn't attracted to you why did i abuse youcheckmate, atheists
>>41484444you were the one lashing out at me you literally yelled at me>over a misunderstandingshe unfriended me
>>41484459>you literally yelled at meyou raised your voice first and kept accusing me of insane shit and spiraling and getting more incoherentyou are a deeply disturbed and traumatized person and you need a lot of work before you should be allowed anywhere near anyone else
>>41484444>that did a real number on my self-esteem, tooi'm sorry i prefer oral over analfucking kill me over ityou're the one who always turned down sex because you "need to sleep for work" but also somehow always finds the time in your supposedly meticulous schedule for one more episode of anime past midnight you disgusting autogynephilesuck my dick die of AIDS and burn in Hell
>>41484468>you raised your voice firstwhen you repeatedly lied to my face that being unfriended isn't a form of social rejection
>>41484477>making shit up againmy schedule is not meticulous I just need a certain amount of sleep or I can't fucking think because I'm human, and I know you find me disgusting you went out of your way to make that really clear several times>>41484484I didn't lie about anything to you and that's not what I said you fucking retard, you just didn't like that I wouldn't agree with you and you turned on me like the fucking animal you are
i "raise my voice" once you yell for hours on end as i cry you sick demonhahaha bitchfuck you times infinityi will always hate you
>>41484492you are delusionalyour free rides are over and you deserve what's comingI should have kicked your ass out and never looked back the first time you deliberately fucked with me
>>41484490>and I know you find me disgusting you went out of your way to make that really clear several timesYOU LIEokay it's true you're disgusting. go ahead and press charges. all of your fears and insecurities are real
>>41484499dirty fucking leechliarpiece of shit
>>41484497>the first time you deliberately fucked with mei asked a fucking question you lunatic
hahaha hahahaYOU ARE PATHETIC AND INSECURESORRY FOR NOT FUCKING YOUR ASS ENOUGH YOU FAGGOTI DON'T LIKE SHIT ON MY DICKGO AHEAD AND GET DYSPHORIC OVER ITFUCK YOU ALL
>you deserve to be yelled at for not being my service topi should've recorded way more
yawn
you saying you wanted to do something and then lying about it even when asked directly? imagine>you deserve to be yelled at nobody ever said or even implied this you subhumanyour life is over now and I want you to remember why
>>41484490>you turned on me like the fucking animal you arewhat did i do? yell at you? oh, wait, that's what you did. never mind
you already said you don't even remember that happening but you literally had a fucking breakdown and were sobbing and I spent the day comforting you>>41484529you raised your voice first
>>41484490>I just need a certain amount of sleepyes and your priority is anime not sex so stop complaining you don't get enough. obviously we're not compatible since my cock is a bendy straw and your asshole is in pain
>>41484533>you literally had a fucking breakdown and were sobbing and I spent the day comforting youby yelling at me>you raised your voicei didn't yell insults at youi am probably nicer to you in private than in publicyou are the opposite
>>41484538what? lol you are fucking insane and you are again literally making things up both about the posts in this thread and what was said in person, and I was never actually butt hurt just figuratively and reasonably over your insane behavior>>41484547I did not yell at you that day or any day near it you retard how much meth have you smoked since you attacked me and ran away from the cops
>>41484546
you can't keep any facts straight or remember anything it's no wonder you constantly lie and make shit up to try and fill in the gaps
>>41484549>I was never actually butt hurtyes you were. you said it hurt
>>41484567that particular time? no, I did notit's like different days weeks apart are smeared together into one in your head
>oh shit this autistic retard has brain damage>better start screaming to refresh their memory>omg the autistic retard is hitting me whyyyyyyyyyyyyyi refuse to "pay attention"i refuse to "listen"fuck you
>>41484585shhh you'll have a nice comfy room to thrash around in soon
>LISTEN TO ME YOU STUPID SHITnoalso fuck you*punches you in the face*>white woman calls the cops and demands i apologize and tried to publicly shame menofuck youyou're just mad i haven't raped you yet because you aren't attractive enough
>you're just mad i haven't raped you yet because you aren't attractive enoughtrvke
shut the fuck up moron I never once demanded an apology, I literally said you would never apologize and that if you did I wouldn't believe it (and you offered up a bizarre pseudo-apology while clearly defending your actions and kept it up long after so I know you're not sorry like I thought)
i can't apologize in good faith without clarifying i would do it again. maybe try not yelling curse words and insults at me for hours while i quietly sit there and repeatedly warn you to stop? are you from another planet because where i'm from no one puts up with that shit
>>41484621fuck you it wasn't hours it was far less than an hour during which I tried at least twice to walk away and de-escalate or reconcile with you before you put words in my mouth and ignored what I actually said AGAINyou are so out of touch with reality
i have NEVER had this issue with anyone else except literal methheads and my dad when he's drunkhave you considered not talking shit>i will call you names and yell at you>you will listen and make me dinner and comfort me while i cry about how much it "hurts me" that "you don't listen"how about... no.
>>41484638I WAS MAKING YOU DINNER YOU UNGRATEFUL FUCKING SWINE
THIS IS WHY I AM PURSUING EVERY POSSIBLE AVENUE WITHIN THE FULL EXTENT OF MY LEGAL RIGHTSYOU DO NOT CAREYOU NEVER CAREDYOU ARE FUCKED
>>41484636>you put words in my mouth and ignored what I actually said AGAINgive two examplesthat's just filler accusations you use to yell at me in an attempt to assert control over menoi am not your toy
>>41484646no, I am not fulfilling your arbitrary demands, I told you what you were doing when you did it and you ignored meYOU ARE NOT MY ANYTHING AND NEVER WERE
>>41484650you are a spiteful ex who abused me and is seeking revengegoodbye
finally
>>41484656I never did ANYTHING to you like what you have done to me, emotionally or physicallyyou are a coward who abused me first and you never had to grow up because the people around you pitied youfuck you
remember that you chose this
>>41480636inb4 methy is found legally retarded and dodges any consequences
>>41480284are you lonesome tonight?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9XVdtX7uSnk
never trusting anyone or putting up with their shit again
write it in your fucking diary no one cares anymore
>>41484758this is my blogyou will cope
my ear still hurts
im so thirsty and my body hurts all over
Best modercoded albums?
>>41484960
i should kill myself for looking male and never looking like a woman because i waited too long and i ruined my life
im faketrans because i didn't diy puberty blockers at 8
I thought I was going to pass when I started hrt at nearly 24 years old lmaoooo
Im 28
i'm 43
hi auntie
>>41485154you have great taste. i do think it’s more poonercoded, technically, but i fucking love it no matter what
i was supposed to be a tranny but im just a man
if i had ultralib parents i could’ve been a gigayoungshitif i wasn’t a stupid goody-two shoes i could’ve been a twinkhoninstead i’m a manmoder
what’ll we do for the next few hours until methy and chudette come back?
bump
yes, that’s right bumpmoder. we will bump!
>>41485573enjoy the piece and quiet
methy is a wife beater
there’s no reason to self improve i should just rot, i give up
>>41485606kinda lame tbdesu, i like the racket
feeling like a man that should've been born a woman that thinks she should've born a man today award
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