test editionPrevious thread: >>41492405this is a test mmg please do not reply that is all thanks
>>41502198but if i don't post here where am i supposed to post all of my stupidest, most obnoxious thoughts?
2hu feets
bmg
>>41502198me when i replay the same 2 vids of his cock on windows media player for hours on end
it isn’t the last mmg until we get a methy finale no cliffhangers
>>41502232unironically make the next one bmg
>>41502288xir yes xir
there will be a last time for everythingthat's the only promise i can keepi never know when that day will comeor if i'll be able to cry when it doesbut i doubt i willno matter how badly i want that relief
>>41502288this is bmg
how many dicks can i suck before it starts to be gay?
>>41502283he's probably moping in the one class he's taking right now and on track to fail out of already for refusing to do things the way teachers or TAs want to get credit and wondering why "everyone rejects me" without considering his behavior or how unfairly and incredibly fucking rudely he treats others, even strangers and classmates, then he'll go home and be consoled and supported by his enabler family with no intent to even lift a finger to try and get a job or improve or move forward in lifethings like him don't change no matter how much I thought I could helphe never gave a shit about me or our "relationship" or anything I invested into us
>>41502283who gaf
>>41502320zero, but you knew that
>>41502330she* her*
>>41502320no more then ten after that its a little suss
need dick
>>41502358he doesn't care
what if methy was dead right now
>>41502330then why did he walk your drunk ass to bedjust to rape youor to trick you into thinking he caredso he could use you for money
>>415023208
Been way less unstable recently and now everything feels flat. Even music which I felt so deeply before doesn't seem to move me. Almost makes me want to go back to being an insane miserable loner faggot. now im just a loner faggot :/Time to start using heroin?
>>41502382?
>>41502396if the issue is that you feel numb then heroin is the wrong directiontime to abuse stimulants
>>41502376he isn'the only suibaits to manipulate people and portray himself as a victimclassic abuse tactic>>41502396you should start using coffeewith another faggotdon't isolate yourselfthis thread goes to show what evil isolation can wroughtin the minds of the insecureand afraid
>>41502413already abusing stimulants unfortunately
oh my god who cares
>>41502445i understand how that can cause maniabut in the long termleave you numbnumband tired
>>41502445mix shit up a lil and get into ketaminenothing bad will happen to you if you start using ketamine
>>41502421>suibaits to manipulate people and portray himself as a victim>classic abuse tacticbingoas a teen I let a bpd girl who constantly threatened suicide to get her way or force me to stay with her no matter what I did, even before she met me, convince me she killed herself over me so I tried to ODI'm so done with this shitI'm done with life I'm just going cruise control now full hands off
i carebecause i can relatemy heart's become numbso i filled it with hate
still don't know why he called
>>41502445have you considered the stimulants are making you unstable? lol nah better add heroin to the mix
should I cut a bit
no that's gay
>>41502467never commit suicide for anyonenever love someone more than yourselfbecause if you can't love youthen can't no one else
>>41502465hmmm I do have some ketty anon, you have solved all of my problems :)>>41502482I said I was less unstable
>>41502499i don't believe you
>wake up>news is manufacturing consent again
choppedunc4choppedunc
>>41502477maybe he tapped your contact to block youand it started a callor maybe he's just fucking with youlike he did from the startyou should block him and never talk to him againhe's abusivei think you're addicted to the suffering
is he bisexual?or in the closet?
>>41502503I don't really have a reason to lie to strangers on an anonymous message board. I will give you that when I was more unstable the stims certainly did NOT help
why is everyone is so obsessed with assimilating into white supremacy and pleasing their cis overlords
>>41502522pretty fucked up that he would text me first to ask for something then be the one to block me and ignore me pouring my heart out
>>41502535are bisexuals people
i benefit from white supremacy and western imperialism and i have no conscience, duh
>>41502548i will never please a sith overlord
i don't think it's gonna work out>>41502542maybe it feels like it helpsbut the more you use the less it will helpand the worse your symptoms will be when not usingand by the time you quit you'll be so much worse offi thought i could get betterbut sometimes i think something in me already diedyears ago nowif it was ever alive
>i benefit from white supremacyfell for it award
>>41502560>if they are willing to fuck meyes>if they are not willing to fuck meno
>>41502548im brown so im ugly
>>41502567What the fuck are you talking about. My usage is pretty controlled and im tapering off anyway, unlike yours it seems.
>>41502558why pour your heart out into a leaky bucket? you're going to die from blood loss. he doesn't listen or remember. send your thoughts somewhere where they're far more suited than there. rip the bandaid off and stop picking at the scab or something
don't pretend you give a shit
>>41502609woah, wise.....
>>41502288i already made bmg yesterday>>41488204
>>41502615i don't claim to give (You) anythingother than a reply
still cleaning dried blood from my ear every daythe swelling is down finally but there's definitely new scar tissue
if only the door open button workedi wouldn't be lateor if the bus camewhen it was supposed tothe doors wouldn't have closed in my facebut it's my fault for not leaving earlyjust in casei should've known this would happen
>>41502609leaky?? >_<
>>41502459why do you post like a bad millennial poet?
it's incredibly fucked up that you're still posting here and doing this sick pretending to care bit but have me blockedI said a lot of things I wanted you to knowI didn't want any of this
>>41502558>be the one to block medidn’t you say you had him blocked in the last thread?
>>41502716your abuser blocking you is a blessing in disguisepour your heart out to a real friendi think you should block him backliars will never accept the truth anyway
>>41502320Its only gay if you enjoy it
>>41502777trips of truth
>>41502716who do you think is methy?
>>41502777uh oh....
you don't hit someone you loveyou never meant it
>>41502777and if the dick is attached to a man. sucking girl dick is only gay if you’re also a girl
>>41502811cogent point
i genuinely don’t know which posts chudette thinks are from methy. am i just braindead?
>>41502777what if i only enjoy it about 75% of the time?
>>4150284975% gay
>>41502832i stopped trying to understand already
>>41502777yeah i like it i’m not tryna lie nor deny it
>>41502832just assume they're all from me :DI'm in love with you btw
>>41502928i’m in love with you, too. wanna go star gazing?
i can't deny it, i'm a dick ridahdudes all wanna bust in me
>>41502937only if you bring lsd
>>41502953i don’t know how to obtain illegal drugs :( there’s a reason i waited til i was 21 to start weed
>>41502928are you
>>41502994>waited til i was 21 to start weedthe absolute state of transbians. I was doing coke in high school, get on my level
>>41503030that's nothing, i was smoking k2 in middle school
>>41503058>k2i genuinely think that shit permanently lowered my iq by like 25 points
>>41503058You guys are pussies, I was snorting m-cat in the elementary school toilets
>>41503076yeah that shit rocks
I feel like pure shit I just want her back
liver failure speedrun any%
>>41503030i’m a manmoder precisely because i’m a goody-two shoes who waited way too long to get on e for fear of upsetting my parents
>>41503093yeah it rocks that all my peers are 15 years ahead of me in life
>>41503169you anger me beyond words.
>>41499746pls help
>>41503211why tf are you pinkpilling people
>>41503138wow same bestieI don't know how to be alone again anymore and the despair and panic is setting in really hard but I could never forgive her
>>41503211don’t do that r tard
>>41503224why not.plus """he""" approached me after the movie ended
if you're against pinkpill just go back to repgen atp
>>41503246that doesn't give you the right to suggest life altering hormones to someone on a whimthey need to come to that conclusion on their own whether or not they'd be better off on it
>>41503255>nooo don't tell people transitioning is possible let them suffer in silencethat's why you're here btw
>>41503255people like you are worse than maga
>>41503255lol
>>41503211just have a conversation. if i knew what the options were earlier in life i'd be so much better off. people like this retard had me so fucking scared to even touch estrogen: >>41503255
>constantly complain about being too masculine and wish they could transition earlier>but also please let people know about hrt so they'll have the same fate as mewhat causes this
>>41503318don't let*>>41503315nope transgender everyone. I'm gonna spike his drino with e
>life altering hormonesas if testosterone wasn't literally 100000x worse, how people like this even exist. Is susan's place down or something
>>41502813what happens when I consider myself a man but my gf insists that I'm a girl? is it gay?
>>41502382emulating some basic human empathy once in a while doesn't mean you care about someone you fucking liar
>>41503455me too >_<
im wearing a witch outfit for halloween
>>41503466post a picture i'm a witch aficionado
>>41503466I was gonna too and I'm supposed to do something with people but I stopped going outside and I think I'm going to just bail and drink myself to death
>>41503478in the gangstalking gen? hell no. look it up chuddy's witch outfit in the archives but imagine someone shorter, curvier and with glittery makeup on her cheekbones and eyes>>41503490dumbass
>>41503514fuck you
>>41503514please bro i need iti need to see you in a witch outfit
>>41503466cuteI dressed up as a wizard
>>41503194:( that’s my greatest fear
is it agp for a manmoder to crack a non-hrt femboy?
i can’t see how they’d be related unless you felt more feminine than him and got off to that
>>41503748>crackplease give your mom her ipad back
my heart aches literally all the time
>>41503748how would it even be agp
>>41504015femboys are pseudo trannies>>41503822no unc
>>41504047depends if im topping or bottoming if im topping yes if i bottom no
>>41503748extremely yes, it's 110% autogynephilic
>>41502198i'm gay and i shit and piss everywhere
>>41504061thats why i said cracking not being cracked
>>41504066it's pederastic and indicative of gamp, not neccessarily agp.but since anon is a manmoder, that makes everything they do agp
honeslty i should just die for not passing
being a gynephilic manmoder is far worse than wtf you all have going on
yeah im a gynophile (manmoder lover)
>>41504099im a gynephilic manmoder and its not that bad
>>41504117when's the last time you were with a cis woman
>>41504079100%
my wife shes sitting right next to me :p
u meet her before or after
>>41504099i’m a gynephilic manmoder too. it’s okay
>>41504084did you flap your hands while writing this?
>>41504153before
i am bisexual
i'm a lesbian
>>41504188
>>41504188i am bisexual but i am ashamed
>>41504207me too bbg, let's link up and eat each other out
when you think about it, having no attraction to women is kinda weird... why am I like this?
>>41504234they both have lesbian aunt haircuts
>>41504250lee priest is also 5'3 and has ftm style sensibilities
>>41504131nta but january
>>41504271>ftm lesbiango away tiktok
>>41504271tit mogs me
>>41504271looks like one of these ppl that spawn in masses running out of a building with some logs on their shoulder to build your 5th water mill in those settlement games
>>41504187doesnt count
>>41504317still gynephilic tho
I think Dakota has died
>>41504334shes like halfway through a 60 day ban
>>41504341wow here i was hoping he was dead
how do you get banned for 60 days
>>41504351risque photos in chasergen>>41504348she is the only want to ever post here
*woman
>>41504381>risque photos in chasergenNSFW on blue boards only gets you like 3 days
i'm a woman because i take cross sex hormones
>>41504404if you repeat that mantra a few times, it might even become true.
>>41504396she did it too much they said she was camwhoring
>>41504415i repeat it every wednesday afternoon
i should cut my hair?
i'm a man because hormones mean nothing
sometimes people connect my posts to each other, i really hope i’m not becoming a known character on mmg
>if i started at 18 i would pass right now and none of this would matter>i waited until it was over to begin>im stupid
>>41504454i wouldn't worry about it
im a man and i look like a man too
>>41504480yeah but i still do :/ and if chudette and methy can become known, what if i’m next?
>>41504513you are
>>41504513we know who you are lol
>>41504513when is your next play dropping
>>41504480i was lied to
>>41504619they wont actually do anything about it. they're just miserable because their binders are too tight.
this book is really good. page 182 always makes me cry no matter how many times i read it
>>41504513this is why I stopped posting unsees
rack pulled 325 todayno HRT formed against me shall prosper
>they're just miserable because their binders are too tight.actually literally me
5pl8
>>41504745yeah that's why i said it
>>41504714yeah, it’d be nice if this wasn’t gangstalker general, but i’d rather not become a character to most of the moders
>>41504753only pussies kill themselves when they're weak
>>41504754what else do you know? i love attention
>>41504777be like me, kill yourself when you’re strong
>>41504777trips of truth
>>41504784leave me alone please
>>41504532>>41504571>>41504578can i get to know you three then? seems only fair
>>41504802i'm trans
>>41504790that's the plan my man
>>41504800okay. i hope your ffs goes well.
>>41504826i'm not getting ffs lol you suck at this
thinking back to my first few weeks in mmg when someone insisted i was chuddy. these gangstalkers really are hit or miss
I'm so moided and old (19). I started hrt at 14 but I'll never be a real woman
>>41504837they did that for me too
>>41504830it would be embarrassing if i was any better
they'll never track my steez
>>41504844gr8 b8 m8, i r8 8/8
>>41504802ofc
>>41504856chuddy
while we're on the subject, which one of you has the wavy red hair and earrings?
>>41504867me
>>41504859still replied anyway I win
her name is *****
>>41504754>>41504800wait who tf is it
lol
>>41504865nope
i can see who's behind every single post with my ESP
>>41504914why not use your esp to get some bitches
>>41504923be nice to me
>>41504923because i have an ESPecially small penis and i don't want anyone to see it >_<
es peas deez nuts
>>41504864so, tell me a bit about yourself
>>41504980My name is Walter Hartwell White. I live at 308 Negra Arroyo Lane, Albuquerque, New Mexico, 87104.
I am the one who gocks
>>41505001tsk tsk anon, you can’t just give your full name and address away on 4chan. i’m throwing a pizza on your roof as we speak
i'm a wiggermoder
do you still love me
my name is moder whiteyo
my momma said dont be that the little moder that dont pass
i told chuddy i hate her 100% and she stopped responding but didn't block me how do i make sure she's okayif you're reading this i'm sorry i said that i don't hate you and all this this is insignificant compared to your life and job
>>41505045jesse is trans (whichever direction you personally prefer) and that’s why he always wears baggy layers even in new mexico heat
methy i think shes kinda mad at u rn
>>41505072go over and punch her again to prove you love her
>>41505052yes i love you 100% that's why i was so mad because i felt betrayed but i'm not mad anymore i understand and if you tried to kill yourself in front of me i'd probably call the cops, too
>>41505072try telling her you love her 100%
>>41505090medication <3
NOW KISS!
who wants to keep me in an underground prison and hose me down
>>41504980well i have a jesse pink man pinkman shirti like bread i stay in my room all day i wish i could bake
i really hope they do. there’s very little i wouldn’t do for a chudmeth reunion
i swear to god if methy and chuddy get back together im flying out to pdx and putting you both down
>>41505072oh my god bruh leave her alone
>>41505052felt
I looked better when I eated as fucking burger I might go back to doing that
if methy gets arrested we need to crowdfund his bail and legal defense
i would suck cheesy moder dick for a chudmeth reunion
i took chud's side and FOR WHAT
>>41505144chuddy is ALWAYS wrong
>>41505159a crackhead assaulted her and tried to shoot her in her own home
because shes a woman
>>41505166these things happen
>>41505166it was a cry for help suicide attempt and chuddy was just the collateral damage
>>41505171in portland yeah
>>41505144?
>>41505175if can't take the heat then get the fuck up out the kitchen
https://voca.ro/1ofNg4gXbGtV
>>41505175this was never in portlandia fred armisen painted a whimsical picture not a white trash hell hole
>>41505187thug it out playa
whites tea emoji
>>41505159you just hate women
>>41505187it's hard being in the skreets with dysphoria>>41505214i do but that's unrelated
>>41505171excellent album from this yearhttps://youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_m2we7pbttzA3XpXZXgyEIVkgOOxC0L43s&si=L3pcSvFZkbj586qB
>>41505226kys then
>>41505228holy shit this sucks
>>41505232hmmm no, i don't think i will
>>41505228coal
>>41505238:/it’s worse than their previous ep but still a very good album. forest bubbles, loon mobile pt 3, what am i supposed to do, and waste away are the highlights to me
god I fucking hate gay men
>their previous ep holy shit this fucks
>>41505263that's their best ??? damn
>>41505250to a sick and twisted individual like me, it’s actually gem
forgot to spay one of my girls so now i have to lock my male cat away without food so he doesn't rape his sister
>>41505274i don’t believe you already listened to a meaningful amount of both the album and the ep. i don’t think there’s even been time for you to listen to a full (non-intro) song from each. try out eat me alive
>>41505291i feed my female cat more than my male cat
should i wear one of these while out in public (yes with he him on it)
>>41505347i wouldn’t recommend it. i used to have my pronouns in my bio of everything but i took them out because i don’t want to outright tell people to call me a man, but i also don’t want to out myself as a tranny
>>41505293i listened to it on 3x speed because im a real gusic listener
>>41505347use one with she her
put bully, coward, victim on my tombstone
>>41505381this is what the artists always intended
goodnight-modersleeping-tight-moderdoesnt-let-the-bed-bugs-bite-moder
>>41505439goodnight room moder. goodnight moon moder. goodnight cow jumping over the moon modergoodnight light and the red balloon moder
>>41505468>>41505439awwwI remember this book from when I was 4 and wishing every night I would wake up the next day as a girl
>>41505090what are you supposed to when witnessing a suicide attempt, anyway? does professional help even help?
>>41505402thank you
https://strawpoll.com/ajnE1P4OxnW
>>41505501>does professional help even help?no im sorry thank you for posting to show you're okay>>41505402wait you're not actually quitting your job or anything right you're just saying this because i said it to you i'm sorry
>>41505509>>41505523i don't know who you think i am
>>41505174i'm sorry i hurt you
>>41505531leave her alone you weird crackhead
>>41505081it's okayi'm mad at me, too
ok where is she then>>41505402this is y
ok fine i'll leave you alone i'm sorry
that moment when you break up but your friend group is mutual(basically only /mmg/)this drama is boring, can you kill each other faster or smth..
>>41505561that's right get outta here
>>41505564i don’t want methy to die :,(
>>41505090>i love you 100% that's why i was so mad
>>41505561lol
>>41505588yea, he suffers way more alive haha
>>41505625i don’t want methy to suffer :,(
I wish no one suffered
i'm sorry for ruining your life and not listening it's my fault
i'm sorry for lying constantly>>41505561this is a lie. i am a psycho violent liar
>i hit you and lost my free ride, free housing, free food so i'm sorry now
i should face consequences for my actions
>>41505744you're not her shut up
>>41505753>stop fucking up my scheme
>>41505744she yelled insults at me and i made the wrong choice
>>41505785oh so it's her fault
i'm not worried because of resources i worry she'll self-destruct she just said she lost her job and all her friends and stopped responding what do i do?
>>41505788no it's my faulti should never hit her even if she yells fuck you you piece of shit or whatever
>>41505797go back in time and not beat her in her own home and grab a loaded gun. second best thing is never contact her again
>>41505813shut the fuck up she wanted me to unblock herwhat would you do if your closest friend was screaming insults at youi just wanted to kill myself
maybe in part because i hit herhow does it make me a monster
>>41505797chuddy lost his job? based corpo W>>41505819fake methy?
one of the sucky parts about girlmoding is that I'm basically forced to be social at all times
>>41505825i don't know i think she's drunk and idk what she meant there were more and more typos then she stopped respondingi asked a friend to check in on her and she said "don't think it's appropriate for me to talk to either one of you about the other"
>girlmodingwhere do you think we are?
>>41505819you don't sound very apologetic lol
>>41505402are you okay?
>>41505834fair, very understandable, i hope the paint the wall with their brains hehe
>>41505842wtf i'm just being honest why are you trollingam i supposed to pretend i hit her for no reasons months into a relationshipshe was yelling insults at me as i repeatedly asked her to calm down and i snappedhow does that make me a monster i admit it was a mistakeimagine talking that much shit to anyone my own family would probably hit me
>>41505841in my bed
>>41505855haven't you done enough damage
abusemaxxing
stop larping talking to yourself loser, get a hobby
the last time i hit someone they called me a retard and threw ice cream i bought them at me>>41505860i wasn't trying to hurt her badly i was just trying to not take an insult lying down
>>41505844no i have GRID
>>41505873okay and are you high right now?
fuck all of you sick demonsall you've ever done is bully me and put me downburn in Hell for eternity i hate you so much right now
>>41505883get a job
>>41505883aAHHH DON'T HIT ME
i'm over a year clean from meth you give me no credit do you understand how hard it is not to relapse when you're suicidal and depressedthat's probably why i don't listen and forget things not because i don't care i'm just tired all the time
>>41505888stfu you wouldn't hire me eitherwtf am i supposed to put on my resumea high school diploma and my dad as a reference
generational fumble fr
>>41505900wtf would you have done mr. nice guy
>>41505891pls empathy saar?
>>41505912not hit my girlfriend for one
>>41505912i would have simply not punched my large millenial wife in the ear
>>41505921if i walked up to you ans talked that much shit you wouldn't hit me a single time?
>>41505939no i would walk away. look what violence got you
devil's advocate: it's not DV if you're gay
>>41505946ok then you're better than me congratulations
>>41505949ty
i told her i hit someone before who called me a retardi tried to be as honest as i could
you're gonna hit her again it's just a matter of how soon
>>41505962no i won't
stop talking to yourself dude
>>41505971fuck youyou're not even on HRT
you don't even belong here larry you should be banned for off topic
>>41505982go cry me a river hon
>not filtering larry
>>41505973this lol
methy should have hit larry instead
>>41505962didn't she say she would do it again?
>>41505994i would go near anyone brown ever for that to happen..
i am a human being goddamitwhy am i a monsterhow can you yell at someone and not expect them to reactwhy is it somehow worse that i hit someone once than that i tried to fucking kill myselfyou value her ear more than my lifeit's not like i've never been hiti've been hit until i bled by people i stayed friends with and family members i still talk to and i never called the police
>>41506004i would never*
>>41506011stfu you don't even speak englishgo post on a romanian website for gay menwhy the fuck are you here
>>41505995yes
the brownest gypsy motherfucker you know is posting about hating brown people on 4chan
>>41506022do you think she'll be okay
>you value her ear more than my lifeshe on xgames mode
>>41506018stop larping cringe faggot, this loser behaviour is too much
okay my life is my fault and so is her ear it's all my faultit's just hard for me being yelled ati wanted to hurt myself more than i wanted to hurt heri was already hurting from being yelled at so many timeswhy am i either perfect or a monster
>>41505858you must have a giant bed to fit us all
>>41506066nobody cares dude
>>41506083fuck you
>>41505939probably not. i’m very nonviolent
>>41506086stop larping loser
if she forgot something i said i wouldn't yell at herif she asked me if i was mad i would say noif she asked me to stop yelling and i was then i wouldi wouldn't call the cops on her if she hit mei wouldn't post her mugshotand if she tried to kill herself i wouldn't say she tried to kill meand i wouldn't insult her family including dead relatives and misgender hereverything i did was a direct response to something designed to destroy me emotionallymy family is worried about methis is fucked upmy whole life is fucked up
i thought you were okay with her he/him-ing you?
>>41506098bro u hit ur partner
riming >_<
ffs in 2 days!
>>41506122idgaf
igaf
>>41506122based go to mtfg once you get it
>>41506113you'll never fucking understandno one will ever understand what she put me through mentallyshe told me i was a liar until i agreedi panicked every time i couldn't quite hear what she said knowing that asking her to repeat herself could set her offi feel so alone
>>41506098lol, rip bozo, keep crying
>>41506123I love you
>>41506122you still won t pass hon, can t wait to see you crying hehe
>>41506128>couldn't quite heardue to an ear injury, perhaps?
>>41506157damn.... that's poetic
>>41506144love u too boo
>>41506122how much does it cost
this is all proof that methy and chuddy are both women
if you were chuddy would you let methy back in?if you were methy would you try again with chuddy?
https://voca.ro/1hPY47E40uXz
>>41506185https://voca.ro/15RtzV9gQ9cK
>>41506151I already know that retard
i wish i met her before i started smoking meth with that girl who taught me to mix love and abuse became she was traumatizedbut here i go blaming women instead of myself againi wish i'd met her when i still had a job
pop a perc go retarded
i wish i never dropped out of college to smoke meth and get in fistfights with the homeless people i was having sex with>>41506227don't. this is how you end up like me. a monster
>>41506225i thought everyone was bitching about the fact you’ve never had a job?
>>41506235that is not methy, is some larper loser
>>41506235okay fine i've never had a real job i just walked dogs, pruned trees, mowed lawns, hauled rocks, danced, set up audio equipment, and made websites. i never had a real job. i am so fucking lazy. I HATE MYSELFI HATE THIS COUNTRY
>>41506246you call me fake when i'm real and real when i'm fake you sick fucking demonsuck my seed and swallow meth and AIDS, eurofaggot
>>41506008methy is an overwhelming puddle of anxiety and clinginess. it's exhausting and miserable.chuddy is an overwhelming puddle of hatred and skepticism. it's exhausting and miserable.both desperately need companionship but will actively drive away anyone who tries. very sad.neither will make any attempt at all to improve.
>>41506250so you put that all on your resume and just use AI to blast out applications loser
i need a chuddy to my methy
>>41506250go win her back queen. show up at her house right now
>>41506265fine i admit it i'm a lying leach with no desire for employmentalso wouldn't i need references, locations, and specific years? it's all mixed up in my meth addled headmost of the work was for my dad or family friends or work study type shitalso i lost a lot of the jobs from ghosting so those references might be awkward...
i think gay people should be systematically murdered
i can't remember anything but i sense of vague rejection and insecuritysociety made me this wayi was fine before the pandemic and coming out ruined my lifebut there i go denying responsibilityit's all my fault everything and everyone i touch either rejects me or dies of suicide or a drug overdose
>>41506257https://voca.ro/18IsVM7haJbg
every time i use a public bathroom i hope someone else accuses me of being in the wrong bathroom but it doesn’t happen :/
i deserve thisi deserve to sufferi want to kill myself but i don't want to sufferi just want a gunbut everyone in my family is depressed toif i kill myself i hurt everyone around meif i block everyone and isolate myself i hurt everyone around meif i talk to people i'm an asshole and hurt everyone around mei am just a bad person
>>41506330so juicy, tell me mor abt your shitty life
>>41506361not opening your fart recordings, dumbass cracker. fucking step to me bitch i can't wait to curbstomp your faggot ass. i will RAPE you until you BEG for DEATH
I kind of like how you're all miserable bitter people. I mean, so am I, but it does make me feel a little bit better about my life
>>41506379i used to be a straight A student with a 33 on the ACTat graduation i had the opportunity to make a speechi refusedi couldn't help but feel the more people praised me the more they burdened mei hated everyone. myself. my parents. my friends. and i was sure they hated me too. they rejected me. and every time i got an A i was shocked, knowing i deserved an F. knowing i hadn't tried hard enough. i wrestled varsity and lost every match
>>41506388you are a horrible person amd should kys to make the life of everyone around you better, you are a narcissist leech on everyone with no future or reedeeming qualities whatsoever, atp, the only way to reedeem yourself at least a bit is to go hanging, seppuku bc you are full of shame, at least have some honor in death but you wont self pitying loser victim attention seeking terrible horrible narc..>>41506402don t care abt your dumb narc delusions, you know that sui is all that you should do now, the past is the past buddy
my friends were mostly women and bisexuals and gays. but they all stopped talking to me eventually. sometimes a group of women would let me follow them around and pretend to be friends. even sit down with them and have lunch. but we never really connected or talked. i was popular. i got invited to parties. i remember one girl didn't get invited to a party i went to. it was all girls except for me and some girl's brother. i mostly avoided people the whole time i couldn't even talk. the girl who was jealous told me i punched her. i looked in her eyes and she seemed to be telling the truth. idk how no one else saw it. she said she bled. idk why no one told me. idk why i don't remember hitting her. idk why i am so evil. eventually my best friend, also a girl, was also mad at me. i asked her why. she said in slammed her against the hood of a car. i don't remember doing that either. i am a monster and always have been. when i was a little kid, i enjoyed pouring rubbing alcohol on bugs and setting them on fire. i still do. i want to be cured but i don't want help. i just want the pain to end. i feel so tired
mmg is full of women beaters we really are men LMFAOOOO
>>41506402we’re not so different, methy. i also used to be a successful high school student and then flopped hard in uni while not working. i wish i had advice, but i haven’t fixed my life either. i’m still making it worse. i hope things improve for us. or rather, i guess i hope we can find it within ourselves to dig ourselves out of our own respective holes.
>>41506444i don't beat women. i don't know any, but that's beside the point
why did i have a 4.0 thenbut struggle with basic math now? why did i start college at 15 but never graduate almost ten years later? why was i so popular with women but also kept getting told i assaulted them? why don't i remember assaulting them? i don't remember anything sometimes. i feel so tired but i struggle to fall asleep. i don't know what's real anymore. there's nothing honorable about pissing and shitting yourself as you gasp for air. i've seen the videos. i watch videos of parents killing themselves in front of their children. i watch videos of girls committing suicide.
>>41506432tf even is this bs
>>41506444filled? who besides methy hit women?
>>41506446i just want to stop hurting the people i love while taking everything from othersi think i have brain damage
i hit lesbians usually. almost all the women i hit were bi or lesbian and trans or they/them. i just assault queer women because i am the ultimate rapehon, truly
>>41506473that's hilarious nona you should kill yourself
i am not even a rapehon. i'm a rapemanlet. i'm an assaultgoblin. i am an abuseogre. i'm a pervmonster
>>41506473you do none of that, you look like a 12 year old kid, you would have been in jail by now if you did any of that, tf is this weird self fanfic
>>41506464>i think i have brain damageit's like you want the reason you beat your gf to be some nebulous thing outside of your control, instead of simply just accepting that your bad choices have bad consequences
>>41506475no. i am going to kill you and rape your corpse you cute little lesbian. and i going to smile and laugh and smoke meth while fucking your dead body and crying tears of joy. i am Satan's agent on Earth. i am a living demon
>>41506493you speak like a twelve year old boy in a cod lobby and nobody is scared of you
>>41506484it's true. ask any of my former friends. they said they'd press charges if i contacted them again. but police never believe women. i sometimes just don't get caught. someday, your sister is going to wake up with my dick down her throat. i. am. rape. and she will enjoy it and swallow became my cummy is so yummy. i drink it every day in my coffee. it's why your coffee tastes so good. i stirred it with my dick. i am raping everyone on Earth on a spiritual level by existing
>>41506493these lines go hard at the homeless camp
>>41506487yeah i beat her bloody because i made a bad choicei am a bad mani hurt people however and whenever i can
>>41506516i should be homeless or dead became that's what i deserve. i am evil i hurt innocent people while crying and laughing. then i forget
>>41506519and when faced with the reality of that fact, instead of apologizing and accepting what you did was your fault, you reveal that not only did you very much do that on purpose but you'd do it again and worse.
>>41506527it is my fault
>>41506514you talk exactly like a very high iq gifted indian narcissistic teen that i used to talk to on discord, he also made rape kinda jokes like this, stuff like 'i am rape' etc. the way you both talk is extremely similar.. basically reading this reply it felt like he wrote it..
i am 100% faultnothing about me is gooddon't believe my liesi was never sorryyou are correct about everything
I JUST LOVE RAPING AND KILLING INNOCENT LESBIANS BECAUSE I'M A NARCSSSITSTIC INDIAN RAPIST AND I SMOKE METH
>>41506535that doesn't solve any problems
it is weird he was also obsessed abt stimulants and had adhd or smth, he kinda seemed autistic too a bit but also literally narcissistic idk, less autistic than you tho
started playing the silent hill 2 remake
my first victim was myselfjust kiddingi never hurt myself only othersi liedi am a serial liari had sex with your morbidly obese mentally ill multiracial daughter's mouth while she was asleep and then i drank her yeast infected period blood while masturbating and giving her drugs btw
ow the edge
>>41506552no. it creates more
>>41506563i hope you don t kys, it is funnier to see scum like you suffer, i don t hate anything more in this world than narcissists, you are truly ireedeemable horrible people
>>41506571have you considered being genuinely remorseful and apologetic? no? okay then. better go on mmg and tell people you'd rape them.
>>41506567true storythe one i didn't want to tell herthat was our first argumenti lied to her that i'm not a rapist that's when she started crying and when i began the relentless campaign of lies and abuse and wasting her resources
>>41506578no because i am a psychopath. i kick my dog and sexually assault my cat
>>41506579
>>41506585is that gonna get chuddy back
btw i fantasize about beating raping myself or a clone of myselfdaily
>>41506589no and i don't deserve her anyway. all i did was painfully rape her and steal her lotion to fill my gaping pours with food for the mites that live in them
>>41506589what could possibly get chuddy back?
parasocially attached to larry(june)
if i look at my face i can see the bugs crawling inside the holes>>41506597i didn't say i fucked it i said sexual assault, which can include kissing the cati started kissing cats at a young age, holding them down so they couldn't escape
how many junes does this general have
there is june(june) and there used to be durian(june) and then there is anon(june)
>>41506617i'm going to finger your eye sockets with screwdrivers until i get an opening wide enough to stick my unwashed, uncircumcised brown cock full of AIDS in
>>41506618which june are you
ju ju juwuun!>.<
>>41506632the skull is thin there and easy to break with a screwdriveryou're gonna be giving me brain like a genius you little faggot
the people's champions
i'm gonna keep you in a cage and feed you nothing but my shit and the water i use to wash off my smegma. mayhe some period blood from one of my rape victims on a lucky day. you can suck it off my fucking dick you stupid little bitch
>>41506639i will have to say pass to that.. just go and clean out your basement and listen to what mommy tells you or smth instead?
>>41506650why was chudette even angry at you? that is such a good deal, what an ungrateful prick he is!
I HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE EVERYONE EVEN PEOPLE WHO ARE NICE TO MEI AM A BAD PERSONI AMI AM EVIL INCARNATEI AM A BEING OF PURE HATRED TRAPPED IN HUMAN FLESHI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI HATE YOUI DOI WANT 9/11 TO BE EVERY DAYAND I WANT EVERY PLANE IN THE SKY TO HIT A BUILDING FULL OF YOU CRACKERSI DREAM ABOUT RAPING WHITE WOMEN AS WASPS LAND ON MY BACK AND STING ME AND INSECTS RAPE MY POURS UNTIL THEY GIVE BIRTH TO MAGGOTS AND I WAKE UP CUMMING AND PISSING MYSELFI GET FAT OLD BLACK WOMEN DRUNK AT BARS THEN WALK THEM HOME AND MOLEST THEM AS THEY PASS OUTI FINGERED YOUR GRANDMAFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKYOU I HATE YOU SO MUCH RIGHT NOWBURN, BABY, BURN
i am so retarded i don't eveb speaj English
got mistaken for an ftm award
>>41506690ultimate manmoder goals
>>41506682sweetie not right now.. your father is tired from work.. you know how hard he works to feed us.. just be quiet.. he needs to sleep, you can have your tantrum later..
>>41506696show me your familyi want to jerk off on their faces
thanks for fingering my grandma she hasn't seen much action lately
>>41506696fuck nigga not rly bout it haha imagine this niggas face when he gets a reply
>>41506699oh my.. that is not how me and your father raised you sweetie.. you makes us feel ashamed of you.. do you want us to feel ashamed of you? it hurts us so deeply.. being ashamed of our gifted prodigy child meant for great things.. there is no way that could ever happen.. you will make us proud so change this attitude!
KILL MEi can'tlove or be lovedall i know is rage and hate and kill and rapelove is just a chemical reactioni love meth more than i love human beingsi am life unfit for livingmy life has no meaning
>>41506710i made you post>.<
>>41506711>it hurts us so deeply.. being ashamed of our gifted prodigy child meant for great things.. there is no way that could ever happen..this is the true realityi was a good personthen i became a racist gay rapistfuck being a good person
I respondedbut you blocked me again or something
>>41506719nooooo, you are and you will always be a good person son, you cannot be evil.. i will never believe that..
>>41506716lmfao ur washed ass still around? glad to see ur still not taking my advice lil niggalarry could never love himself that much
>>41506730im needy where june is im too
i seemed so innocent back thenbut i wasn't
>>41506723it's better if i block you became then i can't emotionally abuse you anymore
>>41506742how is college going son? you got only good grades right? any intershit job opportunity yet? just keep looking, you will find smth! you are smart and gifted!
i am a narcissistthat explains everything>>41506748they used to say stuff like thatnow they just remind me to eat and ask me not to kill myself and advice me not to talk to the police
>>41506746you reached out to me firstagainand silently blocked meagainI'm trying to talk to youAGAIN
>>41506736get off my nuts vro it disgusts me arent u embarrassed xDgrown man and all…
what is the point of posting a screenshot of a post you wrote, you can just write it directly here. FUCK you
>>41506762needing june is common sense for me why be embarrassed about that its just like that
>>41506754oh, yea back when we still had hope and were proud of you.. nowadays we are just ashamed, well, food is ready son, don t kys i guess.. we don t really know or care anymore, we gave up on you, you will just keep being a disappointment and never change.. what was your girl name again 'daughter'? we forgot.. or you aren t doing the trans thing anymore?
>>41506765it shows the dateit was before i smokes the meth
>>41506755don't do it
>>41506774you are so fucking needy niggawho hurt you…
>>41506780yeah basically this but they'd never say daughter they say adult child or something
>>41506805well, best of luck to you i guess
>>41506804everyone did so farbe the exception pls...
>>41506826and the common denominator is…?LMAO
>>41506839me when you hold me (in my head)
Walking through the city alone, man with titsWaiting for the day I'm born againMy old friends are now among the better men
I'm not dressing like a girl I'm not a real girl on the inside i just take estrogen and wish i was a cute girl. I'm not really trans and I'm not getting "the surgery" and i don't like to tell people my pronouns and correct them that's so dumb. I'm just a man who wears eyeliner and paints his nails and dropped out of college and listens to bad music and feels depressed anxious and self conscious. I just have small boobs. It's really not a big deal. I am not a woman
>>41506863you just give to much of a f, you need to stop caring or you are dead
>>41506850this is all moving too fastyou want a man fr
i wish my panic attacks weren t so bad, besides my heart going like crazy and hurting and feeling weak like fainting and tremors, my throat also hurts now and i feel a taste similar to blood in my mouth, god please..
>>41506885im overbearing... im sorryits ok if you have titsim small too i think it could work?
>>41506907Ong i am not gonna top lil bro send addy
back then i thought taking E would make me less violent and creepyi am now more violent and creepy
i thought testosterone was the part of myself i hated but after ridding myself if it the rot has only grown
i wonder who i was abusing when i pasted this lyric into my notes appi don't even remember my victims anymoreevery me memory just fades away
>>41506918will you block me if i do?:(
>>41506950How tf am i supposed to do thatpretty please…
>>41506997ok i trustjandlx3
over half of my daily caloric intake comes from dairy
>>41507097same but dairy and alcohol
why does no one understandnone of you are malebrained
>>41507146I am
>>41507154i just abused my girlfriend into killing herself
I am not malebrained but it doesn't matter since I look and sound like a man
i am beyond male. i am a monster. she couldn't accept there was no cure
>>41507156Tmi
I just girlfriend'd my abuser into killing herself
