anhedonia editionprev: >>41546635qott: when was the last time you felt joy?
shalom alakum, bitchesim doing fantastic, my career is on track and im buying toys left n right (for my neovagina)love politics and my career and co workersWAS HOPING SOME OF YOU GROW UP
VOTE REPUBLICANYOU FUCKING IDIOT CHILDREN
>>41574743POOdle and sKat? Life is a simulation. The /x/tards were right all along.
im buying toys left n right (to put on a shelf next to my other toys and pokemon cards that remind other people how immature i am)
>>41574599every other race of man has been weird when approaching me
>>41574790if u change one letter in the word kat its kot which in german literally means feces/shit
>>41574743>that soulless ginger-hon stare Grim.
>>41574579>QOTT: when was the last time you felt joy?idk. i really dont. i sob every day and i am so tired of this digusting freakazoid tranny existence. it is so lonely.
>>41574579>qottI feel a little joy every day. Even if this body burns and blisters, even if it all fails and falls, I am an unbreakable dloomer. I get to sleep between my shark and bodypillow. I get to indulge in my passions, whether reading, listening or watching, writing, drawing or playing. Even If I lie dying in a hole, I can be happy, because I got to sing with my sisters, feel the touch of a beloved friend, and see the beginning and end of the world in the wuthering heights of the high mountains. There are things in my life weighing me down so much I can't help but weep, but no matter the moment or circumstance, there's always a memory or line from a thousand songs to think about and find comfort in
>>41574743but a lil spot of menhera is forgivable, no??>>41574745aw that's lovely anon, I am so happy to hear about ur career in politics, and that u bought some toys to cheer urself up>>41574790listen up, I read a whole book about simulations philosophy and was not very impressedbasically tho if we're simulated then even so it's reality to us>>41575109dw I believe u, that's all that matters, right?????
If you squint real hard mtfg is just annoying high school drama that hasnt stopped since the days of /cd/really makes ya think
>>41575406ew noooo, I always disliked that analogy, not only cos it's so infantalizing of grownups acting horriblebut to be fair back then I think ppl were also kinda worse
>>41574579>qottThe last time was when I was dating a tranny and we would hang out together and have fun playing video games or watching shows. I really wish I had any tranny friends at all, I feel extremely lonely
>banned againbiggest low IQ award of the month going to poodle for getting baited to ban evade because she couldn't resist lying and pretend she never got banned congrats and just for your information your poodle trip posts got deleted at the same exact second stamp as all your other posts talking about yourself in third person https://archiveofsins.com/lgbt/search/tnum/41523278/deleted/deleted gg it's over retard k@@t won
>>41575690I get massive second hand embarrassment when people get caught lying and try to play it off.
this was a lil more therapeutic than I thought it would be tbqhyeh the long, self-righteous, bitter, rapey, and meandering walls of text are kinda the point
>>41575670So just to be clear you admit you were or are behind the doxx posts which is against the rules?
>>41575463its accurate if we assume every single mtfger was brain stunted at a certain age and never reached maturity>>41575753whatever happened to potc, became queen of the irish trannies?
>>41574579i genuinely don't remember the last time I felt true joy fuck im so depressed
>>41575783The ones you said were definitely not Poodle.
>>41575808>hey guys please link doxx posts and peoples personal informationMODS
>>41575776>whatever happened to potc, became queen of the irish trannies?iunno, I think she attempted a local coup by standing up on a table at city hall once, but got shouted down????then moved her efforts to asylum seekers??I forget the details... honestly... having dealt with potc's obsessive hate was probs part of why I never vibed with the hs analogy tbqhin retrospect, what a character tho ...
I wish I was sexually desirable I wish I was happyI should move to NYC
>>41575925She mogs you now btw your loss.
>>41575925oddly, it also used to happen that most ppl that got ffs became insanely bitter and hatefulso it sounds plausible huh???
>>41575971Please STOP talking to her. You are an obsessed stalker.
>>41576028
>>41576077Cheating on a person and lying to everyone isn't an own? cope bozo
>>41576111that's horrible ngl, hopefully things have improved now tho
>>41576111Yeah because you're a rapist, stalker, dog abuser and cheater.
>>41576160>nice narrative Are you saying k* is a liar?
>>41576184Did mono piss on your bed?
>>41576190prove it
Holy shit what is going on in this thread? Is it always like this
>>41576160that's great anon, nobody deserves to live in an abusive relationship>>41576184that's horrible, have u not been able to get a new mattress yet??? def prioritize it imho, that doesn't sound hygienicalso ppl pushing scat fetishes on the unwilling is so weird ngl>>41576190someone sharing videos of ur home is p nightmarish ngl>>41576221can't let someone steal ur doge, it's family tbqh>rosterlike she's a schedule???? idgi>>41576238euthanasia is a p long process afaiknot sure why they would say that to someone out of nowhere tho ngl>>41576268yeh the conversation is poppin as the youths say tbqh
>>41576278What a pig.. sorry for the abuse you endured and lived with hoping for you to get better people in your life
I guess now it's over... zzzzzzz....
>qottthe last time my boyfriend came overnext time will be in an hour when he comes over againi should have left my ex WAY sooner holy
>>41575870>moving to JeetlandISHYGDDT
>>41576398NYC is the capital of the world, whatever shithole dead end box you live in sure can't compare
>>41576403stop pissing yourself hon
>>41574579>qott: when was the last time you felt joy?When my wife hugged me a little while ago.I'm slowly coming to terms with being a lesbian, I really never thought I would end up like this.
are manmoders allowed in here
>>41574579>when was the last time you felt joy?When I was with himThough it hurts in hindsight after I learned it was all fake lolI should just try and date women instead, t4t in particular sounds nice
>>41576511.... You mean straight man? You are coming to terms being a straight man who fucks and dates women while growing his hair out?
>>41574579tripping on shrooms like a couple years ago almost
>>41575776>and never reached maturityya right im the maturest
fwiw i'm considering euthanasia
>>41576640asian kids want nothing to do with you
>>41576663SO close to satanic quad
want pizza
>>41576640have to start early, I told my doctor and she made the required notes but it takes timeforgot about it so never went thru with it tbqh>>41576552what even is that ... like just a man???>>41576768fair
>>41574579>when was the last time you felt joy?before puberty. the closest I get to happiness now is forcing correct gun opinions onto morons. and losing weight I guess, the bones are not too bad under everything I think.
>>41576782you recovered from euthanasia?
okay how about this 90s drama scenario...I am a washed up older lady and one day I kick down ur door dressed to get marriedbut I was going to marry ur roommate who just moved out and he's gone goneI have nowhere to gonow I am forcing my way in to be ur roommate and give u life advicebut it's okay cos I'm sassy or something...don't fall inlove with me even tho I'm 10+ years older!!https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HiNQeQQJWgwI knew there was a reason young me loved this drama, I was psychically projecting into the future, I have become the washed up sassy older woman tbqh
>qottwe harassed red vehicles in bf6 last night that was p joyful
>>41576945yeh basically, it was quite cash as they say tbqhwhat can u do with someone that gave up on giving up, basically it's a cheat code idek
>>41576931oh and playing gran turismo 4. one must relive the good parts of one’s childhood.
>>41575870mood. every day i realize that taking e is making me less desirable rather than more and it is kind of destroying my brain.
>possible egg moment>be gay leaning bi male>frustrated at the world and homophobia>look up straight porn to see if I still like it>look at a thumbnail and think "i wish I was the girl riding that guy"Is this a certified egg moment or am I reading too much into it
>>41577211its pretty gay anon chan
im gooning hardcore>>41574579My whole life is joy. I haven't been able to feel sad or depressed in a long time. I love life. I love my friends, family and coworkers.
>>41577211being trans shouldnt be sexual and if this is an "egg" moment youre an agp fetishist
>>41577232Well im relieved then
>>41577211iunno, the idea of one lil stray thought seems p sketchy ngllike I would understand it better if there was a lot more to it
>>41577240follow your heart; please stop gooningif youre trans you'll know it because you dont feel comfortable presenting yourself as a male in social situations.
>>41577261Not really. Though ive been mistaken for a ftm many times. No idea why besides my kinda feminine name
>>41577285Well on here too because of my media tastes
>>41577285thats ok being mistaken for something doesnt change your internal identity :) please just do what makes you happy
I tried to hang myself last year and now I have a choking fetish
>>41577315I guess that kinda makes sense... right??
>>41577324yeah but nobody is willing to do what I need
>>41577211yes
>>41577388transgirl to boymoder pipeline
>>41577211do you dislike being masc>>41577315oi you got a loisence for that choking ??
reading thread feels like thishttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-EdA1aWwyVs
>Zoe’s backhe’s a wagie living in the middle of nowhere. just block him lmao.how can a frycook cause so much chaos? i dont get it.
yeah i'll have mcnuggets w side of small fries pls ty
>>41577730HOW MANY NUGGETS RETARD
>>41577932what are the options?
>qottI got arc raiders and that was fun for a minute
reading thread feels like this
>>41578016for you? 100 piece on the house
>>41577315that’s a nice cemetery.
ugh have to do objection tonight but I don't feel like spending the energy>>41577211egg is groomer language
yay I managed doing my injection tonight despite being low energy
>>41578603gz anon
>>41578639thanksI'm so glad I got thinner needles, it makes it so much easier
>>41578670what gauge are you using? i got 31 gauge and it's probably almost too thin
>>4157879223 and it's just fine, much better than 21
>>41578809god damn that's like twice as thick as the ones im using lol i think id pass out at the sight of it
>>41578826you just have to jiggle it to break through the epidermis and then it sinks right it
sigh I forgot my injection last week due to hospital ugh ugh ugh
part of me wishes i had to wear glassesi don't know why
>>41579129glasses are cute and fun to fiddle with
Absolute CinemaThank you for still airing your dirty laundry to us in 2025
You all got exactly what you deserved btw
>>41574579>qotti think the last time i felt true real joy was when i graduated college, i thought getting a degree would get me a job where i finally wouldn't be poor for the first time in my life and could afford stability for myself, it's been almost 2 years and the industry is so bad that i've applied for probably hundreds of jobs and haven't even gotten an interview despite having a bachelor's degree and a few certifications from a scholarship i gotthe only reason i'm not homeless and can feed myself is because i leech off my girlfriends, i have no money for anything so basically all i do is sit in a closet on my computer trying to distract myself, most days i spend like 14 hours in bed and the rest of the day i feel like a zombie, every second i spend alone with my thoughts all i can think about is how much of a pathetic loser and a failure i am and the only reason i haven't killed myself yet is because too many people would be sad
>>41580337yeah yeah
>>41578039the people in this thread are kind of retarded and bitchy but its still comfy
>>41580397you gotta be a little retarded to keep coming back here
Are we back?
>2025>2026 almost>You are still in love with parrot Sigh
>>41581011i can’t fall sleep : (
ok mebbe I wouldn't mind going to new york ngl
>>41581328That’s heartbreaking luv
which of you have insanely unrealistic transition goals
I think a BA would fix me
>>41581958for me, it’s a GF
>>41574579>when was the last time you felt joy?I genuinely don't remember, my antipsychotics keep all my emotions on check
>>41577211If you want to be a girl only in sexual situations, keep to crossdressing and nothing else
I put my pills in a jelly and eat the jelly and pretend I turned someone into that jelly and consuming them is morphing me
>>41581958Same
>>41582635I will contribute five euro dollars towards your big tittie bimbo surgery if you post pics in thread.
okay what if ...in another timeline there was a version of u that lived until 120 years old and was never able to transition due to strict anti-transition laws and also not able to die due to strict anti-dying laws...but then something happened to transport that alternative timeline consciousness into ur current bodyso like, for them or new u it will be the start of their transition...but already from a better starting point than when u actually startedbasically what if u could larp and brainwash urself into thinking u just started transitionwould that make u more or less motivated to try stuff and do ur best without transition fatigue???cos like... I just thought about that while procrastinating tbqh
>>41581958what's a BA
idk about you guys but i just cant bring myself to read a post of umaruchan anymore. it's that sort of fatigue when you know nothing good will happen anyway
>>41582802who is that?
>>41582802it's okay anon, I know ur just lashing out, but keep posting anyway okay???
>>41582818i'm blind and retarded no wonder my brain thinks its a girl
playing arc raiders with the gf time to loose my whole starting inven immediately>>41582777british airways
>>41582777
>>41582777bad ass
>>41583118that’s a narcissist way of reading the situation desu
>>41583143you have put right words on it, yup
>>41583143>>41583174considering u guys killed a whole thread with what u thought was fun, I'm pretty much amazing in comparison tbqh lmaoalso banished from what? lmaomake more stuff up in lieu of having an actual personality lmao
Mono finally realized she didn't need Kat to be happy. Kat always made her chase after her, leaving her feeling unwanted - like some kind of stalker.Not anymore! This November, Mono is hitting the dance floor and inviting MTFG to join her. Let's go!
After an hour of wild dancing, Mono freshened up in the bathroom and changed into a stunning new outfit. Facing the camera, she radiates confidence like never before. Kat who? Mono's life starts now!
go on...
hullo thred hru
>>41583741HiI'm good.Can I see your boobies please?
>>41583751>mono is there immediately seething and foaming at the mouth trying to act as unbothered as possibleNAAYY MAAAYN IM SUPER SEXY AFTER MY FFS (HAHA ... T-TRUST ME)MAYYYN IM SUCH A MEME KING I M SO UNBOTHERED (*sweats and pisses in kats bed*)HEHEHE GUYS ITS NOT LE OWN U THIN KIT IS (kat PLEASE take me back pleaseEEE *shits himself*)Sure bud. :^)
>>41583762thats a p cool looking watch anoni just have like a 4 year old apple watch idki like to have EST and GMT timezones on it at the same time thats comfy>>41583767nofren ty sry
>>41583776you have to remember that at some point mono was thinking FFS will finally be enough to make k loves herphew!
>>41583786LMFAOOOOO
>>41583143>Not knowing drama in and out is badThat can only ever be a good thing.
>>41582840>she aggros a rocketeer 80feet from the extract 28mins into a run>mfw
>>41582771giving up my body to someone who would actually appreciate that i got pretty lucky with hrt when i put in 0 effort sounds kinda nice, i would hope she does a better job with my life than i did
>>41583900the facialteam special
>>41583783>4 year old apple watchthey are pretty comfy, i made the mistake of getting the ultra which is way too big for my wrist so kinda clunky>>41583857high tier operator shit, you wouldnt understand
Hope you're all doing well- Been a few years. No idea what my tripcode is anymore.If any of my old friends here are still alive and visting, what's up gangI just turned 30 recently so I'm turning to dust and crumbling personally
>>41584017This general is now a thread for constant transbian drama and betrayals.
>>41584023member when mtfg was hustussy>tfw no precum drippin pp to succ on
>>41584023That's what it was like back then too (3-5 years ago), there were periods of comfy months at a time but there was ALWAYS some type of shit going on Plenty of nice women though, even if they're doomer
>>41583900Yeah I figured. She was acting too desperate. Constantly showing up in the thread and telling people how beautiful she is now and no one would even recognize her - just overcompensating cope. She already lied and catfished about her appearance before. IF she would ever post pics after ffs they would be heavily photoshopped like before.
Why does my penis get really big and happy when I see a trans crying or being sad?
i hate jimmy fallon
I decided to skip art class this evening since I'm still low key in painhru chat???>>41583869but u could totally turn things around, don't give up imho>>41583975is facial team bad now??? I feel like nowhere is considered good anymore...>>41584017hi kenzie happy bday tbqh
i hope ft is still gud fml i wanna go there
For the next year I'm going to save as much money as I can, dump most of my pay into VOO, then move to a nice, big city
>>41584686splg tracks the same index has lower expense ratio and has historically outperformed voo
>>41584742Don't they change indexes?
>>41584529ty :)ppl still think I look like a child/teenager lol
i am going to form my company on friday. i'm going to open a c corp in wyoming with a registered agent and form a subsidiary in delaware to do business under. >>41584772yeah they used to track the russell 1000. i don’t see any reason why they would change their index again. If they did, they’d probably announce it ahead of time, and you could reinvest in voo. the only issue with that is it could possibly complicate your tax strategy.
>>41584799aw but that's not bad, right? it's better to look young than old in this world tbqh>>41584824honestly anon I pity u, pls get therapy or something idek whatever it is I didn't do it to u and nobody here can help u lmao>>41584857wow, that's amazing, what sort of company is it going to be? like what are u going to do?
>>41584968I can't get any of those things aside from vodka
is that for like nail fungus or smth
I'm going to try to quit smoking weed, I really don't like the way it makes me feel.
>>41577211The reason you're asking in the first place is because you wanna be a tranny and you're asking for our permission, just take your fucking pills alice
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=D4TIKmkETAAhere is a cool timelapse i took of a vorticella from my fish tank filter. these microorganisms have a stalk that they use to latch onto plant matter and detritus, they almost resemble tulips. the moving hairs you see around it's mouth are called cillia, and they basically act as hands. you can see it swaying back and forth trying to collect food. at the end it dramatically clenches it's cilla and reorients itself.>>41584953next time i have off from school and work i am going to the east coast to help my high school friend start an e-commerce business centered around a parts warehouse. im going to give him majority ownership in the subsidiary. i also have a few web apps that i've been working on that i would like to commercialize.
>>41584991might be a good idea and probs cheaper too ngl>>41585076wow that sounds really impressive parrot, I hope it all works outalso that organism looks so cool imho
>>41585187thanks!>>41584991good luck.
>voice will never passI should just learn ASL and be fakemute until my vocal chords atrophy and I'm mute for real
>>41585464if I ever started raging at innocuous comments from ppl I don't know I would stop and ask myself 'why am I raging so much??? like what is wrong w/ my head tbqh???!!?'but then that's cos I'm not insane or anything... see where this is going anon???I hope u get the help u need and get well soon tbqh
9/10 times i'm dealing with a retard online it turns out to be a mtf.why are you people such cunts
>>41585548you argue with trannies on the internet on a regular basis?
How do I even meet up with other tranoidsDo I just hit up a gay bar or what
Sing that sweet sweet sissy song
>>41585548kuz baybee
>>41586243i still believe she’s mtf
>>41586313if only we were so lucky
i want to look like this so bad do i just kill myself now
>>41586626whatever you do, don't google randy stair
sup fellow fags.
Interesting. 4chan seems a lot slower than usual, since the /qa/ hack. Maybe the CAPTCHA is slowing anons down?
>>41587145no a lot of people just didn't come back, also for some reason i'm still yet to ascertain it looks like half of mtfg just migrated to chasergen
>>41587109>>41587145What do you goon your clitty too?
>>41587186>what, do you goon your clitty, too?If that's what you meant, then yeah.
any of you live in wisconsin?I want friends
>>41587486i wish
i want cheese
>>41587680come to wisconsin we have plenty
>>41575753>tfw still have potcs music video savedCursed
>>41587694one day ill visit the cheese castle.
So who lives in the US and will let me move in with them?I'm clean, I can pay for my own groceries, I can cook and clean, I can't drive, I'm stealth passing and cute, I'm a loser on SSI / disability medicaid
zamn this board super dead nowadayshope you're all having a good enough evening
I have never drank tea my entire life, but now I bought some lemon green tea and enjoyed it a lot. What tea do i get next...is the 80ct of british blend black tea for $2.59 ok? or do I shell out $4.50 a box for tenning? i want a proper breakfast tea
>>41587944Lowkey considering to giving men a shotCoping that it's just me being severely underfucked speaking thoOther than that doing p goodWbu
>>41587200I meant to
>>41587944nice beard shadow mam
>>41587964Yeah? I've been with cis women, men, and trans women, but I think I'm t4t pretty solidly. Though men can be nice, the one I had was a good one.I'm doing pretty horribly but that's how it goes, doing my best to crawl out of the depression and find love tbqh>>41587999Thank you, I'll get laser eventually but I stealth everywhere even with shadow thankfully
>>41588010Idk only been with cis women so far (and on pre coming out ftm), t4t sounds nice but no such thing here>depressionWhy?>find loveFrfr
>>41587862why don't you have any friends that would let you stay with them. why can't you just find your own place to live.
>>41588010stealth isn't real, they're just being polite
>>41588045If you genuinely think that people would be polite regarding that you should leave your house more frequently
>>41588024Where's here?>Why?Lifelong, trauma and other reasons, just how it is. I'm an optimist though so I do my best even if my brain wants me to die.>Frfrfrfr>>41588045I transitioned at 25, I'm 30 now, and in that period of time working jobs, seeing cis women and men, etc, I've never been clocked, and I know because normies will say transphobic things thinking I will agree with them sometimes, and I've had people act differently once learning or not wanting to date etc (only after finding out)
>>41588059I live in the southern US and have had no issues with rude people, most people don't care enough to actively be rude to people. they just indulge mentally ill people
>>41588010if you're looking to feel better returning to this shithole wont do it...
>>41588079Don't worry I was on 4chan from like 9 years old to 26 years old, and I was never really edgy or depressed because of itI just wanted to stop by and see if any old friends were here, but it looks pretty dead nowadays.. I still want to wish you women the best, mtfg helped me so much in the first years of my transition
>>41588075>genuinely thinks thatLmaoPlenty of people shittalk trans issues a bunch if they think no trans is around to hear>>41588074>whereaustria>do my best even if my brain wants me to dieIktfI just hope that feeling goes away once I managed to get through the final large exam and don't have a shitload of extra classes after work>frfrFr
>>41588100Ohh it's you, hi aydenLong time no talkStill work with the EMS?
>>41588090>Don't worry I was on 4chan from like 9 years old to 26 years old, and I was never really edgy or depressed because of itReal>I just wanted to stop by and see if any old friends were here, but it looks pretty dead nowadays.. True, took a hiatus as well, navy and frens still here at times but damn I miss some of the old guard like you wouldn't believe>I still want to wish you women the best, mtfg helped me so much in the first years of my transitionTvke>>41588116Aye>still emsBy now I'm a paramedic got my instructor licenses for both emts and ambulance drivers and finished the NAEMT courses for a few extra things as wellHow have ya been?Still fumbling around with that neat rifle getting your finger pinched by the feed?
>everyone keeps saying "it's about resonance not pitch">nobody seems to know what "resonance" actually is and keeps using roundabout ways to describe it that just wrap around to sounding like pitchI fucking HATE voice training and my STUPID FUCKING VOICE and this GAY FAGGOT WORLD
one of the world’s most important financial centers is now led by a democratic socialist. unlike the president, he actually has a clear mandate to carry out his campaign promises. a good test of whether socialist policies can actually work at the heart of capitalism.
>>41588196He's not a socialist, no matter what people call him or what he calls himself
>>41588316nobody cares what you think dumb contrarian doomer
fuck capitalistsfuck socialistsfuck communistsfuck libertariansfuck politics
>>41588385>>41588372
>>41588316https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=j95kNwZw8YY
and he isn’t a socialist, he’s a democratic socialist. socialists support a gradual transition to socialism, which they believe can be achieved through reformist, socialist policies, which he has consistently advocated for.https://www.dsausa.org/about-us/what-is-democratic-socialism/
quick look at this
>>41588666Arigato Satan
>>41588316that $30hr min wage tho
>>41587486i wish i lived in illinois. midwest is south with a fuckton of snow and ice, which sounds incredibly awesome.
>>41588074>I transitioned at 25I'm 25 right fucking now in this very moment dude I hope I don't have to transition
>>41589145do it
>>41589158I don't appreciate being told what to do, unless it's in the form off song lyrics telling me to "get up" or "shake that thang", in some cases even "do it"
>>41589189get up and inject that estradiol
can you guys help me out over at >>41586310
>>41589145I'll take that as a compliment? You should transition regardless, I honestly thought I wouldn't pass- and I was kind of a mess for the first year or so, but I'm really myself at this point>>41588139I never had a rifle but I appreciate you regardless, glad you've been doing well/moving on up a bit. I miss the old guard too which is why I was checking here for them ehehe, it was fun when I was around for awhile. I hope navy is well, she was always nice to me.
gn
>>41589377Ahh damn, fuzzy memories nvm thenYeah navy is doing well too>>41589381Gn!
>>41587720but why lmao>>41587944yeh, would have expected more activity eventually but it's really anemic tbqh>>41588196ehh never forget that about 40% voted for a sexual assaulter that ran a bigoted campaign tbqh>>41589145sounds like u just want ppl to tell u to do it maeve!!>>41589381gn
its been so long
>>41588372>>41588481>>41589068I'm not saying it's a bad thing he's not socialist, it's just reality
im looped on her unrequited loveim looped on her broken promisesim looped on her ultimatum to jump in front of a train and lastly im looped on her as a sister i mutilated from afarif only they were the same person maybe i would seem more genuine as a person and not like im just another coping pedophile
being so hot makes it difficult to sleep sigh ...
>>41589636>whyIdkIt got stuck on my acc favorites and I never bothered to delete it
>>41590303that's crazy nglI wonder if she is still alive tho, it's impossible to imagine what she would be doing...anyways, hru ayden??
>>41590319Yeah, imagine getting drunk in dublin and suddenly potc appears Grim>hruP good just exhausted But at 10pm my weekend starts so yay to me
Give it to me straight, would hormones make me feel any better at all? I don't want to be a man at all
>>41590353they won't necessarily make you look any better but they 100% will make you feel better desu
>>41590348too scary, I kinda want to take a temp position in ireland one time, but honestly the thought of running into potc gives me ptsd symptomsearly weekend is fun tho ngl>>41590353iunno anon, maybe like a placebo, but just take hrt to align body more closely to how u are and feel
>>41590353they wont change how you feel just by taking them, but in 5-10 years with a lot of work you may be happier with how you look. They are not a magic cureall
>>41590380Yeah, gonna spend it studying but at least I passed pic related last weekend >irelandGrim, wanted to go there too for a few pints and the historyHow are you?
>>41590492wow that's amazing ayden congratulations!!!I'm doing poorly, my health is so bad ngl
>>41590518Thanks!Next up pharmacology exam at the end of november>doing poorly:( sorry to hear, any way I can help?What's the issue?
It’s way too calm, where are the cheaters, cucks, liars and other evil residents of mtfg?
Using my FEMALE hand as a real FEMALE to masturbate my FEMALE penis and it feels GREAT!
G-guys?
>>41590353pretran i was very unhappy despite having a good life situationtrooning was terrifying and forced me to deal with a lot of baggage. i'm almost 40 and i still had nightmares for a month before i came out that i was gonna get beaten to death by my dadthen once you're on hrt uncanny valley is confusing and painful and you have no way of knowing whether you'll make it out if you're susceptible to self doubt and negative self perception it'll be challenging to stave those thoughts offsurgeries like orchi/ffs/srs are expensive and when they feel out of reach it's demoralizingnobody can answer whether the decision to troon is right for you because it's hard, and you're made to trade a lot of dignity for itif you feel dysphoric, hrt does help resolve that, but you gotta go in understanding that you might be a clocky hon forever
>>41592060Would it unironically be better to just sui? I wouldn't mind it, it's just I don't want to make my relatives sad
fpd is a dork that uses linux
>>41592085Can only speak on my experience but before deciding to transition i was the point of sui. Made more sense logically to me to try transition and if its successful that'd be nice but if it isn't i could just sui then instead. Between sui then vs try transition. Best case i didnt need to be such a pussy about outcomes, worst case i can stitll sui, but at least can say i gave it a proper try and im not leaving unmet potential on the table
>play more arc raiders>cant aim gunFeels bad ive gotten so shitty at shooters ;w;
>>41592295Do you play Fortnite?
>>41592344nah i dont rly play any shooters, last one i played any real amount of was tarkov. fortnite seems ass tbdesu
>>41592085nahi was extremely depressed before transition and now i'm happiest i've ever beenit brought me people who understand me, im working on feeling relief from a lot of shame i'd been burdened with since early childhoodyou wouldn't think it'd be so shocking, but when you stop resisting what you want you feel betterjust don't fool yourself into thinking it's easy or promised
>>41592367You sound ass at videogames
>>41592379i am
>>41592997Did you hear about what happened in New York?
>>41574579I did ketamine the other night so probably then. You can always be happy with drugs.
>>41593790not if you have addiction problems
>>41593822I think anyone who gets addicted to drugs is weak and they're being filtered. Make a serious change the moment you feel any sort of addiction and it won't happen, self actualization.
>>41593790ketamine is for old sad losers (and horses)
>>41593933great at clubs, the music and the vibes are wonderful. lsd is better though, but I'm out :(
>>41593856shut up pedro
Any polish trannies here i am lonely>t. poon
>>41593933no its not kuz iv never tried itidiet
>>41592367unrelated someday i wanna try out the white choc black & mild flavor this ai character is smoking
>>41594529well its for you but that doesnt mean you have to use it ykalways knew you were a horse
>>41594577naaaay
>>41589743looping loops>>415937902mmc is based
I was non-racist until I moved here and live around a bunch of non-whites. Now I'm racist as shit. I totally get it.
>try to play monster hunter with wife>doesnt go wellIm a fuckin failure i just wanted to hunt monsters with my wife
>>41595399>wifetrans?
Good morning gang, it's insane how dead this board/thread are nowadays I'm nglHas it been this way for awhile?
>>41595497okay thanks for your input you may leave again now
>>41595441Yes
>>41595497uggo piggy
>>41595497ma'am are these moids bothering you
>>41595506Ok thanks>>41595519Ok thanks>>41595524Yeah I typically get bothered by moids outside, when I worked as a cashier it was the worst
>>41595441pooge be nice
I want to say I hope paige gets raped to death but knowing that he would enjoy it makes me not want that for him anymore
>>41595497yeah and it's due to many factorshigher level of racism and polshit leaking into /LGBT/ since the last electionmoderation issuespeople dredging up years old drama constantly ittliteral shitposting4chan got hacked and lost like half its daily username, some boards were hit harder than others
>>41596130that's pretty interesting, or not interesting, but you get what I mean
omg shut the FUCK up
have an appointment tomorrow that I'm not really looking forward to but it shouldn't take too long but it will take me a lot more time to get there and leave than the appointment itselfughhhh...
>>41596409No one asked, because nobody cares. Faggot.
>>41596409i care
>>41596409I believe in you, I get it>>41596130Yeah makes sense, where did people migrate to though, feel like I'm really seeking community rn or something
okay so like I got it all planned out, I'll skip stuff tomorrow and then take it easy during off hours public transport and hope I don't end up in an er >>41596419u seething seether my fans care!!!!! and u care tbqh awwww cute>>41596422ty anon bb xx
Female penis really is the superior form of penis
boymoding/manmoding is possibly the most realtrans thing there is. understanding nobody actually sees you as a woman and choosing to not horribly disservice women by pretending to be one until you pass is probably the most fembrained thing to do there actually is. any cis woman if actually transformed into a man would do the same thing, not honmode.
fard?
>>41596476aw yeh ty kenzie, it's nothing serious, I just already pushed it back a few times>>41596495kinda weird, hons became hons cos they were socially isolated and chose to shelter themselves from real world criticism tbqh
???? brap??
lia can u brap on some pink panties for me then immediately vacuum pack, seal & overnight ship them to me plz
unironically nothing heals mental wounds as fast as **** does
i love madlibs fr
gonna go jack off and take a nap. l8r duderinos
>>41596829gl anon
>>41596409hate that so much. It's like that for my pain meds once a month. i have to drive an hour and sit in a room for 30-45 minutes and then the doctor comes in and refills the meds and leaves within two minutes. Then I have to drive back.
i h8 all the little things that remind me i have a body.When i'm slouching and feel the proportions of my shoulders in the weight. When im lying in bed and the contours of the mattress make me aware of my shape. Or just when someone touches me and its like oh right, i exist, ew.
laser tech insisted on doing my makeup earlier sweet lady, hugbox is real over there
>>41597006did she do a good job with the makeup
>>41597057just super light contouring, i think she only wanted me to feel approved of which is nice
>>41596728yuri
Not much longer now, soon i'll be relaxed
>>41597505yuri is cringe made by men for men, fetishizing young girls etceven the women artists are drawing for male readers, and the stories men read are totally different than ones read by womenplus ywnba lesbian
luigi shouldnt have hurt any one cuz its not nice
anyone else listening to lux?? Transcendental honestly i can't remember the last time an album has made me feel this way
>>41597616Whatever you say
This cis woman I cyberstalk because I think she's a femrepper and I'm envious of her and her life is gradually becoming more transphobic and adopting more of a radfem-style female supremacist identity. Which I agree with but I am unfortunately a tranny
>>41597987>female supremacistthat's not what radical feminism is
>>41597987>female supremacistbut who will build the roads?
>>41588010>>41588074>>41589381>>41595497>>41587944You are ugly as fuck. Literally the ugliest motherfucker in this thread rn. Go oink oink for me, you pig fugly thing. Big forehead, pig nose ring, eggman looking ass mf
>>41598106insulting ones looks is very childish. be more mature.
>>41574763White people are genetically retarded
>>41598158dont be racist
>>41597505it's based
>>41598106if it gonna insult someone at least post your own face so we can compare https://youtu.be/sEbjRyJc8hc
>>41598106thank you, I get complimented plenty in real life and otherwise so I'm not really fishing or anything>>41598276very
based in agp, more like
>>41598322you insult other people all the time without posting your face
I should get the new nana 25th anniversary manga...my old copies are worn
>>41598343I absolutely do not insult ppls appearance
>>41598369you have insulted paige's appearance many times
pooge don't make me go and make ur time on /ic/ miserable
>>41598404have I? I usually call her a dumbass nazi
>>41598405mean>>41598417 disingenuous
>>41598405please don't bring more drama to /beg/ we're dying out here with the amount of crash outs
anyway gn trannies nice catching up but I must go to bed and daydream about having a big strong boyfriend
>>41596937exactly...>>41598351yeh I love nana and gokinjo monogatari tbqh
>>41598459they are so easy to get like what are you even doing
>>41598466apparently a store in the US has a special edition Vivienne Westwood collab edition
>>41598493being isolated and anxiousI don't have the right body type for clothes like that which would attract men anyway
>>41598493yeh it's p easy, even if u say no guys that just means at least half the ppl that show interest will be guysthere are so many single guys it's ridic >>41598514waow, at 5000% markup I guess
>>41598550depends on where you arenone of the guys on grindr where I live at looking for a proper relationship, just sex. most gay or bisexual men around here wouldn't want to be seen in public with another guy or a transwoman
>>41598550 actually it's the same price, it's just retailer exclusive to books a million and out of stock atm. So yeah the secondary market wants more but it Seems they are going to reprint it at least
>>41598525I mean I guess yeah isolation does that cuz u won't get discord like ur autism prevents u so it's literally on you I actively have to avoid certain places or I get just flooded with guys if you just sit there with no "dating apps" (that's discord) it ain't happening grindr and all the other trash leads nowhere>>41598550literally do not respond to me you braindamaged larper
>>41598577wait... why would u use grindr...???I mean I guess... a straight guy is off limits for u or...?>>41598588oooh that's good I guess, honestly the yen has been so low it might be worth importing if possible>>41598634what are u even talking about? what am I larping? lmao
>>41598658straight men are off limits to all transwomen. by definition, if a man is willing to date a transwoman he is at least bisexual if not entirely gay, as he is experiencing homosexual attraction>>41598634maybe one day, idk
>>41598685kind of a weird take, but then straight presenting or w/e if that's how u want to call it
I can't stand this thing, I take my leave see ya in a couple of weeks or whenever >>41598577>most gay or bisexual men around here wouldn't want to be seen in public with another guy or a transwomanwhy gay menalso this is just wrong idk maybe America Is just like that but its definitely not like that herebut gay men? like?>>41598685>straight men are off limits to all transwomen.you are so clueless still it's bewildering
>>41598711who is "this thing"?
>>41598711ohhh are u one of the ones talking about peeing on each other's mattress???kind of weird but has nothing to do with me, don't take it personally, I have no idea who u are tbqh
i love alpine linux but i cant use it anymore outside of a docker container i have never had an install break cataclysmically so many times
>pissing on bedsThe actual fuck
>>41598811I'm sure they put plastic down
>>41598732and you didn't even fucking get what I meant when I said that good lord ur so fucking obnoxiously retarded holy
>>41598745what does that even mean lol>>41598868uhhh sure, well work thru ur issues and I won't hold ur weird obsessive seething against u tbqhsorry about ur relationship drama ???¯\_(ツ)_/¯>>41598875that's the real question here tbqh
who do you think would win in a fight. woody the woodpecker or jerry from tom and jerry?
trannies and getting peed on, name a more iconic duo
I was talking about the fucking leaking issues some trannies have after peeing >>41598913there's no relationship mind your own retard business >>41598956and you shut the fuck up you bogged up hon before your roommate and the hallucinations you get without your schizophrenia meds start raping you again, ur making too much of a ruckus at this time of day jew of oz nose looking mf ong
>>41599006wouldnt i have needed some kinda surgery to be bogged?
Umaru is an agent of chaos, prove me wrong
>>41598943didn't u just ask that???>>41599006so ur not angry at someone who doesn't even know who u are but keep posting ur business in the thread for some reason question mark????okie dokie lmao>>41598956yikes miss me with that tbqh>>41599016sounds expensive ngl>>41599046whaaaat... I'm just chit chatting w/ all my new thread friends tbqh
watching hamtaro
>>41599136I love hamtaro! ur tastes are always good for some reason...
>>41599136comfy
>>41599152god i hate
>>41599108i accidentally asked if tom would win against woody the woodpecker instead of jerry. tom would obviously lose
>>41599203aw my emotions are imploding, it's okay, no need to be so tsun tsun <3>>41599231oh yeh good point I guess the mouse would win imho
finally comfy ahh
>>41598745install void
>>41599136this is the time of year my mom reminds me that I went insane trying to get bijou from the 2003 burger king hamtaro halloween toys
>>41599136>>41599191>>41599203>>41599231>>41599272Why are you so fucking ugly?
>>41599303wanna see what i look like
>>41599303it can't be helped tbqh
>>41599311I am honestly a good looking man
>>41599152I've loved hamtaro since I was a kid...I even had the games and little figures of my fav characters! ham ham heartbreak is so good. Did you play any of the games?>>41599191yeah it's one of those cozy nostalgic shows I can throw on anytime. Do you have any shows you rewatch often? >>41599301oh wow I didn't know they had bk toys. I had some tiny figures and a small house to put them in from eBay when I was a kid, but im not sure what stores carried them.
has anybody tried omarchy yet and is it worth the hype
>>41599363Shut the fuck up nerd*Punches you*
>>41599372gonna take more than that punk have you seen this jaw
>>41599299void is huge
>>41599363is that the software by the guy that wants to hang trannies and gay ppl and remove immigrants from white countries with firce
>>41599401are you crazy
>>41599405yes i am crazy but void does have a much larger disk and memory footprint
>>41599345I think so? on the ds? I had a few kids games to help learn japanese but lets be honest I wasn't learning anything I don't know what I have left, doraemon, anpanman, precure...I was looking for my copy of girls mode 3 too, but then realized it was a digital download and they closed the store so ripkinda unrelated but oh wells
>>41599404its the arch spin from the guy who wrote ruby on railsis he a rightoid?
>>41599416but.. it just werks
>>41599429who uses void for production ?
>>41599433>productionproducing whatma'am i use my pc for firefox and uh music >_<
>>41599423yeah he's posted vile shit. Framework recently got into trouble for donating to Omarxhy and hyprlandhttps://community.frame.work/t/framework-supporting-far-right-racists/75986
>>41599418ahhh girls mode is so good, maybe you can find a download or a physical copy. I didn't know there were precure games on ds I'm gonna look into it
>>41599486damn i hadn't seen this he's got a whole screed about london demographics keksigh ill need a different pet wayland spin to try out thenmaybe niri is better than hyprland anyway
>>41599404>>41599486Finally I was looking for a new Linux distro
>>41599452poop your sissy panties
>>41599537already pooped today sorry
>>41599452hosting stuff ppl use
i hate debian but i set up a flask web app on a debian vps two years ago and i have not had to log in since
>void is too big>so i set up debian with a flask web apptrannies are stupid award
i guarantee that a minimal debian install has a smaller memory and disk footprint than void
>>41599541poop them. NOW.
i wonder if anon is still seething
>>41599588flask is good tho
>>41599917a 16gb stick is like 40$
>>41599977a vps with 16gb of ram is like $40 a month
>>41600020and a 1gb mem 1vcore host is like 7$ a month isn't itwhy would you cloud host this at all lol
>>41600042cloud host what?
>>41600060? alright im not understanding why 5mb of ram is even worth considering but i think youre maybe being weird about it
>>41600119like i said, i wouldn’t trust void in production. it’s not widely used, and i doubt its stability compared to debian which is a standard in the industry. 5mb isn't very important but of course it’s important to take disk and memory footprint into consideration when thinking about hosting options. it affects cost efficiency, scalability, and reliability.
>>41599401>>41599416>>41600159you said something weird about disk and memory and then fell back to reliability laternever used void and personally use ubuntu 24 for hosting when im concerned for stability so no argument with you on thati'm just trying to understand what scenario you're solving for where the difference between these distros resource utilization is meaningfully differenti don't mind being educated i just don't get it atm
bedtime breadtime>>41600237>>41600237>>41600237
>>41598732>I have no idea who u are tbqhDo you remember Phienchen? She was dating a chaser that had a midlife crisis and trooned out a few years after COVID. They broke up and K*t has been prolific since then.
