You could be a quintillion times happier dating men ***without taking estrogen*** WHILE letting yourself act however you think you would "as a girl", but without altering your wondrous, sacred male appearance!

ok but im not a faggot

>>41859187
>qoot
forced meme

>>41859204
just this

>>41859204
men who act like women need to be curbstomped

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this you?

>attracted to women but it's often mixed with slight jealousy
>not super excited about the prospect of sex as a man but would at least try it
>wildly attracted to and obsess over having sex with men as a woman
>find gay porn disgusting and wouldn't be able to do gay shit with a man irl
>not super attracted to trans women since ones in my league just look like men
is there a more cursed sexuality than this? should i just be a volcel my whole life and die a virgin since i can't troon out? my brain has just always self inserted as the woman in straight porn but half of me thinks it's just a kink thing and what you get off to in porn doesn't always translate irl. i truly think deep down i'm just a degenerate porn addicted loser. i'm not willing to put in the effort required to transition and all my female fantasies just center around sex. i really do think in cases like mine it's best to keep it as a fantasy. i even still consider myself straight irl, is that crazy? i don't think so.

>>41859582
forget i made this post i'm leaving this board again. i'm not shitting up this general with my mental illness again. sorry.

Let's talk
YZ9hJtzM

>>41859204
Thats not repressing, fag.
>>>/gaygen/
>>>/mmg/

>>41859204
>sacred male appearance
Gincel, you're fucking insane.

men telling me that my ass is fat and i look fuckable feels good
i'm going to start hrtrepping again to lessen the hatred i feel toward my reflection

my ass is horribly scarred from poor hygiene

https://glegle.gallery is my favorite website

I wish i was female in anyway that matters
but this is my fake mef agp self talking not an inner world of femininity
im wrong

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I wish I was a cute transbian but I'm an ugly homeless man

>>41859187
take your HRT, retards

>>41862117
I wish it worked.

>>41862196
it does

>>41859582
I feel like I'm wrong for being attracted to anybody.

>>41862251
It won't fix my bones. Not my ribcage, not my shoulders, not my brow, not my jaw.

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>>41862251

>>41862513
this is like brainworms but for detroons

>>41862117
>>41862196
this faggot is in femrep gen doing the same shit every day
"it does work" no nigga it dont lmfao

I took her for five fucking years and didn't pass. I wasted half a decade developing a woman's wardrobe, style, mannerism, speech for nothing

>>41862453
too bad, better start working on that self-acceptance and do it anyway

>>41862666
yes it does satan it's just not literal magic

>>41862117
hrt won't make me a thirtyhelens character

>>41862737
unfortunate since literal magic is requisite for me passing

>>41862737
>start working on that self-acceptance
>but dont accept your sex
>albert-einstein-nikola-tesla-gif

>>41862939
>but dont accept your sex
your sex is troon

>>41862984
Thats not real.

>>41863066
ok tranny

>>41863066
what is real. you could be a hallucination.

>>41863071
Most people experience GD because of trauma or a fetish, or both.
Also,
>not on 'mones
>dont identify as trans
Therefore, not trans.

>>41863149
>Most people experience GD because of trauma or a fetish, or both.
prove that

also you're a tranny or you'd have nothing to be repressing, tranny

>>41862737
Self-acceptance? What, you want me to be a hon?

>>41863154
>prove that
Its on you to prove that my "sex is troon" since for all of recorded history until recently, no such a thing existed. Its therefore safer to assume having GD is a developmental disorder.

>>41863200
>since for all of recorded history until recently, no such a thing existed
you are so wrong lol

>>41863200
nta but bro the oldest written work with a credited author is about a high priestess praising Inanna, and one of the things she praises her for is her trans priest(ess) class (both ftm and mtf) and her supposed power to change people's sex.

>>41863216
Oh, ok. If you say so.

Third gender stuff doesn't count btw, because those people still knew they were male or female and didn't pretend they had a trans female soul or whatever.

>>41863264
bruh just google it trannies are not a new thing just their social acceptance/awareness and access to hormones plus the new era of reactionary conservative snowflakes losing their minds over them

>>41863264
>Third gender stuff doesn't count btw
lol lmao. reppers would be funny if it wasnt all so sad

>>41863343
Google ngram viewer shows basically 0% usage of the words transgender and transsexual until 1960. Transness isnt real, people who are gender non-conforming are.
>>41863361
This is what literally everyone thinks about transwomen btw.

>>41863428
retard

>>41863436
t. fell for the meme

>>41863264
dont you realize thats just how people described them because they were all hons

they dont even know about Chevalière d'Éon anymore

>>41863512
It's just another repper who has poisoned their mind with neo-Fundamentalist Christian tradcon larper politics from online.

Trannies really be opening repper threads and wondering why people dont buy their insane transhumanist bs

i made the repper thread
t. ranny

>>41863979
it's an existential crisis if they question their life as disgusting hons

>>41864532
no its just painful watching you waste this life and hoping to be rewarded in the next one by being born an anime girl.

>>41864737
being a hon is the bigger waste

why did i fall for the hrt meme

im an ugly man with boobs i ruined my life

what now, drugs until rope? genuinely so disappointed with myself, what a waste of life, and this is it. this is all there is

looking at cis lesbian porn to make myself upset

>>41863996
it’s obvious from the pinkpill propaganda picrel

>>41865118
glegle just wants whats best for you anon

I’m not human
I lost my childhood memorabilia to nothing
I have no family history to remember
I made nothing for myself
I hate and love my family
I threw away my childhood
I rejected myself
For an agp meme
I’m less than nothing

>try new game
>lesbians in it
>try new show
>lesbians in it
>go on youtube
>lesbians in the recs
why are lesbians fucking everywhere these days? I don't want to be some creepy straight male perv with an interest in lesbians!

>>41863979
Who said anything about transhumanism, you're getting shit on for not understanding history, especially non-Abrahamic cultures in history.

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hrt wont turn me into a hot anime girl why bother

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I love dreaming so much bros.
Every morning, after my mind wanders those illogical, impermanent realms owned by the subsconscious, I feel a powerful feeling of nostalgia for them, even though I know they are not real and they never factually happened. I've had more adventures that made me genuinely happy inside of my own head than outside of it.
In dreams, I'm blissfully unaware of the outside world.
In dreams, nothing is impossible.
In dreams, I'm free.
I love dreams so much I even cherish my nightmares.
But alas, the dreamer has to wake up eventually, needing to face the drudgery of reality. The best I can do when that happens is to record my memories on paper, so the adventures I had remain with me for a little bit longer.

Post any recent dreams you've had, I wanna know what your minds cook up at night.

>>41866845
had a nightmare where i got accused of idk bad stuff from people in school
this shit sucks i only get nightmares i dont get dreams about being a girl
faketrans confirmed

>>41866094
Trans cult tryna groom u lololol

>>41861590
Mine is scarred from ingrown hairs from shaving. I want to find a way to fucking fix these disgusting scars.

>>41859187
i wish i were a girl and could live a romanticized version of the life i kinda wish i didn't miss out on

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>>41866845
had a dream once that i got srs. i looked in the mirror and it looked normal, then i reached down and touched it and it felt normal and i felt indescribably happy.
then i woke up and wanted to kms
divine punishment for looking at srs results ig

>>41868048
I once had a dream that I had an appointment to get SRS and my mother was supposed to drive me there (something she'd absolutely never do in real life) but I chickened out and canceled the appointment at the last minute. I was so mad at myself when I woke up for that.

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how do i expedite being turned into a hot anime girl

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Posting here because I don't feel like annoying the foids
>straight man
>thought I was bi for years
>got a girlfriend and it all went away
>during those years I hung out with lgbt and trannoids in discord (covid years)
>deleted discord cause of irl issues
>miss having online friends
>non lgbt frends are just for some reason not fun to chat, talk or play with
Why do I want lgbt friends, what is wrong with me?

>>41869154
you're not fun to talk to either. All cishet are soulless

>>41869160
<_<

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>>41866628
>>41869074
can someone just perma ban this mf. its literally just spam.

>>41864737
Have you ever considered that some people might be different from you? Maybe for some of us transitioning just isn't the best opition, because our dysphoria feels different, our bodies are unpassable or its necessary for survival that we stay repping. Do you realize what you're doing is not all that different from what christfag fundies are doing to trannies? Youre trying to manipulate unwitting, vulnerable people into doing things they would've otherwise not done on their own, often for the worse. If someone else made the decision not to transition, why do you have to infantilize them? Imagine you were patronized for your decision to become trans. Just leave people the fuck alone

I'm pro trans and advocate transitioning but it didn't work for me and made me miserable

>>41870172
I for one do not expect to be turned into a woman in a "next life". I don't believe in reincarnation at all. Instead I genuinely hold the belief that men with low dysphoria and high trans eroticism are better off repressing their trans ideations as much as possible and trying to integrate into society as a mostly regular man. It's an uphill battle trying to feminize yourself, both outside AND inside, just for the pitiful reward of better sex and maybe self-esteem. It's just better to looksmax as a guy and dopaminemax by living in accordance with human nature.

>>41864737
I'm not going to be an anime girl in this one so why bother? Maybe god will reward me for putting up with his bullshit by letting me be hot in the next life.

>>41870172
>>41870214
Exactly. It's lots of effort for very little reward in 99% of cases. If you won't pass then all you're doing is setting yourself up to rope when you end up looking like a gigahon. And it ruins things for better trannies, because then JK Rowling will be able to take the non-passing trannies to support her 'the average tranny is a sex predator' rhetoric. A non-passing tranny is better off repping and leaving people like Hunter Schafer to their fun.

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>>41870227
>>41870257
how about roping to become a hot anime girl sooner

I wish I never stopped hrt repping. I didn't have dark facial hair and years of cypro reduced even that but three years off and I have beard shadow now and dark hair.
I could never get laser, that'd be so humiliating so I guess I'm stuck with it

>>41870293
I'm too much of a pussy. And I think my parents would be sad.

>>41870293
If you rope you will be reincarnated a brickhon

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>>41870311
>>41870315
ok how about neetmaxxing
does that affect my reincarnation chances

>>41870227
maybe he will punish you for failing to meet his challenges

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>>41870214
>>41870257
trvke.

>And it ruins things for better trannies, because then JK Rowling will be able to take the non-passing trannies to support her 'the average tranny is a sex predator' rhetoric
trannies will then say stuff like "we would have been hated anyways", completely ignoring that the stereotypes actually come from aspects of reality, and are great fuel for hatred.
yes, some people would still hate you in a world where only gigapassoids exist, but hons unironically make everything 10x worse than it needs to be. you're telling me a dude in his 50s with a family actually needs to troon out? he managed to get all the way there without killing himself, so it's obviously not that bad. there are other ways to deal with his mid-life crisis.
you should only troon if you can pass and/or are actively suicidal about your body. not everyone is the same in these aspects, thus not everyone should troon.
i dunno why they don't get this.

>>41870492
I've passed every one of his challenges. I've managed to stay strong and do the right thing no matter what. If he punishes me for not becoming a rapehon and creeping out half the female population, then he's a tyrant not worth worshipping.

Why can't cis "people" ever understand trans people.
Like it's so obvious. "I wish I was a girl but I was born a boy" but that's too much for them.
Rationalizing it with insane Jesus copes requires less brain power?

>>41870214
>It's just better to looksmax as a guy and dopaminemax
Yeah but that's not possible if you're dysphoric, is it now? No amount of a gym body is going to make you happy.

>>41871194
It'll kill the girl inside and make you who you were meant to be.

>>41871246
>It'll kill the girl inside
That's not possible, and it won't. Personal experience from gymcoping.
>You were meant to be
Now you're getting into weird pseudo-christian "god doesn't make mistakes" kind of thinking. You were not 'meant to be" anything.

>>41871101
Life is real simple when you can just strawman everyone in you dont like in your head, huh?

>>41871194
Like I said, some people feel dysphoria differently. For some its stronger, for some lesser. Some reppers have no issue with their bodies at all but just wish they had women's bodies instead (probably the majority). I used to feel very bad about my features, but only because I was comparing them to those of women and attractive transwomen. Once I stopped trying to be a woman, the pain stopped and now gaining muscle feels great, actually. Becoming more attractive bit by bit and noticing people subtly treating you differently feels empowering, no matter what sex you are.

>>41864901
brah it costs like nothing to get your boobs guillotined, like less than a mediocre holiday somewhere.

>>41871258
>It won't
So how do I kill her? I hate her. She's my worst enemy. I want her dead and I want her to suffer while she dies for plaguing me with this constant unending hell.

>You were not 'meant to be' anything.
So why was I born in a man's body? If I were meant to be a girl I would look like one.

>>41871421
>So how do I kill her?
You can't. When you're a repper you're a repper forever, unless you troon out anyway. If it was possible to stop having GD you wouldn't be a repper now would you?
>So why was I born in a man's body?
That's the sperm that hit the egg. As for why you have GD, the current thought is either that you didn't get the testosterone shock a male fetus normally does during brain development to masculinize it, or else there was some genetic issue on your part that prevented this from having the effect it should. Notice, none of this is about meaning, there was no 'meant to', no deterministic god who dictated that you'd be like this.

>>41871468
Can you stop and read this post? >>41870172

>>41871468
>If it was possible to stop having GD you wouldn't be a repper now would you?
I hoped there was an actual cure that they hid from me because I live in a shithole. I think there is. We solved smallpox and polio and cholera and tuberculosis. We can sew people's limbs back on. We can cut open people's brains. But dysphoria is solved by giving in to the brainworms and larping as a man in a dress?

If I can't kill her I'll rep forever so she can suffer. She deserves it for trying to colonise my body for herself. I'll learn to ignore her and she can suck on it.

>That's the sperm that hit the egg.
So genetics has decided I'm meant to be a man. I'm not one to argue with evolution. Some of us were meant to be scientists, some of us were meant to go to the Olympics. Some of us were meant to be men and no amount of wishful thinking will change it.

>>41871101
Unironically we should get sympathy for this. In fact, we should be seen as heroes for resisting it the same way recovering alcoholics are. But instead they treat us all like disgusting perverts.

>>41871411
It's 10k where I live and I was quoted 12

>>41871738
medical tourism time honey

>>41871933
never again after getting srs in iran

>>41871711
Cis person, I actually agree here. I pop into the rep gen cause it’s really sad yet interesting to watch. I don’t know why you guys are lumped into the rest of transgenders, not fair

i can't build relationships because i'm a repper and that's agonizing and when i'm out of gas i'm very depressed about it.

Being cis ugly straight and a misanthrope

>>41872123
Mental illness is something nebulous, like a disease, that can be dangerous to other people without them seeing it. AGPs are statistically more likely to additionally have other paraphilias and mental problems, so its safer for other people to stay away once they know somebody has it. You can't know if the guy who claims he defeated his vices is secretly still thinking about wearing your skin.

>>41871564
Nobody is telling you to troon out, faggot. I'm pointing out he can't just STOP having GD. Your entire post is a big fat whine against pinkpillers, I'm not trying to pinkpill you, just pointing out the unfortunate reality that the GD won't just stop.
>>41871574
It's not a disease. It's a brain malformation, like autism or ADHD. You can't just cure that, they'd need to completely restructure your brain.
>Genetics has decided
Nature does not have a will.

>>41872409
>I'm not trying to pinkpill you, just pointing out the unfortunate reality that the GD won't just stop.
So, what exactly are you trying to achieve by posting here? Its pretty obvious what you're implying with your posts, you disgusting liar. If grooming people into trooning out is your fetish, why don't you look for someone to consents to it? Freak.

>>41872445
>So, what exactly are you trying to achieve by posting here?
I'm a repper and sharing my experiences, same as you are. I'm just too old to still believe in the copes you do that suddenly it'll stop and you'll metamorphize into some idealized big dick chad archetype who enjoys being a man. It's not happening. You can get mad at me for telling you the truth I've experienced as much as you like, but you'll be where I am someday.

>>41872401
I don’t care, he’s struggling with it and he never asked to feel these feelings. I wouldn’t isolate someone over something they never wanted.

>>41872207
same, i find the idea of being acknowledged repulsive. I wish I could become a hermit

>>41872207
what if you're actually just a schizoid and wouldn't be able to build relationships as a tranny either

>>41873247
trannyism is the main struggle here. i just can't connect with people. i can't even hug them genuinely, i feel so detached.
>>41873142
no, i want to be with people
i want me to be with people

>>41873408
I do too, just not as a man

>>41873472
i'm dying inside
i can't feel emotions as a man, i don't understand why. and i'm so fucking tense. fuck a moment of weakness i just need to go to sleep and wake up with more energy

I really could have been happy.

recovered from being badly ill a few days ago, but ive eaten one whole meal in the last five days and like no snacks or anything, mostly just drinking coffee with milk - honestly cant lie tho this feels weirdly nice i think
mostly just asking with how a lot of trannies starve themselves and such is that entirely down to body image or is there an element of like the uncomfortable sensations being kind of soothing or grounding or something
>t. fat fuck reptard

>>41874270
at my worst depression I just didn't have the energy to eat. it felt easier to just starve?

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This is what I wear at all times so i never see myself in the mirror

>>41874445
>it felt easier to just starve?
honestly thats totally understandable, the process of preparing and eating something taking up too much effort and such
took me ages to work out what people meant about "energy" though, i sort of just assumed for years that if i was drained of energy i was just being lazy/avoidant and it was my own fault lmao (still sort of do?)

>>41872466
Sounds like a skill issue on your part, fag

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The lion doesn't concern himself with his cottagecore fanstasies.

>>41875153
will 1 year on hrt give me hips like this

>>41875221
only if you get dubs

>>41875234
oh I can't do that

>>41875234
it's over :(

>>41875244
we're so back

>>41875244
give me your dubs I want them

>>41875261
never >:)

>>41862117
it's too late for me

>>41862117
i'm reverse repping

>>41875141
Keep trying, anon. Every day you post here is another day you're proving me correct.

>>41874270
>honestly cant lie tho this feels weirdly nice i think
it's meditative after the hunger goes isn't it

>>41875799
yeah i suppose, almost helps you keep yourself in thought or whatever. also just feels nice to have that sense of taking up less resources and space, ive always been horribly paranoid about having a negative effect on others like that so its kinda nice to go without because it feels almost like im letting them have it instead

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I have this feeling that something terrible is going to happen and I have no idea what it is or how I could stop it.

>>41872409
>It's a brain malformation
Yeah and I want them to remove it. I was happy before it happened. I was a normal man. And then this bitch showed up and started telling me to ruin my life for her disgusting fetishes. She's not supposed to be here. She needs to be surgically removed and incinerated like all tumours.

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>>41872367
If you are an ugly straight cis man, you are not a misanthrope by choice.

i feel empty all the time

>>41875904
if i fast long enough will the gd go away too

>>41877744
>focusing more on the continual physical pain than the gd
i wonder if this would work... should probably try it

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as i look back on my life i wish i had dome things differently
i have had so many opportuntities to die and not one of them have i taken
>almost hit by a speeding drunk driver
>moved out of new orleans just before katrina
>almost run over by a cement mixer
>got robbed, told the guy to just fucking pull the trigger (he wouldnt, just moved on to an easier target)
>nearly t-boned by an cop car going through an interesction with no lights on
abd probably others i cant remember
if i had just stayed the course each time i would have died (well mayube not the robbery by the point still stands)
but each time i ran to safety, slammed on the brakes
god i wish i couldve been killed i cant bring myself to kms bc my life insurance ownt pay out to my family and idk how my daughter wil l go to college otherwise god i hatemysefl

can a repper who genuinely likes men and a cis gay man be in love and with each other?

>Lived in apartment for 2 years, never knew neighbors
>Modem died, new modem will take 2 days to arrive
>Don't feel like going to the office, blowing data tethering, or taking a sick day
>See neighbors are home, go knock on their door to ask if I could leech off their wifi for a bit
>It's a fucking tranny
>Can't even bring myself to ask for the wifi, mutter a brief introduction and leave
FUCK
U
C
K
is there REALLY no escape?
I feel like an alcoholic surrounded by beer ads

>>41876132
many normies have been feeling like that on tiktok since the charlie kirk thing like the vibration changed and we shifted timelines to something worse that is coming

>>41877963
the universe is telling you to log off and become the tranny you are meant to be

>>41877985
the big tell in my mind is seeing weird esoteric shit that used to be entirely contained on obscure /pol/ boards start to enter the mainstream with like shitposts
fucking *agartha* is like a reasonably mainstream meme on numerous platforms at this point
the vibes really do feel like they've shifted

>>41859187
women need to stop being the primary domestic-chore-doers because that way most of the people doing food shopping won't be women and then i don't have to dissociate in tescos because women are around me

downside is that it'll be men then but my resentment towards the male sex existing is more manageable

>>41862513
would it hurt to shave for once?

>>41871411
it costs like 5k, that hurts

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i will continue wishing to be a hot anime girl instead of trooning or improving my male life

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>>41877985
Niggas always be like "we've shifted timelines!!" yeah how about you shift the timeline to the one where I'm a girl. hs8tt

>>41877963
Are they a passoid? Being surrounded by trannies sucks, unless they're all hons because that's great repfuel.

not fond of existing

>>41878357
stubbly breasts

>>41880623
Nope, thankfully he's proper repfuel but it's still annoying because I just know he's going to knock on my door at some point

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i wish i could follow tf tg artists on instagram without people seeing that i follow them

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are there any medications that help with the suppression of gender dysphoria and body dysmorphia?

>>41881004
Holy shit I really hope this is real. I'd never have to worry about dysphoria again.

>>41880903
then make an alt just for that

>>41880903
Use the shame as a motivation not to look at it. Feeding the thoughts will only make them worse.

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>>41881004
this is actually pretty interesting, that's a medication used to control tics, and it does feel like the thoughts are that sometimes.

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I am turning 29 in a few days.

No friends, no skills, no education, no job, no savings, no income, no relationship, no hobbies, nothing.

Living with parents after a failed attempt at basic military training (booted after three recycles) and prior to that six different minimum wage jobs over a ten year period.

GP prescribed me SSRIs a few days ago and I have an appointment for a psychiatrist consultation in two weeks.

Feeling really low.

>>41880903
fuck what people think. If someone questions it (which they won't) just say 'oh i saw just saw this one sfw image that looked interesting' blackshirtboy is amazing, based taste.

>>41881231
Many such cases. When your life is fundamentally miserable there's no justification for suffering more.
I could maybe turn my life around; get a job so I'm not homeless, find a hobby, etc but I'll never be happy so why should I suffer the effort required

>>41881332
I'll never be happy, but it's relatively low effort to be less unhappy.

After my failed bid to become a soldier I have nothing going for me anymore, so the least I can do is numb myself with drugs and listen to what smart people have to say to be.

I surrender.

>>41881231
>appointment for a psychiatrist consultation in two weeks.
you're going to do the thing aren't you

>>41881628
What thing?

>>41881628
>>41881682
pls respond

>>41883150
you know

>>41880424
I mean the most popular conspiracy theory about it i that the elities use CERN a very big laboratory to somehow mess up with physics and timelines to favour themselves but most changes are subtle so most people dont see any difference at large scale, so reppers are still repping

>>41881004
that pic is sometimes posted on /pol/ as an anty tranny argumnt btw, also the guy of that case was having psychosis or something like that
t. cis gay who likes to browse /pol/

>>41884463
that's impossible with current technology. Stop being a retard.

it used to be there were good days and bad days
really feels like it’s only bad days anymore
perhaps time to man up and end it

>>41884486
Anyone who bases a claim on a case study of one is fucking retarded anyway. But this is /repgen/, reppers will cling to anything no matter how dumb.

>>41884528
how about you woman up and start it

Terminally malebrained. I don't even have the right to call myself gay. I'm just mentally ill and it's probably some OCD thing rather than genuine.

>>41885818
based
you just hyped me up for the day

>>41881132
I heard it's commonly used to treat delusions about the body, like delusional parasitosis. It makes sense it would work on dysphoria. I wish they'd investigated it further instead of shutting it down. I could have used this.

>>41884486
I'm having psychosis. It's the psychosis that makes me think I need to troon out. I don't see what else it could be.

I think the stress of repping is starting to seriously impact my mental well-being, but I repped successfully so long that now it's too late and I'm basically trapped.

This board is not healthy

I really want to be asexual but without any health risks

>>41859582
this extremely specific kind of distress is weirdly relieving because it reminds me that I'm actually dealing with a real thing and it's not just made up in my head (at least not all of it).
>>41881231
I'm in the same spot but am debating telling a psych about any of this. I don't know if it's better to just seek treatment for regular anxiety and depression.
>>41877985
Mainstream culture is just 4chan culture +7 years. Everyone in the know felt "The Shift" back in 2017 and nothing happened, it's literally just normalfags getting redpilled on old 4chan memes so it feels bigger than it is.

there's a nonzero chance that this is just psuedodysphoria that will eventually go away completely after enough character building that just turns me into a highly empathetic man that can be the ideal husband to take care of a real tranny who deserves a happy life

>>41881231
Are you fat or skinny? You sleep well? Drink or smoke? Drugs?

>>41890016
Tried that. You may forget it for some time but then it just hits you all at once like a train

>>41890016
I'm hoping it'll go away once I've grown more into my role as a man. It's probably just a phase. Once I'm past a certain point there's no going back and my brain will recognise it.

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>>41866845
this is probably gonna get hate
but tranner here, i had a dream that some girl dressed me up in a nice frilly little number, we were in the changing room of some store and when i opened the door i was greeted by a stage and a full audience of people staring at me dead silent.
i started to sing and they loved me!
we left and were gonna drive somewhere but i woke up somewhere at that point.
a year of repping later i was on the 'mones

it's actually crazy how evil the world is

>>41866845
i wish i could sleep all the time
>post dreams
i had this strange fever dream when i had a really awful chest infection earlier this week where i was trying to find the absolute centre of the earth, but like, frantically digging into the ground, only to find that the clumps of dirt, clay, and eventually stone that i was digging up were getting larger and progressively more cube-like in shape, and then a group of social workers came, dragged me out of the hole, and put me in the back of a van with one of the weird square bricks of soil that felt like it was constantly getting "squarer" but i was being told i'd never be allowed to dig again and they were planning to fabricate rape accusations to keep me from ever digging again
i don't know what any of it meant

>>41891148
yeah
feels really awful

>>41866845
>Post any recent dreams you've had
I recently dreamed about being intersex. I passed fully as female aside from my genitalia and nobody ever questioned it. I went to a date with a guy and it turned out he was a chaser and wanted me to be a third of him and his wife. His wife turned out to be my friend who got grossed out by me being intersex. Didnt even do anything, but just the idea of it made her not want to talk to me and acuse me of lying to her all of out lives.

I also had adream where i got a big bushy beard and got extremly muscular out of nowhere, and doctor said its a rare condition that makes me have a body of a bodybuilder without any work. They were telling me how lucky i am and how jelous they are. I cried when i woke up

>>41875221
10 years on hrt will do nothing but give you >> tits

>>41859187
I am breaking, I can't do it anymore. No matter how much I try to tell myself I am not a tranny, or put down trannies, or seperate myself from trannies, it's all copium I am a tranny, I just haven't taken estrogen yet. I am tired of only feeling like myself for a few hours a day when I finally get my body and facial hair shaved, makeup on, and put on women's clothing. I want to look that way more often, I want my facial hair gone, body hair gone, I want to look more feminine. I can't do it anymore. I just have a deep fear of being a hon. But honestly everything I do with my appearance I already look like a tranny to people. Just an awkward one because I have beardshadow, etc. I am also running out of time to make this decision before it's an utter waste of time.

What's the fucking point of not trooning if I ask myself everyday how can I look as feminine as possible, and then I try to do all of those things, but I just blocked estrogen off of the list. This year I'm going to get my facial hair lasered off, body hair lasered off, and I told myself oh if I still want to look more feminine then I'll troon out the next year. I can't why waste my time with these arbitrary rules when I know what I want, all I am doing is wasting time.

>>41881231
How are you feeling about trooning out I just turned 29 2 months ago, I tell myself I am old, and that ship should have sailed, part of why I am repping. But I have managed to still appear feminine and twinkish to people, probably because I took obsessively good care of myself. I feel like I am at the last possible year of my life where I could pull this off. I've been learning makeup, crossdressing, taken my measurements, learned how to dress, already have long hair. I think I like about 10-15% more masculine than f1nnster, same shoulder measurement, really bad underbust, but with corset should be able to get that to female average.... fuckf ucfuckfuckfuck

Also I hate how many of you faggots are just doomer or chud pilled reppers. It's fine if you are neverpass potential, or rep for some other reason. But if you are a doomer or a chud, I do hate you.

mixed in with the one stealth homo who just doesn't want to loss a batch of gays for him to fuck.

>>41891627
"Im fine with repping if you won't be able to pass (me). I'm not fine with luckshits who would be passoids but doom and rep (everyone besides me)"

>>41891756
Just saying it's retarded how many cringelords flock to 4chinz because in their mind the doomer plled rottmaxx club, but the thing is doomers doom about everything, I am down with repping on principle, but if the basis for it is just that you are some cuck ball of negativity it's extremely gay.