anyone want anything? last > >>41857264
damn what the heck how did I mess up my trip so hard
>>41878950I am so scared of ffs. I literally had a panic attacking when I was reading upn on a type 3 brow reduction that I will need. I am so scared, calm me someone please ;(
>feel like absolute crap>decide to go to the gym at 10PM>get home>have an everything shower>moisturize>have a glass of white winebetter :)
>>41878974honestly just send it. it's scary and the recovery isn't fantastic but for the most part you're just along for the ride while doctors and nurses poke and prod you. nothing bad will happen, just go to a good surgeon. recovery will feel like a lifetime but before you know it it's behind you and you can start getting used to your new face : )
>>41879013It just feels so close to vital parts like my brain and sinuses and it feels like I will die for sure
>>41879027i mean yeah but nothing bad will happen, that's just the way it is. surgeons are borderline not human, they can do crazy things and will not hurt you
>>41879053thanks anon, i just needed this
>>41879064no problem! You'll be okay <3
>>41878950halal snack pack
>>41878950C, c ould I get a twix... And some dr.pepper or something.... H,uhm and chips... The purple Doritos...trhankyou
>>41878987o hey hazelgot busy and then forgot to check 4chan when u asked me if i was pandora so wanted to say: yea
>>41878950i covered up being a tranny to try and find a cisgirl to date and ended up meeting a trans man that was covering up the fact he was trans pretty awesome honestly
Sooo, after months of whining about the supposed "revengeporn" p*dro comes back and beg K to readd em? Lol
>>41880250severely mentally ill people in the maw of research chemical benzo addiction don't exactly act in a normal manner. goona needs actual psychological and addiction treatment
>>41878950I’ll have two number 9s, a number 9 large, a number 6 with extra dip, a number 7, two number 45s, one with cheese, and a large soda.
>>41879898Ah ty I was 90% sure it was you but my brain dumb and small soHow have you been?
How do you deal with a family/friend group that for the most part does not accept you?I've been out and passing for years now. Strangers always gender me as miss, I cannot remember this last time someone called me sir. I put alot of effort into my appearance and voice training so its payed off.Anyway. My direct family does not accept me, at all. Not my parents or my siblings. I am tolerated within reason. But they will never call me a she. My mom gets mad when were in public and someone calls me she. My friends, other than one or two, are largely the same. They dont gender me correctly and give me shit for being a fag all the time. Granted, I entertain the jokes and make them myself but its starting to hurt. I dont want to correct people, and say hmm ackshully my pronouns are she her but.... it sucks. I shouldn't have to ask at this point its been like 4 years. Aside from that, im happy. My new friends treat me well and dont even know im trans (unless they where told). Unrelated but I also have a creepy troonsbian stalker that doesnt know I'm Trans that I used to work with.
>>41881175you say fuck em theyre trash anyway and find a new familyIf youre sentimentalyou can say fuck you and still turn upwhats the worst they can do disown you, not be your friend?
>>41881227I've been thinking about that more and more lately. The issue is I dont have many other friends lol. My family specifically is an issue because I have a kid, and they're a big help, but hes starting to talk and he calls me mama and they have a huge issue with that. So he cant go around anymore.
>>41881280pls dont burn bridges with family bc anon says so in any case m8
>>41881286An anon cant convince me to burn a bridge. I just wanna know how to cope. Currently im just keeping an arms length relationship with everyone while I figure it out.
>>41881280I think you need to have a bit of a spine anon. If your family dont respect you and constantly undermine you and your identity infront of your child then you should just cut contact with them until they change. Thats a shitty environment for a kid to be in
>>41881321>have a spineStory of my life. I dont have one. I just take it for years and make an explosive decision. It happens all the time.
>>41880377i love you
Why do you expect people to feel bad for you when you're a malignant leach
>>41881353The sympathy of others fuels my ego and makes me feel like I have worth. Like my actions are right.
>>41881339is what it is then i guess, hard choice for sure but there is a clear way out to not have to deal with it. >>41881345bad taste
>>41881374if that was true you would be single miss
those who
>>41881548yes?
nobody in particular
>>41879091i think it's evil that a literal nonpasssing hon gives people advice on a dangerous procedure
>>41878950>anyone want anything?i wanna master visidata keymappings i am obsessed with italso this coat
>>41878974walk us through your fears so we can have them too anon i need type 3 and i want to be afrade
>dangerous procedure
wake up, art requires doing today tbqh
>>41882051that may be the case, but I'm no good at it, I have to get up, go and be w/ other ppl and then let all happen when I'm at home I can only draw silly pictures tbqh
>>41882034there's always enjoyment in art
>>41882321I think so, but for me everything is sort of painful, and I suffer thru it all until there is this inertia... but by being around others, my time starts to flow again, and I let go of strict techniques and just do something ur pictures are really pretty tho
yo any fun today or we used it all for the year?
It's very nostalgic being drunk and in this place
>need to get decapeptyl shot tomorrowsobbing and crying
>>41882660always got more fun left in mtfg frensometimes it just takes a little creativity
>>41882678im stirring shit at high level all year long but sometimes a nigga needs his rest yk
>>41882672Lupron shots used to make me uncomfortable the way they'd have to ram the big needle in deep
>>41882660all spend come back next year, shipments are stuck in panama canal
>>41882699how about your scheme up a chrimmis cookie recipe and post some pics machiavelli
>>41882746Yeah its the worst ;w; i also find the fact i have to get it administered by a nurse kinda awkward
>>41882792what abt i suck your dick
>>41881315It's good that you aren't throwing your family out the window. But your friends you definitely should. If its been four years and they still aren't respecting your identity they clearly don't care that much about you. Burn that bridge, you'll be lonely for a bit and making new friends could be very hard but you'll be in such a better place. They don't care about you anon
>>41882804Always found that odd too. Although at one GP i could only get the actual injection at the appointment but another i was at had me collect it from pharmacy to then bring
>>41882830Yeah it’s really weird, my gp just recently made me start picking it up at the pharmacy before the appointment. My only guess is cost cutting so they don’t stock a kinda expensive medication
>>41882895It is hilarious to watch americans try to buy scissors and be ID'd just for the sheer confusino
>>41882895Atleast it’s free I guess>>41882947>you got id for that redbull
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Last_Unicorn_(film) desu
>>41882947>get to register with wrapping paper, ribbons, scotch tape, scissors>smile dwarf behind register>"sorry im gonna need to see some ID maam"...f-for wat
just taught a class of grade 4 students how make 3D designsthey all called me miss "hazel" :,)
>>41883022a classic>>41883095aww that's lovely miss hazel, I love that for u ngl3d designs sound super complicated, I was never that good at multiple dimensions tbqh
>>41883143I was in a pretty dysphoric place last night so this really made me feel better. children are angelsit's not as hard as you'd think, I teach tinkercad to kids and they pick it up pretty fast. helps to have a project in mind
>>41882395thank youit's a struggle, I knowhttps://files.catbox.moe/pi4feh.jpg
i'm tired of missing talking to people
>>41881053I've been doing good! I got on section 8 (rent assistance) in 2023 and since then I'm about as rich poor as you can get on SSI. I'm pretty comfy. Also been gardening on and off which has been fulfilling and *very* abundant. Trying to start working on creative projects more now. Idk, life's as good as it can be, I think. Was also protesting for Palestine for the last two years but I started easing off on that b/c all the suppression of protests recently worries me and I can't deal with legal trouble as a disabled trans person.How's life been for you?
>>41883907
>>41883907pls dont engage with it
>>41883944engage deez nuts
>>41883805nice! glad you found a good balance, life if meant to be as comfy as possible. and yeah, at first when I heard my protester friends talk about how dangerous it was getting I kind of thought they were just playing revolutionary but then one day I almost got kettled. shits crazyI'm okay, working full time, back in school part time, been a little sad lately but I imagine that's just a lil chemical imbalance
can anyone have a meltdown or something
>>41884876It's the new calm nice era of mtfg anon I'm sorry. Maybe check other gens?
elfi just made oven roast chicken with crispy tatoes and peas oh man that was so fucking yummy
>>41884990gotta do my wifely duties...
>>41884968we had a HUGE one last night just here
>>41885312Laguna crashing out doesn't even count.
>>41885448they crawled back to k*t though
>>41885455Cause everyone is frens again! :D
>>41885467please allow some respect to the word "friend"
>>41885478Silly anon i said frens not friends :3
>>41885491bro this is life or death business be real
>>41885565No way! Frens time anon. We all get along now and there's no more interpersonal drama. All drama will now just be sad posting like before.
i wanna read some manga start to finish that i can get really hooked oni quite liked Blame! and oyasumi punpundoes anyone here have any recommendations
>>41885581hey fuck you buddy
>>41885732Umm how dare you.. you stinky head doo doo lover.. fard sniffer...
>>41885780what nuh uh
FRIENDSHIP?!?!? :))))))))))))))
>>41885793Hey everyone look, lia is lying about sniffing fards!>>41885807Fren*ship
bbbrap
>>41885618Obligatory junji ito recommendation.Besides that i enjoyed reading 07 ghost, only 99 chapters so not too bad
>>41884320yeahh i was struggling with stress and the sads for a while due to world events but a few months ago i started self-medding with this nootropic that for some reason people with bipolar respond v well too and i've just been a lot happier and in like 24/7 productivity mode since LMAOi always feel weird talking about nootropics since there's a lot of quack energy in the community around them but some of them do actually work :Uhow's school been going? what are you in for? feel like it's normal to be sad given everything desu, my partner's been struggling a shit ton lately too
>got denied for disabilityPerfect, just in time for the holidays.....I got a lawyer and we're gonna appeal it, hopefully it works because I really need the fuckin money
>>41884876no but we can have some peak https://files.catbox.moe/02hkxb.mp4
anyone wanna get married and grow old together?purely for tax benefits though haha no other reason lol
>>41878950im good thanks not eating this week
>>41886452Desperate? Omg me toooo, what's happening here? It's like we're perfect for each other or something...
>>41886188Holy peak
>>4188649827YesI'm quiet but not the cranky kind100%YeahI've been told I look nice
okay I did some art and brought some pieces home from the studio>>41883409oh my, I really love these pictures, it really has a nice mood I find>>41883190aww, that's really sweet hazel, I hope u feel better and more comfortable living like thatI guess I just focus on work stuff iunno>>41885581oh gosh... like I just love that soooooo much nglno longer have to try and find the remote, all is right w/ the world tbqh>>41885618gokinjo monogatari, nana, tokimeki tonight, x, clover, chobits, sugar sugar rune, clothes that look fat, jelly beans, happy mania, iunno tbqh>>41886453yeh I think that sounds like a plan, for taxes of course tbqh
>>41886522Sweet, so how we doin' this?
>>41885947>>41886536ty both! i will go through these
can i just say this thread feels really lovely at the moment and im not a common poster by any means but it has such a comfy feel to it right now thank you mtfg
>>41886560also a nice bite size manga is watamote/ "its not my fault im unpopular". You'll have seen the anime adaption of tomoko posted everywhere but the manga is very cringe enducing if you're into that
>>41886142if you're in the US, look into making an able account once you're approved. in january they're raising it from having to have become disabled before 26 to qualify to 46. basically a tax free savings account, some states' programs have investment options, and you can also receive gifts through them & money in them doesn't count towards the 2000$ asset limit if you're on SSIonly downside is that money has to be used on 'qualified disability expenses'. which means stuff like food, housing, travel, medical stuff, etc
>>41886560oh yeh, I left out some that might be considered too silly and childish but iunno, have a look ig>>41886574aww that's so sweet anon, mebbe u can come back more often and see how everyone is doing, I'm sure we would all love to see u again mhm>>41886584awww wishing u the best necro anon tbqh>>41886720I feel like that would have nhk vibes too, but I might be mistaken
>>41886756I'll look into it, thanks. Is section 8 housing bad? I currently have a roof over my head but thats not gonna last much longer
whys it always gotta be about a shutin nerd baka
>aww that's so sweet anon, mebbe u can come back more often and see how everyone is doing, I'm sure we would all love to see u again mhmaw, if i'd be welcome here then i'd love to, i just wouldn't want to come across as invading the space or anything of the sortbut that's very lovely of you, thank you umaruchan :)
>>41886782no section 8 is fucking fantastic. it can be a pain in the ass to find a rental that accepts it in some areas, but if you can get on section 8 and disability that's like as good as you can get as a disabled person in the US outside of mooching off of rich family. i'm on section 8 + food stamps + SSI and i actually have several hundred dollars to spend a month now on top of what i put away for savings. shit's radsection 8 can be tricky to get onto, though. where i live they don't even have the *waitlist* open most of the year. if that's the case where you are you're gonna have to just like. habitually check the site ig. i got lucky and applied when my therapist told me that it was gonna be open for a few weeks.
fellas i slashed my wrist 4 hours ago and its still bleedingnot trying to off myself just yet so idk how fucked this isi see fat and muscle and stuff when i replace the bandaids
>>41886939So like....I get to pick where I stay with section 8 as long as they accept it? Interesting, I thought you were just stuck with whatever the government gives you.You mighta just saved my ass
>>41886574at it's best mtfg is quite lovelyat it's worse it's very, very
>>41886983bad (oops)
>>41886972there's two types of vouchers iirc, one is for like specific developments (and i think you can get them by applying to the development itself?) and then there's housing choice vouchers which is what i have, where you can give them to any landlord as long as they 1. want to take section 8 clients and 2. have a house that passes inspection (which can be harder in more rural-y shitholesque areas)where i was i was pretty much on my own for finding a place to stay. they had some print outs they distributed for potential places to apply to but yeah it's 100% on you
>>41887007That sounds pretty nice desu. Im in Milwaukee so not rly a rural shithole but despite living here for 3 years I barely know what the city's like, so I guess this would give me an excuse to explore
>>41886965owie mby you should get a help
>>41886796aww that's wonderful, my dearest friend, but also so true, I always think it's a good idea to keep things separated just so nothing is awkward when u open comms on sns and places like skeb and vgen tbqh>>41886807oh yeh, I give u permission!>>41886983>>41886992very very can be such a mood tho ngl
>>41887417yeah, I've posted more here in the last day than in the past 3 years, I just had to stop coming here
>find out lee pace played a trans role once>look it uphmmmmmmmm... I really like lee pace tbqh>>41887465truuuuuuue... my post average is probs like once a day ngl
you're welcome btw i know thred is better now due to my presence
>>41887713This gif is very triggering
>>41887745y-you dont love me in my maid costume?
>>41887792i mean honestly if you just renamed her and toyed around with her a bit i doubt anyone would be the wiser
i hate faggots that's why i'm not a faggot anymore i'm a real straight girl
>>41887971you go girl!
they need to invent shaving that doesnt make you want to kill yourself>just laser / electrosorry im dirt fucking poor i know womanhood is behind a paywall how dare a filthy fucking serf want to not have a five oclock shadow and get glassed on my way home because someone decides im a child rapist
>>41886142How much is US disability? I get $2k in bongistan
but think of her soles
>>41886756>2000$ asset limit>money has to be used on 'qualified disability expensesThis is why I am anti-cashless society
bro like
i never get good bullied anymorei ts not fair
>>41888281i'll bully u
anyone got tips for how i can degrade my quality of life without using any addictive substances, i dont have enough money to become an alcoholic like everyone else in my family didthings are too good and im too comfortable and it makes me viscerally fucking disgusted to be comfortable i dont like it i hate it i hate it so much
>>41888304>>41888310:) ty
>>41888092Dunno, I hope its 2k over here too
lol
In the US, social security and ssdi is based on how much money you made before you became disabled. Iirc the minimum is ~800 a month. Like Pandora said tho you also can get Hud/section 8, PIPP for energy costs, Medicaid, and Snap for food. Adds up to more than most countries get for gibs BUT it's super super hard to get in most states
Laguna vs Paige
>>41878950AHHH can you please get me fiji water and pringles pleasseee. OH and a la colombe mocha can.
>>41888346trade options on margin
>>41888346Make a grindr, meet homos and don't use protection.
Just a dead gen filled with ghosts
>>41888399Fucking hell, you're still here?
>>41888515For me the slow gen kinda comfy ngl. I do other shit and just pop in randomly throughout the day. Living here, posting 100s of times per thred etc is unhealthy>>41888544See above
im about to blow my brains out. i will never find anyone whos has a normal attraction to me. no matter how good i pass, no matter who i meet. im this weird idealized androgynous sexless creature that they keep at an arms length and use as a mirror into their own problems. i want to die, im so tired of this.
suddenlyyyy seymourhttps://youtu.be/b4tddRw6JVU
>>41888123... why does that make you anti-cashless society?>>41888281fuck you lia you BITCH. die>>41888399SSI is a flat 970$ a month (save for some states like california, which give you a bonus on top of that), but yes re: SSDI
>>41888616I hadn't checked the amount ina while, 970 bretty gud with the other crapola added in. Make sure you sign up for HEAP/pipp if you haven't btw
>>41888616>It's 2030>Cashless>Own nothing and happy>President Barron Trump cuts disability>In 2025 you could have at least dog walked, gardened or sold weed for cash to survive>Could have had more than 2k cash stuffed under the mattress incase SHTF>Now you just have to live on whatever food credits they give you.
>>41888616damn harsh>>41888725thats only 4 yrs from now waow
>>41888725Umm anon baron can't run till he's 45. Next pres will be Donald Jr akshully
I am convinced that the cashless society is worse than AI. So far I've seen people have their bank accounts frozen for protesting the government, Visa/Mastercard blocking/rejecting payments to businesses they don't like, crime going up because begging for money isn't viable anymore, LGBT kids/DV victims unable to escape because family/partner controls their bank account. Every time I point out these things I feel like I'm screaming into the void because nobody cares. It's convenient and they have Nothing to Hide (TM)
>>41888807buy some metacoin and you're all set!!
>>418887642051 America is gonna be a ride.
oooooooeeeee
iauuuu
u e u e a :3
yo lia can u stfu dawg thx dawg
honestly it's so nice living with another woman i was never really allowed to have any influence on anything but since she can suddenly our home feels so much more like a proper homeand not like the dorm of two frat bros who happen to be taking care of a 9 yr oldwe have like nice soaps n shit,organizational shelfs, actual cookware,candleseverywhereit's like there's one adult of the 7 people herebut the difference is so staggering
>>41889382huhmy trip keeps falling off
Naz get off 4chan and go be a father for once in your life
>>41889382sounds niceglad things seem to have improved for u a bit
>>41889382this has NOTHING to do with her being a woman.proper adult males live like you described as well
Naz fuck that kid they can raise themself you go live your life girl
>>41889441it is :>i hear we might be able to move into a nicer place where my own room could be a possibility >>41889495wat r u talking about?my *life* involves raising 4 kids all under the age of 10im spending my free time changing diapers and scrubbing diarrhea off the floor when my babies get sicki don't go out and/or party, don't talk to anyone outside of my household or this threadsometimes I get called mom by the babies, because I'm always here even when everyone else decides they're going out to have fun
>>41889644stop diddling them
I’mWatching spice and wolf tonight
palestine got what it fucking deserved
>>41889644oh that sounds good :3hope it happens soon!!
But her soul.. think about her soul.. the soft side with soft round horns and a cross earring and iris.. and then the evil side with the bloody sharp horns and the pentagram eyes.. the heart shaped white that makes her titties pop.. her round ass proportions that are erotic and #bodypositive.. shes literally my soul on a canvas. How can I top this? Maybe melon sheep girl could be something but I'm not so sure ... She's just a vibe not a soul reflection..
But her soul.. think about her soul..
plz stop ironically pedro posting i hate remembering that he exists :(
My bf is gonna lose his virginity to a tranny, I feel kind of sorry for him
>>41889890get used to it anon bc sadly he is BACK to haunt you
>>41889927noooooo plz no plzplz no like nonoplzplzplznonoplzplzplz :*(
>>41889934and he didnt come alone, his has his fursona with himbeware
Nick do us a favor lad and post Pedro's taquito pic
>>41890000ew bro no wtf i begchecked tho
>open thread>its nonas talking about literal whos this board is fucking dead. good job chasing off the newgen posters, you fucking weirdo losers
>>41890000why did a get like this have to be a gross request
>>41890381you can thank blobby he's the one who whinges about gooner constantly
>>41890625._.
oh god what have i done
just fucking kys pedro
>>41890776meds
i really miss my nigga
>>41890931nomi?
>>41890986ain't no niggas nigga is nomi
BUT HER SOULTHINK ABOUT HER SOUL
My eyes close, but they are not shut, for they see violent visions of stabbing of pedros throat ripping it wide open
>>41891039you are being cringe again pedro
is you is or is you ain't my nigga
u guys watch tv or aanything?movies?plaay videogames?any hobbies at all?
>>41891064I just finished gasaraki it was okprobably going to rewatch escaflowne nextI like drawing and sometimes I'll write stuffbeen playing path of achra which is a good zoning out gamemostly I lay in bed heavily depressed though
>>41891075I've been hypnotizing my wife into wetting her bed which is much more basepilled than animealso if this is pooge then idk eat poop n go to bed forever
>>41890381real
>>41891002whom u talm bout lil bro
>>41891064I play harvest moon and watch hamtaro
>>41891147I play halo 2 splitscreen on the xbox aand suck my homies dih
Me and kope can't buy Febreze - Blossom & Breeze because it smells of 'the mental illness times' :)
>>41891228noted also goalsi'll whitelist u from my antics
>>41891228i love you
>>41891246fag
in 1993 I set fire to a vagrant in the underpass on portland ave in boston, usa
>>41891246I love me more>>41891271How old are you 0_o
>>41891195halo sucks I fear
>>41891295doubtwould you sit on your own face for days? if not then i love you more
>>41891295thoitay :3cwant an autograph on the first brit to not be birthed by the godqueen of boglind?
>>41891304*hivematron the the god given realms of britbongistand and the degenerate islandssorry forgor im being monitored
disclaimer: my wife is feeling well and it is much past my curfewto sustain my vitality I have endeavoured to harass the populus of this here community to my benefitheretofore let it be knownyee shall be seen as neither friend nor foe until my darling jewel rests peacefully underlit the gibbous gaze of lunar fair
>>41891359*unwell
>>41891363sorry but i love you too much
>>41891363shall shant oppose mine quest rightious upon the fare of God most holytheee shall see the waking of mine wife most hooly and rejoiceupon these dark times, of euro and methhed head alikesuch times as my abscence shall be apppreciated in rejoice ass much as reviledthe clock counteth for us all my friend, be foe, or feind, we sshall see the dawn breaketh in equity
HARKthe dawn breakethsuch salvation hant be known for another idk month or twomy wife passeth to thee land upon no non eebyniniperson ascendthinee children sparedthy crops shall still bloom upon autumnal breezeyesYESbutI shant awaitupon the dawning crescent I shall meet thee by eyeand knowI really need to go fer a piss rn holy shit
2 hours on the clock starting now btw <3
>>41891487me thinking about you
>>41891487the motherland calls
kara and kopersa are so wonderful that i can’t even tell which one i love the most!!!
ohayo gozaimasuuuuu
>>41891538hve you tried reproducing with bipeds?>>41891570chieckens count :3c
https://files.catbox.moe/foab54.pngI'm sick and dying and this is my melon sheep
virus, don’t click
>>41891796https://files.catbox.moe/3lewks.pngClick it
Finger hurt headache feel sick sad about thing bad day ahead
pls just leave again pedro
>>41891850Paige hang yourself
>>41891879not only paige dislikes you retard, the majority of people does actuallyget a fucking grip you disgusting narc
>>41891893Nigga I know it's you stop trying to throw the blame on other schizos I'm talking about your deformed ass retard ass motherfucker ass self
>>41891905
you are the guy who wrote this about his "fursona">But her soul.. think about her soul.. the soft side with soft round horns and a cross earring and iris.. and then the evil side with the bloody sharp horns and the pentagram eyes.. the heart shaped white that makes her titties pop.. her round ass proportions that are erotic and #bodypositive.. shes literally my soul on a canvas. How can I top this? Maybe melon sheep girl could be something but I'm not so sure ... She's just a vibe not a soul reflection..
>>41891905literally wallowing in delusion to cope with your situationyou couldnt be more of a pathetic ugly disgusting narc if you triedyou got what you deserved
>>41891913>>41891916>>41891925You need therapy and a ward extremely badly
>>41891929>Unable to handle the fact that everyone here hates you
>>41891945Why would that be a problem??? It's fucking 4chan???
>You need therapy and a ward extremely badly>But her soul.. think about her soul.. the soft side with soft round horns and a cross earring and iris.. and then the evil side with the bloody sharp horns and the pentagram eyes.. the heart shaped white that makes her titties pop.. her round ass proportions that are erotic and #bodypositive.. shes literally my soul on a canvas. How can I top this? Maybe melon sheep girl could be something but I'm not so sure ... She's just a vibe not a soul reflection..
>>41891962It's been at least a year since this started bro this cannot be healthy for you
>How can you live? How are you ill like me yet can live? The hole on my chest won't go away no matter who temporarily is there to cover it. I end up cold and alone again and again. It is always my fault too. How can you live like this? How is it possible that you're alive? Are you slowly bleeding out but just accept it? Are you not scared of feeling the cold of loneliness again after getting close to someone? I can't live with the person I was born as so why are you alive when you're like me?
>>41891974How many edits do you have of already edited images of me? Show me your folder of 50-60 images of me to clarify to me how normal, mentally sane and likeable you are please, person I've never spoken to
Even after what I did I still feel hungry for the attention and affection of people, even more than beforeI know that eventually I will hurt them but I cannot sustain myself without itI can't be normal without and I can't put effort into my life without itIt's like a support net that stops me from falling down completely even if I can still fall and hurt myselfWithout it I just won't stop falling onto the ground over and over again until I stop getting upI need to talk to people and have friends again even if I'll hurt them because I need to liveI may just be a bad person by nature but I want to live
>>41891994What reaction do you think spamming my own posts is going to cause??????