prev >>42038111qott: är du bög?!
>>42066735>är du bög?!extremt
EVERY FUCKING TWO DAYS I HAVE TO SHAVE MY FACE WHYWHY WHYWHY CANT IT JUST DISAPEARWHY
just be a feminine man without taking hrt
hur mar du?
>>42066926ive wanted to epilate my face for a while. but i did a test and it hurt so fucking much i cant do it
>>42066949ya don't do that its bad for you just get laser/electro
I think I'm gonna just try and get really good at art and try to ignore my dysphoria. Just focus every day on working on my art like at least 8 hours a day, if I sleep for 4 hours a day that gives me time to do that whilst working 40 hours a week. Maybe I'll take œstrogen just for its anti-depressant effects and maybe I'll voice-train a bit to take the edge off my voice, but I won't do anything else
>maybe ill just transition a little bit
i can't believe how i can be so cruel to myself
>>42067871made me giggle
make me take my hrt, retards
>>42068232take your pills you dumb bitch
posting sweden's finest twinkhon
I WISH I WAS A WOMAN
can't wait to start electrolysis next year. i fucking hate facial hair so much
>>42067090Any experience with at-home laser?
>>42067871Legit happening to me desu.>I'll just get healthy, I'll just present a little fem, I'll just manmode, I'll just...
>>42068544retarded, just find a local laser place and pay for it with the real machine and a tech that knows what they're doing>oh no but lia they'll know that im a fageveryone already knows youre a fagthey've known your whole lifestop itgo get laser>>42068573extremely based
I ordered estrogen. Convince me not to take it. I'm afraid of getting ugly cone boobs, pure rope fuel. I'm old btw, like 35. It's over? >>42066936But i want tits and smelling like a man disgusts me daily. Also It's alleged I'll shrink both in height and shoe size. I hate my giant feet. Many reasons not to "just be a fem man anon!"
>>42068789>like 35. It's over?It's not over till the fat lady sings, as americans say.t. 39, starting in January
>>42068789>I'm old btw, like 35i started at 34, best decision i ever madeit is still ogre for us though>I'm afraid of getting ugly cone boobsworst case you get tasteful non-bimbo implants>shrinkhonscience but, my license said 5'9 but when i measure now im 5'7.5 i used a laser and a tape multiple timesseems like the dmv pitied me when i was 16 and gave me extra inches
seems like a lot of people here are starting soon>>42068789congrats!>Convince me not to take it.no
>>42066936id rather be a masculine man who takes hrt
it hurts
would chemical burns inhibit hair growth if applied to the face? at this point i'd be happier looking like a burn victim than having this stupid fucking beard i can't put into words how vitrolically i fucking hate it being so fucking thick and growing so fucking fast
>>42069501get laser
>>42069513can't afford it, i'm barely able to put food on the table for my mum
does hrt improve your orgasms
will kidnapping a femrepper and forcing "her" to transition and become my boyfriend make me feel better about myself repping
>>42069678yes
>>42069742when and how i've been on hrt for a few months and it hasn't changed at all
>>42069755just feels longer and more intense i don’t remember when it started, could just be bc I don’t jerk off as much tho
>>42069793how long have you been on hrt and do you jerk off the same>just feels longer and more intensegiwtwm
>>420698252y hrt before hrt I jerked off maybe every other day now I’m down to like once a week or less
>>42069840yeah i don't really do it as much as before i just am jealous of trannies who say their orgasms got way better
>>42069840>2y hrtwhat are you taking and do you know your levels?idk i want better orgasms but i don't even feel aroused most of the time
>>420698986mg subl, for thr first year i was on 8mg sublToo scared to move to injectionshaven’t taken a blood test in a while but last time my T was around 30 ng/dl
>>42069501>>42069567you can get groupons and that type of deal for extremely cheap if you look around
>>42069927>6mg subl, for thr first year i was on 8mg subldiy or prescribed?>Too scared to move to injectionsthey're not fun but i don't want to take pills 3 times a day>haven’t taken a blood test in a while but last time my T was around 30 ng/dlare you taking an aamy dosage should be lowering my t but i don't know
>>42069951diy, no aaI’m just too scared I’ll fuck up an injection, end up in hospital and have to kill myself from the embarrassment
>>42070066>I’m just too scared I’ll fuck up an injection, end up in hospital and have to kill myself from the embarrassmentwtf i actually relate entirelyi'm scared but i keep doing it
MAKE ME A GIRL
ok
when do you start
>>42066936>>42069301I CANT CHOOSE>>42068276I wish I was swedens finest twinkhon. Instead im northern new England's greatest alcoholic
i hate these banners and all these trans girls and ""boymoders"" drawn in a cute anime style, youre not an anime girl FUCK YOU FUCK TRANNIES FUCK EVERYTHING
>>42070282i want to be an anime girl
>>42070142after christmas in need a break
>>42066735>qottväldigt. Reppar som en manmoder
have to go exist irl at a party with friends who like me. kill me now>>42070280>northern new England's greatest alcoholichell of a title to claim
aaaaaaaaaaa
feminine man maxxing. i'm going to the christmas party with my nails done, but my hair is balding and i look years older than i am already. i'm basically a hon at this point but instead of taking hrt and killing myself i am just going to kill myself. my 2026 resolution is to end it with 10L of helium and a plastic bag. i was never real, and in the absence of a body, the mind screams in agony, it screams and it begs that it wants to die. it is believevable that gender dysphorics in ancient times just killed themselves. i will be doing the same. it is the natural order of things. to be out of place in the world is to not be in the world at all. bending the world to my will is pathetic.
>>42068789The smell changes are real but anything skeleton is delusional post puberty I wouldn't bother unless you can accept living as the hidden in-between. Enjoy never being intimate ever again. Enjoy wearing a binder every time you go outside.
>>42068789>>42068831>t. 39, starting in January>. I'm old btw, like 35Be serious nigga.
>>42070910I am serious. I told the story in previous repgen threads. Just look up for "39" and you'll find it.I'm starting on January 5.If i don't get super annoyed by this board, i may even make a thread about it then.
>>42068870>it is still ogre for us thoughDoes trooning help even if you don't pass?
>>42069840Does it really kill your sex drive? Can you just not get it up or do you not want to fap any more?
>>42070950fucking bizarro ... i am also 39 and had jan 5 as my planned start datemy supplies arrived early though and so i said fuck it and did my first injection yesterdaygood luck nona
>>42071077i'm the other anon but both i just don't have as much of a sex drive as i used to>Can you just not get it upi can but it doesn't happen on its own
>>42071149>my supplies arrived earlyGood luck to you too, nona!The bica did arrive but the shots will be delivered at the clinic. And they don't work most of the christmas season.So, whether i like it or not, Jan 5 stays as the date.I went slightly more official because if this works, i want some of it paid by insurance and also an easier time when I will want to change documentation.And if it fails, I still prefer to have an easier time scheduling blood tests and things like that.I have low expectations. So this might actually work as a result of that lol
>>42071063im much happier than i was pretran, and other than transition my life is the sameso ime it does
>>42066926enjoy it while it lasts, I have to pluck with tweezers and shave every morning now
tripfag tranny you know you do not belong hereleave and go be happy elsewhere
tripfag tranny please save me
>finally past midnightyep I think it's beer time
>>42072581she's nice and responds to us like normal human beings and the vibes have been positive, i've enjoyed her hanging aroundnot like we're doing anything else with the space>>42072591whatcha drinking? swear to god this beer is called "princess yum yum" and is v good
>>42072624Stella because it was on sale. Not my favorite and I probably should have got something else but whatever."Princess Yum Yum" sounds like it would be one of those sickly sweet "malt beverages," odd name for a beer. I would give it a try but I've definitely never seen it anywhere.
>>42072698ah yea stella's good for if you need to drink a lot of emyea has quite a bit of fruity taste but is still a good beer
I'm never going to be an anime girl, even if I miraculously transitioned to a biological level I'd still be a disgusting human, why try at all at that point
There is a man and a woman fighting for control of my body
>>42072826That's a great way of describing it.
>>42072826I still think the possession theory is kinda hot though like how is that not a turn on if a female spirit is trying to turn you into a girl
my estrogen order went through :D
is repgen doing their homework just in case?https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1EEgll71BVE
>>42073245yay!!!
there seems to be a lot of reppers who are breaking or considering 'hrtrepping' right now. wonder if it's the time of year or something?
>repgen>everyone is talking about taking estrogen this is just sad y’all are weak
if you met a trans girl irl who took an interest in you and starting gently pushing you towards trooning, do you think you'd succumb? i think i would
>>42073839I would succumb incredibly easily, which would end in disaster with results that would disgust her. One of the reasons why I completely avoid interacting with trannies irl.
