thread for all the girls i see poking around the edges on here. that was me a few years ago. dont get discouraged, keep working on it. if you come in this thread i will give you good advice.rules: ignore the trolls>im doing this cuz it makes me sad to think of ya all having such tough times so i want to put you in a box and hug you
>>42236222How do I make myself feel like a woman?I look like a woman because I'm post-op and have been on HRT for a decade but I don't feel like one, and the more I try to think of myself as one the more I feel like a weird man.
>>42236246i think the way to do this is through voice. voice is a very powerful tool, and i have seen people's expression understand me as a woman, and when people treat me like a woman i feel like a woman. it's also been a weird decade! you were isolated right as you were about to bloom! have you been socially transitioning this whole time?
>>42236246nta but there's this thread >>42222223incel nona has a lot of really practical stuff in there
>>42236222even if i look like this?
>>42236348how long have you been on E? those are really nice curves already but you look like someone who's been on it for like, 1 year at most
>>42236289I'm a little confused. Isn't social transitioning a very quick thing? I did it about a year after starting HRT (which was also when I was just about finished with laser and voice training), when I updated my name everywhere and switched over to girlmoding.
i pass because i have a good voice but i don't look like a woman at all. i am enby and was okay with this until learning i like women and now i feel disgusting and unlovable. i don't think i need advice as much as i need a hug or maybe a knife in the stomachmaybe srs will make me feel better but it is so far away
>>42236364its been 3... also im 5'5 so im too tall compared to everyone around me. if i was tall these proportions would look fine tho
>>42236396How do you manage to be 5'5" and not pass?
>>42236348you need to eat more and probably go to a doctor>>42236364troll go away>>42236368social transition is when you are treated as a woman socially. you're talking about bureaucratic transition, which is pretty fast. social transition is when you learn to dress, move, and speak like a woman
>>42236410this is my face
>>422363963 years on E? well, your breast growth isn't fantastic but if you add prog to your stack you could probably have decently large tits in 2 or 3 years! 5'5" is a really good height in the west, if you're in america or canada you're right around the average height of 5'4.5" for cis women
>>42236430> the average height of 5'4 for cis womenthis is why ill never pass, im too tall
>>42236370if you really work on it, SRS could be as soon as two years from when you started hrt. at 1 year they will schedule you for SRS. you can choose to start becoming more feminine in other ways. >>42236420you're very cute, and black girls pass really good to white girls cuz we're a little racist with it. i think that you should seek out other black trans girls, cuz /tttt/ is gonna fuck you up>>42236348>>42236430add cheeseburger to your stack
>>42236456tall women simply exist nona. they have to deal with getting transvestigated too, so you can roll your eyes when people ask prying questions
>>42236222im worried ill be fired and lose my insurance or trump will outlaw trans surgeries before i can get ffs and idk what ill do ;_;ive been waiting for 2 years with the only person in-network and idk if i could bear another waiting list if i were to fuck off to thailand
>>42236708this is a very real fear. how much longer do you have to wait? there are things that will make waiting easier. ffs is out of my wheelhouse
>>42236796august, which is way too close to the US budget reconciliation process for comfort seeing as budget fights tend to start well in advance of october
>>42236644they dont even need to ask for me
>>42236708what do u do?idk if this helps, but i was afraid of being fired too but coming out at work ended up being fine. regardless of what /lgbt/, your own anxiety thoughts, and a vocal minority of haters say, the reality is that people want to work with and support trans people. i work at a human services nonprofit with a lot of gay and lesbian representation tho so it probably varies a lot by industry.
>>42236873try to take it day by day. if they defund it or something, they're going to try to complete your scheduled surgery>>42236885you can change this. i believe in you
>>42236920>you can change this. i believe in youyou are hugboxxing me
>>42236873also, i dont want to get /pol/ but trumps white house will not do *anything* to fuck with plastic surgeons
>>42236940you specifically asked for this when you entered this thread ;)
>>422362225 years on hrti don't get misgenderedi voice trainedbut i have almost no friends and i hate myselfi keep thinking about cutting my hair and detransing but it took so much to come out and i like how i look now better but i wish i were prettieri feel stuck in a thought loop i can't escapelike how can i even be a womandid i really turn myself into a womanpeople treat me differently nowmen in general have always kind of scared me but now they scare me morei miss feeling invincible/numb but now i just feel vulnerable all the time and it's anxiety inducingsomething is wrong with mei have to be fake trans agp or something
>>42236958whatever you are boring
https://files.catbox.moe/7c4lun.png i hate my long face. long philtrum + long chin.
>>42236222thank you nausicaa ^^
>>42237091oh and i know i look like shit. 3 months hrt. no upkeep. fmstl. idk i just want to know if the shit im building off of is decent or not. :/ potential yk
>>42237091how did u get to white void i always wa nted to go there
>>42237091Cute for 3 months.I looked worse than that.You do have potential. The idea will be to register as female without make up. Your potential is there.Good luck!Hugs
>>42236364>>42236416>>42236632dont reply to it pls he's stealing my pictures and larping as me
>>42236894i came out years ago im worried about budget cuts seeing as i work for the state in an agency that doesnt have great bipartisan support and i havent been made permanent yetweve already had 2 rounds of layoffs and there may be more coming down the pipe, and since im on a contract im easy to let go (plus im at the bottom of the seniority totem)>>42236942all he has to do is declare trans surgeries cannot be covered by any health insurance and im fuckedi could not afford US surgeon cash pricesi could afford thailand but id rather not have to deal with another waiting list (plus my state insurance makes it cheaper to do it here vs cash price overseas)
>>42237187photos app on microsoft. used it to hide my background.>>42237208HUGBOXER!!!!! but seriously thanks. i know im literally ASKING to get hugboxed but. made me feel nice. thanks
>>42237266You're welcome. But I legit wasn't hugboxing.I'm the incel nona lol
>>42236416>social transition is when you learn to dress, move, and speak like a womanI mean, beyond voice training I... didn't really do any of that?
>>42237482i did that years before i took hrti remember practicing walking and sitting in my room as a teenagerholy shit i was doomed to trannyism wasn't i
gonna avoid posting myself here, last time i tried participating in one of these i got called brave an asked if i was even on e
>>42237497I just walked and sat like a woman alreadyHaving to practice just sounds kinda faketrans?
>>42237527oh yeah i'm a faketrans agp fetishisthalf the time i can't stop thinking about getting railed and it makes me want to kmsidk why i did this to myself
What does it mean if I got vaginoplasty and sometimes get an urge to have a dick again and penetrate a woman?
4 months hrt, breast growth stalled a month and a half ago, i wanna kmsi'm dealing with the acne it just doesn't feel like going for the time being
>>42238016you're literally fine omg. body passoid sybau. MILLIONS of wome built like that. fix dat acne tho
>>42237249Aside from Suporn, does anyone else even have a lottery or waitlist longer than like 3 months there?
>>42237220you know my demands
>>42239155ur so weird
>>42239257thats my cross to bear. i am willing to do all of this for you
>>42239281how is being creepy and impersonating me for me
>>42239296ive said before i cant tell you my reasons.please just listen to my demands thats all i ask. a normal person could easily follow them. prove to me you arent a retard and stop posting threads
>>42239308tell me why then ill stop
>>42239316oh (hon)ey i cant. youll feel better once you ditch this whole place. stop worrying about what some random nona thinks
Why are we here just to suffer
>>42239328no genuinely tell me and ill nvr make a thread again
>>42239344i wish i could. ig we will continue this dance forever little hon
>>42237029you're not fake trans, you just need to remember>a successful transition does not mean you will be happy
>>42239334prime twinkhon
>>42239334Would chase
>>42239349im not a hon
>>42236222is this dress work keeping anon or is it not age appropriate/makes me look 2 bulky (sorry 4 messy bathroom
>>42239403cute dress! definitely not casual!!>>42238016fyi, 4 months hrt is basically nothing. everything takes time>>42237798means sometimes a strap is fun>>42237249i really dont think he can, but i've been suprised before >>42237029it's been a TOUGH 5 years nona. go to the gay club or somethin>>42239328>>42239281>>42239376>>42239369begone
>>42239403Bruh I used to have a rat's tail like this as a teenager, similar hair colour, too. Who are you, an alternate universe version of myself?
>>42241089all trannies r bascially th same person so may be. my hair is messy sometimes im not that ratty i am 23 though so maybe i should get my shit 2gether
>>42239403OMG you look so nice keep it up
>>42239403so hot
