>>42268323
What about my suffering

>>42268340
You deserve a white nerdy bf who looks a little weird too !

>>42268323
How would you feel about a white nerdy trans woman instead? That is most transbians

>>42268323
i will become your bf if you look like andou

>>42268323
rena andou wouldn’t say that

>>42268323
i love all women but idk, you should have to grovel at a white man's (mine) feet and beg for love

>>42268482
They’re all racist and wouldn’t dare date someone with melanin

>>42268323
white trans girls deserve nerdy ethnic bfs as reparations for our suffering

>>42268323
Hi

>>42268839
"hi lol"

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>>42268323
they deserve white transbian top gfs

>>42268715
thats not true im not racist and id love to date someone with lots of melanin. brown people look hotter next to my pale ginger ass and i look hotter next to brown people. ghostly white nordic tranners and glistening bronze tranners complement each other

>>42268323
I’ve never met one that wasn’t a stuck up oppressionmaxxing piece of shit living off affirmative action

I volunteer

>>42268869
hi

>>42268323
Would you join a throuple with a nerd white boy and nerdy white bpd part girl?

>>42268855
Who dis

>>42269154
im making fun of you

>>42268323
I'll take the latinas

>>42269090
I feel ethnic girls would be more monogamous

>>42268323
damn. im technically half mexican but im pasty pale white from being inside all the time, and a short chubby boymoder at that. can i still have a nerdy white bf? i'll cook you really good white people tacos + maybe spin on it a little c;

>>42272613
>pale thicc latina
Need

>>42268323
>be me, brown in south american country
>have a white, nerdy brother 10+ years older than me
>not step- or anything, just latent genetics from an ancestor or something
>look up to him my whole childhood as a beacon of maturity, kindness, strength, morals etc.
>he would always be there for me and would always try to gift or help me with anything
>a lot of my depressive episodes were about how much better to me he was to me, and how he was so effortlessly masculine
>ff to now
>have a thing for white nerdy guys dominating me
Why does it always come back to this?

>>42272796
typo isn't broken english I swear it's just me repeating myself I'm not that retarded

>>42268323
who counts as ethnic? are eastern europeans ethnic?

>>42272796
Have you gotten some nerds to dominate you at least

>>42272861
south america is an animalistic hellhole where 1/50 people is white and all the civilized nerds leave because they're too good for his god-awful subcontinent

>>42272878
Ah shit, hope you can emigrate soon and find a nice guy! My gf is also ethnic, though she has a thing for white nerds like me because her brother who is even more brown tormented her. Seems it‘s brother complexes all the way down.

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>>42268323
whtie men dont deserve ethnic trans girls

>>42272921
Thank you. Sibling fetishism is commonplace here but It's not muh of a turn-on for me. It's just the reason why I ended up with the tastes I did. Also. I'm dying of jealousy.

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>>42272955
dw no one wants your black ass kek

>>42272972
sywau

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>>42272987
what r u gonna do abt it lols

>>42272965
She also doesn’t have sibling fetishism, she just a brother complex in the way it affected her I meant (this case wanting someone not like her brother). Sorry! We met online fwiw, so maybe that is an avenue. She really wanted me because I would nerd rant and one thing led to another after she locked me down. Her ethnic girl friends all are into nerds types too

if God is good then why'd he make me a bengali mtf. Just saying that out loud is enough to make anyone feel like a massive fag. IRL women r like hiiiiii ur so brave listen u fucked up ur life but its OK because transitioning is hard andim like Yeah also i don't know how much im being fucked with cus i asked for a straw at a restaurant and a big British Barry sort chuckled and went heh and it was like Woah did he see through me does he want to crush my head or what is it cus im ugly Even white trannies they're like. Heyyy. I'm gonna take meth. Which isn't a blanket statement but all 3 white trannies i knew irl took meth and the brown one i knew did like coke or something and i found it sorta cool cus meth makes ur internals browner and coke is white lol Anyway no but seriously this sucks ad curly hair sucks 2 take care of i didn't actually know my hair was curly until i was a full grown adult cus my mom had straight hair and my dad plus all uncles were bald lol. they always fawn over my hair and r like heh ur gonna lose it when are u gonna cut it. Anyway i feel shame for liking men cus it's like lol the fag thinks he'll find someone ha

>>42273018
Are you still in Bangladesh

>>42273031
UK but i visited once and that's where they accidentally found out i was a tranny and the next day they took me out to some weird remote location and i was like wow am i going to die today but no no I didn't i also saw like 2 regular ppl die they other circumstances whilst there it's kind of scary that reminder of how ppl can be. There was a boat ride and it's like oh wow it's so scenic and beautiful but no there's a lot of leeches and they constantly had to shovel water onto the motor or whatever or the boat would start sinking i don't know why it worked like that

>>42273051
yapmoder tranny. very cute.

>>42273051
Ah okay a bit less hellhole. Do you pass at least? Also being ashamed for liking men is normal you have to get used to being a fag through doing it

>>42273051
Wow srry phone typing can be odd. die there from other circumstances* As in unrelated to the tranny stuff and at different times and locations. BUT I did see the third gender guys begging for money and my entire family just turned to look at me with disgust

>>42273072
>>42271186 Not really and It has been half a decade. I used to be rlly optimist abt it but now i feel physically ill from thinking about it and making everyone else deal with it. Some random girl brought me a dress from a thrift shop and wanted to do my stuff and i was like wtf is this advanced bullying is she trying to be nice is she into drag is it a challenge my frame is so hefty i feel like the proprioception from being in my preferred body would kill me from information overload cus it'd be so different and now im nearing mid 20s and it's like lol there goes ur youth
>>42273061
As a kid i was a mute but now im not and I don't know how im usually the one saying the most stuff because I feel like im trying to stop myself from talking a lot. My destiny is to be the quiet tranny at family gatherings i feel like that might be an emerging archetype

>>42273135
You pass in the picture if that‘s you

>>42268323
would hit ngl

>>42268323
hi I'm a nerdy white guy and I'd like an ethnic trans girlfriend. what kind of ethnic are you?

Poon here, currently looking for a tall nerd bf

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>>42268323
i used to have a white nerdy best friend who would tease me for being brown and short and make jokes about owning me and loved to remind me that he was "superior" and all that tongue in cheek stuff
then he found himself a cis girl and it turns out he just had a weird sense of humor and wasn't interested in me at all
pain

>>42273866
Be more forward. I did this to my now gf and she had to put a lock down on it because I’m a bit dull with these things

>>42273866
What do you like to spend your time with

>>42273875
>Be more forward.
if you're saying i need to make a move, i already confessed my feelings to him when my heart got broken. he let me down gently and said that sadly he never felt the same way about me but also that i shouldn't be ashamed of my feelings.
whenever i mentioned our dynamic on the board, people told me he was clearly being flirty with his jokes but nope. it was just his sense of humor.
>>42273906
i'm not sure what you mean exactly anon but i'm a comfy cozy kinda tranny i like sitting on the couch and watching stupid movies with someone close to me and watching them stream a game or just relaxing around them or just going on a night drive together. it's what my friend and i did a lot before we stopped talking. i miss those days

>>42273938
Yeah maybe try and find something where you find history nerds? Feel there should be people who are a bit chud without being hateful. It is how she found me anyway and I also did this to her

>>42273957
>Yeah maybe try and find something where you find history nerds?
idk i'll think about it. it's still too recent and i haven't finished moving on yet. trying to just focus on me and finishing my transition and spending time with my other friends.
>Feel there should be people who are a bit chud without being hateful. It is how she found me anyway and I also did this to her
yeah we met at work and he had a chud vibe in the early days but mellowed out from being around me so much. i hope something like that can happen again but only after i've successfully transitioned so being closeted doesn't fuck everything up again.

>>42273972
How far are you in transitioning you would say

>>42273938
You confessed when he got a cis girlfriend or you mean you did before and it‘s where your heart got broken? Sorry though, and kinda stupid on his side. If you are a nerdy chud having a girl you can be racist to in a cute way is kind of what is required of you. Hope you‘ll find a new one, my gfs girl friends kinda aim for similar demographic funnily. Seems common with brown trans girls I guess

>>42273980
pretty far. 3.5 years hrt and on the cusp of finally going full time but there are some major hurdles left in my way.
thanks to lucky genetics and a decent workout routine my body passes. not a 10/10 but it passes
my face doesn't pass but i have FFS coming up in the summer and a cisf friend of mine is going to help me learn makeup later this month.
most people don't know what to gender me because of the disconnect between my face and my body. my face is androgynous enough to give people the benefit of the doubt sometimes
i've only recently started coming out to everybody since i stayed closeted to not risk scaring off my best friend and crush. but the silver lining is i don't have to worry about that anymore i guess
>>42274000
>You confessed when he got a cis girlfriend or you mean you did before and it‘s where your heart got broken?
when he got a cis girlfriend. i tried to make it work for our friendship but i broke down and texted him the truth about everything. it was amicable but we're taking a break. i don't know if we'll ever talk again though.
>If you are a nerdy chud having a girl you can be racist to in a cute way is kind of what is required of you.
i liked that about us a lot, he was my foil in a way because he was more conservative than me and we would argue in a playful way a lot until he would pull the "i'm taller and white" card and i'd pretend to get so mad lol. thanks for this anon it's nice to look back on the fun times.
>kinda stupid on his side.
sometimes i feel the same way. my mom told me it's his loss and she could see how much love i could've given him. but in the end it's because i wasn't a pretty cis girl like her so that's that

>>42274037
Ah, yeah you should have gone when he was free still imho. With white nerd type you need to be pushy as brown girl and do it before some cis girl gets him I think. He might have been too hesistant on trans gf though, but gay move on his side.

Sounds fun! I told my gf once I’m getting her deported as a joke in an argument which worked. I‘m vaguely similar on politics to her but when she was more earlier on transition I would tell her how women shouldn‘t do some things when I found it cringe and it was fun to argue about that.

Nice that your mom supports you though, expected she‘d want someone from same ethnicity

>>42274037
You sound cute, I am sure there is some white nerd who likes making racial remarks but with a good heart for you.

>>42274062
>Ah, yeah you should have gone when he was free still imho.
it's one of my regrets. i was planning on telling him i was trans on new years, but he found someone else before i got the chance to ease into the truth. but again he said so himself verbatim, "i don't feel the same way about it" and apologized for leading me on.
but it was always tricky. he knew me since i started transitioning and i was closeted to him out of fear. he only ever knew me as the guy he met three and a half years ago. it probably would've been different if he met me later in life.
he also said he hoped we could still be friends. we're taking a break now but the few times we texted he seemed very distant. i won't lie i know it's unhealthy but sometimes i hope that one day he'll get to know the real me and we can start over. but it's wishful thinking.
>He might have been too hesistant on trans gf though
yeah, he was always flippant on his opinion of trans people. always hard to gauge and i let my fear get the better of me for too long.
>Nice that your mom supports you though, expected she‘d want someone from same ethnicity
well i should confess that i'm mixed race so who i date doesn't really play into anything. my dad is white but i got most of my mom's genes lol. people don't believe i'm part white until they meet my dad.
>>42274075
thanks anon, i hope so too. but honestly even if he isn't a white nerd, i'll be happy to have someone i can be cozy with one day.

>>42274104
Ah makes more sense. My gf is ethnic but only lightly tanned. Only complaint I really have is I wish she was more brown for the contrast ngl. What can you do


Ahhh yeah seems unfortunate, you sure he never picked up on you being a tranny though, if you have visibly changed. Imo: it might happen, but if you don‘t move on it will feel desperate and never happen versus down the line maybe stars aligning.

>>42274037
I would say that browns are not yet subject to human rights yet and then slowly move my white hands down. For the joke obviously. And then touch in a weird way killing the moment I’m an incel chud

>>42274115
>you sure he never picked up on you being a tranny though
that's the crazy part, i thought i was making it so obvious! i dropped so many hints! we would drink a lot together and i would let things slip. i mentioned saving up money and he kept saying it was for my future sex change and i would laugh it off. he even implied that he would like that and it became a running joke between us
but no when i told him i was trans and had ffs coming up he said it was a lot to take in but that he supported my transition. i guess he never outright said he didn't know or see it coming but still.
>Imo: it might happen, but if you don‘t move on it will feel desperate and never happen versus down the line maybe stars aligning.
yeah that's why i'm trying my hardest to give things time and both of us space. i don't want to put all my eggs in that basket
sometimes i think about everything he said during our time together and wonder if he's working through his feelings too. but idk. i'm just going to focus on myself for a while.
either way i'm optimistic for the future and excited for my ffs so i can finally go full time
>>42274129
you'll find your brown gf one day anon you sound silly and fun

>>42274143
I try but then I meet one and her beauty spikes my cortisol levels puffing my face and making me an unlovable sub-3 human ruining the moment. It is so unimaginably OVER actually. I doomed to be with a boring white girl at this rate.

>>42274143
Maybe you were not making it obvious enough guys can be retarded. You should know it having been one in a previous life

I do think there is a level where jokes are jokes, and he doesn‘t really have to reconcile conflicts he feels about it. Then he was forced to really be serious about it

Yeah best of luck with transition, I’m sure your mother’s genes aren‘t completely useless

>>42274150
oh come on anon don't be so hard on yourself. i wish you the best of luck

>>42274161
I was making a joke servi. Main problem is there are not a lot here (Europe)

>>42274160
>Maybe you were not making it obvious enough guys can be retarded.
i always kept that in mind. i would say stuff and i swear that guy would just forget it happened within the hour. he was always a little dense but sometimes he would lie about not remembering our drunken times together and i'd find out later on he remembered everything. he was a wildcard.
>>42274160
>I do think there is a level where jokes are jokes, and he doesn‘t really have to reconcile conflicts he feels about it. Then he was forced to really be serious about it
yeah i think about this a lot. there was a lot going on in the moment that day. i just remind myself that it's his feelings and no longer my concern unless something changes. but for now i'm focusing on me.
>Yeah best of luck with transition
thanks anon you take care
it was nice venting to you it really helped
>>42274164
oh that's a fair point. i can be a little dense myself sometimes

>>42274167
>oh that's a fair point. i can be a little dense myself sometimes
Yeah it’s why it took so long for your kind to get the right to vote ;-) Sorry! My inner chud came out

>>42274167
Best of luck, and nice I could make you less anxious! May we see each other on here again, hopefully with you talking about having a guy in tow next time :)

>>42268323
I need to a brownmoder

>>42273170
NOT GOOD ENOUGH FOR 5 YEARS AND THATS LIKE MY BEST PIC NOT AVERAGE APPEARANCE

>>42276751
you need to what?

>>42277148
Kiss and wife

Im a str8t white top and i love latina transgirls

>>42274188
yeah hopefully :D
>>42274181
lmaooooo no that's ok that was funny

>>42278090
Okay now we got to the point where we post a few times more, no one exchanges discords, and we blue ball the rest of the board. So. Transbians cringe am I right? AGP HSTS something. Brown women just do it better. But they‘re still scum the kind Plato warned us of.

>>42268323
White worship is weird, and off-putting.

>>42278178
this

i want to bleach my skin

>>42277847
>bleach-white skin
>slightly bigger eyebrows
>1/256th hispanic that being the Count of Buenaventura, spain who in 1678 visited the colonies and shagged her aryan nordic great great great great great grandma, who himself came from a long line of franco-germans
>"man i love latinas!"
fuck my stupid brown tranny life

>>42278136
ofc ofc anon
but in all reality though i am sorry i'm done posting for the day, got things i need to take care of
but i hope you find ur brownie out there one day c:
stay stronk

I'm convinced most of these white worship posts are just white people ERPing.

>>42278199
No worries I am too. I just got home from work and wanna sleep in the meantime from last post now lol. Cya brownon!
Also: you aren‘t that dull at the speed you are cracking those captchas - so less less hard on yourself.

>>42278236
thanks anon sweet dreams

>>42278228
One day I will post my brown ass to seal the deal once and for all that I'm not a whiteoid larping

>>42278228
Cope

>>42272878
Spotted the Colombian

>>42278312
>>42278511
Why are whites worshiped?

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>>42278228
No. I frequently post about my white boyfriend who is pale from being on the computer too much.
>>42278549
I am South American. White skin is worshipped here like the most desirable trait one can have. If you were not born with it, like me, you can still socially climb by dating a white person.
So, ever since I was a kid I was taught white is desirable and I grew to be highly attracted to it. I would still date brown men but they would have to be incredibly hot. My bf has a weird face but I still love him.

>>42278616
Why is light skin worshipped there? In the UK pale skin is mocked, seeing it associated with being asocial and a shut-in.

>>42278228
>>42278312
Guess I'm doing this... I probably should've tripped.
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>>42278750
NTA but it's deep-rooted and the best explanation is probably leftovers from the colonial-era racial hierarchy. There's also the fact a lot of south-american countries didn't have racial segregation afterwards and so interracial relationships are much more common.

A fairly dark south american girl told me I should just try to date brown women since they, supposedly, ACTUALLY like nerdy white guys. The few white girls I've tried to date who seemed into 'nerdy white guys' were, in hindsight, clearly manipulating me and/or had retarded standards for men that they threw away the second any woman showed interest in them. (last one cheated on me with a pedophile troon 2 days after meeting her)
But idk where to meet these mythic brown women who aren't retarded. I never see em in any of the hobbies I have and the only ones I could ever meet IRL are somalians, and of those the few I met who ever approach my type at all made being woke their entire personality.

>>42278835
>>42278750
It's usually associated with wealth, intelligence and maturity. This could also come from the early 20th century european mass-migrations wherein shitloads of much more educated and experienced whites dominated (lol) the economy and brought alongside them stuff like railways, heavy industry etc that were alien to the agricultural economies of the time. Coupled with the vast majority of our colonial revolutionaries being Criollos (colony-born spaniards, so white.) so for centuries the quintessential strongman was a tall white unmixed white guy leading mestizo locals and occasionally banging 20+ kids out of their indigenous wife.

>>42278850
Generally a) they dislike own man for annoying machismo and b) often they have nerdy interests local guys do not care for. So it is *true* but high search costs to find them. Eg I know a morrocan girl that if I was Muslim I could date her easily for being a white nerd.

>>42278616
How did you meet your bf

>>42268323
i deserve an ethnic transgirl(as a white girl)

>>42278750
White skin = European = Ruling colonial class = Higher economic and cultural capital = Better social status

Mothers here dream of one day birthing a blonde child, not only a sign of a better life for the family but also a confirmation of the bloodline's quality and former "glory" as part of the colonial ruling class.
>>42279061
University

>>42278939
>>42279126
The light skin worship is creepy since light skin is the norm where I live. A very alien feeling.

>>42268323
if you get one they will simply troon out on you because the white nerds open to it are just reppers