>No fun allowed edition>QOTT: What do you do for fun?>QOTT2: When is the last time you felt real joy?Last thread: >>42213622
i think id like to be a girl but its surely too late
ill just kms this aprilill keep ya ll posted
>>42271339I don't have any burner accounts.
>>42271478Please don't nonny.
>>42271435>What do you do for fun?Drink>When is the last time you felt real joy?I got blackout drunk and ended up having a therapy session with a stripper at the strip club.
>>42271486were you giving the therapy or receiving
>>42271482this was planned so many years ago dear anonthis is itredline
>>42271494Receiving obviously
>>42271486would you recommend itmy therapist ditched
>>42271544I'd do it again if not for the fact that it cost me half of my paycheck.
>>42271435qott: video games, been reading a bit more lately, getting stoned and watching ytqott2: gave a friend a gift they really liked for christmas which was nice :)
>>42271501:(
>>42271479if u ever decide to make one...anonfilly@airmail.cc
almost cried at work yesterdayalmost cried at work todaybut tomorrow i get to almost cry at home instead
how the fuck you bitchless bitches crying OFF hrt?insane meanwhile i feel NOTHING ON HRTwait a minute..
>>42271708>ON HRT
>>42271708i can't cry
>>42271744im crying rn
can i cry with you
>>42271747lucky you
it's fucked up that ppl here have feminine typing styles
>>42271752no i would immediately laugh at you>>42271760you have brain damage please get it checked and leave the internet for a bit
>>42271760what does that look like
>>42271744how come?
i hate all of you but i ahte myself more
>>42271781i physically can't, the tears don't come out. the last time i cried was i think around 2 years ago
>>42271785sorry
I crave WW3 because I selfishly want the exterior world to match the feeling of my interior world.
i need to lose weight
I crave heaven because I selfishly want the exterior world to clash with the feeling of my interior world.
angelrepper
just be gay
>>42271947
>>42271708I don't know how people don't cry. Its gotten worse as I've aged too. Now I cry at movies which is something I would've called unbelievably gay just a couple of years ago.
i cried reading a book a few nights ago
what bookFUCK THESE STARS
>>42271554cool guess i need to get money so i can pay someone new to listen to my bs
i want to be a femboy with a futa gf
>>42271999just be straight
>>42273777I want to be a foid with a futa gf
>>42273839i need to die
>>42273919same
I get to drink alcohol again in 2 days we are so back
>>42271708often just being outside and being around people makes me cry
>>42271708try cypro i was blubbering at the dumbest shit or the slightest inconvenience >t. easter island stone man
>>42271435take your HRT, retards
i don't know what this is but the fact I will never have the experience of being a teenage girl going to the mall with her friends and instead have spent my entire teen years in self loathing isolation is the worst thing to ever happen. I am 19 and haven't had irl friends in nearly a decade.
>>42276149cypro killed my emotions too tbhon, it can cause depression due to 5a suppression like fina
>>42276679Very cute. Stop repping.
>>42276679I should have stopped repping when I was your age
>>42277693>>42276807I will repping until I die. I don't want to destroy my life anymore
>>42276679Never stop repping. You just need to stop self-loathing and start working
>>42277827you are 19. it genuinely only gets worse.t. 29 and it's actually over
I survived troony toons and get to be normal cis straight (mostly) white male
>>42273839Same desu.
why did I have to be born a giga cutecel, I don't even feel like a woman I just think about trannying because it would unironically make me look less uncanny, and I'm losing hair. I have very similar head and faceshape as this person, but bigger eyes and lips. I am tired of looking like a pooner. Might unironically do it bros. and just dress andro.
>>42276336But it won't make everyone in the world a woman?
>>42278962genuine question: would a male lion that transitions lose their mane given female lions obviously lack them?
>>42278929>as this personWhich person?
>>42278985this person it removed my plebbit link I used ai to compare I have similar layout, but better features and soft-tissue, I would mog this person.
>>42278980Its prolly like human bodyhair where it thickens and grows with influence from testosterone and eventually thins from lack thereof. A lion 10 years on HRT will probably therefore have a shaggy and thin mane
>>42278980Actually yes
>>42279179interesting, funny how lions are the reverse of humans in that testosterone = more head hair
>>42278585>it genuinely only gets worseI really do not want to be a 30 year old man who wants to be a woman.It has to go away at some point. There is no way I will feel this way until I'm 70.
>>42279781>It has to go away at some pointIt doesn't.I thought it does from 21 to 30. Then it came back. And then got worse. This monday finally took my first shot.>There is no way I will feel this way until I'm 70But there is.Nobody beat this. Ever. Anywhere.I wish I didn't think like you when I was 20. I could've fully transitioned by now. But oh well, maybe others will be smarter than me.
>>42273839i need this i need need need
>>42279698could view it as a beard
why didn't you groom me when I had the chance
>>42279781i hate this image in particular
>>42279878Absolutely fucked up how we find ourselves wishing for shit like this because we failed to engage in self-actualization on our own.
>>42279904failing is human. perpetuating failure is the problem.
>>42279929The problem is that by the time we learned that what we did was wrong, it was too late. Or at least, it seems to be too late.
>>42280091>Or at least, it seemsBrainworm.There are successful transitions at 45 and failed ones at 17.We got a lot more control over things than we imagine. And there are more factors playing in than mere age.
>>42279781>I really do not want to be a 30 year old man who wants to be a woman.it is. again, only gets worse. embarrassing to be bald as hell, sleeping with a stuffed animal and cutting yourself and shitbest way to prevent this is for you to transition now
>>42280273>sleeping with a stuffed animaThat's why you throw them away, no comfort objects no problem.
>>42280148or a lot less control than one imagines. someone who makes it at 45 would have made it at 17, someone whos doomed at 17 is doomed at 45.
>>42280394thing is you don't know before hand if you don't try.And not trying is worse than trying and finding out it's not for you.There is no "zero regret" option. But there is the "less regret" option.
I bought a Steam Deck and unironically discovered I was trans while playing on it. I'm in my 30s and basically look like Hodor, so I know pursuing that shit would be a pipe dream and a fool's errand.Here's hoping we get a second shot at life repanons, next time maybe we get to customise our character instead of hitting the random button.
>>42280619how did the steam deck awaken you
>>42280377i genuinely sleep so much better with it, kinda weird really
>>42280628Because Linux is coded by trannies, so in my head the Steam Deck is trans-coded.I was staring at my female hunter in Sunbreak and suddenly realised I wasn't admiring the ass, but was envying it.
All human relationships poisoned by hatred especially in the gay community
>>42280661You're probably just gaslighting yourself. My problem is that I'm bisexual.
>>42280685>bisexual>problemI'm not seeing the problem.Fuck everyone that tells you to pick a side.
>>42271435And the men likewise gave up natural relations with women and were consumed with passion for one another, men committing shameless acts with men and receiving in themselves the due penalty for their error.
>>42280629I just hug a pillow instead.
>>42280713Complicates AGP a lot more and makes me feel disgusting. Like when you see a female character in something like that anon mentioned, not knowing if you're attracted to them or imagine yourself as them which is gross. That's all fictional bullshit though which doesn't apply seeing real people at least.
>>42280722I just want to love men but arguably that's looked down on even more in women
i am dead
>>42280756>not knowing if you're attracted to them or imagine yourself as them which is grossIt's ok to be both though, imagining yourself as someone else and finding yourself attractive at the same time, I'm struggling to find the issue. What you're describing reads alot more like a lack of self-confidence or self-worth.I'm sorry for you anon, at least you have my sympathy.
I would like a straight guy to fall in love with me. Women have it so easy. Of course, their lives aren't as good as they would be if I were in their bodies. AGP was actually just a way of fantasizing about being desired by straight men. If straight guys were sexually attracted to anything other than women, I would want to become that thing. That's why I also went through a phase of wanting to be a femboy.
>>42280847Modern women have become so repulsively toxic you could honestly argue what straight men are attracted to these days is just 'whoever is nice to me'.Maybe the romans were right.
>>42271947Me too repster. Me too. If I can't be happy, why should the rest of the world. In a just world, we'd sit overlooking the ocean on a cliff edge as the mushroom clouds devour everything before we spawn in the afterlife in our body of choice>>42271435Great OP. Literally me>What do you do for fun?I like to drive. I wish street racing was still a thing (muh illegal) because I can't afford to do rally and track racing is soulless garbage.
BARBIE SAYS YOU CAN BE ANYTHINGTHAT BITCH WAS LYING
>>42281024She meant ciswomenAnd it was still a lie
i want to be happy
Pinkpill or not. You all should be eating well, and staying active. Keep that cardio up to maintain femininity, and some bench pressing to give yourself manly boobs. If youre balding start taking finasteride and minoxidil nowIf youre gonna rep do it right
>>42281057Nope. Going to cigarettemax instead.
>>42281057>If youre balding start taking finasteride and minoxidil nowThe last thing we need is to risk anhedonia and brainfog. We're already suicidal enough as it is, but I'm sure we have some tiny little copes
>>42273807being straight isn't controversial, you want to be a woman because you are too embarrassed to like men as a man yourself
>>42281067Im doing that too, you can so both
>>42281057Minoxidil + silicone scalp massager + biotin + wearing a satin bonnet to bed.Trust me anons, it works, we may not be women but that doesn't mean we have to be ugly bald men.
>>42281067Shits too expensive here.
>>42281121whats the bonnet do
>>42281121> but that doesn't mean we have to be ugly bald men.Too late. I was never gonna be happy as a man no matter what I looked like.
>>42281142Keeps your hair oils in your hair instead of rubbing off on your pillow at night.
>>42281125F. Smoking one out for you instead.
>>42281246Thanks repsis x
what did i do to deserve this
>>42281477life sucks
>>42281477you believe it's not ok to like men as a man
>>42281521and if i dont like men in general?
>>42281577then you would have no reason to want to be a womaneveryone is at least bisexual you view womanhood as a way of normalizing your sexual desires
>>42281596My reason for wanting to be a woman has literally nothing to do with sexuality. Giving AGP vibes right now hon
>>42281521i think it's ok
>>42281619you want a husband and are unwilling to seek that as a man because you believe it is wrong for men to be with other men
>>42281634no i dont
>>42281646keep lying to yourself, you are the victim of your own crimes
>>42281521weird post