Who else is transitioning just cause they're bored?
>>42318414gr8 reason
>>42318414me but in 2017now I'm not bored, but I'm taking my shots.
>>42318431I know, right? Free will is fortunately not always a burden
>>42318440Would you say that it was all worth it in the end?
>>42318588Yes.I had it in mind since 2015 but postponed for reasons of being busy (and also hoping that I won't need to).Not upset that I postponed, not upset that I started out of boredom (and loneliness desu), but very glad I did. It certainly ended my boredom kek
>>42318633So you really had no dysphoria at all prior to starting? Besides boredom and loneliness, what made you decide to transition?
>>42318654>what made you decide to transition?Loneliness and desperation. Totally not joking.I made a thread about it >>42222223At best I was light agp. But given how things turned out I might have been just lucky. Or desperate enough to be willing to soldier on by sheer brute force.Been called a transmaxxer a couple of times on this board heh.No regrets. No longer lonely, good social life, even found love and a drive to work and be functional. 10/10 would do it again.>no dysphoria at all prior to starting?Not in any sense commonly described in other transwomen's stories, no.I simply failed as a man.
>>42318706I remember this thread. Your story is honestly inspiring. I'd even wager that the reason you "failed as a man" is because of dysphoria, even if it wasn't as overt and straightforward as for other trans women, but at this point it's just semantics. All that matters is that you're happier now, and I'm genuinely happy for you, if not even a bit envious
>>42318836>if not even a bit enviousHeh, and I'm resentful because I know at least 1/3 of the people who genuinely like me now wouldn't have given me even half of a second in 2017.But enough about me. Why are you doing it? Timeline?
>>42318862All that resentment will only weigh you down, even if it's justified.>But enough about me. Why are you doing it? Timeline?In my case it's almost the opposite. I was in no way failing as a man, but my life still felt empty and meaningless. Did I feel ugly? Yeah, so I just worked out and took care of my looks until I became really good looking, only to feel nothing. Was I lonely? Yeah, so I just made plenty of friends who genuinely cared for me, and even got a gf, but I still felt just as alone if not even more. I basically could achieve anything I would ever want, but I never wanted anything as it never felt meaningful in any way. If anything I barely felt human and just passively existed, waiting for death and filling my time with anything that would keep me busy.I kept living this empty life, until I ended up trying out shrooms and LSD, which made it painfully obvious to me that I would never be able to feel alive as a man, so I decided to give transition a try. It was still something I deeply struggled to accept as my only path forward, and I went on and off hrt multiple times, each time with the intent of trying to make being a man work, only to realize that it was still the same purgatory it always was. My last LSD trip sealed the deal though that this was the right path forward, and ever since I have started hrt again and slowly working on learning to feel alive. Less than 2 months have passed since the last time I've started hrt though, so I still have a long road ahead of me, but at least it's one I'm hopeful of
>>42319164>resentment will only weigh you downDoubt. I'm less resentful now than 3 months ago. And a lot less than a year ago. I'm slowly killing the brainworm.>I barely felt human and just passively existedI can relate to that, at least.>went on and off hrt multiple timesoh nona, that sounds rough.do you have a support network?
>>42319230>I'm slowly killing the brainworm. Happy for you here. It's actually not really easy to forgive and forget, even if that's kinda kitsch advice.>oh nona, that sounds rough. do you have a support network?It definitely was rough, but it is what it is. I do technically have a support network as I do have plenty of supportive friends, but I've not come out to them yet, bot because of shame and denial. I do definitely plan on slowly come out now though, at least when the time is right, and the changes from hrt start to become at least a bit more apparent. I'm taking this slow, mostly out of fear, but also because I don't like rushing things
>>42318414I transitioned to destroy my mother's bloodline. I do not even care how I am perceived or which gender people identify me as. I do not care about the pass/hon lookism of gay cannibals. I only care that I have successfully destroyed my bloodline.
>>42318414im transitioning because im a loser so i guess so
>>42318414I'm not bored, but i'm transitioning because it's funny.
>>42318706Who wants to drive to work? That's even more boring than being bored.
>>42319705Kinda same, but with my father's bloodline instead
