QOTT Thoughts on Severance?QOTT 2 If the rumors of Mark being a tranny are real. How should we torture the writers if they make it cringe?previous: >>41773514
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i do not believe trans mark is gonna happen. what’s the evidence behind the theory
>>42543951nonepure rumor
>>42543932>If the rumors of Mark being a tranny are realIt's not rumors you retarded redditor it's a "meme" some reddit tranny came up with. If it was true there would be no way to make it not cringe because Mark is very obviously male and behaves like a male and never once showed any signs of having dysphoria.>what if he's a trans male thenHe impregnated Gemma (and Helly).
DAE kin ENA
imagine season 3 drops and they just make mark a complete lateshit hon
>>42545863i'd kms genuinely
>>42543932dead
how detrimental was she to DID representation
>>42550370all DID reps are equally horrific opticsnukes
Im not DID but my ex was a DID FTMTF
>>42550727how was that?
>>42550867She was controling. Covered my eyes during a bikini scene in Dr. Strangelove and wouldnt let me go in a friend's room because he had an anime girl poster
>>42550890horrifying
>>42544204ENA is honestly perfect DID rep. insane how well it works desu
>>42554481I love her so much shes actually ome of the only chars i truly kin perfectly. Her alters even match up somewhat i feel so seen lol>>42543932Genuinely relate to the switching the camera lense shift really feels right. I wish they did more with this angle though- integration and whatnot.Abusive cult creating split people tho. Innie/outie relations… its peam>>42550696Wrong
>>42554534What more is there to talk about? I can’t fix it. It’s probably not my issue anyway
>>42554613You can't "fix" it obviously, but there more people out there with this disorder than you would think, and many of them lead very normal lives. It just takes a bit of effort in communicating with yourselves. Additionally, please take this test. https://traumadissociation.com/desI know the whole "self-diagnosing is bad" stigma but honestly in a situation like this I think it's better to know you have a mental health condition than to live in the darkness. You're not alone.
>>42554714> normal livesI mean my life isnt that abnormal. I have issues. Sometimes it’s not great. but it’s mostly fine. I have a job im good at and a partner.> testYeah self dx is dumb. Even if i did have it I’d never claim to without an official dx. It’s too cringe AlsoGot 74ishSome of the questions (not recognizing self) are maybe more cause im a tranny.Also some are very normal i thought? Are people just constantly locked in always? Theres no way the general population gets 5% on avgLike nobody gets super lost in movies/books??? That sounds so normal
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>>42554481It's interesting how when she is drunk she is more switchy too.>>42554607I hope she doesn't end up just another "bpd" or "bipolar" metaphor.
Last bunp then ded
DID trannies are reddit discord trenders who do more harm than chuds to trans ppl.
>>42559320Do other people also get more switchy when intoxicated? I've personally experienced this with weed and alcohol, but I don't trust myself with alcohol anymore.Also anon, have you played Dream BBQ? I recently 100%'d that game and it was such a treat. I honestly thought the part at the core was some pretty great visualization of DID, but overall ENA just really embodies it in the first place so whatevs
>>42563898> Do other people also get more switchy when intoxicated? I think so? I think I get rly switchy/blurry after i reach a certain point. It's not the same as blacking out tho... only drank enough for that once cause i don't like drinking and that feels way diff. It happens if i'm high too.Feels very fuzzy but also like i can communicate/feel internally much better. Like walls are down.> I recently 100%'d that game and it was such a treat. It's such a cute game i love her hehe. (Also i love coral glasses omg)Yes i have 100%ed it too!! (actually no wait i only like 99%ed it bc i need to blink why does she never BLINKKKKK lol gave up on that.. maybe i should just leave the game running.)I found the first animation and thought it was cute .. but after temptation stairway I became such a huge fan eee.Played the game when it came out too was so happy!!
ITT oguigihons who think that sunderlanding themselves will absolve them of responsibility for their actions its normal to have different save slots as to not contaminate your "true" self with sexuality, whats not normal is pretending you have "littles" (blatant autopedophillia for wannabe snoofhons). unless you straight up got junko furutad as a kid you most likely dont have it, most people dont. and even if they do, they make the mistake of treating their alternate selves as "other people". trans people are biologically their preferred sex if they are on hrt and have gotten surgeries; a DID-identified-traggot can never be biologically multiple people, as they only have a single brain. I will say if you are MTF and think you have DID, congrats on being delusional in the most AFAB poonerhon way possible. You will fit right in with band kids in middle school.
>>42565232>Like walls are down.That's honestly a really good way of putting it, it's how I describe it to my girlfriend as well. Don't know why it is that way, just that it really DOES feel that way. Anywho, I wanted to experiment with dissociation drugs to see what effect that has, just as a little experiment...! Haven't done so yet, but I want to sooo bad in the future.>Also i love coral glasses omgeeeeeee i love coral glasses so much she's literally so me .... aaah..ghg. the interaction with her and taski maiden made me laugh so hard ^_^>why does she never BLINKKKKK lol gave up on that!!! there's an easy way to do this! normally her blinking rate is something like 50% every 6 hours or so, but if you go to the area with the white river, it cuts it down to 50% every 6 *minutes*! :D
>>42565361>think that will absolve them of responsibility for their actionsno o o???? System responsibility. Is a thing> not contaminate your "true" self with sexualityi'm prude---- but when i'm sexual with my partner it's just me....... It's not a kink...!ultimately I am unashamed of my sexuality! it's just my and my partners business.....((((and that kink grosses me out personally))))>whats not normal is pretending you have "littles"don't have em. Also that's not sexual either...> unless you straight up got junko furutad as a kid you most likely dont have itAre u *actually* actually 14? i have only ever seen chuddy sharty basedteens bring her up like that. maybe you're not ----i just don't see that elsewhere.... genuinely curious...it's so weird to pretend to be puritanical towards degeneracy but then use a horrifically abused woman as a verb....>trans people are biologically their preferred sex if they are on hrt and have gotten surgeries; so ur a tranny AND a basedteen? wowww big world>DID-identified-traggot can never be biologically multiple people, as they only have a single brain.yeah dhuh. do u know how this works at all??u gotta get better at b8ingnobody literally thinks ur multiple people LOL (unless they r misinformed)its a dissociative disorder.. it has veyr very strong dissociative barriers and you have inconsistent behaviors/memories/thought patterns and *sometimes* act like different people.But nobody thinks you're literally more than one person. some altered states don't even have different names. some don't act too differently from another.Others can be dramatic.!!>congrats on being delusional in the most AFAB poonerhon way possible. You will fit right in with band kids in middle school.r u okay anon? :(9((
>>42565600i literally am speaking from experience. I thought I had this shit for almost a year until very recently where I just stopped fucking being retarded. I occasionally relapse but its not as bad as it used to be.Also this is 4chan, I've seen people post gifs of them killing animals on this very board. imagine being triggered by junko lmao go back to fucking reddit also most people who talk about having this do it in the tiktok way, like they are extremely cringe. Your community has some of the worst optics apart from transracial and "therians". I don't really understand therians. If you really had dysphoria over being a human you should just cut your thumbs off.
>>42565600>u gotta get better at b8ingim sorry but if you realized this was bait why did you interact with it? T_T
>>42565629there should be a word for repper but for things aside from trans stuff...... that guy who *definitely* struggles with an issue personally -- and hates themselves for it SO MUCH ... and they make it everyone else problem. and r super annoying. and loud about it. but never leave those spacs and just hang around LOLlike the kind who will go up to on the pulpit and say >homosexuality is DEMONIC and should be TORTURED out. and u can cure it with prayer-- i know from experience :))(grindr hsa a cloud icon in the app store)or that miserable disgusting guys who >yeah i was depressed then i realized i just need to SUCK IT UP (*shave my head bald and go to the gym) >:(((((( and then tells all his friends who get more and more and more distant.(drinks himself to sleep)
>>42565660bord
>>42565685fuck you. actually fuck you. i got better and i am not a babbling retard like all of you. i am 23 i am way too old to be doing this retarded tiktok ass shit. also I only started thinking this shit when I did a fuckton of weed aka delusional babbling retard drug. fuck those edibles I never want to do them again.Also DID/tulpa/osdd/plural shit is just coping mechanism for when people get raped as kids and become nurse bendy, they basically need a save slot that isnt contaminated by donovan from berserk rape horse cock so they decide to fucking compartmentalize shit. It's fairly obvious that's what it is.
>>42565446>That's honestly a really good way of putting itTy! Btw do you mind if I ask how it is with you and your gf? I haven't talked with my partner about any of my mental health stuff and I feel bad bc she's shared with me ><"(And tbqh I'm not diagnosed either. So I probably won't talk about this anyway ig. I don't rly like saying I "have it" have it until it's confirmed otherwise it sounds too larpy >>42565361So I only say I have it on here where it wouldn't hurt anyone/benefit me for claiming that label wrongly.I know I have... all of the symptoms of it. It's just weird, and maybe I'm hypochondriac or "TikTok AFAB brained" and just confused. Sometimes I'm convinced I don't have it too. Or that it's not worth it to look into.But Ill be able to get therapy soon so I might pursue fixing... whatever my issue is-ANYWAYS)How did you tell your gf?>I wanted to experiment with dissociation drugs to see what effect that has, just as a little experiment...!I'm kind of scared of this. :<What drugs will you try?> the interaction with her and taski maiden made me laugh so hard ^_^Taski is my second fave character after Hoarder Alex (not including ENA ofc) hehe.>!!! there's an easy way to do this! normally her blinking rate is something like 50% every 6 hours or so, but if you go to the area with the white river, it cuts it down to 50% every 6 *minutes*! :DOHMGOMGOMGOMG Life saver! Thank you! 100%ing tomorrow <3
>>42565710youre still in this thread nona ?(YOU) know why you're still here ......(you know why you are so hostile to --- even the concept of this.)>>42565731this character delights me......i will use her gifs now!!! sorry (((not really)))
>>42565754A makeshift salvation is nothing but deception. https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9hmZyX99z8EI do not want to live in a delusion. I would rather embrace pain than fucking become a lobotomite. I, specifically, do not have this. You might have it. I do not care. You don't matter to me, whatever sure youre heckin valid and you have fucking DID or osdd or whatever the fuck. Have a nice life. I am so fucking based for throwing the shit away and I will live proud, not running away from pain. I am a rapehon and there is no place for me on this planet.
I'm probably OSDD but not diagnosed since my paranoia won't let me ever talk about shit like this to psychs especially since I've had shit experiences with them and my biggest fear is being taken away into a mental hospital>>42565779Crazy on how you managed to sound the most deranged and retarded on a DID thread. Grats.
>>42565731>Btw do you mind if I ask how it is with you and your gf?She has a lot of questions. Some I have answers to, others I'm not ready to or can't find the right words. Overall she treats me very nice, and has been able to identify when a switch happens on a couple occasions. We live together and see each other literally every day so it makes sense. It was honestly super terrifying to tell her, and I hid it from her because I thought I was crazy... she caught onto it after a while. It really doesn't change our relationship in any way! Like, for real.>I don't rly like saying I "have it" have it until it's confirmed otherwise it sounds too larpy>I know I have... all of the symptoms of it>Sometimes I'm convinced I don't have it too. God you're real as hell for this. Sometimes I'm fully convinced I don't have it but then I find some shit I don't remember doing and I get a little scared, it feels like actual schizo shit.>What drugs will you try?I want to try ketamine or dxm, not sure what to try desu. My ex tried dxm and apparently freaked the fuck out, so I'm leaning ketamine.>Hoarder AlexHe was so silly, LOL...>>42565779anon i'm sorry but i think you might need help
>>42565819what help would I need? therapy for the mental disorder I DONT fucking have because I faked it for like 11 months?fucking christ. also sorry for saying the shit in my first post in the thread. I was just being an asshole and I really shouldn't have said it. I don't want to tell rape victims how to cope with their fucking shit. also yeah i liked dream bbq, i personally think a lot of it was about colonization but I could just be reading way too much into certain parts idk.
>>42565835Anon, I'm not here to tell you what mental disorders you do or don't have. I'm telling you to get therapy for ALL of it, to figure out what exactly is wrong. You really just keep insisting you don't have it, which if true, great! But there's no reason to go on and on about it.>I don't want to tell rape victims how to cope with their fucking shityeah thats pretty messed up
>>42565835You're just making a cry for help nona I get it. Very real about being 23 and too old for this.Like real.. I wish I could have gotten help long ago but at least I can anonymously complain about it on image boards and fantasize about talking privately with a therapist…I mean- idk what help you need. Maybe you need help figuring that out too? If things dont feel good.Ik I read about one person who confused a manic episode for splitting… maybe it’s not that either. But i just mean even if its not DID, if its causing you trouble, thats still bad to live with TT” No shame in getting help if you can… Doesn’t have to go in your twitter bio.>colonizationThis is a rly rly good theory esp with all the references in the game. The trauma of it too maybe
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>>42565819> Some I have answers to, others I'm not ready to or can't find the right wordsthat's fair..> Overall she treats me very nice, and has been able to identify when a switch happens on a couple occasions.:)))>and I hid it from her because I thought I was crazy...real...>she caught onto it after a whilethis part is nightmarefuel tho>It really doesn't change our relationship in any way! Like, for real.but this is hopefuel. i hope that it can be just something we ignore if it ever does come out.>then I find some shit I don't remember doing and I get a little scared, it feels like actual schizo shit.Tfw you try to force yourself to remember, and you can't tell if what you are remembering you made up just now on the spot (that doesn't make sense), or dreamed it (also doesn't make sense), or if it was even your partner (that doesn't explain it either.)> My ex tried dxm and apparently freaked the fuck out, so I'm leaning ketamine.My roommate tried ketamine and said it was just like shitty alcIt was shitty bc it was like alc but it was uncomfortable to snort and alc you just drink lmao.Dxm made one of my friends think she was an inanimate object for hours lmao. So I'm not too keen on either LOL.
>>42566319>this part is nightmarefuel thoI know. It's such a horrible feeling having to hide it from someone but also an 'end of the world' feeling thing when someone catches it. For me, it funnily enough was partly my usage of the word "we" when referring to myself which I was unintentionally doing and I honestly cringe a little bit at but IDK??!>but this is hopefuel. i hope that it can be just something we ignore if it ever does come out.It is. With most people, it doesn't have to be this big thing. Like, think about it this way. If you actually did get diagnosed, what about your life would change?You would continue to feel the same way. It's not like things drastically change due to knowing about it. I dunno, I'm rambling.>Tfw you try to force yourself to remember, and you can't tell if what you are remembering you made up just now on the spot (that doesn't make sense), jesus christ are we the same person? damn like. LOL.>uncomfortable to snort i was imagining injecting itwhat do you MEAN dxm made your friend think they were an inanimate object????? i need more context here holy shit
>>42543932why is this a general hereim not opposed to it im just curious
>>42566561It's not a general /that often/, however the reason is cos it's nice talking with other trannies who are Also Schizophrenic Like Me
>>42566571that makes sense its still on topic if everyone is a trannyi was thinking of making my own general thread but i was worried about how it would be received
>>42566596what was your general thread going to be
>>42566619dont be mad but im a tranny who is also transracial/transethnic adjacent but theres no good place to talk about that in general
>>42566628what.
>>42566659i want to clarify that i dont think its quite the same as being transgender it doesnt work in the same way but uhh yeah i feel i belong to a different ethnicity/race than the one i was born in and i would like to resemble it more physically and otherwise
>>42566671Oh uh. That's... um. Great? Anon?
>>42566431>It's such a horrible feeling having to hide it from someoneI'm not gonna lie I don't rly relate to this too much I only feel the:>'end of the world' feeling thing when someone catches it.Just fear and dread.>my usage of the word "we" when referring to myself which I was unintentionally doing and I honestly cringe a little bit at but IDK??!Fuck. I do that. I cringe so hard when I catch it I rly hope they don't notice. It's not too hard to spin into an "oh both of us" thing if I say it in front of someone.>If you actually did get diagnosed, what about your life would change?Wait. Holy shit lol you're right that wouldn't change anything. It's not like I instantly become more mentally ill or something. Okay yay you're right.>jesus christ are we the same person?Lol I mean we (might) share the same mental illness at least ^^">i was imagining injecting itoh oki... yeah she'd probably still prefer drinking lol>i need more context here holy shitShe doesn't explain things very well.But she thought she was a golf cart. And could feel herself moving and turning. Very similar to those stories about salvia where someone is a pinecone for 20years.. except not time dilated for her
>>42567945I forgot my ena gif It's over
>>42566628weird concept I would lurk out of curiosity
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sorry enanon i would love to reply to you but im having a mental breakdown right now so here's a bump instead
>>42572884aw oh no :( thank u for bump. i hope things get better :(
>>42567945>'end of the world' feelingYes, but also, depending on the person, they might actually be understanding and not view you really any differently. I mean I obviously am never going to tell my parents about this or anything but my significant other? I was maybe initially going to tell her about it way later in the future but after being forced to it wasn't really so bad.>Fuck. I do that. I cringe so hard when I catch it I rly hope they don't noticeYeah. I don't really know what to say about this, using 'we' to refer to myself feels like there's just an air of cringe and larpyness about it but even when consciously trying to hide it, it still happens. I dunno. I know it's the right way to refer to myself but like .. idk. This disorder is very stigmatized with all the 'tiktok selfdx i have 50 alters' shit so... maybe from that?>Holy shit lol you're right that wouldn't change anything. It's not like I instantly become more mentally ill or something. Okay yay you're right.Funnily enough in a past thread that wasn't even about DID, I had someone explain it to me that way. Nothing about your life changes with or without the diagnosis. Like you said, it's not like you're getting MORE mentally ill. Just don't know if you have it or not. Glad I was able to pass a piece of that wisdom to you because it's certainly helped me stomach my feelings about this disorder.>she thought she was a golf cart. >and could feel herself moving and turning.LOL?? if i 'thought' i was any object i'd want it to be like a plushie or something
i thought did wasn't real and it was all dp/dr
>>42575564dp/dr?
>>42575569depersonalization-derealization
>>42575608dpdr you you still have a single concept of self....
>>42575311> depending on the person, they might actually be understandingThat is hopefuel. I mean i think it should be fine. Ive been as helpful/open/understanding as I can and it’s mutual i think. :)))> parentsOh yeah !! That reminds me another reason I sorry about this, is during an especially rough period in my life my mom asked in private if i had voices in my head and if they had names… no idea why. nothing came of it long term aside from calling me possessed :( (and then being extra evil etc)So mine might already think i do have it in a way loll (even if it turns out i dont)I’m glad it didn’t turn out so bad for you with your partner tho :)> feels like there's just an air of cringe and larpyness about it but even when consciously trying to hide it, it still happensReal kms its so silly> This disorder is very stigmatized with all the 'tiktok selfdx i have 50 alters' shit so... maybe from that?Oh yes definitely where a good chunk of shame comes from.It makes me never ever want to consider this. Its so embarrassing.Tbh u can call urself we tho! If it feels natural just use whatever makes sense in the moment, i or we.Personally I am gonna stick to I to try to stop saying we though… > Glad I was able to pass a piece of that wisdom to you because it's certainly helped me stomach my feelings about this disorder.Yes that was really hugely helpful> if i 'thought' i was any object i'd want it to be like a plushie or somethingLmao fair yeah. I don’t think she has control over it. But real plushie would be one of the better things to be stuck as cause you’d be loved/held a lot
>>42575815>I mean i think it should be fine.I hope so anon!!!>aside from calling me possessed :( (and then being extra evil etc)Noooooo, what drives people to be like this... UGH >:TEspecially being unprompted, that's really weird honestly. Maybe she was picking up on it? Who knows. But I'm really sorry she was extra evil to you... Moms kinda suck with this stuff, LOL. If mine ever found out I thought I had this she would kill me. T_T>It makes me never ever want to consider this. Its so embarrassing.Yeah, confronting this while also living in a world where it's highly stigmatized sucks. Because I really do have thoughts sometimes like "nah. this isn't real. everyone on 4chan and shit is right, im faking this for attention" but then I lowkey forget/black out entire spans of existence... blehh. It's really unfun.>Yes that was really hugely helpfulYay yay yay!!! I love to hear that. I love helping people ^_^Unrelated, but I wish there was actual good rep for this stuff out there that isn't just "evil alter that kills people and is evil". I know this is a common gripe in the DID community but it's like, come on man. The only positive example I can think of for this shit is like ENA, and even then it could be theorized that it "isn't that deep bro" Bluhh...... Danganronpa could have been so good if they actually played it straight and had a character with /legit/ DID, not played for jokes. Imagining a mystery game or whatever told from that perspective sounds awesome. Piecing it all together by talking to the different fragments of yourself to solve what actually happened would be cool, but instead it's just "WOW! I love knives. I love killing people. Don't look at me! I'm a freak who deserves no rights! Please put me down like the animal I am!"I played a game called "Who's Lila?" recently, where the main character has a tulpa of someone and it was some cult ritual shit so I just rolled my eyes. I don't CAAAAARRE give me actual DID rep please... Please.
