im 18 going to college next year, ive been closeted transfem for about 2 years now and id like to try estrogen, but i dont think my parents would let me and would get all weird about it (super restrictive, the shit i have to do just to post here) any tips on how to get some without my parents knowing? amazon is out, theyll see it before it gets here and cancel it, they can see purchase history on my debit card, and i dont have a license, the only store i can get to is a meijer and i dont think they sell it? (any other tips for any other fem stuff without them knowing would be great too, i.e. makeup, clothes, etc.)thanks all <3
amazon? amazon?but here >>43364385
>>43405059>the only store i can get to is a meijer and i dont think they sell it?sell what lol? yk u cant replace hrt with turmeric and mint capsules right
>>43405117anything that will work>>43405098thanks
>>43405165u should beg for crypto or get someone else to buy hrt for u and send them money on paypal
>>43405175the problem is they have this thing they can see when something in the mail is coming, so i dont know how to receive it without them seeingsomething in person would be better but i know thats risky
>>43405308If you've ever boughten clothing/collectables/etc online, then order that around the same time and try to line up shipping, maybe?
>>43405308get it delivered to a parcel locker or a package point
>>43405335i could try but im not really allowed to shop online, and id probably have to get a giftcard or something because of the card being monitored>>43405349i think theres an amazon locker a block or two away at a dq but my mom would probably get really suspicious why i want to go to dq along and bike (since i cant drive)ugh, some days it feels impossible
>>43405059>age 18>restrictive parents>can't do this, don't do that..Please try to gather your ID documents and get the fuck out of there at all costs no matter what.My parents tried to restrict me and make me feel like I didn't have rights at 18 because they conveniently lost my SSN card and birth certificate so no ID for me.I just hate hearing this kind of stuff, because most people don't understand this kind of familial abuse and assume parents automatically respect your independence at 18 because their parents did.Suspicious controlling lowlife parents sabotaging their young adult children deserve to rot in hell.
>>43405636I do want to make it clear that I did get my ID (at 20) and I've been working a steady job and have a personal bank account and credit.I'm 24 and I'm still making strides towards removing myself from the bullshit I was stuck in. You're at the perfect age to start now, you got this.
>>43405636my parents did that too
>>43405655It's fucking insane.What bothers me the most is that normies don't understand that some parents can be this insidious and pull this kinda crap on their children.Karma will fuck them up eventually, considering they will not get the help and support they want at an older age by attempting this. Fuck them.
>>43405636omg im so happy somebody finally gets it for oncemy "therapist" and psychiatrist always side with my mom, i have a pc but she took the monitor so i cant use it, i have downtime on my phone, she can remotely turn the internet off any device and lesaves it off on the tv in the other room (the one i use), i havent seen my ipad in months, i rarely get my phone, not even for school, and when i do, imessage is all i can use, the laptop im currently on has microsoft family restrictions so every page is blocked, i had to do this thing with inserting images in word to post, and she blames it all on meand shes emotionally abusive and we fight dailyill try to make sure i have my id when i get my phone, thanksim also not really allowed out of the house alone, so you can see my difficulties
>>43405769theres a reason im going to a college 8 hours away, where theres constantly several feet of snow and really hard to get to, as far north as i can get without going to canada
>>43405769Yeah this is psychotic behavior. I hope you'll be able to go NC with them once you move out of there.I wish I knew I could've left and got the help I needed at your age, but I'm still young. I'm happy for you and I hope it works out perfectly.
>>43405811thanks! id like to be able to transistion over the summer with my parents knowing and then further at college, im afraid to do it all at college because i have horrible social anxiety and i dont really want people seeing me as a guy, but i dont know if i can over the summer how they arei have to collect fem stuff from the school lost and found because right now its all i can do, and it sounds so wrong to do though
