Just broke a 2 year dry spell.

>>23688416
I actually went to one of those in my youth.

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I'm taking care of a cat for the first time in my life. I thought cats were low maintenance but this kitten keeps meowing for my attention. I have lost sleep for the last 3 days now.

>>23688427
Kittens are just cute

>>23688423
drinking or sex?

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I just finished Blade of the Immortal yesterday and I still can't get over how Rin and Manji didn't end up together.
;-;

It's my voodoo working

>>23688433
The latter

>>23688427
What I always say about cats is you can't live with them but you also can't live without them.

>>23688434
He was her surrogate daddy

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>>23688423
I'm always tempted to break my dry spell too but I feel like I'll incur some drama.

Almond croissant and iced coffee keeping me alive

>>23688552
the almond croissants from tesco are ridiculously good

>>23688555
I trust your trips but mine's from a bakery trying to save yesterday's stock and I think I have to marry it

>>23688445
was it a hooker

>>23688613
Nope

I'm so tired.

>>23688621
tired of sex

I keep returning to Book of Ecclesiastes, like I keep reading but I do not understand

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Why am I a masochist? I was raised right, no trauma?

was ts eliot as antisemitic as is claimed?

>>23688864
I'd tap that

I'm only against abortion in the case of rape

I have realized what my problem is and why I can't make my moves on women. They think I'm a deranged psychopath.

>>23688939
I'm sure some find that sexy

>>23688945
Well but the problem is I'm not a deranged psychopath. I'm the complete opposite but I guess extremes share a lot of similarities.

>>23688416
There was something last thread about how the /lit/ life can be unrewarding and some dude mentioned he wished he used that time to learn fighting games instead. Well, as someone who's now a little decent at fighting games I have to say its not all that. I think smart people are drawn to these games because theres a veneer of complexity and depth, but in the end they simplify down to "who studied the game more?" and coin flips. It doesnt really scratch the itch you think it does, these games are solved very easily and it's just a feeling of "oh...". I think in the end bookish types are only really satisfied with some intellectual hobby. it sounds pretentious but life feels sorta hollow unless you're constantly learning something real and interesting

I had a really strange dream. I dreamt that my parents and grandparents got me into an arranged marriage with the girl (23) who lives next door. We didn't even talk during the dream but she looked really mad all the time and I didn't know how to approach her until the day before the marriage came and me and her were sitting on the table with my parents and her parents, who arranged the marriage. That was when I decided to make a protest and blow off the marriage. Then I woke up.

>>23688416
I want to remind you all how much I dislike you and hope that your lives get worse.

If you don't have social media but still spend a good chunk of your day on Youtube, 4chan or even Twitter, you're really no better than the normies.

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>>23689022
Very true. I'm starting a two-day holiday today and I shall make this my final post on /lit/ for the duration.

Goodbye my fellow wretches, at least for two days.

>>23688416
Why’s he taped on the ceiling?

>>23688423
A dry spell that took you 2 years to cast. Holy, how big was the effect?

>>23689037
You wouldn't get it

>>23689022
What does it mean to be better than normies? Being a monk?

the guy who cut my hair when i was little was Viet Cong. he met an American soldier during the war, I don't know the exact circumstances, but they went into business together over here (after the war was over, obviously) and he became great friends with my father. he was at the hospital when I was born and bought my dad gifts. I wonder what that guy did to young American boys back then. not that it matters, it was a war. but you can't help but think about it a little.

watching The Piano Teacher atm, it's one hell of an experience

i should go to war

>>23689095
heard that quite a depressing one

>>23688754
What don't you understand? It's pretty straightforward

I made friends with a player in an MMO. We had a heart to heart conversation, he shared some thing about his life, depression, etc. Well I find out that he has an alt that spams racism/sexism/etc., things not tolerated by his guild. One day I message his alt "are you X?" and he has a freakout episode. He logs off, and the next day legitimately pretends to have actual amnesia and not remember who I am. So on his alts he begins harassing me and playing mind games, (while also claiming to not remember me) and on his main he tries to be friendly but changes almost all of his behavior (despite his main character not being asked "are you X" and should not know). All throughout, he pretends nothing is going on.

The sad thing is that there are still good qualities to him and he will lose his (probably) only friends if I spill the beans to his guild, so I won't. The funny thing is that his freakout was completely unnecessary because I have no problem with racism/sexism/etc. lmfao this dude is legit mentally ill. But I can't play on the server anymore because he has 5 of his farming alts (some that he probably doesn't remember telling me about) spamming chat and forums about me random things that he thinks of, like "X is a nigger" "X is shit in groups" "X is a pedophile" and now when I log on I'm embroiled in drama from all sides.

This is the first time I've been involved in retarded e-drama. It's just a game. Why do people have to get so neurotic over it.

>>23689110
it's pretty dark

Oldhead norwood groyper

>>23689111
I mean sure the enjoy the current moment but I cant.

I have an hour on the clock left someone please entertain me

>>23689159
Meow, mew, mee-ow, meooow! Mrrrow, mewp, mree, me-yow! Meeew, meow-ow, mrrrp, meep! Mrrw, miaow, mew-mew, meow-wow! Mew-ee, meow-mow, meow-wow, meoow! Meeew, mrow, mew-wow, mew-ee! Mow, mrrr, meowp, mree! Mee-ow, meow, mrrrow, and meeeow!

>>23688864
Meaning you have gotten yourself to get off to pain?
This is one of many ways people stimulate their sexual desires. In absence of a normal sex life people, practically all 4channers, find weird little kinks to get off to. Loli, feet, farts, futa, BDSM etc.
Don't go full retard. It's just sex.

>>23688928
That's all she's good for.

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>>23688416
i've got 100 pages of faust left -- though: it'll be finished by wednesday at latest. what to read next? i'm thinking a selection of pushkin's poetry...

I'm contemplating separating my wife and her side of the family.
They're bums who take advantage of her not being a bum. She needs her time to spend with the family she's making, not helping the losers on her side.
Told her many times but once we move I'm going to make it a rule. You do not play chauffeur because your lazy faggot brother is without a car for 2 (!) months. He gets fired? Too bad!

>>23689176
this wasn't meant to be a sage...

Revisited a thread I posted in and found this quote from a Erik von Kuehnelt-Leddihn

>"The industrious man is a truly feminine phenomenon. In male cultures men only work in order to live, but in nations where women domineer, men show ambition, zeal for labor, and they frequently work themselves to death firmly believing that they live in order to work. On the account of the fact that ambition is a female characteristic, women are always going to be outraged at the sight of potential energies which are not transformed into kinetic energies. The mobile life is urban and female. Haste is not only unmanly, but, as Ortega has demonstrated it, also the very negation of our immortality."

A load of bologna. There are no nations where women domineer. He completely ignores centuries of toiling men forced into this industriousness by their states by means of debts, from war captured slaves to common wage slavery. Women have had no say in any of that even after various waves of "feminism", which served only to put them to as much work. Erik seems to working with some mommy issues. If a man, or woman, who has more leisure is to be considered more manly, I'm all for it. But identify the source of the outrage of "lost kinetic energies" as the slavedriver, the states of varying types in history, not women.

>>23689171
But she smells like nicotine.

>>23689159
I want a GF with soft, pale soles that I can gently kiss and lick. I want to kiss her feet, from the heel up the arch, to her slender toes, and lick them all over again. Don't get me wrong, I am a sick pig and a footfag, but not a grossfag. I want to lick clean, lavender scented feet. It's just that feet feel like a more taboo part of the body and more intimate than something obviously sexual.
But imagine this. You're in a tent, the blizzards raging around in a frigid mountainside overhang. Resting beside you is your girlfriend, a young elven woman 3,700 years of age. You gently take her slender, pale and porcelain-colored foot in your hands and smell the signature scent of her elven body (which generates little odor, as they are adapted to hunting in the forest like cats)- pine straw, mallow, and soft floral scents fill you as you press your lips against her soft, warm soles. Her foot tenses in your hands, still unaccustomed to the attention, but gradually relaxes as you massage her.

Ahhhhhhhh, I can't imagine anything better besides getting a fucking life.

Apparently my neighbor says his daughter wants to see me more. Unfortunately I find that a bother and rather would spend my time on 4chan.

>>23689159
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ZoTCTkD5VBI

>>23689237
well aren't you the wreck

>>23688416
ignoring modern american politics, why hasn't anyone done a technocracy? it seems obvious if you're going to make laws about, say, agriculture, you'd want to... you know... know about, or have experience in agriculture. What's wrong with that? Why don't we do that? Not just having the politician make some farmer friends or take a 1 year course in agriculture and agricultural practices, but work on a farm, work with farmers, and face the same issues farmers face. Same with anything you're planning to make laws on.

Aside from that, a technocracy can be intertwined with any political system, make the planned king or queen/prince or princess go to college, and work a variety of jobs in their youth, make the governors of a democracy specialize in one field of law and go to college for both politics and the field they plan to make laws in, make the communist leader(s) go to college and work jobs before/while in power, etc. etc.

Maybe I'm misunderstanding, maybe having the people in power require intimate knowledge in a subject is somehow highly corruptible and bad, I don't know, I don't actually care about politics outside of storytelling purposes. I could not tell you a single thing about how a democracy works, or even what a technocracy is outside of its base meaning of "a governmental system made of knowledgeable people, or specialists in their field".

>>23689242
Sorry no sound, forgot my earbuds. Also I'm not too into weebshit.
Only 25 more minutes though. The footfag tried but I don't have any attraction to feet.

>>23689126
"hey this guy is annoying the fuck out of me, whatever will I do??!?!?!?!??"
>block him and his alts
"woah, I'm no longer seeing any spam! cool!"

or
>switch servers
"woah, nice, new people to make friends with!"

I think the past decade or so of having no social life is starting to fuck with me mentally. Even when things are going well I'm an anxious mess and constantly feel like I'm going to burst into tears. I'm going to start volunteering at an animal shelter just for the sake of socializing. Partially because I love dogs and partially because I need to get out there. I'm down for whatever they need me to do

>>23689287
You get to clean the poo poo

>>23689248
Does a nuclear engineer know how his nuclear legislation actually affects the economy, the ecology, environment, or agriculture in his country? No, those are better for economists, ecologists, biologists, and agricultural scientists. So for any given law you're going to need a lot of different technocrats anyway, but this is simply the most obvious problem with technocracy.

The real issue is that technique in a field has nothing to do with the purpose of legislation. A nuclear scientist can explain how a nuclear powerplant works and how much radiation it emits, how much pollution it causes, etc., but his opinion on whether the legislation is GOOD or BENEFICIAL for the goals of the people or the government are not any more meaningful than a normal, uneducated person. (WHY are we building this plant. Is the economic gain better than the pollution concerns? Do we want to tolerate X pollution in return for Y economic gain?) These are not technical problems.

A more reasonable system is what we have had since forever- those with understanding on topics advise those who lead on how best to attain a given goal, for example advising the people on the effects, gains, and losses, of a particular course of action, and allowing them to decide what's best.

>>23689287
Searching friends is really dumb. Just stick to your family and the occasional conversations with your work colleagues and neighbours. Meeting new people will most likely end up with you getting shit on by them. I'm sorry to tell you but you should truly appreciate the luxury of not having friends.

>>23689287
a schizo anon here, I've never once known rest from my anxiety/paranoia, and I've never had more than 2 friends, most of my life I've had none at all. I spent 15 to 20 in my room, not even going to school except at 18 for GED. I'm not going to say it gets easier, that the anxiety goes away, but we're likely experiencing two wildly different scenarios. What I do know is that when you get used to socializing, the anxiety gets directed to other things, for better or for worse.

>>23689293
I'd imagine if your life plans are to become a politician, and you want to make laws in regard to use of nuclear energy or energy consumption in general, you would, you know, get both a political degree and a degree/job in a field regarding energy consumption. Also, the people directly effected by nuclear legislation do matter, if you're going to pass a law lowering nuclear energy usage, that will effect their pay. Low pay means less willing to work in that field, less willing to work means less nuclear plants, etc. etc. An economist can sit there and say "this will save us money, this will make the stock go up, this will fix the economy", and then... Walmart is back to lowering its prices after raising prices thinking they're the number one staple grocery store and people will buy from them no matter what, aka. their economist/lead sales team was egotistical and didn't consider the reality of the situation. If they had worked on the floor of a walmart, they could instead raise the prices of just the most bought items, ie. they had no experience besides their degree.

earth angel
earth angel
will you be mine?

>>23689287
>I'm going to start volunteering at an animal shelter just for the sake of socializing.
Socializing with animals?

I hate saying this but I have been living among Slavs for a whole year and after studying this people, I have come to the realization that they are nothing but racially white people with Middle Eastern cultural notions. There is truly nothing Western about this people except the colour of their skin and eyes and the way they build their houses and how they love to live in American style suburbias (that have been built during communism btw, so they have nothing to do with the implementation of liberalism in the 1990s).

>>23689350
Where exactly, you can give a hint also.
Im a slav and id be happy to hear more of your observances, or answer any of your questions
No one claimed we are like western people, although sometimes we like to mimic them in certain things. Its really a clash of western and eastern influences here

>>23688416
i seem to be having a problem of sorts

>>23689350
Also, i sense youre somewhere in the ex yu area since you said middle eastern notions. Turks were here for 500 years, of course they left lots of words, foods, ideas, and bosniaks are their descendants but really non- bosniaks usually dislike turkish infuences and avoid them

>>23689362
Not the government, not the army, not the nationality, not religion, the nuclear family and the house are considered to be the foundation of society itself, the most important basis upon everything else is built upon. Leaving the house is a scandal; the older generations have absolute power over the younger ones. Getting married to a woman means to the man a whole set of obligations towards his parents in law, and the parents in law a whole set of rights they can demand from their son in law. Not what is active in life, but to appreciate it's beauty are seen as the sense of it. Among the Slavs, family is everything and the rest counts little. All these are very middle Eastern notions. Turkish, Pakistani and Indian TV series are about nothing but nuclear families. Like them, they love the house and leading a comfy, sedentary life of little active motion.

>>23689368
Well, I can't speak much about the Northern regions of Eastern Europe, but generally speaking, considering the general social notions of Serbs, I don't mean some superficialities of Middle Eastern culture I mean the basic set of ideas in their society is very Middle Eastern.

>>23689368
Oh, and one more very important detail I forgot to add. Non-verbal, mimical and gestural language. It has nothing of the ruddishness of Italian gestures. In the contrary, it is refined, mannered, soft, much like among all Middle Easterners and Indians.

>>23689262
Oh. You didn't specify. Music is my go-to and this was the last thing that interested me.

>>23689390
Here in checkered boomerang land its not really that pronounced, i mean what youre saying. Strong families, i wish. The son in law thing, i have no idea but i wouldnt want to do any of that, i mean i would if it were reasonable and sporadic things, not like being their slave.
For example, i do have notion that family is most important but that doesnt stop my family members to fuck up my life and be shit towards me

One of the major distinctions between artistic maturity and artistic immaturity is the attitude towards that artist's personal idea of metaphysical evil, darkness and nihilism. The immature artist thinks it to be fascinating and attractive in a twistedly romanticized way, the mature one vacuous and dull.

>>23689220
>But identify the source of the outrage of "lost kinetic energies" as the slavedriver
Sounds like my freaking wife

>>23689425
> i do have notion that family is most important but that doesnt stop my family members to fuck up my life and be shit towards me
Yeah exactly the older generations have all the control and the younger ones none. That's very Middle Eastern.
I mean it wasn't an easy discovery. Ever since I came here, superficiality led me to compare it with Western European notions, with what it had reminiscent of Germanic, Celtic or Latin, but I realized that those are just that -superficialities and delusions. The Slavs, or the South Slavs at least, derive their cultural notions from the ancient Middle East - beauty of life, family as the basis of society, sedentary lifestyle.

>>23689320
The point is that a legislation is not really reducible to a single field. A law on nuclear legislation affects many sectors and aspects of life. The economic effects are better understood by an economist, environmental by an environmental scientists, etc. At this point any given politician is just going to convening with all other technocrats, but how is the nuclear scientist going to judge if the opinions of the economists are good or correct? And what is his motivation? And if it's to benefit those involved in nuclear energy, what makes him more likely to care about the wider economic implications simply because of a degree? Why not just have a politician that the people elect trusting him to take their regional problems seriously, and he gets all the same advisement from the same experts?

Each technocrat is going to have the same issues as any politician, except now public office is gatekept by everything it once was but now also the privilege of having a degree.

>>23689456
I didnt mean the older generations, i meant my generation. My situation is specific because ive always been inclined to foreign view. I never managed to fit in so i spent my time on the computer from an early age, being under western influences. Im labeled as a weirdo and shunned out. My observances are that south slavs are quick to judge, quick to insult, and in that hierarchy there is no room for a thinker, or even for a intellectual discourse. They love to drink, to eat, they love their drunken nights out and are pretty narrow- minded. They love to flaunt wealth and they love even more to get that wealth illegally.
It may be fun to observe them from distance but if this kinda life was your only option youd have different opinion

Dickenson on frogs, anonymity, and getting banned:

I'm nobody! who are you?
Are you nobody, too?
then there's a pair of us--don't tell!
they'd banish us, you know.

how dreary to be somebody!
how public, like a frog
to tell your name the living day
to an admiring bog!

I've had such intense performance anxiety and stage fright for my whole life. It's crippling.
Anyone know of a way to get rid of it? It seems to be very deeply rooted.

Also, is there a good modern book on political science (politology)?

>>23689465
>>23689320
And no politician is actually handling the technique of nuclear power anyway. Those with degrees in the field manage the plants, perform the maintenance, research, and explain how much power, convene with people involved in their business to explain the costs and profits associated, etc., and the elected representative takes this information into account.
The politician's role is to determine what his constituents will approve of (in theory) like lower costs for energy or lower pollution, taking all of the lobbyists and his advisors' opinion into consideration.

>>23689465
would you, genuinely, rather have a politician, who has only ever studied politics and probably has no history of work outside of politics and some high school jobs at a fast food place make laws with a team of specialists that they've only just met, or a politician with experience in a given field make laws with a team of specialists they may have met on the job or in college over the last decade?

this seems obvious to me, but I guess people prefer familiarity.

>>23689445
Why does your wife think you need to make more money or work harder?
Name of the game is more more more.

>>23689106
Where are you from?

>>23689485
>>23689465
also
>except now public office is gatekept by everything it once was but now also the privilege of having a degree.
you do know the entire medical field has more requirements than politics, right? for good reason too, 8 years to perform surgery is not outlandish. 4 years to prescribe medications, in fact, seems a little too relaxed. 2 years to do therapy or be a nurse feels childishly short.

2 years to have the chance to fuck your entire cities laws and economy up seems fucking criminally short.

I can't be arsed to read 99% of posts ITT
They're way too long

>>23689514
>go on /lit/
>people are writing /lit/
>cry that people are writing /lit/
>????
>shit on the floor and leave

>>23689514
I can reduce everything I have to say to a single sentence. want it?

>>23688864
Male submissiveness comes from lack of experience with women. They became idealised and deified in your mind. But when you actually experience the reality of it, and realise that sex is pretty much overrated and even gross when you do submissive things like licking pussy, you stop worshipping them. In fact being married requires some real practical leadership on the part of the man; all these ideations go away when the reality of life sinks in. Men are not naturally submissive, only women are.

>>23689475
I give you zero points for that absolutely defeating judgment on the South Slavs.
However, I argue that the Serbs are actually the most Slav of all groups and that it is on them that we have to make ourselves an idea about the ancient Slavs. I hypothesize that they were part of the ancient Middle Eastern civilization, in Assyrian times, before moving North taking a route that took them through the Eastern shores of the Caspian Sea, and from there they went West just until reaching Europe.

>>23689525
what if it comes from agp

>>23689527
like i said, serbia was under turks for hundreds of years. thats the reason, no need to hypothesize into delusion
im sorry, that's just my experience. i never got to fit in, they were rude to me and that's it. they're not entirely bad people, there are good ones, but its rare, same can be said for any other race

why do skeptics seem le heckin based
is it because destroying things is easier than building them

>>23689485
I would rather the people have the freedom to choose the best or most trustworthy candidate, degree or not. A nuclear engineer will still need to take into account countless other fields not related to his own. What makes him more likely to follow the correct economic, ecologic, or moral advice on a given legislation than any other person?
Now if the head of the U.S.N.R.C. were elected, there is a clear reason for a degree in nuclear power. But running the affairs of a city or country, any given degree is not particularly more useful than no degree because one's own field is such a small part of the country and world at large.

>>23689482
exposure is the only remedy

>>23689525
You guys always try to sound so wise with this garbage but it rings false to anyone with real sexual experience. I have a friend who used to by a dominatrix and most of her clients were very dominant and masculine in their day to day lives. A person's sexual desires definitely say something about them, but they don't define a person completely

>>23689532
Serbia was under Turks for 250 years exactly. And Russia was under Warangians. And the Pole nobilities claim Sarmatian descent. Croatia, Slovenia, Czechia and Slovakia have been under Habsburgian and German dominance. Wtf is your point? It only supports the fact that the Serbs are the most truly Slav of all nations because they have remained the most isolated from foreign invasions, except for the Turkish rule, a rule they have never accepted and regarded as inferior to the ones oppressed.

>>23689542
Lol, no. You're either a woman or a cuck. Going to a dominatrix is obviously psychologically damaging to a man, and only an already psychologically damaged man would do it. These men may be "dominant and masculine" on the outside but inside are dealing with terrible self-esteem issues. Then there is the idolisation of women that comes from lack of access to sex and buildup of sexual frustration. Like I said though, once you actually live with a woman and get to know one intimately, all these desires go away. Because the whole facade and mystery gets exposed. Sex is revealed as underrated. Oral sex is revealed as putrid and disgusting. Life makes practical demands on you to fulfil your masculine duties. And you just stop worshipping women.
This is literally what happened to me. Used to be a femdom addict but now feel no desire for it since I found a gf. Tried facesitting/cunnilingus and it was gross.

>>23689556
Lol so your gf has a nasty pussy and you're developing a whole theory of gender based on that, good job man

>normal day
>crushing wave of sadness out of nowhere
Fine

>>23689560
No, it is objectively disgusting to put your mouth on a vagina. Animals don't do this. Sex was designed to be penis in vagina for procreation, all else is a perversion.

>>23689566
So is receiving oral sex as a man disgusting too or are you willing to make an exception?

>invoking the sex of animals
Nature is replete with bizarre sexual practices, try again

>>23689569
It's disgusting for the woman. I don't do it because I don't want to degrade her, or make her disrespect herself.

>>23689556
Your disgust of sex is peculiar and certainly not the mainstream experience. It even borders of pathological and mentally unhealthy. I think it's weird that you're linking sexually submissive men to sex generally.
Your experience is not universal. You were just a porn addict with a curiosity for a fetish. Your anecdote isn't definitive of everyone's tastes.

>>23689571
What if she really likes it? Sometimes people like to feel disgusting

>>23689566
>Animals don't do this.
Bro, I've seen male dogs stick their noses into a female dogs snatch.

>>23689518
I'd rather read a book than the shit most autists spout on this website

>>23689585
Are you sure you don't want absolute GEMS like this?? >>23689224

>>23689585
>go on /lit/ by your own choice
>open a thread you don't like by your own choice
>cry about it in a thread you don't like by your own choice, putting in your own effort to cry about it
>???
>shit on the floor and stay

>>23689224
A 3700 year old woman who "hunts in the forest" would not have soft feet

>>23689594
>3700 years old
>3700 years of life
>still haven't figured out how to use a pumice stone and lotion on your feet

>>23689594
Elves different biology... Man...

>>23689599
Surely any being so long-lived would see that as pointless vanity

>>23688552
what the FUCK are almond croissants

t. french

>>23689607
Not if aesthetics is a good in itself. Why yes, hawt feet are a moral good.

>>23689607
oh yeah? the famous race of elves who specifically live in houses made from customly crafted living trees? the ones who would spend their time making the perfect beautiful bow with gold encrusted arrows? the ones with the most intricately beautiful chainmaille and wonderfully crafted armors? the ones with giant libraries taking up half of their own houses? the ones who purposefully crafted their own language to sound beautiful? they would not use a pumice stone and lotion?

even fantasy vampires have a skincare routine, why else would dracula and alucard look so fucking beautiful?

>>23689613
just googled that. that shit doesn't fucking exist in the normal world, it's all made up. Maybe they do sell that shit in Paris but I've been to a lot of bakeries and they just sell normal croissants. fucking americans

Yes FINALLY /wwoym/ discusses something important like FEET

>>23689613
take a croissant
put almonds on/in it

>>23689579
I don't believe that it has no psychological effects to be degraded and do disgusting things in the heat of the moment. Also I don't believe it won't affect how I see her. There are loads of unseen subconscious/spiritual effects of our actions. I respect her so I don't ask her to do it and I respect myself so I don't do it. That's how I see things anyway.

I don't want to write an internship report. It's fucking stupid. Why do I have to do that AND work at the same time, mannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn leave me alone

>read a 1-star review of a book on goodreads
>go to that person's profile
>find a book they gave a 5-star review to
>read a 1-star review of that book...

>>23688416
I'm having a little chest pain on my left side when I breathe in and my heartrate is over 130 while sitting down. Should I be worried?

>>23689613
we get them in england. they're way better than normal croissants btw, you massive twat

>>23689613
croissant with marzipan inside

>>23688434
It was a shame. Rin was a top qt too.

>>23689644
I just don't see the harm in something like oral sex. You could extend your thinking in any number of directions. It's psychologically damaging to eat vegetables out of season, because animals don't do it. Or some shit. Like I said, you guys always act like you're dispensing deep wisdom but it's really just retarded

>>23688416
Thinking about Rayne Fisher-Quann's tits. I call her Tits Fisher-Quann, or Tits Tits-Quann, or Tits Tits-Tits, or just Tits for short. I'd post a bikini picture here but it's a blue board so I shan't. But I like thinking about Tits's tits jiggling when she walks, runs, or jumps. I would go to one of her readings just so I could stare at her tits the entire time.

I feel like Turner is the greatest romantic painter. The works of other painters from the romantic tradition often look like something you would see on a kitschy postcard, but Turner somehow manages to avoid that sort of visual excess without being any less intense than his fellow romantics.

>>23689685
doesnt sound good
is it a panic attack?
did you do drugs?
talk to someone, maybe even a doctor

>>23689685
chest pain while you breathe in can be something minor or major, if you breath in hard all the way and continue to breath normal, does it go away?

if it's a stroke, by the time I hit send, it'd already be too late, but if you think its a stroke, grab some aspirin and chew it, can be a lifesaver, then call 911 or go to the hospital.


same with fast heart rate, could be something minor (or at least not deadly) or something major. might be a panic attack, might be arrhythmia, might be tachycardia, might be a stroke, might be a heart attack. If you think its a stroke, 911, if you think its a panic attack, 4 sec in 4 sec out breathing, if that doesn't help, five senses grounding technique.

>>23689726
>accidental double enter
my life is ruined and my reputation is stained

>>23689613
They're like pain perdu except with croissants and almonds. What's to understand? The baker isn't going to just throw out the ones he doesn't sell.

I've now been interviewed three times so far about my art.

>>23689744
You need to get faster if the cops are catching you that often bro

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>>23689735
this is an american bakery they're talking about. yes, they will throw out the ones they don't sell.

I love Jim's asthma laugh
https://vocaroo.com/11D75j7Vj3N1

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>>23689752
>Your honor my client was only making an innocent art film!

I haven't seen the red cat that hangs around my neighbors for some time now even though I used to see him almost every single night.

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>at a party with a cute girl
>notice under her jeans that her legs aren't shaved

>>23689774
Why do hairy legs do it for you? I don't mind a hairy armpit, in spite of myself.

>>23689723
I'm completely calm and sober. I had around 200mg of caffeine like 3 hours ago but that's a daily thing for me.
>>23689726
Well it still hurts when I breathe in but it's now been 20 minutes or so and I'm still here so I don't think it's a stroke or heart attack.
I should mention that I went running this morning and my heartrate was above 200 for like 20 minutes, which has happened before with no ill effect.

>>23689784
so, caffiene plus high heart rate during cardio activities (which is expected).

only thing I can say for sure is wait for the caffiene to wear off fully in 3-5 hours, don't do any more strenuous activities for the day, no lifting, no cardio, and if your heart rate doesn't stabilize around 70-100bpm, set up an appointment with a cardiologist

you likely either overdosed on caffeine or your heart rate was too high for too long and either your body is still producing adrenaline or your heart is having a hard time adjusting for the level of activity you're now doing.

note: I have absolutely no medical degree, not even medicine or medical subjects as a hobby or interest.

>>23689783
It makes my small pp into the big pp

>>23689759
It's not an American bakery, it's a french bakery mdr

In just 10 years, Philadelphia will be indistinguishable from Baltimore and Pennsylvania from Maryland.

>>23689805
>mdr
my demical romance lol

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>>23689685
Dr. 4chan is here to help

>>23689801
That's the weird thing though, today is totally average in terms of effort and caffeine intake. I've been running in the morning for like 10 years, taking around this much caffeine on weekdays for 5. I did get vaxxxxed but I never got any boosters and never had any adverse effects either.
My heartrate has slowed to 80 ish and the pain is gone, but that part of my chest feels slightly cool on the inside now.
I guess the biggest takeaway from this episode is that in a possible life threatening situation my first instinct is to post on 4chan, lol.

>>23689812
ta bouche bébé

>>23689821
we get old, it sucks, our health deteriorates and what used to be our daily routine becomes dangerous. At least your heart rates back to normal again, but I'm going to guess you're reaching your 30s or 40s. unfortunately, there's nothing that can prevent aging. Just make sure to get your heart checked out, make sure you don't have any oddities, damage, arrhythmia, or the like.

>>23689833
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=sOnjnCWhJ0w

my next album will be titled
>God is a faggot and I can prove it and it's the same but it has three more songs so it's not.

>>23689856
my next album will be
you will be sent to hell you will be sent to hell you will be sent to hell you will be sent to hell

>>23689784
>when I breathe in
Costochondritis
Press your chest to confirm

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>>23689685
I'd give you a dose but this is a blue board

I will soon be published for the first time

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>>23689907
have this rare dose

for a week or so every year, my brain keeps reciting the words
>Junko Furuta
Junko Furuta
>Junko Furuta
Junko Furuta
>Junko Furuta
Junko Furuta
>Junko Furuta
Junko Furuta
>Junko Furuta
Junko Furuta
>Junko Furuta
Junko Furuta
>Junko Furuta
over and over. i seriously need help.

>>23689726
You said a lot of stupid shit, but to clarify a few things:
1. None of these symtoms are usual for a stroke.
2. Aspirin is taken for a heart attack, not for a stroke. Stroke is not always caused by a blood clot, but ruptured vessel, so aspirin will make things worse.
3. Tachycardia IS arrhytmia, and it's not a minor condition, though yes, better that other issues mentioned.
4. Heart attack pain does not change depending on your breathing.

>>23689685
just thug it out

>>23689948
this >>23689801 is also me
>note: I have absolutely no medical degree, not even medicine or medical subjects as a hobby or interest.

basically, yeah, you're probably correct, but I don't care enough to read up on whats right. we are on 4chan, we're not even on /sci/ where the med gen would be, we're on /lit/, and I'm not writing a medical book.

also, I was checking to make sure he isn't just having that one tendon issue people get, the one where the tendon or whatever between the front and back of your chest gets a little stretched or out of place and makes you have chest pains until you take a deep breath

>>23689801
>>23689971
Sure, whatever. I agree with you about the caffeine though, could be an overdose.

Never fucking stay overnight at the airport. There's nothing to do but buy overpriced shit

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I’m 25 and still don’t know what to do with my life. I can’t be motivated to work because I don’t have a wife. I don’t have a gf/wife because I think women aren’t worth it anymore. I’ll have to get a job eventually, but I don’t have a degree, and if I did go to college I wouldn’t know what to study because everything is being replaced by automation. Why has everything become so.. nebulous? I’m sure my ancestors weren’t inundated by all these dead ends. They failed at all sorts of things but there was always some clear objectives. “Just fly to America”. “Just start a business”. “Oh it failed? Just drive down the road and get a job at that travel agency”.

>>23684424
I've noticed in /v/ the amount of users who were low effort posting seemed to also think they were "le epic trolling lel". We need summerfags to go back to school and atleast have some more effortposting but the jannies are dumb.

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>>23690025
>he didn't bring a book

>>23690025
lots of time to meditate
https://www.dhammatalks.org/books/WithEachAndEveryBreath/Section0003.html

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>>23689784
https://www.reddit.com/r/decaf/comments/12ma5h5/links_to_some_studies_on_negative_effects_of/

Caffeine creates background tension that ultimately reduces the quality of life, an effect that may go unnoticed because it is masked by other stressors.

The amazing thing is that even without knowing how this occurs, most people know that caffeine makes them nervous. Yet a common reaction is not to decrease intake of caffeine, but to reach for anti-anxiety drugs.

Researchers found that habitual and light caffeine consumers had basically the same increase in stress hormones, proving that people do not develop a tolerance to the anxiety-producing effects of caffeine. Rather, people simply become accustomed to the feelings of stress, irritability, and aggressiveness produced by the drug.

The interesting thing about caffeine is that it potentiates or magnifies the stress in our lives. This effect occurs not only when one consumes it, but also when habitual drinkers are deprived of their “fix” for even a few hours. Remember that caffeine is not a mood elevator except in the sense that metabolic stress tends to increase alertness. In other words, caffeine doesn’t improve one’s mood; it simply helps to avert the fatigue and depression associated with withdrawal.

Few people would say that caffeine makes them depressed, but that’s only because the depressive effect is delayed. Studies show, for example, that most people given a group of substances over time will ascribe any changes in the way they feel to the last substance they took. Thus, feelings of tiredness and depression that come three hours after a cup of coffee are seldom associated with caffeine. We blame something else, like the weather or a boring job.

Other eye-opening research has found that caffeine causes a remarkable decrease in cerebral blood flow. You don’t have to be a neurochemist to see that such an effect would not be good for memory, mood, and learning. Caffeine produces this effect, known as cerebral vasoconstriction, by interfering with the normal relaxation of blood vessels in the brain.

Numerous studies have shown that hostility and anger significantly increase risk for heart disease and stroke. We now know that these emotions are tied to stress hormones in a vicious cycle: Anxiety and stress cause increased production of epinephrine and cortisol, which then affect mood, mind, and behavior in such a way as to create more stress, hostility, and anger. A common trigger? Caffeine

>>23690075
you have an expected lifespan of 80 years. you have countless avenues for money without a degree stretched out in front of you. you have countless possibilities for hobbies, entertainment, distractions, interests, and anything else to do. you have a phone or computer with internet access, you have cheap microphones and cameras bought with ease, you can get into nearly any hobby for extremely and utterly cheap, you can sell the stuff you make, you can stream your face to the internet and say pog every 5 seconds and get money thrown at you if you stick to it for 3 years, you can write shitty smut fiction on whatever fanfic site is popular among 16-35 year old women and put a donation link in your bio, you can draw a fat sonichu eating princess peach on whatever softcore porn site furries use, you can walk down to the gas station and ask for a resume forum and stock shelves, you can get into chainmail and make crusty old women jewelry on etsy. Out of all things in life, complaining about not seeing a single future while living in a 1st world country where you could literally just abandon your home, sit on the street, walk into a cafe, call SSA, tell them your homeless, and then be handed money and quickly get hired anywhere through a job seeking service, and then hop on onlyfans and make a million bucks by just taking pics of your legs in brightly colored knee high socks with your flacid dick out to triple your income has to be the dumbest shit. YOU don't SEE a future because you're a depressed piece of shit, the future is out there, you just need to get out of your temporary minuscule depression.

An acquaintance I know has seemed to run its course for friendship. It's kind of sad that every single time recently talking to him he seems to think I'm trying to pick fights with him instead of seeing the small effort in the post/poasts. He commented though he dislikes how I seem to challenge rules a few days prior.

It's a week before school starts and I'm driving over to see an escort. It's the beginning of the sunset. The pavement has a familiar empty feeling.

>>23690097
lmao just take l-theanine

>>23690122
a girl i'm acquainted with in a sister/brother relationship two years ago was so needy for consolation/care for her problems i kept waiting for the opportunity to distance myself from her. when we got into a silly conflict, i voluntarily blew it way out of proportion into misunderstandings and said to her that we shouldn't be friends anymore. i never saw her again soon after that.
it was a huge fucking relief holy shit. i don't know how tied up i'd be if i were still friends with her.

All I want from a woman is to have a real conversation with her. I want to actually give her the chance to have someone really listen. I want to know her intimately, to share myself with her, all the dark and good and my core being. Then I want to feel what it's like to cum inside her when there's no barriers between us. To release inside of her and be utterly vulnerable and yet intoxicated knowing that she's as vulnerable as me. That I've had the real her in a way no one else has. I want it bad. I want it enough to actually lower my guard down completely looking for it.

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>>23690101
>you have countless possibilities for hobbies
I do have a hobby. That's the only thing I have going for myself. Trying to survive off anime art commissions is a pretty miserable affair though.

>entertainment, distractions,
Opium of the masses.

>you can walk down to the gas station and ask for a resume forum and stock shelves
That's impossible due to my slight, feminine build and delicate skin. The thugs who work in those places would probably harass me.

>etsy
Pajeets ruined it.

>quickly get hired anywhere through a job seeking service
I'll take that point into consideration

>YOU don't SEE a future because you're a depressed piece of shit
I've thought about this a lot.. but no. I don't think it's a me problem; it's a civilizational problem. I have friends with jobs, who are married, who are well traveled, and yet most of them are still far more depressed than me.

>>23690149
Perhaps need to do the same. I've figured the two before where it was like the same but kindle to friendship could be remedied too.

>>23690158
SO what do you do to lower your guard.

>>23690175
Tell her that's what I want and that I'll answer any questions about myself completely honestly.

>>23690176
Prepare to get fucked in the butt.

>>23690179
Does she want to do that? I'd let her.

>>23689833
Anon I'm 24

>>23690097
Yeah I've been thinking about cutting back or quitting for a while. I haven't done a lot of research on the negative effects of caffeine, but it's basically quit working on me in any dose and my primary source of it has just become a replacement for soda.
I work weird hours so I probably won't completely quit for life but using it daily seems pointless. I just wish I didn't enjoy the taste of most caffeinated beverages so much.

>>23688427
Play with him during the day so at night he will be tired

the entirety of /wwoym/ strung together into a single book would make a more compelling stream-of-consciousness literature than the entirety of James Joyce's repertoire.

>>23688972
>some dude mentioned he wished he used that time to learn fighting games instead
Yes, it was me. I mentioned them to illustrate how little I felt I gained from reading literature and philosophy. While I think pushing yourself to compete in and study a fighting game can teach valuable life skills—like being honest with yourself when someone understands something better instead of making excuses—fighting games aren't going to give you a divine enlightenment either. My main goal in reading was to become a better writer to get work or contribute to projects, but it was only resources like The Elements of Style, the Sanderson lectures, and getting critique on my fanfiction (or other writing) that actually gave me any sorts of skills, rather than the time I spent on older, more challenging literature and philosophy.

>>23690203
She's a female, and currently through her heat cycle.

The left has gone insane.

>>23690161
●

>>23690346
It amazes me most when I see atheist/pagan/leftists argue on abortion.

>>23690215
Agreed, FUCK Joyce fr fr no cap

>>23690346
The right literally believes in demons lmao

>>23690398
Hey man, I read a lot of Joyce and...

Yeah, Joyce sucks.

>>23690215
I could write ten times the size of Joyce's repertoire on soles and slender feet alone. I'd love to lick and kiss, caress and yes I know it's crass and creepy here to say it yet to hold her humble feet and feel her warmth within my hands would never fail to stop or stay the loneliness that lurks within my heart.

-Hourglass-

A broken spell--
I've seen the light;
I'll go alone
into the night.

walking slow
under the trees
harassed by owls
and memories.

Orion looms
above the leaves
memento to
ephemeral dreams

>>23690437
You could use your keyboard to write anything, but you chose to write gay shit. Why?

>>23690440
nta but at least it wasn't footfag shit

>>23690446
Footfag shit would have honestly been more based than the most airy fairy empty effeminate preteen homosexualism.

I almost passed out from exiufa-ds m,/c

>>23688416
why do Lutherans and Catholics pretend that they're different? we don't believe in salvation by faith OR by acts, we believe in salvation by Grace. ALL that matters is love. you do good things out of love. and if you don't do good things, it's in spite of love.

-The Myth of The Machine-

They shambled across
the umbilical bridge,
and acquiesced
to The Machine within.

working long
under simulacra suns
through twelve hours of night
while The Machine runs.

Prostrate before
the monolith Machine
they dawned prophylactics
and became clean.

Faceless and white
on white metal floors
they walked beyond
the white metal doors.

Technics and myth
morphed into religion.
The people have faded.
The Machine has arisen.

>>23690454
The defining feature of Christianity as a religion was its deemphasis of the importance of race. Christianity was a machine to deracinate Europe and make slaves that serve J--s. All entertainment and media produced after J--s took control is what they allow you to have. Any talk about your own race is silenced, yet the Old Testament is still allowed to say they're God's Chosen People.

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>>23690455
Here’s a more brap-heavy version:

**The Myth of The Brapchine**

They brambled across
the brappical bridge,
and brapped their way
to The Brapchine within.

Working long
under gassy suns,
through twelve hours of night
as the brapping begun.

Prostrate before
the monolith Brapchine,
they donned their brapmasks
to stay somewhat clean.

Faceless and white,
on brap-tainted floors,
they waddled beyond
the brappy doors.

Technics and braps
morphed into tradition.
The people have faded.
The Brapchine’s emission.

Someone came to my house at around 2am and rang the doorbell hysterically several times.
Glad I did not open the door.

>>23690474
That's scary. There was a period of my life where people were harassing me by turning the doorknob to my apartment at odd hours. Randomly waking up at 2am and seeing my doorknob silently turning on its own was the most terrifying thing I've ever experienced.

>>23690481
Well I got a call from some of my 'friends' earlier that night. I was already sleeping and did not pick up. He called me again and again so I just turned the phone to plane mode. I just 'felt' it was this group of friends but strange nightmares haunted me later that night. I just hope they didn't steal any cigarettes from the front yard.

>>23690473
lol hell yeah

>>23690455
I shambled across
to the midnight fridge,
and possessed
the day old tacos in.

eating long
'neath fluorescent suns
through twelve tacos i bite
as i get the runs.

prostrate before
the porcelain king
i donned bathroom tactics
and groaned with spleen.

shiny and white
down on all fours
i sharded and beyond
on my tile floors.

absent fecalith
turned no watery smidgen
the shardies have faded
The Taco has risen.

>>23689022
I remember when Twitter used to mostly be seen as a "normie" social network and not whatever bizarre-ass Elon Musk shitpost grounds it is now.

>>23690492
lmao

Marauders stalked
over the shale
processing bodies,
marking a trail…

Celestial beacons,
and guardian angels,
and Indian ghosts--
invulnerable Rangers.

Putrefied martyrs,
indifferent green eyes,
focused on Orion,
looming in the sky.

I should have been a better friend.

The ass is in the ass.

>>23690474
sorry that was me, I was hungry and I thought you could help me out.

>>23690522
I forgive you.

>>23688423
Nice. I bet it feels like loosing virginity again

>>23690493
That partly has to do with Tumblr imploding on itself by banning porn and Reddit being well, Reddit. Those people had to migrate somewhere and coming to 4chan scared them. Facebook is basically a ghetto. Twitter was the only other place where they could feel some sense of smugness in using it without being labeled weird, a freak or a boomer.

>>23690532
:(

>>23688416
I'm a fucking patriot. I love my country. I live in the most beautiful place on earth.

-voyeur-

across from me,
windows are stacked.
in my bed,
i lie on my back,

a Coolpix 1000
projects on my wall,
the lives of my neighbors--
while i withdrawal.

I see how they act,
when they think their alone.
my dick’s in my hand,
and i’m all alone.

Applied for a college program and will probably have to take out a $20,000 loan just because I feel obligated to enroll after how much assistance this lady has given me.
I kinda want to go back on SSRIs just so I can be okay with my downward social mobility and wage in a gas station for twenty years.

>>23690588
Taking SSRIs will destroy your sex drive and make it harder for you to get a boner. Quit being a faggot by suggesting you would do something like that, seriously.

working at an Amazon warehouse seems so kino. i wish I didn't have a degree and a great job and a high IQ, so I could suffer the life of an Amazon warehouse worker, and write about it. sure, I could get a part time job, but it's not the same... I need to be an abject failure, but I'm too smart and successful.

>>23690558
>withdrawal instead of withdraw
>their/they're mistake
>rhyming alone with itself
See me after class

>>23690600
Try abusing your power at the place you work at.

>>23690600
I have a friend who works at an amazon warehouse, it sounds like it sucks shit. All the stupid micromanagement bullshit of an email job and you also walk ten miles a day carrying boxes the whole time. It's the kind of job demons would invent to torture people in one of the lesser layers of hell.

>>23690604
damn... I'm pretty fucked up rn if that's any exuse.

>>23690604
but I still rythmed alone with itself on purpose. fuck you

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>>23688416
I tried to be cool, but truthfully my soul still holds on to humanism and pacifism. I like conversation and humour. Most people are just hurt.

Got up at 5 am and still felt like it wasn't early enough.

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Sometimes I like to flirt with girls who I know I'm not gonna get with. I don't do it frequently but enough to make the whole conversation a little lighter in mood. They'll sometimes laugh or ignore, so it works either way for me.

-voyeur 240812_2151_reprint-

across from me,
windows are stacked.
in my bed,
i lie on my back,

a Coolpix 1000
projects on my wall,
the lives of my neighbors--
while i withdraw.

i see how they act,
when they think they’re alone.
my dick’s in my hand,
and i’m all alone.

girl purposely ignoring me. too bad i'm totally cold and used to being in this position.

>>23690630
You understand people of the shade of 150, 75, 0 would likely physically assault and rob you if you were to say things like that in public, right?

i really miss the days when twitter was usable
i'd go on, find really cool books i hadn't heard of, maybe even meet some new autists to talk to
this retarded fat piece of shit has completely ruined it, my feed is just atrocious
i'm genuinely sad

>>23690637
i don't understand you at all brother

My teen wife is annoying me.

>>23690647
Are you LGBT or POC?

>>23690637
It's rgb code but honestly I'm not really sure what ethnic group he's trying to disparage here

>>23690653
no just very autistic
AuDHD to be exact

I can’t check my messages because I’m too anxious

I love my younger sister a lot, but we rarely talk these days. I get worried about her, maybe overly worried. It would be nice if we lived closer together so I could see her more.

Make my bub bubs bounce

>>23689157
That's not its point

It's a really nice day today. The air is warm, there's a slight breeze, the sky is grey, it smells nice, I got some reading done, and I took a shower today. There hasn't been a really nice day like this in a long time, I wish I could make it stay like this forever.

>>23690686
Are you LGBT or POC?

>>23690711
No, just some straight white guy.

>>23690717
Could have fooled me.

>>23690719
You're not a faggot, are you?

>>23690722
If I made enough money to attract a woman I would. I sometimes do flirty stuff with males online though. I would never have in-person sex with a male because I would get nothing out of it.

That counts as a faggot by your terms I imagine, but it is what it is. I dated more than a few women in the past and just got tired of female behavior. It's only worth me getting with a woman if we're going to have a family. Otherwise all you're gaining is an incredibly expensive, stress-inducing flesh light.

>>23690728
>If I made enough money to attract a woman I would.
You must feel really shitty when you see homeless men with girlfriends. Also, yeah, I could tell you were a faggot.

i sometimes wonder if i could select for a single criteria to press a button and remove a swathe of people from existence, what i'd go for
there's no way i'd do race and nationality because that's incredibly cringe and boring, so i'd probably have to go for something way more specific...
i'm torn between just mass deleting all mobafags and all star wars fags, both seem like a massive canker the world would be better without
but at least mobafags keep to themselves, so i think i'd actually have to settle on total star wars faggot death

>>23690733
>You must feel really shitty when you see homeless men with girlfriends
I don't. If you don't have children with a woman, that interaction doesn't mean anything to me. If they're homeless and they have children, good for them I guess. I'm still trying to get hired in my career field of choice.

>Also, yeah, I could tell you were a faggot.
Do you have anything to offer as a person though?

>>23690667
I've haven't met most of my sisters. Except one who I went to highschool, not sure she knew I was technically her brother. (Because my parents had separated and got new partners.)

>>23690735
>there's no way i'd do race and nationality
You're an immense faggot. Doing this would make the world dramatically better and virtually everyone knows this even if they larp as if it's not true.

>>23690736
>Do you have anything to offer as a person though?
Why do you care? Is this some sort of victory for you that you desperately need?

Also I've seen pictures of my sisters, and they're actually all attractive.

>>23690740
>Why do you care? Is this some sort of victory for you that you desperately need?
Instead of immediately responding with something you're proud of, I find it interesting that you chose this as your response after aggressively condescending to me just because I do random flirty stuff on the internet with strangers.

>>23690746
>Instead of immediately responding with something you're proud of
I thought you wanted me to provide something I offer. Which I obviously didn't reply with because I don't have anything.
>I find it interesting
Why? I'm just some guy.
>you chose this as your response after aggressively condescending to me just because I do random flirty stuff on the internet with strangers.
I've got no problem with you being gay, more power to you, I hope you get everything you want and more out of whatever you do, I'm just saying that I could tell.

>>23690735
Get rid of all varieties of usurer and international financier and the world becomes way better
Im not talking about just jews, whites and asians do this kind of thing too. Although realistically the people don't deserve to die, just the institutions that facilitate them need to be stopped

I'm torn whether to accept this job at an asian two dollar shop or to stayon neet bux and try to get on the disability for some bogus (((mental health))) reason. It's dull work and long hours, but at the same time i think its quiet enough that i'll just be able to listen to a podcast or audiobook while working.

>>23690749
>I've got no problem with you being gay, more power to you, I hope you get everything you want and more out of whatever you do, I'm just saying that I could tell.
I'm not really gay though. I would ideally be entirely heterosexual if I could afford to have a family with a woman. I have had a few non-reproductive relationships with women and found it utterly pointless. I just do what I do because I have a working sex drive and it's only stuff I do online and never in-person. I simply cannot get hired in my career field to earn enough money to pay for a family with a woman.

>>23690751
I'd get rid of people who never experienced sharting as an adult.

>>23690627
you got a shot with the cutest girl in the room anon, you really do...

>>23690626
i slept in until 2 pm today kek,

>>23690346
All i want is a green socialist party that is against woke shit and is racist, is that too much to ask for?

>>23689708
wait the guy from the turner diaries was a romantic painter?

>>23690627
there is no successful formula to getting girls, it's completely random
if you're going to humiliate yourself by forcing an interaction with multiple women in the hopes that one takes the bait, you might as well aim as high as possible
there is nothing more pathetic than those men with 0 self-esteem who look for fatties, single moms, or the mentally ill

>>23690753
>I'm not really gay though.
If you went up to any person on earth and said "Hey, I flirt with guys but I'm straight" they'd say "You're not straight", flirting with guys as a guy is objectively gay.
>I simply cannot get hired in my career field to earn enough money to pay for a family with a woman.
I think you overestimate how much that sort of thing costs.

>>23690757
The cutest girl in the room is currently my grandmother. You probably didn't know that considering this conversation is over text, but this isn't something to be considered. Honestly, that's not something you should even joke about.

>>23690735
All the (150,75,0) people have to go. It doesn't matter who they are, they all secretly hope for the genocide of the (255,224,189) people.

Source: https://x.com/hajarabumoussa/status/1822047974102364299

>>23690763
>I think you overestimate how much that sort of thing costs.
I can't have the confidence with myself I need to be with a woman if I don't have a job I'm proud of.
>If you went up to any person on earth and said "Hey, I flirt with guys but I'm straight" they'd say "You're not straight", flirting with guys as a guy is objectively gay.
There's a gayness to it, but I'm not gay. I would have children if I had the job I wish I had.

>>23690770
im obviously talking about in social contexts such as bars, running clubs, parties, or any other kind or events and gatherings. Dont delibrrately misconstrue my meaning to be a smartass

>>23690772
some of the replies are funny:
>White people should be forced to live in countries all by themselves. They don’t deserve diversity. All non-whites should leave the U.S. and Europe until white people learn to appreciate them, which will obviously be never

SOmebody tell me should i take the minimum wage job at the 2 dollar shop with the friendly asian boss? Its easy but dull work and i think i will be able to put headphones in.
Or should I just stay on NEET bux?

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i always thought using photoshop was gay and boring, but i am starting to get into it as a hobby
i guess before i always figured it was a mindnumbing linear process, but i realize now in watching so many tutorials and trying stuff out myself that there's countless ways to achieve the same effect sometimes
given that i love games where you can get to the same result in different ways, this also appeals to me for the same reasons

>>23690784
If you want your life to be different in any way, you would be insane to continue doing whatever you're doing and never going outside of your home.

>>23690784
i would take the job, you're going to make connections and even if it's not with powerful people they can still help you in your day to day life
it sounds like both options are equal, but they're really not, the job is a lot better, and i say this as someone who really doesn't love the idea of work and certainly has no respect for hard work

>>23690775
>I can't have the confidence with myself I need to be with a woman if I don't have a job I'm proud of.
That's fair but different to what you were originally saying.
>There's a gayness to it, but I'm not gay. I would have children if I had the job I wish I had.
If you are actively doing something that is considered to be a homosexual activity, you are partly homosexual. Imagine if I went around kissing guys but then said "Uh, yeah, there's some gayness to it, but it's not gay" or if I sent a bunch of guys on the internet my dick pics and then said the same thing, everyone would call me gay. You should accept that you're a little gay, anon, nothing wrong with being a little bisexual.

>>23690787
i leave my house all the time
>>23690788
can't i just make connections at social contexts like an mma class, a dance class, a meetup group, a readign club .etc. The only people that work at this shop is a small chinese family with poor english skills so im not interested in them socially at all, although i do find their accents quite endearing...

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My flatmate's body odor is so bad he stinks up the fucking bathroom every time he takes a dump or a shower. I don't even know how the fuck it's possible to achieve that kind of area of effect by presence alone. I hope that if he ever finds a woman, she teaches him to be more hygienic.

>>23690793
it's not the chinese people you're gonna be social with, it's everyone else you might meet at work, on the way to work, and just work-related contexts
>like an mma class, a dance class, a meetup group, a readign club .etc.
no because you're never going to do those things (you already aren't), and you're just looking for reasons not to take the job
also the first moment of difficulty that arises in any of those activities, you're gonna bitch out and not go anymore, whereas that isn't an option with the job, you're gonna have to be a big boy
i'm older than you, i've spent 10 years unemplyoed and mooching, and trust me, it's not all it's cracked up to be
trust your elders and do as we say, little boy

>>23690805
>no because you're never going to do those things (you already aren't)
you fucking retard, i go to these kinds of events all the time. I've been exploring at least 1 new social context every week for like the past 5 months. other than a short interval where i met a woman and was spending a lot of time at her place...

I hate when people try to give advice and it's just their own life experiences and prejudices, without any attempt to think about the question in a general way. Thank you for the feedback anyway

>>23690789
>That's fair but different to what you were originally saying.
It's in two parts. I need money and I need to feel confident, otherwise there's no getting a woman. There's a particular job I want, but I keep getting declined.

i wish Kanye West wasn't so fond of Farrakhan. it's sad seeing someone you look up to looking up to a monster. that man MURDERED Malcolm X. the world would be a different place right now if that man had lived.

>>23690823
Everyone you mentioned in your post wants to genocide (255,224,189) people.

>>23690822
>There's a particular job I want, but I keep getting declined.
Keep at it, my mum got declined by her current job like 6 times before she got it.

>>23690826
yeah because everyone who criticizes Jews even a little wants to kill every last single one of them, right?

>>23690831
I would be happy to live harmoniously with people who don't want to genocide me. However, the people in this post clearly want to genocide me: https://x.com/hajarabumoussa/status/1822047974102364299

I've got a lot of books on my TBR list but I don't know which one to read next.

>>23690838
that's only true of Farrakhan, who was the person I was criticizing.

>>23690843
>that's only true of Farrakhan, who was the person I was criticizing.
No. The other two explicitly refer to (255,224,189) as "devils" or "evil".

one of the worst wwoym in a while

>>23690853
Why? Are you LGBT or POC?

>>23690844
Kanye said some things he didn't mean because he's been known to do that. he was upset and got caught up in the moment, and has since retracted his statements.
Malcolm X was involved with a cult but God helped him and showed him true love before he died.
I don't think anything else needs to be said on this subject. I'm sorry I brought it up.

don't reply to me you fucking nigger

>>23690859
>Kanye said some things he didn't mean because he's been known to do that.
Yeah he's done that like... 5+ times now? A person would have to be extremely gullible to think he's "just getting caught up in the moment". He hates (255,224,189) people. End of discussion.

i for one think racism is very bad. and if you wanna say "nigger" and "faggot" because they're funny then that's fine, but it's different when you're serious.

>>23690880
do you understand that you're demonizing a man who doesn't even know where he is more often than not?

>>23690883
Your race is literally your extended family. Your family are the only people who are stakeholders in your success or the success in your children. Everyone else sees you as an obstacle or an opportunity and nothing else.

>>23690890
i think that's a cynical and antisocial way of looking at things and it doesn't match my personal experience.

>>23690896
>it doesn't match my personal experience.
When you get older and you get let down by the races outside yours constantly showing loyalty to their own over yours, it will be impossible for you to see the world any differently.

>>23690899
i'm pushing 30 and i've yet to be let down by blacks any more than whites, in spite of living in one of the blackest states in the Union.

>>23690907
The way you write is embarrassing purple prose with a lack of punctuation. Your brain is missing the part where you're supposed to be ashamed of what you wrote.

>>23690890
>Your race is literally your extended family
by that definition of family other races and even other species are your extended family too

I am racist but you're just a retard.

>>23690917
They're only like that because you're a (255,224,189) person and they literally thrive on the opportunity to inconvenience (255,224,189) people in any way. They hate us and will always hate us.

>>23690920
>by that definition of family other races and even other species are your extended family too
>I am racist but you're just a retard.
A total stranger within your race is still more related to you than a child you have with a member of a different race. You were really aggressive to call someone a retard when you didn't even understand what you were replying to.

>>23690674
What is it then?

>>23690917
my old gym buddy was a mulatto and he was very considerate about all that stuff. you're generalizing one guy.
>>23690922
you're making it clearer and clearer that you care less about defending Jews and more about attacking blacks. you'll obviously use anything as a pretext to justify your racism.

>>23690933
I don't attack anyone, I only defend myself from people who clearly want me dead. If you're asking me to be complacent with that, you're basically telling me to stop defending myself and you're no better than them.

>>23690924
You said that your race is "literally your extended family." Obviously this is because there is a degree of consanguinity between members of the same race. But there is a
degree of consanguinity between all living beings. So if consanguinity is the basis for calling members of the same race a "family," then you have to admit that all living beings are a family too, just to a lesser degree than members of the same race. Members of the same race are obviously not a family. The good arguments for racism center around ethnic homogeneity laying the foundation for a regeneration of the spirit of the white cultures.

>>23690933
>my old gym buddy was a mulatto and he was very considerate about all that stuff. you're generalizing one guy.
100% of the sullen and argumentative behaviour ive encountered in gyms has been blacks. I'm not saying that all blacks are like this but anecdotally it's something i've notcied, and it seems to fit with the stereotypes developed by early modern europeans who encountered blacks for the first time.

He went on and on in that way and she spoke steady words of affirmation and when he felt he could go on no longer he closed his eyes and felt himself overcome by that sensation which he realized before its full possession of his faculties was the same sensation that had been felt from time immemorial, and by all the beings of whose existence he was a living instantiation, of whom he could call himself scion, a feeling that carried in itself equal parts infuriate vitality, possibility, and the quiet dead end lying at the end of many strivings, that had once meant more, or less, or something or other but now he could not think and then he gushed the warm words she wished to hear and they fell back, spent, and he said i'll never leave you ever and she said just shut up and hold me and he did.

>>23690940
>So if consanguinity is the basis for calling members of the same race a "family," then you have to admit that all living beings are a family too, just to a lesser degree than members of the same race.
Nothing I said contradicts that. You're arguing with something I never said. We are obviously more genetically related to someone outside our race as opposed to a wolverine or a banana. Just because a continuum exists among the human species, doesn't disprove the existence of distinct steps along that gradient, which are normally called "sub-species" in reference to animals, which we call "race" among humans for some odd reason. If you're going to do the continuum fallacy by saying "Well how do you define what is Race 1 and Race 2?" which is more or less trying to ask me what the ontological version of red, blue, or green is, and there would be nothing to gain by discussing this sort of thing. If there weren't distinct morphological differences, people wouldn't remark that X people are different from Y people. Period. You know it when you see it.

>Members of the same race are obviously not a family.
Genetically, a random stranger is more related to you than if you were to have a children with someone who wasn't in your race.
>The good arguments for racism center around ethnic homogeneity laying the foundation for a regeneration of the spirit of the white cultures.
I think it's interesting you initially try to push back on my statements using the empirical grounds of genetic similarity (you used the word """consanguinity""") and then you proceed with some nebulous, undefinable, histrionic concept such as "regeneration of the spirit of <race> cultures" as if there's any objective standard to what the end goal of that would even look like. That sort of statement genuinely makes me believe your only lines of argumentation for the protection of race directly come from Mein Kampf as opposed to anything more original, or at least written in the last 80 years, or anything more empirically sound.

>>23690890
I just don't feel like most members of my race give a shit about me. Some guy in the next city cares as much as a guy in Nigeria. I only really value my relatives for that reason.

>>23690976
>I just don't feel like most members of my race give a shit about me. Some guy in the next city cares as much as a guy in Nigeria. I only really value my relatives for that reason.
They would care enough about you to be preferential in hiring and marriage and hundreds of years of data demonstrate that. Just because they're not motivated enough to be a surrogate parent to you, doesn't suddenly mean people outside of your race would treat you even a fraction as well.

>>23690967
>Genetically, a random stranger is more related to you than if you were to have a children with someone who wasn't in your race.
Doesn't make them an extended family. Anyone in my extended family would be prepared to house me if i rocked up at their door homeless, even second cousins who i haven't seen in decades.

And yes the regeneration of culture is very important. Why are whites special? Is it just because of certain genes? This isn't really such a vague thing...

>>23691000
Culture is downstream from genes. You cannot take a person of a different race, transplant them into a different nation, and expect them to perform exactly the same way. Twin studies show this.

Anyone with some really fucked up hillbillies at work? I don't just mean an accent.

>>23691008
ok i agree to some extent. it makes me cringe how shakespeare always has aboriginals in it every time i see one in melbourne...

but it's still retarded to call a race an extended family when most members of the race dont even give the slightesf fuck about each other.

>>23690982
Maybe it was different in the past or maybe I'm just cynical. I'm more likely to get the job now because I have a western education. It's nice that these opportunities exist but the people who run those universities also benefit directly from my fees and indirectly from an educated society. It's just not comparable to what any of my relatives has done for me. Even my neigbors have been good to me but that's not just race. The feeling of being of the same tribe only works up to maybe 1000 people or so.

I woke up choking last night. On your own it could be over in seconds

>>23690920
>what is clan formations?

>>23690940
It’s not just in gyms, this is their general demeanor overall.

>>23691101
Meh i've done that a lot. Your chances of dying from any incident of choking is about 1 in 4,400 so you're not playing the shortest odds unless you repeatedly choke

>>23691018
I’m about 300 miles from the W.Va border. I’ve met a few although I would say I’m not too far removed from them, either. My family are Scottish settlers from south western PA.

>>23691151
Someone at my job just casually catched a smaller snake. Put it into a jar he also happened to casually have with himself at work, alive and told me he couldn't wait for the BBQ he was going to make in the evening. He also smells really gross, like a wild animal.

I think there are a lot of people nowadays who focus on plot and worldbuilding, they only care about a story from A to Z.
I feel like culture has something to do with this but i'm not sure.

>>23691190
what do you mean?

>>23691182
>catched
It's tiresome to see such obvious ESL. You dislike your own culture so much that you bother learning English, yet you don't even have respect enough for our language to learn it correctly. Why?

>>23691207
Probably why he spoke about the guy in a demeaning manner

>>23690743
My sister looks that bitchy chick from The Office, similar but not the same personality kind of, too.

>>23690883
How? It’s what keeps your people from getting assimilated by other cultures.

>>23691216
Then if he hates (255,224,189) civilization so much, why doesn't he stick with his (150,75,0) people?

>>23691207
Oh no I did a grammar mistake.
Kys

>>23691238
It wasn't just a typo, it was the sort of grammar mistake that only happens from someone still learning the language. So you haven't answered my question. If you dislike (255,224,189) people so much, don't you have a loving (150,75,0) civilization you could go to instead?

>>23691245
I just wanted to have a calm discussion about hillbillies. I thought Amerishittia was full of them. Looks like it has more uppity urbanite faggots like you who brag about knowing grammar like a good 5th grader should.

>>23690883
Being internally racist will literally save your life if you are (255,224,189) and you choose to avoid walking in a (150,75,0) neighborhood. (255,224,189)s are murdered by (150,75,0)s at an extremely disproportionate ratio.

>>23691252
>"I just wanted to condescend to people I dislike while myself not even knowing the correct past tense for the word "catch" on a board devoted to literature."
>"Why don't people show respect for me even though I show no respect for them or their language?"

I killed three fruit flies and I feel guilty as fuck

>>23691256
Ohh noo he called a literal hillbilly who literally smells worse than a pig a hillbilly who smells worse than a pig
Kys

>>23691269
>I killed three fruit flies and I feel guilty as fuck
You have to be an absolute faggot. If you don't put the welfare of human beings above all animals, I would never trust you with anything. You're going to peacefully gather up all the fruit flies in a cup, then drive 15 minutes to a place in the environment where they won't immediately die? All so you won't "feel bad"? What a miserable pathetic faggot you are. All uninvited guests in my home are removed by force. If they can't understand any human language, then they will understand my boot.

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>>23688620
Was she fat?

>>23688912
I certainly hope he was

>>23689708
Turner was really good

>>23691299
concerning