This is a lot of reading, can someone give me a tldr?

>>23694701

>>23694833
4chan Captcha playing up is currently pissing me off.

>>23694474
No need to be so hard on yourself, their loss.
I usually cut contact after years of constant bullying, when ive had enough.
I had a friend who i thought was really close with, then out of blue he switched up on me, stopped calling me, started being mean and ignoring me in friend groups. Its actually crazy how people can switch up like that. In retrospect he always had to dominate the conversations and they would always be about what he wanted to talk about, mostly about him. I still feel salty about it. These days if youre honest and with integrity you wont have much friends, if any at all. If you care about someone and you open up to someone, youll almost certainly be left by yourself

>>23694833
I listened to this awesome song on the train today, and I envisioned a story in my head. A human army standing off against an army of humans with silver-skin. An old man had a speech about how the silver-skins had killed their fathers and this was the first time they had appeared in a long time. It was sick.

>>23694833
i bust but i ain't a buster

>>23694325
if I tell the truth she'll realize I've been lying the whole relationship and I'm not who I say I am, that everything we've done for the past 4 years is some degree of inauthentic, and that I'm a psycho. What do you think is a reasonable reaction in response to that?
Yeah I'm a coward. the only thing I'm more afraid of than losing her is being rejected by her. and I really have no room to complain. just those times she wakes up in the morning and wordlessly hugs me, before sharing some pointless dream she had of living in an animal crossing town- just one of those completely innocent moments is enough to make up for months, maybe years of agonizing and insecurity.
if I were to be told that I would be alone for the rest of my life, lose my job and live in the same poverty I grew up in, and never have another ounce of happiness, but at the end of it all- when I'm just about to die, she would wake me up one last time with one of her awkward arm-sliding hugs and tell me she dreamed we were shopping at tom nook's, then I'd never feel like it wasn't worth it to live. (and I pretend I don't care. if only she knew how much those stupid things meant to me, and how much more she deserves)

But if I were to know that one day she would look at me with that same familiar confusion, awkwardness, pity, and feigned empathy? That she would realize I was a fraud, a liar, and a fake? No death would be too painful. Pretending not to care and keeping up this facade will save me from rejection. If she rejects me, it won't be "me" that she rejects, but the person I'm pretending to be. She rejects the person that she thinks is distant and doesn't care. She doesn't reject the real me that loves her.

Yea, I know. anon's crazy. I wonder what I'd be diagnosed with. haha

Think I'll get up early tomorrow again. Around 2am or so.

>>23694206
Some of you people are total disasters I'm just amazed.
I'd pick being incel over being in such a relationship.

>>23694913
I honestly have trouble understanding this.
Youre kinda distant to her so why does that make u an evil person? Youre just insecure. She sounds good but you can probably just talk it out. If shes one of those types thats attracted to cold distant men who dont show emotions and shell reject u if u show some, then it wont work out anyway
Also, how did u manage to get a gf?

>>23694913
>What do you think is a reasonable reaction in response to that?
Nothing because if you say that, then you're being overly dramatic and twisting your words in a way which are making your thoughts and actions into something more than they are. You're not some devil and you're not "unfixable" because everyone is broken and everyone lies, just to varying degrees.
Do you really think she's always happy because she laughs and smiles? She's likely paranoid about her true thoughts, feelings and actions escaping just like you, albeit about different things and, again, to varying degrees. You aren't somehow evil, you just have no confidence and are trying to protect yourself with the hedgehog's dilemma as an excuse.
You probably dislike yourself so much that you're self-sabotaging so you can't get hurt. You're telling yourself you're a bad and emotionally abusive person to give yourself reasons when those tiny "gaslighting" things are extremely common in human behaviors. She may even realize things about you and she doesn't know if you realize them in yourself, don't assume you're a gigabrain and she's unable to make assumptions just like you are.

Anyway, I just made a carrot mozarella omelette because my argentinian hotwife told me it's a common breakfast there and it was delicious

>go to buy smokes and Pibb
>first gas station is out of Pibb
>go to another
>second gas station is out of Black and Milds
>go to another
>third gas station has neither Black and Milds or Pibb

fuck it I'm kiling myself

>>23694958
Its not that big of a deal anon
Cheer up

>>23694958
Couldn't you have bought the Pibb at the second Gas station then come back for Cigarettes to the first one?

Was hoping to get through 4 episodes tonight of the show that I've been watching, only got through 3, it's alright, I'll just watch the rest tomorrow. That's something that old me would've got upset over, now, I realise it's not a big deal.

If you feel like you're not moving on in life and want to self improve, start getting up real early. Before dawn if possible. You'll be so more productive before going to work than after.

Just tell me what’s wrong.

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spent the whole day looking at porn, why am i like this

I do some of my best work when I'm drunk.
I'm a janitor.

>>23695124
Being an IRL janitor seems like a comfy job.

Make my bub bubs bounce, yeah make my bub bubs bounce

I did 70 deep dip push ups yesterday and I feel ot more in my abs than I do in my chest

>>23695139
t&e?

I ate 70 deep dish pizzas yesterday, and believe me, my abs hurt.

>>23695154
Brother, I believe you.

Are you a morning bird or a night owl?

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>>23694951
>argentinian hotwife

>>23695120
Lack of government assisted sexual access.

I wrote a girl a poem. she's my only friend. I've let so many slip away; I won't let it happen again. isolation is a teacher, who teaches what epicurus knew. Ive felt the pangs of hungry days and now those days are through.

Test

>>23695181
Does she gossip about her boyfriend with you?
Does she go into detail about how he fucks her?

>>23695120
You’re male and it’s accessible. It’s really that simple.

Immature people think moving to a new place and getting a new job is easy and will solve all their problems.
Mature and adult people know that moving to a new place and getting a new job is hard and that it won't solve any of their problems.

>>23695220
Moving solved a lot of problems for me

>>23695240
Moving to a new place feels like a progress and it can be if you do it once. I have moved away from home a year ago and many times I felt like this place and this job sucks and thought of moving out again, get a new place and a new job. Glad I didn't do that. On the short term it feels like an improvement because it gives you a lot of work to do and people are generally nice to new people. However on the long term it is always a set back from everything you accomplished in the old place.

>>23693954

I just now get what you're referencing, how convenient that I listen to the exact song right before bed.

>>23695299
"What a coincidence" would work better there actually. Shut up, I'm a retard.

>>23695220
I have a really great job, but I hate where I live. So I don’t know what to do. I’m able to switch departments and become remote but I think doing that would be bad for my career and I wouldn’t make enough to live in most desirable cities so it seems kind of pointless.

>>23695319
What do you hate about the place you live in?

>>23695220
Moving out from my family gave me a lot more mental peace though. I'm Asian though, so it's usually normal for children to stick with their parents well into their adulthood. But I feel like it becomes a detriment later on.

Is something 'deceptively X' if it actually is X, or appears to be X but is really not-X? ex. does 'deceptively cold' mean it doesn't look cold but actually is, or it looks cold but really isn't?

>>23695363
'Seemingly cold' would be the right word. 'Deceptively cold' just doesn't make sense in a sentence.

>>23695357

>>23695363
It means the cold is the deception which stops you from seeing it as it is.
>The body was deceptively cold for one with a heartbeat.

>>23695378
Hmm, okay, thanks.

>>23695385
Makes sense, thanks.

>>23695363
don't listen to those other two anons. they're having a laff by purposely telling you falsities. deceptively x just means it doesn't seem x, or shouldn't have been especially x, and yet it is. for instance, 'the leftovers were deceptively warm, despite having been left out for more than a few hours'.

I don't consider myself particularly smart but damn it's like most people don't use their brains at all. your mind has all these cool abilities but most people have 0 interest in using them

im deceptively retarded

>For in much wisdom is much grief: and he that increaseth knowledge increaseth sorrow.
has it ever been disproven

>>23695430
I don't think it's very deceptive, anon :/

>>23695438
No

>>23695422
That's not what the adverb does, anon.

>>23695422
>>23695465
Stop deceiving me! But aiight, thanks.

>>23695429
I consider myself very smart and yet everyone says I'm retarded. Why is that?

>>23695469
Depends. What kind of stuff do you talk about? Who is calling you retarded?

Millennials never gave two shits about dancing, so why did that change with zoomers?

>>23695472
Once the internet became popular with normies and mainstream society via short-form media, eg TikTok.

>>23695468
It's easier to see once you take out the adverb. The statement without the adverb has to be true, so something like
>The idea was deceptively simple
will still mean the idea must be simple. The deception is that a simple idea might be hard in practice, but the adverb doesn't change the basic statement except to modify how the verb is done.
Examples without deception
>He was falsely imprisoned.
The guy was still imprisoned, but how he got there was not right.
>The bottle was quickly chilled.
The bottle got cold, and got so fast.

>>23695483
Thank you very much. Yeah that was my intuition and take on it too, especially as the context I usually saw it in was in sports describing prospects and players as 'deceptively fast,' meaning faster than they look, but just wanted to make sure as the thought randomly popped into my head how odd of a wording it is while walking home today.

Thinking the unthinkable
Sensing the abstract
Penetrating the fathomless
Encapsulating the boundless

>>23695498
Okay Kamina.

My dream: in a dark house several shadowy human outlines appear. It's your fault, they say. Undo it. End it. It's your fault. Only you can stop it. In the manner of dreams I intuitively understand they want me to burn the house down and trap myself inside. My alarm wakes me up, but not all the way. Deternined, I deliberately reenter the dream-state, go back to the dark house. The earth is shaking and the house along with it. I raise a lighter and gas can, freeze, attempt to move, finally break free of what was actually sleep paralysis, wake up fully.

>>23695498
Unburdened by what has been…

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AND AS FOR DRINKS
I'VE HAD A FEW

Im afraid of holding the actual guns

I rushed out of the house this morning after just waking up so I was really thirsty while on the bus, and at one point I licked my lips because they were kinda dry, and the person sitting behind me offered me a drink by holding out a bottle of some kind of purple vitamin juice or whatever, lol. I declined, but nice of them to notice I was thirsty based on those limited signs and offer!

>>23695583
I shot guns when I was 10 you fucking pussy

Been singing 'if I don't die I'mma cry' to myself all morning, it's quite amusing!

>>23695471
My 60 IQ coworkers at the workshop and it's over stupid shit. Mainly them being dumb and blaming it on me for no reason.

My ideal wife is over 1000 years old.

>>23695611
ok

I knew of people who swallow cherry seed but people who swallow plum seeds are something else.

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ME AND MY FUCKING GUN

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Hellfire missiles weren't made in the endzone

coming down from the mountain to see the people--to see how transparently they suffer. how pitiful they are. all of these miserable sad stupid people. i can't help but smile.

>>23695635
I also like lolibabas.

>>23695705
Were you hiking or something?

>>23695709
No, I am death

>>23695709
I'm a hermit with a mountain garden.

>>23695705
curiosity creeps into the homes of the unlucky and the destitute under the guise of pity or duty

I miss the carpeted floors of my previous apartment, the wooden floors of my current bedroom makes it very difficult to be a slob. Every hair, every crumb, every tiny piece of shed fabric or cloth, every particle of anything that makes it onto the floor no longer vanishes into the veritable forests of carpet floors, never to be seen or bothersome until you vacuum, but instead sticks out prominently and ready to attach itself to your feet or socks as you walk over it on the wood. I find myself having to actually sweep the floor of my bedroom on a weekly basis due to this madness!

I wish the moon landing was real

/lit/ is a special place. It's a secret place i keep a secret.

>>23695783
get a rug, it'll really tie the room together

I INSIST that you give me head.

>>23695740
>>23695807
anons be careful there's nihilists afoot

>>23695734
And you definitely have NO problems whatsoever living up there..

>>23695816
why would the hermit laugh? what do you think?

>>23695850
cognitive decline

>>23695783
I hate the noise of wood floors but other than that I think it prettier

>>23695904
life's a joke

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>>23694833
Really can’t decide if I want to read psychohistory, economic history, or theory stuff by Berdayev, Hartshorne, Lasch, Kirk, Strauss, or Oakeshott. Help.

>>23694833
Thinking about Rayne Fisher-Quann's tits. They're nice and perky and I hope she likes them slapped around. It would be so fucking hot if this zoomer feminist writer craved humiliation and degradation in bed.

>>23695934
I don’t trust women with hyphenated names

>>23695911
I have wooden floors throughout my entire house

>>23695925
that's exactly what it isn't

>>23695977
then why is the hermit smiling?

>>23695992
cognitive decline & dementia

Why do parents and friends tease kids for having crushes? I think this is why I've been so self-conscious about it my whole life and why I've never had a gf. In 2nd grade a girl had a crush on me and I liked her too but my friends made fun of me so much that I just ignored her. I don't like drawing too much attention to myself but everyone around me just does that for some reason.

she said she's coming.

>>23696008
Had they been born into some unmissionized African tribe, so many boys wouldn't've suffered from the tormenting sexual inhibitions of a Protestant childhood. Soul-shaking magical initiation rites at puberty would take care of that: one great mistake of the Christian Church has been a failure to combine the ceremony of First Communion with a dramatic religious disclosure of sexual mysteries.

>>23696008
when I was like 14 or around there my buddy had to get surgery on his leg because one was way longer than the other and it made it hard to walk. he had crutches for a while and we'd take them and walk away with them so he'd have to hop over and get them. shit was hilarious.

>>23696030
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jmeZn9Gp_Fc

Seen the Borderlands movie last night and it was awful. I had to pretend to a dude I know that it was pretty good because he thinks I'm too negative or something.

>>23696041
no I was actually friends with this guy and we still talk occasionally. he wasn't even hobbled for that long, a couple months maybe.

In retrospect, the natives should have been forced to assimilate instead of forced into reservations to become alcoholics and LARP as Stone Age tribals a few times per year. We could have had cute white-native Christian girls by now.

>>23696138
we coulda just let them be altogether

The bruised-brown-hued grisly hoyden had closed eyes that concealed cleft sapphire orbs larger than coconuts in her squashable melon head. My foul maw encircled the eye bower and sucked those globes that beheld my visage out with whirlwind might.

>>23696138
>the natives should have been forced to assimilate
That was the latest plan you tried and how you got city Indians.
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Urban_Indian

What I want is a fantasy not a science fiction

The MtF I befriended in the nut house keeps liking my Instagrams. What do?

What is lit's "for a price of big mac and fries..."?

>>23696335
Send him the 'stop it, get some help' MJ meme

>>23696090
>faking a personality for your "friends"
ngmi

>>23696343
Yeah but hating on everything is also ngmi tier

>>23696144
we could all just stay home and never bother anybody but that's not much of a life

>>23696346
>everything
I hate this kind of hyperbolic bullshit. Nobody hates everything. I just watched Satantango and you know what? I thought it was swell. Meanwhile that Borderlands movie looks like fucking garbage. Fuck you.
If you have any taste at all then 95% of stuff is going to be shit to you. If you like everything you see, it means you have no taste.

>>23696342
That wouldn't get my phallus pleasured

>>23696353
what could possibly be better than taking care of your own people in your own land?

>>23696365
To crush your enemies, see them driven before you, and to hear the lamentation of their women

>>23696368
maybe if you read some real books instead of pulp you'd have a little sense.

>>23696370
Maybe if you shut up when the men are talking you'd make a proper housewife

>>23696361
But thats entirely gay

>>23696358
>I just watched Satantango and you know what? I thought it was swell.
oh god

>>23696378
What? You a cop?

>>23696358
Yeah, i know you like "Satan's tango" and you dislike everything thats good on the entire earth, i got that already

>>23696383
>>23696380
Normies be like
>hurr durr you didn't like it? OMG ur so negative, you hate everything
then
>Satantango? 8 hours long? Anon I hate this movie

>>23696382
Im sorry, my american english is not that strong, but are you saying cops say thats gay and non- cop people, well, they say its...not gay?

>>23696388
Shut up pig

>>23696387
Youre under demonic influence

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>>23696394
>left: Satantango viewers
>right: Borderlands enjoyers

>>23696387
i'm a different anon, genius.
tarr is an unacceptably bad director, and the posturing you get by bringing him up (unprovoked) is worn away by the high school way you talk 'swell' 'garbage'

>>23696396
Yeah, its actually frightening how wrong you are, even tho its such a simple thing( reversing everything) but its probably deeply ingrained in your thought...who knows if youll get out of it.
But yeah, youre wrong and better snap out of it while you still can

>>23696401
>tarr is an unacceptably bad director
lol I bet you like Borderlands

>>23696375
maybe if you square up I'll go easy on you

>>23696392
Im not a cop, i just have morals and you should try having some
The guy is mentally ill and youre gonna try to have gay sex with him?
I would rethink that

Should I become a journalist despite not knowing anything about it or having any interest in current affairs?

>>23696409
Schizo post

>>23696416
>The guy is mentally ill
What about me? We met in the nut house. Do you think I was the janitor or something?

>>23696410
Literally name 1 better movie that came out August

>>23696419
>should I do something I don't care about for no particular reason?
yeah

>>23696427
I watched a bunch of good movies you can't find anything about online at an indie film festival.

>>23696008
>In 2nd grade

that's too young to having a gf, fag

>>23696429
I was considering being a journalist for past affairs rather than current ones.

>>23696410
yeah see. and you clap back with such a weak, lame jibe.
just goes to show i think there's less difference between satantango and borderlands (i'm assuming), except stylistically, than first appears. both importunately tedious and unreal, both pushing totally fictitious states of feeling into a sentimental pipe-dream untouched by discipline - a succession of worked-up images whose sentimentality is only disguised by its elaboration.

>>23696433
I'm not an expert but I think they call those "historians"

threw up a little but not enough to matter

>>23696424

kek

>>23696421
Look at the photo
Look at the minority on the left who are carrying their crosses. It symbolises their acceptance and willingness to partake in what Jesus did- its the pain and suffering that they carry boldly, representing their struggle to do the right thing, to be good and as much as Jesus as they can. Since God is good thats the way to an everlasting life.
Being bambozzled by Satan( watching Satan's tango) is the path on the right.
What is schizo about this? Its a millenia old religious ideas, which are well founded and supported by theologians and scripture

>>23696434
>satantango
>unreal
>sentimental pipe-dream
>untouched by discipline
>sentimentality
Please elaborate to me about this movie you haven't watched

>>23696439
A little what?

>>23696452
pasta and coffee and Kentucky Gentleman

>>23696444
>the title has the word satan in it? this must be evil!
Protestants, everyone

>>23696457
Are you implying anything from Satan isnt evil?

>>23696456
I had to consult the dictionary for the last thing on your list and it says that's a bluegrass band, so I'm unsure what you mean when you threw them up.

>>23696451
have you watched borderlands?

>>23696461
No, but now I understand that you were trying to imply that the movie Satantango is evil simply because it has the title has the word "Satan" in it. I thought that was too stupid to be the case, but now I know who I'm replying to.

>>23696465
No, and you won't see me going around giving an assumption-ridden analysis of it.

>>23696473
bit of a 180 from the sentiment of your other post.

>>23696478
Which post? All I've dais about it is it looks like shit. That's not a whole fucking analysis.

>>23696468
I watched that piece of shit "movie" years ago.
Now i just read the plot, and yep i can confirm that the title suits it

>>23696464
I wasn't aware there was a band by that name. I was referring to the cheapest brand of whiskey available in the eastern US.

>>23696482
>I watched that piece of shit "movie" years ago.
If you didn't go through it in one sitting you didn't watch it

>>23696490
Piss off s****

>>23696503
Piss is also a curse word.

>>23696479
because you lack the energy and venom.

as it happens i'm familiar with tarr, and films with that particular blend of boredom and understatedness that sets my teeth on edge, and those directors that find 'serious and sensitive' (clearly not judging by present company) audiences for films where people sit around peeling potatoes in the peasant houses ... i’d rather be dead than sit through it.

I don’t know why these disaffected liberal types like Joe Rogan and Eric Weinstein insist the left has gone crazy and you can’t understand it. I mean, the latter is like a game theorist. He really can’t figure out any incentives motivating the parties that caused them to change? That’s almost hard to believe. To me, it’s obvious.

I find myself repeatedly getting "ACK'D" by this formula:
> Not making a decision is making a decision, usually a bad one
> Avoidance of predicted negative outcome without a proactive solutional strategy predicts a negative outcome

I'm a retard who can't count

>>23696419
As long you can bullshit and have good gramma (this one being optional for some) you are good

>>23696572
I've met guys who can't read who are more successful than me.

I'm lonely.

>>23696586
Don't worry bro I'm not coming for your bag

going to rehab is worthwhile just for the fellas you meet. some real funny guys.

Drinking and so lonely I'mma go to the mall and walk around while listening to music and to read. Someone meet me at Barnes and Noble and hangout, I'll be the guy reading Bolano.

bout to go barnes & noble at the mall and beat the fuck out someone

>>23696690
I'm 5'8 and ~128 lbs so you got a good shot.

>>23696690
which one? I volunteer but only if you promise to beat me to death

>>23696692
get ready to meet your maker

>>23696702
kk leaving now, between the bus and then the MAX I'll be there in 40, see ya soon bb <3

>>23696692
SS+GOMAD bro

I've been thinking about that lady that recently got arrested in the UK for encouraging burning asylum hotels "with all the blacks inside"... Women will be the loudest supporters of TND...

Morrissey thinks he was more miserable than Ian but he still alive, funny how that works

There is this kind of comfy feeling where one is suddenly presented with an opportunity or invitation to partake in an activity to which one thoughtlessly replies with an unambiguous negation as one just knows that said activity will inevitable lead to an undesirable outcome (its nature actually unknown), one just knows and feels a kind of trustworthy revulsion. Then there's a brief ellipsis and one receives news about the event and feels placidly satisfied upon learning that, effectively, he's missed out on a situation that proves itself even worse than what imagination conjured. Healing, rest.

>>23694833
One’s sexual impulse is a great irritant. May the Lord remove this thorn from my side.

>>23696800
Women are very good at seeing where the tide is going. Racial tensions will keep escalating and for their own preservation, they will encourage their men to go to war, so to speak.
>Come back with your shield, or on it

>>23696881
sexual passion is the kernel of the will to live

I'm better off alone

>>23696949
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Lgs9QUtWc3M

>>23696955
I can't clinlck this there is a girl next to me. what is it. yeah I'm bragging.

I think the Chinese overestimate their success, if it wasn't for a bunch if neolibs from Chicago, NYC and London. China would be still a rice field shithole with famines. Japan and Korea rasing were more impressive in that regard, they still fucked demographically though

>>23696924
>will to live
I used to be an avid reader of Schopenhauer before I became a Christian. He said roughly that Christianity was his philosophy but for the masses. I found patristic theology to be far more profound. Though, they overlap in the recognition of a certain falleness in all things. Schopenhauer was capable of contemplating some notion of an ascetic ideal. In any case, beyond the confines of marriage, the sexual passion is a pernicious one. Besides anger, there are probably very few things that cloud a man's judgement to such an extent. In 99% of cases, it is merely something that must be checked lest you become the author of your own demise.

>>23696955
chopped and screwed:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NJ7pRqaIX64

>tfw too nervous to randomly approach girls in public
>too attractive for girls to approach me
>we just make eye contact, smile, and move on (some stare)

what a pointless existence, an utter waste

>>23696702
>>23696690
I actually ended up reading from Paul Auster's New York Trilogy, so that's probably why you didn't recognize me. Next time tho!

>>23697047
Maybe forgot something at home.

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>>23697008
even before the reformation, people preferred the risk of being hanged to not fucking. that tells us something, yes? from knowing how much even the wretched roman catholic lot wanted to do it, we know how important it is. more important than anything else.

>>23697014
https://www.vice.com/en/article/rave-culture-a-handy-guide-for-middle-america/

>>23697036
son of a

>>23697067
In the Orthodox Church, priests are permitted to be married if they got married prior to their ordination. Regardless, sex is ubiquitous to the human experience. I don't deny this. But for someone who has presently no use for it, the impulse for it is merely a burden. This was my original lament. Also, I think you're equivocating on the notion of its importance. Again, ubiquitous, absolutely. Important? Important in what sense? That all must have sex? No, not at all. You're conflating the universal urge with the need for universal acquiescence to it. Nevertheless, I concede that the vast majority of a man's actions in life, if he isn't a monk, will be directed towards its acquisition - his education, his work, his hobbies, his interests and so forth. This is why certain saints say that the denial of this urge, or at least the avoidance of its misuse, is a sort of martyrdom. Is this possible in the fullest sense? It is because many saints have attained this state. However, only a miniscule portion of all of the humans to have existed or will exist attain it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=z3_iwFPUKDg

another 4 day weekend. so much time to kill. I've killed thousands of hours. I'm losing steam. the time is relentless. hours and hours and hours. I can't keep it up. I'm being buried by time. hours on hours. I can't keep this up...

>>23696707
Nah I look much better this way.

>>23697101
>because many saints have attained this state
St Joseph the Hesychast got into literal fistfights with demons of lust

>>23697101
important in the sense it is the invisible central point of all action and conduct, and peeps out everywhere in spite of all veils thrown over it.
>It is the cause of war and the end of peace, the basis of what is serious and the aim of the jest, the inexhaustible source of wit, the key to all allusions, the meaning of all mysterious hints, of all unspoken offers and all stolen glances, the daily meditation of the young, and often also of the old, the hourly thought of the unchaste, and even against their will the constantly recurring imagination of the chaste, the ever ready material of a joke, just because the profoundest seriousness lies at its foundation. It is, however, the piquant element and the joke of life that the secret concern of all men is secretly pursued and ostensibly ignored as much as possible. But, in fact, we see it every moment seat itself, as the true and hereditary lord of the world, out of the fulness of its own strength, upon the ancestral throne ...

as well - there is a brief and informative bit in the rubaiyat that claims that a man in the arms of a woman is as close to god as he is ever likely to be this side of the grave.

>>23697108
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EM3kaO9yXX8

>>23697130
>important in the sense it is the invisible central point of all action and conduct, and peeps out everywhere in spite of all veils thrown over it.
Again, I agree. But it can also be overcome though very few overcome it to the point that the passion is killed in them entirely.
>schopenhauer quote
He had a knack for having his finger on the pulse. I appreciate the lack of pretence in his writing. He was an honest man for the most part. There's a reason why I appreciated him greatly.
>and the aim of the jest
I always cringe when a man turns the jester in front of a woman. Though I've done it myself so glass houses and all
>as well - there is a brief and informative bit in the rubaiyat that claims that a man in the arms of a woman is as close to god as he is ever likely to be this side of the grave.
I'm aware of this statement. It's disgusting blasphemy.

words aren't enough. I need violence. I feel as if I can best express myself through violence. acestism as violence towards the self. hunger and isolation. dull constant pain. I can't stand this. I have so much more time to kill. oh my god...
it won't last forever. Just keep killing time. it will end, eventually. it will be like before. perfect peace. a few decades away. why am I doing this. nothing is worth it. it's impossible. my god. this is it.
could it have been different? is this my fault? can I be redeemed? is it too late? how many more years? how much worse will it get?
I need to get away and crawl in a hole. where I'll curl in a ball and die alone. I'll walk to Alaska and climb up a tree. and into a hole ill be naked and free.

the answer to all of my problems: have sex.
it's all sex. I want to be loved and I want to have sex and I want something beautiful to give itself to me.

>>23697143
>to the point that the passion is killed in them entirely.
to never want to do a thing of such tremendous importance. you’ll live only half a life.
>disgusting blasphemy.
something strange, something unique does take place. the man and woman are so close that nothing else exists for them and they become almost one creature. they’re closer to each other than they can ever be to god. perhaps you think i blaspheme. what if i do? you blaspheme the name of man and woman. and while we live, man and woman compose the world.

did you get in a fight?
i fell.
were you riding a bike?
no, i fell off my own two feet.
you should put some ice on that.
yeah.

>>23697164
>to never want to do a thing of such tremendous importance. you’ll live only half a life.
Tell that to the ascetics who found Paradise on earth, who saw the angels ascending and descending and saw the Lord face to face.
>nothing else exists for them and they become almost one creature
Therefore shall a man leave his father and his mother, and shall cleave unto his wife: and they shall be one flesh.
>they’re closer to each other than they can ever be to god.
God created sex for two purposes - the obvious reproductive one, and also a pedagogical purpose. It's a total giving over of oneself to the other, a shared ecstacy that becomes the adhesive for that relationship which you, in some sense, have already noted. From there, ones affections should translate to a giving over to the other person in all things. The marital act is a type of the embrace and authenticity that should permeate all aspects of the married life. I disagree with your position because worships the creation and not the Creator.

youtube removed the song die nigga die by tommy wright iii for violating their policy on harassment and bullying

>>23697180
>saw the angels
did they make babies?

im going to get nice and drunk and go to a poetry open mic tomorrow night. and maybe, just maybe, i can stumble into some 'artistic' 'pussy'.

i need to write a poem, as a cover.
this will do fine.

i've seen worse.
at least i'm not talking about shitting like bukowski.

i'm going to get drunk, but not high. no mushrooms either.
i want to stay in a bad mood and fuck my way out of it.

the place will most likely be disappointing,
and well lit.

i'm going anyway.
got nothing to do.

>>23697196
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=vNx1dOnyGbw
?, but lol at the way he says wig spleet, that shit does go hard af

>>23697215
>?
ever heard of the same song being uploaded multiple times

>>23697213
tell them i said hello

>>23697220
well ya but i mean if you upload like idk a copy of the olympics it will get zapped instantly, so like it was probably just some "community standards" assholes snitched on it, like whatever assholes flagged armand van helden's boiler room, wtf, it got restored cuz there is literally nothing "adult" in it

>>23697223
>whatever assholes flagged armand van helden's boiler room
that was me & i'll do it again

>>23697230
u triggered by the professional widow remix huh?

>>23697235
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5ImEt52CxVY
holy shit i didn't know how fucked up the original version is lol the remix actually seems kinda tame

>>23697235
i have all sorts of gripes with that guy about bpm counts and what have you

>>23697222
who the fuck are you

I'm amazed at the depth of my loneliness.

>>23697246
ya i mean i don't really "like" him but he just has too many good tracks to be denied

>>23697256
yeah part of growing up is realising that armand van helden x grant nelson were the GUYS

fuck open mics,
i'll go to a bar instead.

there's a dive
down the street
where i think
ill find easy woman.

im loonneely.
don't care how stupid they are.

ill get nice and drunk, starting now.
head down when it's late...
everyone is drunk...
me too...
find a nice lady...
someone lonely and stupid
to kill time with.

it smells like shit outside.

>>23697213
>'pussy'
what did you mean by this

them young niggas not givin a fuck about nothin. that pistol, bro, get you feelin like superman. then some shit you probably woulda let slide, now just because you got that thumper on you you like I wish a nigga would.

My apartment is perfectly clean. The bed is made, all laundry is folded and put away, the trash is taken out, the toilet is clean, and all the books, music, movies and drinks in the fridge are all organized and put away on the shelves. My mailbox is empty, my e-mail is empty apart from the few dozen archived managed things, and my car is parked in the lot with the windows folded in, the trip odometers set to zero, and everything generally put away. At work, my office is clean and organized, and all of the other private areas that I think of as "mine" are also squared away. I am clean shaven. My chud dumbphone is blessedly empty, or as close to it as practicable. It has a completely black screen with minimal apps enabled, and I have no calls, text or other info obviously saved on the thing, not on the surface level anyway. I enjoy deleting things (usually work related or other boring personal business) shortly after I've dealt with the involved issue, to keep the phone as blank as possible. Since the exchanges I have are usually boring, I don't mind that the involved stuff is still on other people's phones, I just like to get it off of my own on principle.

My new bicycle is all folded up and stored in the closet. Since it was so cheap, I was able to afford kitting it out with proper locks, a cargo rack, and a better seat, among other gear. I really just want to know that I have an emergency backup vehicle available again, that I can use on my own terms and under my own power without dealing with others. I'll probably take it on a trail and one or two other rides before the snow flies, but it's not something that I plan to use regularly. By storing the thing in my apartment, like Seinfeld, this reduces the odds that the thing will be stolen while actually in my apartment itself to near zero.

I have no meaningful projects on my plate. The oil was changed recently, all other housekeeping is done, I know exactly what's on my plate at work, and everything is boring and peaceful. Good. Boring is good. We like boring. Boring means everything is going smoothly and nothing is wrong. We will not endeavor to introduce any excitement into this. The job is a very comfortable sinecure and I am very lucky to have it. For the next ten years or so, we'll just maintain, and develop a few other skills, while minimizing relations with others as far as is practicable. A new car in a year or two, probably. Haven't seen a mouse in here since I cleaned up.

I sacrificed my nonexistence to be here.

I have decided that the Jews cannot be beat and no body will stop them they will continue obliterating everything to maintain their rule which is why I believe the only way to stop this is to destroy the Earth yes I mean dispose of it it’s the only way to beat them since no body or group can seemingly break their power structure it’s the only way we are going to be free from them.

If you ask for advice on this website some guy from Bosnia or Indonesia who has absolutely nothing in common with you will get mad at you because he doesn't understand the question

Just found out my dad is an elf and had to go back to the enchanted forest.

Woke up at 6am.
I hate getting up late.

>>23697604
How is that late? I usually wake up at 12pm-3pm

>>23697590
A dark elf?

>>23697445
nice line

I've been doing things lately based on whether I feel like "I normally do this" If I normally do it, and it makes me feel shitty about myself, well I'll not do it.
Normally I jerk off every day and dont resist it. Normally I dont join new clubs. Normally I don't start up conversations with old friends. Normally I go to bed way too late. Normally I become very desperate and anxious when someone seems to be going cold on me. Normally I shut down angsty thoughts and ruminate endlessly about stupid shit like someones dumb opinion or what the best sonic game is. Or endlessly in circles I think about why I don't do anything to change my life. It's ridiculous. Like something out of a novel.
It's stupid and I don't understand it at all, but you know, normally I don't just move on with my life instead of interrogating everything. At most what I get from this is that my life is currently a rigid routine, but it is also full of opportunities at every moment to change. Fuck I used to get this. I'd dm girls and live for the adrenaline rush then get their nudes. I just got so burned from one thing that happened that I've dove back deep into my shell. Fuck it. I need to take my advice and get ready to bleed again. Seems like the key here is I got distracted thinking I could think my way out of every possible bad thing. Which is wrong and is a really bad trap to fall in. You can't do it. A man acts or he thinks. He can't do both. It's impossible.

Hey, what's up with humidity, right? like we're just supposed to stand there and get all sticky and gross because the air is being douchey? I'm not a fucking fungus, bro. Just let me stay dry. If you wanna be humid, try somewhere else. You're disturbing the peace, and frankly, you ought to be locked up for it.
How feasible would a humidity catcher be? Like how we have hydrophobic materials. Could we make a big sponge out of extremely hydrophilic material and put it in the middle of a city to absorb all the humidity out of the air? It could even double as a water collector, send the runoff to the treatment plant and recirculate it. All in favor?

>>23697608
I've been setting the alarm clock at 5am every single day for a whole year and this far success has been rather meager.

Just found out that my sister and her friends (who are all 14) are in a group chat with a 26-year-old guy who works in the mines. What the fuck, man? That's fucking gross.

>>23697609
No dark elves don't live in the forest.

>>23697610
Thanks. That makes me wonder if "I paused my nonexistence to be here" would be a good meme shirt.

running gives me nausea (a really strong desire to puke)


found out that waiting 30 minutes with eyes closed can bring me back to acceptable levels of not wanting to puke that much. my guess is that I will need around an hour to be back to normal

>>23697646
1-10, how unfit are you?

>>23697650
bmi 24.9
not fat but very unfit

>>23697646
Try swimming, biking, or rowing for 20-30 minutes, 2-3 times a week, at an easy pace that you can hold a conversation at. With time your aerobic conditioning level should rise to the point that you can run without discomfort. Once you're there continue the same type of training but with running instead, and once every couple weeks, try running a bit harder to test where that discomfort begins.

Being fit from 15-30 is fine, but caring after that is mental illness.

I surged my sauage and it shrank.

>>23697662
What the fuck, no. You should care about your fitness your whole life long as being fit prevents you from becoming one of those decrepit old people who can't walk without a cane or fall over without breaking a bone.

>>23697281
How do people look at their lives and see this and not immediately wage war against their entire identity
Sublime struggle versus cheap happiness
Whats the difference. you suffer either way. at least in one, you suffer gloriously.

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>pick up Bible and start to read
>every time some fly or mosquito comes seemingly out of nowhere to mess with me
>have to get up and grab the swatter
Does the devil really have nothing better to do?

>when someone lists "lifting" as a "passion"
Is there anything more crassly disingenuous?

>>23697773
What's disingenuous or crass about that? Why does the fitness of others offend you so?

I just bought 20 acres of land in Tokyo.

>>23697776
>what's offensive to you about rote, extremely repetitive motions of my body as one of my favorite activities in life
See, I expected this sort of bugman tier response. What do you actually "enjoy" about it you stupid piece of shit, besides the RESULTS you get thereafter?

>>23697782
I just bought a Japanese gravure photoset so we're not so different, you and I.

>>23697659
duly noted. thanks anon

>>23697785
I like moving my body and discovering ways to move it through greater ranges. I find it strange that you get so emotional about this.

>>23697785
picking up something very heavy feels good. but i guess you wouldn't know if you've never done it.

>>23697782
I once bought a keychain from my fav anime on alibaba

>>23697795
>I find it strange that you get so emotional about this.
You reply like a mindless ape and I treat you like one. "Lifting" is not a passion for anyone besides NPCs. It's merely a skilled means. I would call you a retarded bugman if you listed meditation as a passion too. It's a means to an end.
>>23697796
The heaviest thing you ever picked up relative to your body weight is a whiskey bottle to deliver your mom when you were 5 years old, retarded cunt.

>>23697782
what are you some kind of billionaire? land is more precious than gold in tokyo.

>>23697803
k

>>23697803
if you genuinely have no concept of how someone could enjoy doing difficult feats of strength with their body then you're an idiot.

>>23697803
>NPCs
Just a reminder that the only people who call people NPCs are NPCs.

Just a warning for people: do full-body calisthenics like gymnast rings, pull-ups, sandbag training, and so on instead of lifting weights. Even with proper posture, it is too mechanical and does not target stabilizer muscles well. You are setting your body up to become overly rigid and developing joint problems.
Look into traditional exercises of cultures too, but I am not going to tell you more about this for reasons I shall not elaborate.

Avoid HIIT, interval training, and so on too. Run on *grass* for long durations but don't overexert. Overexertion is not worth it unless you're an athlete, but being an athlete is not good for health in the long-term. The joints are more fragile than you think.

>>23697845
you should certainly prioritize mobility and cardio exercises but there's nothing inherently unsafe or harmful about lifting weights. boxing and all that stuff is great but most people find lifting more enjoyable and fulfilling.

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>>23697845
Nah, don't listen to this guy. Avoiding movement patterns or types of exercise because you think your body, your joints, your spine, or anything else are "fragile" is a recipe for staying fragile for your whole life. You might have UNDERDEVELOPED areas of your body, which will become injured more easily, but the great thing about this situation is that by developing those areas you can become resilient to injury and/or learn to recover from injury.

>>23697850
>there's nothing inherently unsafe or harmful about lifting weights
There is. Stabilizer muscles are much more dynamic and complex than you think.
Targeting one muscle without getting stabilizers can mess you up. For example, instead of doing deadlifts with a barbell, I highly recommend sandbag training instead.
>boxing and all that stuff is great
Nope. You're going to get tau protein deposits from the excessive hits to the head.
>most people find lifting more enjoyable and fulfilling.
Most people are retarded.

Anyways, true health isn't really about working out but about obsessing with diet. Your microbiome in your gut technically constitutes a second brain. I guarantee you that you either have intestinal parasites or candida.

>>23697865
>Nope. You're going to get tau protein deposits from the excessive hits to the head.
I don't think he meant sparring

>>23697859
>You might have UNDERDEVELOPED areas of your body, which will become injured more easily
Stfu, faggot.
True compound movements genuinely do not exist with weight lifting.
It's just completely unnatural.
Something like sandbag training has more basis in lived experience. The sand fluctuates in the bag in a manner that reflects many things our ancestors routinely engaged in.
You are a dumb faggot bitch n-.

I really like clouds, they're the rug of nature, they really tie everything together.

A gigantic fossilized porcelain stone ball of feces unmoving near the end of my anus.

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>>23697869
You're entitled to your opinion, but don't act like the final arbiter of what is good exercise and what is not.

Today I looked at my old Google docs and found a half finished book, several short stories, idea collections and unfinished manuscripts. I stopped writing in Nov. 2023

>>23697865
there's no such thing as "stabilizer muscles", a muscle either functions as a stabilizer or it doesn't depending on how you're using it. and heavy compound lifting requires TONS of stabilization if you're doing it right. still not good enough for you? do Olympic weightlifting style training. see if that doesn't get you in shape.

>>23697879
I wrote a short story last year which I was meant to edit after a month of leaving it alone but for one reason or another I just never did. It's been a little over a year since I touched it last, do you reckon I should bother with it?

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=LyIJz-BtF-A

>>23697883
Why not?

https://youtube.com/watch?v=EtVjv-1vJYo

WOOPS i done did it now. good night and goodbye.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3PEHIdKbKMY

at some point everyone just decided i wasn't supposed to drink anymore but i don't remember agreeing to it

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=GHWkPEIvtfs

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=l1fXejvPZdE

This song simulates what it's like to listen to a ton of audiobooks
https://youtu.be/R9982wYPPm0?si=NbExo-Kengo8JJCf

>>23697722
>murders small creatures just hanging out
you are the devil

>>23694833
“Scarcely human, in fact,” Decoud commented under his breath, his head at rest against the wall, his eyes gazing up at the ceiling.

“The victim of this faithless age,” Father Corbelan resumed in a deep but subdued voice.
"But of some use as a journalist"

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What do you think about controlling of information from the side of the state?

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So Lex Fridman's Wikipedia has gone from him being born in Russia, to being born in Ukraine, and now he's born in Tajikistan?

i talk with some girl on dating app, she is quite attractive and there seems to be some connection. I dont remeber when i had interchanged so many messages with a woman.
I asked her out to meet, but she for another few days is in a city far away - about 2-3 hours by train from the city to which i have still 40 minutes of drive.
Its still doable to take this train for me - tomorrow or saturday morning and go back at night, without fucking just to meet her. I could plan out schedule and ask her for this.
If not she told me she will be back in my city next week and even msged twice that she will let me know. Next week i will have wisdom tooth extraction and if i get dry socket i will be out from any sort of life for more than 2 weeks, it may be impossible to meet her then.
But if i do ask her - is it not too submissive to drive so long for someone i dont know?
What would you suggest?

>>23698308
How do you even write a wikipedia entry for someone that boring?

i think im gonna make a twitter account and start using that cuz like when i go on this site i see all these really lame twitter posts and shit but i think if i just went straight to twitter i could just follow the people i like and not have to see the lame stuff people post here

>>23698340
Don't travel so far just to meet her you fucking moron. It will seem incredibly desperate. Tell her about your wisdom tooth removal, she'll understand, it's something most people have to do. And then schedule a date

What's a game I can zone out and relax to, something I can just drift and wander around in and not feel any sort of pressure?

I've been considering in getting Euro Truck Simulator 2, No Man's Sky, Sailwind, Firewatch, The Long Dark, or Microsoft Flight Simulator (autopilot mode).

I just want a game without any combat, that has a relaxing zen feel, where I can just wander without it being an overly pretentious poetic experience (Journey, Flower). Sort of like what Kaze no Notam wanted to be.

I figure that /lit/ would probably know of a non-terrible game as opposed to the so-called videogame boards.

>>23697694
>Sublime struggle
What does this entail, exactly? How does one "suffer gloriously?"

>>23698432
m8 last time I played a videogame, Tekken 3 was cutting edge home entertainment

>>23698432
i paid $30 for no man's sky and got filtered but played too much to refund. it is relaxing, but as far as i can tell nothing happens and i mean nothing. like the most exciting thing that happened i found a little space outpost thing once that looked like a couple shipping containers and there were some resources inside. that's it. i flew to another planet, and it was also more or less completely empty except there was a crashed space ship on a hill. i went inside and it was empty. there's a thin line between relaxing and boring. i think maybe you have too smoke a lot of weed first.

How do you find adventure and brotherhood in the modern day? Any books about this? Seems to me like the only guys getting this are military special operators.

>>23698445
Go to a gay bar that lets you have sex in the bathroom

Smoking to make my blood cells bigger

>>23698430
she will forget all about me after a week or two. What am i supposed to do, entertain her with text all that time? I am just a name and attached picture, one of the many

>>23698445
combat sports

>>23698448
I am afraid to have gay interactions as a male because while I would want to be a pitcher, I would never want to be a catcher.

>>23698452
You would be surprised. I recently had something similar happen where I was busy for a few weeks but really wanted to go out with this girl. So I asked if she would go on a date after I was free, didn't really text much in the interim. And the date went really well, we've seen each other a few more times since then. If you really connected like you say, people are willing to wait a bit

>>23698480
Gay guys are respectful of that. And there are plenty of guys who just want to get fucked and have little to no interest in topping

I wish I could paint so I could show her what she looks like to me.

>>23698499
no, she did not said specifically when she will be back, she just said she will let me know. All i can do is check localisation on her app profile - when she is and ask her out in week or two - if she does not unmatch me in this time. Or wait till she really msg me when she is back - but i doubt she will care for a stranger, one of many.
These app things are not good for me, async communication with cute girls, checking for notification, wave of excitement when i see it - it all takes away from my inner peace and i cant focus on reading book in solitarity and introversion. I lack one-pointentness, focus because of this kind of activity, i need to finally meet someone irl

>>23698561
You shouldn't take it so seriously

>>23698452
Can't you reschedule the wisdom tooth thing?

>>23694833
hi whats up?

>>23698082
flow

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>>23698509

At the ripe age of 22, I came to the realization, a realization that has been latently forming for years now, and going from insight to insight, I have finally learned what being an adult means; it means complete mental misery. Misery for not being as rich, handsome, fortunate, elegant, spoken or skilled as others. Misery for knowing your duties and neglecting them. Misery for knowing the value of your time, and wasting it. A smelly, disgusting, stinking adult, that's what every single one of you is. To be endowed with all the strengths and capabilities at your full extent, and wasting them on taking food from other people without loosing sociability points. A constant comparison between what is a good reaction and what is a bad reaction when someone says or does anything to you. To worry about the external appearance you give to society. The constant choice between good and evil. I have realized, that no matter you are a homeless alcoholic, or a Prince in the Buckingham palace, all adults are subject to the same misery of being a smelly, stinking filthy disgusting adult. To cope that you are not like the rest, that you are better, that you apply a different philosophy to life, is cope. You are miserable, everyone is miserable, society wants you to be miserable, because otherwise society would not work.
Go ahead, tell me how anything I said is wrong.

>>23698826
I think you confused being an adult with being jelly

>tfw you are in the actual bottom of the social hierarchy
I think most of you guys, as alienated as you clearly are, are not in this situation. You might think it's horrible, but now that I think about it is kinda comfy. It frees from responsibility in a way, and since you have lost all hope of a better life anyway, you end up content with very little. Then I look at the normalfag struggle, put on all that work to reap nothing in the end, and it's amusing.
I'm not saying mine is the path to happiness, on the contrary, I do not recommend this way of living to anyone here, I'm just like an insect or a primitive mold life form content to wallow in its filthy little habitat.

>>23698850
If writing this comment made the glory of your miserable day then wallow in it

>>23695968
Things with hyphens always suck: Jean-Paul Sartre, Kool-Aid, African-Americans...

>>23698867
Ehh, what about the term Anglo-Saxon?

What’s a good tongue twister to use?

>>23698915
red lorry yellow lorry

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>>23698973
>lorry

>>23698857
Lol I forgot I even posted it til I saw the (You). Srsly tho you're too busy trying to work out how to live other ppl's lives and seething you can't think anyone might just... not do that.

>>23698915
Iron coffee pots and tin coffee pots are no use to me, if I can't have a proper cup of coffee from a copper coffee pot, then i'd rather have a cup of tea

>>23698976
>Wheeze.gif

>>23697154
>>23697101

You tards all have the brain of an Elliot Rodger.

>>23698985
Wait, are you saying that you never feel miserable? That you are a highly responsible and conscientious person?

oh yeah, it's shitposting time.

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>>23698126
>he thinks flies are God's creatures
Jesus cast demons into pigs so that they would run into the sea and drown. Was he evil for killing those pigs? Flies are satanspawn.

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it was the lord who sent swarms of flies

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>>23699131
>God sent swarms of flies as a curse therefore flies are good
I want nothing less than total fly death. Bring them to extinction.