Big stink

small stink

I lifted my ass from my desk chair and the whole room started to stink

I love my girlfriend, really so much. But sometimes she just pisses me the fuck off

>>24774344
I feel the same about my mum

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The word "incel" has two different meanings (now), one being "involuntarily celibate" and the other being "sexist."

This difference has come about because of the need (for women, mostly) to make fun of and dehumanize virgin men in a socially acceptable way. Because saying "ok virgin" got them too much push-back.

If you ask a person why they make fun of incels, and tell them that some incels are good people, they will look at you funny, like it's dumbfounding that a good person could have trouble getting laid. They also get offended that you are trying to defend the group that they see as sub-human and evil (for the crime of being a creepy virgin).

I'm a sex haver btw. inb4

I wish someone came into work and shot me with a gun so big, they could barely hold it in their hands.

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The most unbelievable part of the movie "Her" is how a guy on a personal letter writers salary could afford this appartment.

I don’t see the harm in watching porn if you legitimately have no romantic prospects. I’m a mutant, the only intimacy I have access to is an imitation of sex, my sex life is a surrogate activity in place of a basic biological need, integral to any male with functional genitals. Since society never pretends to care about me otherwise, why is the hive mind so obsessed with my one anesthetic for unaddressed chronic pain? I think they just want us to suffer as much as possible. The only person being harmed is me, and the only reason for that is that women can only take pride in making men happy if they are emulsifying their brain matter through porn, so who’s worse off? The “poor girl who gets paid a fortune to have as much sex as she wants with whoever she wants” or me, who was disqualified from the gene pool due to congenital birth defects? At least I have a job, that’s more discipline than any of these homo ass influences have, I don’t give a shit how many cold water plunges they do, they would kill themselves if they had to be on time for something.

>>24774245
I love Doom

>>24774421
I feel you.

>>24774421
You did what you thought

>>24774421
The only people that care are insecure women and men trying to sell nofap courses.

Ask a leading AI researcher glowie any question, and you will receive an answer. They go to defcon and catch bad guys.

>>24774421
Society still needs to mark porn as "wrong" for it to have any sexual appeal to people like you. It's the inverse of lit users whining about women reading erotica. Also, I mean, most of those porn actors get chewed up and spit out by the industry within a few years. But what can you do. No one can do anything.

So fucking horny lately I don’t know what it is. I just came buckets earlier and immediately after I get diamonds hard again. It’s gotten so bad I’m even indulging into my guilty pleasure fantasy of cute petite trans girls I just can’t control myself lately

Is there an interior design general on here somewhere? Not on /lit/ but another board. I picked up that interest recently for some reason.

I think the worst kind of love one can find is in a dream. If she's alive, you can always delude yourself that there's a chance. If she's dead, you can put flowers on her grave. If she's fictional, you can buy a dakimakura. But in a dream? Once you wake up, you're not going back. It's only been a week and I already can barely remember the sight of her bare shoulder.

The Nikocado Avocado's asshole poster is a bit late, but he's here.
>>24774514
/fa/ I'd reckon.

>>24774368
Ok virgin got pushback because it placed value on prudence and women didn't like it being thrown back in their face for not exercising responsibility, something they're always trying to run away from, so "incel" became a substitute because regardless of the femcel concept women can't actually desire sex and have it be refused to them in an objective way. Some man is always going to fulfill the obligation, the inverse doesn't always happen. So that's how it got weaponized.

>>24774548
it's just our entire culture equating sex with success in way that feels prehistoric. you see it here, you see it among women. i catch myself feeling some kind of disdain towards unsuccessful people too, and then i realize it doesn't really matter, it's all just ways to make oneself feel better

>>24774556
I actually made a similar point earlier talking to a friend. It made me reflect on my own generational cohort. I could be wrong here but my own generation (35-45 years of age) seemed to place a higher emphasis on early virginity loss than it seems the following one does (judging by both irl and online personal interactions) im realistic about this though and it may just be what im seeing, but it probably explains my constant need to argue with others for any reason or none.

Lately when I am cooking, reading, working, or doing nothing at all, I get the idea that whatever I'm doing is futile, pointless, and I'd prefer to be asleep or otherwise unconscious. When it's really bad, I get this parasthesia-like sensation in my head that spreads from my temples and occiput across my scalp and down my neck, like a shiver, and what feels like a crushing blackness in my brain.

Lately, in the throws of any encumbering thought, I have to take myself out of whatever emotion it brings and take a breath. I have gotten to a point mentally and emotionally, that I cannot handle a single fucking thing.

A Tiny argument with a shitty coworker. Dealing with more loneliness over the past week since everyone in my apartment is out of town. The idea of what I'm going to do with my life. Even how my voice sounds.

Anything that crosses my mind comes to the same conclusion because I inevitably rationalize it down to suicide. Slowly inflating a bubble in my throat, filling the space behind my eyes with fog. Ridding my mind of anything else to think about. Except dying.

At least until the next full reset. A labored breath. Over and over again.

I wonder how world would look like if there were no niggers, pajeets, muslims and jews. Would we just direct our hatred to other races more, like asians? Or we would live in an actual utopia. Maybe a man needs an enemy, a constant struggle, for what is love if there is no hatred? What is enjoyment if there is no pain? What is satisfaction without hardship? And what is light without dark?
I'm such a midwit

>>24774564
You should see a doctor

>>24774602
Schopenhauer said that basically we'd just kill each other if we established a utopia

>>24774602
you already direct your hate towards your own, it's just marginalized groups. good old nazi tradition. you can't have ubermenschen without their counterpart. chances are, if you're posting here, you too would get picked rather quickly.

It's impossible to convince someone they're stuck in confirmation bias, so I understand how futile this is. Especially through a post or a comment online.

It feels like all of society has abandoned any possibility to change their mind, that you have to encounter an idea or event and split it like a log. Divining their "take" on something and fighting for it until they're even further removed from society for saying slurs in it's honor.

So I understand how futile this is to try an argue.

>>24774556

There are other things in the world than sex. There are aspects of a human that other humans crave.

The demeaning of other living things who can think until they are nothing but a couple of holes to implement birth is more prehistoric than anything else.

Women will desire sex when they like the person they're dating. They'll like the person they're dating when that person thinks about anything else but sex.

It is so fucking simple.

>>24774368

The term incel was not double-speak for virgin. In a lot of ways it has become one through the fine work done on this site, helping awkward men learn that there's nothing you can do and you'll die with pussy-less. And conveniently, none of it is their fault.

Incel is a whiny and pathetic self-label that men who obsess over sex gave themselves because they believed they were being phased out of evolution. That nature and society as a whole had decided they weren't fit for breeding because they weren't interested in fitness/personal health/sports/literature/movies/politics/whatever the mainstream had its sights on.

Men saying that the option of reproduction was stripped away by women who wanted someone more attractive is a cop-out in every way. Instead of personal improvement: working out, becoming educated, participating in life. The individuals who pride themselves on how little control they have are always solely focused on fucking. Not the human connection with someone else. They've secluded themselves into a small hole by completely avoiding any other aspect of life.

A self fulfilling prophecy.

>>24774642
>Incel is a whiny and pathetic self-label
>Men saying that the option of reproduction was stripped away
Yes, this is a very small and vocal minority confined to incel forums, and yet, any time a man speaks out of line, on the wider internet, he is called an incel. It is not self-label then, is it? You don't see how it is being used as a manipulation and shaming tactic pretty much everywhere but the work-place?

Also, are you of the opinion it is impossible for a good man to be incel? You skipped over that.

Sloth is really the biggest sin there is.

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>>24774668

>>24774667
ever heard of a thing called persecution mania?

>>24774693
ever heard of a thing called using your two eyes and ears.

>>24774693
Also,
>persecution mania
lmao that's a good one. I'm going to use that next time a woman complains about misogyny. I assume you are a woman because I'm learning gas-lighting tactics from our conversation.

>>24774700
yes and i keep them pointed outward rather than in.

>>24774709
this is my first reply to you.
>I assume you are a woman
i rest my case

>>24774717
I don't think that's a good thing.

>>24774721
Go on and say the word and prove my point. I know you had the reflex to.

>>24774725
>Go on and say the word and prove my point. I know you had the reflex to.
nigger. jk.
did you ever stop to think that it hadn’t occurred to me, you would just look obsessed and paranoid?

>>24774730
I don't really care. You weren't the original guy that replied to me. I don't even know why you butted in and then acted surprised when I acted like you were them.

Whenever I find something cool to write about I realise that I have no knowledge or experience of the thing while most people definitively do so it'll probably end up non-credible.
Maybe I should stick to writing in a Fantastic setting so that no one knows how things are in this world.

>>24774733
i know this is unlike you, but you’re overreacting.
>this is my first reply to you
really can’t be considered ‘acting surprised’.

>>24774738
>paranoid
>overreacting
>persecution mania
definitely a woman or a tranny

>>24774741
do you ever listen to yourself?

>>24774745
Do you? Ever notice the manipulation words you use instead of having a real conversation?

>>24774750
ridiculous. you’re obviously a woman.

>>24774753
Life might have been easier if I was

I traded my mum a book about the SS for Treasure Island. And it doesn't really matter, to be honest, cause if I ever want to read the book I gave her, I can just ask her for it and I can take it. Also, I found a booktuber who I've begun to really like, but he's not very big so I don't want to shout him out here in case it looks like self-promotion >:(

>>24774761
>nobel for litty drops oct 9th two days after shadow ticket
cmon, give pynch his props

>>24774735
You could do research

>>24774735
Experience is a meme, well, it's not, but the notion that you can only write about what you know, is. You think Vollman went to war before writing Europe Central? No, he just read a shit-tonne of history books. Corncob McCarthy read 300~ books to research for Blood Meridian and worked on it for 20 years. I'm sure there are other examples, but the point is that you should write about whatever interests you.

I ate too much pizza last night :(

>>24774828
>but the notion that you can only write about what you know, is.
>he just read a shit-tonne of history books.
So... he wrote what he knew? You don't have to experience something to know it. I know a good amount about MMA, but I've never even been in a street fight.

>>24774835
I meant "have personally experienced" instead of "what you know." You're right.

There's an indie book festival thing happening in my city this month, dare I go? It's free entry.

>>24774853
Yes, you have my permission. Take some lunch and be home by dark!

>>24774855
Thanks, mum!

Went to /pol/ for the first time in a while out of curiousity. What a shithole. I feel worse now.

>>24774864
Yeah, there's no point in going anywhere that has a lot of political discourse these days unless you like feeling bad. I was on Twitter for about 5 minutes today, and I started getting angry, so I had to close it. It fucked up my mood in a matter of minutes. And maybe that says more about me, I don't know, but I thought I'd mention it anyway.

>>24774864
>tfw last went to /pol/ when the captcha got taken off so they could see what it was like to have everyone else's opinions spammed on their board
It was good I don't need to go back

>>24774867
Twitter is the worst because its algorithm literally prioritizes ragebait, because ragebait creates the most engagement. Their profit > your mental health.

>>24774872
Yeah, I know. Elon really is one of the worst humans alive.

Each generation is dumber, uglier, weaker, and less creative than the last. We might pass for a hominid but the real humans, the ones you read about in history books, left the game a long time ago, their blood having ran far too thin and watery in their degenerate descendants.

>>24774864
They're just so full of spite and resentment, it's sad, and dangerous.

>>24774889
I believe this. At the same time, something inside of me doesn't want to believe this. My mind, my 'glaive teutonique', as much as it has accepted this fact, constantly searches for alternative explanations or a possible solution to the problem.

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ドグラ・マグラ

do u guys think i can order camp of the saints from amazon without getting put on some kind of list?

>>24774930
You are already on one for visiting sites like 4chan, probably.

the counter girls at my local bagel place look like sex workers jesus christ very whorish make up like big glossy lipstick, long ass lashes, and one has a fucking huge neck tattoo. i think they would make way more money as strippers rather than ringing up bagel orders.

I remember when I was sexting a girl one night, and she was taking a little bit to get back to me every time, and it was really killing the mood, so I just started reading a book in between every one of her replies. Each time she'd reply, I'd put the book down, stroke my dick a little, reply, and then go back to reading. Honestly, I had a pretty good thing going.

>>24774245
Is 24 years old too late to go to college? Generally depressed, had a fight with my parents, dropped out of school 18 years old, worked shitty jobs on and off and did stuff, currently learning for the GED.

>>24774978
>Is 24 years old too late to go to college?
Is this a serious question? They wouldn't let you enroll in it at 24 if 24 was too late. I know a guy who was a crack addict who turned his life around, went to uni and became a psychologist, and now he makes fucking bank. You can do it too, anon.

>>24774987
Does it make sense to go to college if I want to lead a countryside lifestyle full of hunting and growing vegetables?

>>24775027
Depends on what you go there for.

>>24775027
vegetables are disgusting

>>24775035
You mean to college? I just wants to be respected as a man with a real profession.
>>24775039
Eating meat on a daily basis in this day and age is environmentally irresponsible.

>>24774978
I went to college from 18-20 then was a NEET for 4 years and I started college again like a month ago

>>24774978
No, you’ll still be young enough to blend in without visibly standing out as a mature student.

>>24775047
Why were you a neet for so long?

>>24775046
animal agriculture is better for the environment.
besides it’s essential for your health.

>>24775055
The plan is not fixed yet, just a general idea.

Is 30 too late to start my life.
I've been forced to pause my life since I was 20. I have no friends. I've never been on a date. I'm a virgin. Never done any drugs or drank. Never held any job. I live at home. No hobbies. No personality I don't really fit the average depiction of a 4chan neet though. I rarely go online.

I just don't think its possible to do what i want in life at this age. I want to move to another state and change my name and start over. But I just can't see how that's possible. I don't understand how to even rent an apartment. Whenever I ask about moving out the family member in charge of my life says not to

>>24775065
It's over for you, bro. You have no idea what real life is like. You're like an animal that was raised in captivity, you dont have the skills to survive in the wild. Just stay with mommy.

>>24775175
uh oh iago’s in the thread

>>24775053
I'm an avoidant coward with coddling parents. But even cowards have a point where they go "I must do something!" I have no idea how I'm going to explain the resume gap when I graduate. I'll probably ask a friend to lie and pretend to my reference.

It's a good thing I have no interest in starting a family, because if I did, and ended up having a daughter, I just know I would be tempted to [redacted], and no doubt I would give in. Sometimes those demons fill me with feelings of regret, like I'm missing out, and I ought to rectify it, but I've managed to resist thus far. Best keep it that way.

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>>24774245
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=FZ_RBESdvFk

>>24775214
Disgusting scum.

I don't know how to let go of the past

plan for the day:
work

>>24775175
I don't live with my parents because they were abusive

>>24775321
>i live at home
get ur story straight dude

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=rvLvJ_goGpg

>>24775321
so what

>>24775321
that's irrelevant. youre still a loser.

i just watched caught stealing by aronofsky. was pretty mid, i expect better from him to be honest. maybe it was just the genre, the "trust no one everything is a double cross" noir shit is always annoying to me, as soon as u realize that's what you're watching any twists become expected. moreover the obv "character growth" heroes journery doodoo was too blatant, oh he finally took responsibility for killing his friend, oh he finally stopped drinking, he finally stopped watching baseball, ok good for him who gives a shit? one thing i liked about the movie drive the guy really doesn't "grow" he's still an autistic schizoid at the end as far as i can remember, but i haven't seen it in a while. it was funny to the see the guy from the day trippers movie hella old tho lol i had to imdb him after cuz i was like i know that guy from sth... i kind of hate movies, they're so formulaic with their shitty "story beats" and "character growth" and all that other shit. still gave me a relaxed feeling after which is guess is sort of comfy.

>>24775327
I do live at home basically
>>24775335
You got it wrong
>>24775337
Well I'm trying. So much of me is wrapped up with these people and nobody will explain to me how I'm supposed to work. They won't even let me move out

I brushed my teeth last night.

>>24775344
gayboy

>>24775312
same

>>24775339
>we shouldn't have let the goy driv... ack!
ok that line was kind of funny

>>24775341
just get a job and leave you helpless faggot

just for fun

It's amazing how totally fine I am with being absolutely paranoid. Of course the feds are spying on you through your phone. Of course they track you through the use of your credit cards, too. Of course you should avoid attaching an account and an email address to as much online activity as possible. Of course you should avoid using your real face online as much as possible.

It's just basic OpSec. It's part of my daily life, now.

>>24775407
https://youtube.com/shorts/B-zBfU6aP54?si=6jDF4JKVl1VsL52H

I hate when people reach out to me. A guy I knew in high-school called me out of the blue a few days ago. I ignored the call. He then sent texts, which I ignored. I knew him 15 years ago. I dont want to reminisce. I didn't like high-school. When I meet with old friends, or with family I haven't seen in years, I mostly feel a general disappointment toward life. I'd rather just live in the present. It wouldn't bother me at all to never think or see these old people again. I already wasn't thinking about them. Why are they thinking about me?

>>24775442
I really think people underestimate how much of their daily life is hallucinations. Small hallucinations. Almost everyone is at least a little sleep deprived, or gets a little stessed.

>>24775407
>f*ggot
We do not, under any condition, at any moment, in any manner, form, or fashion, whether through written text, image, or any other medium of communication, make use of, post, or in any way propagate the word "faggot" or any term of like nature, in this space, on this imageboard, or within any thread, post, or image shared here, for we do not countenance, tolerate, nor approve of the usage, propagation, or repetition of such a vile and offensive term, in any conceivable capacity, nor shall we permit the presence or circulation of such a word, whether plainly expressed or hidden in some other guise or insinuation, in any form or manner, as we do steadfastly hold that such language, in its entirety, hath no rightful place within this imageboard, and we shall not, under any circumstance, allow or accept its invocation in any form, whether textual, graphical, or implied through images, at any time, nor under any pretense or justification, for we resolutely reject and denounce the use of such language and all that is akin to it.

>>24774667

The original claim was that it had started life as a weapon against virginal men. That's what I was arguing about.

>vocal minority confined to incel forums

In 2013, I'd have agreed with you. Right now? Incel rhetoric and the idea that there's something to be done about women and who they choose to fuck is widespread enough, any kid who has gone a few months without talking to a girl would fall down that hole. Scrolling through tiktok or reels or youtube shorts, its easy to find. It hasn't been an insular community 2018. When a number of mass shooters and online groups claimed to be incels themselves. Letting the spotlight on the mindset rapidly expand.

>it is being used as a manipulation and shaming tactic

I completely agree with you.

Using incel as a catch all for dissenting belief does a lot of harm to men as a whole. I don't think you're wrong about it being a terrible way to shame and manipulate men.

I think we disagree on why. I think having the belief that you are useless without pussy does just as much harm as anyone wantonly calling any man an incel. It pushes people further down that rabbit hole and convinces them that there's nothing to do about it.

>is it impossible for a good man to be incel?

No. If anyone really thinks that they are INVOLUNTARILY CELIBATE, that they don't have a chance to have sex because society shooed them into a corner and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it, no dude. Being stuck in a mindset where all you prioritize is sex and obsess over the little amount that you have, it will drive other people away and only make the situation worse. It robs men of their confidence, driving them to terrible places in their head. It shouldn't be considered as an option, there should just be other ways to value yourself in life, instead of a deep fixation on how little pussy someone gets.

I'm not saying that a man who doesn't get laid is worthless. I'm saying that if he thinks he doesn't have any control over that fact is fundamentally wrong. That it ruins yours heart. You cannot think clearly if everything that consumes you is sex. You are robbed of being a good man. I don't get angry when I think about this. I am fucking depressed by it. There's other options in life.

The world will give you what you put out into it.

I want to kill myself

>>24775519
well what’s preventing you

Most people with self diagnosed autism are just narcissistic.

>>24775542
Not much at this point, tonight might be my night

>>24775519
Why?

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>>24775555
Meanwhile my autism asserts itself by making me painfully self-aware.

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>>24775039
You would not enjoy life as a hobbit.
>>24775222
FUCK YEAH bro.

>>24775557
i feel u bro my life isn't even _that_ bad (gotta love 4chan's web 1.0 lack of italics) but idk i guess i want to check out while the gettin's good, probably wait for my parents to croak first tho my mom's cancer is in remission but only has two years survival at this stage and my dad is an old ass smoker past life expectancy for his age. might as well wait a couple years, everything is "ok" i guess. looking forward to reading that new pynchon next week even though it'll prob kinda suck if bleeding edge was any preview.

actually, i should say my life isn't that bad by autistic schizoid standards, but most normies would have roped it a long time ago.

>>24775555
i thought i had autism but i noticed people with autism have no taste, that's when i went searching for something else, and found out i have schizoid personality disorder not autism. probably just did way too much lsd as a teenager.

>>24775557
bon voyage, hope you win

Why the fuck do I have such a bad memory when it comes to remembering things I like? God damn. Should I just tattoo myself with the names of authors I like as if I were a white girl? I forget hobbies and shit so often. Its so annoying.

>>24775557
>tonight might be my night
i felt that a few days ago i was like man i'm in a good mood perfect time to get out before resentment or something gives me a useless spiteful will to live. i didn't though cuz the only method i have rn is to literally rope and that's not that appealing. if i can ever get my hands on some confirmed fent i am fucking out.

Esther Gets a Nose Job!

>>24775622
I wish you would kill yourself and stop subjecting all of us to your dogshit posts.

>>24775627
>"Esther's Nose Job" refers to a song by the British jazz-rock band Soft Machine, released in 1970 on their album Third. It is also a chapter title in Thomas Pynchon's 2009 novel V., which appears in the 2011 edition. The search results do not indicate any factual event of someone named Esther getting a nose job, but rather allude to these cultural works.
man gemini is just trash for the love of god send these bullshit chatbots to where ever those god awful nfts went plz

>>24775621
i struggle with talking myself out of liking things. i have an inner voice that constantly questions myself
>am I really enjoying myself or do i just think i am
>actually im a but bored and tired maybe that means i hate this and should stop
>do i like this because I like it or because i think I should?
>do I just like this because a guy on 4chan said it was good

every time I visit /mu/ im shocked at how rabid the kpop posters are. All day everyday they are talking about kpop. there are like 6 generals at a time... how do they keep up with it... why...

>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=afV8Jx4RoTI
mood

>>24775628
co sign

>>24775636
they're bots dude, when 4stats used to work better u could see their threads where outliers so far out that can't be legit

>>24775627
>>24775632
i was expecting some 60s british invasion shit i was NOT expecting some coltrane ass shit tf is this

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WjZ4MaUdJPA

>>24775641
i feel like so much of this site has to be bots. I don't know why I'm here.

>>24775652
Don't talk shit about Coltrane!

>>24775584
This shit just isn't worth the hassle at this point

>>24775656
i didnt' say anything negative about coltrane damn way to be a sensitive lil bee

>>24775652
it was entry level-ish /mu/core when i used to post there when i was 16. you expected british invasion? from this site? what you never read that scaruffi beatles crit?

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I just finished reading a book, I cried alot at the ending and emotional scenes. That feeling of catharsis from crying when you almost never do is the only reason I read, and it's such a rare thing, I read 100 books and only 1 is as profound to affect my emotions so strongly. It's so painfull knowing now I'll have to search for another 100 or so books for another one just as great.

>>24775669
it's a reference from a pynchon novel not some crap fished out a shitty old /mu/ thread maybe read the context before posting thx

>>24775671
That's crazy.

>>24775671
i can't take anime users seriously

>>24775671
Skill issue.

>>24775673
did you reply to turn right person?

>>24775641
o, that makes sense. I forget the internet is all bots now. But not us on /lit/, right guys? right?

>>24775684
i did notice the worst shill threads aren't up right now pleasant surprise, there are still two but could be much worse

i really like when girls pick up when i’m being absent-mindedly narcissistic and childishly make fun of it.

>>24775706
Example?

>>24775735
>shitty normies flirting
did u really have to give us the play by play of this generic convo

>>24775712
she was talking about having brown eyes and i said ‘oh yeah mine are grey’ without thinking. and she, also off-hand said ‘ooo mine are ~grey~’. but actually yeah that is something about myself that i deep down think makes me more special. she saw right through that tiny ego moment.

>>24775743
you asked

>>24775745
>so narcissistic had to fix typos in a two line lower case post
checks out

>>24775751
you could’ve exposed me in a more fun way!

>>24775654
>i feel like so much of this site has to be bots. I don't know why I'm here.
Probably because you'll receive far more human interactions here than on other websites and far more quickly too than on other image boards. But I know what you're getting at. The internet feels like one whole e-ghetto that you have insulate yourself from if you want to protect your sanity. But most of us here don't have the character to completely disconnect and face reality.

>>24775783
I don't know. I'm just completely losing interest in the internet. Its not even outrageous or pissing me off. Its genuinely just boring.

>>24775745
Two people circling each other

I was rubbing my gooch and it started bleeding a ton.

>>24775671
Why didn't you let us know what book it was?

>>24775813
Because every person is different and what was amazing for me might be dogshit for other people.
But if you insist, Renegade Immortal

>>24775797
sort of like beatrice and benedick in shakespeare, yeah.
so mundane yet so revealing. being caught out by someone you like.

Accidentally drank castor oil and got bad diarrhea.

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I would say it's 6.5 on this chart.

>>24775895
>>24775906
Why do you disgusting retards constantly overshare about your vile bodily functions in these threads?

>>24775967
to be fair at least he’s not talking about suicidal thoughts or millennial media.

>>24775967
I shared 2 things that happened to me. I also was bleeding profusely from my gooch and had to use paper towels to soak it up. Then I rubbed a bunch of Vaseline on it.

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>read feminist text
>everything is problematic
>the proposed solutions are not solutions
>every concept is exclusionary
WTF do they even want

>>24776057
let’s see

I could have some booze now

>get bored and depressed when I'm alone
>get annoyed and pissed off when I'm around other people
Am I just not cut out for living at all

I miss you :(

>>24776100
miss you too baby

I forgive myself of everything.

Has anyone used an AI as a personalized tutor?

>>24776117
Yes for oil painting.

>>24776159
Great idea.

>>24776159
Wanna share with the class? NTA.

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Motherfuckers really use Deepseek. My sides, my sides. Just use Microsoft Copilot, bro, it's the best one out there.

>>24776227
>Summarize the main points on this page
The 4chan /lit/ thread you’re viewing is a sprawling, chaotic mix of personal confessions, philosophical musings, cultural commentary, and off-topic banter. Here’s a distilled summary of the main themes and discussions:

• Existential Angst & Mental Health
Many users express feelings of depression, loneliness, suicidal ideation, and emotional numbness.

There's a recurring sense of futility in daily life, with some describing physical symptoms tied to mental distress.

Others reflect on their lack of direction, struggles with adulthood, and the desire to start over.

• Incel Discourse & Sexual Frustration
A heated debate unfolds around the term “incel,” its evolution, and societal perceptions.

Some argue it's a stigmatizing label used to shame men, while others critique the mindset it represents.

Porn, intimacy, and societal expectations around sex are discussed with raw honesty and bitterness.

• Literature & Writing
A few posts touch on writing challenges, such as feeling unqualified to write about unfamiliar topics.

Users encourage writing in fantastical settings or doing research to overcome self-doubt.

There's mention of emotional impact from books, including one user praising Renegade Immortal for its catharsis.

• Personal Anecdotes & Humor
Scattered throughout are absurd or humorous stories—bodily mishaps, awkward sexting, and bizarre thoughts.

Some posts veer into offensive or trollish territory, typical of 4chan’s unfiltered style.

• Cultural Critique & Internet Fatigue
Users express disillusionment with online spaces like Twitter and /pol/, citing toxicity and ragebait.

There's a shared sense of nostalgia and alienation, with some questioning their continued presence online.

• Identity & Self-Reflection
Several posts explore identity, memory, and self-perception, including doubts about autism diagnoses and schizoid traits.

One user reflects on how being teased by someone they like reveals hidden narcissism.

This thread is less a coherent discussion and more a digital diary of anonymous minds—fragmented, raw, and occasionally profound. If you’re looking for a specific subtopic to dive deeper into, I can help extract or analyze it.

>>24774245
My stomach hurts from overindulgence and it's what I deserve. Will I stop? No, I'll make the same mistake tomorrow and probably every day after that. My farts stink.

>>24774864
I spend most of my time on 4chan on /pol/ and it is a shithole, but so are all other boards

>>24776057
Which text?
Ive been reading a weird conservative-feminist e magazine lately and it hasnt been too bad, Fairer Disputations

>>24776111
Forgive yourself *for* everything
Alternatively, you could absolve yourself *of* everything

>>24775745
I expressed my distaste for the quality of my drink and she called me snobby, felt nice

>>24776159
I'm going to go in the "traditional liberal arts" direction. Unfortunately, my AI tutor has not found the knack of speak like he is from a Wodehouse novel.

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This weekend has seemed to be preternaturally long, like yesterday I thought it was Sunday and when I woke up this morning I started going about my routine like it was Monday. At that point I just went back to bed. Fucking hell.

My saliva smells like a dirty diaper in a dumpster.

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What is freedom? The question often comes to me after I finish masturbating. While horny, I take actions that I find enjoyable and seem pleasurable, but after finishing, those same actions seem shameful and disgusting. How can someone desire something he finds disgusting, or both desire to take an action and not desire to take it later on? Surely some would say freedom is in taking whichever actions I would like, without the restrictions of moral codes, societal opinions, outdated religious laws, or other such so-called "spooks," yet when I reflect on my thoughts and actions while horny versus when I am not, it seems that rather than being free, I am simply allowing an appetite to be fulfilled through me, and who can say from where this appetite arrived in me? Is freedom gorging oneself on foods one enjoys, or ignoring the hungers of the body and eating only when one chooses to, regardless of hunger or the lack of it? Can I separate my hungers from myself and remain intellectually honest, or am I simply trying to distance myself from the notion that I did indeed desire the actions which I later found shameful and disgusting after completion?
I've heard some say freedom is the self-direction towards the good, or being true to one's nature (within a framework in which one's nature is related in some way to the good, or the pleroma, or the One, or so on). How can I determine my own nature or determine what the good is, in order to be free by self-determining towards it? Can I measure it with some instrument? Is it in the air or water? Does the good lie in a certain direction? Is my nature, which is related in some way to the good, separate from my tendency to masturbate to deranged hentai? How is it separated? Can a man cleave the two apart, or will my tendency-urge-desire to whack it to deranged hentai in some way sublate into a good desire which follows from my nature?
Maybe I will never be free, if I only have these brief moments of clarity to ponder the question, the spaces between pre-nut delusion and pre-arousal forgetfulness of the shame and disgust which fill me during post-nut clarity. If that is all the time I have to find the meaning of freedom and act on it, maybe freedom is just a mirage. The self-disgust is fading already, and soon I will forget how shameful I felt as I laid slumped in my office chair, sweating into my basketball shorts, mechanically deleting hours of browsing history.

There used to be a homeless anon on /mu/ who would travel to different cities in the US south and survive by eating out of garbage cans. This was back around 2015. Sometimes I wonder how he's doing.

I’m married so the constant talk online in all communities no matter the genre about virgins, incels, chads, chuds, dating, problems with modern women / men bores me to death. It’s discussed everywhere non stop and it, I assume, isn’t leading to any kind of satisfactory conclusion for anyone. Why waste so much energy?

>>24776359
>Why waste so much energy?
Because it's easier than dealing with the issues.

>>24776359
I'm married too and it makes me feel totally alienated and like I truly no longer belong in those spaces (pretty much everywhere online as you said).

4chan has become the voice of every single negative thought in my head. From the bitter critic who finds flaws in everything to the nihilistic life denier, to the holier than thou perfectionist, to the inner judge that scrutinizes my every thought, I conceptualize it all as 4chan posts.
I imagine that I've been hacked and someone is just recording me all day through all my electronic devices, sharing it with other people online to entertain themselves. I can visualize the community that forms around my life, taking apart everything I do, the users mocking everything I am. How no matter what I were, the 4chaners in my head (and in real life) will always tell me to kill myself.

/lit/'s been moving especially slowly lately.

I filled up a week's worth of the things in advance because I didn't feel like doing it one at a time. Meal prep type of shit, applied everywhere. Really helps the routine when there's less of a barrier to entry to do the thing I'm supposed to do. You only have to grab one from the refrigerator and you're good to go. I feel absurd having these things, like a diabetic or a junkie. I let it warm a bit on the counter to lessen the discomfort from the cold. A few more minutes of The Mountain Goats to play while I wait. It's nice enough to listen to this type of thing, take your mind off of her. Thirty units, nightly before bed. It's a growth hormone agonist. This is supposed to help me normalize my body. An empty promise prescribed by clinics to needy men who long for a glance at being better. For a mere two hundred dollars, you can get a month's supply. This will level the playing field. You, too, can have a shot at raising your testosterone without just injecting the stuff. You can be manly. You can be A Better You. Maybe even find yourself another girlfriend and eventually you can forget about her. Take off the headphones, get up from the computer, walk into the kitchen. Simple steps, even though all I did was rot in bed today. The cool cotton pad scrapes across the belly. It's just a little needle. An annoying pinch. I press the plunger slowly. Not a hard thing, simply another thing to do. Sleep will help. When you wake up, you'll feel a little better. I don't know if I want to wake up.

Boy meets girl.

>>24774623
What even defines "marginalized" anymore? It seems to just shift around depending on the epoch.

>>24775065
30 is not too late. That's a great time for a comeback. 40 is too late.

>>24774642
This kind of shit is why hearing about women getting raped pleases me. And the funny part is some women even experience an orgasm when it takes place. Even in cases when the male isn't exactly attractive. Women goon over serial killers all the time. I even debate whether "rapist" is even a real criminal category. We're all animals at the end of the day. Manners and tact are a human invention, and a mark of civilization. Spengler however said civilization is culture's autumn, before the great winter.

>>24776449
You have to be 18 or older to post here.

>>24776362
You know society is not going to lift a single finger, so why maintain a society if its not going to do fuck all about its problems?

>>24775065
just ask chatgpt for guidance on things like renting, its not bad at teaching basic life skills. Then just take the steps you need to take to move out. Everything else you want will open up as a possibility once you are independent. Stop letting your doubts control you dumbass bitch nigga

>>24776456
I would assume it's because even though nothing is being done right now and nobody thinks anything is going to be done in the future, doesn't mean it won't be. Things change, people change, the world isn't going to stay this way forever.

Hamas aren't going to give up the hostages. Once they do they'll have no leverage left.

>>24774693
Yeah its Sodom's best album

>>24776461
I certainly hope so.

Please, what? :(

>>24774245
I made a thread on /his/ asking for relevant literature on how certain cultures/demographics/sexualities/womenvsmen see things in regards to consequences, right action, etc and the mod decided to move the thing to pol! I really should have worded the question better and /his/ likely doesn't read, so...

>>24775482
>No. If anyone really thinks that they are INVOLUNTARILY CELIBATE, that they don't have a chance to have sex because society shooed them into a corner and there's absolutely nothing they can do about it, no dude
I guess I agree with you, but any young man that has this learned helplessness mentality should not be demonized for it, for it only drives him deeper into a hole.

The main issue I had, and the original reason for my post, was the shaming tactic that the word "incel" has become, the double standard of women (it's men too, I know) wanting to be free from the "virgin = valuable" concept and then in the same breath calling a man an incel, which is basically the inverse of that, shaming someone for their sexual activity and basing their worth off of their sexual activity.

>>24775671
I had this happen to me at the end of a book that /lit/ thinks is very overrated. Stoner

>>24776507
You're asking women to be logically consistent though, which is your first mistake.

>>24774668
>thinly veiled Eastoid remark

>>24776498
Just make a /his/ thread here. I know the sticky says that it has to all go on /his/ but I've never seen a mod enforce it.

>>24776509
Isn't it in the top 5 of every single best books ever list that /lit/ makes? I have all the /lit/ charts and it's pretty consistent.

>>24776359
>>24776401
Just count your blessings and move on. Go do whatever happy successful people do

Rapist african warlords with child armies and black street gangs have a more legitimate claim to inheriting the legacy of the vikings over your typical nordic bodybuilder/MMA gym rat, and I say that as a nordicist.

>>24776563
You're absolutely right.
Goodbye everyone.

How do I escape the achievement society?

I have a special relationship with The French that many people simply cannot understand.

>>24776631
Why would you want to?

>>24776640
I don't want to be exploiter and exploited at the same time.

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I don't understand why everyone keeps throwing proverbial jabs at Bill Bilichick, 73, for having 24 year-old girlfriend. In fact if you Google his name and look at the recent News tab, you'll see her mentioned in at minimum every other story.

Is it all resentment? People jealous they can't do the same? I once saw someone else explain the reason why younger people have an issue with it too is because they hate the idea of having to compete with a 73-year-old in the sexual marketplace, hence their cries of "stick to your own bracket!" Makes sense. It's resentment all the way down.

>>24776660
Why do you care? He's a multi-millionaire who wouldn't give you $5 if you were homeless on the street. People who focus on the lives of celebrities are so odd.

>>24776670
I don't 'care,' I was just browsing NFL forums since it's Sunday to see what happened and I see a lot of comments and jokes and vitriol and judgment about it.

Let's see if the guy who posts the putrid OPs shows up tonight.

Yup, he's arrived.

Back in elementary school I used to want to be the leader of a cult, then a gang. I watched too many movies and wanted to be a part of some kind of organization for a greater purpose, I suppose.

>>24776615
How did the Scandis go from raping and pillaging vikings to neat and tidy pacifists? It really doesn't make sense. Maybe it was the introduction of Christianity.

I know its common sense and even more so a fact of life but you really gotta sacrifice certain things if you want the things you want. Especially the things that take up your time.

Thinking of forcing myself to quit the internet forever cold turkey, or maybe limiting myself to weekends only. It's just too addicting. I wish I could spend 99% of my free time reading and writing but I end up shitposting and watching random nonsense youtube videos instead.

>>24777057
Having a youtube and twitter plugin that tweaks the front page really helped me limit my usage because I became more deliberate about what I watch and see.
But as for me, I might have to actively block porn sites because I'm typing the site name out of pure muscle memory and habit now.

>>24774245

In the end, death reunites all. Never would I have thought to have you, once again, be the sole fixation of my gaze. I had hoped to find you, in a torrential night that accompanied your father's wake, cold and drowning in tears, but i found the opposite. Instead you were smiling that same smile you had often gave me. Instead of being distant, you graced me with your whole being and welcomed me into your arms. What a fool i have been.

I thought garnering hatred for you was the best course of finally erasing you from the memory of my mind. I conjured a false representation of you, to hate, to vilify, and to denounce. What falsity. In truth you are nothing like those images i constructed in the dark corners of my mind. You were still that same saintly maiden, a beacon of hope in a barren world of sorrow, illuminating the world with your smile, bringing hope into men's hearts. You, God sent woman, are solely responsible for the miracles in my life.

HEAD LIKE A HOLE
BLACK AS YOUR SOUL
I'D RATHER DIE
THAN GIVE YOU CONTROL

I don't know why, but I've always found this clip particularly sad. Maybe because it's so raw.

https://youtu.be/MH0BKSnsPSs?si=usfI3PGaX_zR6IFQ

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>>24777363
getting john lydon for the country life butter ad was genius to be honest. i actually love that. great ad. offer the guy more than he can handle. we got this punk rock legend to sell himself out and flog our fucking butter. it's not about country life its about ads.

>>24777057
I feel you. Something I've started doing lately is going elsewhere to read and write, like a library or coffee shop. Works really well, especially because I'm free from my distractions at home.

need a book rec, something like or complementary to Journey to the End of the Night.
ai gave me Hunger as its top rec. would you concur? how about something more contemporary

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I swear on the memory of that small deer I once saw to leave this board for good and never come back. Farewell.

>>24777508
read Don Delillo, he's my favorite

>>24777508
Notes from Underground (I suck)
Blood Meridian (Mankind sucks)

"This world is an insanely cruel place and I am not strong enough to go through it"

Any books to cope with this feel? And developing a sense of security?

>>24777518
>>24777538
thanks

I need a cat

I need a hat

Trading hat for cat, meet me at Varrock north bank!

>>24777371
>No they can't take the money
Kek

>>24777578
>>24777581
I have both

I just had a very realistic dream where I accidentally discovered through a friend that my father cheated on my mother with a distant cousin of hers and had a daughter as a result. My friend agreed to help me meet her as long as I kept quiet about us being related. She was great. Kind, curious and funny. I had to leave because being around her was too much. Finally meeting someone like that, someone that really felt like family, and at the same time being so near and so far from them was bittersweet to the point of hurt. I couldn't deal with it and left. In fact, the emotional turmoil even woke me up.
there was also a side-plot about me being a murdering midget on the run, but I managed to flee pursuit by disguising myself as a clown during some kind of carnival full of clown midgets.

>>24777556
What you describe is learned helplessness and it probably comes from your family fucking you up. So, if you haven't realized it yet, that is the first step. Any book about cptsd can probably help you with that.
On more practical matters, you need to learn self-reliance. Not in the sense of becoming some isolated, woods dwelling schizo hobo, but in the sense of believing yourself to be someone competent and able to navigate life. You do that and the world suddenly doesn't seem so unsurmountable. My suggestion? Take classes in some kind of hands-on activity you have always wanted to do. Preferably twice a week. Everything you make there is physical proof of your capicity to create, learn and achieve. That will change your way of thinking little by little. Also, try doing some kind of physical activity regularly and make an effort to sleep/eat well.

you're such a wonderful person
but you got problems

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>>24774245
I think I may be getting back at my bad habits and it makes me feel like shit. I've been feeling bad lately, like I don't enjoy the direction my life is headed. I had not felt like this in 2 years. And now I just self-sabotaged something important because I hid in my room to masturbate all day again. I don't want to get back to whom I was 5 years ago.

>>24777757
just get a job and the issue of masturbating too much will disappear by default

>>24774245
I enjoy wit and such, from Goethe's maxims to offhand jokes among friends and relatives about founding a cult for fun and profit, but nothing gives me real joy like circumstances where social dish, or human comedy that goes to the limit of sublime silliness, is normal or even expected. I suppose this is mostly a function of memory, the way it can accumulate, from immediate experience, into an almost endless resource of imaginative diversions. Even when my REM dreams are a little frightening, they're pretty rich.

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what do you think of these?

>>24777778
fucked up lol

>>24777777

>>24777778
So close, but no cigar.

>>24777787
Kek mot still stealing our gets with antibook propaganda

>>24777774
I am studying, a career I actually enjoy, but I am still feeling hollow, and just to become a shut-in NEET again. I don't think I will do it, but that feeling is still there. I will just keep going, I know this will end up going away. It always does.

>>24774245
Candlemas is in early February, the 33rd day of the year, Groundhog Day

I love movies
I think cinema is the best artform

Even progressives think that race has a real, undeniable social existence and they will call you a racist if you disagree.

Personally, I just find that a little bit funny.

>>24774642
>That nature and society as a whole had decided they weren't fit for breeding because they weren't interested in fitness/personal health/sports/literature/movies/politics/whatever the mainstream had its sights on.
It was actually, originally, mostly to do with being ugky and/or socially inept/autistic.

>>24775482
Do you believe in libertarian free will?

>>24777916
It's due to having the social option to be alone. You could be ugly and inept in the 1700s and the parish would force you to get married to a whore because you had a job and were single.

>>24776454
I'm 43 and I have had plenty of experience with women. I'm just telling it like it is.

>>24777929
>You could be ugly and inept in the 1700s and the parish would force you to get married to a whore
Name 1 (one) real instance of this happening

The coming age is for anyone who can produce autistic brutes at large quantities

>>24777980
It's literally what a shotgun marriage used be. Single mothers and the elderly and other people who had no pater familias to cover their expenses relied on the parish paying for their welfare, which means everyone's paying for their welfare. If you want to cut down on your church tithing and fees, you make an honest woman out of single mothers by forcing the local bachelor to take her on.

I didn't know Kraftwerk was influenced by jünger arbeiter. It makes sense when they call themselves musikarbeiter instead of musicians

>>24777929
alexander pope was ugly in the 1700s and never married.

>>24778000
He also wrote the Rape of the Lock so maybe keep your incels rants unpublished

>>24778008
Have you ever read that poem? The “rape” is a theft of a lock of hair. Not intel in the slightest

>>24778021
It's mocking the romances of the era. Arabella is freaking out like that over her hair as a way of mocking the kind of literature women read

My asshole is so hairy that it's impossible to wipe all poop out. I dig it out when I shower in the morning though.

gta 3 soundtrack is really good

Apparently, Nick Land is still alive

>>24778099
Nick Cave is superior

https://youtu.be/yiwHm6sbwR0?si=g6Ot8PHu_J8FSFhg

is he correct?

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Raw mushroom salad with raw portobello and shiitake mushrooms, lettuce, onions, grated pecorino and parmesan, blue cheese dressing, and croutons. What is the literary reason this dish tastes so good? Pic barely related.

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>history of how humans have ravaged the planet for money
>any talk about overpopulation is racist

>>24778244
>Raj Patel
What were you expecting

>>24776454
kek

>>24777916
Believing that they were so ugly and autistic that evolution/society had removed them from the breeding process.

>>24776507
Pricing virginity at all is what damages people, whether its purity in girls or experience for boys, it can only do harm. I'm glad we agree bro.

>>24776527
Women and men, because everyone does this.

>>24777918
I am an immature piece of shit who is subject to the disease in my brain, I can't confidently claim I have any free will. No matter what I change, there's a constant that lingers in my head. I would love to believe any other sane being has an influence in their life. But I can't claim that for myself.

>>24778289
I don't want to read this conversation anymore. Its depressing me

>>24778289
>Pricing virginity
Which nobody really does and those who do aren't taken seriously. I fail to see how it damages people. What damages people is actually just their meaningless cravings and attachments to said cravings.

The fact that lefties cannot denounce zionism without drawing comparisons withbnazi Germany means that post war jewish indoctrination was successful, in a way they are excusing zionism

>>24778289
>Believing that they were so ugly and autistic that evolution/society had removed them from the breeding process.
Well, that can't be said for certain. All I know, however, is that i have never known mutual love and I am a spectrumite who doesn't really know what to do. In fact, I find the whole thing to be thoroughly exhausting and humiliating. Like a bird of paradise whose sole purpose is to impress females with his gay little costume and doing gay, nonsensical dances.

>>24778381
No. You are just silly.

>>24778040
In short, not incel and a clear counterexample

>>24778000
Yeah but he's Catholic

Do you ever feel like you're just using art as a cope? Like, would you still feel compelled to read these huge, difficult tomes or write in general if you got your nuts drained on the reg and had a real circle of friends, perhaps even a functional family?

The wigger is by far the most detestable creature in the great zoo that is the post-war West.

>>24778408
i have all these (i can't write this without cringing but being vocal about reading and writing seems to be attractive to some) and the tomes are still fun, good for your mind

>>24778408
Nah I was destroying my parents shit in pursuit of art before I could have known they were dysfunctional
I just like making shit

>>24778289
I dunno, "everyone" seems to a wide net to cast.

>>24778289
the reason why purity in girls is valued has to do with pair bonding shit, something biological, not a construct of culture. boys having experience on the other hand is a purely cultural thing.

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In the last 8 years I went from futa on male doujinshi, to male on trap doujinshi, to 3DPD solo trap stuff, to jerking it to straight up femboy gay porn. Weirdly enough I was never really into 3DPD tranny porn. I also used to feel bad after jerking it to content like that; I don't anymore. Where will this ride take me?

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>>24778607
think it is mostly cultural.

Doesn't feel like october