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I'm kinda lookin for some alone time. Do you guys mind?
Pls stop posting dying baby hippos, kthnxby
>>24847469I just realized I have no compassion for baby hippos at all. I just don't like the animal. I never found hippos cute or goofy even before they memed them into being horrible shitheads. When I don't like something or someone, I won't care. My love is very limited and I need to give it all to the cute or sexy animals.
I have still not translated my work.
>>24847518>sexy animals.Pls stop posting
I don't believe a genuinely great book can be boring, but I just keep looking at my shelf and not feeling excited by anything, and I don't know what would change my mind. What if all of our output as a species is just not that interesting? What should I read to challenge this?
>>24847547OwO
>>24847469maybeits dad is lovinglyplaying gameswith it & itshaving a breddygud timeever think about that?probs not bcu just jump 2conclusions
Sometimes I will get so desperate for human contact that I will write and write and write a great expurgation of my soul, ready to post, ready to advertise my need for contact—only to realize that I do not have the courage at all. This time, I finally clicked to post. I was banned from posting. It felt very intriguing. It may be melodramatic to say, but that ban was like a visible confirmation of my utter cutting-off from society.It was a relief. It was as much relief as the amputation of a gangrenous limb.
>>24847552Read Hyperion. It's fun. It sounds like you're bored; Hyperion is well written, contains multiple stories, and has a cool world that you can escape into.
>>24847568weirdi wud have interpreted it asppl who report poasts& ppl who respond 2 reports& do bans r all a bunch ofFAGGOTSWHO SHOULD BGASSED
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the world is a vampire
>>24847634Japan has been the shit even in the year 1601. Don't gonna lie.https://www.google.de/books/edition/The_Principal_Nauigations_Voyages_Traffi/tGDhn_ZWqRUC?hl=fr&gbpv=1&pg=RA3-PA80&printsec=frontcoverJust read old textes. They are astonished by the Japanese people!
it's so obv ai is just going to be a completely fungible commodity like internet bandwidth or something. i was just asking lmarena for some obscure literature and both bots did good so i figured i was talking to chatgpt, claude, gemini or qwen, but it was some new shit i never heard of on one side and that shitty french company on the other and both were fine.
>>24847648one recommendation was the book of the courtier by castiglione which i had not heard of before but apparently was a big hit in europe in the 1500s. damn there are just too many books to read in life.
>>24847568Post it, anon. I’ll read your writing
>>24847452Can you stop it with the pictures of adult hippos killing calfs? It's fucking depressing and unnecessary and it makes me not like you at all. Hiding this thread.
>>24847675And I don't care if this makes me sound like a faggot. Hope the next asshole that gets mauled by a hippo is you.
>>24847659I have always been a terrible person. I was always ugly, mentally ill, perhaps irredeemable from the day of my birth. But I do think I had a chance to be "happy," or at least find some sort of reconciliation with life when I was younger, not on my own but through the generosity of others. Yet when one has fallen so far, it is difficult, even impossible to accept help. Several women did try to help me, but I was always too afraid of falling short of their expectations; if one is like me, perhaps they know how much pressure there is in knowing someone wants to "fix" them. The attention is both "positive" and intensely painful. What if I cannot get better? This is what one must always think. What if I get better and they have no more use for me? And there is no escape.As it is, I am every negative thought a redditor could imagine. I am an incel. I have been since I was thirteen. I am politically extreme. I am vindictive. I am judgemental. I am ugly, unhealthy, unapologetic, unaware, unsympathetic, unempathetic, unsociable, unrelatable and unabashedly "hateful." I have wanted to take it out. All of these these things have I always been. It is not possible to bridge this gap between myself and society. Although I have a sort of "ideal" in my mind about the world, I know that it would not solve my own problems. At the end of the day, the problem is me.As I have stated twice already, my outward appearance very deeply reflects my inner self; I am ugly without measure. My face is pitted with a thousand acne-scars, filling up my dull and graying skin in clusters that center around my hollowed cheeks and fat, bulbous nose. My eyes are bloodshot, crazed, yet still distinctly lifeless, and they sit beneath an elongated forehead crowned by a rapidly receding line of sparse, wispy brown hair. My smile is freakish and abominable. Barring the unusual shape, the crooked wrinkles, the outstetched laughlines and unsettling rings around my eyes, my smile reveals a set of rotted, yellowing teeth, disordered and snaggled by years of neglect. As for my body, it is thin and skeletal at times, emaciated yet bloated at others. It is likely that I have hepatitis, leading to a kind of recurring edema. My misshapen chest caves inwards owing to a genetic defect, and on either side of my body hang thin, gangly arms ending in gnarled, clubbed fingers. There is nothing beautiful in me.Of all the facets of my ugliness, my smile genuinely scares me. I have been called creepy since I was a child. I remember looking in the mirror at the age of eight, my crooked face reflected back at me, on the verge of crying yet trying still to smile; I wondered why I could not have been born like all the other children. Even now, there are times that I catch myself smiling and feel a thrill of disgust and fear. If any God designed such a being, it was never meant to smile at all.
>>24847640>Anon is trying to get me to give more money to Billy Corgan to do weird shit in his old age by making me rebuy their albumsYou're right, Billy Corgan should do more weird shithttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=aVfWx9282y0
I havent jacked all day for nnn and already the gay fantasies of sucking dick have begun. This is going to be a wacky month, im telling ya
>>24847659>>24847692There is nothing that I can offer. Perhaps this post gives the impression that, if nothing else, I can establish some sort of communication; all of this dissolves in the face of a human being. In person, I am intensely awkward, inarticulate, a stutterer, a speaker with a faint lisp. My voice is high and unattractive, and the only words I speak alternate between awkward, single word affirmations and disapprovals or repetitive, pointless "blabbering." In person, I have nothing to say, and I cannot maintain a conversation even online.I am afraid of a response; I have done this on 4chan for years, and those times I have received replies or interest, I have never accepted them. I do not know why. I am all at once afraid, indifferent, and repulsed. I have no real interest in other people, and neither does the process of speaking with someone else bring me any pleasure; I am a fundamentally shallow man. I do not want friends. I do not want someone to confide in. I have no interest in "trauma dumping." What is it, then, that I want? Of course, one could only guess—I am a fundamentally shallow man.It could only be up the other party what happens. I have no thoughts or inclinations either way. If I could describe my motivation, it would be a kind of mental exhibitionism. I have lived my entire life as a mask; at some point, I realized that the mask hid nothing at all, that there was no "me" hiding behind its hollow eyes. I would like to be the thing that is unmasked to someone else, even if I am not "myself."I am aware how ridiculous the proposition is; and one could imagine my face smiling in amusement. To offer nothing at all—no—worse than nothing, perhaps the worst thing imaginable, and with so straight a face; there is no word for it but "narcissm." There is of course an absurd level of narcissism in writing on and on what could be summarized as "I am a disgusting loser," but I suppose it comes with the territory of titling one's post "Incel." Even so, I have no other option. I will never be human. I will never know what it is like to participate in humanity. I cannot be fixed.Time and time again I wish that I had, as a teen, begged someone for help. I do not believe that I was human even then, but I still felt in life as though I were always at the junction of many crossroads—that, even if leading to darker places, still unfolded themselves continuously and in many unpredictable ways before me. Now I am as a rider on a railroad to nowhere, merely witnessing the motions of living and dying.I suppose this is enough melodramatic rambling. If you would like to send a letter for me to think about, or a suggestion to meet somewhere, go ahead, write anything no matter how hateful or unusual; I am at least interested in seeing the reflection of myself in your words.
>>24847675But anon, this baby hippo would have grown to be an adult just as vicious as the ones eating it in picrel. The death of this hippo has actually spared innumerable potential hippos from an equally brutal fate
i can't remember if i showered or not when i got home from running is my hair wet from the shower or is that sweat? i stripped down to shower but stopped to fap to some 4k 60fps porn on my 32 inch monitor, then after i finished i got hungry and cooked a pizza, but did i really put on these sweats without showering? damn i think i did, shit
>>24847692>>24847701okay I lied, im not going to read this shit. Sorry :/
>>24847709u had to know it was going to be a wall of unreadable mope from his first post what were u expecting
>>24847709Yeah I knew that. It doesn't make a difference either way, it was just as good an excuse as any for me to avoid keeping it stored in a file.
>>24847692It is considered as good English to start a sentence with "but"?In German, it would be a Faux pas.
>>24847469>>24847675It’s the circle of life, bitch. It’s nature in its raw and primal form. You’re crying over a photo of a hippo dying, but if that hippo saw you in its body of water? It would tear off your limbs with glee. Also the photos aren’t even gory, it’s not as though they show blood and guts. Grow up.
>>24847723officially no, ur high school teacher will put a red pen on it, but you can see it in professionally published shit, so it's fine.
>>24847728>Stop judging me for my cache of dead baby animal pics!No, Morticia, i'mma keep judging that
>>24847709>>24847714Anon, that isn’t me, that’s some pathetic piece of shit whose only source of happiness is hurting others. I just finished making pasta. I’m about to read your posts.
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>>24847736>that’s some pathetic piece of shit whose only source of happiness is hurting othersIT'S called badinage, okay?Garsh
lol this faggot really does have a folder of dead baby hippos saved to his iphone
>>24847756>dead*dad hipposplaying fun gameswith their
>>24847756Those are the only two I have saved. There are way gorier ones online though. Blood and intestines and shit. Those one are too upsetting to post.
>>24847692>>24847701i readall of these& all of tha things that u think r badabout urself r only in comparison2 the paradigms of this world& u can also rebuild urdeepest core essential selfwith carefully constructedmantras & other toolslike themin other words u cantell urself different thingsthan tha things u rtelling urselfnow
>>24847770>>24847764lol cool story bros i'm sure your phone isn't just dead baby hippos and pictures of your dick, that's totally the vibes you're not giving lol you def do not sound like a subnormal faggot who jacks it to gore lol def not
>>24847780Nine or ten syllables in some of these lines? You’re not Rupifag. But your imitation is quite good
>>24847781My phone is mostly just animal pics, 99.9% of which are wholesome. The hippo ones are the only disturbing ones.
>>24847736Do you know where we're?
>>24847788ur RITE he is notME bc i wud neveruse that many syllables also im GAY
>>24847789lol sure you just picked the ones that make you look like a psychopath b/c your thumb slipped twice lol def not you being a psychopath lol no
>>24847788>Rupifagi dont knowho that isbut i also dont go bysyllable countsso u still have notcracked tha codewhich is a lot moarcomplex & also abstract thansomething like thatbut keep investing urbrain power in2 every tiny detailof my poastsson
>>24847692>>24847701Do you think it's impossible for someone who looks like you at all to be happy, or is it just impossible for you to be happy looking the way you do? I don't mean that as a gotcha question, I'm just curious.
>>24847797>if you read books about death or violence its because you love violence>if you watch horror movies occasionally you must be a serial killerThis is how you sound.
>>24847692>>24847701Considered as a confession, I’m sorry to say you do sound like a truly miserable and hopeless person. Although I don’t think you’re fully being honest with yourself about having no hope or desire for human contact. The fact that you wrote and posted this is proof otherwise.Considered as art, I think you’ve got some talent for sure. You could cultivate it and write some blacker than black Underground Man type story and exorcise all those feelings out of yourself. Thanks for sharing anon
>>24847801lol yeah if ppl tell you stop talking about how much you love mein kampf and quoting passages about the jews and you keep going they're totally not going to think you're a sperger nazi eitherthat's like totally how that works lol
>>24847798You’re Rupifag, the guy who formats his posts like Rupi Kaur poems. I like it. It’s fun to see recurring characters in these threads
>>24847745This is actually a really nice photo.
>>24847692OMG, are you the anon who used to post constantly in these threads about how much he wanted to kill himself about a year-and-a-half ago? I'm shocked you're still alive, desu. I can't say I'm glad you're back, because your posts were boring and annoying as fuck, but I'm glad you didn't rope.
>>24847806>Rupi Kauroh oknever herd ofthat person but i justlooked them up&WOULDOULD 4 sure
>>24847811Hahaha, based
>>24847815i just went& checked moar pics2 look 4adams apple& it looks liketha coast isclear
>>24847805Are you really this fuckinh stupid?>>24847807Exactly. The photographer won an award for it, and had it published in National Geographic. It's titled The Last Gasp.
>>24847800If I were to wake up physically beautiful, it would not help. I believe my ugliness only made disqualification easier, but it did not make it so necessarily. Now it is only one of a thousand barriers.>>24847803>I’m sorry to say you do sound like a truly miserable and hopeless person.Thanks for the honesty, I much prefer it over anything else.>>24847809It's possible, but I don't think I was posting a 18 months ago.That concludes the posts.
>>24847821lol you're the dumbass faggot stupid enough to post dying baby hippos and get upset ppl gave you pushback lol like if you want people who think you have dead baby animals on your phone to not think you have a lot of them maybe the move isn't to post more dead baby hippos lol idk how stupid you have to be to think other ppl wouldn't think>damn that guy really likes having dead hippos on his iphone
>>24847816>adams applein the year of our lord20 20 FIVEnobody will judge ufor lovin all up on somesexy trapsDamn, it is kind of difficult to make a convincing imitation. It would be cool to have a style that’s unique enough to be recognizable anonymously. But I don’t know if I’d want to do it through formatting the way you do. I guess you have more than just line breaks going on though
>>24847830I hope you saw that I was just trying to be honest and not condescending, anon. I hope you follow what I think is your instinct to establish real contact with someone else. I think that’s probably your only hope. I’m working on it as well
>>24847830Do you consider yourself past the point of no return, so to speak, when it comes to being happy? I'm not gonna offer advice or anything, because I'm sure you've heard it all before, I'm legitimately just curious. If you want to be done posting, though, don't worry about answering.
>>24847833You say more as though it was a whole array. It was two images, posted a month apart. I only reposted the first one to spite you because you were being a censorious whiny loser about it.
oh god sugar crash from too much candy
I wonder if it would be fun to try to build a romantic relationship purely on hatred instead of love. In this case why wouldn’t hatred be as valid a feeling as love? It still implies an obsession with your partner, even more so than love probably. Instead of complimenting and supporting one another, you and your girlfriend would constantly demean and insult one another, put one another down, point out each other’s faults and flaws until finally all that violent energy explodes into climactic hate sex and the cycle starts again. I guess this kind of relationship would be inherently very unstable compared to love.
>>24847836itmatters not ifany1 will judgebc whether they judgeor do not judgenothing changes thafundamental factthat TRAPSR GAYthis >>24847793FAGGOT NNNNNNNNNNNNrite here hasgot it downbreddy gud & thatswho i thoughtedu mite b weni told u the stuffi said in >>24847798about tha BRAIN POWER& details & stuff@ tha endbut they 4 stillNNNNNNNNNNNNwho cant meno matter how hardthey/them try& no matter how littlerent they/themcharge me2 stay in theirminds where i dwellall tha times& they/them write linesthat follow footstepsof mines bc they/them crave 2 tonguemy anus like grimesdid 2 elon b4 shewent & trashed all that1ce made herfines
Too many hoes in my motherfucking mealAsking if I know how a motherfucker feels
I swear I'm straight but sometimes I want to have sex with cute boys
>>24847856lol bro if you need me to believe the two dying baby hippo pics itt aren't from the same iphone it's going to stretch it too far lol idk why you're telling me you did this last month too lol that really makes it seem less like you post dead animals a lot lol fr bro why even say that if you don't want people to think you post dead hippos on the reg lol wtf
>>24847872Nah, that wasn’t me. Although I definitely didn’t like your style at first. Plus you called me a fag in one of these threads at some point. But that’s okay. I can’t tell if you’ve won me over or if I’ve just gotten used to your style the way people develop a tolerance for mild poisons. I can’t think of any other users here who are identifiable on style alone
Don't you hate when you try and think of a solid counterargument for an opposing position, and you happen onto one that's so good you actually don't know of an immediate rebuttal? This is gonna be on my mind all day...
>>24847452I am haunted by the vast and empty universe. Whenever I approach it, I recoil in panic as if a faultline has opened in my mind. If I don't rush back from the brink and look away, it will swallow me and there will be weeping and gnashing of teeth.
I can't stop thinking about her ass and hips.
Yesterday's nap dream: I was in some sort of facility with others. We we partaking in some sort of game? Or situation where I think we had to get to the end of the course—action packed with guns and whatnot. I remember I kind of strayed from everybody else and some sort of cleanup guy had to kill me and end my run. Then the US military was there taunting me testing new machinery. I think they were commenting on some sort of failure they had so I taunted them back. I also remember i was trying to fuck a girl during this dream but didnt have the time to. A very jumbled mess of a dream.Today's nap dream: Was in a class and a guy just straight up died but in his dying moments I was able to take his computer. Same thing next week when I had the computer, another guy died at the table. Eventually in the dream I was playing a game and there was this like hacker who cheated and yet people liked his content. He had cheats that nobody else had. (I think we were playing some sort of Black ops 2 mob of the dead map but it was multiplayer). I was going to piss him off but I was scared for some reason. I was living with roommates and they were extremely hateful to me. I THINK they were connected to the cheater somehow. There was this black guy that was rude so to try to get on his good side, I gave him some sort of wire that I wanted him to fix to strike up a conversation. He just like smoothed out the edges of the wire which I guess in my dream made it useless so I felt betrayed. Basically the computer, the cheater, and the roommates made the dream very unnerving.
>>24847983Describe them.
They took me back to a jail that was worse than anything on Earth. There were big guys with tattoos who beat me up every hour, and all they gave me to eat was moldy poop with dead spiders in it.
>>24847915somethingi caughted rite afteri poasted was>but they 4 still>NNNNNNNNNNNNwhich should br instead of 4 but if u look@ a laptoop keyboardtha 4 is rite over tha R & wenmy fingers get 2 flyinsometimes i hit some shitother than that whichwas intended& i dont go back 2 c wat needs mendedi just write it & ignite it &droop it like a boomberwith a tumer that their coveragewont pay 4 wat i sayjust another needle in thastraw hey baby where u beenlet me kno where u wanna go &take a ride hide to hideskin 2 skin u can win a free ticketlotto cards if im hardsu dont evenhave 2 scratchso i just wanted 2point out thatmistake bcit botheredme
>>24848009This fragment greatly amuses me
A single shade births five sensations, five sensations strip the veil of flesh, fleshless, you plunge into an ocean of shifting geometries, eternal in their rebirth.
>>24847990I had a dream where there were coin slot operated machines but I don't know what they did. I think it was in an amusement park or something, I just had the right type of change to get two tries at whatever the machine didI think it was 10c a try
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>>24848078hippos can't compete
>>24847452At age 30 I have realized there are no prophets, no holy men, no divine revelations, no salvation or judgement. After a lifetime of faith, I feel completely naked and untethered. I will never share this realization with my loved ones, and will for the rest of my life be stuck playing along with their rituals to provide them the comfort of faith in God and life after death. But as for my own self, I have suddenly found myself waking to a nightmarish hellscape of billions of hairless hominids wreaking absolute havoc on the only planet we are likely to ever call home. Whenever I am reminded of the reality of our existence, in the brief moments I allow my thoughts to drift between the hourlong doomscrolling and gooning sessions, I am overcome by the greatest spiritual pain I have ever experienced, despite my no longer believing in a spirit in the first place. It brings to mind the words of the Norwegian philosopher Zapffe, who claimed man has become too conscious, to an extent that is detrimental to survival and reproduction. But neither Zapffe nor any other writer I am familiar with has found any way to soothe the pain, or even to give it meaning that is not simply a cope. I am simply lost at sea, waiting for either exposure or exhaustion to claim what remains of me.
>>24848089>infected by the reddit mind virus
She won't muster up the courage to tell me that she loves me and neither will I.
https://www.youtube.com/@HistoryWithKayleigh/videos
>>24848089Wrong
>>24848089nietzsche
>>24848105he has big tits at least
>>24848100I see you, anon. In facing a world that refuses to bend to the mental models evolution endowed us with, you have decided to seek comfort in simple tribalism and binary thinking. I hope this tactic serves you well in life.>>24848108I wish I were.>>24848109He is in the category of copers I mentioned.
>>24848089tha sheer massof fake & gaystill cannot overcometha real truth& all it takes is1 time of trulyseeing GOD2 kno thatthere is 1& u cant be greedyafter that & expectmuch less demandMOARu just must accepttha gift which u were giventhat 1 time &give eternal thanks& if u have not had that1 time then u mustwalk steadfast4 it until u do& b ready 4 it to come@ any time &in any form
>https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ON89nsBPumMdamn can youtube stop recommending me this short i mean ok but yeah
>tranny janny deletes the /wng/ thread but leaves this off-topic bullshit stay
>>24848168Post your "web novel" here.
>>24847807You think the hippo eating its young is beautiful? You're kinda sick huh?
>>24848116Anon you're really gonna tell me you fell for the scam of the modern reductionist materialist worldview? You're really going to pretend like you have some higher wisdom than the rest of us, despite all the nagging contradictions that "scientific" atheism offers?
Secular buddhism has made my life a lot better but it feels difficult to find a community of likeminded individuals.A lot of secular buddhists otherize traditional buddhists, and a lot of traditional buddhists otherize secular buddhists. In a lot of communities I've tried to become a part of, secular buddhists don't show respect to traditional buddhists and see themselves as superior in some way. I want to find a community of traditional and secular buddhists where everyone's respectful to eachother and everyone's welcoming of eachother because they all have broadly the same goals.Weird that buddhists have this kind of tension, right?
>>24848089>I am overcome by the greatest spiritual pain I have ever experienced>But neither Zapffe nor any other writer I am familiar with has found any way to soothe the painMore pain.
>>24848104Why don’t you just tell her that you love her?
the best part of ai is that i can ask it shit and not get a bunch of shill spam like you would get in a forum, youtube, or wherever else. i'm sick of having my brain polluted by shitty takes by internet tards.
>>24848373>i can ask it shit and not get a bunch of shill spamKEKEKEKKKhedoesntkno
>>24848389when i ask a chatbot for some information i don't get some dopey clown posting bad poetry
>>24848397sounds like u luv usome ai psychosis& bot pseudo-gnosis
No Nut November Day 1 Completed
>>24848409i nutted twice so far, u mad?
I finished reading The God Delusion. It was good, although Dawkins goes on a lot of tangents. Nothing can undo the decades of physical/mental/sexual abuse I faced as a result of my Catholic upbringing, but it was cathartic to see many of my objections articulated so well. Beyond my upbringing and family, I, deep down, wanted to believe in a god. I wanted the comfort of a loving father who had my back and understood my pain. If the Chrisitan god did truly exist, which he doesn’t, I would spit in his face. He's a vindictive, cruel, barbaric, deceitful, petty monster with an unfathomable ego. I have nothing but empathy for all past and future children forcibly indoctrinated into this rotten institution.
>>24847452Ok book boys noticed my qt boss had a nose bump. She got all shy about it, went on about how she hates it and no one is supposed to notice it. But she was still laughing the whole time. I then made a comment how I always wanted to touch one.She said I could touch hers and put her nose close to me. I ran my finger over it a few times and said it felt how I always imagined. She found it funny then she went on again about how she hates her nose bump.Thoughts on this? Can this bite me on the ass and be used as a HR issue against me? Even if she was the one who told me to touch her nose? Also is there a way to make her feel better about her nose bump? It's actually quite nice and suits her. I quite like it.
Jesus I don't know which is worse the pictures of baby hippos dying or that one retard's formatting of his posts. These threads have nosedived in quality lately, jannies should go back to having them be kill-on-sight.
I asked deepseek for hyperpop lyrics and it gave this line>I'm just a weak-ass fucking faggot
>>24848451> my qt boss had a nose bump.>She said I could touch hers and put her nose close to me.>Can this bite me on the ass and be used as a HR issue against me?If anything you should blackmail her about to going to HR about her abusing her position of power for personal gratification, and demand a pay-rise or other conceivable benefit.Or kiss her idk
>>24847701>>24847692I love you and Christ loved you so much he was nailed to a cross. The Blessed Virgin loves you. Fear not, for no one is beyond redemption.
What is a basedretard
>>24848505It's no Snakedriver but you could get into alternative rock easilyhttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ncmCTvJoyDQ>I've got syphilitic hetero friends in every part of town>I don't hate them, but I know them; I don't want them hanging round
The tease of not having something is the heart of capitalism. You desire fancy steak dinner youve never dreamed of - it is immediately transformed into something normal, mundane, something to be done with finally. However if captialism was only this it wouldnt be so potent people develop true skills that make them generally more formidable in the acquisition of things they falsely believe will improve their lives. Which is also leading to shorter form content that is only the preview of a thing, the idea of it, flooded to insane proportions as people realize maybe unconscjoisly they didnt really need it, the connection between desire as an idea and authentic gratification something no longer even worth fulfilling or verifying for oneself, which is brain rot also. Wanting a porn video you can only find 30 second versions of online invigorates a person to improve themselves to become more resourceful than if they were to magically have the entire 3tb of the studio's content. This is because people are projecting their own sense of low self esteem onto the lacking of some completely detrimental thing (at least to a capitalist addict, as they have not internalized a healthy community to subsume a porn video in a somewhat prosocial way) that they are now half heartedly skimming through (because the idea of it to them is in its finalized form). Low self esteem from not having status that is fake (feeling bad because you cant have something you dont know is bad) seems like a mismatch between human instincts, and how the world itself is formed in such a way to provide things humans have used to build societies and the resultijg cultures of them. As a result imperfect but practixal countermeasures are needed. Chasing things youbdont need constantly, as well as you can manage, and realizing the threat you pose to others in your ability to acquire things is better than the acquisition of this thing. Because we fail to see the full picture of our own life path the most logical course of action is to murder yourself trying to acquire things you authentically believe you need, becayse your skillset will improve for other things, even if you may have reasonable doubts as to the ability of whatbyou want being able to fulfill your initial wish. This system is also a lottery, because some people feel differently than others about the same thing. A depressed person wanting something will not feel happy, becayse depression makes you unable to feel happiness from things normal people experience. Whether or not the chase secures victory or defeat in your personal life isnt something you can determine before the fact of trying so the only path available seems reasonably to be forward only.There is also a level of unpassionate study to do towards verifying what you want. Aristotle callrd them basically intellectual virtue. If you need to dismantle your familys metaphysics first, it may eat up your years in books since they are historicallly situated as reputable
I miss you. There are so many things I want to tell you. I can’t.
>>24848678Just type it out.
>>24848701>just post all of the personal things you want to share with a specific person in this degenerate thread for public consumptionNo.
I wish I had the energy to enjoy life but I'm just so damn tired all the time.
>>24847452Disney Adults are the logical conclusion of redditoid thinking.
>>24848089man it must suck being this much of a hylic. I can't relate because my father stuck around unlike yours.
>>24848105too blonde
>>24848147>unable to appreciate the female formnigga u gay
>>24848634Snakedriver sounds like Swervedriver in regard to bandnames.
>>24848740Snakedriver is the song name, Jesus and Mary Chain the band
>>24848664>blah blah capitalismstopped reading right there, maybe attempt an original thought once in ur life
>>24848634>Everything just passes by>I thought it always would>But then I kissed herngl kissing a hot chick will snap u out of a schizoid funk and have u reconsidering a normie lifestyle, that lyricist knows what's up
>>24848634>the crow soundtrackthat had so many 90s mainstream alt-rock bangers, nice time capsule https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bpmukoeoqpU
Hypothetically, if I have telepathy, how can I abuse to make a lot of money?
>>24848759Yes sir mr hufflefart all caps n word on /vg/ person I will try harder next time.
Literally just had a flashback about a cringy action i did 10 years ago and I let out an involuntary loud "FUCK" in despair.Lol
>>24848837bro nothing like getting hit with a lvl 9999 embarrassment crit from 2012 lmao like thanks brain really needed to relive THAT side quest again haha guess ill just uninstall consciousness real quick hahaha epic fail moment complete system reboot initiating doot doot t-poses into the void for xp like why am i like this bro hahaha anyway hope everyone’s having a quirky little mental breakdown today lol
>>24848773Back then I preferred 80s hc punk to anything resembling NIN or bands like them. Goth kids used to kind of hate me.
>>24848748I know, just saying
>>24847537I'll never do that. I don't want pesky third worlders reading my shit.
>>24848611I guess it means someone who says something so stupid it actually sounds cool
Your boss gives you a raise and tells you not to tell your coworkers who do the same job as you. Do you tell them or not? Last time I was in that spot I did, and I think about it time to time. On one hand, support labor, support your coworkers. On the other, I feel like I violated a sort of trust because my manager asked me not to tell anyone else. Not that I made a promise or a blood oath, but he did tell me, and I'm pretty sure I said "okay" in the moment. The predictable ended up occurring after I told my coworkers, they subsequently asked for raises too to match what I had. My manager never brought it up with me but of course he was probably upset for a bit.
>>24848837literally me. good to know I'm not alone. Just hope it never happens to you in public, as it has to me on a few occasions, making people think you're talking to yourself, thereby creating another cringe moment on its own... argh!
>>24848942brobrobrobro you ever just be walking through the store minding your own business thinking about literally nothing and then out of nowhere your brain is like hey remember that one time in 2010 when you tried to high five a teacher and missed and everyone laughed and you just died inside and suddenly your mouth goes FUUUUUUUU and you hear it echo like a church bell of shame across the frozen pizza aisle and the cashier is like are you okay and you’re like yes and inside you’re like no and also there’s the memory of that time in 2013 when you waved at someone thinking it was your friend but it was a stranger and you’re replaying that in 4K ultra HD with surround sound and subtitles and you realize you are literally just a walking compilation of cringe with a few scattered redeeming moments and your neurons are just doing open mic night on every embarrassing second of your life and you cannot escape and the milk you came for is staring at you judging your existence and honestly maybe we should all just uninstall consciousness reboot our souls and start a new save file in a parallel universe where we are not cursed by memory and also why do i still remember that one sneeze from 2007 like what even is this reality and who allowed this hellscape to run on autopilot in my head like im going to kill myself
>>24848956Joycean. Great writing.and yes I know all those feels
What does love feel like?I have never loved or been loved by somebody. I'm almost 29,Books for this feel?
>>24848962Like bags of sand.
The maid looked at my little dick.
One of my posts was automatically flagged for mod review. I did mention some crazy stuff...
Why do people in real life and in horror movies say "Hello?" when they are in the dark and hear noises, like footsteps?And why don't they say "I've got a gun, motherfucker. I'm gonna put a fucking hole in your fucking head!"
downloaded vice city again, kinda feeling nostalgic
>>24847728You think you're hip but to the hippo you're not hip, it's unhip non-hippos like you that forced the hip out of the hippo. You're too hipster to grant a baby hippo their hip to rest on but in fact you're unhip and unhippable.
>>24848956melikesis wut im thinkinrn
>>24847723Ultimately, whatever works best for that sentence, for that bit, is fine. Rules take a backseat to feels.
>>24847692>I have been since I was thirteen.You cannot be an incel in your teens. You sound very young. If actually facially deformed, then get it fixed as much as possible. The face is everything, it is your passport to all the good stuff in life. Bad face = bad life - very bad face, monstrous face = horrifically unparalledly shitty life.
I arrived at Wangshu Inn some time after sunset, when the yellow-orange hue of the sky settles back into a cool blue just before the dark of night. I had some forewarning of its scale prior to my arrival; before one heads down the Dihua Marsh, towards Liyue City, the tree can be seen hanging over the horizon in all its glory, something between majestic and ominous against the backdrop of the wet marshes below. Now looking up from the base of the Inn, one is filled with a sense of fear. It is no small wonder that the rock does not simply fall over.As it was roughly dinner time, the dining area set about the entrance was brimming with rural visitors and foreign travelers. The familiar scents of garlic, radish, meats, and traditional Liyue spices wafted through the brisk night air, fomenting a wave hunger within me. Though a maid ran up and down taking orders diligently at the tables, I opted to climb the steps alone and make do with the dry bread in my satchel—I've never felt more alone than when surrounded by a crowd of smiling faces, and even moreso in the lively atmosphere of a countryside inn. There was little more terrifying than the fear of breaking into a crowd as an outsider. Would I be cast aside immediately? Though I cared little for conversation, the thought alone unsettled me—of being rejected by society before I could reject it first. The maid glanced in my direction. An awkward, unsettling chill. I wished could disappear.I ascended the rock to the main building, taking bites of sandy rye-bread between labored breaths. I stopped briefly somewhere near the top, as the white-gold Moon crested just above the snowy crown of Dragonspine. Within my failing eyes was all the "beauty" of my former life reflected. I could see, just barely, that ridge where her body still may lie. Would she look up to this same Moon, feeling cold death creeping up her spine?I felt like throwing myself into the rocks below, but after some time continued, Mora in hand, with the remainder of the ascent taking on a distinctly funerary character. At the top, the building itself was relatively empty, and only the faint sound of the chef's cooking and whistle in the windchime hinted at the life within. All of the tenants were socializing on the grounds below, save a Mondstadter reading at the desk.The Innkeeper looked up at me expectantly. With little in the way of speech, I turned over a handful of Mora and rented a small, cramped cuddy in the wall.
Would having kids with a 1/4th Chinese girl be considered betraying the White race? Even if it's not preferable it's above mixing with a nig or spic
>>24848956Gen Z DFW
>>24849197no. purist retards like joel davis would cry about it but 8% of anything is benign
Letterboxd is a cesspit. The manhating there is only rivaled by the misogyny on this website. But they do it in public.
>>24849197even 1/4 asian kids will probably still look white. but why do you even care? hapa kids are cute.
>>24849197>>24849220>>24849238I'm a 1/4 gook. The problem is that one drop means not white. If you want to carry on the white race, then you fail instantly by literally not doing so. It may be much better than other mixes, but it's not white. Now you, specifically you, one random person, contributes basically nothing genetically whether you have 10 aryan or 10 black kids, so don't worry unless you're very serious about it.
>>24849240In reality, if you are white passing then you are white. No one will see your ancestry dot com profile. Besides, at one point even the Irish weren't considered white; it's a constantly evolving in-group and the distinction is fickle.
I let my horny delusions win out and bottomed for a guyI feel dirty...
>>24849245>in reality if the coconut milk is cow milk passing it's cow milkNot really. Yes, you can get into a pointless discussion about social construction while ignoring that this discussion is prefaced by anon's unstated assumption:>>24849197>Would having kids with a 1/4th Chinese girl be considered betraying the White raceDefinition: White raceWhite according to his conception of white, not "any race because any race could be included in his definition." He has selected a definition that does not include Asians. He distinguishes the two. Whether there is a consistent and objective, directly measurable single distinguishing line between White and Asian in admixtures, his question must be answered with regards to his definition of the two. He is also not concerned about the etymology of the word "Cow Milk" or if once "milk" in common parlance used to include "sheep's milk" or "goat milk." He has one definition in mind, answer according to that definition.In that case, cow milk mixed with coconut milk is never going to just be cow milk. If anon's definition of cow milk includes cow milk with partial mixtures of other milks, then perhaps. If not: Strictly no. He is betraying the dairy industry by diluting his cow milk with coconut milk and passing it off as "Milk."
>>24849332If only social dynamics were as simple as your crude milk analogy. The analogy would only hold up if human perception could change the chemical makeup of the milk at will. Italians and Irish were "coconut milk" at some point too, but we changed our minds.
>>24849345No again, you're trying too hard. We are talking about anon's definition of milk. If anon includes sheep (Irish) and goat (Italian) and doesn't include coconut, do not give him a glass of coconut when he asks for milk. When most ask for milk, they are asking for cow milk. It doesn't matter if the definition of milk is socially constructed to to include those taken from mammaries of certain animals or of plants. If he asks for a glass of milk, do not go on a spiel about how once upon a time ...
>>24849345>>24849349And before you answer:Who can say that the milk (genetics) of sheep (asians) and milk of cows (whites) are not the same thing? You can argue that anon should include more definitions of milk when he asks you for milk, but he is going to say>That is not what I meant. I know milk could also be Milk of Magnesia. I do not want 1/4th of my milk to be milk of Magnesia. Get away from me.The social attitudes regarding the actual substance of the milks themselves can change to alter how one defined "milk" when they ask for a glass of "milk." Anon wants cow milk. He does not care if you can define 98% cow milk and 2% sheep milk as "basically cow milk passing so it's cow milk."We are only examining the substances of the two milks, or the substances of the two sets of genes. Whether they can be thought of as essentially similar or in some mixtures the same, they are different according to Anon's definition. You may want to say that a cow is a real thing and "Asian" is not, but the substance of what we define as "Asian" in a certain set of genes (milk) is, and that's the point of contention.Anon may or may not want 90% cow milk. That is his decision.
>>24849349>anon's definition of milkThat's fine. But I think it's important to include more than just anon's subjective definition. Considering his worry was "betraying the white race." That implies that there are other POVs to consider. Or is he only betraying himself?
>>24849367Indeed, he is only betraying himself according to his definitions, assuming that the White race is also subjective.
>>24848089>>24848100>>24848272>>24848733Fuck the culture warrior faggots for making the ultimate truth of existence into a game of language memes and cringe
can anyone send me some money to buy some groceries since no SNAP money will be coming tomorrow? please and thank you
I am still a bit hungover from Halloween but I WILL have a productive day today
>>24849349>>24849355> 100% racially whiteNo such thing.
>>24847452I really wonder how people continue to live. Do they just never question their life? Do they have something that keeps them alive? Why do they live?The lives I am personally in contact with do not seem any more purposeful than mine. Just as, if nor more, meaningless than mine.
>>24849576Must be a difference of constitution or something. First time I tried to commit suicide I was in elementary. It wasn't a very good attempt, but it was an attempt. Tried to jump off the second floor at my school. Got grabbed off by some bitch.
>>24849576>>24849581You are most likely a degenerate with no vital force. You're already dead. You never learned how to live. You may live a 100 years and not live a single day of your life.
>>24849603Maybe. Has anyone? What is living? Who is one to say?
Anyone knows an Anna's Archive url that works from Germany? Yesterday "https://uk.annas-archive.org" worked, now it doesn't.
>>24849620For the record, porky, buying cheap thirdie prostitutes is just the sexual equivalent of stuffing your face with McDonalds. If that is living then so is anything I do.
tired of wanting to fuck boys
>>24847692>>24847701your problem is that you spend too much time fucking thinking about yourselfit's why you're repulsive
BeastBeasts have no justiceBeast I will eat you whole
Slay all beastsBut your words still don't cut through meLive again Die againand we fight again
Two headed monsterCall me one eyed monster
>>24849724Maybe that's why this is in the post>There is of course an absurd level of narcissism in writing on and on what could be summarized as "I am a disgusting loser," but I suppose it comes with the territory of titling one's post "Incel."
OOOOOOHHHH HAAAAAAAATEEEEEEERSSSSSSSSSS
>>24849491>"ultimate truth of existence">babby's first materialist nihilism
>>248491971 drop rule. When it happens even they won't be spared.
>>24850062>u just gotta, like, let jesus into your heart, man>just ignore what your eyes see, dude>u gotta believe, broThere is only this material plane, we are no more than slightly less hairy hominids, we came about by evolutionary drives and pressures, our existence was never planned or intended, and this planet is likely the only one our species will ever see that can sustain life. Buckle up, missy - this ride is gonna hurt bad for no reason
It took me a little while for it to click that Dia De Los Muertos is literally just All Souls' Day. It's on the exact same day, and it's a 'festival of the dead' which is just what All Souls' Day is. The Mexicans slapped an exotic-sounding Spanish name onto a bog-standard Catholic holiday and merchandized the hell out of it.I mean, I guess if you can get away with it, sure.
>>24850247Day of the Dead is November 1-2. All Soul Soul's Day is only November 2.
I just ate 2 Discovery Luxe boxes and drank 2 large Mtn Dew Baja Blasts.
I can’t even fucking distract myself. I’m watching a TV show and all of a sudden there’s a random side character with your name.
heisenberg's cat :3
>>24850244Have you read any philosophy at all?
>>24848089They hated him because he spoke the truth
>>24849491>ultimate truth to existenceRealizing that people have and continue to live without the need for this is an autism of theism which you can do without. Your life is boring now that you arent chasing delusions? Frogposter there are many purposes of life worthy even without knowledge of their cause, it isnt that deep.
I really, really like using "based but also cringe," "cringe but also based" and "based retard." I've known this for a while, but haven't stopped to think about why that is.At least part of it might be how they sound like oxymorons but aren't and you can clearly tell what's being inferred. It might also be that I just like the concept of giving people their due while busting their balls due to my perception of human nature. People are frustratingly contradictory in that they can be extremely intelligent in some regards while the biggest dumbest mouth breathing retards in others, so it's somewhat cathartic to have simple meme retorts that summarize that complex perpetual frustration. I also swap frequently between pride and self-loathing, so maybe it reflects somewhat on my views of myself, where I'm enthused to use a term that I subconsciously feel defines me.
Castlevania games were the peak of vidoegames, companies wlshouldnmake more 2d side scrollers like that
>>24850382Are you referring to the action-adventure NES/SNES/Turbografx action-adventure platformers, or the PS1/GBA Metroidvania ones?Because Aria of Sorrow is fairly different to Super Castlevania IV.
>>24850390Metroidvanias
Wrote a shitpost short story about my friends. I like to ask AI what it thinks of my story, as a baseline for the average reader. It described my story as dysphoric. Suffice to say, I'm not going to take AI seriously anymore.
>>24847640Dead eyes, dead eyesAnd are you just like me?>>24847745>Adrion HirschiYou just know he was a /g/fag, and not the linux kind.
This is a weird thread. >>24847856 is wrong because I don't wanna see animals dying. But he says his points well. Meanwhile >>24847891 writes like an ESL middle schooler in the projects and is focused on the irrelevant points. Which is he can have one, two, five, ten, hundred animals of dying hippos, they're all irrelevant. The fundamental issue is I don't want to see it. But I don't want to agree with someone who says "lol idk" in the literature board, so hippofag you have my blessings to keep posting your gross shit.
>>24850490I'm also against the hippo pics and I'm in my 30s and type /speak accordingly. You can just agree with me instead, I guess.
>>24850710
>>24847452For the reasons just stated, I consider that by the means I have indicated and others like them the young man’s desires may be kept in ignorance and his senses pure up to the age of twenty. This is so true that among the Germans a young man who lost his virginity before that age was considered dishonoured; and the writers justly attribute the vigour of constitution and the number of children among the Germans to the continence of these nations during youth.This period may be prolonged still further, and a few centuries ago nothing was more common even in France. Among other well-known examples, Montaigne’s father, a man no less scrupulously truthful than strong and healthy, swore that his was a virgin marriage at three and thirty, and he had served for a long time in the Italian wars. We may see in the writings of his son what strength and spirit were shown by the father when he was over sixty. Certainly the contrary opinion depends rather on our own morals and our own prejudices than on the experience of the race as a whole.
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>nickocado's ass tier trollingNovel not going well?
>>24848361One way or the other my life will end, I'm holding on to something that is already over and the pain of the transition and even worse the idea that I might go through this death and not be able to take her along with me is so difficult to bear.
It is clear to me that prayer is the only power man possesses. All we have is contemplation. Otherwise we will never uncover what we are here for.
>>24850843Are you terminally ill or something? What are you talking about?
>>24850848John 15:5
You guys need to stop using hippo infanticide pictures, it's not funny, just grim
>>24850923Every time you say that I’ll post another one.
>>24850941Truly the 4chan way>>>/pol/>>>/b/>>>/any board that is majority underage/
>too much of an autist to work out anon is not all one person >too much of an autist to work out everyone can now see he has a long history of these pics on his iPhone I'm guessing this goes on as long as ???? schizo spam
>>24850963>too much of an autist to figure out that anon is not all one person>too much of an autist to realize that filenames can be changed in about ten seconds
>>24850865She's the flashpoint for a major transition in my life. Since I first saw her I quickly found myself incapable of directing my energy towards activities I had expended it on in the past and drawn towards a completely separate way of life. No matter what I feel, in a major way, that this current iteration of myself is drawing to an end and there is nothing I can do about that but listen to the pull of my heart and move on. I just really want to be able to take her with me. The moment I let her know how I feel I'll have pulled the trigger and the me that I know will be gone for good. He's already gone, I just can't come to terms with it and I don't want to come to terms with not having her either.I've spent most of my life being very passive and all of my relationships have been initiated by the women. The prospect of her love has caused me to become far more active in all areas of my life.
>>24850990Why would you have to come to terms with not having her?
>>24851008Because he's married and was emotionally cheating on his wife with this chick from his work or something.
Today I jerked off to a photo of a girl I talked to twice three years ago. That is the closest and most meaningful relationship I have ever had with a member of the fairer sex. I think about her every day.
RIP Ed Piskor
>>24851280Lmao that whiny self-victimizing creep deserves no sympathy. He's rotting in hell rn.
>>24851008I don't know. I have no reason. I should really just try.
>>24851325What happened with your wife?
I chose to abort.Only 37 years9 months laterthan needed.
I just crapped myself again. Thankfully, it all stayed inside my buttcheeks.
>>24851403I just fucked your mom again. Thankfully all my cum stayed inside her asshole.
Diamonds in my veins, I'm sippin' ginger ale
I keep having the most mortifying dreams lately. Yesterday, it was me getting stalked and kidnapped and physically assaulted while I couldn't move nor immediately wake myself up. Today, it was my grandmother having a heart attack in some outdoor bathroom, so my cousin and I rush out to go check on her, where we see her crawling on the floor in pain, and y'know what happens next? Some thug in a hoodie and plastic mask shows up and asks us for our possessions then blasts my cousin as I dive behind the nearest wall, then blasts my grandmother right as she takes one final, horrifying, tortuous look at me, at which point the guy takes off and I wake up. What the fuck. Make it stop, please. I lied in bed for 30 minutes afterwards because I was so upset.
>>24851613>I lied in bedKill yourself, you illiterate fucking faggot.
is it unusual that All Saints' Day feels like a more profound holiday than Christmas? I'm not a believer so it's not like I have a horse in the race to begin with but despite never having been a churchgoer All Saints' Day still feels...heavy. I guess because it's more personal than Christmas.
>>24851669Maybe he was telling falsities in bed
>>24851673You don't celebrate all saints day you fucking liar
>>24851681In a lot of places in Europe, All Saints is about the remembrance of your loved ones who passed away, even among completely secular people. Even if you don't visit cemeteries any other day, you almost certainly do on All Saints. And even if you don't, usually because it is not feasible practically, it is customary to light a candle or something at home or wherever you happen to be.
Anyone cool with letting me use their identity?
Poop corn
just fapped to a really hot porn video
We live in the best form of government?>Thus, interestingly, we have in Thomas a 13th-century theologian advocating for a limited form of democracy as the best form of government.https://iep.utm.edu/thomas-aquinas/#SH9c
Feel like switching to solo woman only porn. Someone pointed out that watching another dude get laid is kinda cucky, and I never thought about it like that until now.
>>24851939Read hentai, faggot.3DPD. You can jack it to futa on female.
>>24851942Holy
>>24851939Fortunately I'm bi so I have no problem jacking it to the dude in the video if there is one.
>>24851939>Someone pointed out that watching another dude get laid is kinda cucky, and I never thought about it like that until now.Elisha Long?
Big Booba
>>24851942>supernormal stimuliThe ultimate and final cuck.
>>24847452I feel like this place is the only place on the internet where loser™ men can vent without getting shitpiled on by femoids and their simps no matter how mild the said vent is hence why so many people posts "tfw no gf" type things in this thread. including me Angl*phone internet is so fucking judgemental against men its crazy kek
>tfw you walk past a girl then 10 feet away you turn around to look at her and she does the same:3
>>24851961literally who
>>24847552Private citizens - Tony Tulathimutte
>>24847452Age gap, me 35, her (also my boss lol) 27?Thoughts on this dynamic and age gap?
>>24852086completely fine, what's the problem?
My friend in japan sent me a job opening for an english teacher there. Should I apply?
>>24852105What do you have to lose?
>take a shit >shower >have to shit again >mfw
>>24852086So long as she was born before 9/11 it's fine.Anyone born after 9/11 is a perma-baby.
I can't think of a more embarrassing living thing to get turned into than a female pig.Like getting turned into a dung beetle or amoeba would be less embarrassing. Or a mushroom or something.