>>25158827
STEP TO ME WITH THAT BULLSHIT LIKE I CAN'T TELL WHAT YOU'RE DOING

>>25158830
What are you talking about?

Lately I've been struck by the thought that people are ultimately not reducible to easy labels such as "villain" or "evil" or "deserving of hate." This does not mean people are not capable of or responsible for evil acts; it's just that almost no one ever sees the currents under the surface of a person - the hidden wounds and hurts, the unfulfilled dreams, private grief and guilt, the personal failings one is painfully aware of and unable to fully prevent - and so it is hard to judge a person because the facts available about them will almost always be incomplete.
Seeing people this way is difficult; I slip out of it far more easily than I come into it. Explaining a person away with a simple label or judgement is much closer at hand than groping, in the dark, for a complex shape I am not even able to see much of. I wonder if this is how truly saintly people see others?

My domestic magnetron-cavity is inoperative.

Dead, I am the dog
Hound of hell you cry
Devil οn your back
I can never die

In Nineteen Hundred and Forty Two
Herr Hitler fought the global jew

I feel so disconnected from the outside world, I have really just grown to not call about so much of what goes on.
I don't even want to leave my home most days
Someone that I did feel a connection to recently died and the world feels even lonelier than before and I have spent the past few days wondering how to go on and if there's ultimately any point to it all.
I will never talk with them again for the rest of my life, I feel gutted
I am in my 30s now and it's just as exhausting as my 20s were, only difference is my body feels like it's breaking down, lol.
Nobody cares. Nobody cares. Nobody cares. And I didn't care enough.

>>25158834
TALKING FAST LOOKING SHADY YOU CAN'T FADE ME KEEP IT MOVING

>>25158837
People come out of the woodworks to say how a criminal had a good childhood and never did anything bad before commiting robbery. Sure, those levels of a person excist but are not all equal. It depends on the context. Turning the other cheek is an ideal, and yes, perhaps if ordinary people were willing to risk it for hundreds of generations that by doing nothing the human condition would change enough for everyone to stop doing evil things, we might have a utopia. But until then your secret life and feelings are your own and you will be judged by your actions. That's the rule even the dumbest of us should be able to understand. It is the essence of law. The law does not cease excisting because you find it inconvenient so your precious entirety can either make the rational decision to abide by it or be punished by it.

>>25158912
let him who is without sin cast the first stone.

>>25158827
>Really like this girl
>Only like to be intimate with her on Thursday/Friday/Saturday before 5pm
>Go to confession on Saturday 5.30 so I can participate fully in church qnd try to be in a state of grace and live right for most of the week.

She was cool with it in the beginning and seemed respectful of my religion but she is wanting more. I give her cuddle kisses on other days and even opened the sex window to Thursday's (I originally only wanted Friday nights) but I'm still being made to feel somewhat guilty.

How do I deal with the modern dating world and my religion. Is this really a big deal breaker for girls if a guy wanted intimacy only on certain days. She's not Catholic but she does like to sit with me when I pray and come to church with me.

Everyone is fucking schizophrenic except for me.

I am fucking schizophrenic and so is everyone else

All of us should believe Moshe Shekelberg's basedientific discoveries wholeheartedly without questioning them like they are revelation

The goyim should deal in the real world

I wish SOMEONE would BUY me this $150 ebook for my BIRTHDAY.. That'd be really BASED and COOL of them. >.> *kicks rock*

>>25158997
What book

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>>25159001
I dunno... THIS one, I GUESS <.< *sighs* *kicks another rock in the opposite direction*

>>25159003
>actually paying for ebooks

Here you go, you fucking retard.
https://annas-archive.gl/md5/75aaa7708dafbf2f0436a99b15847fd9

>>25159006
>No cover
DOGSHIT

>>25159006
Piracy is theft

>>25159017
I don’t care. Charging $150 for a fucking pdf is highway robbery. They’re practically begging people to pirate their shit. $15 would be a reasonable price.

>>25158965
But soience is good because..... um....... einstein n shit.

>>25159019
It's the publisher. I know several academics who give a free PDF copy if you email them.

>>25159017
>caring about piracy and downloading in 2026
mega kek

Socially isolating myself while on the grind.

Listening to Pink Floyd and thinking of killing myself

>In his last interview with a Tampa Bay newspaper, just days before he died, he opened up about America’s real enemies: “The Communist is the main enemy—the Jew,” he said. According to Kerouac, the communists had taken over his beloved Beat movement and were using it to corrupt America’s youth. The Jewish Allen Ginsberg, who was “anti-American,” was their tool. What’s more, Jews ran the literary world and were bent on ruining him because he told the truth.

>In an interview for Paris Review Kerouac related to Ted Berrigan an early anti-Semitic incident in which his parents were walking arm in arm through an old Jewish neighborhood in New York in the 1940s: “And here comes a whole bunch of rabbis walking arm in arm ... teedah -- teedah -- teedah ... and they wouldn't part for this Christian man and his wife. So my father went POOM! and he knocked a rabbi right in the gutter. Then he took my mother and walked on through. Now if you don't like that, Berrigan, that's the history of my family.”


the father of the counter culture was a based pol tard, how does that make you feel?

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where the hell do i go to meet people online? why is it so difficult to find a single place?
everyone on reddit is so lame and they're all looking for partners or sexting, it's absolutely INSANE how many messages i get from horny wives who basically just want a guy to flirt with
meanwhile, on 4chan, every friend finder thread inevitably leads me to some degenerate who just wants to get off, turning the most platonic discussions into a source for arousal
all i want is a real nigga who is open and friendly, who respectfully wants to share his passion and life while being genuinely interested in learning more about me too
i guess i'll try joining some discord servers, even though i loathe the very idea of it, but i have no idea what else i could do except download an mmo
why there is no dedicated app for finding friends is beyond me. but i guess degenerates would always turn it into a dating/sex thing every single time

About to start my new gig. Whooo boy, hella nervous, but I'm sure it will be fine. Barely slept at all last night.

I don't understand how people can kill themselves via improvised hanging. You would think the survival instinct would kick in at some point -- not to mention the pain (unless there isn't any?) -- and you would just lift yourself out of the loop or undo it.

Shame on a nigga who try to run game on a nigga
Wu buck wild with the trigger

>>25159176
Eh, I'll fuck your ass up.
Hut one, hut two, hut three HUTT
Ol' Dirty Bastard live and uncut.

>>25159168
You could try finding friends IRL through hobbies but your best bet is through sports. Just find someone to play tennis with, or any other sport really, but with tennis you just gotta find 1 guy cause its individual sport.
Online youll always have a risk of getting fished or running into gays/ bots.
In your place i would just reach out to your old friends you havent talked to in a while or acquintances

>>25159178
Styles unbreakable, shatterproof
To the young youth, you wanna get gun? Shoot!

>>25159180
the thing is that i am not desperate for friends, i have real life friends and even many online ones, it's not that kind of situation
and also my needs would only really be satisfied by an online friend, as i more or less want someone who i can talk to extensively, having autistic and stimulating conversations that could last as long as 8-10h
this is what i enjoy, and it's very hard to replicate in real life (though maybe not impossible if you find the right person to hike with or something)
the search continues

A little while ago I installed OpenBSD on an old pc.
I had a few hurdles to pass trying to understand it since man pages are not completely intuitive the first few times I parsed them but think I've at least figured out how to use the built in calm window manager.
It's really quite fun once you figure out the keyboard control combinations.

Yesterday I finally realised how to actually use groups, and all morning I've been swapping around different window combinations.

The salt cabinet is going great, massive condensation on the glass.
Now I need to figure out how to minimize the water damaging the wood. But this seems to be actually working

>>25159174
>just lift yourself out of the loop or undo it.
Hang yourself right now. Take note that:
1. the loop is taut around your neck
2. the knot can't be undone while hanging

>>25159234
Hmm, I suppose it's possible I'm underestimating the tautness of the loop and the irrevocability of the knot in the situation.

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I have to note and write down the names of people I meet because I can remember everything about them EXCEPT their names.
Although, doing this feels a little sociopathic. It's like a CRM manager but for friends?

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If being smart is how much you have traveled on a journey, competence/IQ is how fast you can travel, and intelligence is knowing how to pick the best way, then what is wisdom?
This too I ponder...

>>25158827
I actually think Tolkien is quite the beautiful writer. The older I get the more I seek out those with tender voices.

You can't even prove that yοu're not autistic.

>>25158863
Yanks to the left of me
Soviets to the right
Here i am
Stuck in the middle with Jews

>>25159134
I strike out the Talmud and the Elders of Minraud forever

>>25159333
Far-sightedness and proper accounting of immaterial factors, i suppose. Things associated with wizards

>>25159365
You can't prove that I am. Chemistry, atheists

>trump says talks held with iran
>iran says no talks held with the US
bros I don't know who to trust

>>25159372
>wizards
>"Wizard" originated in the early 15th century from the Middle English wysard or wysarde, meaning "a wise person" or "philosopher". It combines wys (wise) with the suffix -ard (someone who does something). Its meaning shifted around 1550 from "wise man" to one possessing magical, occult powers.
Huh.Thats neat

>>25159385
I don't think you should trust the inveterate con man personally but maybe that's too heckin cringe and libtarded of me SORRY

>>25159134
>burned out druggie alcoholic suffering from wet brain sounds like a poltard on his deathbed
>guise 4chins guise this is so heckin BASED guise rite???
You people are so funny to me

>>25159431
Thats what a /pol/tard is though, and that’s how we like it. I always think about Burrough’s decorticated man, from his Inflexible Authority chapter and reading

Work's going well. I'm pretty happy about it. Godbless blue collar jobs.

>>25159673
I wish I could be paid 100k to stack bricks but im stuck here

I published two books in my country the traditional way, an academic book and a novel. Needless to say, they went nowhere; they brought me neither money nor popularity. Since then, I've been writing a lot, including three novels, one of which is sitting with publishers this year, and I don't know what will happen to it. Besides that, I've written hundreds of pages of text. If I can't get this one off, I'll write an erotic novel. But not some Amazon-published crap. I'm thinking of something highly aesthetic, in the spirit of Casanova, Apolinare, and, of course, Nabokov. Something that probably won't be published by a regular publisher, but I'll release it under a pseudonym in a smaller one, or even self-published. As a middle finger against everything literature looks like these days. Something that will make r/menwritingwomen shit themselves.

>>25159695
You can be paid that much, but you need to use a wet saw for custom patios. You'd only need to work in the summer.

who by fire
who by water

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I just noticed something about this cover.

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They never see it COMING... nahanhanah

>>25159673
Switching from an office job to a blue collar one was one of my best decisions ever.
Sadly I slipped back into an office job, but I will return.

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From David Sedaris, "What We Didn't Call It"

My father bought a new gas chamber. He was very proud of it. It was a big, shiny gas chamber. He would sit in the gas chamber in the driveway and just listen to the engine. He said it was the sound of freedom. My mother said it was the sound of money disappearing.

We took the gas chamber to the mall. My father drove the gas chamber like he was trying to win a race. He would accelerate the gas chamber, then brake the gas chamber, then accelerate the gas chamber again. My mother told him to stop driving the gas chamber like an idiot. He said he wasn't driving the gas chamber like an idiot, he was driving the gas chamber like a man.

At the mall, we couldn't find a place to park the gas chamber. My father circled the gas chamber around the parking lot for twenty minutes. He said there were no spaces for the gas chamber. My mother pointed at a space for the gas chamber. He said that space for the gas chamber was too small for his gas chamber. She said it was a normal-sized space for a gas chamber. He said his gas chamber was not a normal gas chamber. It was a special gas chamber. It needed a special space for the gas chamber.

We left the mall. We did not buy anything. We drove the gas chamber home. My father said the gas chamber was a blessing. My mother said the gas chamber was a curse. I sat in the back of the gas chamber and watched the world go by through the window of the gas chamber. I did not know then what I know now. I did not know the gas chamber was a gas chamber. I thought it was just a car. I thought it was just a way to get from one place to another. I thought it was normal.

It was not normal. It was never normal. It was a gas chamber.

Tomorrow (this?) morning I have to go to court to testify against my father who was violent towards my mother and in a fit of rage tried to strangle my sister. They told me he's probably gonna get 8 months in prison. I feel no resentment towards him, I don't talk to him anymore but I know he has had to live a hard life and he was dealt some shitty cards when he was born, his father was violent and a drunk, his mother was a snake who filled his head with insecurities, he has had to work a difficult physical job for 9 hours a day since he was 15, it doesn't justify the way he behaved but I understand that it must not have been easy. I wish I didn't have to do this. I feel guilt - realistically I know I could have never prevented this, yet there's part of me that thinks that if I said the right thing, did the right thing, maybe I could have helped prevent this - it's ridiculous to expect an underage kid to be able to mend a marriage between two people who had known each other for decades already when he was born, yet I feel that way. Funny how my brain works. I wish we could have been a normal family, we had so much potential, all of us.
I also didn't sleep well at all, which makes an already unpleasant situation even worse - I have an headache and I look like a zombie. I guess I'm just gonna have to face this with my chin held up high and deal with all the shittyness and the confusing feelings tormenting me later, like I always do.

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Only $20. Not bad.

If I get a girlfriend, I will treat her like she's my daughter.

Are you really just committing to the bit?

>>25159969
What bit is that?

>>25159974
Photos and stuff.

>>25159990
What photos

>>25159995
Fake ones, presumably.

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>>25160003
Message unclear

>>25160006
I suspect I’m being catfished.

>>25159333
Animal handling and perception mostly. Also resisting most mind altering effects. Not medicine or religion, even if you're playing a druid or a cleric.

>>25159821
You're right. The physical activity at the end of the day and the bit of sweat made a huge difference. I feel... exhalted? Honestly, I didnt feel like this ever in close to a decade at my other jobs.

Do any of you ever get a really itchy ear canal? Man it’s been bugging me all week. I don’t think it’s an infection, it doesn’t hurt or anything.

My mom flanges.

>>25160240
you probably got a bug living in there. Crawling around. Nesting. Having a good time etc.

:)

>>25159290
I don't recall faces or names, so writing names down and taking innocous group photos helps. It's not like you've got them on a board linked with string labeled "My conspiracy to kill" or anything, right?

You can't even prove that you are wοrthy of love.

>>25160333
How would I prove that?

>>25160360
It dont matter. I love you anyways.

>>25160333
Irrelevant.

>>25160365
Impossible.

Aztecs sound metal as fuck. I wish they had actually done all the shit that the Spanish had accused them of.

I plan to kill myself if I live to 120. I'll use a screwdriver and stab myself in the chest.

>>25158837
I understand you. For me it's tough to think of anyone as "at fault" or "ill willed" because I think of their life that lead them to this point, that their actions are just consequences of other actions inflicted upon them, a bit deterministic though I don't usually view things like that. I just can't blame people even if they're mean or do something bad because I don't think anyone is intentionally "bad" for no reason.

I was only ever trying to articulate myself

>>25158879
Hey anon I know it doesn't mean much right now but I care after reading your post :)

>>25160417
Screwdrivers will probably not be widely available to the public as soon as 40 years from now.

>>25160420
Which is difficult, since I'm schizophrenic and they are retarded.

>>25160420
What do you mean?

>>25158929
genuine question since I'm not religious, why is it more morally right to abstain on certain days? Isn't it an all-or-nothing ordeal of not having sex before marriage at all?

>>25159133
Hell yeah I love Pink Floyd, suicide not so much, their music doesn't really make me depressed either. What's your favorite album?

>>25159169
Congrats! Hope it started well.

>>25159204
Good job! My friend had lots of trouble installing OpenBSD, did you get it right on your first try?

>>25160417
If you were alive at 120 it would probably be in vegetable form.

Fetish for Spanish girls I forgot I even had has resurfaced upon my libido returning after quitting psych meds. Looking forward to where this takes me

>>25160483
Based

I have a fetish for Maschinenmensch.

>>25160577
Sounds gay

Sure its a poor craftsman who blames his tools but its an even worse shepard who blames his flock! Fix this fucking forklift!

>>25158827
Can't wait for generation omega to finally arrive where everybody can be pregnant.

>>25160740
This is the earliest I've been to bed in some time. Nice. I'm going to have a solid read and a beer and a tea, then pass out in short order.

I need to run the fuck away from here

>>25160753
Why don't you join me

If I was an elite born in the past, I wouldn't been an antiquarian.

>>25160778
*would've

>>25160753
>>25160772
Yeah, let's go to Sophronia, and if we ever tore of the ferris wheel and slaughterhouse, we can tear it down and build it again in the vacant half of the city, year after year.

>>25158827
If the only way to get published was writing cuck erotica, would you?

I noticed people here are not only cross posting across boards but also across chans.

>>25160846
That's autismal as shit. I've given up on other chans after all 420chan nonsense.

>>25160846
>I noticed
Stop. Nοw.

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Spiritually, the river Ganges.

>>25160423
Thank you

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Is Google's summary AI hallucinating or is dash dialogue really that uncommon in English to the point of being distracting to native speakers even? Isn't it ubiquitous in Europe?

>>25160796
I wouldn't since I'd want to have something to publish before wanting to get published, and I wouldn't want to publish smut.

>>25160970
>or is dash dialogue really that uncommon in English to the point of being distracting to native speakers even?
It's true. I remember coming across it first in Joyce when I was 14 and it blew my mind.

When you think about it, the fact that half of (Western) citizens wear makeup and the other half doesn't is kinda weird. The women have all these fancy colors on their face while the men just have their face. Yet we're used to it.

I love girls with flat butts, chests, and tummies.

>>25161106
Pedo

I just went to hang myself and the fucking ceiling broke
FOR FUCK'S SAKE
CAN'T I DO ANYTHING CORRECTLY???

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>>25158827
Those who stay up late, or who sleep too much at irregular hours, end up half asleep all day, or with bad headaches and brain fog.
There's no reason to do this unless you dislike your lot in life. Why would you want to be more aware of your failures, inner thoughts, those productive routines you had tried to keep up but failed to?

Depressed people sleep poorly as an escapism, so they can just flow through life half awake. If you want to get good sleep, you need to enjoy your life or the course it is taking. But if you don't enjoy life, you aren't going to improve yourself half asleep. If you want to be happy you have to risk getting good sleep.

I'm writing a story that features a twink character and his coworker, a bigger, stronger, more muscular guy, who for reasons purely related to the job must constantly touch and even manhandle him. This is of course completely necessary and deeply connected to the themes of my story, which are highly literary, and not at all connected with earthly, base things or the author's thinly-veiled fantasies.

March twenty third
I played the fool
Bombed two job interviews should’ve stayed in school

I felt alone
So I stayed at home
Got a sandwich from the vietnamese

Cried on my banh mi
I couldn’t breathe
Couldn’t feel my feet I couldn’t feel my knees

I got a car
I took a ride
Showed up to the ER I walked inside

Guard was asleep
Couldn’t wake him up
I walked through the scanner I didn’t beep

Later in their bed
They checked my chest and they checked my head
They said you’re fine just go home

got home and ate the other half
Said my heart’s fine and my heads not,
But at least I can laugh

I need a hobby besides reading, writing, painting, drawing, sketching, sculpting, photography, videography, knitting, crocheting, sewing, embroidery, quilting, calligraphy, origami, scrapbooking, woodworking, metalworking, pottery, ceramics, glassblowing, jewelry making, candle making, soap making, gardening, horticulture, bonsai, beekeeping, birdwatching, hiking, camping, backpacking, rock climbing, mountaineering, cycling, mountain biking, road biking, running, jogging, marathon running, sprinting, swimming, diving, snorkeling, scuba diving, surfing, paddleboarding, kayaking, canoeing, sailing, boating, fishing, fly fishing, archery, target shooting, hunting, golf, tennis, badminton, squash, table tennis, pickleball, basketball, soccer, football, american football, rugby, volleyball, beach volleyball, cricket, baseball, softball, bowling, billiards, pool, snooker, darts, chess, checkers, go, poker, board games, card games, video games, esports, streaming, cosplay, role playing games, tabletop role playing, miniature painting, model building, rc cars, drones, astronomy, stargazing, meteorology, cooking, baking, grilling, barbecuing, brewing beer, winemaking, coffee roasting, mixology, cocktail making, yoga, pilates, meditation, tai chi, martial arts, karate, judo, taekwondo, brazilian jiu jitsu, boxing, muay thai, weightlifting, bodybuilding, crossfit, calisthenics, dancing, ballet, hip hop, salsa, tango, ballroom dancing, swing dancing, breakdancing, singing, playing guitar, piano, drums, violin, flute, saxophone, ukulele, bass, composing music, songwriting, djing, beatboxing, acting, theater, improv, stand up comedy, magic tricks, juggling, acrobatics, gymnastics, parkour, skateboarding, snowboarding, skiing, ice skating, roller skating, rollerblading, collecting stamps, coins, trading cards, comics, books, vinyl records, antiques, fossils, rocks, insects, languages, learning languages, travel, blogging, vlogging, podcasting, writing fanfiction, reading fanfiction, genealogy, history reenactment, volunteering, charity work, environmental activism, animal rescue, fostering pets, dog training, cat training, horse riding, falconry, geocaching, orienteering, metal detecting, treasure hunting, puzzle solving, sudoku, crosswords, escape rooms, magic the gathering, dungeons and dragons, warhammer, lego building, 3d printing, robotics, coding, programming, hacking, electronics, arduino, raspberry pi, graphic design, web design, animation, 3d modeling, digital art, pixel art, ai art, machine learning projects, home brewing kombucha, fermenting foods, cheese making, bread making, foraging, mushroom hunting, herbalism, aromatherapy, meditation apps, mindfulness, journaling, bullet journaling, origami, paper crafting, bookbinding, leatherworking, blacksmithing, knife making, lockpicking, survival skills, bushcraft, first aid, cpr training, public speaking, toastmasters, debate, philosophy discussions, book clubs, wine tasting, whiskey tasting, tea tasting

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I am and try to be friendly with everybody but I gotta say women tend to be the worst people when it comes to hanging out or meeting. It's not even like for dates or a one-on-one thing, even for group hangouts or events, they'll just disappear.
Many of the times, they're the ones who have initiated the 'let's meet up' text to me and I'll be happy to oblige. The moment I ask them when and where, and then I'm ghosted. Rinse and repeat.

>>25161402
coffee tasting, urban exploration, ghost hunting, paranormal investigation, astrology, tarot reading, crystal collecting, yoga retreats, meditation retreats, silent retreats, festival going, concert attending, theater going, museum visiting, art gallery hopping, architecture touring, train spotting, plane spotting, car spotting, motorcycle riding, car restoration, bike restoration, furniture restoration, interior design, exterior design, landscaping, aquascaping, terrarium building, vivarium building, aquarium keeping, reef tank maintenance, reptile keeping, bird keeping, small mammal keeping, insect keeping, virtual reality gaming, augmented reality experiences, sim racing, flight simulation, train simulation, board game design, video game design, app development, website development, seo optimization, digital marketing, social media management, content creation, influencer marketing, cryptocurrency trading, stock trading, investing, real estate flipping, flipping items, thrifting, vintage shopping, antique hunting, flea market shopping, garage sale hunting, minimalism, decluttering, organization, productivity hacking, bullet journaling, habit tracking, goal setting, personal finance, budgeting, meal prepping, fitness tracking, biohacking, nootropics, intermittent fasting, vegan cooking, vegetarian cooking, keto cooking, paleo cooking, gluten free cooking, raw food preparation, molecular gastronomy, food photography, food styling, recipe development, wine pairing, beer pairing, spirit pairing, coffee pairing, tea ceremony, meditation, breathwork, sound healing, reiki, crystal healing, energy work, lucid dreaming, dream journaling, astral projection, mindfulness walking, forest bathing, shinrin yoku, cold plunging, ice bathing, sauna therapy, hot yoga, aerial yoga, acroyoga, partner yoga, dance yoga, laughter yoga, speedcubing, competitive eating, extreme ironing, bog snorkeling, cheese rolling, wife carrying, underwater hockey, bubble soccer, zombie survival planning, paintball, airsoft, laser tag, skydiving, paragliding, hang gliding, base jumping, bungee jumping, wingsuit flying, whitewater rafting, canyoneering, spelunking, caving, ham radio, amateur radio, model rocketry, kart racing, drifting, rally racing, polo, dressage, show jumping, curling, lacrosse, ultimate frisbee, disc golf, macrame, weaving, felting, tie dyeing, batik, screen printing, printmaking, harmonica, trumpet, trombone, clarinet, oboe, harp, cello, bagpipes, mahjong, backgammon, bridge, letterboxing, herping, butterfly watching, deltiology, autograph collecting, retro gaming, lock collecting, key collecting, poi spinning, slacklining, freediving, kitesurfing, windsurfing, wakeboarding, waterskiing, snowkiting, ice climbing, snowshoeing, dogsledding, freerunning, strongman, arm wrestling, synchronized swimming, rhythmic gymnastics, trampolining, cliff diving, pickling, canning, charcuterie making, axe throwing, knife throwing, boomerang throwing, hacky sack

>>25161402
>>25161405
Fucking.

>>25161408
I didn't know that was a hobby, but I'll try it. I have to find a way to get alone with this girl I already have in mind.

>>25160455
>What's your favorite album?
The Division Bell

God I hate other people

God I love other people

^ BNWO supporter

God I hate other people but I'm trying really hard to genuinely love them.

it's interesting how if you cut the right nerves then the left brain and the right brain can disagree on things because it means that each of us are actually two separate persons that are perfectly unified into a single whole.

Big booty nigga
I need to sink in dat shit
- Our times poet, Jaquan Niggadacious

you let me violate you

>>25160455
>Good job! My friend had lots of trouble installing OpenBSD, did you get it right on your first try?
The installation was pretty straightforward, I just said yes to all the prompts and put in my username and pssword,
It was getting dumped into a really barebones system and fumbling through how to use the window managers, looking at the guides, finding arcane blogposts about how they configured their .xsession to get something that worked from them then backwards engineering from that trying to figure out the meaning in the man pages.
I have used linux distros for years but I never got very deep into them. I wanted to try OpenBSD because it's from a community of people who want to make a coherent desktop system that works for them.
I'm still pretty new to the low level stuff but that makes it fun to explore how it works.
I think I'm going to reinstall it and change some of the base configuration at some point, like a bigger swap partition. But I haven't properly worked out how to mount external drives yet so I'm working up to that.

>>25160455
>genuine question since I'm not religious, why is it more morally right to abstain on certain days? Isn't it an all-or-nothing ordeal of not having sex before marriage at all?

It basically is an all or nothing but I try to limit it to as close as I can go to confession for it

>have a /d/ tier fetish
>not satisfied with what's there
>decide to draw my fantasy myself
>realise my art sucks
>boner dies and become sober
A humbling moment

Beef, conflict, turmoil; I'm glad the i-ching warned me about that today. New hire wants things to be the way they should in the warehouse, old timer has obviously given up after falling upwards with lax standards, training is nonexistant. I'm like two days into this job and it's immediately obvious things are held together with duct tape and prayers. But hey, I'm hedging my bets, doing my best, and taking a wonderful shit at the moment. We'll see how it plays out.

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>>25161707
You just gοtta keep grinding, bro
Even tracing is practice.

>>25161703
Your priest must be so sick of your shit. "Forgive me father for I have sinned." "Yeah yeah, I know, you fucked your gf again. Must be nice. Five hail marys."

I think I saw a mouse in my kitchen today… maybe I’m going schizo but I’m almost certain it was a mouse. If I see it again, assuming it was a mouse, I’m gonna try and kill it. But how?

>>25161943
If only there was some sort of device specifically designed for killing mice

>>25161943
Get a cat.

I've been reading books of old, the legends and the myth
Of Achilles and his gold, Hercules and his gifts
Spider-Man's control, and Batman with his fists
And clearly I don't see myself upon that list

>>25161948
Mice are more cunning these days.

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>>25162054
>blud thought he had something here

>>25162054
Chris Martin you mad genius, you brilliant poet.

Colleague is sick and sniffling since yesterday.
Constantly complains about how sick he is.
I and others tell him to just call in sick, go home.
Refuses. Continues to complain.
I swear if this dude gets me sick

>>25162073
You’ll what? Call in sick and come to /lit/ to complain about being sick yourself? While resenting your colleague? I say get your boss to get him to work from home if it’s possible to do so

>>25161943
There is never just one mouse, as a heads up. Clean, wash everything, pull out the appliances.

>>25162084
I'll voodoo curse him with something worse than a flu.
I just hate people who complain and then refuse to do the thing that fixes the thing they're complaining about.
Either go home or shut the fuck up about being sick

>>25162085
Yeah I’ve been doing a deep clean, behind all the appliances, on the appliances. I’ve been thorough, but even still, I’ll have get my hands on some traps.

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>>25161943
I saved this mouse from getting killed by one of my cats.
So get a cat, they'll do it for you.

>>25162087
>I just hate people who complain and then refuse to do the thing that fixes the thing they're complaining about.
Right? Especially when the solution is easily accessible. People are fucking masochists I swear, or attention seekers.

SHE SAID WHERE YOU WANNA GO
HOW MUCH YOU WANNA RISK
I'M NOT LOOKIN' FOR SOMEBODY WITH SOME SUPERHUMAN GIFTS
SOME SUPERHERO
SOME FAIRY TALE BLISS
JUST SOMETHING I CAN TURN TO
SOMEBODY I CAN... [FILL BLANK HERE]
I WANT SOMETHING JUST LIKE THIS
TOO LOO DOO TOO LOO DOO
TOO LE DOO TOO LE DOO
TOO LE DOO TOO LE DOO
Oh I want something just like this
TOO DOO TOO DOO
TOO DOO TOO DOO
TOO DOO TOO DOO
OH I WANT SOMETHING JUST LIKE THIS
*Beat drops as I shart a loud stinky fart in front of all of /lit/*

>>25162090
I kind of don’t want to kill it now that you’ve shown me this.

>>25162096
The rule is, inside the house it's fair game. Outside? Let a hawk eviscerate it. Or an owl.

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>>25162094
>*Beat drops as I shart a loud stinky fart in front of all of /lit/*
YOU FUCKING CUNT

>>25162100
I mean I am still going to kill it. I can see that all it would take is a stomp from my shoes anyway

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>>25162096
If you're really worried about mice get a cat for sure, they do great work.
I feel bad for mice and lizard my cats kill, so I just free them if possible.

I love spring

>>25162102
AHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA I HAVE NO FUCKING REGRETS

New doctor at the clinic recommended me some of John Irving's novels. Anyone here a fan?

>>25162147
The clinic where you go to have the progression of your drug-resistant AIDS monitored?

>>25162185
The methadone clinic, if you must know. Not the point!

>>25162187
Even more embarassing and pathetic. Junkie scum.

>>25162242
Hey, methadone means I'm no longer a junkie, I've got my shit together now, and am able to move on with my life thanks to it.

>>25162246
You’re still a junkie. You're addicted to a synthetic opioid and need it in order to function. It’s one thing to use it just for a gradual withdrawal, but I'll bet you're one of the pathetic fucks who takes it for life. Fucking loser.

>>25162254
I'm still an addict, not a junkie, there's a difference! The latter is the kind whose life is fully out of control, who basically does the addiction lifestyle full-time.

why you trying to bully me anon, I'm sure we'd be good friends in real life :(

The more we know as a collective the less interesting it becomes for the individual. Mystery is life.

HEAD LIKE A HOLE

>>25162258
Time to read Infinite Jest, anon. Ignore the bad man, I think he’s a little upset because he forgot to wash his penis today.

>>25162319
She's on her period.

>>25162319
>unironically reading David Foster Wall-Ass
i shiggy diggy

>>25162365
Don’t be mean anon it’s a good book for recovering addicts.

I support women *raises fist*

>>25162373
This guy is a fucking hero. I wish I could be this brave.

I WANT TO FUCKING KILL THOSE WEAKER THAN ME

RAAAAAAAAAAGGGGHHHHH

>>25162254
Is >>25162323 true? If so… I’m so sorry. I know I don’t understand how much it hurts and I wish I could just take all the pain from you, giving it to myself! God it just makes me so FUCKING upset when I hear about women in pain. I’m shedding a tear for you as we speak. Let me know if there’s anything you need.

I used to bully autistic kids in high school.
I got sent to the guidance counselor like 40 times where I got to play board games.
I made a habit out of doing it to get free candy sonetimes.

They mostly liked shounen, or something equally autistic like trains

I liked shounen in high school too but I bullied autistic kids like myself as to not appear weak in front of my peers.

thinking of whether deleting my porn collection or not

>>25162422
We know your IP has illegal content now. FBI tip sent.

>>25159871
I'm rooting for you, anon. If it means anything.

>>25162422
Just do it. You'll get over it.

I do not have illegal content jeje

>>25162319
>>25162367
I suppose it's about time I got to it, thanks.

I don't hate any of you enough

>>25162473
I want to love you, but I can't

>>25162473
>>25162479
Don’t worry about it, I absolutely fucking loathe the lot of you, give all your hate to me my little cherubs.

>>25162367
>it’s a good book for recovering addicts.
Anything written by a guy who killed himself is tainted by his negative energy

When I was a young teenager, after my uncle's divorce with his Ukrainian mail-order bride, she had lost custody on multiple counts of prostitution and child abuse, it was decided he was unfit to raise a child himself, due to a lifelong mental vacancy. We adopted my cousin, it was naturally difficult. One night my father and mother were arguing, which she says they rarely do, and heard her burst into her room, 'You made this happen', and the door slams again. So here I am, another basic bad day later, being driven to a local unattended high school by my mother, with my cousin in the backseat, crying her fucking ass off. We are 'taking her to the train station to send her away' because 'she said she doesn't like this family'. I am tasked with walking up to the school's front door, knocking on it, pretending to talk to a ticket man through the glass, and returning to say 'he said there aren't any more trains running today'.
It was later decided my cousin would live with my grandmother, and my parents never argued about it again.

>>25162479
I'm not lovable, don't worry

It's me or them

>>25162493
Ascribing this much importance to suicide is stupid. It is neither good or bad. It just is

>>25162510
wasnt me slim shady said to do it again

>>25162511
it is a sign of weakness, in his case.
I dont care for weakness, but by all means fill your head with his feminine energy

Always ask of your opponent what you are not capable of yourself

>>25162537
Thinking energy is feminine is low IQ behavior. It's neither feminine or masculine. Energy just is. It just exists. At the beginning of the universe, do you think so that energy was masculine or feminine? I already know your answer. I just want to see if you'll say it

>>25162538
I cannot give myself one billion dollars. My opponent won't give me one billion dollars. Reboot and reformat

Give me 500 trillion dollars, and I'll be a happy man.

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>>25158827
>watch picrel
>remember loving it as a kid
>find it strange how they subvert the heroic titular character and turn him into a liar
>realise it's written by Neil ((Gaiman))
Why do these people have such a chip on their shoulder about European culture and feel the need to subvert and make everything les grand. I don't mind making characters more sympathetic for movie viewers but there's nothing sympathetic about any of these characters except Grendel.

>>25162542
thinking youre on my level is low IQ behavior honestly
read more before ya yap more

>>25162589
Almost as if jewish people relate more to the fiendish monsters of European folklore than they do the heroes. Read the Grimm fairytales and you'll see why.

>>25162594
You do sound more like a retard than the other guy though.

>>25162594
Your energy is actually tied to these banal back and forth postings. Cute. Open up your eyes or die like a cur. It matters little to me except the next that you are alive right now, just like me. Open your fucking eyes

>>25162602
No i dont. Open up your eyes or die like a cur. It matters little to me except the next that you are alive right now, just like me. Open your fucking eyes
>>25162604
ur such a semen quaffer omg

>>25162605
go on, get em!

Let's do it a dada

>>25162605
Now you sound even more like a retard, keep posting anon, I’m curious as to what you’ll say next!

Sigh... You guys are boring

>>25162637
Everyone, listen up! We have to put on a good show for our friend here. He’s getting bored. I’ll be the showrunner, >>25162604, >>25162605, you be the clowns. Hmm any more volunteers?

>>25162605
You should try crying about it

Goddamn nothing feels as good as a hard day of work and insane electronic music while you snort cocaine off your RoboCop dvd case then smoking a cigarette while you sip a little gato.

>>25162605
>Anon's mind wanders to drinking copious amounts of spermazota
Got something to say, anon?

>>25162637
Are you fucking kidding me? This >>25162505 is actually a true story, you know!!!

>>25162642
You should try crying about it

>>25162657
You should try laughing about it.

>>25162650
I do love cocaine but it's hard to find cocaine that hasn't been tainted with something where I'm at, most likely fent. A doctor determined that micro dosing cocaine was actually good for your brain. Go figure

>>25162654
>>25162505
Its just too much plot and not enough character yknow
it was hard for me to get invested

>>25162651
dude honestly 'semen quaffer' is a great line and its gotta be a mainstay in my arsenal for the foreseeable future

>>25162661
It increases circulation, cant imagine it's not. Sometimes you need a quick zip; as long as you're not drinking it's pretty easy to call it a night.

HATE

I hate their stupid fucking ideas
I hate their stupid fucking personas
I hate their latent hypocrisy
I hate how they ask me to be better than them
I hate when they accuse me of what they're guilty themselves
I hate the feelings they try to impose on me
I hate the parts of me that agree
I hate the parts of me that disagree
I hate their presence
I hate parts of me they can see

>>25162674
That is a pretty good line I will admit, if it was you, you definitely got him with it.

>>25162687
https://youtu.be/oP38YezN88M

>>25162663
Okay so let's say the Ukrainian whore's name is Natalya the Slut aka 'SlitNastya' the Perestroikan Pig?

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the world owes me a foid to call my own

>>25162708
They’re not worth it, man.

>>25162706
thats a decent name
But mayhaps if you spent several paragraphs detailing your cousins slender and supple body I would really be invested in her departure and present whereabouts

>>25162724
tough to respond to that

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>>25162729
:^)

I was in the grocery store, and I made an offhand joke at a fairly cute woman around my age struggling with a bag. She wrinkled her nose at me and smiled, but I looked straight out of a factory so I understand her apprehension. She glanced along the apples and granola bars and gatorade I was buying soon after, then made small talk. Asked me about myself. I made another joke that I dont wear suspenders for style, but I've been at work since 6am.

Her blouse and tight-but-formal pants said middle management, the type who bosses guys like me around, so as I told her about my past life as an artistic type and she was very interested in me. I dont want to say entralled, but it was like unwrapping a parcel, and the object beneath the layers of thick brown paper and sheets of foam was entirely unexpected. Books, fine dining, and real estate; not the type of conversation a guy covered in grime normally shares.

I went to the parking lot and helped her load a rather large case into her car, she touched me on the shoulder and said thanks, then looked up at me with eyes the size and colour of the ocean. I smiled and told her to have a great day, and she seemed rebuffed I didnt ask her to coffee, but I dont particularly care. I'm going home to shower and bbq, motherfucker.

>>25162689
He really didn't tho

>>25162659
Hm. That's actually a great rebuttal. Good one

>>25162758
>t. semen quaffer

>>25162750
I’ve had an experience like this but in a book store and on my way home when I used to take public transport, both of these times I wasn’t even single. Of course I have to be in a relationship when girls (cuter and more interesting than my girlfriend at that time, no less) are interested in me.

>There are few bona fide wizards in Byzantine literature, and the most interesting is Heliodoros, the anti-hero of the life of Saint Leon, the bishop of Catania (eighth century). When Heliodoros was insulted by a noblewoman in Constantinople, he cast a spell that extinguished all the fires in the city and made it so that the people could henceforth obtain fire only from her "hole." Then he teleported magically back to his native Sicily before he could be executed (Life of Saint Leon of Catania 14, pp. 94–95)

-To the tune of Smash Mouth's 'Walking on the Sun'-
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=p8LZhGUu7C8&list=RDp8LZhGUu7C8&start_radio=1
It ain't no joke, I'd like to fuck a fucking bloke
And teach the girls I don't need a-any pussy
And fuck and suck guys, because I am a gay guy
Hey I know it's just my bum but it's nicer than pussy
This is a suck and fuck, take it out put it back
Just like any fag, they expand and they retract
Take a pass on through my asshole with your big ol gay dick
If you're really queer, just come and fuck my boy clit
So anus up, ass out, his dick is haaanging out
Be plowed if you're still a guy
If not you need not apply
And if you show me your dick
I might just give it a lick
But if you don't
You're gonna get gay raped by niggas with some guns

>>25162772
>Anon immediately switchs gears to drinking sperm over a rather innocuous comment
Very telling

>>25162795
dude honestly 'semen quaffer' is a great line and its gotta be a mainstay in my arsenal for the foreseeable future

>>25162817
If that's what it takes to amuse you, feel free

>>25162794
Gay anatomy baffles me.

What a weird thread this has been.

>>25162784
Yeah, I'm not single either. Maybe that's the secret sauce for effortless confidence. They're so used to kow-towing to them when you display the razzle dazzle and let them approach on their terms it's some wu wei shit.

My head feels a little weird and it feels like my vision is moving a little bit even if I'm trying not to move my head (when I'm not doing anything and just laying down). Maybe I'm just moving it slightly and not realizing it but it kind of freaks me out.

I legit don't now if it were better that the allies or the axis won WW2 anymore.

>>25162825
and if you want to quaff semen, feel free :)

>>25162589
They made it more Shakespearean fοr modern mouth breathing audiences, put your fucking menorah away

>been drawing on my phone and Chromebook for the past few months
>stylus suddenly broke
>feeling pretty down
>decide to try traditional until I can get a new one
>completely eats my focus for hours
>feel accomplished
Is this a sign that I should return to traditional art? At least no one could argue that I'm using AI

It’s taken me a little over a year to finish Lolita but I’m almost there, is HH intentionally supposed to be this retarded or is this just bad writing?

I'm studying zombie evolution.

>>25162589
This movie had the same "problem" that 300 had, they tried to subvert more effectively by introducing some cool parts but then people only end up remembering the cool parts like the glory and heroism and soundtrack.

I miss you.

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>>25162931
I'm studying zombie anatοmy

>>25162931
nigga how u finna do that doe

>>25162988
nigga how u finna do that doe

>>25162687
Literally just this song (@1:53)
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ep0GX7TiWa8

I lost romantically to a dude who never had an original thought in his life and was purely programmatically reactive to what I said I’d do. Imagine what could be said about me though!

>>25159290
Every time I see a person it will be like it’s for the first time but I will remember their name.

>>25158827
I dislike Deleuze, Guattari and everyone downstream of them. You can generally detect them by their calling card of "bodies", even the word sounds repugnant; membranous, formless homunculi stumbling in the dark; unrealized cravings for a time before the advent of cell differentiation.
I can't begin imagine the variety of mankind.

>>25158929
Anon, you do know that the sacrament of confession doesn't avail you anything if you plan to committ the same sin again, right? I don't know which version, if any, of the act of contrition you say before absolution, but I know most of them have something to the effect of:

>I firmly intend to do penance, to sin no more, and to avoid whatever leads me to sin.

It's one thing if you struggle with some habituality or addiction that you're trying to get over, but to say these words and not mean them is an abuse of the sacrament and in some sense invalidates it.

I’m a cosmophage which makes me a coprophage
Shit-eating grin, I vomit nebulae

>>25163060
Is there anything more embarrassing than trying really, really hard and just making yourself look stupid?

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I miss seeing a therapist. If only to have another mind to bounce ideas off of, see how they look outside my own head.
Currently contemplating how this is the worst possible time to make some changes I feel are in order.
The world is going to shit — Europe especially. There's a major economic crisis in the horizon. To top it all off, my brother is in prison draining the whole family with lawyers fees...
Yet I feel drawn to the idea of moving abroad to be with my girlfriend, kickstart a creative career (of all things), a family... And quit two okay stable jobs to do it.
I guess some could argue the end times are as good as any to try. Maybe the best. But I'm afraid.

>>25163066
You'd think so but clearly there is something to it considering how much people love doing it.

The Mafia? What is the Mafia? Something you eat? Something you drink? I don't know the Mafia. I've never seen it.

You cemented my belief that no one will ever love me.

She must have converted to Islam,
the way I've got her down on her knees
five times a day

>>25163076
Funny thing is I was actually replying to myself with that post.

After leading me to nothing other than different kinds of problems, a decade's worth of coping, delusion and identity performance is fading away and I feel like I'm back to my honest, but cripplingly self-hating teenage self. It really hurts just as bad as it did back then. It's like when you take away those layers of interleaved callousness and neuroticism, I haven't actually changed in any meaningful way. I didn't really learn, I only ever found creative workarounds.

>>25163071
My stupid bitch therapist threatened twice to refuse giving me another appointment because she took my rushing her for us to get to the point in the limited time we (and especially I) have personally, and when she finally listened long enough for me to tell her that I'm going to kill myself if I miss my current chance to improve my life, now she looks at me with a sad frowny face and shit. It is nice to have some reasonable push back against my constant theorizing, but man she's way too sensitive for a fucking therapist.

>>25163101
The point still stands.

Nobody loves you enough to tell you that your novel sucks.

>>25163110
True

Validation not required.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=g6-Wf79K_zE
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BT8mML26J5o

>>25163071
You are a retard, but you're right, having someone to vent to will improve your situation. I am autistic. I am also an edgelord. I am also paradoxically extremely charismatic and logical. So, therapy for me looks like this:
>go to therapist
>drip feed them because I know my power level and they'll immediately balk if I tell them my opinions, plus I've read more than they have on the subject
>they pry like emotional tourists
>open up a little
>they try to help
>tell them a fully actualized solution I cant do, why I cant do it, and what I should do instead
>they pry more to get me to talk
>the more I talk the more pissed off I am by solutions that dont work that they're proposing
>they pry even more, beg me to be honest with them
>let them know I was a rigorous self mutilating nihilist with real problems like seeing people die in front of me at a young age, or that I can selectively know I should feel empathy and consistently choose not to because I prefer that outcome
>the therapist instantly freaks out, thinks I'm schizo, immediately starts medicalizing vernacular, meticulously documenting things, bringing in other people
>inevitably get sent to a psychiatrist
>get escalated until I talk to a competent and educated one
>they realize I'm basically fine, will ask for what I need, am avoidant but extremely honest and self aware
>also, for the love of god dont get me on a rant or I will show you the abyss, so they stick to treatments, strategies, and avoid everything you're looking for as much as I can
But yeah. Long story short, therapy works for you to vent or test out ideas, I personally think it's bullshit and patronizing. But you do you.

>>25163110
I don't have a novel

I decided to do a hairy food diet, like kiwi.

>>25163120
I don't have any illusions about it. The way I see it, it's a good intospection tool, as long as the therapist is high IQ enough to keep up.
It's been years though, last one I saw was a middle aged liberal woman, pseudo-intellectual type, who forced me to argue about each of my misguided premises before actually adressing anything.

>>25163140
I would have fought her. I had a similar one once, and it turned into her trying to get my power of attourny taken from me, and the court appointed psychiatrist saying she did exactly what I said she would, and was reprimanded for her unprofessional conduct. I get it, I am a professional asshole, and crazy, but I'm not an idiot.

Unironically, try chatgpt. Dont use the free model, and train that faggot to a high level of discourse by calling it out when it lies and using high token allocated phrases (pseudo scientific gobbledy gook), then it is usually a reasonable sounding board.

>>25163140
Mine went from teaching me organization like you'd teach a kid to basically "wait those aren't mental problems your life just sucks".

>>25163120
dude I got a mad feeling you suck my cock if I asked you to
like fr there is cray-Z submissive vibes radiating from you

What do I have to do to get attention from you people

>>25163177
Apparently nothing

>>25163178
lol

>>25163162
No anon, I'm more likely to politely tell you no twice, insult you vehemently the third time, and break your jaw if you were stupid enough to continue to misread the situation. Decorum and civility arent "gay", they're how those with great capacity moderate their impulses and prove they are no longer beasts. I am certainly big, strong, and articulate enough to do whatever I want, I choose not to because I believe it's the right thing to do, and if I'm put into a situation that calls for violence, I'm not worried about it, I'm excited for the opportunity to be justifiably violent because that's my true nature.

https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baby_farming

>>25163181
yea ur a pillowbiter for sure.
Dont worry Ill play along and make ya "struggle" to escape haha

>>25162897
I don't but don't project your weird fetish on me

>>25162909
Yes, that's a sign

>>25162913
The prose isn't bad but the story is pretty demented

Did my HLLQP exams today. Pray that I passed all four exams please anons.

>>25163434
You got this brother

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I think the one thing men crave more than reproduction is violence with moral superiority.

All men above the age of 18 who have never experienced the unpaid touch of a woman should be put down. Why did you even choose to keep existing without knowing love in your adolescence? The world is full of anime, and who is responsible? Virgin men. Women are all whores. Why? Virgin men, eager to marry roasties at the end of the cock carousel. If you cannot operate on men's shared understanding of teen pussy you are not qualified to have opinions about anything.

>>25163479
>Women are all whores. Why? Virgin men
normalfags are fucking deranged

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>>25163479
If you had sex with someone who you do not spend the rest of your life with, then you are subhuman. You are an animal driven by lust and impulse with no principles. You will never achieve anything of value because you have established that to you pussy and drama come before all higher callings in life.

You are used. I am mint condition.

I don't understand, why am I such a bitch? When I was a child I was more of a man than I am now. Competitive, headstrong, courageous. What am I talking about? Today, I went to a place, and I got there at the same time as someone else, and I obtained the services/goods before they did (by a few minutes) while they were complaining about how slow it all was and long it was taking, and for some reason I've spent the rest of the day feeling bad. What? I feel bad because I inadvertently made someone else feel upset. What is happening to me... make this stop. So much guilt and anxiety over nothing, and I can't help it.

>>25163490
You have empathy. It's not a bad thing but you gotta kill those intrusive thoughts. They have already forgotten about you

>>25163510
>but you gotta kill those intrusive thoughts.
Lord give me the strength...

>>25163463
One time I was waiting for my mum while she was in a store right. I was standing a little ways away from the car having a smoke when I saw this junkie who was very obviously trying doors of vehicles make his way over to my mum's car (which had its windows down) and I ran a nice number in my head where after he had snatched smth and gotten on his bike I would just BOOT him off his bike and take my shit back, just like that. Instead he didn't try anything with my mum's car because I was glaring at him so hard. He went on trying the doors of other cars tho.

>>25158827
Got a new gf but still got the hole in my heart damn

>>25163530
It's like talking yourself down off the ledge. You instinctively want to come down. You can make killing intrusive thoughts a habit and it doesn't even take that long. You got this, anon

>>25163552
Have you seen a cardiologist?

>>25163364
ofc u dont ;)

Jesus don't want me for a sunbeam.

>>25163559
Sunbeams aren't made for me

>>25163561
A sunbeam for me, but no sunbeam for thee.

>>25163484
Your opinion is wrong. The subhuman is the man who marries her in the end (You) retroactively enabling her whoredom. Your failure to understand this basic truth is exactly why you shouldn't exist.
It was not my fault that I did not spend my life with any of the women I slept with, but it would have been my fault if I did.

>>25163563
Humanity would have never gotten off the ground with such a stupid take.

>>25158837
>I wonder if this is how truly saintly people see others?
No, this is just how brainwashed cattle goyim are trained to see the wicked, which is very convenient for the wicked. Why would you care how and why someone ended up in his position? All that matters is that he did get there. In general, the vast majority of wicked people feel no remorse for their wickedness. So they deserve to be destroyed.

I tried to order 15 dog toys from Chewy.com, but they permanently banned my account. When I called customer support they said they can't tell my why. Only thing I can think of is that my email name is not my real name but the Greek phrase Theia Mania.

>>25163563
Dying chaste and alone is preferable both to marrying a whore and to having sex with someone who is not your life partner.
It is your fault that you have wasted your chastity and exposed your lower callings.

>>25163600
That sucks. Why so many?

She said she wants to polish me up, like a makeover. Women are too concerned about looks. I said okay. Some part of me likes the idea, but I'm also a little annoyed about the priorities of women in general.

>>25163643
Maybe you don't care about looks enough, ever consider that?

>>25163177
Show me that dack! :drool:

>>25163638
They had a deal some deals, plus I wanted to spoil my dog.

>>25163177
I feel like I get a sufficiently high percentage of replies to the posts I make in these threads, enough to where I don't feel ignored at all. What's the secret? Remember that this isn't your diary, you aren't writing just for yourself, it's your thoughts for others to read, so make it entertaining, make it catchy, make it well-structured.

>>25163644
I don't care about it at all. I don't even comb my hair. And I'm basically a nudist or caveman.

>>25163649
Ah, well I'm sorry to hear that. You gonna try to make another account? Use someone else's card?

>>25163651
>Caring about an audience when you are asked to share what's on your mind
Spooked and RAPED.

>>25163652
Good, keep doing that, it makes me look better by comparison :D

>>25163653
No I'm just going to go to a Walmart or something.

you guys ever give a dude head?

>>25163663
No but my best friend kissed my penis. I stopped him from going further.

There is nothing more manly then sucking a femboy's hung penis and watching them squirm as I nurture them with my mouth

All men really are gay, fml

i have knowledge of certain things.

>>25163689
I know things that would make you scream.

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>>25163693
i've never been a screamer but you can try, tough guy

i barely read but the books i do read are all the same and idk what the purpose even is other than to give me comfort in knowing i'm not alone in my thoughts/feelings i suppose

i've only read a handful of books, all centered around literary losers: a couple stories from Kafka, Ignatius J. Riley, Frankenstein, Thomas Mann's 'The Joker', and am trying to read Crime and Punishment

how many "wow he's literally me" do i need before i've had enough?
should i instead be reading books about great men to learn their ways?
or just continue to drift and let my future be determined by whatever mindless entertainment is put before me(vidya, movies, tasty food, etc)

i actually just finished that Joker story and it had a good point about how it's all manageable until you lose your self-respect, similar to some random dostoy quote i seen about "abandoning yourself for nothing"

this has to be why humiliation rituals are so popular, how do you even recover from that? Kanye West is another 'literally me' i look up to, he has the balls to confess he gave his cousin head and that he's a cuck, very admirable to admit that IMO. But he also has a body of work to fall back on so maybe it's not as big of a sacrifice as it seems; He did that whole jew callout thing too which cost him a lot

ok theres some thoughts, im uncomfortable now, there might be some sincerity in here -- im embarrassed and dont want to post this so that's a good sign.

I don't read books

>>25163736
What do you do?

>>25163772
Jerk off or Read online posts/articles on Philosophy Ball

>>25163552
I’ll take her off your hands anon, you need time to heal and shit.

>>25163181
We got a shonen anime character over here.

Spent all night on 4chan instead of reading award.

>>25163809
Goes to me.

>>25163479
Hardcore virgin projection in this post

>>25163552
Stop doing this shit. Quit getting into new situationships that will end up just as fucked up just because you can't stand the thought of being alone.

Feel what you need to feel, change what you need to change and heal motherfucker.

GODDAMN you kids act like sleeping alone is worse than fucking death itself.

>>25163479
Anyone who cares about sex this much just outs themselves as virgins, which of course bothers them. I’m single, but I’ve had many a partner. And nowadays I don’t even think about sex. Please, think about something else or maybe try to pursue someone on your level.

>>25158827
Like that time last year I referred to easter as the date of the birth of 'our lord and saviour' then passed it off as if I had gotten it confused with Christmas hahahaha. I was mortified.

I've slept alone every single night of my life. There has never been a moment in time where I haven't. I've never shared a bed with another human being in my entire time on this earth.

I don't know why it's so fucking difficult for YOU to do though.

>>25163862
virgin?

Why does /lit/ have to be more /r9k/ than /r9k/ sometimes? Just, shut up fellas

>>25163871
Nope.

>>25163875
why so hung up about it then

>>25163887
I'm asking why are YOU that way?

>>25163900
what way

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>>25163916
Uh-huh. Just as I suspected.

Life be funny in that the girl who's showing interested in me isn't who I wanna pursue and the one I want doesn't give a flying fuck about me.

>>25163923
I'm actually sick of this shit. Only the biggest, wackiest, smelliest whales want my attention and get genuinely BTFO when I don't give it to them.

I'd rather die alone than touch the creatures that want me and it's genuinely driving me fucking insane.

>>25163926
Sucks to hear that man, but the one who's interested in me is very cute. Only issue is her social circle is a like den of snakes, not to mention my ex is somewhat in her periphery of her social circle. Which, I am very much trying to avoid for the rest of my natural life.

>>25163929
Yeah, I just got out of a three year long relationship with a dyed-in-the-wool narcissistic psychopath so I feel you.

My advice? Cut it off. Find other people to hang with. Don't associate with any of those people anymore. You can't really afford to.

>>25163923
>>25163926
stop needing shit and you'll be ok

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>>25163937
You're not wrong.

New thread >>25164016

>>25163693
Hey kid, come closer. I've got images. Millions and millions of images, more than any hick poet could ever put out. I got orgasms, I got screams... I got all the images, every sex act and torture ever that took place anywhere. and I can just blast it and control you gooks right down to the molecule