pardon me ed.prev >>25395127
i'm a lazy incompetent dumb ugly weak bumbling idiot
how’s the mcgregor fight going? i can’t watch it right now.
gamer or musician what girl are you dating?
>>25396949Yeah, not changing my socks often enough was my problem last time. I'm a lot better about it now, which is why I'm surprised it's an issue again. I worry the washing machine would destroy them. Sanitation meaning what, what I outlined before with the wet towel and soap? I'm down to try that again if it'll actually work.
I read 60 pages today :DIt took a little over and hour and a half >:(I gotta get my reading speed up, ideally a page a minute. I know a minute and a half per page isn't actually bad but still.
>>25397320Musician doing masters in piano here. Fucking another pianist girl that is at least 5 times better(technically) than me she is having a recital in a bit. Absolute freak in bed, probably best blowjobs ive ever had, we agreed to do anal some day soon. Kind of young so she doesn't read all that much serious stuff. Not sure what else to add.
>>25397297I'm a smug self righteous snide dickhead, wanna be friends?
>>25397327are you trying to impress me?
>>25397249Ooh nice I love snaggle tooth bitches
>>25397327Who's better, Liszt or Chopin?
>>25397320Musician and gamer, not currently in a relationship. That reminds me, I gotta get a producin' thanks for reminding me.
>>25397346my fault i guess
>>25397340No, you asked. Or someone asked. Just wanted to share my bit of happiness>>25397344Baroque is king. But if I had to choose probably liszt but it's unfair because he had a considerably longer life than chopin. Liszt really shines on the more profound stuff he wrote on his old age while chopin died in Spain like a little bitch from a cough. But one can't help but wonder what kind of ground shaking shit he might have written had he lived up to say 80 or something. He was clearly on the way to something great, he was studying bach and you can see some glimpses of the wind of other planets in his preludes (last stuff he wrote)But yeah, fuck the romantic period
>>25397352>Baroque is king.Well when you record and release your interpretation of Bach's WTC and Goldberg Variations and Art of Fugue let me know, I love them and try to listen to as many sets as possible.
Do you think this is worth the $10?
>>25397355My man!I will, I want to record at least something complete from bach before I die. If you haven't please go and listen to Wolfgang Rübsam's recordings on the Lautenwerk. You may or may not agree with his eccentricities but I find that those recordings are the pinnacle of refinement and spiritual profundity. Of course maasaki and leonhardt and haas and yadayada, but you get what I mean. I see that for piano you already have Hewitt but also keep an eye for koroliov and maybe even some egorov even though he didn't record that much bach. I'll go see a passion live later this week, I'm so happy
>>25397352i fail to see how that's not structured as a flex
>>25397361Yeah I love Koroliov's Bach. And I'll check out Rubsam, never heard of him, thanks.>I'll go see a passion live later this week, I'm so happyNice! I'm jealous.
>>25397327>which one would you choose between these options?<proceeds to tells you about his life instead or pickingHow would you feel if you didn't have breakfast this morning moment
>>25397364I dont know, I had bacon and eggs.
does clicking on the selected file not get rid of it anymore?anyway have you ever really cared about something and wanted some to talk about it with you or at least think about it with you, but everyone kind of cares about something south of there? it shocks me how timely post-relevance is
always LARP city central in these threads. it’s fair enough, if i wanted to larp i know i’d get the best purchase here. but it’s worth remembering if they can’t prove it you can’t believe it.
>>25397364Maybe you should try phrasing your question less like a retarded esl nigger monkey next time>>25397362I don't even understand how I got here. I'm in a constant state of perplexity>>25397363Absolutely! I hope you keep finding joy in bach. I cannot stop myself from recommending his cantatas though. That's where it's all at. Even a cursory understanding of German helps for the texts but anyways. Just to throw a couple of names for versions: maasaki, harnoncourt, herreweghe, rilling and of course the big daddy: Karl richter, whose mouth I would kiss even with that nicotine-caused tooth decay he had. Avoid Gardiner, he's just a gay english pussy
>>25397390>I don't even understand how I got here. I'm in a constant state of perplexityjust enjoy it mate seems fun
>>25397297I AM MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE
I’m not just a pig looking for food.
I’m just a pig looking for salvation
What’s a pig?
I wished I had figured out how to style my hair in a way that suits my face back in high school. The entire trajectory of my life could have been different.
pige
>>25397434A featherless quadruped
Pretty sure this girl at the library is mindhacking me. One of the tables I like to sit at and read provides me an angle with which I can hear anyone coming down the hall, and then have my gaze ready at the corner right at the moment they come into view. I like to people watch, sue me. Anyway, this girl with glasses and a short skirt yesterday must have noticed because she kept browsing the same two/three aisles of books, which is exactly where my gaze aims, and popping out, which caused me to look up at her, and she looked back at me. I swear this happened like six times. By the end of it I was worried she thought I was a creep.And then she was back again today! Doing the same thing! I'm reading my book, something catches my eye directly where I'm facing, and yep, it's her again, looking back at me. wtf
>>25397360I think it's worth a million dollars.
>>25397434Dont play dumb with me
is Mcgregor up next?
Mandingo
where can I go to rant all day about how much I fucking hate humans and am physically repulsed by them without everyone getting butthurt by it?
>>25397249Turns out the bookclub was just reading slop, sad, was looking forward to talking to other people about books. No point in going if all I'll have to say is negative things. Honeslty wish I had normie taste in anything, being a sperg sucks.
>>25397472You have combe to the right place my friend
Every lawyer I've met is a two faced scumbag. What the hell is wrong with these people?
He did it right the first time
>>25397491they need electrolytes
I don't know what I've been told.
>>25397249Now that I'm 26 years old, nothing on earth is new. Yes, my parents genie-wished me by telling me I could "eat all the pizza and iced cream I want when I'm and adult" without telling me that crap food would just fatten me and make me feel like garbage as an adult, but the entire Earth works this way. Nobody vocalized a single lie to me, just lies by omition told to me with a gusto that's regrettably escaped from LinkedIn. Every new job, person I talk to, thing I see online, game I play, wilderness I explore, it's all the same thing over and over again until I go screwy. There is not a single iota of a vague reminder of a novel thought remaining in my life. The fact would make me want to rope if not for that it's only been about 5 years of this graying pauedo-pergatory which might not even last forever and all that I lost was evidently things I never even had. There really is no tooth fairy! There really is no Queen of England! And all I have now are useful facts I've constructed that are far too important and well used in my life for me to ever deconstruct. Nobody ever told me that THIS is what being an adult would feel like. I just thought I needed to make money and pay my taxes and take care of myself. Do stuff. But there never even was a way to win since this is how I feel. Life is rigged, it seems, even when it works out, you don't win. Do you? It's just busywork to distract from that there is no reason to work. There is an emptyness that either I, or my aging mind, or society, intruded into my life I cannot escape and no amount of money could pay to fill and no woman could relieve me from. Behind the curtain in the emerald city, there was only ever just a man. And this revelation did not show me that I had mind, or bravery, or heart, but that I had only ever actually seen sloth wearing a facade for mind, or stupidity wearing bravery, or cowardice wearing heart. I had more in me back then, when I didn't know.Why we do not teach the youth of the value that they have RIGHT NOW and their rapidly deminishing all important ignorance is beyond me. Why we even see ignorance as a bad thing is far and away beyond me. We've forgotten our knowledge came from ignorance, and we've long long forgotten the respect for the youth and new blood that was maybe present in the early 19th century and has definitely been missing for almost the last 100 years.
>>25397513https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2KPEHohJMuw
>>25397519Was it ever seen that the oppressed serf, the despoiled noble, or the captive king turned their final weapon against themselves out of despair? It would seem that what is truly more pitiable are those degenerate and bastardized nations—loving nothing, willing nothing, capable of nothing, and knowing not where to turn amidst the crushing idleness of a declining civilization—that view with a dreary indulgence the bored suicide of Apicius.The subjects of the Seleucids and the Ptolemies deemed themselves infinitely more refined and admirable because they had wallowed longer in corruption and possessed a greater artistic sensibility. The Romans, feeling themselves more utilitarian and pragmatic—though less brilliant than their adversaries—foresaw their own victory. They were right, and events proved it.Under the later emperors, the Roman nobility seemed incapable of any great or noble passion; no desire for distinction animated them; they sought neither intellectual superiority, nor power, nor glory. Aloof from public affairs, they would have considered it demeaning to embark upon a civil or military career. True, they were the only ones in the nation whose names history sometimes recorded; yet this was merely to chronicle the plundering of their wealth and their misfortunes. One could recount how many precious vases the barbarians had carried off from their palaces, or how many thousands of slaves they had torn from their estates; but there was nothing to be said of the nobles themselves. They were not the sort to leave a mark behind; neither character, nor memorable deeds, nor talents, nor virtues distinguished them from the common herd. They passed through the world unnoticed, in a state of shameful insignificance. The rest of the nation, even more cowardly if that is possible, seems almost to hide its existence from our inquiries.
Hey man look at me rockin out, I'm on the:(1) Radio(2) Video
You really messed me up I think
>>25397532>He says -posting on the internets
>>25397540I'm sorry
Since 1982, 12 treasures were buried. 3 were found, and 9 remain.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Secret_(treasure_hunt)
I have yet to find a work that's about a misogynist and a misandrist trying to get along
>>25397249I like playing my state's 3 number lottery. I've never won anything, but I've come close a few times. I usually spend about a dollar fifty. Each play is fifty cents. I let the machine pick the first set in any order, then I pick 235 in any order because they're all prime, then I do my childhood area code in exact order. If that one hits it'll pay out $250.
I'm against bigotry regardless of what I've said.
>>25397324Only midwits view reading fast as a sign of achievement.
>>25397595I'm against bigotry now because I didn't understand what it meant until like a year ago. Bigamy, too.
I mean you’re literally just like sitting here watching me apparently. I’ll literally leave for a week and you’ll still be watching me. Am I mentally ill for actually entertaining you or are you just completely insane?
I could take the advice that I should just ignore you.But I want you to know, daily, that you are an ugly, jobless, friendless, retarded, useless subhuman that in an ideal world would be sterilized. Your interests are shit, you’re a manchild, you’re fetishes are disgustingly, you’ve never said anything remotely interesting to me, when I tell you to kill yourself, it’s not like “grrr how could you I hate you die!!!!” It’s practical, useful and beneficial advice on a personal and collective level.
Bro, just kill yourself.
Anti-Jacobin hatred is the most preeminent threat we face today
An entire year
>>25397603>>25397606Who is this directed to?
>>25397618Of what?
>>25397603>>25397606Are you the schizophrenic who thinks someone is reading his mind? If so, please leave this thread.
Just took a huge, solid shit.
>>25397627>Obsering 4chan is like having the discourse of your mind read back to yousole reason i come here
>>25397566If you were sorry than you would apologize to me directly. Nothing is stopping you from doing that.
>>25397249The Westernized East Asian has lost his original ethnic character. Imagine a Westernized East Asian holding on to his original ethnic character. 'ti ching chong, I lik shone monney'The Westernized Afro American has lost his original ethnic character. Can you imagine an Afro American holding on to his original ethnic character? 'Oli boli, I make chop chop'But also the Native American, the Italian, the Irish, the Anglo-Saxon, the German, everyone has been white-washed, striped from the special characteristics of his nation. This is no coincidence, it is the natural consequence of multiculturalism. I had this showerthought watching a cinematic comedy of the ancient Romans. They were, after all, just like us.
Sissyku
I will die in my lifetime.
>>25397672You’re already dead.
H U N G I E S
NO ONE GETS OUT OF HERE ALIVE
Has anyone seen me flying?
By “you’re sweet” I think you really meant “you’re stupid and naïve”
You’re a kek
>>25397675https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eZnzRIkVX4Y
let's have a black celebration !
Of course the laxatives don't kick in until the daughter of the homeowner is here on one of the few weekends of the year and her door is slightly ajar at 2am right next to the bathroom. If there was any chance before at all, I wouldn't be surprised if that just gave her the ick. Just my luck...
>>25397598It's not so much I want to read quickly, I just don't want to read slowly.
>>25397324>>2539780160 pages in 90 minutes is p gud actually.
>>25397811Dont patronize him!
Sorry boss but I can't come in to work today. I need to exchange slow blinks w/ my cat for several hours.
>>25397821True love.
I'm fascinated by things that have no business making sense but despite that they just do. Such as physiognomy, C. G. Jung or historiography of the Spengler-Toynbee type.
>>25397836is physiognomy purely faces? height should really be accounted for as well.you can’t trust short people.
Haven't seen the NarutoKitty in over ten days, I'm starting to worry. I hope the July 4th fireworks didn't scare him off :(
Just shat out a sneeze.
I miss Obama.
>>25397968I have nothing but contempt for you
>>25397968Who?
I am an American aquarium drinkerI assassin down the avenue~
I’ve been reading about Richard Henry Lee lately, it’s making me wonder how many other Founding Fathers are nearly forgotten by modern Americans. I grew up in Philadelphia so I was raised to believe that Ben Franklin and Rocky Balboa were the two most important Americans who ever lived, but I can’t remember if they ever even taught me Richard Henry Lee’s name in school even though he was known as the Cicero of the American Republic and left his fingerprints all over everything in Revolutionary America
>>25397973Yeah, I don't know who that is.>Ben Franklin and Rocky Balboa were the two most important Americans who ever livedlolFor me, it's Thomas Jefferson, Andrew Jackson, and FDR
>>25397249Let us listen to Liutprand, Bishop of Cremona, a Lombard by birth. "We Lombards," he says, "like the Saxons, Franks, Lorrainers, Bavarians, Swabians, and Burgundians, hold the name 'Roman' in such contempt that, in our anger, we can find no greater insult for our enemies than to call them Romans; for in that single name, we encompass everything ignoble, cowardly, avaricious, lustful, and deceitful—in short, every vice." For their part, the Romans undoubtedly harbored no less antipathy toward their oppressors.Yet the Lombard race flourished in Italy, while the Roman race gradually died out. The corrupt and effeminate habits of the latter led them to prefer celibacy, whereas the energy of the Lombards—and their desire to pass on to their descendants not only their name but the glory they had won—impelled them all toward marriage. Those Italians who retained some means abandoned a land that was becoming increasingly alien to them; they settled in the Duchy of Rome, the Exarchate, Greek Calabria, or the Venetian lagoons, seeking there fellow citizens and allies against their oppressors. The independence of these provinces—which the Greeks left largely to their own devices—combined with their small size and the constant dangers to which they were exposed, rekindled a love of country in the hearts of all their inhabitants.
>>25397972always used to think the buildings on the yankee hotel foxtrot cover were the same as on lonesome crowded west. but they’re different.
>>25397983Been there
>>25397986worth the hype?
>>25397988lolI meant I've had the same thought
Nine Inch Nails is the best band of all time
>>25397993I'm proud to say I made it through my entire 13 year rockist career without having listened to a single NiN or Swans album.
>>25397997not sure swans deserves to be thrown in there.
>>25398001I only mentioned them in the same breath because they're also a prolific, critically-acclaimed rock band with a distinctive sound and a diehard fanbase.
tfw cousin's new bf says "socrates' theory of the forms" and i have to just sit there with my mouth shut and take it
>>25397997nothing to be proud of there
My teapot is moldy. REALLY moldy. Any tips? It's cast iron if that helps.>>25398007Jesus christ, how horrifying.
>>25398038how moldy are we talking
Paul is dead.
Why is it Thomism and not, y'know, Aquinism or Aquinean or something? That's like instead of Heideggerian, it was Martinian or Martinist.ya feel?
>>25398042Pretty fucking moldy. Havent touched it since January. It's my work tea pot but I got a new job and completely forgot it existed.
>>25398047Surely the most aesthetic mold I've ever seen.
>>25398047Dis nigga owns a Pixel.
>>25398055I didn't know people still read filenames. Neat.>>25398050In all fairness, I was drinking some pretty fancy mill oolong at the time. Maybe I should keep it for posterity.
>>25398047Made me remember the time I left a coffee cup out at a workplace for a few days and came back to it absolutely overflowing with white-green gunk. No idea what the fuck was in the air there.
>look in mirror>'damn i look like shit'>buy new clothes, get haircut, start a skincare routine, lose body fat>look in mirror again>still look like shit>all the other 'improvements' just make my ogre-ass face structure stand out even more
>>25398060If you live in the PNW, I'll use my really good looks to get you laid so long as you pay for all the drinks and food.
>>25398045aquinas wasn’t his surname, it’s where he’s from. his name was just thomas.
>>25398064Well I'll bethanks
>>25398060lol
>>25398067any time.
Confucius Aquinas
>>25398063>>25398060Or Onterrible. I also look like shrek. Best thing you can do is start working outside. Get fit(er), be groomed but not like preened, get a haircut for your ogre facial features, and wear hawaiian shirts; bitches love hawaiian shirts.
>>25397377I had that yesterday for lunch
>>25398060>>25398079The number one thing you can do is grow facial hair, especially to cover your jawline.
>>25397997NIN is a local act from where I'm from, I'm near Cleveland
>>25398084Oh, absolutely. Second this. Without a beard I look like an autistic fatass who argues on the internet all double chinned up. With a beard I have a rougish sort of charm, and my beard fucking sucks. Like the cheeks and jaw are thin, but the chin is well covered and the shape saves me.
Big shitclobbering one paper cone with a huge filter is so much nicer than a pinner dutchie with no filter, despite the additional skill required to roll it. I think that says something about life.
Have you ever been fooled by a woman doing a male voice? I recently found out that an anime character that I thought was voiced by a man was actually voiced by a woman. Guess you just don't really listen for it because it's so much more rare than the inverse.
>>25398004NIN is not a rock band
>>25398044Yeah. His family is actually coping fairly well though, under the circumstances.
>>25398132Rock in the broad sense.
Can (You) please stop posting? Your presence SICKENS me
>>25398117bart simpson
>>25397530Only on /lit/, behind a mask of anonymity, could I find something so cruel. You're absolutely right. It does not help.It's likely that the rest of the late Roman nation did even less than the nobles, since they had less money and even less to imagine doing with it. And then you might think maybe it was better to be Apicious or part of one of the more deluded societies, but those people and nations were all doomed to die by lucid hands.Aphrodite, last spawn of Chronos and with the ocean, had two lovers and an unhappy marriage with Hephestos Zeus ordained. Her affairs were with Aries and with Hermes. Beauty and technology is always forced to be together, yet beauty wants to be with war and with communication. The application of science, the application of Zeus, Hephestos, brings about the oppression of beauty and the abuse of technology. Do you suppose Aphrodite would enjoy our wholehearted rejection of aesthetics for the sake of immediate enjoyment? We could have flying cars, and they would become boring to us as paint on a wall. And do you suppose Hephestos enjoys the false promises of beauty and flourishing ascribed to his technology? Do you think he'd like seeing us on our phones all day wasting our lives away to addiction because of his doing? The advance of science always comes with the advance of technology always comes with the loss of novelty and beauty in our lives.I don't know what to do about it. Maybe be more like Hermes, and if not him then Aries. But, here we are. And it's hard to see how this would actually help. Aphestos and Zues and Hermes and hephestos are all myth. We know this because we're more technologically advanced, knowledged, and thus more civilized than those Greeks and Romans or anyone on Earth before we were here.
women want to get gangbanged and do dirty shit in public just as much as men
gonna watch a movie
>>25398254what movie
>>25398254I watched Gone Girl on Netflix for the first time the other night. Loved it!
>>25398257probably Mr. Turner or Blue moon
Said nigger at a party and nearly made some pink haired "goth" chick cry. The boys thought it was hilarious. Frailty, thy name is woman!
Hungies and want burgers.
>>25398336was on a date with a goth girl and she tells me she's a fan of grouper but i mistook her for saying groyper.
>>25397821You just unlocked memories for me.
>>25398375I'd kill for a grouper gf.
lowkey starting to realize I dont like any of you. I guess this humans nonsense is beneath me
>>25398393You like me though.
>>25398393it most likely stems from self hate tho
>>25398397okay youre cute ngl>>25398401No I love myself deeply, so spending time away from 'me' just pales in comparison. It's not you, it's me!
>>25398403But why would anyone like you, you suck?
>>25398411Weird thing to post. I'm guessing you dont love yourself? Sucks to be you haha
vibes in here are absolutely absolutely atrocious.
>>25398436Yeah I think some sociopath noticed that it was fun and is trying to ruin it for his own entertainment.
>>25398438>it was funwouldn’t go that far
I had sex for the first time with an adult the other day.
>>25398445was it your dad?
>>25398459No. Guess again.
>>25398436Nah vibes are good, our funposters are just doing normal real life sunday things. Better than the usual deluge of depressed midwits; this posting is easily ignored.
>>25398403>It's not you, it's me!Spare me your sympathy you craven crow
I've been pretending to masturbate.
>>25397249I realised in Thailand that I don't deal safe and relaxed around white people. There's a certain entitlement to their body language that makes it seem that they will attack you and law enforcement will take their side. Can't be trusted. It started on the flight when some Indian parapalegic with some plastic replacement on for his missing leg asked the white foid in front of him to un-lean her seat, because it was hitting his leg. And the foid refused rudely. He then had to get the flight staff to change his seat and the foid fell asleep. Let me tell you that if it was some Indian in her place, no matter how callous or entitled, would've accomodated for a disabled man in a flight that barely lasted four hours. It was the first time I had seen anything like this.
it really hurts to know you are the problem but also lack the knowledge or capacity to rectify the issue.all you can do is stare out at the world and feel this terrifying loneliness within yourself.there is no comfort or relief to the feeling, its just unending loneliness and grief for what you could've been i guess.there's a schism in your mind.
i’m so tired
>>25398549then take a nap or go to bed??
>>25398567no
Have you ever stuck your finger in your anus and sniffed it?
>>25398445Why'd you have to specify the adult part?
>>25398375>>25398392grouper is awesomehere's a track i made a while back that was inspired by grouperhttps://vocaroo.com/1a3HPnFNpJu4
>>25398575YOURE DRIVING ME INSANE
>>25398588Because the last time I had sex was when I was a kid with another kid my age.
I had a line ready but then she opened the door and looked so pretty I lost my breath and instead of saying the line I just said "cool" and went back to my roomsigh.
>>25398601I was about to report your post for being underage, but then I remembered that you didn't actually say your age.
>>25398611I'm just out of practice. To think, I used to have game too.
>>25398616 You have to go outside and practice with women.
>>25398580of course
>>25398506> Let me tell you that if it was some Indian in her place, no matter how callous or entitled, would've accomodated for a disabled man in a flight that barely lasted four hours. It's the other way around.
>>25398611am i the only one who thought he was talking about cocaine at first
>>25398624When I think of line I think of dialogue. I'm a reader, not a druggie.
>>25398628suppose druggy is more of a writer vibe than a reader one.
>>25398619It's not even just that, I'm not sure I could hold a conversation with another guy at this point!
>>25398648Pretend that you have autism.
>>25398624ironically if he did have cocaine he wouldn’t be having girl troubles.
>>25398621I've never known a non-white person, no matter how rich or entitled or foid, to show such complete disregard for the disabled. In fact I used to think the same thing about white people, until that moment.
>>25398668The agencies around here are basically full of blacks, so that tracks.
>>25398652Personally I would never carry that shit around with me. I hate cokeheads.
>>25398686the champagne of drugs.
>>25398682You sound like a rapper.
I give up.
>>25398710My mom said that I gave up in her belly.
>>25398710Im not giving up, but my desire to a premature end has been growing. Also started hitting myself in the head when those thoughts appear. And then I hit myself for hitting myself. Just need my money to come in next month and Ill do some traveling to clear my head. Hopefully I wont succumb to a accident while out wandering :^)
>>25398724watch out for falling pianos.
Just incase you guys were wondering, Thomas Jefferson’s Notes On The State Of Virginia is really, really boring.
Anyone else currently experiencing, or has experienced, "cute girl fatigue"?I'm not talking about real women, but of artworks of all kinds, representations, symbols. The ideal woman as object of adoration, the way otakus do in anime and the way advertisers do.It feels like a sizeable chunk of the population worships female fantasy (not real women, but what an ideal woman is). And I guess I did too. I hoarded pictures, I was obsessed with learning to draw women, all my attempts at stories featured women, I followed artists who drew women, I bought video games and products with cute women, watched shows if they featured cute women, had little figures and stickers and posters of cute fictional women. And somewhere down the line I just wondered why? Why am I doing this? Why do I keep doing it?In the end, it felt as if all these were manifestations of the same longing for perfect companionship I felt when I was a teen. A desire that time and time again was proven to be incompatible with reality.It felt as if all of these drawings and characters where representations of the same mirage. Suddenly, it felt as if there was nothing at all behind any of this, but the illusion of being closer to something that doesn't exist. The product of an immature mind, ascended to the status of collective idol. Hoarding pictures, drawing them yourself, consuming media, none of these things satisfy anymore, none of these things trigger any feelings in me, other than mistrust and contempt.Feels either like rubbing salt into a wound, consuming the delusions of others who either cling to a fantasy (sometimes with extreme weariness too) or completely disappear into it (the insane waifu worshipper, the DeviantArt autist), or letting myself be controlled by engineered stimuli.I felt the imperious need to adorn my world with this symbol, but now it feels like nothing. Feels like a lie, a cope that no longer works, an exploitable memetic package (picrel is an example of the power of the "cute girl" that can be used by groups on the internet as a mascot of sorts). And I see that this isn't anything new, that mankind has been doing this for a while now, down to giving ships and weapons female names or using them in propaganda. An insatiable desire to be not with a woman, but an ideal woman that never had a shape for me. Another idol that fails.Personally, it feels like the nervous system of my teenager self is trying to keep itself alive in an adult body, and failing.
>>25398925Personally, I always found it cringe. The juxtaposition, even ironically, of like cute anime girls and big guns was tenuous at best and only accepted because of the old internet zeitgeist and gestalt faggotry. I'm a dude, I want to see dudes doing stuff. I dont give a fuck what ladies are doing, cute shit is pandering, and the "you're actually more gay for looking at a man" shit is just reverse psychological faggotry. I just like blood and guts. And stories about guys like me, or people I could aspire to be. Kawaii genki girl number 8471 requires a lot of effort to get there
Grab my beaver from the back.
>>25398932A British writer in the last century talked about the failing of not liking women enough. ‘I’m a dude, I want to see dudes doing stuff’ stated plainly does start to sound like a confession. I think a big part of it is how boys and girls are always separated from a young age.
I cannot stop seeing all disagreements between groups as this. No matter what arguments or causes or contexts, it all feels like this.All tribes are all the same.
>>25398957read Montaigne’s essay ‘On the Cannibals’.
just started a new job and I was perusing the notice board and saw the fire marshal for my office is a fella called James Joyce
>>25398948I think it speaks to the nature of fiction. I find women protagonists are all about diferentiating themselves and retaining their femininity. Internal monologues rationalizing their behaviour, risque romance, betrayal, dealing with trauma. Fucking yuck. I dont like it when men do that stuff, just because tits are slapped on doesnt make it any better. The plot and characters are shoehorned around it, the experience is rarely organic.The ladies I like? Baiken and Noi. Sure, they're ladies, but more to the point they're just characters. One armed sassy samurai with an eyepatch? Hell yeah. Childlike magically regenerating punch demon? Hell yeah. Doesnt matter if you're male or female when you're cool, like Sarah Connor in T2 or that lady with the headband in Aliens. A mary sue protagonist lamenting her past trauma while struggling to conncect to the world around them, desperate for acceptance and validation, using her feminine whiles to her advantage as a fish out of water in a man's world? Pass. There are 10 billion stories like that, and they're all equally shallow.
>>25398964Just had to double check if I’m on the literature board.
been seeing this girl she’s really cute and she’s funny but I just found out she likes rock climbing…
>>25398668Lmao what? White people are the ones with a rudeness problem? Maybe compared to the Japanese, but compared to izzat farming poos, middle eastern and african sex attackers, or the North American negro? You’re out of your mind
Feed the pig.
>>25399003Why is that a problem?
>>25399035not sure, but it is.
>>25399003Is the anxiety more she'll make you go rock climbing with her or she'll cheat on you with one of her dudebro rock climbing friends?
Pretty sure I've become the neighborhood hot guy. I wouldn't be surprised if on the subreddit for this city there were myriad posts about me, like "anyone know anything about this really cute guy???" or "sat next to that hot guy today".dont worry, this self-aggrandizement is only to mask and hopefully even defeat my insecurity and anxiety
>>25399043neither it’s just another rude awakening that no one’s perfect - you meet someone great and you’re getting along and then lo and behold turns out they do rock climbing.
>>25399042Well that explains jack p diddly squat.
>>25399060it’s a thought that doesn’t resolve easily
My sister farted while she was sitting on my lap.
>>25399012I'm just telling you how it was. After that trip I'd rather be in a bus full of Africans than a bus full of Europeans.
>>25399077And every african on the bus will clap
Great my room smells like onions and diapers because I jacked off.
>>25399084Ok chris-chan
This grotesque ogre-lookin' dude at the library was so shameless in his leering. He stumbled over to the section I was sitting in that contained a couple of girls in shorts, and the guy literally stared at them right in front of their face while walking slowly lol, it made everyone so uncomfortable. Honestly, if he had lingered any longer or outright stopped, I might've said something, because I felt so bad for the girl sitting next to me. No one should be made to feel like that.I know what some of you all are thinking, "what's so bad about being checked out? girls only upset because he was ugly" and while you'd have somewhat of a point, it was how he was staring, like they were a piece of meat or a painting on the wall, no shamelessness or surreptitiousness whatsoever.And yes, the ugly, ogre part. He looked like a mentally deficient rapist.
words to add to my daily vocabulary,>celerity>purlieu>contumely>perspicuous
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8VoC6B3V_zg
Kitsch is when the naked lady in the painting smiles at the observer. Art is when she's sad or stares blankly at nothing in particular.
>>25399105>I saw a really ugly guy>and he had the audacity to look at women as if he wasn't a blight>my gosh, I might have said something if he did it just one moment longer, I felt so performatively bad>but I definitely didn't do anything other than grandstand online about a hypothetical while insulting someone>because I'm a good person after all
>>25399151Kitsch is when the art is self aware and brings you joy. It's gaudy, direct, and bold. You know what it is and how it works immediately, anyone does. It simply is, without trying."Actual art" is brooding and pretentious. It cannot be enjoyed adequately without a paper about it, discussing the symbolism in depth. But funny enough, uninhibited and kitsch are two prime descriptors of post modern art, except it makes the observer feel complicit, rather than happy. So technically you are correct.
Nothing has been more devastating to me than seeing my dreams come true.
>>25399170Really? Sounds like you havent seen toilet paper/paper towel math. There are six goddamned rolls. How the fuck they go 6 = 24 fills me with this fermenting sense of existential angst only autopsy videos can cure. Yes, marketing demon, I can see the roll is bigger, but it's still six motherfucking rolls, the tensile strength and quilting do not fucking factor into it.
>>25399173This made me wish we didn't evolve into bipedal organisms.
>>25399176My favorite are things that didnt exist until relatively recently that are codified into the fabric of reality as immutable, not because they're effective, but because the inertia around changing them is too big of a deal to switch. Particularly "metrics" and "statistics", like net promoter score. That shit is just zero if you get below an 8 on a survey. That's it. A rational person might really like something and say "I enjoy this knife, it may not be the best knife ever because of the odd handle geometry, but it cuts and I'm glad I bought it", then give it a 7. Poof, into the trash it goes in favour of "this knife transcends space and time, slicing tomatos gave me an errection so vigorous that I mistook it for a priaprism" and gives it a 10. Fundamentally the assumption is every offering you have is the best thing ever, and people are idiots if they dont know that, so NPS completely warps all feedback and cleans anything remotely moderate so the company can enjoy group think from idiots who dont understand their products
You're thrown into a specific moment in time and have to mentally reconstruct an entire external universe to explain how the fuck you got there, yet no matter how many causes you uncover you still cannot figure out why you are at that time specifically.
>>25399199But why? I've just accepted it. I cant change it. I cant understand it. Even if I could, I might be wrong. I just try to uncover whatever I find neat, then log it for someone else.
Some day I will rich and powerful
>>25398589>https://vocaroo.com/1a3HPnFNpJu4Sounds like Minecraft btw, what's the song's name?>>25398957>>25398959I don't understand why you guys think this is profound, the fact that you even stated that is basically forming a tribe, in and of itself. Humans are communal beings, sadly, its inescapable for us to be otherwise without becoming mentally ill or seeking people out.
>>25399105Have you tried not dressing like a harlot?
I want to be sealed underground for hundreds of years like an Egyptian necroid
On the losin' endOf a wishboneAnd I won't pretendNot to mind
pretension is becoming increasingly unbearable.i'd rather a clerk smoking behind the store scream at me than all smiles and polite behind the counter.
Have to leave for work in about 4 hours. If even, I watch a film. If odd, I just read.
Seriously though
Idk buddy.Doing something like that is pretty fucked up, that isn’t something a human is psychologically built to endure.I’d say you’re just evil, but that’s probably the vibe you’re going for. So I’m content to just say you’re a total loser and I think I’m probably going to spam humiliation porn because it’s funny.
What exactly is “winning” in this context
What’s it like being neurotically obsessed with someone who hates you?
it took youto make me realize
A h h H h h H HH H H HHH
>>25399379You haven’t taught me a single thing
>>25399383learn to comprehend
>True Nobility >All men are of one kindred stock, though scattered far and wide; >For one is Father of us all—one doth for all provide. >He gave the sun his golden beams, the moon her silver horn; >He set mankind upon the earth, as stars the heavens adorn. >He shut a soul —a heaven-born soul —within the body’s frame; >The noble origin he gave each mortal wight may claim. >Why boast ye, then, so loud of race and high ancestral line? >If ye behold your being’s source, and God’s supreme design, >None is degenerate, none base, unless by taint of sin >And cherished vice he foully stain his heavenly origin.supremacists... we lost
Ended up on some dark corner of xitter full of these deranged self proclaimed homofascists who want to exterminate everybody except for white twinks and femboys
Blood: Sun - Sunday - A - red - gold - 1Beer: Moon - Monday - C - white - silver - 2Water: Mercury - Wednesday - F - yellow - quicksilver - 7Tea (Coffee): Mars - Tuesday - G - violet - iron - 4Milk: Venus - Friday - E - green - copper - 5Oil: Jupiter - Thursday - D - blue - tin - 6Wine: Saturn - Saturday - B - black - lead - 3
Don't reply to me. My posts are for dissemination not dialogue.https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/John_Durham_Peters#Dialogue_and_dissemination
116 days until Hallowe'en.
I’m too smart, good-looking, and creative to have ended up like this.
I believe in stuff like true love and hope and that change is possible, but only for other people. I know people who have amazing relationships and have found genuine happiness, and I know people who realized their dreams, and I know people who overcame immense adversity to succeed, but I am not and likely will never be one of them.
Early Earl Sweatshirt had some of the craziest flows in all of hip-hop but dude must have had a ghostwriter because there’s no way a 16-19 year old could be witty enough to come up with all those lines.
Touched grass. Do recommend.
I touched grass and my entire body immediately broke out in hives. Do not recommend.
Sam Neill is dead. Why didnt God take me... I hate the way he plays favorites
>>25399559Yup. Guess it's time to finally watch Event Horizon.
Wish I had some smokes. The vape is just not doing it for me right now.
>>25399562Bruh you still havent watched that? The FUCK have you been doing your whole life? And dont give us that smancy pancy 'reading :)' bullshit. We all know thats a damn lie
>>25397249When he turns on smashing pumpkins
The year 2013 was beyond kino.
>>25399322Move to France
>>25399264>Sounds like MinecraftWho let all this riff-raff onto the board.
>>25399154>>25399267He looked like the alien from the first Men in Black, come on!
>>25395799I keep thinking the OP in this thread^^^ is a plate of sashimi everytime I see it out of the corner of my eye lol
I got a new car. It’s a fun little car and I like driving it a lot. But I don’t like how it’s bad on gas and also takes premium. I wish it got 35 mpg and took regular like the economy car I traded in. But gosh it’s incredible how much more enjoyable driving is in base model BMW.
>>25399154>my gosh, I might have said something if he did it just one moment longeryeah lol that bit made me double-take as well.
>>25399372There’s good and bad. You try to focus on their good qualities and the things you like about them and not the fact that they hate you. If you focus on the fact they hate you it hurts and makes you sad, so you don’t do that. The good, is taking them in the abstract to use them as some kind of muse to write and draw or something.
>>25399590The little roach guys? There are a lot of aliens in MiB, the movie about aliens.>>25399531Fun fact, I told him and Odd Future to fuck off back on /mu/ when they were first starting out, and got their trip banned for viral marketing. This was right after PARTY HARD mind you.
>>25399609lol the main villain
>>25399609Good. Alternative hip hop was born with A Tribe Called Quest and died with Deltron 3030, a bunch of spastic homos aren’t gonna revive it.
Fashion back in the '60s, '70s & '80s was infinitely more classy than what people wear now.
Cross body bags are awesome. It’s an amazing feeling to not have anything in your pockets
I tried wiping down the inside of my shoes with a towel, water, and handsoap to get rid of the smell, then left it outside to air dry overnight. I'd say it's about 70% gone. It was difficult to get the towel all the way toward the deepest insides, where the toes go. Hopefully wearing fresh socks everyday is enough to solve the problem.Also, let's say I go for a 40 minute walk at noon, then go out at 3. Is wearing the same socks for this okay? Or should I be switching to fresh ones even for this, and that's probably my issue?
>>25399609>Fun fact, I told him and Odd Future to fuck off back on /mu/ when they were first starting out, and got their trip banned for viral marketing. This was right after PARTY HARD mind you.Yeah, uh, I think they came out ahead in this one. Sorry, anon.
>>25399644Are you sure it's not hard skin/callus whatever it's called in English? That was my problem.
>>25399645kek
>>25399641yeah except you look like a lame zoomer wannabe. most gen z people have dropped them by now and it’s just older millennials. we’ll probably look back on them like fannypacks.
>>25399645Ahead of what? Sometimes people need to be told to fuck off, it's not personal. I just think it's funny.
>>25397297My father’s life as well as my mother’s were better than mine
>>25399663think he just means odd future defined a generation and you’re still posting on 4chan 15 years later.
I wish it was the 60s I wish we could be happy
Apologies for speeding, officer. I was rushing home to exchange slow blinks w/ my cat.
>>25399769*stares*
>>25399666>he doesnt knowShh, no one tell him.
>>25399659None of that matters to me. Only the convenience.
I'm gonna try something different when I go to the library to read today. In addition to the novel I'm reading, I'm gonna bring a poetry book too, and for every two pages of the novel I read, I'm gonna read one poem from the other book.
>>25399779fair.
>>25399322 (cont.)it tears at my heart to feel that when service workers go back home, they have to let out a sigh or a grumble that i made their day harder. it's physically painful to be in the position of a customer and to be entitled to what it dictates.cashiers, waiters, shopkeeps, concierge, bank tellers, etc.i wish there was some way to reach their heart directly.>>25399583never been there.will look into it eventually.
>>25399829>it tears at my heart to feel that when service workers go back home, they have to let out a sigh or a grumble that i made their day harder.I wish the worst upon the Indian ones. I give them shit in the hopes they'll be convinced to return home.
what's the longest sex session you guys've had?
>>253998423 and a half hours. I was drunk and on ecstasy, though I don't really remember everything, just looking at the clock and being slightly bewildered about the amount of time that passed.
>>25399769>>25399774Don't fuck your cat in the ass.
All explanations of societal phenomena, why people do this or that, why are they like that, to what end did people do X or Y, will inevitably lead back to the unmoved mover that is pussy and sex.
>>25399901not true tho, but stay pussywhipped
I wasted my whole day trying to draw.
drinking cold beer and listening to music
I like reading letterboxd reviews for the funny comments and jokes, but then I see women and transbians claiming that buddy movies are supposed to be gay and jfc, it's that kind of shit that makes realize that women and gay men are braindead.
>>25399829In France “the customer is always right” isn’t a concept. The customer is basically an unwanted but tolerated guest in any business hotel or restaurant. People don’t think a smile is necessary for a conversation with a stranger to begin etc… I’m making it sound better than it is though trust me. You’ll get pretty sick of being surrounded my constant misery soon enough
What's the best way to read multiple books at once?
>>25400052you don't
>>25399984yeah this is true. explains some of the situations i had in France. i once tried my best to explain what i came for in a shop and the dude just straight up told me "tu veux quoi?"
tfw so many downloaded movies and not sure what to watch now
>>25400076Same. Mostly all classic movies. I watched the original Fire On The Plains a couple nights ago and it was amazing. Probably gonna watch a noir tonight.
>>25400116nice
>>25400067I do. I’m always in the middle of at least three books at the same time.
>>25400121that's not good
>>25400125Yea, probably not. I bite my fingernails too ̄\_(ツ)_/ ̄
>>25397249I don’t know to what extent I’m sensitive to the suggestions shaping my thoughts right now compared to other people, as I don't know other people, but it annoys me how people living in a similar environment – that is to say, 21st-century people in general – are so alike; it annoys me that different people share such similar perceptions. I want – and I hope I’ll manage it – to shed my skin and breathe in the air of an unconventional view of reality.
I sharted this morning.
>>25400146happens to all of us
I don't understand why travel is so fetishized, especially to major cities, when all western cities look the same (save for the kitschy souvenirs sold at the tourist traps), sound the same (you hear the same franco-anglo-arabic-hindi pidgin in all of them), and are inhabited by the same rootless biosludge from the world over.The world that people are claiming to see when they travel is a world that hasn't existed for decades at this point, the afterimage just refuses to dissolve in the public perception because travel agencies need to sell you on the idea that they are still around.
Did you see chompy,inky and binky?
My will to do anything hard or complicated is gone. I'm so tired. My whole life has been painful other than some brief moments of happiness, which do make it all worth it. Maybe I'll become a welder, that seems low stress. At least I'm still losing weight.>>25399901Lolno
>>25397249>tfw no nippon gf shredding my cock with her shark teethI sufferu
>>25399359>>25399365>>25399372>>25399379What the fuck are you homos talking about
>>25400163my dear thirdie nigger friend, western cities are great and traveling is great. it's the modern concept of travel where you speedrun all the nigger infested tourist traps to take selfies for instagram that is fucking gay and retarded
At least a month I think of the line, "her fingers were hot and damp, like worms" from Faulkner. Idk it just stuck with me. Like the line from Wuthering Heights abt Mr. Lockwood dragging the apparition's wrists across the broken glass trying to break its grip. "The terror made me cruel." Great writing.
>>25400172Are you really capable of letting go of your ambition?I don’t get any rewards for what I do every day; I’m living on a drip that I unnaturally come up with every day. As a last resort I would probably push myself to the limit; stick face in the mud; to the point of exhaustion and literal death.There’s no room in my life for anything else.
>>25400193>western cities are great and traveling is greatyou havent done much traveling huh?
Someone please make a new WYT thread or I'll get upset.
A fart accompanied by a splattering of fecal matter on the inside of my underwear.
>>25399559>random actor who might as well have been a satanic pedophile for all we know died, when it should've been meStop it. Stop thinking like that right now. Actors are prostitutes, all of them.
What does Christianity mean to you
>>25400287Different human and saved soul
>>25400287Love God, love your neighbor. That's the core of it. And it isn't simple it's like a fractal or something, Christian love is infinitely applicable and generative. Christ's promise of spiritual and eventually physically redemption and resurrection is the only thing that can justify everything that's happened.
>>25400325Resurrection for real?
>>25400326That's what we were promised
>>25400287I would hate to make my mom sad by winding up in Hell, but I've never believed in Christianity, even as a child. I find it to be an interesting world view, and I'd be more sympathetic to its existence if many of its adherents weren't obnoxious authoritarians, but ultimately it's not for me. If I were a Christian, I'd like a relationship with Jesus to be friendly enough to where I could draw a dick in his mouth and him not get offended, but God seems rather conceited, and I don't feel like worshipping anything.
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>>25399588>Not writing the next epic book in Minecraft>Not using minecraft to go to the Minecraft Library to read banned bookshttps://www.youtube.com/watch?v=9mXHmRBzwNw
