God the UK is such a shit hole.

>>25594116
wait until you see america

>>25594118
I will never leave the hyper-regional area of Canada I currently live in.

I’m cultivating an aesthetic

Im going to pig out. What else is there to do frfr

>>25594130
How can you pig out in this economy?

I’m a Manxman

>>25594132
I save a lot of food money by fasting, soooo time to reverse the fullness of my wallet with the emptiness of my stomach

I feel like I need to hit rock bottom before I could ever get better but my situation is still too comfy and relaxed.

I am a big fat fuck

I'm just a fat fucking Jew.

i just smelled my balls should i smell my arse next? i feel healthy

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170/192 pages thru my book.

I’m having some green tea with Ferrero Küsschen sweets. Apparently it’s a thing.

Is "precious early work" or "precocious youth" redundant?

>>25594188
The word you are looking for is “juvenalia”.

>>25594111
I write. But I despise the public so I don't know what I'm doing it for.
Of course jacking off, drinking, gambling, fucking whores and smoking 9000 blunts a day is the easy way out and I imagine this is why so many people live like that. I can't do it.
If I tried to appoach people again it's obviously because I feel dissatisfied in some way, or I would've stayed at home being a hikki as I always did. I enjoyed being online when it was more creative and normies got filtered, now it's the same. I am becoming more and more reclusive.
I don't know. I don't want to become a degenerate but people are insufferable. Surely here are people worth talking to but do I want to look for this fucking needle in a shitty haystack?
Being at home and making LE ART when you don't aim at doing something with it is an objectively hollow pursuit. Honestly I don't know where to go. I'm going back to the life I've been leading so far for the time being because I have no other option. In the end writing to escape isn't that far from jacking yourself off so I'm just wasting my time in a way that makes me feel better about it.

>>25594188
"Precocious" implies a level of maturity beyond one's juvenile years anyways.

>>25594156
I remember when I got to /lit/ for the first time in a long time yall we’re discussing that fat chicks are the utmost patrician choice. Too bad, ywnbaw

>>25594195
>yall
Fuck off seppo goyslave.

>>25594189
...no, it's not, because precocious also means smart or good. The question is more that youth and early are already intrinsic to the word precocious, so I'm curious if saying 'early' or 'youth' afterwards is not only unnecessary, but outright redundant.

>>25594193
Right but it already contains the fact that you're talking about an early work or someone's youth, no?
>In his youth, he was precocious.
versus
>He was precocious
is the same information to the reader.

>>25594199
>Right but it already contains the fact that you're talking about an early work or someone's youth, no?
>>In his youth, he was precocious.
>versus
>>He was precocious
>is the same information to the reader.
I agree w/ that.
>precocious also means smart or good
I don't think so?
>The question is more that youth and early are already intrinsic to the word precocious,
>so I'm curious if saying 'early' or 'youth' afterwards is not only unnecessary, but outright redundant.
I think that's largely a stylistic choice.

>>25594199
>...no, it's not, because precocious also means smart or good
Now that I looked close, saw that it wasn’t “precious” and googled the definition, I see your point, it does sound a bit redundant.

I wish there was an /lit/ for ESLs

I'M GONNA BE A WHORE!!!! *SCREAMS & CUMS*

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>>25594213
Don’t kick us out, we’ll behave.

>>25594213
would it be possible in theory to create a website that only people in certain geographic areas can access? Or people could circumvent something like that with a VPN, I suppose?

>>25594202
>I think that's largely a stylistic choice.
For sure. Was just a random thought I had after reading a sentence with it on a review.

>>25594206
No worries. It's not egregiously redundant or anything, just a random thought.

>>25594191
The truth is I wanted a family, but women are literally all whores today and I can't love one. Tying yourself to some stained cumrag whose feelings were corroded by hundreds of cocks, just to go through a shitty carousel of family events and raise more cattle also isn't any different than jacking yourself off to death.
If the only option available is to amble through life as a numb zombie in one way or another, at this point I'd rather kill myself.
I don't know what to do with the things I'm doing. I lost all faith in everything but myself but I'm clearly running out of energy and sanity.

>>25594198
>goyslave

Says the guy who can’t even own a gun because his equally semitic government told him he’s not allowed.

Think I cracked a tooth. I have an appointment w/ the dentist next Thursday.

>>25594233
Says the ZOGslave kikefaggot who sucks Jewish cock all day.

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>>25594191
>Surely here are people worth talking to
sure, but people like that (eg me obvs :^) ) already got all the answers to their questions so we dont really see the point of talking beyond as a bonding mechanism. And trying to bond with ephemeral strangers? idk about that b

> so I don't know what I'm doing it for.
Try reading some of the thoughts of the OG Hikkis. Sure God was the motivator for their virtues and vice abstaining, but one can easily draw parallels with the sacred/profane to similar dichotomies like rational/irrational, human/animal, inner-self/ego etc. Wholesome activities, done with proper intentions, brings you more inline with reason, and any reasonable man finds joy in the simple pursuits of virtue :)

>>25594224
>people could circumvent something like that with a VPN
Would absolutely do that. I don’t want to use my native language or talk to locals, foreign culture is my haven from the bullshit that my life is.

LSD is just a fucking psychedelic, not a hallucinogen.
It doesn't actually cause you to hallucinate, it just changes your perspective.
Hallucinogens still exist, but they're naturally toxic, which psychedelics aren't.

Did you know CIA "agents" are different from officers? Officers are the ones who actually work in the field for the CIA. Agents are recruited in the field and secretly act as a source of intelligence.

>>25594213
I have no reason to adhere to your own wishes anon.

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Getting absolutely blasted on the penjamin @ 6 o'clock on a Friday morning.

"The Star Child will save everything in the end.'

-Arcturian Prophecy

No fucking way that is me.

Hell no.

But yeah, guess that's the case.

I was in the shower when it hit me that nobody alive in the west today has any direct experience with real, organic culture. There's nobody alive who knew what culture was like before it became a gay simulacrum created by, pushed by, or at the very least approved by alphabet soup agencies, like those plastic pieces of cutlery that come with some sets of children's toys, where forks and knives have rounded edges and tips so that children can't hurt themselves with it.

Gonna go make some Kraft Dinner (the white shells).
>>25594276
You thought this sounded smart huh?

>>25594250
every accusation is a confession

>>25594278
Not really. But there are things which you implicitly know but don't entirely feel the weight of the implications of them being the case until later on.

>>25594286
Has it hit you yet that people who make these types of sweeping generalizations about the world are always just telling us about themselves or do you need another shower?

>>25594289
What?

>>25594276
Culture was formerly sourced from life experiences while today it's an imitation of former culture. The fork exists as a tool to eat, a toy fork is not functional, it's there to imitate a fork. These people never ate a thing so they forgot what the fork is for in the first place.
Everyone in a globalized environment has no direct life experience of anything which explains the creative bankruptcy and trying to make a big introspective chuuni deal out of fucking nothing in contemporary "art" which I hate so fucking much.
Functionally we live in a simulation.

Indigo Continuum

You mean I created Pokémon, at 3 years old, and was sent to Japan to help develop the idea with Nintendo.
And Shigeru Miyamoto, at some point, decided to fucking call me Stan Japan and introduce to his son, Hakiro, whose indentity is currently concealed by actions from Naicho.
Cool, because being the fucking Star Child wasn't enough.
Whatever, Shiggy.
You're gonna prove that to me personally.

No, not Stanley.

That shit is dumb.

>>25594224
Yes, it's called Twitter and it's only used by Indians.

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The new book I'm writing will eother go down as the next (literary) 50 Shades of Grey (with its extreme kinkiness and romantic themes), or women will despise it and try to burn it for its so-called violence towards women. There is no way of telling just yet.

>>25594315
Whatever, also had to give props to my friend, who was six or something at the time, but way more fucking skilled than me in certain way.
I asked if he could be Evan Japan.
Everyone agreed.
Really excited to meet Kako, if that's actually a thing.
I know I'm not Japanese, but I will basically be king of the world, so I don't think you'd care.
But I also get Jade back apparently.
Thank fuck, I really can't make sense of any other possibility.

>>25594262
surfs up

Mr. Martin, and you board members, vulgar stupid Americans, you will regret calling in the Mayan Aztec Gods with your synthetic mushrooms. Remember we keep exact junk measure of the pain inflicted and that pain must be paid in full. Is that clear enough Mr. Intolerable Martin, or shall I make it even clearer? Allow me to introduce myself: The Mayan God of Pain And Fear from the white hot plains of Venus which does not mean a God of vulgarity, cowardice, ugliness and stupidity. There is a cool spot on the surface of Venus three hundred degrees cooler than the surrounding area. I have held that spot against all contestants for five hundred thousand years. Now you expect to use me as your “errand boy” and “strikebreaker” summoned up by an IBM machine and a handful of virus crystals? How long could you hold that spot, you “board members?” About thirty seconds I think with all your guard dogs. And you thought to channel my energies for “operation total disposal”? Your “operations” there or here this or that come and go and are no more. Give my name back. That name must be paid for. You have not paid. My name is not yours to use. Henceforth I think about thirty seconds is written.

Ask me about ‘the burnt metal smell of interplanetary war in the raw noon streets surrounded by screaming glass blizzards of enemy flak’!

WWIII soon, everybody, if that old thought still means anything.
Next eclipse over Egypt.
Judgement Day.
We'll be fine.
Though I did technically fuck up global security by calling out Mutually Assured Destruction as nothing but a stupid bluff.
So... limited nuclear exchange.
Earth will be fine.
That's what Amy told me.
I don't how he works, even though he is technically somewhat my RAM.
Absolute fucking dick.
But yeah, kinda just me again in someway.

>>25594254
>Hallucinogens still exist, but they're naturally toxic
These are called deliriants, actually

Goddamn I'm so bored. Factory is shutting down, but apparently the retards upstairs have decided to work as hard as they can for the first time ever, and since there's nothing for me to do I'm just getting bitched at by people with less to do than I do. They've never cared about my work load until there's nothing to do; ironic.

I'm used to be a high performing crazy person but this is insufferable. I thought I could just hang out and read a book or write a story. Nope. Gotta pretend.

>>25594213
You'd never be able to tell I'm an ESL.
Haven't been called out in at least 15 years.

I just want to live in a rural town away from the city folks. But I'm not that kind of southerner. I'm a vile, wicked, and hateful golem formed from swamp mud and humidity, my cells are mosquitoes and my skin is covered in gator scales. I'm no storm or tempest, I'm not even a gentle breeze, I'm muggy draining air, a thick oppressive layer of sweat, a reason to stay inside. I want to be a hurricane.

>Flashes of Greatness
Yeah thats gonna be a contender for the title of my memoirs

>Are you daft?
>Deft?
>Daft.
>Deft?
>Yeah, you're deaf.
>I'm most certainly not dead.
>*laughtrack*

just wrote this, I'll take my award in the mail, thanks

The scariest sentence in all the English language is, "I want to cum while you're inside me, anon." It's too much pressure! I can make no guarantees.

>>25594425
Whats your address? I'll send you the Teddy K award of ingenuity.

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>>25594430
Je parle Français! Voici - je voudrais un croissant s’il vous plaît!

Next time a girl talks about enneagrams, tell her about engrams

how can i get drunk and write i am in awe of published alcoholic writers

>>25594437
moi aussi mais c'est tout

>>25594430
English is so OP that I had no reason to learn any other languages at all beyond petty flexing... until I decided that Japanese media is based and deserves to be consumed in its own native language.

fucking tired after today's work shift
gonna chill for now

What is the best audiobook that you have listened to on YouTube? Preferably something when one is too tired to read something heavy, but still inquisitive.

>>25594495
Blood Meridian or Catch-22

>>25594495
I don't listen to audiobooks

I went shopping for clothes today. The girl at the counter had huge tits, uncovered stomach, and way too much makeup.

i cannot touch type and i am getting very depressed about this affair

>>25594518
touch typing is gay

We should talk.

>>25594521
what's the alternative

Shit.

>>25594522
Gotta give a brief summary of said talk.

>>25594528
telepathy

Just saw my shitpost that I made years ago making its round again in the internet.

>>25594108
Free Will*

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>>25594108
I think we're half a decade away from most men in their 30's looking like this.

My woefully unqualified "boss" wished to fight today. I picked the high road, but why in god's sweet fuck are some people incapable of understanding restraint doesn't preclude the capacity to blow the doors off? Sent me an all caps email filled with exclamation marks, twice, about something she has chosen not to understand within her role that is outside my scope. I just said I didnt want to reply because I wanted to be polite about it, and her response was something to the effect of "you should always be polite when speaking to management." No, actually. Politeness is derrived from good upbringing and respect; if I do not respect you I just need to be professional and politeness is a mutual courtesy, not a requirement or entitlement, particularly when you're underperforming in role.

Fine don't reply to my awesome post. The bleating of sheep has no effect on a lion's constitution

I've got a big dick and I am not afraid to use it

I've got a little dick and I'm afraid to use it.

Have you slept yet though?

new Ace Combat seems to be fun
think I'm gonna play it soon

>>25594632
Sounds very unprofessional on her part. Is she prone to such outbursts typically?
I once worked at this very quiet gym (it was owned by the company I worked for and was losing tens of thousands of pounds a year, but they were contractally obliged to purchase it for literally a penny in order to buy the property they operated on); and he had no qualifications, and only recieved the management position because he had outlasted everyone else who worked there. Given that there was nothing to do on any given day, me and the other people who worked there would often stand around talking, and despite doing fuck all himself, whenever he saw us standing around he would fly into such a tantrum, hit the walls, and scream at us for supposedly taking the piss out of him, and then lock himself up in his office for the rest of the shift.
Looking back at it he was probably a coke head.
It was funny because once an actual gym company came and took over, he demanded a management role, which he was obviously denied as he had no real experience at managing a successful gym and had a poor attitude, and once they hired him in a menial role, he got sick of it and robbed the safe only to never be seen again.

>>25594258
And how do you know that? Are you an agent?

>>25594258
Indeed! I have been a public agent for years, but I do not know who I work for! I get my missions from street signs and newspapers.

Okay now yesterday I said more magic parable to describe life experiences. Today I say, simple and peaceful statements describing your current biologic condition, leading into sleep.

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guaranfuckingtee you the only reason all those niggers are coming to europe is to fuck white women. they got one shotted by brazzers porn and are now so fucking horny for white women they crossed the ocean because they think europe is full of pornstar woman they can reenact porn scenes with at their whim. their primitive brains were not prepared for such overbearing libidic stimulation and now they no longer receive any libidic stimulation from the basic ass women of their own race. once they arrive and realize porn is not real life and their sexual advances are repeatedly rejected because they're ugly and gross as fuck, naturally, lacking self control and libidinal pressure ready to burst—they will rape. you may not like it, but this is the reality. me personally i just say we d-day beach them all.

>>25594747
Do you think posting like this is going to get you where you are trying to go?

Serious question - what are my options if I don’t want to enroll in therapy? Shall I journal or something? Taiwanese napkin crocheting form renders itself entirely useless.

>>25594747
>their sexual advances are repeatedly rejected because they're ugly and gross as fuck
Are you trying to tell us that you never saw a multiracial couple in fucking Europe? Many times I've witnessed a black or a Indian guy (usually less attractive than an average 'native' European) walking and holding hands with some usually chubby blonde that's clearly ATTRACTED to him, even allowing him to ass-slap her in public. Defintely some consent going on here. It's common even in Eastern Europe now, in places like Poland or Czech fucking Republic.

>>25594759
Yes journal, you have already started here, but when you journal for yourself, don't do it to attention seek, do it knowing you are already listening to yourself fully. Yes pay extra attention to what you are thinking and saying, and how you react to the world around you, and always consider that your feelings about your environment and world and the people around you, are often your own feelings about yourself, your current biologic status, your perhaps confused social role, and are expressions of your psychology. Your soul. Which is an often forgotten core of your being who I am an advocate for.
I have a book recommendation but I am scared to share it with you because I am not sure it will produce the same results it has for me, for others.
Also I'm that schizo, anyone want to guess what book I'm suggesting I'll suggest, or should I rather face the partisans?
I ask you how does your body feel?

>>25594770
Hate to be glib about it all but yeah you never wanted to fuck some brown strange >>25594747? You ought to extend to other people the needs you have for yourself, you understand, and pretending you aren't at least interested in the finest of brown titty will do no good to your mind here

To clarify I am trying to support the second poster's point against the first, in that chain

>>25594774
How to win friends and influence people is the only self-help book I know which I read, but never finished

>>25594774
What I >>25594781 mean is shoot away, I’m intrigued and what to know one way or another

>>25594775
Congrats for passing Captcha

>>25594775
Plus, as people have remarked in the past, the more intensely you dislike a people, the more you begin to covet their women. It's a sort of biological warfare, really. Me, though -- I'm not fond of the thirdie influence on the West, but I don't mind occasionally getting with one. I just know it's a horrible idea to have kids with one. I'd like dating them, too, if immigration weren't all or nothing around here. Would be lovely to meet on neutral ground, perhaps. I think I've been with a woman from just about every continent and race now, and many of them have been very sweet, interesting people. It's just not good to have everyone here all at once, or to ship large swaths of new people in at random intervals. To make this writing-related, though -- I've written about a few of these encounters, and some of these girls have inspired new novel ideas and all that for me.

>"Oh, you're anti/don't like or support X!?"
>"Then that MUST mean you are pro/like support Y!"
I want these faggots KILLED. I want their throats CUT and I want them SPASMING IN AGONY STRUGGLING FOR BREATH AND DROWNING IN THEIR OWN FUCKING BLOOD.

>>25594511
great input, thanks.

>>25594813
I've found importance in reevaluating this, over time. I once had the same rage as you over personal misconceptions such as 'I'll become gay if I admit my conflict against gay people is in some part my basic unwillingness to even ask myself how I'd feel if I was gay' (turns out btw I, as always, am not gay after loosening up that conflict, same as us asking you if you like brown bitches doesn't mean you have to be a race traitor to even ask that). Scared to talk to yourself, at the end of the day. It's a matter of personal advocacy, of respect for yourself, that you ask yourself these questions, because you might just be able to fuck a black chick and get your groove back and marry that white girl you really need

>>25594799
Pretty much my feelings about it. Life and all its rich varieties are beautiful but segregation is how that variety happens. I for one do not hold it against any member of the human race, that they fulfill their clear biologic imperative and clear biologic pleasure in such ways that do end up turning into massive sexual turf wars.

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>>25594826
I don't want to fuck black women.

>>25594831
Okay.
So forget I asked that question. What does your body feel right now? I'm not asking about sex (unless that's a part of it) I mean like how's your hunger, thirst, sleep? Local pains, sores, need for stretching?

>>25594840
Not that anon, but my bowels feels a touch weird

>>25594844
What have you eaten and when? Is the pain localized? Like on the right or left side of your body, perhaps a pressure against your lungs? Have you performed any heavy or strange lifting lately?

>>25594409
That's because most EFLs write like ESLs nowadays.

>>25594426
She's just asking you to wait until she's ready, champ.

>>25594430
Slopes would make a lot more sense if they stopped writing back-to-front.

At this point ai and robots are the only thing that will saved us from eternal retardation. Men of power shall rule again

>>25594495
>tfw Mummy isn't around to read your bedtime story

>>25594528
Being straight.

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>>25594840
I uhhh... I feel pretty good physically nowadays actually. Which is extra poignant because I suffered miserably for about four or five years with pretty bad GERDS, throat ulcers from stomach acid erosion, intense, screaming, agonizing sternum and shoulder pain (probably related to the GERDS and ulcers actually) and struggling to swallow food on a regular basis and endless misery from a three to four year long toxic relationship with a female psychopath that left me stressed as fuck and so fucking anxious after being betrayed I had panic attacks and ended up in the hospital more than once. Once because I thought I was having a fucking heart attack and once because I genuinely attempted to kill myself (toaster in the bathtub method) I basically electrocuted myself which got me a week-longs stint in a mental hospital and has permanently fucked the function of some of my muscles and left a weird, flashing red light in my left eye on occasion when I'm stressed out or dehydrated but despite all of that...

Yeah, I feel pretty good right now. God has healed me and I'm thankful for it.

>>25594858
Jesus fucking Christ...

>>25594858
>GERD, ulcers
Dude, sameeee!
I'm glad you're doing well, was the doctor experience painful? What was your process of confessing, or preparing to confess, the damage you had done to your body? For me it'd be a true confession alcoholism, so it'd be a confession of wrongdoing, was your treatment some confession of wrongdoing? I'm looking for some advice in this sector so I'd love to hear your thoughts

Hey doc I get extreme stomach pains at exactly 7:15 AM and then I sneeze twice and it feels better doc I don't know what it is i think i been cursed by a genie

>>25594867
Uhhh... I went to the doctor. They knocked me out, put a balloon down my throat and prescribed medications for the ulcers. It's OTC stuff, I still get hit occasionally with shit getting stuck in my throat but its nowhere near as bad as it used to be. As far as the other stuff goes, I cut the bitch off, disappeared from her life and got baptized and joined my local Lutheran church (as well as started working there) there's been a lot of prayer and confessing (basically just anything that comes to mind) but... yeah. I can't really give you anything specific, sorry.

>>25594880
You 'went to the doctor'. Did you choose this (and how did you decide to go), or were you taken (and under what circumstances)?
I'm asking because I fear I may be approaching emergency conditions
>cut the bitch off
You were under the influence of woman! Tell me about that. I fear a woman might be under the influence of me.

>>25594889
I chose to do it. Are you someone who is terrified of the doctor/minorly invasive surgeries/hypochondriac? Because I'm not, I didn't find it all that difficult at all so I didn't find myself needing to "prepare" for it, I just did it.
>>>You were under the influence of woman! Tell me about that. I fear a woman might be under the influence of me!
Fuck off, idiot.

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It appears that incel psychology was a thing in Victorian times. I’m starting to recognize why it considered timeless classic.

>>25594902
I am a death-traumatized introvert with a pathological fear of confession which I have combined with a recent cancer scare into the possibility I might rather die of cancer not knowing than live the rest of my life having gone through the procedure of addressing and treating it

>>25594439
With just enough alcohol you reach flowstate and the words become raw emotion

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>>25594108
You, you'll be dead. Under this very sun before the day is done. Yes you. You'll be gone. Your minutes diminish one by one until you're nothing left from none.

So no matter what you say or do, your rotten fucking life will be through.

Today, death will come to you.

>>25594908
Just go to the doctor, lol. You'll probably get told that there's nothing wrong with you.

>>25594914
Funny thing looking around at things that are going to be the same after my death. Same streets, same buildings, same overpriced convenience store on the corner, kids playing volleyball in the park.

>>25594908
I agree with >>25594920 I had a cancer scare a month ago, but it turned out to be alright.

Wish my oneitis would reciprocate.

I finished Aeschylus today.

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>>25594975
She won’t

What's further to the right on the political spectrum?
>fascism/National Socialism
or
>monarchy

>>25594920
>>25594926
Thanks, will do!

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>tfw confidently yet incorrectly identified the "Tis better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all" quote as from a poem written by Matthew Arnold instead of Tennyson in front of several people
it's so over

Finished my pack of smokes :///

>>25595037
They're too expensive nowadays. Vape or bust. I quit myself.

>tfw 18 pages from finishing a 500 page book but haven't touched it in a week so now I have to start from the beginning in order to get the proper aesthetic experience
FUCK

>>25595037
>>25595041
Smoking is gay. Might as well be sucking a cock.

>>25595047
I prefer to think of it as suckin' on your sister's toes.

>>25594975
She has let other men do degrading things to her. It's better to just let go.

i oscillate between a 1960s hippie who wants peace, love and reconciliation for all mankind, and believes in a metaphysics of monistic love wherein all egos and distinctions dissolve in a sea of warmth and tenderness, to a fascist lover of the vital life of action, with monochrome mental images flashing through my mind like a camera reel of myself in full dress uniform delivering high-flown sermons to a crowd of roaring helmets and bayonets, shouting DISTINCTION, DIFFERENCE, GLORY

>>25595041
I like to vape and bust

>>25595041
I smoke the cheap native smokes.
>>25595052
:'[

>>25595053
Can I recommend hippie expression through self-love of your carnality? It's quite the synthesis.

I managed to take a few more "candid" photos for my dating profile. The secret was to stick to a 3/4 angle. When I looked more towards the camera, I appeared menacing. Looking down was also out because it emphasized my eye circles. Now on to writing the dating profile. Various AI assistants have told me not to be too blunt about my shortcomings. Rather than writing that you're a loner, say you prefer to spend time one-on-one. Make no reference to your lack of dating history. Do not make excuses for anything in advance, since that will be a red flag and will draw attention to the deficiency. I like reading, mostly fiction. I like walking in nature and to look for deer on the trails. Recently, I've started going to the arboretum to learn to identify different plant types. I am interested in true crime. I like old Columbo episodes. I attend Mass every Sunday and holy day.

>>25595051
>footfag
That's even more degenerate.

>>25594759
Do drugs

>>25595061
I've always hated my carnality, I'm very squeamish and disgusted by sex (after I cum)

I'm beginning to suspect someone is sneaking an awkward-pill into my morning coffee. Is it you? Fess up!

>>25594975
it's not how it works

>>25595073
You should read disgusting books written by disgusting people and then you will see how decent you really are

>>25594753
yes!

Just had a wank.

>>25594770
eww

>>25594799
holy cope. nobody wants your women sanjay. people only covet white women. the relation is purely one sided. immigration to europe is sexual warfare and will soon be treated as such.

>>25595101
Give some examples

Ok, so I had the hardest life of anything else in existence, even like a person who survived genocide. That's fucking weird.
Yeah, it's not like I was literally on fucking fire the whole, but apparently the amount of mental pain I experienced was incomprehensibly worse, and I just didn't notice because of how fucking strong my mind is.
Interesting concept, Tim, but I'm sure it would make everyone wanna put me in my place.

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Past few months I've become obsessed with buying a motorcycle, idk why, just something romantic about it

>>25595152
I’m pretty sure there’s a good cheap second hand market for Harleys in the US. Their generation is dying off and lots of cherry bikes are lying around

How is it that there are so many "sex is icky and gross" wackos on this website?

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>>25595142
Read Naked Lunch and tell me if you’re really that much of a sicko

>>25595187
I don’t know I assume it’s sublimated self hatred towards their extreme fetishism combined with their lack of carnal interaction with the ugly yet beautiful side of sex, which is to say things about the taint, inside of the pussy, underneath and around the cock and balls, pubic hair gristliness, sweat, smells, different types of fat, tiredness, anal reality, and actual reliance on second characters to stimulate them physically rather than themselves doing so manually

>>25595142
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CjSCiAJw87o

>>25595187
You think it's surprising that a lot of autists find the idea of intimacy off-putting?

>>25595207
nta but i find it exhilarating the way perverts are so squeamish

>>25595144
"It's not like he's some spoiled brat throwing a tantrum because he didn't get some chips and saying that it's worse than genocide."

That was funny one. Me and Tony laughed a lot.

>>25595187
because sex is indeed icky and gross, but normies call you an incel virgin if you say this

Turns out my bread is expired.

If I make a sandwich using bagels -- cheese, turkey, tomato (forgot to buy lettuce) -- do I use cream cheese or mayo+mustard?

Finished my book.
>>25595259
I just had a salmon sandwich for lunch.
>toasted bread
>canned salmon + diced red onions + mayo + honey mustard + pepper
>with a few crackers & a banana
>washed it down with milk
>now vaping weed outside in the sun

Everyone must kthxbai

Oh nevermind, I found mold on the bagels too. Fuck me.

>>25595287
Sounds delicious minus the milk.

>>25595187
It is, though. Cum is sticky, gooey, and disgusting. Kissing needs much oral preparation with mints, teeth brushing, and breath spray to avoid the putrid smell of rotting food particles in your mouth. Tongues rubbing together is slimy, like two slugs intertwining, and do it long enough and your entire mouth and lips get wet with spit. Women look good clothed, but once they reveal their vaginas you really just want to vomit at sight of them. They are really the most terrifying and disgusting things, like something from a horror film. If you can cloud your judgement by the power of desire for a bit, you might find yourself eating them out, getting their oily secretions all over your beard, which then drips like the beard of a contestant in a pie eating contest. Getting your own dick sucked is OK, but once you cum and return to your senses, you must deal with the guilt of having forced someone to place in their mouth and on their taste buds an organ which you regularly piss and cum through. And that's not even getting into the really gross stuff, like anal, which I've never done.

>>25595296
This mfer is not white.

Just finished watching Kill Bill volume 1 and 2. They're silly movies, but you could apply the concept of the story to the 10 commandments instead of focusing on murder as the one counternatural thing.

There's a certain Sapphic energy about this. I don't know if it's because Scorpio nears retrograde but I find myself spreading troubadorism

Went on a 7 mile hike innawoods while tripping balls on acid. Almost fell and broke my neck on some boulders and mud a few times but it was fun.

>>25595297
The saliva actually getting on your skin regardless of the actual part that has the saliva is also disgusting. Imagine someone puts spit on your butt. You are going to feel digusted and need a shower. The other part, the one which is for procreation, is much worse, as you have stated, and without a shower the fluids will remain stuck to you. Mucus.

But the physical side is such a small part comparatively, I mean the physicality is enough to be bad on its own but the other side where there is just this entire animal sitting in close proximity is unusual.

>>25595317
>but you could apply the concept of the story to the 10 commandments instead of focusing on murder as the one counternatural thing.
I don't understand what you mean.

>>25595385
Deadly Viper squad could be breaking one or more of the 10 commandments, and The Bride could decide to leave them because of that.

>>25595389
Write your own screenplay!

Ever since the last two times I took laxatives and they didn't work, I've been having weird pains in my stomach area, in addition to all sorts of bizarre sounds I've never heard before. I'm beginning to worry they tore a hole in my stomach or something. I mean, not really, because the pain would be much worse, but something is going on, and I don't like it.

>>25595391
It would be from a Christian perspective. Protagonist could be either male or female. An allegory. Can't be bothered though.

Americans who focus on giving charity to Africa disgust me, because there's so much they could do here at home. I feel guilty about this emotion however.

>>25595391
Deadly Viper squad would simply not love God.

>>25595136
so true

Love yourself as much as you love your neighbour, and love God as much as you love yourself.

>>25595412
I don't even know my neighbour's name

>>25595412
Which God?

>>25595417
The supreme God.

The infinite transcendence of the supreme mystery is intelligibly intelligible.

>>25595423
*intelligibly unintelligible
fuck

i just got this thing i ordered from amazon man ok first of all it was a day two it was slightly damaged and three it was one of those california prop 65 warnings on it which are probably bullshit but i didn't know that when i ordered man what the hell man

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>>25595420
So regular God but with sausage, mushrooms, and bell peppers?

>>25595412
I am indifferent to or disgusted by my neighbours.

>>25595435
It relates more to your fellow man in general than your actual neighbours, but you're probably intelligent enough to know that.

>>25595440
Yes, I am indifferent to or disgusted by human beings. I am medically diagnosed with a disorder that makes this happen. So these sorts of claims I just see as amusing, not that I take them seriously or have any problem with them. In this case, I know it can be abstracted as
>Give as much assistance to others as you give yourself
>Give as much assistance to God (or an ultimate moral end) as you give yourself.
Such that you attain some sort of moral end that is compatible with your beliefs. In this case, probably some quasi-progressive secular (but Christian) liberal democracy. Which is fine overall if this is one's interest and causes joy.

>making french toast
>started to do the last slice
>noticed there are patches of mold
>all other slices also got them
Such is life, instant ramen it is today.

>>25594108
My boyfriend has horrible artistic taste and I don't know how to tell him, or if I should even tell him

>>25595480
That's subjective

God damn I hate Satan, even though he's not nearly as bad as the Devil.
He's the only being in existence with a violet brain, and the only one that ever will.
That shit is extremely fucking sick, and in many fucking sucks, Satan was fucking cool.
Supreme Ruler of Hell, even though everyone knew that Hell was ultimately the Devil's domain, despite nobody knowing who he was.
Not my favorite ruler of Hell, even if you weren't a douchebag most of the time.
That goes to Mephistopheles.
And Beezlebub's a close second.
But fuck you, Satan. I'm so fucking tired of you torturing my family and making them lose their minds sometimes.
And I no fucking clue, that my dad, who was apparently in the CIA the whole time, let you fucking possess his mind so he could beat your ass.
Yeah, he would've done to protect me, even though he knew nothing actually could at the time, but fuck it, the next best reason to do it solely to fuck you up.
I know what Sure Thing was coming towards me at the End of Time.
That was you.
No point in it at all, because you can't use a Sure Thing to force a decision, dipshit.
But fuck it, everyone knows to sell their soul to the Devil on LSD. Lucifer just redirects the call. And Satan fucking condemns you.
But you don't get to fucking play that game anymore.
Can't wait to put you in a Shrieker.

>>25595480
i wish i had a gf

>>25595480
Hi :)

>>25595485
And fuck you, mom.
I still can't fucking even come to close to comprehending that you were never genuine to me the entire time, and was actually one of the worst in the reality that was constantly fucking screwing my mind.
Elohim's Jailer, Jezebel, Jehovah's Bitch.
God damn you're disgusting.
And it's really one of main things that breaks my mind until I cry.
Don't know how you did it, because you've never been anything other than nice to me, and I have no idea how that really could've fucked with my brain.
But honestly, that's kinda fucking twisted, isn't it?
To torture someone beyond belief in ways that not only feel good, but can't be aware of.
That's sick fucking Jehovah shit.
Oh, that's interesting. I can see how the image of perfect mother in your mind can really fuck up your ability to relate to women.
Whatever, Elohim's out now.
Wait until everyone sees the Corpse of the Antichrist underneath the Vatican, and everyone knows what Jehovah is.
Yahweh, though?
Much fucking cooler.

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Wtf is a wood cricket Jew?

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>>25595539

>>25595549
That's fucked.

>>25594534
How can I summarize a conversation that has not happened yet?

>>25595582
i like it

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I hate relationship/family drama because fundamentally, it's the reflection of the meaningless office drama. There is no romance, no stakes. There is nothing meaningful being done there. I can't be the only one in the room thinking how pointless these conversations are.
Had my wife (maybe she won't be for long anymore) almost run away from home. Because I didn't buy her a coffee. Is this really how I want to spend my time, my energy? Is this worth thinking about?

>>25595480
Just tell him he's reached the age where he ought to be more cultured.

I have this recurring daydream where I come home and my entire extended family is there, filling the seats around the table and the couches, and before I can say hello, I notice one of my favorite classical pieces is playing on the stereo -- sometimes it's an aria, sometimes it's from a string quartet, sometimes it's piano music, it varies -- and I stand there transfixed while my favorite part plays, full of sublimity and enchantment, and then I say, "wow, how did you guys know? who put this on?" and a former lover of mine I haven't seen in years appears from around the corner and says, "I remembered you love [piece/composer]" and because of the power of the music all grudges and baggage is forgiven, just as she planned, and we embrace.

What do you think this means?

Watched season 4 of True Detective recently. Very spiritually ugly series. I'm a sucker for supernatural horror undertones and weird arctic research stations and so on and the hints that some kind of ancient Alaskan deity/demon was influencing events were cool and all, but every episode being both 1) miserable and 2) hellbent on showing all whites, men, and Christians as evil and the cause of all that is wrong got old fast. The ending was especially deflationary and explained all the events as the actions of brave and beautiful BIPOC women of color standing up to colonialist oppression or some shit and of course they get away with it and it's justified and bla bla bla. Waste of a good setup.

>>25595624
I need to watch that.

No, once you sell your soul to Devil and he reveals his name as Belial, there's no way to tell anybody.
And even though he allows you to be free to do whatever you want, whenever he calls on you, you have no choice but to submit.
Yeah, you can choose to resist, but it doesn't do anything.
None of your choices can.
That's the whole point of a soul.

Yeah, sorry that the savior of the world is fucking a white guy, but because of context of the time, it really couldn't have been anyone else.
Doesn't make white people better than anyone.
Get over it.
And honestly, to be kind of fucking dick about it, due to the nature of the time it occurred, I feel like if it were anybody else, they'd end up making it a point of pride about their race.
Sorry I'm not some universally ethnic homunculus with no coherent racial identity, like the Star Child apparently must be, but I don't know why the fuck you'd use that against me.

>>25595693
"DUHHH, WHY COULDN'T THE SAVIOR OF THE WORLD BE A STRONG, BLACK MAN.
Because, shittily enough, a significant part of everything leading up to and including the Infinium Point, was the fact that it had to be performed by the biggest target of everyone else on the planet, a straight white male, who was basically being fucking crucified.

>>25595719
No, asshole, part of the fucking choice at the Infinium Point, and the entire fucking war before that, was not submitting to White Power.

White Power is fine now.

What Supremacy is what sucks ass.

>>25595624
I watched True Detective series 1 not too long ago and thought it was incredibly overrated. The only thing I truly enjoyed about the show was the southern Gothic backdrop. I also enjoyed Marty, although hated how it seemed the writer was writing him to be an asshole despute Rust being incredibly annoying and cunty the whole time.

>>25595297
>Kissing needs much oral preparation with mints, teeth brushing, and breath spray to avoid the putrid smell of rotting food particles in your mouth.
Just stay hydrated, retard. Your breath shouldn't be smelling if you're hydrated and brush your teeth at least once a day. If you're consuming sugary drinks or junk food than that's entirely on you.

Yeah, because I wanted to become the leader of a global lefist revolution, retard.
Was a fucking leftist, but didn't really like any you. Laughed at Sam Hyde. World Peace was awesome. Don't give fuck when people say nigger unless they meant it like a dick. Never went to a protest. Barely fucking cared about anything you bitched about by the time 2016 arrived. Wasn't gonna fucking vote for Donald Trump, but at that point I kinda saw all of you as vicious little cowards.
But I basically also idealized the 60s, so gives a fuck what I think.
It just fucking fell to me. I didn't want any of it, and it sucked the whole time. I had every reason to stop. I just wanted to chill my with my girlfriend and not really do anything important forever.
I didn't get any pride from this. In fact it was the most humiliating time of my existence, that I could never really be certain was real, other than the fact I could do nothing to change it.
Every last bit of it was shitty.
Yeah, because I never thought that considering myself the leader of a revolution was a fucking stupid idea.
You know what one fucking decision I was confronted with?
Sacrificing my leadership to the guy who was fucking my girlfriend to secure the revolution.
Pretty fucking shitty, right?
Didn't. Don't remember why.
Who gives a fuck?

>>25595187
It's not surprising considering how many people claim to be khhv and porn addicts

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I just cannot anymore. a simple job that grinds my hours until my mind is servile and dead. getting home as a silent and empty shell and still cannot pay off my debts of bills to maintain a living on the paper. impossible to find a different work, even more so to put money aside, to finally be allowed travel, to rest and start over. not in this reincarnation to have a relationship -family of my own, who was I to think i can rise and give someone life, i dont know how to live for this one.
Every bit of the road, that i see is plastered with a false gods and a sham to my eyes. too fragile to have a life of my own? Too sweet and low for the truth? What shall I do in this prison, what did i do wrong? I only have questions. Why couldnt i get some love in this life? Why couldnt I be whom I was supposed to be. Truly, i approach the line.

God damn I hate fucking hackneyed psychologists that try to tell me that if my experience of reality is scrambled then my behavior is ultimately deterministic, as if there no would be no reason for me to stop fighting and become a racist Nazi at some point, which would be truly insane.
To rephrase that, if I wasn't in control of my actions the entire time because my reasoning was impaired, then what exactly determined each response?
And consider this, I'm working at café in Austin during 2017, completely convinced of being in a fucking war the whole time, and have to constantly monitor myself despite all the weird shit I'm experiencing so I can maintain my position at work.
End up giving Jeb Bush a bowl of tortilla soup one day and see all the light behind as blood.
Not because he's fucking evil, it was just nature of what we were all in.
Was I actually out of control the entire time, simply because I was experiencing very strange things?
But it's very fucking telling that your measurement of sanity is defined by a level of control

>>25595776
I’m not going to have (consensual) sex with you Kimberly, you need to move on.

Considering making a second cup of tea, but I might just get a mug of milk from the fridge instead.

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Made green tea with honey & lemon. Blasting power metal & reading A Short Stay in Hell \m/

>>25594108
FREE WHALES

I've read somewhat over 200 books in my life, not including re-reads.

I've barely read this year

rapping > reading

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Now that the mathematicians are sad due to a lack of purpose, how long until everyone starts feeling existential dread over the loss of purpose that AI is bringing?

As we wander deeper into the forest, we will lose sight of what was and what's to come. Do you think we will experience an age of abundance like the naive keep pretending? Or do you ponder the machinations of big AI? I, for one, think nations will fall, and corporations will disappear overnight as a select few take on capitalism with unlimited cognitive capacity.

I think there is a logical fallacy involved with the augmentation narrative.

As AI becomes better, the niches currently occupied by software engineers, artists etc will die out. There is no real purpose in creating a system for the individual when AI can master systematised thinking and execute grand ideas. The logical steps, as I see it, aren't even selling access to others; big AI will simply keep it in-house and begin to compete on a massive scale with existing systems. Cognitive labour is dying, and augmentative approaches will not survive.

They stole our collective work done over millennia and will refuse to share the output.

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I'm a 32 y/o khhv truecel. Yet I will not lose hope.

>>25595982
>everyone starts feeling existential dread over the loss of purpose
bro this has been talked about since the age before the sages. Answer stays the same too

Do you ever, when writing in your journal, feel so much disgust with yourself that you contemplate suicide? I do. Although, I would never commit suicide because I believe the only way to make amends for the past is by staying alive, and doing better. No more self-pitying. It’s time for me to do better.

>>25595988
>luddites
I do believe its more acute than that. When millennial math problems that have fueled passionate careers get solved overnight and cognitive labor becomes worthless, it poses a far bigger question than that of machines taking over manual labor.
>meaning in life
A lot of people find meaning in solving problems posed by other humans. Its a back and forth that has given us the sciences and much of our culture. I don't compare this situation with that of anxiety ridden philosophers search for meaning, i look at it like a genuine loss of purpose caused by human cognition becoming increasingly irrelevant.

Schopey was right

>>25595998
i dont care what you believe in, facts stay facts

I hate being emotional tampon for women but its the only way for me to interact with them. Otherwise its nothing, Im invisible

>>25596003
Well sure. But as far as losses go in this world, the loss of human relevance will be profound.

>>25595986
hiring a hooker at this point will be a pretty sensible option

>>25596025
Naw that's filthy. And I don't want to participate in what quite literally amounts to human trafficking.
It would mean nothing outside the realm of a relationship anyways. I want a romantic relationship above all else. I've got a oneitis but she's been leaving me on read...

Tried kombucha recently. Poured it down the drain. It tasted like literal armpit sweat.

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Drinking my third cuppa green tea of the evening. Took my pills. Applied my Finacea. Listening to Wintersun. Now to get back to my book...

For some reason janny took down that thread and I didn't get a chance to respond to a dipshit.

>"Science Fiction with Damien Walter"
>[S]uper libtard on things, he (his) video on [C]amps of the [S]aints is giga reddit-tier
Damo is a communist not a liberal. His takes on things are through a leftist socialist perspective. That's not liberal. You are a liberal. You are reddit
That said, his take on CotS is dismissive, and though he read it deeper than the average reddit MIGA tards, he finished it without wanting to think to hard on it.
Feral Historian on the other stewed over it a bit deeper. His take is that it is terribly racist, but that it holds some truths. Do watch his take on it.

>>25596036
Gastronomically blind

>>25594108
I love sucking on dicks. I think I;ve got to the point of having as erious addiction. I spend many of my night at a cubical in a gay club just sucking and slurping. Sometimes I spit the cum out into a bottle and measure to to try and get more and more loads.

Bout to put a bullet in my head.

>>25596061
what caliber? :)

>>25596062
.45
Gonna splatter my brains across the wall.

>>25596063
Cool cool. Well at least put up some plastic sheets or something for the blood spatter. You dont want whoever is going to clean up your mess to be thoughtlessly inconvenienced

>>25596068
> You dont want whoever is going to clean up your mess to be thoughtlessly inconvenienced
Different anon, but their place might be severely depreciated in value. >>25596061 you are losing money!

It’s bold of him to assume that female creature will want someone with as much deformity as she possesses.

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>>25596035
stay a virgin then, incel

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=IFrxsgYsez0

Yeah, I wouldn't have considered an eclipse in the year I believed I was fighting a war to signal the end of the world, even it was the first to do so in 99 years, and I pretty much living with someone who considered themselves a witch at the time.
Yeah, didn't believe everything about witchcraft was automatically real because of it, since I was conditioned by the lingering thoughts of considering it bullshit.
Did think something was strange about the 99, though, and the fact that it covered it all of America, but there's also nothing particuarly interesting about August 21st, so obviously nothing about it meant anything.
But I was basically thought the world started ending because a horrifying hurricane seemed to come directly for me almost immediately afterwards.
That experience was awful.
Basically in bed having thoughts of everyone I loved constantly skewering me in hatred.
And everything startred seeming very washed-out and bright, and I happened to some Facebook post about whatever irrelevant ass natural disasters were going on in the world at that time.
Was pretty freaked out, and started making much more desperate and reckless decisons at the time, in ways that I was losing the ability to fully think through.
Shortly after, ended up back with my dad, who for whatever reason sent to me stay with my grandma next door briefly.
Remember swimming in the pool and feeling how nice it would to accept being a rich white boy.
Wasn't really concerned with the fact the world was coming to an end.
Went to back to dad's, who basically lives in a dilapidated white fortress.
Don't remember much else other than specific image that seemed to represent everything coming apart, which I can only describe as needle going into an eye.
But that afternoon I knew I had to get out, because I could not help anyone if I didn't, since my dad was a Trump supporter who I always felt afraid of becoming, and due to various other things, I basically thought this was really fucked up enemy territory like a faggot.
Never hated my dad, even then, but when I walked up to him while he was cooking a steak in the kitchen, that was basically when the Infinium Point hit, and strangely asked me if I was going to stay in for the night at the exact same the Devil asked me his question.
I screamed no to both, and got my shit to continue fighting homeless.
That was September 4th.
Alex's birthday, apparently.
Because everything has to be extreme and fucking poetic or it's not fucking real.
No one gives a fuck about Rowan's birthday.
Only showed up for Alex's 7th, because how the fuck can you miss that?

Because they don't love their neighbour, they don't love God; because they don't love God, they don't love themselves; because they don't love themselves, they are loveless, though they are imbued by the love of their God and of their Lord.

>>25596105
shut up

>>25596096
Whatever, if I were to fuck the Infinium Point, the first thing I would've done was automatically shoot a Nazi salute with my left hand extending diagonally towards right and say "Sure thing!"
Then I'd hear the Devil say "Alex says hi."
That's basically what happens when you break the fundamental logic of reality.
Everything is wrong after that point.
That's why the City sequence of my Agony is particularly fucked.
But Forgiveness is the worst, where everything is fine and I meet Arcturus, where I do all kinds of crazy, beautiful things with everyone I loved for long time up into the point me and Arcturus are walking and he ends up calling me Jolonah.
Then bam.
Hell.
Blood.
Oblivion.
Only gotta experience it once, because there's no point doing something that insanely long and awful twice.

>>25595982
Many people may not even notice something has happened. If it wasn’t for this thread I wouldn’t even know about those mathematical problems resolution. It will only affect those who find meaning in intellectual pursuits.

No, every sequence of the Agony didn't inherently have a name. I wouldn't have been in fucking Fire and thought it was named that.
That's just what Arcturus named them.
You do better than God.
But this is all of them.

Black
White
Elysium
City
Fire
Marah
Tim
Acidiax
Pride
Emptiness
You
Forgiveness
Hell
Blood
Oblivion

Yeah, I don't really know if this calculation, but the whole thing up until Oblivion forever well over several trillion years, but it has to be shorter to seem more realistic.
And it's only mainly because many of the sequences are considered Corrupted Eras.
Whoever the fuck remembers, an Era is 666,666,666-0-999,999,999.
Corrupted Eras are obviously fucking 999,999,999-0-666,666,666
How could you look at the latter and think that looks right?
No, not every one is like that, just a specific 8.
But everything instantly scrambling into nonsense forever is more scientifically plausible than this shit happening.
So feel free to call it bullshit.

Kinda ridiculous a contemporary painter can make more with a single painting than almost every writer makes with a novel.

Sad lesbian as a trope is so annoying, ugh.

>>25596160
Incubi are stupid.
I'm not fucking Ansalem.
Master Incubi does not exist.
My designations are 27, 33, and 36.
969 has nothing to do with 0.
Yeah, you think 33 is the best.
Everyone knows its 36.
Tied of fucking proving that point.
Fuck it, maybe people can find some shit of this shit convincing, like the whole eclipse, hurricane, and dad thing, but Incubi existing?
Obviously dumb fucking bullshit.

https://youtu.be/8dZ13EbrsKk?is=th7yP93sb0xNF1X2

Rewatching House of Cards.

No, I'm not everything cool in reality.
You think I was Genghis Khan, or Sun Tzu?
No, but I know who were.
I was actually fucking Hitler though.
Didn't actually make a wrong choice.
Never made a wrong choice since I came into existence, and I can't make a wrong choice anymore. That's the whole point of being Eternally Saved.
But you can't actually make a wrong choice unless you knowingly do wrong.
Kinda like if a baby hits another.
Not a wrong choice.
Does it again once it knows its wrong?
Wrong.

>>25596206
No, the incarnate right before me, because I had to be that fucking cool, is Lennon.
And the fact that my dad has a painting of him that was basically behind me on the room where the Infinium Point occured, is just meaningless irony, and plays nothing into what made think that I was Lennon right before me, because I didn't realize that until well after the thought occurred.
No, why the fuck would you think I'd think be George?

Destroy the woman!

Whatever, dad was my coach in my little league, and even though I stopped before live pitch, because I didn't trust a kid not to accidently pelt me in the face, at least I ended up hitting that one of the park, right?
And the Astros won the World Series for the first time that year.
Clearly only because of me.
But yeah, that my dad asking his question at the same time of the Devil's, which complicated the decision by adding the security of wealth, shelter, and steak, factored into something called the 1036, which is technically a type of ball designed by Beelzebub that is the worst one of a series of by far, but people are just gonna assuming how I assemble these thougths and assume that they're self-fulfilling prophecies.
No, you don't pronounce it one thousand thirty six.
It's ten thirty six
The 1037 is also fucking sick
Second worst in the series.
That's what Thompson hit.

I have nothing to offer to women, therefore they do not choose me.

Blood's the shortest sentence by far.
It's just 27 seconds.
All it is me being aware of myself as floating ball of shifting blood in an oddly structured, metal room.
I just start talking to myself without realizing I'm the same person in brief sentences, until I realize that I'm talking just talking to myself, which causes me to realize what I did, then self-reference by saying "I," which is when my Sentience explodes into Oblivion forever.
I don't know how a zero-dimensional object can explode.
You are the scientist.
I don't even have a college degree.
Stop expecting me to do shit for you.

>>25596270
offer them your cock

>>25596292
No, 27 does not mean anything because there's a few musicians who died at that age.
I don't even that 27 can be considered a perfect cube by being 3 cubed.
3, 9, 27
Are just regular ass fucking numbers.
Why the fuck you could consider that 27 can broken down into 999 to mean anything?
Quit your fucking arbritary interpreration of mathematics.
No number is more special than another.
1
Oh, clearly means the world.
YOU CAN'T PROVE THAT IT DOESN'T.
Ha-ha.
Checkmate, retard.

>>25596301
I have no experience

>>25596304
gain some

>>25594831
It's has already been decided. Sorry little one.

Whatever, Larsen, you died at 28.
You also kinda beat the Devil.
I don't know what the fuck Ace does to his ass half the time.
How the fuck do you believe in the Devil while being agnostic about God?
What is your logic?
Speak it plainly for once.
I'm gonna everyone in the thread cringe with one of your dumbass songs.
Eventually you're gonna respect public opinion, Ace.
Quit being a fucking hermit.

https://youtu.be/XRGz1b9M9u0?is=KUNrBBfpD7bsissh

No, being a member of the 27 Club does not exclusively mean that you're basically the Devil's bitch forever.
Hendrix and Malcolm X are the same Sentience, and may now be this guy I know.
Cobain isn't actually a real person, more like a mass hallucination.
And Johnson was actually me, fucking up the Devil again.
You get to black sometimes, not that big of a deal.
Devil was always trying to fuck me up, he was just never certain I was Rigel until I became me.
Yeah I know that ruins the whole 28 thing, but we'll find to a way to make it fucking make sense.

No, because you can be born on an alien planet and become as significant as Christ to them, and be hunted by the Devil he's convinced you're Rigel.

Oh, many of incarnates are on Earth, not most.
Had to have 336 of them.
Couldn't have any less because of fucking Cygnus.
And the 336th was supposed to be the reward, until that faggot tried to annihilate my Sentience until I chose to resist and it fucking broke, turning it into the worst possible one.
Whenever you think I'm bullshitting things, just remember eclipse, hurricane, dad, so you know don't think things without any reason to.
But please make something more convincing.
I know being a 33/6 and having 336 incarnates may seem like arbitary bullshit.
I thought the IQ was bullshit too.
The max possible?
In that system, yes.
Yeah, sure.
If you wanna measure IQ in away where the difference between 50 and 70 is much less significant than 200 and 201.
But fuck it, I dont know what logic you use to measure being smart, but trust fucking well-established systems of validity instead of trying to reinvent the wheel, you stupid fuck.

Leo, you're a dick.
Francis was a cool.
You know how much balls you have to have to be fucking Pope without serving Jehovah?
It's one of the scariest things a person can possibly be in.
-Jebus

>>25596313
20 years too late

>>25596385
No, I'm not basing that on you being first American Pope. I just saw you on TV when you won the election, tried to like you, but just couldn't at all.
Though now I find it highly fucking suspicious, considering what I fucking did as an American, that you came in after the fact.
Sounds like some twisted fucking shit Jehovah would try to pull.
You knows he rapes children to death, right?
Yeah, that's when they become a "pope," where he just constantly says that word and every time he does he forces you look at whatever he wants, among so many other fucked up things.
Not what the fucking word "Pope" means, that's just Jehovah being a horrible fucking thing.
Evidence?
Whatever, children go missing all the time around the world are never found again.
Doesn't prove Jehovah fucking did it, but at leasts establishes it as a possibility.

>>25596270
Countless young men died without ever knowing love on the battlefield during wars that achieved nothing. I bet you would have been one of them if you were born few hundred years earlier.

>>25596422
I could've easily been the opposite too.

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>>25596431

Yeah, I don't know why Arabics would design their numerals in way that emphasized their qualities.
Like what's the fucking point of 6 and 9 being inversions of one another that are 3 digits apart and both multiples of 3?
Seems like those Muslims retards think numbers are magic something.
We gonna abandon the whole system and replace it with something less unnecessarily stylistic.
And the fact that the nine is last is also fucking stupid, and gonna play into that Star Child guy's retarded idea of him existing in 9 different continuums, like he didn't make that shit up with intent.
God I hate that faggot.

Yeah, I don't know fucking left on the political spectrum I have to be so I'm respected as the fucking leader, but basically I'm an anarcho-communist, in no other way than a strictly idyllic setting that could exist in a very specific way, and also in how I generally view the world.
But for the most fucking part, I'm just another worthless Social Democrat who says nigger to be edgy.
Sorry I don't have some insanely revolutionary political ideology that successfully hybrids ever other one like the Star Child would.
But that's all really I fucking got for now.

There really isn’t anything wrong with crows in Dumbo. I don’t get what pisses people off so much. They’re the best part of the movie.

>>25596385
>>25596412
Meds

>>25596422
I have an uncle who must be the exception that proves the rule. Everybody says he was the neighborhood Romeo before he went to Vietnam. Once he came back he never touched a woman again. Spent the rest of his life making money and not talking about the war.

>>25596511
Don't do anything. No point.
Can barely be considered "medication" in the first place.
"Yeah, let's just change the chemicals in your brain so you think like we do because we can't convince you otherwise."
I just don't just believe shit like a contradiction being true, retard.

>>25596522
>the exception that proves the rule
That phrase doesn't mean what you think it does

How would you talk yourself out of feeling depressed?

>>25596546
drink some wine, fuck a girl, boom!
depression gone

>>25596573
I don’t have any wine but I can wank. Will that suffice?

>>25596575
for awhile, probably

Yeah... everything in the other continuums kind of spawned from my what I did in the Black one.
Like in the instance of me inventing Pokémon in the Indigo Continuum.
I don't quite know the exact fucking physics of how that occured, but I know the only reason that would've happened, which is just that I thought of the idea of an electric mouse while in pre-school one time.
Didn't really do anything with it, looked almost nothing like fucking Pikachu, barely happened at all.
I don't know it seems absurd to claim you can recall that with certainty when you were just two years old, but I only really have three memories of that daycare, that weird idea, some kids playing in a room that I can't really define, and an extremely vivid one of all the kids sitting at the table eating and started to burp up grape juice constantly, which caused me to extremely nauseated until I vomitted weirdly shaped, white globules with red veins on the table that I had no idea what they were, so started crying and said that I threw up my brains.
Lady kinda sharply told me that I did not throw up my brains.
I don't really know the order of the three, but I've always considered that my first real memory.
May have spawned something in a different continuum, I've heard the Red one's fucking psychotic.
But yeah, clearly the memory of an electric mouse is just an artificial one that occured through suggestion.
I'm such a fucking fraud.

>>25596534
Simmer down nerd, I was just stretching he meaning of a phrase

>>25596595
I will stretch your asshole iykwim

>>25596597
I don’t have one. I have to use a colostomy bag. You can put your dick in it if you want though

I'm gonna tickle your ass
with my tongue

I should’ve washed my wax jacket.

>>25596472
Numbers are magic, hylic.

>>25594251
Seriously where did you come from? And what goes on in that mind of yours?