From april to today, I haven't watched any human porn and have limited myself to masturbating only 2 times a week on a pony. In the last month I've had some serious restraint issues. Now, after installing SillyTavern on my computer, I've awakened old fetishes and snapped permanently.Most likely, I'll either go back to jerking off on people or allow myself to masturbate every night, but only on ponies (the restriction was made because after cumming, I'm violently sleepy for hours).
>>41206806keep goin bud, ur doin good.
>>41206806>violently sleepy for hoursI feel. I've literally jerked off entire days away. 25 hits you like a basket of bricks
>>41206806I once abstained from a fetish for years, only to relapse. It doesn't work.
>>41206806I get angry when I view human porn now. I know any of the women in it would view me with disgust or a mocking attitude. How am I to view them positive in any way? Of course most men aren't any better, most are just as awful, but sometimes I can find like-minded men here, but never women. Why is that?
more evidence that AI is a vector for demonic possession, no hooves, brother, please
>>41206806After viewing so much clop and occasionally yiff over the past eleven years, regular porn just looks disgusting and filthy.
>>41206806>MaudeflagIt's over for you. It's your destiny to be a degenerate.
>>41208332My whole life is a joke that no one laughs at.And I chose my second wife, Coco. Maud for intellectual conversations, Coco for taking the heat off.
>>41207977This is absolutely not true and a personal issue with your own confidence that you could overcome. You are almost certainly a completely normal looking human being who is being weighed down by a mental burden that is affect your own perceptions. You are defeating yourself before you even begin by having these preconceived notions. Even if you're deformedugly there's women out there that wouldn't matter to.
>>41207977My understanding of the porn industry is that nearly all the actresses are being exploited in one way or another. If they look at you with disgust or mockery, it's to deflect their own feelings of inadequacy and self-doubt. You shouldn't view them as positive. They're naive and pathetic, and they deserve pity. Even yours.
>>41206806kys blognigger
>>41206806Celestia- "violently sleepy" is my new favourite phrase
>>41208412>second wifeBased herdchad
>>41208560Maybe true, I guess I just feel any woman would look at me in that way.
>>41206806>jerking off on peopleAnon, that is sexual assault
