i wanted to leave society and live as vagabond ever since i was a little kid. but ever since i could, there were always "convenient" happenings that emotionally coerced me into staying a slave. im 27yo now and notice that everyone i know seems to try to keep me from leaving but also wants me to suffer. over a year ago i tried to follow my dream, had no money and no equipment, just left out of frustration and walked for 2 days straight. the first time i tried to sleep i was attacked by a weird women on a bicycle staring me down followed by demonic voices all around me. i got up and ran as fast as i could. did any of you experience similar things? how can i be free?
>>2784469i have slep in a tent, hammock and caravan for few years while working construction, it was the best time of my lifenow im over 40 and out of steam and would just like to slow and tone it down a littleits not much of an advice but start with little things like taking overnight trips and maybe going little farther away from the roads so hags wont get you
>>2784469There's nothing wrong with being an itinerant worker, there are even services that will organise jobs for you if you keep your location updated and don't move too fast. You can get a week or 2 doing different kinds of labor while living out of a tent or truck, and when the work dries up or you get the itch to move you just head to the next town or state and pick up another job. Without many expenses you would probably make the same savings as a wagie anyway, minus the rent and the other bs.I have never done this, fair warning. But I have done my research. Hope this helps you.
>>2784469>followed by demonic voices all around me.I'm sorry you were born into an age that doesn't lock it's mentally ill away properly, that part really isn't your fault, but that also means you need to step up and take your meds.
There's no escape, anywhere. This realm belongs to the Evil One until the Redeemer returns for His people. Your best option would be dedication to a life of monasticism but you will have to denounce all worldly possessions and inheritances and all your friends and family and wife/children forever.
>>2784469hey anon. i run a server for vagabonds and such type which you can join if you like pic is me hanging out by a train yard lolknkSNkra
>>2784469>>2784493Listen to this anon, OP. Meds. People who are mentally unwell and just go wandering are exponentially more likely to die due to exposure or some kind of accident, and the risks are even worse if you're determined to be alone. Did you think about what might have happened if the person who came upon you that morning wasn't some woman worried about a random seemingly homeless person, but someone else mentally unstable, just more desperate and with a knife?
>>2784469SHITPOST BUMPIN
>>2784965>and with a knife?And with a hard, throbbing COCK.