I'm not sure if anyone here posted it here, but the some diary pages of the trans shooter (audrey e hale) has been released to the public by the daily wireits pretty hard to read, so here's the written version (of the first page)>Dear Paige,Aren't parents manipulative? Its total ignorance when parents step in to try to change their child's environment. Make them go to youth group + force christian trends in thier life because the old ones were a 'bad' influence. I can't fucking stand that shit. Parents actually believe religion can change nature. That could explain why I don't practice religion anymore. Let kids think for themselves, listening to partents does no damned good but to mold thier premature minds into a pre-formated program: like clones do? the very manipulative forms teens hate. And rebel to?Kids are not robots,we are the future! That's how its ment 2 be2 idea one mind; thats all Nature needsYou did life the way YOU wanted to. It was 100% your hearts desire; (needs), no one else but you, that planned it!Why I admire you; so independantShape change = manipulativeso youngme, young tooand what I desire;to die + be with youMy ultimate plan,thought from no one else but meI am who I amYou are who we areNATURE is pure in its raw form
>>471214868Second page>My Imaginary Penis3/11/23My penis exists in my head. I swear to god Im a male. I think about sexual fantasies, about how if my dick was real I'd fuck the girl I love in the ass. I want to know what thats like, but I never will because I was damned to be born this way. I swear to fuck I hate it goddamned so (illegible). Its a fucking curse. Having a brain like mine has its godliness but also prone to making poor ass decisions. Like putting my Aiden name while filling out paperwork for instacart, + now my BG check didn't clear + Im possibly not going to get the job. Fuck me, man. Mom just says Im young and young people make mimstakes. But with me, its painfully more than that with being autistic and waste time all the time; myself, people, Death itself. And the biggest shit; the torchure of being raised a girl, and actually believed I just had to deal with it, and tried to be femenine. But that didn't last long after high school ended + no longer had to fear of being called a dyke or a faggot. It was only until my early 20's I finally found the answer - that changing ones gender is possible. And who I really was I finally embraced w/o shame. But oh fucking no, not w/ my mother.What she believes, how she grew up conservativly, and that LGBTQ - especially transgender in her era was an enigma, an illness or nearly non-existent. I might have told her once in childhood I wish I was a boy when she made me put my shirt back on as a kid. But would say 'Your a girl, and thats how god made me; you were born some kind of bullshit like that. It made me mad. Because being a boy as a kid was when I was felt most like myself. A bare, flat chest made me free. Girl puberty inprisoned me. And so does my mind. Puberty = Life sentenceThe people in this world adds more bullets to shoot violent thoughts into my head full-on auto. I hate parental views; now my mom sees me as a daughter (too long)
So this wasn't Ben Shapiro's personal diary? Ffuck dude already told everyone it was
>>471214868All she needed was a BWC in her puss and she would've been fine
>>471214868>My Imaginary penis part 2 Pain of loosing a daughter? Thats not pain, thats selfishness. Just like any rest of th eparents with that mindset. They are all full of shit. How could they not ever think of thier own child suffering, and that they hate their gender so bad they cut + want to kill themselves? Fuck parents like them who think of themselves first, and thier preference of conservative religion - gay shit makes them believe that the child they are given should stay that way in how they prefer them to be out of fear or (illegible).Even if transgender treatment was discovered and tested during my time, I know how the situation would have turned out. My mother would not have payed a cent. Children who were able to successfully take puberty blockers and never enter a torchured puberty, those little faggots don't know how good they fucking have it. I'd kill to have parents who would let thier child be happy no matter how different it is to thier viewpoints or don't agree, or scared of it. They are willin gto listen to their children, not the other way around. Id kill to have had those resources; 2007 was the birth of puberty blockers and a newfound discovery for treatment of non-conforming transgender children. 2007 was when I was when I was in the 6th grade. Puberty already hit me. The only reason I could conclude why it didn't bother me too much is that my boobs were small. I though they'd stay that way forever. My autistic brain change in body fucked me over now, even if my boobs are still small for the most part.It started w/ getting new underwear for my big bears (my two tabbies, my lion + frog) And there I was thinking of porn and doing plastic surgery on my boy stuffed animals when I got home giving them penises b/c thier middle in section looked like a vagina + the underwear was (illegible) too big. Why not give volume with (illegible illegible illegible my god). No boy should ever have that. (Again, too long)
>>471214868>mentally ill person was mentally illwow so glad we finally have verification
>>471214949HAHAHA
Last page, "Toy sex"Toy Sex (My Imaginary Penis.)3/11/23I can pretend to be them + do the things boys do + experience w/ thier dicks. My boy self as tony - my stuffed boy doll is like the boy I am in another form since childhood. I constructed for him a penis, then got out my girl doll named Ashley (who is tonys life-long boyfriend) to have sex w/ tony. Ashley was represented as any dream girl I wished to have in real life as a child (I liked blonde white hot girls back then), and tony is me; having those intimate relationships w/ a beautiful girl. Tony is a boy: inside and out. Ashley is a girl inside and out. Two straight lovers who are in full nature of themselves by awareness. I let Tony fuck Ashley in the ass hard-humping and stuffed Tony's big penis in aggressivly into her asshole. It took several attempts for Tony to put his dick into her vigina because he has a big dick (and was even bigger since had had an erection) finally went in and Ashley cried and moaned for a good ten minutes. Tony humped slow and gentle from viginal sex. In but sex, he humped speedly and hard, tony grunting w/ all his strength. Then after I fucked Ashley for a good ten minutes (remember Tony is me).Then I let her suck his dick and touch his erected penis. After that they wrapped each other in thier arms + legs as a sloth hugging a tree. After love they made, gracefully sat side by side naked holding hands, surrounded by the scattering of thier clothes. I took pictures of thier sex positions.My imaginary penis was hard for hours. Rock hard as a flintstone. Hours making cloth penises for my boy bears, only to realize I missed the gym cause they closed at 7. I was mad already cause I had no work all that afternoon. Walked around the mall browsing t-shirts at Spencers and got some boots for tommy, my stuffed lion At build-A-Bearworkshop. I purchased some stickers at Zummiesfor my car and one sticker I got - A stripper booty illustration w 'Dat Ass' on itGod, I am such a pervert
It's the kind of shit you'd read from the diary of a mental asylum inmate. Says a lot about trannies.
>>471214868Typical tranny nut job.
>>471215085>muh parentsWomen really should make a choice. You either have agency, are free, and can admit mistakes, or you surrender your choices to someone else and they are responsible for you.Women always want it both ways. Total freedom, lowest possible accountability.Anyway, this reads boring and retarded enough to possibly real, FBI types are imaginative at least.
truly the ideal and ascended tranny, fulfill's 2 central tranny imperatives at once, to kill itself and force everyone to pay attention to it.
Federal tax dollars paid for this massacre. Thanks again glowniggers, we'd all be in danger without you.https://www.newsmax.com/us/pell-grant-guns-covenant-school/2024/06/07/id/1167894/
>Muh (((imaginary))) DickWhat a mindfucked loser femcel. Sad. *raffs
>>471214868What do we make of these ramblings?
>>471216642trannies are mentally ill. simple as
>>471214868Are these newly releases pages, it the same 3 pages that were leaked last year that were the very first 3 pages?
>>471214868> I'm not sure if anyone here posted it herethat’s what the archives and search function are for, you lazy faggot
>>471214949>My Imaginary PenisI can't get over this it's so funny. you can also imagine some other trannies where their vagina only exists in their head.
>>471214949>how if my dick was real I'd fuck the girl I love in the assthis is just so sad
I demand the whole thing. The fbi is committing a felony obstructing justice and civil rights violations obstructing freedom of speech and press blocking the release.
>>471217495Yeah, even the woman fags are obsessed with sodomy. It's pretty obvious all fags are under the same demon's influence. "Penis goes in shit hole," says demon, "penis doesn't go in vagina and make life. Rather it is meant to get shit on it."
>>471217572FBI is commiting crimes by denying us the understanding that all trannies are basically skin suits for demons. It is our human right to understand what they are so we can shit post about them.
>>471214868jesus that was really really hard to readboth because it was badly written and schizo af
>>471217572Oh god, we got a live one.
>>471215190what do we make of a woman having a fantasy where she has a dick and fucks another woman in the ass??
>>471217572basedneed more schizotrannyliterature
>>471217572they are doing a favor to LGBTpeople by not releasing this document. It would just give more fuel to us mysogonists
>>471218269H-h-hot(If you didn't know about the whole shooting thing) >>471217834>it 's muh right to see the documents?Shut up faggot, you'll only post "QRD?"
why didn't she get one of those strapon toys?>>471217751Then why is anal so hot?>>2457862>>>/hc/2457862
>>471214868https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penis_envy
>>471214868Classic trannies
>>471216273>college student uses Pell grant illegally>therefore Pell grants are badPell grants go to the school first, I've also received them. Its illegal to use fonancial aid for anything not related to school. Mine were used for tuition. In order to receive Pell grant money in refund, your entire tuition would already need to be satisfied and therefore the grant wouldn't be needed so something doesn't add up here. Either the reporting or the school.
>>471216053Why do you think they always vote for liberal/leftist political parties? The Democrats in the US appeal to women because it's about having the most possible power and authority but with the least amount of accountability or responsibility. Women lack the synapse count to grasp how and why this is bad.
>>471220504>muh DemocratsIf you're an actual enthusiastic Republican Audrey should have fucked your arse too.Like if your understanding of things is that Based God Emperor Trump will slay Wicked Commie Pedo Biden with a Light Sabre, just neck yourself now and improve the board.
>>471214868the tranny had Daily Wire stationary, this proves xe was a Trumper
>>471221067Jesus dude. Nice low IQ kneejerk reaction.
>>471218762You are one humorless faggot. I feel sorry for everyone around you.
>>471214868>literally the first fucking line:>"pain of LOOSING a daughter?"so being a tranny wasn't the problem. she was a motherfucking RETARD, it's LOSING
>>471221470We throw out accusations of autism so much on this site that it feels as if the term has lost all meaning, and yet sometimes one encounters an actual autistic person here. I believe that Australian may be legitimately on the spectrum.
>>471214868>>471214949>>471215085>>471215190I love reading stuff like this, fascinating look into mental illness
>>471221701Do you know of any similar literature I'd love to read.
>>471221592Lol my gf insists this Its fucking annoyingNo, genuinely, I hate all you Conservative Inc Trump retards. Blow him harder. Blow the republicunts more, don't demand a better system or candidates or anything. You guys have just rusted on to like 5 ideas that don't work and run with it for fucking 8 years
>>471214949INDEED. Sometimes the lesbian brain is so manly that they think they are trans/must be male. You should feel sorry for her because she was a poltard like you who wanted to fuck women in the ass but didn't have the tool to do so. Imagine you'd wake up as a woman tomorrow and had to live life like this. No fucking but only getting fucked. What a NIGHTMARE!
>>471221470>it's muh rightYou guys never read anything lol, the 4chan greater organism reads 1 paragraph per incel node and they collectively decide what it meant
>>471221850Really any mass shooter manifesto. The Columbine shooters have a lot of video, Elliot Rodger essentially documented his entire descent into narcissistic madness. I don’t remember if the VA tech shooter had anything
>>471221850https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=PLTz_vyR-zjcCWqqxaIyAU85ZEcv0k1FCtSomeone put audio to Elliot’s manifesto. A lot of his stuff got scrubbed but people still reupload
>>471214868Uhh, this troon seems kinda based desuKills Christcucks and wants to fuck women in the assBros???
>>471222157VTech just kicked in, bro
>>471222157I really enjoyed reading Elliot Rodger's manifesto. To me the really interesting thing was how his recollection of his life before he went insane was perfectly lucid, and the insanity only begins to appear in his writing when he recounts events once he does actually lose his mind.
>>471222362>Reflects on life>Goes insaneAre we sure it wasn't the reverse, and this is the natural outcome of breaking free from the kike matrix?
>>471215190>Walked around the mall browsing t-shirts at Spencers and got some boots for tommy, my stuffed lion At build-A-Bearworkshop. I purchased some stickers at Zummiesfor my car and one sticker I got - A stripper booty illustration w 'Dat Ass' on itGodIt's hilarious how un-manlike this behaviour is.
>>471214868>troon>Ranting about the beauty of life developing naturallyPottery
>>471221918Yeah, you're fucking autistic. Imagine looking at my post and it sending you into a seething rage about Trump and Republicans. That's nigger-tier thinking or the logic of someone that's mentally handicapped.
>>471222740IQ tests around 130You demanded to see the document tho lolAre you Starsky or Hutch?
>>471214868>NATURE is pure in its raw formSo trannies aren't pure?
>>471222961Autistic people often score high on IQ tests. Yet in actual real world applications of said IQ, they turn out to be blithering idiots incapable of functioning at any level.Sorta like how you're behaving in this thread.
>>471219015Because it is a unconsciously forbidden act. Your mind has slowly been deformed by constant dopamine production in relation to pornography. Like any junkie you seek a bigger and better hit. Sexual debauchery is that bigger hit in relation to porn. Just picture in your mind yourself as a little boy. Then ask him if he is happy with what he has turned into. Reformation is always possible anon.
>>471214868>FtM tranny>Still has a girl's handwritingHmmmmm
>>471214868Hypothetically if they made a wonder drug that grew back severed limbs, a tranny's cock would try to grow back, right? That must suck to know every natural force in the universe is against your beliefs.
>>471215085>And there I was thinking of porn and doing plastic surgery on my boy stuffed animals when I got home giving them penises b/c thier middle in section looked like a vaginaSounds like a Batman villain in Arkham Asylum at this point lol
>>471223113>have gf>own houseYeah man It's Ogre
Transgenderism is totally not a mental illness, you guys
>>471221850The journal of Ruby Franke was quite interesting, she's a famous YouTuber who was arrested for abusing her children. She was convinced they were possessed by demons and was starving them to death when the boy escaped the home and alerted the police. She wrote a journal documenting their abuse. To make it more fascinating the mastermind of it all was another woman, a closeted lesbian and almost cult-like leader named Jodi Hildebrandt. Very strange case.
>>471214868lol what a retarded foid. Promoting Islam better than any imam.
>>471221067>muh father figures will save me projectionSlit your wrists you bloated faggot pussy
>>471223632Video of the son escaping:https://youtube.com/watch?v=L2Tm3BVK4qoPolice raid discovering the starved daughter:https://youtube.com/watch?v=pz_9HRKv_Dg
>>471223244Gayest part about all this is how every “queer” hole is 1 of 2 mass produced clone types.Literally every time. Just boring retarded garbage and cope they base their pitiful existences on. The audacity of it all.They should have readings of this at every queer event but played straight I bet this manifesto encapsulates the entirety of the sexually maladjusted retard movement without a Y chromosome (plus a lot of fags who do).
>>471223483>discuss how women want power without accountability>add to this by pointing out how political parties use this to make themselves popular with women>immediately respond with "REEEEEEEEEEE REBLUIBLICANZ BLUMPFFFFFFGH AIEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE SAVE ME ABBOMAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"Yeah. You're totally not dysfunctional at all.
>>471224164Everything about the early days of socialist/communist takeovers is about catering to the idiotic whims of every maladjusted retard until the kikes can get a Harrison Bergeron-esque flood of these retards who proceed to tear down every institution. In the pre-Christian Europe days, these morons would have been abandoned somewhere long before they reached adulthood.Instead now they are "gifts from God" and must be coddled and attended to until they outnumber and overwhelm us.
>>471214868Good thing that gigachad police officer Rex went in like a hero.