I have a psued-IQ which means I'm a crazy ADHD fucker that can score between 130-150 on an IQ test on any given day but have done absolutely nothing of value with my life and know that it is precisely behavioral and that because of the way I absorb information it is not conducive with the job market. I can read 50,000 pages of information in a day, retain the majority of it, but wholly lack the discipline to master the entirety of it. I can get any certifiation in the world in like 4 hours, but it's always borderline I can pass a test but can't sound like I know it like the back of my hand. This post is just here because I can't do anything with this gift, it's a nigger gift, I just see tons of patterns and can take in tons of information but I am lacking in the directional aspect of it that makes people productive. I quite strongly just want to think about whatever it is that interests me. Nothing else. I also find that directional aspect to be limiting, and fear I would sacrifice my unholy capacity for absorbing new information. I am meant to die a hobo. It will be in the next few months. I'm just glad Trump won. In a few weeks this tech support/dev job I got will realize that I can't stay focused and yeah I may have a lot in my head but I HAVE A LOT IN MY HEAD and that's not going to work out for the company.
>>489063679You actually have a job.
>>489063679based, got any more sweet memes?
>>489063679Adderall is a thing. Also, learn to deal with boredom and limit your intake of information not relevant to your job.
>>489065445Nah I'm crazy, fully committed to ideas at 100 mph until I die. My soul demands it. I can't change that.
>>489063679Same here.I got 148 when the school board tested me yet I was expelled before I even did my GCSEs (didn't graduate basically) and didn't go to university until I was in my 30s where I dropped out in my second year because I just wanted the grant/bursary money to blow on a trip to Thailand.I've never had a job that wasn't entry level and the majority of my adult life has been NEET.
>>489065878What are we?
>>489066113You're spackers.
>>489063679Nigger there is some natural drug that will fix your bullshit. Weed, shrooms, nicotine, try things that aren't amphetamines or antidepressants. Good luck.
>>489063679You don't need a driver's license to buy alcohol. You need ID. You can get ID without getting a driver's license.
>>489066340I am noticing that there is a strong correlation with welsh bloodlines and 145 IQ do nothingsWhy is it specifically this blood?
>>489065878>>489066113you have to specialize in something. nobody cares if you are a jack of all trades. if you aren't providing a service, turning chaos into order why should the world give a fuck
>>489066371Oh I do plenty and truly love all of the different information styles that arrise from it but yet again --not conducive for work
>>489066515That was not the question, we all nnow specialists are the winners. We are too fast paced for that shit and are trying to find a work-around.
>>489066113See>>489066340For years people had told me I'm extremely clever but I think it's actually bullshit and just a cruel and unusual punishment of sorts.
>>489066113adhd. i have it too. 135 iq. logical. curious. dont give a fuck about chasing money beyond what i need to do the few costly things i like. bored easily with the dumbshits in society. easily spot irrational shit. no patience for it. can say the nato phonetic alphabet backwards because its fun. get deeply into a hobby and drop it a month later.
>>489066648>We are too fast paced for that shit and are trying to find a work-around.you fear responsibility.
ADHD has been pumped out on loads of headlines I saw today, all about adult diagnosis.>I just see tons of patterns and can take in tons of information but I am lacking in the directional aspect of it that makes people productive.Relate to that. Just find something you are into and plug away at it for intense sessions whenever. I recently found out that people with ADHD can have a strong sense of justice (also know as justice sensitivity, like its bad lol)
>>489066762youre a faggot
>>489066694>easily spot irrational shit. no patience for it.FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUU literally me
>>489063679You can easily get a six-figure job with zero effort, you're lying about something in your story.
It's called being an intp. Smartest but like asians can't innovate or create. Refusal to study the self a main characteristic. Fuck you and your shitty thread and your shitty personality
There's ton of people like us being miserable. It's either ADHD or some kind of depression and basically can't function.Smart enough to know you're in the top 2% of intelligence, but too stupid to do anything with it.
>>489067107>>489067188faggots
>>489067247Your mom is a hairy fucking faggot
>>489067315your mom is an indp(double penetration)
>>489063679same anon, 152 iq here, perpetual burnout. did way too many drugs. hate being bossed around by retards. made a bunch of crypto money but been aimless and spent most of it. i suggest getting good at trading, i need to get back into it asap. it’s not hard you just need balls
>>489067591are you me?
>>489067717maybe yeahschool sucks ass was always way too easy, just got high all the time, did well enough at a very difficult university, then did fuck all after that except get into and out of heroin and dick off until i got into crypto. and actually i had thousands of btc in the early 2010s but spent every penny on drugs, which i imagine is not an uncommon occurrence. at least i’m not that fag digging through the dump, i know all $200 million went right into my brain (and fried it)i oscillate between spiritual/philosophical inspiration, working on crypto, and being adhd depressed
>>489063679I have something similar. The best explanation I've heard was from a recent study, I can't remember the source. The theory was ADHD is a survival mechanism for populations, not necessary the individual themselves. The study found that villages that underwent natural disasters, or had been hit by war, well the generation born after these traumatic events had massive adhd levels. But nearby villages that escaped disaster had normal levels. The theory was that kids like this can survive in the total chaos / war / collapse situations that they were born into long enough to procreate. It also said there is no cure that they found. Try microdosing on shrooms.
>>489068027oh i forgot i got a masters degree too but also did fuck all with it
>>489068027>$200 millionYou cant think of it that way. Its a timeshare in money, everyone looking at the same pile on the table and going "that's all mine"
>>489068201yeah i just like to use the big number for emphasis. it’s not worth anything til you have it in hand. and fwiw i think there could be a time where crypto has stable enough prices to be considered in hand, but right now it’s a risk pot
>>489063679do menial tasks really well, and try teaching the retards how to do it that way. they usually can't develop and refine techniques on their own.
>>489068051Hit by war? Like our grandparents? My grandfather was a desert rat doing recon behind enemy lines for the whole campaign. No wonder Ive got some militant overly paranoid tendencies.
>>489063679Drunk driving at 300km/h is a normie pleasure.
>>489068456
>>489063679ADHD doesn't lead to High IQ, Autism will. there is 0 logic in that statement since people have an attention disorder and find it difficult to read with racing thoughts all of the timeyou're a fucking liar.
>>489063679>i am so schmart>130-150>glad that drumpf wonthis is not your blod, nigger.
>>489068694if youre against us then what you mean is isnt important enough to take the time to care that you are trying to say something that is against us
>>489068694Every male in my family for the 1000 years has been 150 IQNASA engineers, inventers, fortune 500 folks, founding fathers, etc. I got retardedly good blood. I am a million places at once and prefer that too much to be useful to the world. I don't know how to change that.
>>489068864Hey man its a good time>>489068894For the last 1000*I am not the type for spellcheck as you could imagine
>>489063679I have never ever taken an IQ test, because I don't want to be disappointed or become egotistical.There's no point in having a number assigned to you based on what "science" thinks of your intelligence.You either are smart, or not smart. Let actions and words dictate that, not some test and a 3-digit number.
>>489068894are you interested in metaphysics?
>>489068409yeah, something like that. The theory was if you can focus on everything at once you can survive chaotic and violent times. I suppose the problem is that kind of focus on everything is like a browser window that keeps refreshing, so when you're filling out a tax form on the window and it refreshes half way through, you get problems in normal life. try microdosing on shrooms, combat sports and do a data detox every few months. If you ever find yourself in a life or death situation your focus will probably become crystal clear and people will hide behind you, even the people that hate you because you're not like them. They will follow you when the lights go out.
>>489068027It's always the drugs that gets self proclaimed intellectuals like you to fall for the drug induced grandoise delusion.>hurrurr smoking weeds makes me smart>I spoke with my brainfried DMT entities and they said I should short BTC at exactly 6pm est on Sukot
>>489069030Of course, philosophy is my true love but computer science pays the bills. So far.
>>489069120>computer sciencewhats your opinion on enigma
>>489069215My opinion is ligma
>>489069246thats sad, truly
>>489068694ADHD can aid tremendously in processing speed if it's within the right range and has discipline attached to itThe parxis of ADHD's efficiency comes from nature, where it's important to constantly shift attention around all point around you at all times. Hypervigilance is ahat keeps creatures into old age
>>489069033Strange. They made me lead a group through a mine in the dark as an exercise, when we went on a school trip in Wales. They purposefully shut the lights out to scare us.
>>489069340Idk fag whats your opinion on einstein do you also like titties oh holy shit no way
>>489069033Interesting post, really
>>489069519hes a fuckn jew and relativity is gay, intel gaming the right to decide who could get access to the multiple industrial sized ingredients of nukes is the only reason his theory and likeness is remembered
>>489063679We're like the same person. The reality is, there just isn't anything for people with 150+ IQ to do in society. The system was built for normies, shrimple as. The 130 IQ people are smart enough to do all the highest paying shit like doctor, lawyer, etc but importantly, they feel fulfilled doing these things. You'll NEVER feel that, and you know that. Every turbo rich business owner I've ever met was a midwit with like some kind of fucking complex or something, you're not going to outwork these people, so you'll never be one. Academia is... entirely consumed by post-modernist neoliberalism, so you'd have to play pretend all day. If you're like me, you'd rather die. So yea, get fucked. There literally is nothing for us to do... If you invent some new physics or solve time travel or some shit people in suits show up and take it and kill you..... that's actually how it works. I was thinking about writing a book. I find people boring as fuck though, so I don't know how to write good characters given that... Yea Idk man lol. If you figure it out, let me know.
>>489069702Like a dagger>>489069678Lol
>>489065569>>489063679look if you're going to get fired and die in homeless in the next month you may as well take vyvanse so you can focus up and NOT get fired and die.
>>489069702>thats how it actually worksburn your hand on the stove you fucking coward
>The truth is that people with ADHD often come across as lazy because their minds move too fast. Before getting an ADHD diagnosis, people with this problem have trouble focusing. Their minds work overtime, but they have difficulty completing tasks on time.https://www.crestviewrecovery.com/rehab-blog/do-i-have-adhd-or-am-i-just-lazy
>>489063679I'm the opposite: I have an IQ of 92, but I'm successful and rich.
>>489069517yeah, I was at work once and the power went out for like half an hour. There were some aggressive and disorderly people in the room, which was very crowded, pitch black. The normal people i worked with, that were usually horrible to me all got behind me and asked me what to do. It was a bit of a red pill. When the power went back on they acted like nothing happened.
>>489069071i don’t think drugs made me smart you dumb fucking nigger, they fucked me up and largely made me dumber, but i was probably smarter than you are now when i was a kid, and still. weed is gay and psychedelics will drive you insane. yet i can rotate shapes in my head better than you ever will be able to.
Hello kinsman.What youre going to want to do is stop being a child and or faggot.Most of us have to get kicked in the teeth by life, made very low before we get it together. Some never do.Adderall is an option. I take it, but its not some silver bullet, and it can make it hard to eat enough or sleep enough.Working out is more effective than Adderall imo. Releases the right chemicals, makes you follow routines be consistent before you get any real results, raises test which just makes you more effective at everything, feel like your ten foot tall with hammer cock in your pants.You can do whatever, you just have to find it engaging enough to stick to it, and imagine a big ass sword hanging above your head called "lmao another high IQ spazoid is an utter failure at life".I'm at the solid 150 level. I always had top marks on everything ever, while fucking around doing drugs and chasing pussy. I fucked up my full ride doing the same shit after leaving home. I just got a two year degree in automation, and through the sheer power of being vastly more intelligent than 99.999 of the population have gone from a tech school technican scrub to a senior engineer getting paid well to work from home, where i continue to fuck off, just making sure my work is done faster and better than the bottom 90% of engineers. I own a rapidly growing fraction of our firm, i make low to mid 6 figs depending on bonus, and my raise has been 10 to 25% for most of my career. I'm only 31.Doesnt have to be that. But get into something for "smart people". If you are getting 150 scores, everything is quite doable for you. At 120 you are able to learn about any profession. At our level, anything isn't really that hard. It's just learning the lingo, building a framework so you can know enough to know how to find answers to the shit you don't know yet.
>>489069033i keep my cool amidst chaos. i never related my adhd to that before.
>>489069702i’ve been unironically thinking about starting to rant in the town square. i think i could be president if i do it enough. half serious
>>489070205faggot
>>489070268Yes...but is this one of those ideas that you get super excited about for a short while and then the next day think, fuck that.
>>489069702i've found that the most successful people i know have something to prove. a chip on their shoulder. and many are alcoholics. speaking of writing, i used to write short stories just for my own entertainment. one of the many dropped hobbies.
>>489063679
>we wuz le epic smart you guyz>what now?>idk>insert boomer adviceGlowniggers and kikes have no need of smart people, especially with faith and morals. The world is an immoral shithole full of niggers. Get saved and look forward to the next. Pst iq is not an intelligence test.
>>489070205Im there, I got there. What I face now is the fact that I am supremely acting against my nature for a great amount of time. I know where I belong, despite my processing capacity.
>>489069033Historical martial arts groups are ADHD as fuck sometimes. So is the real, modern infantry.
>>489070474He is actually my favorite philosopher, funny
>>489070271Nigger faggot :)
>>489070260Yeah, it's inverted i think. Like normal people are like that under stability, but are like us under chaos.
>>489070758Behaving regularly is very stressful for meBalls to the wall is nothing for me
>>489070758>>489070920oddly, im generally risk averse. i hate playing the market because im not a big gambler. but if i force myself onto the plank, i usually walk across it confidently.
>>489070051Sure buddy, go rotate some cock and balls vividly.
>>489063679>it's another woe-is-me former-gifted-kid-here reddit AMA episodeYou're not special faggot. You are a middling intellect whose self worth is wildly inflated. Adjust your self image and maybe you will be less frustrated in life.
>>489071334You've got poor reading comprehension
>>489065445I actually have OPs problem, I have a good job but often sound like a retarded sperg and can’t ever focus on anything. I literally have to write out a detailed list of what I need to do and break it into small steps I check off as I go to accomplish anything.I literally have a white board in my office I do this on and everyone that reports to me thinks I’m retarded.Will adderall actually help me? I’ve actually been thinking about asking a doctor.
>>489063679In a couple of months all us illegals will be getting deported. You might end up being a bycatch. Once your ass is in Brazil you might finally apply your smarts on the ground and break thru. At that point you may never wanna come back to the US.
>>489070480Have anything else in life? Also, work is work. It's just a check. Not sure what kind of dev work you're doing, but just figure out the productivity level of say a B plus employee so to speak. Be better than them. Shouldn't be that hard. Cool, now fuck that job and indulge in your intellectually hobbies. Play vidya with your work laptop open and make a few keystrokes once in a while.If your looking for deep meaning, disappointed the world doesn't get all of us together to research cool new shit, not amassing power and or fortunes... don't. We're all gunna die. That shit isn't really that meaningful. Find something that is. I got married and have kids, I am having more. I got real into genealogy and discovered I'm the descendants of exiled nobles fucked out their lands. Family is where I get my joy and meaning.Learn to spot the female equivalent. They look and act different, but there really is a female version of us. But, female, so ya know.....
>>489066515You need a jack of all trades to effectively run an organization like a business. Specialists are too narrow to do this and always fail.
>>489070920I relate too much to all people are saying. The main job I was actually any good at was go go go delivery work on a scooter dashing around like a mad bastard. Its too fkn dangerous long term. Im on the waiting list to get tested after I got sent to the doctor for reasons.
>>489071500I do not think it will, we are maniacs of a different typet. OP
>>489066762it sounds more like a lack of discipline
Adhd. My iq was tested at only 125, but your thread made me feel those lovely ego-caressing butterflies in my stomach, so thanks
>>489071578How the hell did you reproduce? I am fine with the outcomes of my own life, but then you incorporate others and now your wirst starts getting twisted. Generally in life when my wrist is twisted, I go elsewhere.
>>489071629i spent the last 5 years learning everything about my business unit and finally they're catching onto my big picture proclivities and are grooming me for a leap up the ladder. i don't want to manage people, especially clockwatchers and incompetents, but i like financial freedom. my goal is to get high enough to make big decisions, then naturally shine among a sea of glacially indecisive bureaucrats. if i don't fuck it up by quitting one day and becoming a national park tour guide or something, because waging sucks and nature is fun.
>>489070920Yeah, same. I think there is something to that survival study.
>>489071636Loved 60 hour weeks of Chinese delivery. Definitely playing a numbers game there. Cant do that too long.
>>489071918>delivery work is dangerousfuckn wot
>>489071973That particular one did have sketchy deliveries, and also you are definitely breaking road laws, all day, every day.
>>489071727The reason I have to write it out in bite sized increments is because I can’t keep focus or interest long enough to remember where I am in an endeavor.It’s the only way I can keep track of what I’m doing and where I am at work, otherwise I get confused and start doing things at random points before sitting down at my desk and doing pointless shit like posting here
>>489063679>I can read 50,000 pages of information in a day, retain the majority of it, but wholly lack the discipline to master the entirety of it. I can get any certifiation in the world in like 4 hours, but it's always borderline I can pass a test but can't sound like I know it like the back of my hand.this is all contradiction. You’re stupid.
>>489072089how are you this much of a pussy
>>489063679Be open to the idea that this isn't a conflict with your job.
>>489072167In the last month ive gotten 5 certs it would take you years to getI cant sit still
>>489072221Im just saying its a bad idea bro, obviously I gladly did the work
>>489065390Senator, will this do?
>>489072248Nice, they are quite open minded
>>489071867Find a bitch that matches you... ya sometimes the shit sucks. But you adapt. Overcome. I see the same behavior, signs of high intelligence in my children. I'm sure having a father like me will give it's own unique challenges.... but my whole problem was just never being understood. Realizing your more intelligent then all the adults teaching you before your balls dropped. I understand. What i wouldn't have given for a father that did.That and I want to continue my line.Also, work out I'm telling you boys. Increase the test. It grounds you. At our level hebchallenge isn't the external, it's the internal. Focus on mastering your demons, and put those lazy fucks to work.
>>489072252I’m 135 myself with a great career and my life together. I’m obsessive about niche autistic tech shit and made it into a lifestyle. You wasting your potential is yet another stupid move.
>>489071820adhd looks like that, it's 100% a real thing though. There is a hereditary aspect to it. One of my kids has it and the other doesn't, the difference is like night and day. The one that does has the same traits I had, excels in school while doing nothing but partying, excels in an extreme sport, but their life will never be peaceful. How fortunate the man with none as the saying goes.
>>489072405I mean Ive got a rock solid career first of all i do not measure myself in such a wayFor me its just funny the position of things and the absurdity of other things You missed the point you mix maxing nigger
>>489072396Yeah i could care less about continuing my line, i think that happens regardless so i just dont see the point
>>489072456Serious question, have you ever given them adderall? What was the effect if so?
>>489063679The thing you have to realise is anon that if you have an IQ of 165 or greater you can understand that there is nothing you need to be doing with your so called "gifts" as the only thing your society can offer you is vacuous materialism and low IQ whores whose mind and soul belongs to the media she consumes, which will leave you entirely unfulfilled.Our society is rotten to the core, completely and utterly under foreign occupation and they use the low IQ hoards of retards as living chains to enslave men with high IQs.The goal they hope is that you join their system and take part in the oppression but it means you have to tolerate these people and their sycophants huffing down the farts of other people and in the end you simply lose agency of your own life either way.When you know how it ends, you realise the comedy of the situation that you're in.Stop being a sisyphus and just NEET and enjoy your life, there is absolutely nothing you gain by being part of the system or contributing to it, nothing. In fact all contributions are twisted and turned into more tools of control. There isn't anything this system can offer you unless you're an Andrew Tate tier individual.You can help redpill others to NEET and be a drain on the system, but do not create anything or it will be stolen and used as more tools of oppression leaving the world in an even worse place than what it was.There is absolutely no point engaging with what they call society in anyway with the central banking debt slavery system.Even what you write on here is stolen and used by data mining parasites that build more tools of control that leave the world in an even more subjugated state.Eventually every single human being from start to finish will live in an entirely optimised and customised prison of illusions.This is the future they chose for humanity, don't take part in any of it, its entirely over for Homo sapiens and its ironic how it ends.
>>489072525No I get the point, you can’t control your distractions. It’s all just self discipline. I don’t have the career I have for the money, although it’s good, I have it because I literally love it and I get paid to dive into my curiosity every day. Had I not gone down that path I would be distracting myself too because I would know what I’m doing isn’t aligned with my spirit.
>>489072679I dont disagree, but I have this bug in me that likes to try and disprove the obvious
>>489063679Im the same. You gotta start doing creative shit. You're an artist, you've just never gotten into it
>>489072835Wise
>>489072636no, adderall is very hard to get here, but the adhd one went on something like prozac recently. The performance in the extreme sport I mentioned went down slightly, but the marks at school went up.
>>489072835This. Unlock the secrets behind the veil by tapping into the metaphysical, the source of your individual creative spark. it’s the closest to the divine you’ll ever get while alive.
>>489072341I have a mantra "It's okay to feel this way". When you start to think that your mind conflict with your job "It's okay to feel this way". When you feel like you're incompetent at your job, "It's okay to feel this way". The implication is that "It's okay to feel this way. (but it's not necessarily true)". But then, when you think "it's not necessarily true" you say "It's okay to feel this way". It's basically a way to spam all your intrusive thoughts away. But when you think of it as a method to spam your thoughts away "It's okay to feel this way." It's like a way to create a silent, zen mind. "It's okay to feel that way". Make sense?
>>489072608That's your perogative mate. Not everyone wants it. But instead of worrying about existential bullshit I have no power over, I devote the energy to my family. I'm loved and I love them. All that corny shit is really what makes life worth living. You seem to want purpose and meaning, and can't fit into this world run by greedy midwits. That's howbi felt, and that's how I coped. I'm happy, happiest I've been. You gotta find something that speaks to your soul. You won't be happy any other way.I don't have all the answers, your post just resonated. "Nothing more common or tragic than the wasted genius of a loser".You can go hedonic, you can go family and or legacy, you can go philosopher/spirtual, or you can be miserable. Only paths I've ever seen work out for people like us.Best of luck, I really mean it. How much more are the intelligent tortured, who more fully understand the nature of the suffering of existence.
>>489063679ok, your job is to study theology, history, politics, and use that knowledge to build your nation and maintain your family. Godspeed
>>489063679First rule of the high IQ low effort build is to talk confidently, I can't never manage to keep my interest long enough on something to be good at it but I can certainly talk people into believe that I'm by gluing together pieces of information to sound fancy, that's why I got to upper management without knowing basically anything, you should focus on the imagine your project not what you really are, don't be afraid to lie or play with people around, never take the blame unless its a minor thing to show you can make mistakes and "be honest about it"
>>489063679157 here (According to Mensa test. Didn't join.), I have ADHD, I'm a NEET. But since IQ is practically pseudoscientific horse shit, it'd be a crutch to call myself an underachieving genius, I'm probably just an extremely average lazy POS who's got decent logical deduction skills. The stuff on IQ tests can be deduced with logic that is completely learnable. In other words, you can teach a random illiterate sandnigger the tools needed for him to score 157 on an IQ test.
>>489073209That's just run of the mill narcissism.
>>489066694>135 iqI haven't had my iq taken in 40 years but other than that, I'm like you. I am a really good woodworker and have an amazing shop in which I could make money making anything. Yet I just make stuff that I can use. I have to stop. Maybe this is our therapy session boys!
Very relatable OPMy suggestion is to learn how your own flow state works
>>489063679Anyone with ADHD who can hold a job is ahead of the power curve.t. ADHD clown who also has a job
>>489072962Thanks for the explanation.I’m curious because I’m debating if I should try it now that I’m older (I’m almost 40 now) but am afraid I’d get addicted (was/am an alcoholic but don’t drink now).Some more background into why I’m curious:I was diagnosed with adhd when I was about 9, they prescribed ritalin and zoloft to me. I thought they were trying to lobotomize me (I had watched the one that flew over the cuckoos nest with my dad when I was like 5) so I just pretended to take the pills and threw them away when I was at school.I always wonder what would have happened had I taken them. I failed all my classes because I refused to do homework but got 90%+ on every test.I agree with the combat sports, it was one thing that really helped me focus and give meaning to my life.
>>489063679Same, it's starting to piss me off.
>>489073521checked
>>489073521the older i get the more i appreciate the importance of venting. especially to likeminded people, alike in how you make sense of the world rather than what you believe. the wisdom that comes with age and experience is a great equalizer for people with a non-normie mindset. we're aberrations but we have a leg up in many domains, and that extra experience does wonders for confidence.
>>489063679I just want to maximize comfyness. Nothing more.
>>489073720Ok I'm nearly a decade older than you so I was just before the prozac wave, if i was your age they would have probably pumped me full of it. I drank a good bit in my twenties and thirties, definitely doesn't help. The thing that did help me was micro-dosing on psilocybin, that was a game changer and it allows me to control my focus. I stack that with meditation, a specific type, which is very difficult for me, and not really enjoyable. I'm too old to spar now but I still train in martial arts. Being in nature is very helpful as well.
>>489063679Here adhd anon read this shit.
>>489074715I’ve also considered shrooms but am scared to lose control like that. Like I might hurt my wife and kids by accident and not realize it.How does microdosing affect your mental capacity and connection to reality?What kind of meditation do you do? I’ve tried just sitting on the floor cross legged and focussing on a specific point for 30 minutes. I did this for like 2 weeks and didn’t notice a benefit personally.
High IQ can have a symptom overlap with ADHD and Autism. Though not ADHD nor Autistic you can be crippled by an unlucky combination of these similar negative symptoms. So i dubbed it "Dysfunctional Genius" In contrast to high functioning autism or high functioning ADHD ( High functioning means you have the affliction but still manage to get around by yourself in society )
>>489073328>157 IQ>claims IQ is horseshitYour full of shit.. Wait 'till you come around people with normie IQ's <100 and watch them try to do some technical stuff..
i made one of these glownie d*sc*rds just to have some like minded people to talk to. i’ll probably forget about it in a day but worth a shot. no gay bullshit plz >url is eV6uSUNp it won’t let me write the url
>>489075243That's why I said micro dose, you won't lose control you gain it. It's totally different than a macro dose. When I started microdosing I got promoted at work and my career became enjoyable again, I was working directly with people all the time, it made me appear more normal and on the ball, not out of it as you might think. Try that same meditation on the specific point for 15 minutes and then move the point away and keep your eyes focused on the same empty point for another 15 minutes. Keep your eyes focused on the same space where the point was, like hold your finger our in front of your face, then move it away, but keep the focus exactly where the finger was. Trick your mind to focus on a point of empty space.
>>489074846thanks that's the one I was on about.
>>489070019>It was a bit of a red pill. Feels more like a blackpill...
>>489063679>>489065878>>489068051>>489067717here is the link i can’t tag a bunch of people without spam warning p.s. fuck you jannies
>>489076212Thanks for the info anon, I’ll look into the microdosing more and try the meditation again. Maybe doing both in conjunction will be more fruitful.
>>489076529>>489071636>>489071500>>489072679othersjust lookin for frens to be honest
>>489076623i agree that microdosing isn’t the kind of loss of control that psychedelics are risky for. i also think strong dissociatives like ketamine really do have the antidepressant benefits people tout. mxe is the best one for this. you need to go in the hole to get the effects after but it’s not like psychedelics which actually make you insane
>>489076623sure, that's just what's worked for me. The meditation is a lot of work, you might not hit it, but if you do you will know right away. The micro-dosing is like the crutch version. I don't micro dose much anymore, only when necessary. It's not addictive but the long term effects of it have not been studied so it's not something to take lightly. After a couple years of it the frequency which I needed it decreased, which is the opposite effect of taking prozac from what I understand.
I'm smarter than almost everyone in the world.I hardly have a specialty.What makes me superior is a collection of characteristics. I'm very high IQ, but that's only a small sliver.1. I somehow lack the very powerful tribalism instinct.2. I am low emotion. 3. I learned empathy later in life.4. I grew up around the rich and the poor, the black and the white.5. My brain simultaneously moves very fast, yet very calmly. If someone brings up an idea I don't start speaking 100mph covering 20 topics in 2 minutes like I'm Kanye or Russell brandOP, the ability to slow your mind down is what can make you powerful.
