Stop. You know nothing. You have drawn 0 dollars. No fan has ever left a show thinking about you. You were lucky to be a juiced up double-lifer "over with the boys" type in an era where you hid in plain sight coasting on others' success. Couldn't hang then, can't get booked now.
Yeah, how dare a midcarder be content to be a midcarder that, by your own statemwnt, was over with the boys, ie his coworkers liked him. How pathetic is that? Being perfect for your role and being well liked by everyone you worked with? Fucking lame. Much better to be run out of every single promotion you work for because people just don't care about you.
>>1627245090s midcarders mog 20s main eventers