You were just a regular person attending university in his 20s. Studies took up your days and on your free time you would choose to play video games or hang out with your friends.That is until the intrusive thoughts came...Friends in your dorm suddenly noticed you began acting strangely, fatigued, jumpy, anxious. Your studies began to suffer. Then your family started asking if there was something wrong as they received worrying reports from the school about your condition.You tried to keep going as if everything was normal...and fine...and peachy....until one day you just couldn't do it anymore. And. You. Just. SNAPPED!(This is a CYOA where you play as a schizo in modern day and depending on your choices, your schizo can end up differently. Not all of them "good", not all of them "bad". Examples of different outcomes include being a Orthodox Christian Monk in a Monastry attempting to achieve unity with God or a O9A Satanic Neo Nazi insurgent or a wandering vagabond who collects spare bottles for cash and many more.)For now choose the nature of your intrusive thoughts:A.) Religious: Your Schizo is suffering from intrusive thoughts relating to that of a religious nature. Your schizo has never thought about religion before but now seems to be getting signs from the divine and has no idea what to do with it.B.) Paranoid: It started with doubts whether your friends liked you but now it has blown into full paranoia over whether strangers want to harm you or not. Your eyes wander every corner, every nook and cranny for any possible means to bring damage to your soft supple body.C.) Narcissistic: Your schizo is seeing himself in a brand new light. Some would say holy light if your schizo believes in such things. He at least believes himself to be a gift to humanity and sees himself as superior in almost every way and can't stand it when someone breaks his ego even in the tiniest of ways.D.) Violent: Your schizo is suffering from violent intrusive thoughts which constantly fill him with the visualization of harming others. Cutting people, bashing their heads or breaking their bones are all thoughts that have made it to your schizo one way or another. What your schizo does in response to this is up to you.E.) Write up your own option of what intrusive thoughts your schizo has been plagued with.
>>6143832>D.) Violent: Your schizo is suffering from violent intrusive thoughts which constantly fill him with the visualization of harming others. Cutting people, bashing their heads or breaking their bones are all thoughts that have made it to your schizo one way or another. What your schizo does in response to this is up to you.
>>6143832A.) Religious: Your Schizo is suffering from intrusive thoughts relating to that of a religious nature. Your schizo has never thought about religion before but now seems to be getting signs from the divine and has no idea what to do with it.
>>6143832> A.) Religious: Your Schizo is suffering from intrusive thoughts relating to that of a religious nature. Your schizo has never thought about religion before but now seems to be getting signs from the divine and has no idea what to do with it.
>>6143832>A.) Religious: Your Schizo is suffering from intrusive thoughts relating to that of a religious nature. Your schizo has never thought about religion before but now seems to be getting signs from the divine and has no idea what to do with it.
>>6143832>A.) Religious: Your Schizo is suffering from intrusive thoughts relating to that of a religious nature. Your schizo has never thought about religion before but now seems to be getting signs from the divine and has no idea what to do with it.you have my curiosity, OP
>>6143832C.) Narcissistic: Your schizo is seeing himself in a brand new light. Some would say holy light if your schizo believes in such things. He at least believes himself to be a gift to humanity and sees himself as superior in almost every way and can't stand it when someone breaks his ego even in the tiniest of ways.combining this and religious to believe we are the new messiah would be fun
You've been having thoughts....thoughts pertaining to the unseen realm. You at first thought this was a foolish thought pattern to go down, most of the world doesn't believe in such antiquated notions any longer, right?But what if most of the world is wrong? What then? Regardless the idea that there is something beyond the material realm haunts you and you must continue to explore this further.Choose the type of religious outlook your Schizo adopts:Option A.) Christian: Your schizo is plagued by thoughts pertaining to morality and in desperation sought to find solace in God. He now seeks to explore what options lie for him in Christianity.B.) Satanic: Your schizo's thoughts go down the path of wrath against God for his woes and/or seeks Satan for pleasures and liberation. Your schizo will now attempt to peruse Satanic philosophies to find one which suits him.C.) Paganism: Your schizo hears voices from the gods or daemons, he has chosen or been chosen by the old gods. He will look through occult or pagan traditions to find which one he seeks to devote his life to.D.) Dharmic: Your schizo is obsessed with the idea of being calm and unperturbed in response to his growing anxiety caused by his intrusive thoughts and has such chosen the path of Dharma to break out the cycle of Samsara. Your schizo will seek Buddhist and Hindu and other Dharmic content to find which can soothe his worry the most.E.) Make your own option, could be Gnosticism or some other religious tradition you want your Schizo to go down.
>>6144352>Demiurge option as presented in the OP imageFuck yeah bro lets kill the demiurge and consume his corpse
>>6144352C.) Paganism: Your schizo hears voices from the gods or daemons, he has chosen or been chosen by the old gods. He will look through occult or pagan traditions to find which one he seeks to devote his life to.
>>6144352>A.) Christian: Your schizo is plagued by thoughts pertaining to morality and in desperation sought to find solace in God. He now seeks to explore what options lie for him in Christianity.Interesting to see where this goes
>>6144352>A.) Christian: Your schizo is plagued by thoughts pertaining to morality and in desperation sought to find solace in God. He now seeks to explore what options lie for him in Christianity.
>>6143832this is just paranormal board /x/ and / nobody / threads on x lol
>C.) Paganism: Your schizo hears voices from the gods or daemons, he has chosen or been chosen by the old gods. He will look through occult or pagan traditions to find which one he seeks to devote his life to.
