What do you feel ashamed of?
Nothing. This world has already sunk into the depths of hell, the fuck do I have to be ashamed of?
I am ashamed that I cannot control my facial muscles and i. Always smile to RETARDED NORMALFAGS WHO INSUTL ME
>>77255766I'm ashamed of letting people down. I'm just incompetent and stupid in all ways and I make for a bad friend, or partner. I don't want my misery to spread so I stay alone, and keep people from getting close. (not that many people want to be close to me)
>>77255766the fact that I existall my weird sexual devianciesthe fact that I'm a cold hearted piece of shit who doesn't really care about anyone elsethat one time in elementary school when I cried in classall the awkward interactions I've had with other people
Nothing. I feel hatred for normies about some things, but shame implies a self-hatred or disgust, and I have none of that.For example, I am a big fan of fucking dog pussy. Normies hate that shit, and so I don't bring it up because they will narc or otherwise make me want to kill them. But I do not feel shame about it, because I like who I am and do not consider my actions to be wrong.Anyway that's simply an example, I'm not about to get into a debate about that topic.
How turned on I feel when a guy confesses his love to me and I turn him down. 20 yo AFAB.
>>77255766nothing, shame is worthless slave mentality shit. keeps you on the hamster wheel of pathetic behavior.
>>77255766I dont actually feel like a real human.I see my "friends" convey some form of emotion when they talk about things, I don't understand how some things have such an impact on them.
>>77256159Congrats, you're a psychopath.
>>77256194I've looked up the classifications more times than I can count, I don't fit the bill.I do still feel it just seems like I feel less than everyone else. There is an off chance im a sociopath but shit doesnt matter when its never going to be diagnosed.
I'm partially ashamed of posting my own sextape a bunch of years ago, but what I'm really more ashamed of is how it turned me into an exposurefag.
>>77255766my sexualitythe things i've donethe way i've treated people unintentionallynot talking to my grandparentsnot loving my family pets enoughthe burden i place on my family by existingthe disappointment i cannot save myself from beingmy own betrayal of my beliefs just o survive in this worldmy cowardicethere could easily be more shame permeates every fibre of my being
>>77255766my looksmy terrible sick thoughts my social issues my race my entire life
>>77255766my body. and the amount of girls I've lead on.
>>77256216>>77256159You are autistic, unlucky mate.
>>77255766I'm a bottom fagLike fag fagI hate myself
>>77255766My face My teethMy nose How socially retard I am My virginity My skinny body My lack of life experience how much ive rotted My anger issues All of the cringe or embarssing things ive downmy intelligence My sexuality (confused)How poor I am how shit I am at everything My poor math skills how badly I did in school All bad things ive ever donePretty much the only thing going for me in life is that I have a large penis and even then its probably too thin.
myself.my face.my actions and choices and the fact that I'm unlovable
>>77255766i have the gay disease.
>>77255766My tax money goes to supporting the Jews.
I'm dependent on my family for survival.I'm in my mid twenties and I've hardly ever worked a job.I'm very neurotic, and cause problems for other people and annoy the few friends I have because of it.I masturbate too much, and I don't like having fetishes.I have a thousand bad memories of stupid, embarrassing things I've done.
>>77255766I'm ashamed to still be alive. I continue making my life worse every day by ruining my body with food and drugs. Hopefully it will end soon
>>77255766I spent 3 years in college delusionally thinking that the voices I was hearing in my head were real. When I lived alone in an apartment I would go on Twitch and just audibly talk to them. It was the most meaningful time in my life by a lot even though now I have worldly success now. I remember going "if this isn't real, it doesn't matter because I'll never have people care about me like this anyway." A decade later I still have no comeback to that assertion. I have people listening to my recommendations and advice, I watch media that is simply better than its ever been, I have disposable income, my parents are proud of me, I have art projects, I do martial arts, but all of it feels like a shadow of what used to be. It's as if reality is a simulacrum of the simulacrum that felt realer than anything else ever has. I could achieve my biological imperative, I could marry a beautiful woman, I could buy a house, I could make and achieve goals & dreams, or I could save people's lives (which I have contributed to in my career while I worked in healthcare). But it would all pale in comparison to how I built it up in my mind the idea that people cared about me the way it seemed in my head.
>>77255766I feel a lot of genuine shame about the fact that I hide from and don't speak to my coworker because I like her. It's truly pathetic, emotionally clueless behavior and I feel guilty that it's probably obvious and makes her uncomfortable
>>77255766In my desperation to lose my virginity I had sex with someone I was not attracted to and when it seemed like she was developing feelings I bounced.She was really nice to me and I might've hurt her.
I'm ashamed of being traumatised as a child, abused by my peers coming into a new country and neglected at home by my family for yearsI'm ashamed of taking it out on my little brother and sister by hitting and abusing themI'm ashamed of having stayed in a manipulative relationship with a girl who disrespected me over and over who ended up having her mom call my own mom to talk shit about me... how I was thinking to myself that I should gtfo at the very beginning but couldn't because I fell in love with a girl who has a strong history of abusing all her exes
im a fucking loser. ive quit on everything and disappointed everyone who's given me a second chance. i dont want to be this way, but it feels impossible to change. i don't want to be a disappointment, especially for myself, but i don't know how to light a spark inside myself. i can feel the mercy running out. i see the doom of a wasted existence approaching, and for some reason all i can do is stare.it's purgatory.
>>77255766my lack of ability to do anything to support my parents or myselfmy sexual desires - increasingly, all of them scare memy porn addiction that I can't seem to quitmy fading social skillsthe fact that I can't even be honest with my own mother or father about any of thisthe actual extent of my disabilitythe actual extent of my anxiety over every single aspect of my existencethe fact that I'm slowly drifting away from my only remaining friendsthe fact that I've lost myself and am just waiting until I can die
>>77260946You seem like a really interesting person
>>77255766middle school me most of all, crazy how fucking retarded i was, me being socially retarded now and having no friends no sex etc now still could not compare to what i feel remembering middle school me
being aliveoriginlalslallalalalskfnv
>>77255805https://youtu.be/rsXXHLnhTq0
>>77255766Every social interaction I ever had even if I was positive am going to find a flaw in it
>>77260946all successful people are crazy
>>77262155u stop giving a shit eventually
>>77262171If I don't have contact with the person anymore or it's been a long time yeah I do
That I'm transgender and a loser
>>77262244same here anon, except i dont feel shame about being trans itself, i feel shame over every tiny little thing because of it
>>77255766 I'm ashamed of my looksBeing a burden to my familyBeing the disappointment of the familyBeing a mentally ill disaster that just brings misery to anyone I try to be friends with Having dreams about being raped because the only way I can be useful for anyone Is by being rape meat
pretty much everything34, virgin, no friends, never gf, live at home, don't drive, low paying job even though i have a degree, student debt, 10 kg heavier than i was 2 years ago, feel like the only hope i have to a life i actually like is either winning the lottery or being medicated enough to kill all the anxiety/depression i have
>>77262373Yeah pretty much. I'm a schizo living at home with my parents and can't hold a job very well. I just don't know what to do anymore
>>77255766I'm dumb as rocks. The kind of person society looks at and says "the education system has failed"
>>77255766going to hookers to lose my v card, having homo sex, abusing my brother, wasn't able to communicate my feelings to my other brother before he killed himself, can't keep healthy habits, can't even clean my room or cook ffs, can't quit drugs, cigarettes or alcohol, and I'm still terrified by most women, can't keep friendships either, I feel like most people are disgusted by me even when I usually give a good first impression to peopleI live alone in appartment filled with trash and the overwhelming smell of cigarettes and rot and can't find a way to get myself to do better
im only ashamed when people talk to me. hate being a loser and a faggotsexual
>>77263762also how I fucked it up with every girl that ever showed interest in me, even when hookers were nice to me I managed to weird them out
>>77255766living in the most empty fucking country ever wich is canada ruled by the biggest retard in politic history. i look stupid and yeah shits sad
>>77256113what do you feel guilty about
>>77256097You will never be a man, heartbreaker.
I'm ashamed at the things I've done. I'm ashamed of things I failed to do.I'm ashamed that I have my suicide planned out for years now. I'm ashamed of my gyno.I think that's about it.
