Interacting with scary ppl does not make me take it easy
>>77262705who did you interact with that was scary
>>77262770He means us, anon. We are scary.
>>77262705feeling much better now, lost 5kg because of this disease.But today I just want to sleep some more instead of shiny hunt>>77262803I have to admit, I can look very scary when I am angry
Hatred, apathy, anger...I smile but there is no joy.
Took it easy and played video games for 9 hours straight yesterday then collapsed into bed and woke up at 1am today. I might take it easy again and have a nap.
>>77262803i dont think im scary...>feeling much better now,thats great! maybe eat a cookie its gonna make you feel better.>>77262883>Took it easy and played video games for 9 hours straightwhat did you play?>>77262834>Hatred, apathy, anger...>I smile but there is no joy.you could be a poet anon.
Is OP kill?>>77262922>i dont think im scary...That's what a scary person would say.
>>77262922i forgor to mention ame anon. >>77262832
>>77262954>That's what a scary person would say.okay, maybe i do look intimidating but i swear im a nice person
>>77262922>what did you play?I can't be specific but it's a community-run thing that happens every so often.I think I'll take that nap now.
>>77262987How are you a nice person?
>>77263001>I can't be specificis it some kind of secret game?>>77263029>How are you a nice person?oh im doing great, chilling and ill start playing some guitar soon. if only i didnt get random bursts of loneliness it would be even better. what about you scary person?
>>77262770scary ppl ourside brought some boxes today>>77262803u r ok koishi anon>>77262832i am sleepy tooi am always sleepy...>>77262834u have a way with words, like hu tao anon said
>>77263054forgor kaguya>>77262883I don't think i ever saw u at this hour!
>>77263039I meant to ask what makes you nice, but I'm doing alright. No idea what to do today. Still practicing Everlong?>random bursts of lonelinessDo you still crave for le gf?>>77263054>scary ppl ourside brought some boxes todayElaborate?>u r ok koishi anonI am. Are you?
>>77263077dad ordered some stuff and asked me to tell the ppl who brought it where 2 put it>I am. Are you?idku tell me
I think I'm having a dyslexic moment too.>>77263081>dad ordered some stuff and asked me to tell the ppl who brought it where 2 put itWhy were you scared of them?>u tell meI read that wrong. I don't know about myself actually. I guess it's subjective.I can't really say from behind a screen on an anonymous board. You might all be serial murderers I've been interacting with for all I know.
>>77263054>scary ppl ourside brought some boxes todayoh no not the amazon workers...>>77263077>I meant to ask what makes you nice,ah, i dunno i guess i like helping other people and i rarely every get mad >Still practicing Everlong?yes, ive got the strumming pattern of the intro down, but i still struggle in changing the chords correctly. also my ring finger hurts>Do you still crave for le gf?every single day
>>77263124>Why were you scared of them?strangers scawy>I can't really say from behind a screen on an anonymous board. You might all be serial murderers I've been interacting with for all I know.I wouldn't hurt a fly!>>77263148strangers scawy!!!
>>77263148>ah, i dunno i guess i like helping other people and i rarely every get madMurderers are usually nice people on the outside. Sometimes they don't even realize there's a beast within them ready to burst out.>but i still struggle in changing the chords correctlyI think this is the hardest thing to do. I struggle with it too.>every single dayYou should try to tame your desire. You'll feel much better afterwards.>>77263177>strangers scawyI agree. But how do you manage to go outside then?>I wouldn't hurt a fly!Okay, I'll believe you.
>>77263124>ou might all be serial murderers I've been interacting with for all I know.well yknow that would make for a funny surprise! >strangers scawy!!!true... but you dont find strangers on the internet scary too?>>77263239>You should try to tame your desire.without desire theres no motivation so i dont think ill do that>Murderers are usually nice people on the outside.... what are you implying anon?
>>77263239>I agree. But how do you manage to go outside then?music helps me ignore themalso the fact that i don't need to interact with them helps>>77263262>true... but you dont find strangers on the internet scary too?not as much as irl ppl. Besides u r nise
>>77262922>you could be a poet anon.>>77263054>u have a way with words, like hu tao anon saidNo I'm exhausted, I'm tired. I don't want to wake up any more, just let me have peace once, why can't I have peace? Why do I have to feel so much weight in me? I can't anymore.
>>77263262>well yknow that would make for a funny surprise!Oh no...>without desire theres no motivation so i dont think ill do thatBut if that desire makes you unhappy, it's best to tame it. Finding a gf is something that happens naturally, and you shouldn't depend on other people to get motivation, especially not women.>... what are you implying anon?Nothing? What are you implying?>>77263272>also the fact that i don't need to interact with them helpsWhat if they interact with you? It happened to me several times.
>>77263366>Finding a gf is something that happens naturallythen why didnt it happen in my entire life?>Oh no...you better watch out i was a spy main in tf2>>77263323>No I'm exhausted, I'm tired.eat a cookie then sleep it works wonders>>77263272>not as much as irl ppl. Besides u r niseit still get very anxious when i talk to new people, especially if its in voice chat. and youre nice too
>>77263366>What if they interact with you? It happened to me several times.ppl don't usually do that where i live but it was an issue when i lived in norgaydo u live in an extroverted country?>>77263430>it still get very anxious when i talk to new people, especially if its in voice chat. and youre nice tooi don't usually talk much in vc unless i am spoken to. I don't have a lot to say. I wish i could yap like some ppl can do
>>77263430>then why didnt it happen in my entire life?Have you always been a recluse?>>77263456>do u live in an extroverted country?People here occasionally ask for directions (to which I can never answer correctly) or similar things. Public transport can be kinda scary sometimes.
>>77263456>I don't have a lot to say. I wish i could yap like some ppl can doim kinda like an npc with long story dialogues that nobody cares about. i dont start conversations, but when someone else does i can get very talkative. (and most of the time its boring shit)>>77263512>Have you always been a recluse?outside of school, yesi only started going out this year
>>77263430>it still get very anxious when i talk to new people, especially if its in voice chat. and youre nice tooSame.>eat a cookie then sleep it works wondersDoesn't work, I'm resisting urges too. I don't even know if I should be here in this thread.
>>77263323how well can u sing helldiver anon?>>77263547i love it when ppl yapi could listen to that all day
>>77263547>i only started going out this yearYou pretty much answered your own question.
>>77263703>You pretty much answered your own question.why didnt it happen in school like it does for most people then? whenever i got invited to go out with some classmates i did, even if it was once or twice every year.>>77263600>i love it when ppl yap>i could listen to that all dayi start yapping about warships and stupid stuff more often than id like
>>77263730>even if it was once or twice every yearYou do realize normalfags go out every week, right?
>>77263512ppl never ask me for directionsprobably because i live in a literally who cityI'd be damned if i lived in the capital>>77263730that's good. That means the other person has to do less to keep the conversation going
>>77263759>You do realize normalfags go out every week, right?i do but they usually go out with people they met at school, not randomly outside.>>77263771>that's good. That means the other person has to do less to keep the conversation goingand usually gets bored of me and never talks to me again
>>77263771Is the crime rate low where you live?>>77263787They still got way more exposure than you ever did, more so if you're an introvert and barely interacted with anyone when you went outside.
>>77263857>They still got way more exposure than you ever did, more so if you're an introvert and barely interacted with anyone when you went outside.sure, still doesnt answer my question on why i didnt find anyone in school while everyone else did since its such a natural thing
>>77263787>and usually gets bored of me and never talks to me againdoes that happen often?>>77263857>Is the crime rate low where you live?i haven't been mugged yet. Otherwise i couldn't say.
>>77263997But it did. You are simply not a normalfag.Also, I don't know about you but I could never get along with normalfags. 99% of people I've met so far were absolutely incompatible with me.>>77264019>i haven't been mugged yet. Otherwise i couldn't say.My city has a high level of crime rate. Looking it up confirms it too. I've even heard gunshots sometimes.
>>77264019>does that happen often?quite>yet.do you think you'll get mugged soon?>>77264106>I don't know about you but I could never get along with normalfags.i can tolerate them, and occasionally i talk to one. my only irl friend is a semi-normalfag.i still prefer to interact with non normalfags tho
>>77264129>i can tolerate themBut can they tolerate you?>my only irl friend is a semi-normalfagI also have an irl semi-normalfag friend. We barely interact. I think he's just too nice to give up on me.
>>77264204>But can they tolerate you?i dunno it seems like the one i talk to does. althogh i know therye a really nice person to everyone, so it just might be their kind nature.>>77264204>I think he's just too nice to give up on me.well, at least theres that i guess. ive known mine since we were in elementary school, so i got pretty lucky and we go out (or at least i try to force him) every weeknot to bars or anything like that cause we both hate those placesi need to press the third string incredibly hard to make it sound right and my ring finger is crumbling help
>>77264106do ppl in ur cpuntry have lots of guns?r u murican?>>77264129>quitei think it might be because u don't let them speak at all>do you think you'll get mugged soon?i don't knowi hope not
>>77264385>althogh i know therye a really nice person to everyone, so it just might be their kind natureYeah, same with my friend.>ive known mine since we were in elementary school, so i got pretty luckyI met mine in high-school, and it was also out of luck because I met him after changing schools. Before that I had selective mutism.>we go out (or at least i try to force him) every weekNice. Way more than I do... I hang out with mine maybe 2-3 times a year. Still haven't this year.>i need to press the third string incredibly hard to make it sound right and my ring finger is crumbling helpThat's not good. Maybe your action is too high.>>77264440>do ppl in ur cpuntry have lots of guns?Nah, it's just the occasional criminals.>r u murican?No, I'm a Europoor.
>>77264440>i think it might be because u don't let them speak at alli do, but most of the time they answer with one liners and dont even try to keep the conversation alive. im always the one who has to initiate them>>77264518>I hang out with mine maybe 2-3 times a year. Still haven't this year.does he invite you often?>Maybe your action is too high.i dunno but it only happens with this damn string and i hate it
>>77264648>does he invite you often?Not at all. I'm usually the one inviting and he accepts.>i dunno but it only happens with this damn string and i hate itOdd. Is it higher than the other strings?
>>77264518>Nah, it's just the occasional criminals.>No, I'm a Europoor.i thought europoors stab each others>>77264648icperhaps they don't rly care about that topicdo u usually talk about warships and stuff? Or do u yap about something else too?
slow day today>>77264756>Is it higher than the other strings?i dont think so, i use it for the chords in the everlong intro maybe its just my inexperience>Not at all. I'm usually the one inviting and he accepts.ah i see, thats unfortunate. my normie friend is usually the one inviting me although they live quite far away from me so its kinda troublesome>>77264924>Or do u yap about something else too?whatever the current topic is if i know something about it, but usually just games i guess im not very good at having normal conversations
>>77264924>i thought europoors stab each othersThat's what they do most of the time.>>77264946>i dont think so, i use it for the chords in the everlong intro maybe its just my inexperienceWhat chord was it again?>my normie friend is usually the one inviting meThat's a good sign.
>>77264946>ah i see, thats unfortunate. my normie friend is usually the one inviting me although they live quite far away from me so its kinda troublesomeyou should invite him some time too!>whatever the current topic is if i know something about it, but usually just games i guess im not very good at having normal conversationsy dont u ask ur friend 4 tips?>>77265052does ur friend have any frens? U could become their fren too
>>77265052>What chord was it again?dmaj7 bsus2 gsus2 they all have the same position with the third string>>77265115>you should invite him some time too!theyre always pretty busy but i guess i could try, although theres really not a lot of things to do where i live compared to where they are>y dont u ask ur friend 4 tips?because thats embarrassing...i wanted to ask my brother how he talks to strangers the other day, but i chickened out
>>77265139>theyre always pretty busy but i guess i could try, although theres really not a lot of things to do where i live compared to where they aredo they live in a different town?>i wanted to ask my brother how he talks to strangers the other day, but i chickened outdon't be afraid!ask him!he wants 2 help u
>>77265224>do they live in a different town?a whole different region which is 5 hours of train from me>he wants 2 help ui know he does, but i just feel pathetic asking him something like this at my agehes a turbonormie, anything he could advice me to do is probably the same old "be confident" kind of shit
>>77265115>does ur friend have any frens? U could become their fren tooHe does, but I'm incompatible with them. Some of them are our former high-school classmates with whom I've never managed to get along with.>>77265139>dmaj7 bsus2 gsus2In comparison I can hold down two strings with a single finger and I don't even press much. Blame your guitar.I'd suggest to try lowering the tension but I have no idea how classical guitars work. They don't have a truss rod.
>>77265277>a whole different region which is 5 hours of train from methat's not very goodHow did u become frens in the first place?>i know he does, but i just feel pathetic asking him something like this at my agehes a turbonormie, anything he could advice me to do is probably the same old "be confident" kind of shitReply to Thread[Index] [Catalog] [Top] Updatejust ask him to explain u thoroughly>>77265301>He does, but I'm incompatible with themy not?>Some of them are our former high-school classmates with whom I've never managed to get along with.what about those that are not highschool frens?
>>77265323forgor my kaguya
>>77265301>Blame your guitar.>I'd suggest to try lowering the tension but I have no idea how classical guitars work.yeah i just hope my brother brings me the electrical one soon...>>77265323>How did u become frens in the first place?we met on discord a few years ago>just ask him to explain u thoroughlyi really dont wanna sit through another explanation that will only make me realize just how abnormal i am
>>77265353>i really dont wanna sit through another explanation that will only make me realize just how abnormal i amfor such things explanation isn't enoughyou need practice toohe may help u practice>that will only make me realize just how abnormal i amnothing wrong with thatwe're all abnomral here>we met on discord a few years agoever thought about moving 2 his town?
>>77265323>y not?They're normalfags.>what about those that are not highschool frens?Also normalfags.They're all successful people in life with a gf, a job, etc. Their interests are lame, some are pigs (one of them literally paid e-whores on onlyfags despite having a gf), some are obnoxious... You get the idea.
>>77265392>ever thought about moving 2 his town?anywhere is better than where i live right now>nothing wrong with thatlife would be much easier if i wasnt innit>you need practice too>he may help u practicei guess, i dont particularly want to talk with him though
>>77265486r u sure there's not a single one who could be a fren, despite being le normal nigga?>>77265498>anywhere is better than where i live right nowwhat's wrong with ur town?whatever's the case, u could try become a firefighter in ur fren's town!>life would be much easier if i wasnt innitthat's true i suppose>i guess, i dont particularly want to talk with him thoughy not? He seems like a good person despite being a normal nigga
i managed to do a 1 minute plank before and it kinda boosted my self esteem a bit>>77265486>(one of them literally paid e-whores on onlyfags despite having a gf)that is so fucking sad goddamn>>77265716>u could try become a firefighter in ur fren's town!even if i do become one, i dont get to choose in which station im stationed>y not?because, hes a turbonormie, and he and I live in completely different worlds. whatever advice he could give me simply just wont apply to me, we are too different
>>77263039>is it some kind of secret game?Not as such, but it's heavily discouraged to spread it by word of mouth. You'll have more fun if you stumble upon it on your own, and it helps keep out people that might shit it up for everyone else.>>77263063I need to get back into the habit of being awake at normal hours. But not today. No dreams this nap, unfortunately.>>77263124>You might all be serial murderersMy connection to those deaths has been greatly exaggerated>>77265353>i really dont wanna sit through another explanation that will only make me realize just how abnormal i amI got told that explicitly by a therapist and it was probably the single most damaging conversation I've had in my life. Your hesitancy is rational, but your friend is hopefully not incompetent like her.
>>77265716>r u sure there's not a single one who could be a fren, despite being le normal nigga?I'm pretty sure. I don't get along with anyone.
>>77265763>i managed to do a 1 minute plank before and it kinda boosted my self esteem a bitthat's nicetry to do a 1.30 minute plank next time!>even if i do become one, i dont get to choose in which station im stationedso u could be stationed at a random town?>because, hes a turbonormie, and he and I live in completely different worlds. whatever advice he could give me simply just wont apply to me, we are too differentu should still try it sometime. Despite being a normal nigga he could offer some unique insights u haven't thought about>>77265852>I need to get back into the habit of being awake at normal hours. But not today. No dreams this nap, unfortunately.i had this issue 2u need to stay awake for 24 hours then go to bed at a normal timethat usually works>>77265857>>77265857>. I don't get along with anyone.Is that a standard u set for urself or is it something based on first hand experience?
>>77265852>Not as such, but it's heavily discouraged to spread it by word of mouth.thats interesting...>I got told that explicitly by a therapist and it was probably the single most damaging conversation I've had in my life.fuck therapists all my homies hate therapy>>77266064>try to do a 1.30 minute plank next time!i will!>so u could be stationed at a random town?yes, although they usually put try to put you at least somewhat near your town of origin>Despite being a normal nigga he could offer some unique insights u haven't thought abouti guess thats true, ill try to ask him next time
>>77266064>Is that a standard u set for urself or is it something based on first hand experience?Both, I guess. I just can't get along with normalfags, I find them off-putting.I'm also not very interesting and am unable to offer anything of value as a friend.
bath time>>77266082>yes, although they usually put try to put you at least somewhat near your town of originwhat if u lived in ur frens town by the time u took the exam?>>77266160>I'm also not very interesting and am unable to offer anything of value as a friend.but despite that u got frens here and u still got that one fren irl
bath time cancelledlifting time instead
Polyrhythm is hard. I don't know how piano players do it.>>77266201>but despite that u got frens hereI don't wanna sound rude but I don't consider any of you as my friends. You are probably just putting up with my boring ass and could disappear tomorrow and never show up again. This is an anonymous imageboard after all.>and u still got that one fren irlOne friend whom I rarely interact with. Can you really call it a friendship? Maybe more like an acquaintance.
>>77266758>could disappear tomorrow and never show up againWhere do you think we are?
>>77266758>Polyrhythm is hard. I don't know how piano players do it.is that a song?>I don't wanna sound rude but I don't consider any of you as my friends. You are probably just putting up with my boring ass and could disappear tomorrow and never show up again. This is an anonymous imageboard after all.we're as friend-ly as ppl on annonymous image board could be!at the very least we're acquaintances>One friend whom I rarely interact with. Can you really call it a friendship? Maybe more like an acquaintance.u could interact with him more. Or can't u stand i him either?
>>77267246Even if you don't leave, it's easy to make yourself unidentifiable.>>77267258>is that a song?It's a technique. Your hands play different rhythms at the same time.>at the very least we're acquaintancesSure, but we're talking about friends.>u could interact with him more. Or can't u stand i him either?I can tolerate him for a while, but he's too much of a normalfag for me.
>>77267414>It's a technique. Your hands play different rhythms at the same time.like one hand plays 1/3 and another plays 1/4?>Sure, but we're talking about friends.r u okay with just having acquaintances?>I can tolerate him for a while, but he's too much of a normalfag for me.what sort of normal baka stuff does he do?
>>77267414>Sure, but we're talking about friends.Acquaintances can be friendly.
>>77267476>like one hand plays 1/3 and another plays 1/4?When you play lower notes with your left hand and higher notes with your right hand, for example. Not necessarily changing the tempo.>r u okay with just having acquaintances?Not having someone you can rely on at any moment isn't ideal, is it?>what sort of normal baka stuff does he do?Has plenty of friends, a gf, a degree, a job, not mentally ill, uses social media, is very outgoing, etc.>>77267533Acquaintances are not friends. Being friendly isn't the same as being a friend.
>>77266201>what if u lived in ur frens town by the time u took the exam?i think id be over the age limit for applications before i get to live there
>>77267771oh there is an age limit?that suckswhat's the age limit?>>77267770>When you play lower notes with your left hand and higher notes with your right hand, for example. Not necessarily changing the tempo.oh so it's just like playing the piano normally>Not having someone you can rely on at any moment isn't ideal, is it?does that mean u want someone u could rely on?>Has plenty of friends, a gf, a degree, a job, not mentally ill, uses social media, is very outgoing, etc.how did u become friends?
>>77268085>what's the age limit?i think its 23so yeah i dont got much time left lol
>>77268130I only got moths left so i couldn't become one either loleWhat about becoming a police officer?
>>77268154>What about becoming a police officer?its really not a good idea since in our country everybody hates the policebackup plan would be joining the navy if i cant get in the firefightersassuming i dont an hero first
>>77268180have u ever had any aspirations before wanting to become a firefighter?
>>77268197No i never had a dream jobi guess i kinda wanted to be a game developer for a while but it faded away pretty quickly
>>77268212never had aspirations myself either. I wish i coulc want something so i could get itppl say i have a good head on my shoulders but i just can't focus on anything. Probably because i don't want anythingi am le doomedi don't wanna join le army
>>77268271>i don't wanna join le armyme neither, as much as i love warships.>I wish i coulc want something so i could get itsame. all i ever wanted was just a dream job so i could pursue something in my life instead of just surviving but it is what it is...
>>77268334i just don't geddithow do ppl have dreams?how can i be like them?I wish i were a normal baka
what happened to every other anon its over for the take it easy theads...>>77268466>how do ppl have dreams?no clue>how can i be like them?also no cluehave you ever tried to fit in with normalfags?or ever forced yourself to do something normalfags usually do?
>>77267770>Acquaintances are not friends. Being friendly isn't the same as being a friend.I beg to differ.
>>77268085>oh so it's just like playing the piano normallyYeah. On guitar it's the equivalent of playing bass notes with your thumb.>does that mean u want someone u could rely on?Have you ever had a real friend? Because I don't think we're understanding each other here.>how did u become friends?Highschool classmates. I was playing vidya in class and he got interested in me.>>77268552They are very different, otherwise there wouldn't be two separate words for them.
I became quite ill a couple of hours ago so I think I need an early night. Take it easy everyone.
>>77268634>I think I need an early night. Take it easy everyone.good night!! i hope you feel better tomorrow
>>77268634Get well soon, anon. Goodnight.
i hate pyros so much>>77268634goodnight anontake it easy>>77268488>have you ever tried to fit in with normalfags?yeahbut i usually feel like an alien>or ever forced yourself to do something normalfags usually do?idk if i'd say i "forced it" but i have tried some normal baka stuff>>77268602>Have you ever had a real friend? Because I don't think we're understanding each other here.i am not surehow would u define a real firend?>Yeah. On guitar it's the equivalent of playing bass notes with your thumb.what i do is i learn both hands separately first then i try to play them at the same time slowly>Highschool classmates. I was playing vidya in class and he got interested in me.r u interested in him?
>>77268701>dk if i'd say i "forced it" but i have tried some normal baka stufflike what? ive tried going at clubs and bars but i hated every single time i went there. even concerts, though at least the music is usually good...>but i usually feel like an aliensame i feel like i dont belong there
scunts r annoying too>>77268783>like what? ive tried going at clubs and bars but i hated every single time i went there. even concerts, though at least the music is usually good...I've tried going to a barIt was alright i supposeWhen i'm drunk i'm a little more better at conversation apparentlythe guys i'm friends with are nerds too and one of them is a weeb so despite them being normal bakas i've got stuff to talk about with themover all it wa an alright experience i supposei've never been to a club or concert though>same i feel like i dont belong therewhat about when ur drunk?
>>77268974>scunts r annoying toohey at least we need to aim >the guys i'm friends with are nerds too and one of them is a weeb so despite them being normal bakas i've got stuff to talk about with themthat must be nice. wish i had someone to talk about that stuff with irl>what about when ur drunk?i never got drunk, only tipsy. (though a single pint gets me pretty wacked) i rarely every drink, but when i do i just feel a lot more light headed and friendly
>>77268701>how would u define a real firend?My idea of (real) friendship is about mutual trust and understanding, being open with each other, supporting one another in moments of need, hanging out together often, and so on.>what i do is i learn both hands separately first then i try to play them at the same time slowlyI imagine it takes a long time to develop this kind of separation skill.>r u interested in him?I used to be, before the normalfaggotry got to him.
>>77269029>hey at least we need to aimwhat r ur thoughts on the loch n load>that must be nice. wish i had someone to talk about that stuff with irlwhat sort of server did u meet ur fren in?Do u have anything in common?>i never got drunk, only tipsy. (though a single pint gets me pretty wacked)> i rarely every drink, but when i do i just feel a lot more light headed and friendlythat's niceif only ur fren would drink 2 maybe you'd have a little more fun>>77269142>My idea of (real) friendship is about mutual trust and understanding, being open with each other, supporting one another in moments of need, hanging out together often, and so on.how many of these points does ur friend ship meet?>I imagine it takes a long time to develop this kind of separation skill.not really, at least not on piano. It only really depends on the piece itself>I used to be, before the normalfaggotry got to him.how did he become a normal baka?
>>77269248>what r ur thoughts on the loch n loadbest demoman primary>what sort of server did u meet ur fren in?it was a server of an instagram page>Do u have anything in common?if you mean the one i met on the discord server, literally nothing except both being depressed and liking animals I guess.>if only ur fren would drink 2 maybe you'd have a little more funthe friend that i usually hang out with (the one i met in elementary) doesnt drink alcohol ever so im the only one drinking most of the timei kinda wish i could get tipsy or drunk every night so i can stop worrying and just sleep peacefully
>>77269248>how many of these points does ur friend ship meet?He's trustworthy but I don't think we understand each other that well, and we don't hang out like we used to. He's just a distant friend now.>not really, at least not on piano. It only really depends on the piece itselfYou say that but you've been playing for a while. Developing a polyrhythmic brain takes a lot of practice.>how did he become a normal baka?Uni, getting a gf, then a job.
>>77269289>best demoman primaryyeah i enjoy it too. I miss when it did more damage though>it was a server of an instagram pagewhat sort of Instagram page?>if you mean the one i met on the discord server, literally nothing except both being depressed and liking animals I guess.how did u even become frens?>the friend that i usually hang out with (the one i met in elementary) doesnt drink alcohol ever so im the only one drinking most of the timeu could always get drunken with ur brother. Wo knows, u might get closer!>i kinda wish i could get tipsy or drunk every night so i can stop worrying and just sleep peacefullyI couldn't do that every night. I can't stand the taste of most alcoholic drinks>>77269485>He's trustworthy but I don't think we understand each other that well, and we don't hang out like we used to. He's just a distant friend now.have u ever thought about opening up to him more?>You say that but you've been playing for a while. Developing a polyrhythmic brain takes a lot of practice.maybe i always had it, because that's how i always learned songs on piano. If i member correctly it was kinda ez 2 get started, only later did it become harder>Uni, getting a gf, then a job.but those aren't necessarily bad things. Have u ever wanted any of these things?
>>77269599>what sort of Instagram page?meme page>how did u even become frens?i dont know, after talking for a while they asked me if i wanted to go visit them and i was like "why not" and they turned out to be a really enjoyable person to be around with. i dont know what they see in me though.>u could always get drunken with ur brother.ehhhh i guess but hes like 12 years older than me so it could be pretty weird>I can't stand the taste of most alcoholic drinksme neither. and also i dont want to be an alcoholic
>>77269599>have u ever thought about opening up to him more?No. I moved on long ago.>maybe i always had itNice. Maybe you're a natural after all. If you ever try guitar you should learn polyrhythmic fingerpicking.>but those aren't necessarily bad thingsI answered to a "when" rather than a "how", but having a gf is peak normalfaggotry.>Have u ever wanted any of these things?I hated uni with a passion. I don't want a gf, and I don't want to work obviously.
>>77269763>i dont know, after talking for a while they asked me if i wanted to go visit them and i was like "why not" and they turned out to be a really enjoyable person to be around with. i dont know what they see in me though.so that's a different fren then? Does he drink?>ehhhh i guess but hes like 12 years older than me so it could be pretty weirdcould also be fun, u dont know that>>77269793>No. I moved on long ago.how do u feel about it? Would u go out with him if he invited u?>Nice. Maybe you're a natural after all. If you ever try guitar you should learn polyrhythmic fingerpicking.I wish i wasn't so lazy. I feel like I got nerfed with laziness on purpose>I answered to a "when" rather than a "how", but having a gf is peak normalfaggotry.i suppose it is. What about if both gf and bf r mentally ill? Can u be a normal baka and mentally ill at the same time?>I hated uni with a passion. I don't want a gf, and I don't want to work obviously.were u always this way?
>>77270031>so that's a different fren then? Does he drink?oh yeah, they do. although they do it when depressed to not feel bad from what i understand>could also be fun, u dont know thatmeh, ive seen him drunk before and he doesnt really look like an enticing person to be withi think im gonna go sleep now bad thoughts are storming my head and i wanna go to bed before it gets worse, goodnight anons!
>>77270031>how do u feel about it?Neutral.>Would u go out with him if he invited u?I don't mind every once in a while.>I wish i wasn't so lazy. I feel like I got nerfed with laziness on purposeI know the feel...>What about if both gf and bf r mentally ill? Can u be a normal baka and mentally ill at the same time?Of course, but you're still a normalfag.>were u always this way?For uni and work? Yes. As for a gf, I used to want one but I got over it. Romantic love is fake and gay anyway.
>>77270100>i think im gonna go sleep now bad thoughts are storming my head and i wanna go to bed before it gets worse, goodnight anons!Goodnight anon, rest well.
bugs are harassing me again>For uni and work? Yes. As for a gf, I used to want one but I got over it. Romantic love is fake and gay anyway.i feel like I don't really want a gf, i am just afraid of missing outsame goes with most normal baka activities. Normal bakas r having fun and i wish 2 have fun too>>77270100goodnight tao anon. Hopefully u'll feel better tomorrow
>>77270265>i am just afraid of missing outI used to be as well, but I realized it isn't for me.>normal baka activitiesBoring, honestly.
>>77270398>I used to be as well, but I realized it isn't for me.what made u realize that>Boring, honestly.i enjoy boring stuff sometimesI will go to sleep nowthank u for keeping me company koishi anon
>>77270433>what made u realize thatRealizing that love is fake, and most things normalfags do are boring as hell.Goodnight, anon.
>>77262705you should interact with your dentist again. she's nice
