>>77267053
Frog memes aside, life is beautiful.

>>77267090
i genuinely do not see the beauty in it at all and i swear i tried to, its just ugly to me, i dont like it, i dont like having a physical form, i dont like how everything is cold and gross, i dont like nature its just animals eating each other in a weird nightmare that just does not end

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>>77267053
just bee yourself it is literally that easy

>>77267108
99.99999999% of an animals lifetime is quite literally not being eaten. You have no clue about nature, and the negativity bias is only cool and fun until you start getting depressed. Read a book

>>77267108
good, this world is meant to repulse you. you are meant to suffer. you are paying for the original sin. only through suffering (and death(which is a consequence of sin)) may better days lay ahead. follow christ!

>>77267385
i tried reading a lot of books but everything just feels like more suicide fuel just everything in life seems to point towards kill myself every direction i look bros

>>77267423
Oh really? Is that even true? Then how do you eat food? Sounds like you are lying

>>77267436
lying about what, wanting to die all the time, no, i had death on my mind since childhood, tried killing myself multiple times since a young age, been to mental wards, nothing helps, i pray daily that i die soon

>>77267461
Imagine being a dishonest asshole and ignoring my question

>>77267461
OP, ONE DAY WHEN YOUR END IS NEAR
I'LL BE LAUGHING AT YOUR FEAR

>>77267479
i eat food that my parents make sometimes, thats about it. i talked to them a lot about wanting to die but they have no advice for me

>>77267493
>I eat food
You are such a piece of shit honestly.

>>77267482
i dont know what that is supposed to mean

>>77267500
i dont understand why you say that, because this is irrelevant from the fact i hate life and want to die.

>>77267053
Ive tried to be edgy before but it just doesnt make sense. Life has too many fun options to spend your time and share your experiences with people

>>77267513
Its quite literally the most relevant thing that proves that you are a lying hypocrite.

>>77267522
im not trying to be edgy, i just do not see the fun in life whatsoever and want life to be over already, i dont like it

>>77267534
well why do you like and enjoy life, what are your reasons for enjoying this life. Explain it to me because honestly i do not understand the appeal of it

>>77267535
I have tried to be edgy before because some of my friends were edgy, but it just makes no sense

>>77267550
well i never had friends and i dont consider myself edgy, i just do not like life and want to be dead now, life is too scary for me to handle honestly

>>77267549
Same reasons that you have honestly. You spent all this time yapping to strangers on social media because you enjoy it.

>>77267558
Its just that when I tried to be edgy it made no sense to me at all, like I couldnt be edgy with a straight face and it was just too hard to believe in it

>>77267559
well that doesnt make sense because i dont have any reasons so I dont understand your statement.

>>77267572
i guess i am the opposite, it just doesnt make sense to find beauty in a world like this, it doesnt make any sense, i cant find what it is that makes people want to be alive and not dead

>>77267588
What do you mean by that could you be more specifically?

>>77267419
how is it fair to punish me, an individual for another individuals actions?
collective punishment is a literal war crime look it up

>>77267598
Thats possible, I just dont think I could ever be edgy because I tried being edgy and it just made no sense to me.

>>77267602
i dont have any reasons which make me want to be alive, i dont find life as a good thing, i want to sleep forever instead of being alive, i dont find this world worthwhile to be in

>>77267053
people like life because they were raised by loving parents, had supportive friends, and have only ever had minor traumas and rejections. imagine being so free

This world is populated by pollyannaish optimists. They invent all kinds of cognitive biases and illusions to paint a rose tint over the world.

The reality is the human body is a locus of biological lethal need (heat protection nutrition etc) and vulnerability to injury suffering disease. All while it ages towards an inevitble death.

>>77267618
Sleeping is a part of life, what do you mean?

>>77267630
dreamless sleep forever would be okay with me, but all the stuff that happens when awake just needs to go, I dont want a body anymore, i dont like it, i dont want it, i just dont get the appeal of being alive, make it stop, make life go away

>>77267652
What does that mean? If you go to sleep then you wake up

>>77267665
so i guess i dont even like sleep then, if it means i will have to wake up. I just hate having a physical body, i hate life in general because its gross and cold all the time, i dont find anything fun, i hate how nasty scary shit is always looming over me ready to strike at any time, i dont get along with anybody, i have felt this way since childhood and its never going to stop, if i had a gun i would just shoot myself but i dont so here i am

>>77267692
That makes no sense, if you are le scared of the boogie man striking you then you would be scared of striking yourself. What do you mean?

>>77267652
Just fucking kill yourself then, plenty of ways to do it.

>>77267713
Death means a possibility of either just being nothing or maybe something better then life, either way, i am willing to take my chances with death rather then life, because i KNOW life is scary and nasty but maybe the afterlife would be better
>>77267715
I will eventually

>>77267732
That makes no sense, what is scary

>>77267743
pain in general, torture, disease, imprisonment, stuff like that, i was already once arrested and found guilty for a crime i never commited, and was sent to the mental ward twice, and those days spent in those places helped me to realize life is NOT worth living. Its not worth the risk of all the bad stuff that can happen at all whatsoever

>>77267768
Which crime? You are not making any sense.

Life does not care about you, so why care about life?

>>77267803
its too long a story and i posted it here a few years ago already. It doesnt matter. tldr other students at my school said i had a plan to shoot up the place, police beleived them, and i was found guilty of terroristic threats, led to a day in juvey and a year of probation. Being in jail helped me to see just how bad things could get, and now, I just dont want to be alive anymore, its too risky, its too fucked up, i want life to go away already and leave me alone already

>>77267845
You are disgusting. I hope they lock you up

>>77267855
they already did, a few times if you count the mental wards bro, i just explained that

>>77267652
your on the edge of a breakthrough
yes life is suffering but there is a path towards freedom from this suffering
there is a way out, and it all starts with your breath

>>77267870
What do you mean by that? Are they in the room with us now?

>>77267893
I mean that I was sent to jail by the state once, and sent to the mental ward by my parents twice, i feel like you are just screwing with me anon

>>77267915
You are an asshole criminal who ruins peoples lives, they should just lock you up

>>77267961
Whos life did I ruin, you are just making a fool out of me

>>77267984
You are just making a criminal out of your own self

>>77268020
i never committed any crime anon, i told you that i was found guilty for something that i never did

>>77268037
Link your proof, you lying asshole

>>77268080
there are no links because it was a juvenile case

>>77268092
They should lock your ass up

>>77268124
they should lock YOU up, you are not making any sense bro

>>77268132
You are the one who is guilty of crimes against innocent kids, asshole

>>77267053
You are controlled by fear. You will not see the beauty life has to offer until you overcome fear itself.

>>77268141
I am only technically guilty because a judge declared that I am, but I know that I never made any threats.

>>77268162
And I know that you are a dishonest asshole who will do anything just to manipulate and harm other people.

>>77268162
>I am only technically guilty because I am guilty
Kek

>>77268227
you believe whatever you want to believe, anon, I know I didnt do what they accused me of
>>77268242
Im not guilty, i never made any threats of violence and never planned on shooting up the school,

>>77268272
I just know that you are a criminal and a liar

>>77268283
I was there anon, I know I didnt do anything

>>77268305
I know for a fact that you are dishonest

>>77268324
dishonest about what

>>77268325
Mostly about life

>>77268348
all i said about life was that i didnt like it and want it to be over as soon as possible, why would I lie about an opinion

>>77268366
For the same reason that you lied about your crimes

>>77268384
why did I lie about the crimes

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>>77268402
Because you are a dishonest asshole

>>77268406
those are in fact all posts by me, congrats for finding them
>>77268429
well im not, and i know better then you do what i did and didnt do

>>77268502
I know enough to say you are being dishonest

ju vill eat ze bugz

>>77268582
Well you're wrong, nothing else that I can say anon

>>77268596
I am clearly not wrong

>>77268610
But actually, factually, in truth, you are completely wrong

>>77268618
I am not wrong about how dishonest you are

>>77268628
Actually, you are. Sorry to tell you.

>>77268633
Sorry doesnt absolve you of your crimes

>>77268657
thankfully i didnt commit any in the first place

>>77268663
They should lock you up fr

>>77267053
Yeah it really does suck. There's so much suffering. Bullies are everywhere and the only recourse is to be an antisocial psychopath. People are selfish and stupid as fuck. I truly resent life.

>>77267053
I have tried being edgy before but it just doesnt make any sense to me. Most people are part of a community and help each other out.

>>77267053
anon i believe you didnt do anything
i was also to a much lesser extent abused by the system due to bad actors

>>77268692
they DID, I already talked to you about this

>>77267053
I'm convinced this is hell. There's just no other explanation. Everything is built to make you suffer, including other people who would never understand and who come up with endless justifications for how a world built on death and pain is actually muh good because silver lining. Duality has come to be the thing that pisses me off the most because they use that as some kind of justification as if the duality of everything good being built on suffering isn't just further proof of the hellish nature of reality. I wish I could kill myself, but other people have been so desperate to trap each other here they've come up with the worst possible fates for those who do and implanted it into me as a young child. There's no recourse except playing the circus clown until you die, and if you try to leave early you'll get fined.

>>77268741
They let you out for no reason

>>77268775
they let me out because my time was up, for the crime I did not commit.

>>77267855
>>77267961
You're legitimately such a disgusting human being holy shit, only reason you lash out at op out of nowhere is because you realized you'd be one of those piece of shit normies that bullied him and ruined his life for no reason.

Fucking kill yourself

>>77267053
You ignore life almost entirely and focus only on the bad things, that makes you feel like blasting your head.

It's all in your mind. Don't be a slave of the mind, or it will fuck you up.

>>77267053
it'ss only scary because of other people
retreat into nature anon it's safe and good there

>>77267090
literal automaton.
why are normies hardwired to make rrsponses like this

>>77269147
Its really not that complicated. Normal people enjoy life, and retarded people think life is suffering.

>>77269059
He is literally the type of person who ruins kids lives and went to jail for it. Bullies try to convince you that life is hopeless and scary.

>>77269225
i didnt ruin any kids life anon and i am not trying to convince anyone of anything at all

>>77269341
You are such a lying asshole

>>77269360
you are an insane delusional retard tho

>>77269370
How so? Do you have a comfy job?

>>77269428
i cant work a job and have to live off government payments

>>77267053
Eh, life is whatever. Psychedelics are pretty cool and you can do some stuff thats nice but as a non normie itll only ever be fleeting with other people or wholly solitary. If you come to terms with that young youre fine but most people start freaking out in their teen years and never stop it seems

>>77269436
>has a communist life
>doesnt enjoy it
Every time

>>77269436
unironically kill yourself and make your and everyone else's existence better

>>77269513
i will eventually lol

>>77269529
Thats extremely selfish and immoral

>>77269548
how so anon friend

>>77269562
What do you mean by that? Be more specific

>>77269587
specific about what

>>77269595
There was some anon from earlier that pretended to have a hard life

>>77269604
I am the OP, and also the guy who went to juevie for something i never did, and I dont know who you are confusing me with

>>77269625
The OP is a dishonest asshole

>>77269688
You are wrong in your assessment of me

>>77269562
because you aren't doing it now or even asap

>>77269700
Im not wrong. She is wrong for what she threatened to do at her school

>>77269719
im not a she, and i didnt threaten anything at my school

>>77270220
You literally got caught for it

>>77270230
i was found guilty by a judge but i didnt commit a crime anon

>>77270405
Its literally a crime to do what you did. They should have locked you up.

>>77270434
what did i do exactly then anon

>>77270533
Not that guy, honestly you should kill all the people who falsely accussed you instead of killing yourself, write a manifesto calling them out and find them one by one. They deserve it and you did nothing wrong.
>>77270434
Kill yourself

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