i keep looking for the answer and the closest i've come is realizing that anything that makes it feel like time is going faster brings me closer to release from this pointless existencepic mostly unrelated
>>77273437what are you seeking to answer anyway, anon?existence may be pointless, but that just means a full sandbox for you to do whatever you wantif there's no point to it, nothing's holding you back or tying you to a specific fate
>>77273450i dunno i just don't have the willpower to do anything. i guess the answer i'm looking for is what would make me want to do something.