>>77421706
What happened? Can you give us a greentext?

>>77421785
Dear diary
>be me
>sad
>cry
>get knife
>get interrupted
>the end

Why are you sad OP?
I'm sure you have a reason for almost killing yourself, might as well tell us about it before you go.

>>77421706
Oh, yeah?

https://voca.ro/12UexnLpjMZa

>>77421706
I'm sorry..
B-better luck n-next time

>>77422393
A few reasons
>>77423604
Thanks anon :)

>>77421706
Same, a couple of nights ago
Unfortunately I don't have the right methods for a painless death

>>77421854
>get knife
>>get interrupted
Ah the knife
I wanted to use it too
Cut my carotid
Much much harder than I imagined
I tried then to use a rope to cut the blood flow to my brain (carotid method as always)
Unfortunately I started choking, air being obstructed so unfortunately I have to give up
I need to find a method that won't obstruct my airway but stop the blood flow
Also the rope was the elastic rubber you use for example when you do pull ups

i know that feeling bro, remember smoking a ciggy in the morning after not sleeping at all and listening to this
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=TLlu9XjJg3s
>living in the day
>but last night i was about to throw it all away

>>77425144
>>77425145
I lay on my bed, listening to some music, thinking about how fucked I am, grabbed the knife impulsively, hit a rib, tried to find the space between them by the heart in the dark, someone interrupts me. Oh well, next time.

I tried a few years ago
>In my car on the highway
>Old Honda coupe
>Having an awful week
>Already depressed as ever
>See corner coming up
>It's close to the end of the highway, you have to merge before the jersey barriers
>I yearn to be thrown out of my car
F L O O R I T
>Slam on the gas
>I'm going stupid fast
>Chicken out and try to make the corner
>Downshift a few gears
>Lose grip in the rear
>Hold a drift through a decent amount of the turn, eventually straighten out
>Keep driving on the next highway past my house for a few hours
>Take an exit by the mountains
>Start driving up all the mountain roads, having the time of my life
>Find my new favourite thing in life
>Decide to keep living for the corners
Years later I'm a mechanic with a cool car and two very close friends. Life sucks, but your next chapter is right there, anon. Stay strong, fren

>>77425275
Damn anon
You really are going the hardest way
But the carotid is slow bleeding instead of a quicker death if the heart is hit
Unironically I thought to literally crash my sternum (fitcel/martials enjoyer)with the force of my punches until I can hit my heart
Unfortunately my body is extremely tough so it would be literally futile
I felt rage in a long time and I hit my body with all the strength I had and I had literally zero signs on me the next day
I'm waiting to finish uni, get a wagie job then I will have the money to buy myself the methods of a painless death

>>77421706
Me too but not the knife. Living in a small house with 20+ people makes it impossible to find privacy lol. Waiting until I move out to go out with the helium tank method but I'm worried I won't have suicidal thoughts by that point anyway

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>>77421706
Don't do it anon life is beautiful.
Also killing yourself without killing a politician first is gay and pointless

>>77425559
There's nothing to live for to begin with
Second, suicidal people don't care about you or your country or snoyciety
If you want dead politicians so much you are more than welcome to do it yourself
Stupid normieshit faggot from normieville