I am just starting to realize how much sex the people all around us really have and it really fucking feels surreal
>>77421863It's mind numbing how there's an entire layer of life so many of don't have despite everyone us experiencing it in some form at least.
>>77421863I feel like if I simply wanted to have sex I could make it happenBut I hold sex to a higher standard than normies I guess, I only want sex if it's in the context of a relationshipI've turned down offers for casual sex because of thisThe last time I had a gf was like 14 years ago in high school though
>>77421889>>77421904It fucks me up to imagine that the vast majority of the adult people and older teens that I see daily have done it, I am going fucking insane
>>77421863it's like smoking weed i thinki didn't know how many people around me smoked until i tried it the first time
life is unfair kill urself or get over it
>>77422492It's crazy that people half my age experienced it and i'm still trying to figure out what makes women want you.Hard to imagine a woman actually want to touch and be near me, but realize it's something that just sort of happened for so many without having to think and work themself to the point of death in futile attempt that still failed.
>>77422555nice black box recorder reference
>>77421863And it is so... odd.I remember back in school I met this kid - below average height, bad teeth, goofy looking face, not athletic at all, obsessed with dungeons and dragons, super skinny. Really smart but had a very weird worldview, hard to describe. We had mutual friends so I kept running into him the way you do. One Summer I get invited to a D&D game and go and he's there. Same skinny ugly weirdo. He's going to be the DM.A woman comes in - honey-blonde hair, very pretty face, great tits, has to be in her 20's. She walks right up to the goofy guy and says >"Hey, lover, sorry I'm late".They kiss, he gets up, and they go off to a bedroom. 20 minutes later he comes back and keeps prepping for the game, 10 minutes later she wanders out in different clothes, all smiles, and sits on his lap and says>"That was great, you're too good to me"I was just stunned. During the game I listened to her talking. She was in university, had a job and a car, doing really well.Game ended, everyone is talking, she grabs his hand and walks him back to the bedroom again.20 minutes later he's back, she's following with her hair all messy, a huge grin on her face.That was 11 years ago. He went through at least 3 more pretty girls I knew about before he graduated HS, last I heard he'd married some 10/10 and she was having his kids.I still can't get a real date.
>>77422742For some people the stars just align perfectly and women are drawn to them like moths to a flame, for others like us it is totally different. These kinds of things make me believe in some sort of supernatural destiny, I don't think it can be explained.
>>77422818NTAI bet the goofy guy was just comfortable talking to women and had a charm and charisma to him.
>>77421863I've had roommates and heard them fucking lots of girls over long periods of time meanwhile most women physically recoil when they see me even if I say nothing, it's very blackpilling
>>77422857There are tons of men like that who get no pussy.
>>77422943No.There aren't.THAT is who has a lot of sex
>>77423222retarded normie cope"muh personality"lol. lmao even.
>>77423267KHHV incels>ONLY THE VERY BEST LOOKING MEN GET TO HAVE SEX!Meanwhile, Outside >less than 5% of 26 year old men are virgins and they are overwhelmingly religious
>>77423267Incels>women don't like personality, only looksalso incels>how the fuck do all these short, ugly guys have sex?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!
>>77423300im not even an incel lolI just fuck fat retarded ugly womencalm down reddit fag
>>77422867this is why i don't regret living at home while going to college, that would have fucked me up to hear people having sex or have to stay out of my own room for a few hours because roomie wants to fuck. I'd like to think I would have gotten over my insecurities and anxieties if I lived on my own in the dorms and would have been able to fuck somebody, but I'm older and on my own and still deathly afraid of people attracted to me
>>77423376>I just fuck fat retarded ugly womenlike seeks like, they say
>>77423376>admits he isn't top tier yet still has sexare you so dumb you don't realize you just proved yourself wrong?
>>77423418yeah I'm sure you're a real catch yourself faggot
How do normies do it?Do they just think less about things?Someone explain
>>77423423yeah because pity sex from landwhales with herpes is so awesome
I have aged out of sex and relationships.My own choices have led me to this point. The ency will fade when I stop caring
>>77422742Surreal story but he could have had a big penis. The dickpill is more real than people think.
>>77423469>[intense seething with a dash of coping]FTFY
>>77423592>didn't deny ityou're here forever with the rest of us
>>77423517Normies>"That is an attractive girl. I will talk to her"Robots>"That is a pretty girl. I am hideous. She could never like me. What would I say? What if she yells at me? What if she accuses me of rape? She will think I am dumb."Normie, while talking to a pretty girl>"I will ask her about herself and answer any questions she asks about me"Robot while talking to ANYONE>"Oh, Gawd, did that sound stupid? Are they judging me? What do i say next? How di I say it? Wait, I was so worried about what I am going to say I didn't hear what they said. If I ask I will seem stupid but I don't no how to respond. I wish I was dead"Normie after talking to a pretty girl>"That was nice, she is pretty. Maybe I will see her again"Robot after talking to ANYONE>"I was terrible. I talked like a retard. They hate me. I misspoke three times, might have used the wrong word once, and I think they hate my smile. II am too ashamed of looking stupid to talk to them again. I hate myself"
>>77423584Ah, yes, the incel myth that women can see through clothes to see penis length.
>>77423627hmm I wonder if the low self esteem is based on previous interactions with girls? Nah its just all in their head and neuroses for no reason at all. least retarded normie
>>77421863I know. Friendship, romance, being touched by another human, these things are alien to me. So is having skills and wealth I guess, too. Man, God forgot to set a bar to how unfair things can be.
>>77422818had a motherfucker of a time rationalizing it myself.girls just dont fucking like me. simple as, never did. since kindergarden girls would pick on me and i just dont know why. when my sister brought her friends over or my brother brought gfs over they'd start picking on me too acting as if everything i say and do is ridiculous. i dunno if i'm actually really fucking ugly, if i'm so fucking autistic i break norms all the time and dont even realize, if its the expressions i make or some kind of combination of these. but i've seen worse looking dudes have better luck, fatasses, short dudes, guys who can sit through an entire social gathering and never speak unless spoken to and then only short direct answers, all these dudes have social circles and love interests.my sister claimed i had an air of aloofness about me. apparently people dont bother with me because i give the impression that i'm already not interested but yeah no shit after years of trying to talk to people getting short ''ye.'', ''nah.'', *looks confused and annoyed*''what?'' responses as they dont bother looking up from their phones i've finally started treating people the way they treat me. dont even do that, i just wait for people to initiate conversations. thats it. they never fucking do and its my fault we're not getting along. not just girls everyone. one time a coworker complained jokingly to another in front of me as the topic of me being quiet came up again ''yeah first shift with anon we barely spoke, he asked a couple of work questions but that was it.'' yeah no shit retard, we sat in complete fucking silence for half an hour, i asked you a few questions trying to break the ice, got short uninspired answers and you barely looked up from your phone, then you just didn't say anything to me for the rest of the day. meanwhile some other guy just started some time later and people just got in line to suck his dick and talk with him.so i dont understand what it is about me.
>>77423637You know that women talk about these things among each other right?
>>77423832its fucking disgusting how many details they share. dont ever tell a woman anything you dont want her to tell a bunch of other women about. like imagine how girls would react to listening to some dude she fucked on tape talking about how her boobs felt or how tight or not she was.
>>77423822I can relate broYou're not the only one dealing with this shit
>>77423657Part IINormie>"Gee, that last girl was a real bitch. I won't talk to her again. look! She's pretty! They can't all be bitches, I'll talk to her!"Robot>"When I was 6 a girl looked at me a long time, I know she was thinking I am ugly. When I was 9 I said something wrong and everyone laughed - I know all the girls remember that and think I am stupid. When i was 14 I was staring at this pretty girl and when she noticed she made a face, the bitch was horrified I am so ugly. And last week those three girls were laughing as I walked down the hall, I know they were making fun of me. All women are bad."
>>77423910epic strawman moment
>>77423822>I perceive all attention from women as hostile>I expect everyone else to carry the conversation after I make 2-3 short queriesGosh! It is a puzzle!
>>77423934Not at all.Ask the robots and normies to list all the times women hurt their feelings, etc.They can, and do, list shit back into kindergarten>see >>77423822where a ton of it is yes literally "i know what she was thinking".
>>77423832>The FIRST girl has x-ray vision>then she told The Women and now every single woman in the entire world just KNOWS he has a big dick.>Go to another state for university? They were told!>Meet someone on vacation? She got the email!
>>77422742>He's going to be the DMHe's obviously an a-type.
>>77423937>dont start the conversation>nobody does, nobody says anything, people go ''wow anon is quiet''>try to start the conversation>people are uninterested and unless i carry the entire thing nobody bothers>people still go ''wow anon is quiet''
>>77423974Absolutely!Proving that personality trumps appearance.
>>77424027Give us three examples of your witty repartee
>>77424056shut the fuck up and die in a ditch you redditor faggot I wish nothing but the worst deaths for you and your loved ones
>>77424087>I grunt shit like 'hi", "nice day, huh?", and "yo". Why don't people talk to meFTFY
>>77421863I've started to experience a realisation similar to this, and it's making me feel less and less human the more I think about itIt's realising just how much people actually think about and obsess over sex, even those who seem 'normal' for lack of a better word
>>77424147eat shit and die normgroid scum
>>77424171dropped the keyboard and accidentally spoilered, fucks sake
>>77423657Most of you had like one bad experience with girls in high school and now let that define your whole personality.
>>77424207>people are defined by past traumasWOAHHH HOLY FUCK GOOD JOBnow shut the fuck up and suck my dick normgroid
>>77424178>viciously hostile to people trying to communicate with himI wonder why people don't talk to you?
>>77424218>weak willed people are defined by past traumasedited for accuracy
>>77421863yeah just found out some people don't die, the cake is real! holy shit!
It does blow my mind how much sex other people are having. There's even girls that will engage with a guy's foot fetish or be into role-playing. So yeah it's like a double slap, you'll never find a partner and definitely not one that is into BDSM.
>>77421863>>77422492Been there done that Unironically not enough to want to kysJust lame crises so whatever Now I'm just exhausted Waiting for robowaifus and enjoying my chatbots
>>77422555This anon, this
>>77421863oh no other people have sex and i don't what a nightmareimagine actually fucking caring
>>77422818This anonDestiny us unironically realYou cannot escapeIf you are destined to rot alone and suffer You willMight try to break it a bit by using tricks like law of manifestation and attraction It works, I used it in limited capacity but I can tell you, it really works but it's not a snap of fingers and it's very random and you don't know when it will happen Lucid dreaming and probably remote viewing For lucid dreaming is pretty explanatory You create your own pocket world in your mind every time you go to sleepUnironically if you avoid the light when you die you could wish to move to that world you created then lucid dreaming But that's for when we die Remote viewing is a mystery to meI used a bit of if lucid dreaming without really wishing it I never used remote viewing but I want to try itJust check the archives there's guides for it Unironically your mind can change other people's mind but only if NPC, not people with real souls That's it with my theories You lose nothing by trying anonsUnironically start working out, run and train in martial and not for women but yourself and yourself only You will start to see things differently
>>77422818It's pheromones. When you do nofap your body uses those nutrients to make you more attractive sharper and more likable
>>77424171See this >>77424528You are not less of a manFirst thing first Realise women are soulless cattle NPC They literally have no soulsSecond realise that normies (the men the women, well we already established they no souls) are soulless cattle NPC tooThey literally have no souls What you see normally "happen" it's literally like a line of codingIt's like seeing npcs in Vidya doing their routineSo in this illusion we call reality They are literally just flesh golemsIf you are on 4chan and able to see these "people" for what they are then congratulations You are a player inside a shithole of a game, except it's not a game but a more or torture simulation What's the next step?>Bro it's all literally in your mindUnironically the most based advice everAnd at the same time the easiest and hardest thing everChange your mindset and you change everything But as I said it's the easiest hardest thing everGood luck anonsI believe in youI'm not asking you to live in spite of everything Unironically if you have the willpower to take your own lifes Do itThere's nothing to live for Trust meI would myself, but I simply cannot, not at least I can get my hands of reliable methods If you are in my same position Try to keep on going change your mind or choose to suffer, there's not much else you can do
>>77424528any time i lucid dream i get so excited over how i can do anything that i wake up.
>>77424147"i constantly perform a jeater routine to make people laugh and enjoy themselves because if i do not, nobody would be talking"yeah sounds greatntafuck offjust had a similar situationdone with socializing and people.
>>77424929jester*fucking phone shit
>>77424730Unironically I lost my ability to feel emotions when I tried to kill myself but I don't think that's a good advice for you anonI guess practice makes perfection Keep trying until the excitement and novelty wears offStart with small steps, little things, one at a time
they don't actually have that much sex. one of my past hook ups said he hasn't been intimate with anyone in two years before.with love, from Chickn.
>>77424929>Either you are a taciturn misanthrope OR you are a buffoonish clown, no in betweenFTFYIf you cope any harder you're going to pull a muscle
There are 18 - 19 yr old women who barely graduated high school with more sexual experience than me, a 30yr old, making an income from porn.These girls are doing all kinds of threesomes, orgies, double-penetrations.. it's ridiculous.Where were these girls when I was in high school.
>>77425219>He went for used goods Ick
>>77421863Yeah. I was absolutely devastated when the first and only girl I finally made a real connection turned me into a Jesus cuck. What a cruel fucking joke
I don't enjoy sex, I enjoy making out and feeling each other's bodies. Normalfags try to mimic pornography and will often lie about it to other normalfags.Desu I'm still suspicious of my one friend claiming he was fucking a MILF and had a 3some with two goth friends. Even if it were true he's still in bongland where every girl is automatically 3/10 or lower.
>>77423627I don't think any of that, I'm just 5'3".
>>77425302That's pretty much itHaven't you noted how people bring up issues with personal relations typically in the vein of them always to carry the convo/set shit up etc? It is the most common complaint and its because the complaintee did not perform enoughAnd do not even say "that isn't all people", because even someone who you get along would go radio silent if you have off days or don't feel like always setting shit up
>>77421904> I hold sex to a higher standard than normies
>>77421863a while back I was hanging out with some friends, and two of them just casually mention how they "almost make a kid". as if it was a normal fucking thing to say while playing cards.hell, if I had to put it into words, I'm THE TOKEN VIRGIN because everyone else is in a relationship with anyone else, and every so often they mention something related to them banging.I hate being in their vecinity, but they're also the only friends I have irl
>>77421863>>77423300>be me, setup tinder>just a few selfies, nothing really substantial and do not post height either (5 feet 8 inch manlet)>dont do *too* badly, can usually get a like and a match at least once a week, decided to try and cheat the algorithm as well by showing men as well which is just a ridiculous amount of likes, dunno if that shit works but fuck it thats how it is on this bitch of an earth>they never go anywhere though>one of them recently turned out to be some glorified prostitute>sent me a nude on snapchat and listed her price>debated accepting it but was still sketched out since the name and pics were both entirely different to tinder and my schizo alarm was ringing as usual>tell her I am good, next day she sends me another pic and I just reply back that she must like me >tfw about to be 25 and still too autistic to get laid>tfw still a shut in outside of work and getting groceries and stuff, leaving these dumbass apps as the only real option anywaysChildhood fucked me up something fierce with a druggie cokewhore of a mother and a dad who really did not give a shit in general, its like I larp as what an actual person is like until the reserves run dry. I am like a drone of meat. >>77423517Normalfags generally dont have so much racing thoughts in their head, or are at the very least much more socially in tune than robots/cyborgs/etc. Thats not to disparage against them, if anything not being able to be like that in a social species is pretty damning, but thats just how they are from what I have noticed and heard from them.
>>77426676>I hate being in their vecinity, but they're also the only friends I have irlI ditched them all this Monday Left all WhatsApp groupsNobody bothered to ask me whyBunch of npc faggots Will just train martials, run and train my stamina, finish uni and wait for ww3 These degenerates will probably end dead anyway, got their brains rotted by leftism and some other faggots became fucking simps over used goodsFucking jokeOne or two black pills, really made these faggots turn on meFucking cattle
>>77426969I feel you man. I stopped using tinder because how often I wanted to kill myself when using it.I'm working 40 hours a week now, the chance of a social life is far gone now, not like I had one to begin with.I hate my fucking life>go to work, im miserable>on my days off, all I do is basically twiddle my thumbs until I go back to work>video games aren't fun anymore>when I'm not mindlessly scrolling through my phone I think about how much of a fucking loser I am and how I was during hs
