i cant recall a time in my life where I had any genuine passions or hobbies. my life right now is kind of in ruins yet i do believe that i am capable of getting myself out of this rut. But the thing is I dont really see a point in taking care of myself (physically, mentally, academically) if nothing awaits me at the end. Like I am sure I can return to a baseline of comfort and feel less miserable than I do know but once all is done and im "safe" what then? should i kill the idea of finding "the one" passion in life and just go with the flow of events?
>>77425793This is me rn kinda we are nearly the same except i glitch out of thar mindset occasionally