I am not sad or lonely, but I don't enjoy anything anymore. I mean I still do "hobbies" like working out and gaming, but working out is something I force myself to do and I have never enjoyed it. Gaming I loved as a teenager but I don't enjoy it anymore. Xbox on and hoping one day I'll feel what I felt when I was a kid. Never works but I try it often. Usually give up after an hour or 2.I tried a few other hobbies, not because I thought I would enjoy them, I just needed something to "do" in the day otherwise I'd be sleeping. I figure sleeping all day might be unhealthy. Anyway I didn't enjoy the hobbies so I gave up. Don't enjoy driving, eating, talking to family, or working. I just go through the motions.I have been depressed in the past for years but this is different, feels different because I am able to get out of bed and I'm not sad. I do sleep a lot but only to make the time pass until I have reached a time where I have an obligation such as work
if you have gone through some kind of trauma, you probably have Blunted Affect.if you are autistic or some shit you probably have Alexithymia.If you're still suffering from the residual effects of depression you're likely experiencing Anhodenia.im in the same boat, I don't know which one mine is, but you should look into all three and see which one lines up with you and then see a doctor about it.
>don't enjoy anime>don't enjoy movies>don't enjoy music>don't enjoy gaming>don't enjoy internet>don't enjoy porn>don't enjoy irlit's unironically over for me. I'm just waiting to die at this point. I try to sleep it off. all I get in my sleep is corrupted memories and wake up tired
>>77997405how do you fix it thoughI tried dopamine detox. Therapy meds. Religion(lol)
>>77997429depends on which one it is. i dont know how you fix it. im going to see a psychiatrist on Monday for this exact problem. i suggest you look into doing the same.
>>77997405Haven't heard of Anhodenia but thanks I will look it up
>>77997379It might be ennui.
