I'm feeling like suicide againWhy do I have have to have the that of eternal damnation just because I didn't want to live anymore?
>>77998797fix your life. get fit. eat right. get educated. a degree or a trade. touch grass (unironically), break bad habits. become chad. then come back and tell me thank you. if youre gonna kys anyways, why not see if its worth trying? if youre unsatisfied after a year or so of dedication, dont half ass it. nothing worse than being comatose or brain dead after a failed exit from this world.
>>77998797I prayed to God that I will kill myself today specifically.Then for some weird reason, everything fell into my favor. I got a new laptop as soon as I woke up from my nap, then I met an old friend who gave me hookups to Electricians to teach me the job, and my old Mexican restaurant had a new location across the street from a shitty Taco Bell.I don't mean to schizo post, but I can't help but think God was trying to tell me "please don't do it".
That's why I don't kill myself. Don't worry Anon, it's only barely 80 years and then heaven time.
>>77999172I feel like anyone who just says "Just get your life in order bro" advice should be shot
>>77999184god tells me "please do it"