Its a lonely and cold feeling to know the people who are weirdos and losers are able to share talents they have done with others, have a community they feel comfortable in. Long term friends. But where am I in all this? even asocial schizoid typicals are comfortable alone. It's a lonely feeling to miss something that other people have, is this what hell is like? Complete isolation with no inner world, just drifting in a timeless void filled with regret?
>>78000192>blah blah blah poor mego outside retard
>>78000192I get how you feel, anon. At times, even 4chan has felt a bit odd and distant to me. People don't feel right, but you still have to have some form of social interaction.
I thought I was a schizoid because I found being around people to be draining and painfulBut as I get older, now late 30s, I can't help but feel a sense of FOMOMaybe it's just boredom as I am yet again burnt out of my distractions like work and hobbies, maybe I need something new
Those weirdos that found their place either weren't self aware or accepted their place and moved on.You my friend probably tried to stick yourself somewhere you don't belong.
