I got called hot by a fairly attractive woman yesterday and it's not the first time a woman has complemented my looks but I am mentalcel :( I could've been normal if I didn't have mental illnesses :( I couldn't stop having suicidal thoughts last night because of it though desu my suicidal thoughts are getting more intense again anyway :(
>be 18>get invited to bar with friends>arrive>chatting away to friends>girl appears>"omg anon hi!">starts being overly flirty and holding my hand etc>loads of compliments >something isnt right here >look around>everyone is staring at me>"AHHHH anon you thought she was into you?? HAHAH we dared her to do it to see how you would react!"Since then i always think any compliments ive had (little to none) are some kind of joke
>>78001311I could have had sex, lose my virginity years ago but i'm extremely mentally ill, haven't left the house in a year and it's gotten even worse. Roping might be the only choice
>>78001340I'm genuinely sorry that happened to you.
>>78001340did you at least get any kind of revenge on your """friends"""?I know I would
>>78001311have you tried meeting a girl off here? you might be surprised
>>78001365>studying at uni>renting flat with my cousin, her boyfriend and 2 chicks (6.5 and 8)>one night when mu cousin and her bh arent home me, chicks and their friends do a bit of drinking >later that night they both come to my room with only underwear on, say they want to talk about rent>my only and immediate tought: they want me to pay part of their rent, fuck that>tell them we'll talk next day when we're sobber>never talk about it afterwards>current status: khv at 30
>>78001513I'm too scared to go to social places.
>>78001311>woman calls me hot>start having suicidal thoughtsReally nigga?
>>78002616Yeah that's me :( She grabbed my arm, tried to make convo with me, but I was too nervous. She smiled and walked away :( I hate myself.