I can't deny in the grand scheme of things I'm very luck to be where I am but I am just so exhausted mentally and physically living in a country run by corporate pedophiles, and where everything that we need to survive is insanely expensive. No jobs ever get back to me, seemingly no matter what I do (going online, going in person, calling over the phone, nothing.), all my freinds live too far away and never are able to respond to my texts and I have nowhere to go in my community. It feels like I was born into a world where everything is stripped away from me so that a bunch of powerful people can stay in power. Wtf am I even supposed to do robros??? It feels like every step forward I go 2 steps back and just always seem to regress into a depressive pit of loneliness and emptiness. I take meds, go to dr.'s I try to eat healthy, I exercise somewhat regularly but I don't feel any progress. I jokingly said the other day my life feels like the classic movie groundhog day, but idk if I can really say it's a joke anymore, like I wake up, eat, shower, try and apply to work, get nowhere, maybe exercise, go to sleep repeat.
>>78006327we live in an unnatural society not designed for our natural human state (tribe, 100 people)those people in the jungle who have never been connected with the outside world? they are the last real humans left and they have no concept of depression or anxietywe live in a nightmarish reality only few wake up to and when you do you realize how terrible it all isall our natural behaviors and feelings and masculinity and purpose have been stripped of usI offer no answers or solutionscope or rope, simple asfor now, I cope
>>78006327Good news -> theres other people with the same problems you aint aloneBad news -> theres no apparent solution (at least i havent found one yet). I guess the best we can do is keep our body healthy (eat good, sleep good, stay fit) and wait for better days.Im really sorry anon, I dont really think this reality check problem we're having has a solution, we can only wait
>>78006467Nah, I get it. I don't think I was really looking for an answer more just kinda complaining to the void that id 4chan, y'know?
