I tried applying for a different/easier type of school to finish my hs, but I was late and might not get inI can always apply to another type which I've already done before, which I've failed before ,mostly because I procrastinated and did not hand in assignments on time that's really it, I'm afraid I will revert back to my old ways I cannot fail this time again, I don't have enough student gibs to get me through if fail and don't get passing grades, this is my last shot at life, after this it's all overYou might consider this all retard level work, you might be right, but the effort required of me is very large in comparison I can't do another year of sitting on my ass or just welfarebux, I need some how progress in life There is always searching jobs though I have no self confidence and doubt is constantly lingering even though I managed a year of studies already
