>autistic girl>extremely socially anxious>chubby>bpd>cant talk to guys without wanting to cry>history of self harm and suicide attempts>extreme childhood traumachat am i cooked??
you ghost every guy that tries to talk to you, it is all your fault, you're also fat, undeserving of any attention given to you.
>>78017146i would date you right now but you type like you're underage which means you probably are
>>78017146>you ghost every guy that tries to talk to you, it is all your fault,likely this but i like to gamble lol
>>78017146perfect for a pump-n-dumpdim hope for a long term relationship
>>78017183yeah probably right about that, most guys ghost me after like a day or two of talking
>>78017146>chatgtfo zoomer (This reply has been originally verified)
>>78017201>yeah probably right about that, most guys ghost me after like a day or two of talkingWhat's your discord?
>>78017161i dont ghost people i just tell them if i dont wanna talk to them anymore. im also well aware of the fact im fat im working on it or atleast trying
>>78017203>zoomerno im just schizo (im def a zoomer)
>>78017223>d0ll.st4rzwarning im very autistic
>>78017201you can still have sex with ease if that's your goal, even if you're not very facially or bodily attractiveif you're looking for a long term relationship(i hope you are, otherwise you're beyond saving) then just show your interest for a guy somewhat openly i.e. don't directly confess your attraction to that guy but rather just tell your girl best friend or that guy's close friend and let them "matchmake"if the guy isn't a part of this board he'll likely make the first movegood luck on your adventures childanon, i'm rooting for you
>>78017267As a point of interest post how many dudes apply to chat to u
>>78017277damn, this is really good advice, thank you so much, maybe im not cooked after all
>>78017146how big are your tits, fatty?
>>78017285idk most dudes ghost me after they see what i look like
>>78017294as a woman you're never cooked so long as the guy you're crushing on is a normie or is able to act like a normiemost of the "incels" on this board just have no idea how to ask a girl out and nobody is able to help them
>>78017303I have D cups (specifically 34D if u want specifics)
>>78017353i guess but no dudes want me because i can be clingy and a lil toxic sometimes and im lowkey ugly asf
>>78017146>pic>spotifyJust pirate your music, bro.
>>78017514Nah dude, vinyl is the only true way to listen to music
>>78017389Noticed how you didn't reply to the fatty comment, tubbs
>>78017514my dad still pays for me and my brothers spotify premium so im good
>>78017146>chat am i cooked??First of all, stop using retarded zoomerspeak. And second, no, you're not "cooked", I like chubby autistic women personally, and it shouldn't be a problem if you harmed yourself in the past. I'm not very sure about the childhood trauma though, depends how big it is. But yeah, anyways, it's not over>>78017514I mostly torrent my music but there are some few small artists' music i can't get for free in a lossless format, got any tips for that?
>>78017567nah because i already adressed my fatness (im aware and actively working on it)
>>78017146Yes, fat cunt, kys
>>78017146add schizophrenia to that list because clearly you're seeing people also lose some weight and you'll be alright; aim for a BMI of around 24just not being fat, dirty, and smelly helps a lot with people you wouldn't believeI don't mean to say this in an offensive way btw it's ok now just look out the future
>>78017605i feel like its mostly the bpd thats screwing everything up for me. I get obsessed with things and lose interest within a month or two (also i am a zoomer i cant help it if im retarded)
>>78017605>but there are some few small artists' music i can't get for free in a lossless formatThat's tough, but I usually just use ytdlp to grab it from YouTube. It's not as good as lossless ripped directly from the CD, but pretty sure spotify tracks also have some compression.
>>78017652>add schizophreniaI do get hallucinations but idk if it is thatand yeah im currently trying to lose weight, currently high 25s but trying to aim for 19-20 max
>>78017670This is literally the worst way to listen to music. Youtube compression is absolute shit
>>78017679oh I thought when you said chubby I thought you meant BMI around 30 or something you're not that bad sorry I assumed you were American ur okay
>>78017740lolol nah im european (nordic specifically) bmi 30 is obese i would have said obese if thats what i meant
>>78017740omg that sentence was so poorly written kill me
>>78017389damn, that's it?? d cups on a fat girl don't look big at all. how are you fat but your tits are small??
>>78017761Aren't the people very cold there I live by the Mediterranean everyone is so warm and social here but when I went to Copenhagen I felt like I was in the backrooms with how little nature there was and how inhuman the architecture looked
>>78017605>I mostly torrent my music but there are some few small artists' music i can't get for free in a lossless format, got any tips for that?random jackass here, i just rev up yandex, type in album name download, translate, and rawdog youloud.ru or similar websites with a direct download.
>>78017818idk i think its chill. im icelandic and the people are actually very friendly (except if ur polish we rlly dont like polish ppl for some reason)
>>78017796i think they look pretty big. they protrude out further than my stomach at least.
>>78017874post pics of them with a time stamp then
>>78017996MODS!!! YOU HAVE TO BE 18 TO POST HERE! MODDDDSSSSS
>>78018019damn alright fag you dont have to call the mods on me
>>78017721It's only a last ditch resort when I can't find torrents or other downloads. Better than paying spotify for something that I can't access without internet and which they can remove from their service at any moment, at least.
>>78017146Overcooked. Refried even.
>>78018101yeah. thought so
>>78017146What kind of childhood trauma THOUGH?! WERE YOU MOLESTED? DID YOUR PARENTS DIE IN A HORRIBLE ACCIDENT? WHAT HAPPENED?!
>>78018364i was exposed to porn at 8/9yrs old, i was assulted more than once, and abused by multiple dudes. also cocsa
>>78018434Wow, sounds like you need some therapeutic rape to help you cope
>>78018434Oh wow that's horrible. I'm sorry to hear that. Remember that it's not your fault, victims blaming themselves is so awful.Btw can you show your titties please?
Where do I meet autism girls?
>>78018471you're already in a pretty good place, reddit also works. also libraries and museums we love that shit
>>78018516>wedoes that mean I'm talking to an autism girl right now?
>>78018527yeah you'll just have to add her discord and get her to send them to you there, it's easy
>>78018525>>78018525yes. i am severly autistic
>>78018455thatd be so awesome sauce (severely traumatizing)
>>78018551I had a GF that was raped, we would role play her rape, it would make her cry, but it did seem to help her get over it. not saying it right for you, but it's what she wanted at the time.
>>78018617i mean i used to get fantasies abt it but imo i think it would just make me break down
>>78017146>>autistic girlgood>>extremely socially anxiousawful>>chubbycan be improved>>bpdawful>>cant talk to guys without wanting to cryawful>>history of self harm and suicide attemptsawful>>extreme childhood traumathat's a 50/50. could either make her extremely wise or extremely self-destructive.my verdict: approach with extreme caution, expect nothing to come out of it, but be open to the possibility
>>78018629not something you would want to do with someone you didn't trust completely, I have never seen somebody cry like that before or since.
wait, you were talking about yourself, OP? shit, I thought you were describing someone you met.
>>78018551Get on Discord, kitten(originally)
>>78018527>youre so real for thisWhat does that mean?>im 16I'm morally obligated to say that this site is 18+ and that you shouldn't be here. But fuck the rules.
>>78018678im just so awesome like that (im cooked)
>>78018696>What does that mean?i thought it was funny sorry im too much of a zoomer retard for this website
>>78018739in another one of your posts, you said you're 16. get the fuck off this website before it becomes part of your life.>t. been here since age 14; soon to receive my 10 years of service medal
>>78018754i am. im already screwed had unrestricted internet access since like 6
>>78018746I've never met a single person who talks like that in real life and I'm in my mid 20's, around people my age.I thought this fr fr no cap skibidi ohio skull_emoji is just memes and ridicule.
>>78018774no i very much talk like this irl. 90% of my vocabulary is just the word "real"
>>78018774>fr fr no cap skibidi ohio skull_emoji
>>78018801This is why reading books should be mandatory in every school. I'd probably be talking like a slackjawed retard if not for all the reading I've done. Granted most of it is gone and I haven't picked up a book in years but i still feel like it was worth it.
>>78018843oh yeah definitely. im still very well spoken i just throw in memes too. i learned to read at around 4 or 5
>>78018766checked and same. so did a handful of my close friends. just do your best to avoid getting jebaited by a pedophile or an e-boy, remember that everyone on /soc/ is subhuman, and take everything you read on /pol/ and /x/ with a grain of salt (I know you'll visit them eventually)
>BPDNOPENOPENOPENOPENOPE
>>78017146It's not possible to have both autism and bpd. If you are legitimately diagnosed with both, your psychiatrist is a big pharma puppet
>>78018908yeah i wouldnt talk to me either lol
>>78018918im diagnosed with autism but not bpd. im also diagnosed with adhd, depression and anxiety. i dont know about that but i exhibit symptoms of bpd
>>78018927Bpd causes similar symptoms to autism. But also autistic people love labelling things, so I would think really hard about whether you actually have bpd or if you're trying to ascribe a label to what's actually just random personality traits.
>>78018985>>78018985that might be true, i have always felt the need to label myself so it might be that. I also do think I fit the diagnosis criteria, but i might obviously be wrong
>>78018868What kind of memes? "I'm the yes wojak, you're the virgin wojak I win"?
Tfw no qt autistic gf
>>78019001Just try to keep what I said in mind. The modern world ruins many people's happiness by labelling them. The only label you should truly identify with is "me".