I have the bone structure of a girl (small head, high pitched voice, narrow shoulders and 5ft8 and 130lbs) ,.In real life i can't be assertive, i am submissive because i know i can't take a punch.I tried boxing years ago and even a light jab in my head rocked me because i have low bone density/low bone mass and recessed jawI tried to lift weights and put weight but i can't go above 145 even with with 3500kcal and i feel sick eating that much , literally stomach pain and sweating.I got once a gf who was a introvert.. i was searching for weird girls who don't want a manly male.. but she left me when she saw what a bitch i am and submissive with others and i can' t talk even to cashiers......
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