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Erotica writing turned into ps(...) 07/01/24(Mon)19:53:48 No.78018885

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Erotica writing turned into psychoanalysis Anonymous 07/01/24(Mon)19:53:48 No.78018885

>be me
>Decide to write erotic fiction to stroke to because porn does not hit the mental boxes
>Story is about a priest/nun (female) in a fantasy world being abducted and enslaved by a dominant couple who are all lovey dovey with each other.
>The kidnapper is abusive, violent, and doesn't give a shit about her.
>His wife is kind and loving to a comical extent, but also very manipulative.
>The abducted woman ends up traumatised and depressed.
>Kidnapper's wife acknowledges how she feels, offers support, so they can abuse her further.
>Kidnapped nun ends up liking the wife, so she feels emotionally beholden to her captor as well.
>She reasons that her dedicating herself to the service of God was a lifestyle choice, and her kidnappers are much more real and present than God so serving them feels rewarding.
>Cum buckets.
>Go to shave
>"Hmm why does it feel like I am writing too much of myself in that nun."
>mfw dad was violent and abusive and I only keep in touch of him because of mom.
>mfw mom was very kind but also used me as an extension of herself, didn't take no for an answer and never could defend me from dad.
>mfw all I ever wanted was to make them proud
>mfw I am writing degenerate BDSM rape fantasies about my unhappy childhood with two extremely dominating parents.
>mfw the ghost of Freud is laughing maniacally and doing coke off my toilet seat.
>face muscles tense up in shock and disgust
>incidentally cut myself on the razor blade
I NEED psychiatric help.