>repress cocklust >just gets worse and worse>act on cocklust >mind gets rewired to the point where nothing else will ever give you that pleasure again How the FUCK is this fair bros?
>>78019263I just want to suck some stranger's fat cock in a parking lot and never see him again. What's this experience like?
>>78019263I'm willing to bet you just watched porn for years and got into gay stuff at some point along the way. I wouldn't call it "repressed cocklust", I don't think you had something innate in you that just came out, I think porn effected your brain and mind. I watched porn for years, got into femboys and traps at some point, and it went downhill from there, and I know that after managing to kick that stuff from my life while working on getting it out for over the span of months, while also seeking God, my moral response to such things returned and I also saw it for what it is. You can probably get over this OP.
