>FYI I'm 5,7 and 20yrs oldSo about a month ago I hooked up with a co-worker. The night we got together I fingered her pussy and sucked her tits. I wanted to fuck her on that couch and i definitely could (Me having no condom and her on no birth control).But i didn't want this bitch to be entitled to every check i get in the next 18 years so i didn't...and i can you assure that im content with the fact. Perhaps it was the post nut clarity but I feel like I don't have to lose my virginity it to any fucking slut and especially to cunts who expects money. After playing with her pussy, it hit me that you need a solid connection with somebody to get the best of love in the long term and the connection with this girl and I, just wasn't it. I didn't give up entirely, I took her to movies and out to eat and we kissed/held hands. but the whole ordeal just exhausted me idk and i clearly gotta work on myself. ig am autistic truly tragic TL:DR I'm still sort of a virgin but I'm content and sane with what briefly happened, I have come to appreciate actual friends and feel that the odds are in my favor for next time. Life can be good !
