All my life I have been in constant physical pain. For the past couple of years it has been much worse. No matter what I do my entire body hurts to move. I keep having "ticks" as well, there has to be something wrong with my nervous system. I can't gain weight and I've been eating healthier but it feels like my body doesn't digest properly and get the nutrients it needs.I've been to the hospital three times in the past couple of years, every time they've just hooked me up to and IV, held me for a bit, basically said "idk lol," and sent me on my way.I feel like my body is trying to kill me. I don't know how to describe it I just know there's something seriously wrong with me; it feels like I'm suffering from body toxicity as well as all the injuries from my past.I'm in so much pain and I just have to keep pushing forward despite my body screaming at me to stop. What the fuck do I do.