Every year I appreciate everything less than the year before. I'm 25 and now I'm just a shell of the person I used to be. I'm doomed, even if I manage to find my soul, life on earth is still bad. I just hope that in heaven god will agree to give me back my teenage soul and create a world where I can be happy, a world where I'll be 100% free, a world where I can have lots of adventures like in dragon ball.