Oh well, there goes the last of my oxy for now. Did it all too fast again, wasted money, barely got any good highs once again. It's all so depressing. I'm quite literally so anxious that even this shit doesn't take away the pain anymore. Yet i keep doing it because i barely have any coping strategies thanks to my shit life. Now i've gotta fucking wait a week until i can afford more. But even this doesn't make me feel happy or content anymore. Plus i spent nearly all of my day doomscrolling on my shitty phone. I'm tired boss.
>>78027826it's those damn jew frequencies inducing these feels in you anon
>>78027869Ha, i wish man. Life would be so much simpler then.
>>78027826Switch to stims.
>>78027929I get vyvanse for adhd. It's shit, stims don't make me any happier, just make me jittery and depressed lol, i'm really fucked
>>78027826Have you considered lobotomy?
>>78027984Yes, and suicide, didn't pan out for now though. Unfrotunate, the ride never ends.
>>78027826Stay safe out there, and stop using before these drugs make your life more hell. Take care, you can get better. Wish you well.
