why am i afraid of asking for help
>>78029125because when you were growing up, those that you looked up to refused to help you, or actively punished you for asking for help. thus, asking for help became something bad your lizard brain avoids to avoid pain
>>78029125It makes you look weak which is a fate worse than death if you have a penis
>>78029125Because if you ask for help to those interested in destroyiing you, they will try to fool you. Also you're an atheist/disbeliever/wrongdoer that has no faith that God will protect you.