instructions unclear creamed into the void

Dear Killer Mike - how come you never responded to my email? I loved R.A.P. Music it goes hard.

Haven't had sex since March 3rd. I won't be able to control myself much longer. Doing nofap isn't helping but I don't want to have sex with someone I don't care about either.

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I changed my discord @ and now you'll ever be able to add me again.

>>78247723
Who the fuck uses shitcord

>>78247723
If you're who I think you are, I don't think I ever even friended you on anything.

>>78247723
Real ones delete discord and pretend to have moved on from the internet while secretly being active on a new account

DEAR MR. I'M TOO GOOD TO CALL AND WRITE HIS FANS

THIS WILL BE THE LAST LETTER I EVER SEND YOUR ASS

>>78247597
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=G4lTMOmH8Dw&pp=ygUMTklOIFRIRSBWT0lE

>>78247777
gee champ think that might have been a hint

>>78247802
Why did he even have fans?

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>>78247835
well it's either him or the JUGGALOS BABY

>>78247786
Real one? What kind of one?

>>78247849
Gaslighters originally

Dear Evan Hansen
We've been way too out of touch
Things have been crazy
And it sucks that we don't talk that much
But I should tell you that I think of you each night

I rub my nipples and start moaning with delight

>>78247887
Is that considered gaslighting?

>>78247597
hey anons, i need some serious opinion

i been a neet all over my life ever since i finished school, i suffer from depression and existentional depression, however, i can ride a bicycle, i been considerating doing food delivery for a living, specially considerating food delivery pays more than a minimum wage in my country, however i don't have a bycicle yet and i don't have mobile internet in my phone at least yet

>>78248106
Sounds like "getting the fuck outta dodge" to me, which btw ghosting also is

>>78248113
Are you physically fit? To deliver via bike you're going to be covering A LOT of ground

it's always funny when cringe whore /r9k/ sluts with a dozen social media accounts and 400 orbiters (conservative estimate) farmed from a combination of them pile in to letter threads to talk about the infidelity of men when you can't go a day without begging for male attention like some fucking dog whether on here or elsewhere. do /r9k/ cunts think they're superior to /soc/ whores? there seems to be this unfounded and mistaken superiority complex that the type of whore who visits this board expresses as a defence mechanism for their low self esteem that's so contemptible it's hard to even disabuse them of their ignorance about it. you're not the edgy and enlightened feminist alt-girl you think you are, you're just a stupid fucking hole, like the /soc/ girls, like any other interchangeable woman.

>>78248124
>physically fit?
yes, at least i think so, i can lift weights and i always throw away heavy trash, so yes

>>78248127
You're seething over her and she forgot about you.

>>78248127
all of the posters here are artificial intelligence. even the people that are around you physically are not real. there is no reason to be upset over artificial intelligence.

Anyone can be replaced. I had grown tired of living in a world like that

i have not slept in a while. i will just take another capsule soon and continue to stare at my screens until it is time to leave the house. i feel disconnected to everything around me. i want to feel something but there is nothing to feel.

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He'll save us from the ghosts

i wish there was something real but even if there was i wouldn't believe in it anymore. i have felt trapped outside of my own body since i was very young, maybe my entire life.

>>78248149
>lol u mad tho

hello faggot stuck in 2004, we've since updated our level of discourse since then if you'd try to keep up. hate to have to hold someone's hand through a dialogue but since you seem too braindead to understand the point of my post, i'm not talking about any one person in particular but about the general quality of women who come to this community. i don't talk to toxic /r9k/ cunts because i'm not a fucking retard such as yourself who willingly surrounds themselves with awful people and is simply asking to be taken advantage of by sociopath whore women with no scruples about being evil. in case you haven't noticed, /r9k/ matches /soc/ in its degeneracy on its best days and is an even bigger shithole on its worse and we have women, faggots, trannies and discordniggers to thank for that.

>>78248161
>all of the posters here are artificial intelligence.

sure seems that way a large proportion of the time.

>there is no reason to be upset over artificial intelligence.

you guys really have to get over this "micromanaging people's mood" thing. this is the letter thread where people come to vent, how about some self awareness from the audience.

>>78248219
>you guys really have to get over this "micromanaging people's mood" thing.
>how about some self awareness from the audience.
yes exactly, we are all.

Dear big fellas,

Fuck you. Seriously. Fuck you. And your little fuckers, too.

i've been so delusional lately about this concept of living. i know eventually one day i will no longer exist and i am so glad.

>>78248219
Damn bro there are plenty of girls out there. Just be patient. You'll find the right one someday if you just drop the negative attitude.

>>78248298
false hope. nobody is good, man or woman.

i could go through the list of proven psycho bitch /r9k/ females dating back over a full decade but saying their names empowers them (even when a few of them are dead oops HAHAHAHAHAHA), instead i entreat anyone to peek into the biofem general or spend five minutes browsing the catalogue, then ask yourself if you'd actually want to talk to any of these "people" by choice. unfortunately i'd wager it'd be a not insignificant number of you since /r9k/ lost its fangs years ago and all the better, funnier, more original posters moved to other, more topical boards, /pol/ or killed themselves, replaced by white knights and alt-lifestyle retards.

being totally candid, at one point many (many) years ago i did believe the incorrect notion that disaffected and socially sidelined young men were better off pairing with quirky e-girls who shared their interests but there's no comparison and no parallel, this type of female pretending to be a femcel who mirrors your personality is doing the gender based equivalent of blackface and appropriating male subculture as women typically do because they can't make their own. if she posts here, stop acting like a simp faggot and leave, similarly if she tells you she has bpd or some other mental dysfunction, you're not going to fix her. i've since corrected my behavior rather than waiting to find a diamond in the rough in shitholes like this and have something real, face to face and tangible with a normal (as normal as women get) girlfriend in real life who wants to start a family with me. you can and should do the same.

Apparently it is a self-fulfilling prophecy!

Yeah.

I guess I will just wait this one out for a few more months until I die or whatever

Or today

Or yesterday

Or something.

..whatever

>>78248358
Nah, u deserve a cute girl to nag u for the rest of ur life as punishment.

>>78248113
figure out your phone situation because it's a necessity for food delivery and if you're going the bike route get an e bike, unless you have olympian levels of fitness and conditioning you're going to feel miserable on a push bike day in and day out doing this kind of work

>>78248327
Aside from Ciara and oxy they're all living happily ever after. Some even have kids now. But you're here still posting about them.

I just wrote this twice??, but my posts seemed to vanish? So now I am rewriting it >_<"

Dear Sweet Turbie,
I Love you.
However, I have to leave r9k and all of 4chan forever because I have decided to use a specific easy method for quitting porn and so this will be my last post. Because there is too much porn here and I have made a vow to quit and become a no-porner, an ex-porn users? A non-user. I don't use porn! Yippee! ^_^ I am mentally healthier thanks to this.

Don't be too sad that I am gone for, now I'm free from the slavery of porn! :)
I have overcome my addiction to fantasy, and will just be focusing my mind to reclaim my subconscious.


As for everyone else I love you too, I'm sorry for all the evil I've put out and enemies I've made. I know some of you will be happy about this and others will be sad. I apologize that I contributed to making your favorite e-girls leave and got poop all over the place, I did it on my own, without God, and for that I am sorry. I ask for your forgiveness and to tell Turbie about this post incase she doesn't see it the next time you see her. And be Nice. Everyone likes (You)s especially little turbulents.

Oh and my turbieenjoyer email got hacked and lost so I don't have it anymore >_<"
If it were meant to be we'll meet again.
Good bye Cupcake
I will miss /mbti/

The jews who are promoting transgenderism onto the poor demented users of this board won't even allow for me to write the method I'm using the post won't go through.
They are our enemy

>>78247597
ythe estonians cucked me by making my lituaniuan gf trans im also high

>>78248366
How about dat wiki tho

a
wish you would just tell me the truth but youre always vague as fuck. i think all youre capable of is leading people on then running when things start to get slightly real bc youre not real.
b

da vidya

>>78248827
Did you finally get a new chair?

>>78248431
Thanks a lot for your advice, Okay, i will consider a E Bike

a E Bike would be a Eletrical Bike right?

>>78248845
Hey you

Dont you have like a

Prime directive

>>78248880
Doubtful (you)

>>78248853
yes an electrical bike. to break yourself in you could try a standard push bike just to get a feel for things and see how you do but if you live in a hilly area especially it's gonna be tough with how much ground you need to cover like the other anon said. good luck.

>>78248529
>>78248534
Goodness.. The plot development that can occur between thread death and rebirth!
Proud of you and will miss you --have missed you lately already. Trying not to be self-interested but I'd be lying if I said I wasn't sad that I'm gonna miss out on your glow up. We'll all feel the shockwaves through the ether regardless.

No hard feelings,
Peace be with you,
Much Love

>>78247900
Why would you write that??

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>>78248327
>and appropriating male subculture as women
Gee!!1! The women we've been FORCING out of our spaces and hobbies suddenly are feigning to like them to cater to ME and ME specifically!!
>as normal as women get
Aw, are you throwing a tantrum because she'll never, ever, share the same interests and personality quirks as you, sweetheart?

>>78247802
I said I'm making the beef B soon ok!

How annoying. I was dreaming and you were just about to fuck me and I woke up. Then I went back to sleep but dreamed I was playing on a beach and started to bury a strangers foot and she got startled and then her friend asked me to bury hers. Then it turned into a sandal and she really liked it. I'm going back to bed.

>>78249077
That buttermilk tho.

>>78249077
u seem mad tho doggie dog breath lmao lmao lmao touched a nerve sweatie? on the rilly dilly yo

>>78249077
>Gee!!1!

based retard

https://youtube.com/watch?v=i5_asj1BGFs

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>>78248932
>>78248529
Also, I want to express remorse for saying that I spoke too soon when I commented on your growth. Healing isn't linear, nothing organic in this life truly is; hiccups are to be expected. It was hurtful to see you lashing out again so soon after I had shared my observation.. I have some responsibility complex or something as part of the magickal thinking so I felt like it was partly my fault for breaking some woo-woo rule, y'know? But I want to clarify I wasn't/am not trying to give my intuition/observations credit for your progress, either.
However, it is affirming to see you doing well, because it makes me feel like my progress is safer from upset if it's a larger trend in the air and not just a fluke within my personal/current experience. If horns had to cross, it was nice to butt heads with someone with that Aries adaptability, it made it more productive. I appreciate that at your best, you can go full-in with your intensity but not necessarily hold grudges or drag up stale and stagnant energies. That "Bros can trade blows and still be bros and maybe even better bros the next day" sort of Masculinity fed a part of myself that I often have to neglect lest I risk hurting others too much. But you also were a wonderful mirror for me to see the ways in which I was betraying even myself at times when my rage was not righteously or tactfully deployed/directed.

https://youtu.be/zc8hbSM1zVo
>I don't shine if you don't shine
Thanks for sharing your shine, brotha. May it be continuously nurtured in the ways and spaces most Right for you, and may it continue to have positive ripple effects on those around you.
Godspeed.

i hope my life ends soon

>>78249600
same anon

my existentional depression is seriously killing me

>>78249648
that sucks anon

the anguish of being a retard and cannot connect normally with others is doing it for me.

>>78249648
>>78249600
Just stop being sloths

i forced myself to get two hours of sleep i think it helped. but the thing about having this medication is if i miss a day or days of sleep i can just take more adderall to stay awake.

>>78247597
I think you need to replace the dog whistle you're using. It's not quite painful enough to be motivating.

>>78249679
i walk like 40-50,000 steps a day

and we are entering real schizy hours yeaaa

>>78249694
and what has that ever helped you

>>78249702
it helps me become more underweight. i don't walk that much on purpose though i'm just on my feet at work

>>78249710
Whats your bmi looking like

>>78249723
17 i'm maintaining it because if i get too underweight again they will take away my adderall once more and i won't be able to function at work

it's getting difficult to maintain since i started this job combined with resuming adderall. i eat 1000 calories a day if i'm lucky and i burn most of it off working at my job

>>78249748
Im sure if you got a bf who would fuck you twice a day youd burn more calories and you would be hungrier

>>78249781
i don't want a boyfriend that will fuck me twice a day

>>78249792
more or less than twice?

>>78249813
less than twice, sex never sounded appealing to me

>>78249832
so you are still a virgin?
thats depressing
go meet people and have some fun

>>78249845
i really like being a virgin, define fun

>>78249855
Virginity has no inherent value
you gain nothing from it
but sure do whatever you think is best for you, doesn't seem to work out thst well though

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>>78249845
why do you need to have sex to have fun? if someone wants to be a virgin, let them. its not your decision retard

>>78249866
but i don't gain anything from sex
how is it not working out well?

>>78249875
good sex is more fun and satisfying than anythhing else
you are miseryposting here every day

>>78249874
i dont remember asking about some incel tradcuck opinion

>>78249899
i don't think that is true for everyone, you're just an addict to pleasure i guess, most people are though
that anon is right and has a point. you seem odd about this topic

>>78249910
>you seem odd about this topic
and with that any potential discussion has been killed off
im going back to bed

>>78249928
you should learn to be more respectful of other peoples personal choices

>>78249936
you go tell that druggies and self harm peeps

>>78249947
i don't care what druggies or self harm people do, it's none of my business

i won't eat anything for the next few days, i do not deserve it. not because of any notions of self worth but because i need to be further deprived

You know I gotta keep it strong, I'll move along. But you gotta know that my heart is tortured with a flame that burns bright for her. You've only forced my way and my exit. I wanted so much more than your greed allows.

stop saying good morning to me. i don't know what mind game you are trying to play but it is not going to work. leave me alone.

>>78247597
https://youtu.be/MoN9ql6Yymw?si=9rWxyi5UFvVQDh5v
This keeps getting stuck in my head so I'll spread it to you. Share my pain and delight.

My crush came over finally and dealt me a whirlwind of feelings hurt and disappointment with myself. An old one says I'm a shoe in for suicide now, which Barack told me is my cause of death back on 8/24/15. So there we have it. I feel so empty that she didn't fuck or anything. An undying love formed but she slept with my dad and told me off. I think I'll be getting back on the shard as a result and the sherm too. There's little promise of a happy life for getting clean anyway, I just want to be numb from betrayal, i hate my life sober, to think that moms made me happy too, what a fool I am to be hated by the one. I have to move along and I will. But you know where this is leading me. I think I might self harm again.

>>78250490
this has encouraged me to stop speaking with them. thank you!

>>78250490
Tell that to me directly. Is there a list of approved things I can say to you? Can we negotiate for Good Nights? How about good mornings every other day or only on Fridays?

i will do 3 day fasts every week now. i am just over 90 pounds so i wonder how fast this will make me drop. my goal is 85 pounds.

>>78250745
sounds good to me, you have been getting kinda fat

>>78250711
>>78250712
this was meant for someone at my work.

>>78250753
this is such a predicable response. before you even replied to me with this i knew someone would say it and i was thinking that i wish this motivation worked on me but it doesn't. i know i'm not fat.

>>78250790
are you crazy? have you looked in the mirror lately? your love handles are sagging over your hips. you're not 90lbs, you're probably more like 140. you have a mental illness. stop eating so much

>>78250804
you're such a tryhard. my hips are so bony i can use them as diy pockets when i wear leggings.

>>78250842
more fatty copium... how could you say all that through all those donuts you have stored in your fat neck?

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>>78248529
>>78248534
You will not be missed.

>>78249557
Lmao, look at this cringe.

>>78250779
You write exactly like someone on my friend's list. I'm going to block them now. Just in case. All this time I've been sharing my good energy and you've been receiving it in annoyance and bad energy.

I can't risk keeping this kind of bad energy around me. I'm now blocking you, and unfriending everyone who doesn't say good morning to me. Thank you for opening my eyes. Goodbye and Goodluck.

THERE'S A STARMAN WAITING IN THE SKY

>>78250935
>generic typing style
lol. sorry your friend wasn't into you i guess.

i accidentally cut my wrist open on one of the racks. i hope i get tetanus from this.

>>78251131
i also hope you get tetanus from that :D

>>78251137
you're being a little obsessive. i'm sure you have far better things to do with your time.

>>78251103
It's ok. I have removed the negative drain from my life thanks to your eye-opening post. From now on I will only allow positive enriching energies into my aura. That is how ill turn this experience into a positive and beneficial one.

>>78251156
obsessive? I just think people should get tetanus more often. you're being weird

>>78251185
well alright, whatever helps then.

i forgot to bring my contact lenses and i'm blind at work today. it is fine though because there isn't much work to be done. i hope i don't make this mistake again, on a much busier day.

Down 25 lbs, still a fuckton to go.

>>78251232
how much do you currently weigh? what's your goal weight?

>>78251244
260, started at 285. Goal weight is 180 then push to 160 to give me a buffer before I go back to my fat old ways.

>>78251277
damn, well good luck then anon.

>>78251283
Gonna be a long road but I'm determined to do it. Fat people are viewed as subhuman, so I'm taking my humanity back

ok well back to work. i'll get some water and take my adderall before lunch later.

>>78250507
>The drugs begin to peak
>A smile of joy arrives in me
>But sedation changes to panic and nausea
>And breath starts to shorten
>And heartbeats pound softer

^^That's gonna be you if you're mixin' them wet daddy's with Shardonnay player. I'm serious. Don't go dying on me, I'm your friend let's do business. How do you feel about noids I got a fresh vial it's a phatty, i'll send it to you for free if you promise me you won't go back to dope. Plus I could use about a half gallon of pure water, my neetbux drops on the 1st of the month I'm broke right now but I could pull a few strings to at least cover the Overnight Express for you bro. Pray for you, love you, you're not alone, you matter, Peace '& Love drop contact if you wanna do business

>>78251408
Plus, if we get to know each other I'd smoke you out on some DMT and help you heal. I normally don't advertise this but tripsitting is what I do best over 16 years experience. And don't worry about the water baby they sell it at the store, i'm not destitute I've got like $2.16 in my neetbux card. I'm just dehyrdated. Anyways, Hope you're doing good Hunter. God Bless you and you're whole entire family.

do you know that the person you currently like doesn't love you nearly as much as I do, doesn't think about you and doesn't have dreams about you every day like I do? just saying

>>78251537
The person I like doesn't like me at all. They barely tolerate me.
https://youtu.be/xRzbLQ_WKPs?si=7ZRBtzZzmdeACFg6

>>78251565
why do you like them then

>>78251408
Don't worry, I got cannabis and alcohol. I am not on that dope no more that you folk do. I'm not suicidal cause of the Prozac I get from the community mental health. I don't really wanna do drugs again, I'm just fucking panicked from loss of control. I feel like I'm being hazed. Who knows maybe I stay clean, I'm trying to get a year coin for shard instead of going off the deep end. I just want it all to get better not to wait and ward, it's important I don't go there.
I'm going to get my drink on around noon like normal. It oughta be alright.

My discord is hunterbear6526 #0. If you want to talk more. Add me

sometimes i wonder if you just view me as nothing but a stalker incel and i wouldnt put it past you to feign interest just to get back at me over a period of time. the difference between creep and chadlite for me is 30 pounds and a shave tho

>>78251610
I don't know. I can't help it. I think I know but I haven't fully thought about it. I just know that I do. I don't know if I even like them. I'm just very attracted to them. There's some kind of pull to them that I can't resist. What is causing that pull? Not sure, but I can't deny nor resist it.

https://youtu.be/v4-k2nWywzg?si=jKC4EXKKwUF1_kAC

Hey buddy, still alive?

Learned some basic stuff today. Like how to draw with my arm instead of my wrist, and how speed can make lines straighter. It'll take years, but I think I can get there. Not at your level, but close enough to not look like Linkara's "Lightbringer." Hard work is my one redeeming quality. I can produce quantity no problem, it's quality that's my pete noir. I used to think writing was my strong suit, but I'd not be surprised if you had me beat even on that front. Brevity is the soul of wit, yet I ramble on and on. Perhaps I'm nothing more than an "idea guy" in writer's clothing. But maybe Spongebob: The Musical was right, and there's a place for those who delegate. One that isn't the fiery pits of Hell. Well, keep yourself alive.

I had a gud run, maybe the best even. I'm stepping down to allow young blood to grow free from my imposing shadow. Going into seclusion so that I can focus on farming potatoes and manipulating things behind the scenes.

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>Scalping accuracy this month 83%, 1.52R
Holy fugg I have made it

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>In numerology, the angel number 88 can represent an increase in abundance, such as financial wealth, better health, personal growth, and the development of skills and talents. It can also be a sign that your efforts will be rewarded if you've been working towards your goals and dreams.

>>78252088
You a millionaire now investment bro?

>>78251798
>I don't know if I even like them. I'm just very attracted to them.
It sounds like you just want to use them for sexual favours.

>>78252283
Angel numbers are all good, go look up what angel number 83 means

>>78252402
That could be fun but I want more than that. A lot more. Too much for me to put into words here.

>>78252293
years ago
then became daytrade bro and now it's just stupid

>>78252408
>Number 83 holds special meaning in both numerology and symbolism -- it's often associated with manifesting abundance and achieving success. The energy of this number is unmistakable when it appears to you as an angel number.
damn. gotta watch out for those sneak non dub/trip/orbetter essence-containing numberinos

>>78252456
That doesn't make any sense or seem worth it. Just pump and dump.

i don't know what i'm living for desu

nobody ever stays

You have the charisma of a damp rag.
You have the appearance of a bank clerk.

We don't know you
We don't want you
The sooner you're put out to grass, the better
We don't like you
We don't want you

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>>78251919
>Lightbringer
kek

>>78252946
Well, better find peace hanging with yourself

>>78248358
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=XgICDG1vOz0

I have seen things you people would never believe.

Invisible tornadoes and corrosive acid rain microbursts out of the blue. Foot-long, cancerous human sperm cells multiplying by the quadrillions.

Impossible to describe with our limited vocabulary!

>>78251444
>God Bless you and you're whole entire family.
your*

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>>78254282
>Invisible tornadoes and corrosive acid rain microbursts out of the blue. Foot-long, cancerous human sperm cells multiplying by the quadrillions.
But have you seen THIS

Real photo, btw
I snapped it myself

Perhaps that's because, you come from Belgium.
Which is pretty much a non-country.

>>78251798
>jem
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k53NGe64RBU

i'm still suffering from existentinal depression

Today I did something good for you and you will probably never know it was me.
I still hate you and what you did to me, but this reminded me that I am the good one that got away. Not you.

>>78254952
Thanks, person with vague enmity towards me!

Stop praying for me! I was already too strong!

i've been drinking, driving, now we'll never go home

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>>78255030
Are prayer gains natty?

>>78255094
Supernatty, you might say.

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I need this chick to milk me.

I need my balls to be emptied down her throat.

I have NEEDS.

And she NEEDS to have my semen metabolized for nutrients!

I'm not coming back to the thread, so all of you boring as shit glowfaggot sadists can start looking for someone else to plagiarize.

Stay vapid, losers.

>>78255520
sir i use turnitin.com

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>>78255520
Hey how's the server going

i'll catch you red handed

>>78255226
They are going to get you and when they do everyone you know will be glad they did and nobody will feel remorse for you.

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>>78255678
>>78255678
She will swallow my cum

She WILL swallow my cum!

In the car they found a tape
They didn't say who it was to

>>78255763
Henry Darger levels of a faggotry.

One day Anons, you'll have that moment like the Main Character had in 50 Days of Summer, and realise you're just seeing "them" through rose tinted glasses. There's so much more out there to find, and to do.

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Any found by the Harlequin will be left bloodied.
Any found by the Moon will be left weeping.

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Anyone who isn't 50 years old and likes gardening is using the hobby as a psychological coping mechanism for the one who got away

>>78255938
Tfw you don't got no hoe

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>>78256051
>Tfw you don't got no hoe
But at least you can still plough

>>78255763
you can't say these things about this woman bro, she's too inexperienced

>>78255938
That's wrong. I miss him tho ;_;

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>>78256144
Okay, I am sorru :'(
Nice dubs

>>78247597
It makes me laugh when I think about how you asked Madison for permission to suck my dick. You are an actual cock sucking manlet faggot and nothing will change that kek

>>78251444
>>78251408

Don't listen to him, he's a complete idiot!!!
We're been gangstalking him for many years but we just can't get him on anything concrete.He's just trolling you he's never done illegal drugs in over 7 years, That's why we're so pissed he's trolling us

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We will send garden Anon a positive energy care package as compensacion with which to fertilize their future prospects

>>78256223
who do you think you're replying to

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>>78256223
Nobody is falling for the samefag handwaving routine
r-right g-guys?

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Shhhh let 'em cook those homegrown veggies

>>78256290
Question is who do You think You are replying to

Can you stop sabotaging my efforts to fix our relationship and just reply to me already, A? Or are you going to keep being a bitch?

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Can I have 2 scoops of an hero?

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Make it a triple scooop 4 me senpai

I ate too much sugar and now I feel ill

You should keep going and see what happens

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554/555 skooma addicts OD right before they finally alchemize

>>78256630
Thank you. I'll be borrowing this picture and putting it to better use at a later date.

>>78255627
I would imagine it's boring as shit without me, kind of like this thread.

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>>78256659
Hang it in yer shed, N'wah

The sun will set on this day just as it sets on us all. And it will set on you and yours. Mark it.

>>78256756
Mark'd

Seriously, though, you tell me. Is it still just a bunch of racist losers all cheerleading the one guy in the FBI with an IQ over 120?

You still the spotlight so I don't pay much mind

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>>78256727
>Hang it in yer shed
What a fool you are, it's not going in my shed. What a grand and intoxicating innocence. How can you be so naive? I'll be keeping it close. In my heart

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May all your tomorrows be better than your todays. Under Moon and Star, Anon.

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Are you still reposting twitch memes from five years ago and doing your bizarre cop version of "roasting the normies" via ~deep fried~ and ~zany fonts~ while you make a bunch of shit obvious that you really shouldn't be making obvious?
Still bullying people you depend on to keep your fuck ass little secrets without even realizing it?

>>78256840
Thanks, I'll be taking this before I leave, as well!

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>>78256839
He's too fuckin STRONK
The sweep is on, boys. Make your peace with The Nine while you still can . . .

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>>78256856
Let's make it three!
To you forever, from me to you.

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*I've* got a lot of nerve, the shit I post here? Really? Are you sure that's the attitude you're going with?

You know, maybe I will start posting here again.

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>>78256935
>You know, maybe I will start posting here again.
Please don't

You are all losers. You can do linear algebra until the sun dies, and you still won't be able to write like me.

Peace out, and fuck you.

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>>78256920
Since it's three for free
kindly given from you to me
I humbly accept this gift from thee

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>>78257000
>000
>000
>000
Witnessed
<3

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im just so fucking hurt and angry and sad and i can't do anything about it
i think my dad molested me but i can't be sure and so i just have to act like he didn't and never talk about it even though i feel deeply that he may have. he's a charming guy and despite being a bad person is amiable and easy to get along with so i feel like a traitor to him even considering he may have done that. i can't talk to my family about it, talking to therapists doesn't help much, and i don't have any friends to share it with irl so it's just festering in my heart getting heavier and heavier every damn day. i hate things he's done even if he hasn't molested me, he used to hit me, he's called me a faggot and neglected me and never been a father, he destroyed our family and my mother had to force him to let me visit him on every other weekend because he didn't want me otherwise. he's a shitty person and narcissist and it wouldn't make a difference if he touched my penis or not since he's still a crap human either way so why do i care so much and even more infuriatingly why the fuck do i still love him
why do i crave his approval and his smile and his laugh
why do i visit him so frequently when it makes me feel like shit every time
why do i feel like a delinquent son when he's the delinquent father?
i hate him and i want to yell and scream at him for hurting me and my mother and my sister so much and for being so selfish, but i don't because i don't want to upset him. i don't care that i've seen his dick in the shower, or when he got out of the shower, or when he would change clothes. I don't care that he may have rubbed my penis, or kissed me on the lips once when he was drunk, it was all probably just an accident and im not understanding it. that's always how it is, i never remember anything correctly and i always misinterpret things and never understand how things actually happened whenever it involves him.
i want to grieve something i don't know is real

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Possibility #1 I'm just a paranoid scitzo dumbass.

#2 you're all reading the things I type on here and the images & videos I share but rather than actually confronting me about all the opinions I hold and actions I take that you find disgusting you send thinly veiled targeted messages letting me know you know and that you think I'm a sad little deranged freak

#3 which is the most wild scitzo shit that isn't even really paranoia is the idea that a form of psionic realm exists in just a normal metaphysical concept like language, where in the matrix of possibility in the linguistic programming is becoming more and more finite and with it greater control falling into the hands of those who wish to engineer more accurate predictive outcomes trough attack on the very idea of individual thought.

I didn't say the word
I danced around the topic
But someone
Somewhere
Who I have never met nor will probably ever meet
Was explaining the word in great detail

>>78257214
was bird the word?

>>78257182
Dad's are naked in front of their kids, it's an inevitability. Kissing you on the lips is something dad's do too, even if it's a bit weird. But the rubbing of your penis(Assuming he wasn't washing you in the shower), yeah, better figure that out real quick.

>>78257214
Kek, oh no we're opening the morphogenetic fields. What do you talk about, and how has that been reflected? It could just be basic memetics. A concept comes up in popular media, you form an opinion, but so do thousands if not millions of others, some of whom are going to share your opinion and have a more refined version of it

>>78257214
Are you the A?

>>78257182
I can tell by the way you type and act that it 100% didnt happen and you are just a little faggot seeking attention and indulging in a fetish.

One day your search history will be public knowledge so think about that before trying to make a case.

>>78257214
It all collapses into one. The One.

>>78257288
>fetish
what makes you think that

>>78257241
nope it wasn't in a shower, it was in bed. it just makes me want to kill myself sometimes

The amount of failure along with getting cucked that precedes me is like a demon that threatens to fucking slice my throat the very second I let my guard down and dare to take anything seriously for even a second. Fuck man. I'm not gonna do it again. I should be more careful.
Emotions are slowly becoming my poison the more I live.

Cowheart! Yum!

>>78248127
Stop talking mean about my waifu, dick head. She's waaaaaaay better than /soc/ whores and you know it. On the other hand... Seeing you seething is kind of funny so you might entertain me more if you like.

Just a few days ago I realized that I'm only acting up to make people mad enough to hit me in the face. I want to feel that kind of love again, from when I was little. Brains are so weird.

Hey babe. How about you slap my cheeks until they're hot and throbbing without me acting like a bastard? Is that too much to ask?

>>78257694
>I want to feel that kind of love again, from when I was little.
kek

Thank you God for allowing me a chance at redemption every day.

>>78257694
I remember that back when I got really upset I slapped myself on the cheeks and the pain calmed me down and I felt really good for a while. Is this why cutters do what they do?

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>>78257709
>>78257709
Homelander moement

>>78257738
I think you don't understand. Normal people visit the house they grew up in. I don't have such a place but at least I can revisit the feeling of seeing stars and feeling the blood rush into my cheeks.

>>78257770
Or the breeze on a hot night. The smell of the ground just before it rains. Tons of Madelines to dip in your tea, Anon

>>78257782
I love the smell of rain. I used to love to listen to thunderstorms while enjoying the smell of rain.
I want to hold hands with my waifu while enjoying the smell of rain. :3

I don't understand why my waifu was alone for so long. I had random guys tell me that she's a monster but they don't know I'm probably way worse than she could ever be.
I hope she found someone so she can do her part to increase the amount of nerds on this rock.

>>78257906
Just ask out your waifu out.

>>78257942
They told me she's only interested in 9s or above or guys with money.
It's beyond hopeless.

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>>78257981
9s is cute though

>>78257981
I doubt it. They're probably lying

>>78247900
i never thought id see fucking dear evan hansen lyrics on 4chan of all places, musical theatre fags are like a different breed of autistic than 4chan autists

>>78258014
Also, she probably wants someone with blue eyes so her kids get them, too.

I have the recessive gene from my father so there is a slight chance of our potential kids having blue eyes but it's a very slim chance.
I would feel guilty to rob her of the chance of having kids with her beautiful blue eyes.

>>78258026
It's a play about someone faking emails between him and a kid who committed suicide for clout how is that not something 4chan would like?

>>78258067
So? Who cares just get with her

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HOW MANY TIMES DO WE HAVE TO TEACH YOU THIS LESSON OLD MAN

>>78258221
This https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mcbm9akAVgU

I'm never going to see the people in my class again life is so retarded

>>78258299
Get contact info???

>>78247786
Ive done this like 4 times now lulz

>>78257182
I can't decide whether you're lucky or not because you're not sure if it happened. You don't seem to have developed the emotional defense mechanisms that a lot of victims (ones who are aware of their abuse) often possess.
As someone who is well aware and whose brain developed in accordance, I can tell you the grass is not too green over here. I'm not diagnosed with anything (because I've avoided therapy my whole life) but apparently childhood trauma and cluster B personality disorders are correlated. So yeah, if you didn't grow up acutely aware of it there's a chance you didn't develop these (or maybe you did anyway, obviously I don't know you, the suicidal thoughts you mentioned are a red flag).

>>78258306
I have never talked to these people but I don't like the idea I will never see them again. Also I reset my phone and lost all my contacts again

Treat it like a game. Treat it like serious shit and feel like ripping my face off. Treat it like a game. Treat it like serious shit and feel like ripping my face off.
I need to find a way to stay on just treating it like a game.

>>78258327
>if you didn't grow up acutely aware of it there's a chance you didn't develop these
i mean i was aware of other sexual abuse, irl mainly from a family friend and having explicit conversations with guys from 11 onwards sometimes involving me sending them explicit pics
i do feel fucked up and have bpd/anorexia, i don't feel like i'm lacking for that stuff. it's more just concern that it would be my dad too, but again it's kind of a moot point

>>78258357
ashully is not game is real life

Refreshing over and over just for a sign of her. Wasting my whole life in this one thread(not in this one).
What the fuck am I doing.... why the fuck am I like this for fuck's sake

Antagonize me some more. It's the perfect day for it. Go right ahead.

>>78258448
Your mother was a troll, and your father smelt of elderberries

guise no you dont know her ok she's REAL my egf is REAL she just posts in another general. no that's not a picture of belle delphine she just does her makeup the same

>>78258707
Someone paid her 400k to play Pokemon with her.

What a fucking nigger. Fucking no womb whore removed me from xir server because I expressed a difference of opinion?
>you aren't posting your sources
>I don't like those sources those sources are evil and charlatans.
What a fucking nigger. Wish I can bash your brains in. Hate people like this more than anything.
All liberals are the same shit. Never can argue their points and hide behind censorship. If you say anything they don't like they unpeople you. Can't wait for a fucking civil war.

Feel so fucking stupid. I KNEW this was going to happen. They ALWAYS respons the same. Fucking tranny no womb whores.

I don't give a fuck if you think what I'm saying is wrong. Go ahead and prove me wrong but don't try to silence my voice just because you don't like what I'm saying. That's so fucking un American. God I can't wait for a civil war.

Seriously considering joining on an alt and collecting as much damaging information on her as I can. I'm so fucking mad.

The trick is to have a dozen or so accounts ready to go at all times and start trickling them into the server from you cell phone when you realize faction with mods is going sideways.

Hey buddy. This'll be my last letter for awhile. Keep believing in yourself. Don't worry about the other bullshit, including these letters.

Eeh eeh ooh ooh aah aah

>>78259043
I already have a ton of accounts. I make them for one time use or throw aways and just never bother to throw them away. I do not like how this was handled at all and I'm extremely vengeful. Not always but in situations like this I can't help it. Seriously considering using my darker talents to see just how much social and psychological damage I can inflict on her. It's been a very long time since I've done anything like this but I'm not liking this at all. I knew she was going to respond in this way and gave her the benefit of a doubt.

If someone gives me 3 reasons why I shouldn't do it then I won't but if someone gives me even one reason and some ideas I'm going to burn everything down.

I mean just cause chaos; it doesn't have to be all psychohorror and sadistic. Just do trolling and laugh at them until you feel better.

Find me pls, I'll be out there

>>78258221
Like 666 times more? Then again, I'm slow on the uptake of vague information so it may take more tries? I guess we'll see.

>>78259114
Now you have to do your worst because you made me curious about your darker talents. Or was this just internet toughguy nonsense? Show us the internet panther, aching to spring into action.
Let us know what you plan to do tho. It would be a shame to give you an ear piercing for stepping on the wrong toes like an idiot.

>>78259123
Nah. I'm pissed. also this is a little frustrating? Maybe isn't the right word. That you're replying to me but not replying to me. I kind of want to inflict maximum psychological damage but also I kind of don't want to anymore and probably don't have the time. But also I kind of want to do so because I truly believe she deserves to be punished as I saw what appeared to be Similar thing happened to someone else when I first joined. And what makes jt worse is the type of server that it is. It's not exactly a random server. She's acting as a gatekeeper to something far larger to herself, and if you don't perfectly agree with her retarded political opinions she has the right to sever you from that? I'm feeling pretty justified to do my worse and curious to see exactly how much I can do when fully unleashed from the chains of guilt and morality.

>>78259232
If I said it you wouldn't believe it. You'd just say I'm larping or something. but if you're curious I can say but I feel it will likely be held or used against me later. So there's no real benefit to say exactly what I believe I'm capable of.

>>78259022
Please do as much damage to these fuckers. Truth is king and these fuckers deserve a lesson for shitting on logic itself.
How did they unperson you?

Dear Alexander

I am slow to anger, but I tow the line. When I reckon with the effects of your life on mine.

>>78259267
It's a shame that this anonymous board is everything but, isn't it? Not having a place to speak my mind is driving me insane.

>>78259330
>>78259359
It's ok. I calmed down already. I am a little curious to sew what I could do but not very motivated. And it was basically just anytime I posted anything political that was against their beliefs, they kept making snide remarks. Then she baited me into posting my sources and when I did. Said the guys PhD doesn't make him a real doctor, even though he's a clinical nurse. Then said I need to be removed from the server for spreading misinformation, all within 1 min of me posting the video... So she never even looked at anything that was presented.

Sometimes I feel like I just argue with the same posters over and over and over again, even on different threads, on different boards.

>>78258103
You don't understand. I have no time to half-ass things.

>>78259420
People who are too sure to be in the right suck so much. It's really arrogant to assume one is always right and to refuse to listen to differing views to check if one was wrong. That shows you that they are not interested in learning the truth. Funny how they are very quick to call people nazis, while we show much more restraint than actual nazis.

>>78259514
You are a dumbass, simple as

>>78259558
I'm socially retarded. Learn the difference.

>>78247597
Dear Tomato,
First, I want you for sex.

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>>78247597
I don't have anyone else who cares but I forgot to do my homework for tomorrow. It was voluntary but I've been trying to volunteer for the past few weeks. Share my ideas or attempt to make things more fun. Kind of like when I was back in school. I always felt the need to ask the question that I thought others might be wondering but too shy to ask, or engage with professors so they didn't feel bad when everyone else tuned things out. But no one is tuning things out and there's lots of people with better communication skills than myself. I guess I just like sharing my thoughts or getting answers to things I'm thinking about. Some people seem to like it. A guy actually just messaged me to ask to see something I wrote up last week. It was a job description but I made it up. I guess he's watching a recording of class? But if so he should be able to just read it when I shared my screen and read it aloud? I know this job sounds really great but that was the assignment. Make one up and that's what I did. It's just a collection and amalgamation of a bunch of different things I liked. I'm too tired and drained to write anything up tonight but it would probably be helpful to at least attempt to brainstorm. I can maybe throw some things together tomorrow if I wake up early enough. It probably won't be very good, but curiously when I told someone else I didn't think the other thing was any good they said it was. So maybe I'm over thinking things. Thanks for keeping me company and reading all of these words words words.

I can't keep doing this. You're simultaneously my only source of wonder and a bleak constant reminder that that I'm entirely inadequate.

It's been years, but I don't think I can keep scavenging for scraps for the rest of my life. It's beyond obvious that you don't care about me beyond casual acquitanceship and I've lost hope that'll ever change.

I don't think that things are going to turn out all right for you but I also harbor no illusions that you'd even want me around in a worst case scenario.

I just thought that maybe you'd have a but more affinity for me. But maybe forgetting you just might clear up enough clutter that I can love someone else.

Goodbye S

>>78259557
Yeah I'm sick of it to desu. They all kind of say the same things. Like all of them
>you're evil, lying, brainwashed by anti christ, the man in the TV said different, you're just not smart enough to understand why you're wrong, your sources are wrong and my sources are right, you believe misinformation, you hate democracy even though we are a constitutional republic, etc etc etc
At this point I really think a civil war would be on everyone's best interest so we can have a decoupling

Funny thing is I have never seen anyone on the right be afraid to debate their ideas and political views, at least not privately, while the other side is always having some excuse or getting too butthurt to actually hold any meaningful discussions on why they believe what they believe. They always act as if they're smarter and better informed... when usually they're literally repeating talking points from legacy media.

>>78259359
>Not having a place to speak my mind is driving me insane.
What is it that you need to say?

People changgge
But some people never do

And when people changgge

You gain a piece but you lose one too

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>>78259711
Wow so deeep

>>78258840
i saw a meme format and i adlibbed it vro i promise i could give no lesser shit about >your kek
whore

So I just have to take everything like a good doormat cuck, then, huh? Okay

if the shoe fits may my creative writing exercises give you painful kidney stones leprosy spaceAIDS etc

You Can Cope
But You Cannot Heal

>>78259792
It's a song by Future Island, at one point the singer switches to his death metal voice

I would say no but my strugglingest of friens usually never heed my advice until it's far too late and I don't wanna be mistaken for a hater or a coveter

's up 2u

>>78259835
Gimme a refund on your workshop prof.

>>78259835
I wish I could cope, it feels like I'm literally trapped into caring and not just giving in to my relationship being the hell it is and moving on to doing something else

someone's been busy.

>>78259844
I shouldn't but if I say anything to her it's going to fuck up the progress I made leaving my old self behind. But I just cannot take being lied to so many fucking times. But I can't say anything
I wanna rip my face off

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>>78259852
https://voca.ro/1ikMEA7rUla3

>>78259855
Then you'll be fine. More than fine. Just keep being patient, humble, and moving like lasagna, Garf. Just don't let anyone get you out of character

>>78259871
Good people don't deserve to have their best qualities brought out by the worst of times/environments/people. Makes you feel like a gardener in a war.
But don't get it twisted

Saying shit here doesn't help. It still feels like I'm bottling everything up and that I'm paralyzed from not just moving on from my emotions. Why the fuck was I born to care so much

I'm just going to lay down and cry.
>>78259890
Thank you for the words and acknowledgement

i'm starting to hate that i use this fucking site of all places to vent and cope, i'm suffering from existentional depression, the worst feeling a person could possibly feel, yet here i am, posting here among other losers

why i keep doing this to myself?
why my life got this bad?

>>78259931
SOmetime's you gotta have a good purge.

>>78259931
same. I've spent a lot of time here this year with nothing to show for it. All while having to deal with large amounts of toxicity and negativity. Unironically considering leaving and looking for a discord server so I can at least establish friendships and meaningful connections.

>>78259991
>friendships and meaningful connections.
>Discord
never happening, i left discord for a good reason and never looked back, i have better chances getting support and having meaningful connections in depression chatrooms and mental health forums Unironically

It feels like hell having to distrust your own gf all the time
The trauma from being cheated on is hell too
And I cannot do anything about any of it all I can do is just stay quiet and hope for the best
I'm going to sleep

>>78260015
Betrayal PTSD is real. There are specific trauma-informed therapies for the mental havoc being cheated on wreaks and it needs a delicately catered approach.

>It's Hard To Heal In The Place That Made You Sick
Black Mold? Or Gold

Important to discern. Then delegate accordantly

>>78260015
Sleep tight little nigga

i'm so unusually tired i just woke up i need to take adderall, it's hard to type

V,
It's been over seven years since we last talked. I'm not the same person I was then and it's for the better. I wonder if you've become a different person too? Probably not. You were also so close minded, your narrow way of thinking level allowed you much room to grow.

I'm not the same person I was seven years ago, but I could've grown much sooner had it not been for you holding me back. You bullied me into shaping myself for own your benefit.

I hope it comes back to bite you in ways you couldn't imagine.

Sincerely, K

>>78259672
I have to self-censor myself constantly on public forums when someone incapable of listening to reason puts words in my mouth and threaten to get an admin involved because my opinion "pissed him off".
Just a couple days ago I called someone out for talking bullshit about getting a piece of tech to work without providing evidence (code, schematics, etc). I even described in detail which test would verify his claim but he just ignored it and tested in a completely infective way and keep on pretending that he isn't full of shit. I gave him an apology to shut him up when he hinted to get the admin involved for "pissing him off", which I regret now, desu. But I'm the new guy in that forum and he's throwing his weight around for being an established member of said forum.
I may have to go into lurk-mode there bc arguing with people incapable of using logic/reason annoys the hell out of me and is not worth it for me.
Now I understand Keanu Reeves when he said he's done arguing with truth-dodgers.

*Rafiki bonk*

i didn't want to wake up at least i don't have to work today

>>78260065
>>78260064
Ta-ta, Toto

i think im dying because im seeing and hearing things i knkw are not really there

>>78260084
you're not dying, that's just schizophrenia

>>78260090
i don't have schizophrenia dude, i got enough sleep last night so i shouldn't be hearing and seeinf things.my feet hurt and that's why probably

>>78260084
Drink water brotha, could just be dehydrated

i should stop walking so much its literally killing my feet

>>78260101
ok i'lI try this thanks

>>78260006
>never happening
Probably for you and for me but I've seen others make close connections on discord.

>>78260015
I just dealt with this earlier this year. Gather all of the evidence you can because the person I thought that would never lie to me, started trying to gas light me at every turn. Get your closure and cut ties. No good can come from it. Trust is a hard thing to regain once lost.

>>78260109
It's crazy how long my shoes last since I stopped walking and ride my bike everywhere. Makes walking almost unbearable when my bike is in the shop though.

>>78260137
that is nice i had a bike as a kid but someone stole it. unfortunately my job requires a lot of movement, i usually get 30-40000 steps a day and my once squeaky clean shoes are starting to get dirty and messed up. it sucks.

i hate when new shoes squeak i got doc martens and they non stop squeaked

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>>78260049
Holy hell, pigeon poster is back

>>78260055
>Now I understand Keanu Reeves when he said he's done arguing with truth-dodgers.
Link? Yeah I'm tired of these Kind of peoples too. Some people just can't deal with every being wrong or admitted to mistakes. It should be used as an opportunity to improve. But I'm so foolish. I used to have a really great friend, she's married now, but she used to always try to blackpill on this. That i was wasting my time on those people. I should only use emotion with the masses and save my logic for the few. I'm starting to agree with her views more and more these days. Funny, because she's agreed with some of mine and seems to be in a better place while I'm still stuck. Time to relearn those lessons she tried to teach me. I kind of just want to go full blackpilled for a while. I think it would be much easier than whatever I'm doing now.

>>78260109
its probably your shoes. I tried being cheap for years and I regret it now. A nice pair of running shoes helps so much. Highly recommend crocs too. You'll quickly notice a big diff.

>>78260227
what is considered cheap to you. I think spend a decent amount, and it's just because im not used to walking so much, i should get insoles or something. my work doesnt allow crocs i think but running shoes may help

>>78260243
I was using Walmart shoes and my feet were giving me so much problems until I got a decent pair of running shoes.

my cat has been clingy since i started working again. she stays in my room all day if i leave my door open before i leave, she stays closer to me in the mornings

>>78260283
walmart shoes are terrible, i usually wear converse and docs, im very particular about shoes and dont like stuff like nike, adidas, etc.

>>78260287
has your cat ever watched while you rub clit

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>>78260287
She needs a cat fren

>>78260302
no i dont masturbate because im never aroused, and i wouldnt do it in front of an animal, thats gross

>>78260302
Lmao dude what is wrong with you

But yeah also curious now

>>78260303
she has one, but she doesn't like other cats or other people very much. she mostly just likes me

>>78260309
have you ever masturbated orignaly

i don't understand how people get aroused or have sexual relations, it doesn't make sense to me

>>78260319
Have you ever watched your cat lick her clitty?

>>78260324
i think everyone has, i never felt much enjoyment from it so i don't see a point in it

>>78260333
Try it on weed at least once in your life. Orgasms sober are alright with me but on weed they're mind-shatteringly satisfying. Sober orgasms sometimes even feel painful and weird but weed helps to relax the muscles down there and make it feel magical and no weird pressure feeling or other discomfort at all, just pure bliss.

>>78260389
i have tried weed, weed used to just make me sleepy but if i try to smoke it in present times it makes everything echo and i can get paranoid, so now i will not smoke weed

>>78260326
I envy you, honestly. It's an annoying distraction around good looking females and I wouldn't be mad about having a switch to disable arousal when it's the wrong place/time for it.

>>78260408
Jesus you sound like an absolute fag

>This action cannot be performed during combat
FUCK OFF NIGGER

>>78260407
Some strains make me sleepy, some incredibly horny and some make me paranoid. It all depends on the THC/CBD -ratio and changing the vaping temperature let's one modulate the effect somewhat because CBD has a higher vape temp than THC.
Did your orgasms feel any different on weed?

>>78260412
My arousal system is not augmented and I don't like it!

>>78260412
You say this every thread

>>78260425
i never masturbated on weed, i never masturbate normally so it never crossed my mind to masturbate on weed

>>78260431
We gotta fix this
:)

>>78260434
I don't even open/read every thread so what the shit are you even talking about, fucking turbo fag boy?

>>78260437
If weed improves the perceived taste of food I wouldn't be surprised if it would make orgasms feel better/more intense. But your case seems to be some kind of outlier (not judging tho).

>female bends over to manipulate me by showing me her cleavage.
>Getting distracted
I never asked for this.

The Limb clinic is fresh out of arousal modulation modules. Fuck.

i used to get sad about probably being on the asexual spectrum because i realized nobody will ever truly want to be with me. when people asked me out, I always got uncomfortable and said no. but now i realized, i am ok with never being in a relationship because i would rather be alone than be with someone that is not truly similar to me, even if i will never find someone like me ever. i barely even want friends, the older i get I just want to focus on hobbies.

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>Time to go to my gynecologist appointment down at the third limb clinic, he he

it does suck having daydreams though. I've always had the daydream of someone sleeping in my bed with me in the dark, i imagine some type of shadowy shapeless human entity laying next to me, not touching but inches apart. it'd be comforting. i had a dream about this too. we were at a hotel because it had a swimming pool, we didnt swim but we went to the vending machine and got soda, then we sat by the pool and put our feet in and talked.

when i was a kid, i used to imagine a silhouette but it wasn't like this one. that one was evil

>>78260481
I think there are dating sites that are respectful to aces. Don't miss out on having a nice, platonic relationship.
t. forever alone not able to follow own advice.

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>>78260496
Nightman cometh

>>78260512
i don't exactly like the idea of dating sites because they always seem superficial or like someone is being put up on a display.

a lot of people on forums that i read say they are asexual then they say they like having sex? i don't understand this but I feel like it would be the same on the dating apps.

i don't know i also dislike the word "relationship" or "girlfriend" "boyfriend", don't get me wrong monogamy and exclusivity is extremely important, what i mean is those words make what i think should be a lifelong connection sound fleeting.

>>78260532
I know. I tried it a couple weeks but found out I'm too weird or something. I used to have at least some fun on forums to geek out about tech but my main forum is infiltrated by people prioritizing feelings over facts and it's off-putting to say the least. I got gang-mobbed by randos making vague-posts about me and I'm considering to go somewhere else or off the internet. I quit twitter already and feel much better now.

Haha I finally made the most hater poster list

a debt collector came to metaphorically rape me because i didnt pay back my medical bill what a fucking nigger. im not going to do anything about the debt collector either unless they try to sue me or something. i hope they get raped by bbc

Relevancy achieved!!!
Only to be lost again, inevitably

>>78260565
i don't have any social media either, if i wanted to look at social media i would use a third party application to view posts

>>78260566
You didn't make the "able to form a coherent sentence list" though.

i want to try going the arcade today or tomorrow but i probably won't i'm so tired. i'd have to go at night too to avoid the people

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>>78260580
>You didn't make the "able to form a coherent sentence list" though.
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