guys I think im actually fucking autistic.For context I am 30 years old and have only fucked one woman in my entire life and that was 10 years ago.>on a flight home from salt lake city to boston>2 seats per aisle>seated next to this very cute woman, probably my age maybe a year or two older>we make small talk, tells me shes flying to boston for business>lostcause.jpg>put my headphones in>she taps my shoulder like 15 times during the flight just to ask me questions about myself, or to point out something she sees on the ground>I take my headphones out and fake a laugh or say some shit like "wow thats cool">when we're about to land she asks for my number and says "maybe you can show me around the city? I have the day off on saturday">give her my number>she texts me like 10 times on saturday>ignore every text>today I feel incredibly alone and want to kmsIm never going to get laid again
>>78257988>fucked one womanfuck off normie
>>78257988It could be low esteemI recently realized I grew up feeling like a burden to my mother and maybe that's why I don't reply to girls, like I felt no girl actually likes me